Crystal Meth Addict-Ishii
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- Опубліковано 10 вер 2024
- Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Ishii, a crystal meth addict on Skid Row in Los Angeles.
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This woman is severely depressed and self-medicating to assuage her depression and PTSD. With proper treatment, she can come back from this place in her life. She's begging for help.🙏🏽
Yes and that seems to be the case for so many people in these videos - self-medicating to escape their trauma. Breaks my heart.
@@joefox9765 Your point is exactly why Mark's channel is so important. Excellent treatment programs exist and he's provided a conduit to the best care, based on the individual. It shouldn't have to be this way, but right now it's the best option. I hope sharing her story helps her and others.
@@MP-up8zl The sad truth is: all of us have been traumatized by life in one form or the other. The choices we make determines the outcome of our life.
@@ronniemead805 Absolutely the truth right here. 100% the truth.
@@ronniemead805 That's cavalier to say because choices are often based on one's options. So many factors come into play in people's lives. If you had the right answer, this channel wouldn't exist.
About 99% of women that he interviewed has experienced some type of molestion. People are sick.
This is why I say drug addicts have a mental issue and should be treated as such, most of the addicts in these videos are escaping from a painful trauma by using.
Exactly 💯!
Yeah, I can’t even fathom why anyone would molest a kid, it’s terrifying and honestly makes me sick to my stomach.😞
@@britn3e honestly, but it’s ashamed that we live in a world like this.
there are more chance to be molested growing up in a black family
Her pain is so real, raw and present it leaps right off the screen
You are so right!!My heart aches for this beautiful soul.. 😥
Thats what happens when you do meth. It makes it to where you dont have any dopamine in your head unless your geeked up. They aren't happy unless they get high
& fills my heart with so much sadnesses 😞 I pray she finds herself and heals from all her trauma. She is a light. My God please be with her on her journey 🕉
I agree
Silky Johnson any drug. Even weed in excess
She needs to be very careful and wary about bringing men into her life ! especially when she has a young daughter ....🙏🏼
I was thinking the same thing. Often men prey on women like this to get to the kids.
👆BINGO...She should NOT even be in Possession of a Child HERSELF!
Thank you for saying this!
You took the words right outta my mouth!! She needs to be careful theres men out there that search for women exactly like her and her circumstances and they often have little kids that are just prey for them nothing more. What I dont get is how does she value a man more than her daughter? How was she on the streets with a child living in a tent at the bus stop?? That little girl has been a victim to someone already, you dont live that kind of life and not be some sort of victim to someone or something.
I do he’s not around every day. He bought the mobile home and calls to see if I need anything. So that’s one thing I don’t have to worry about
I feel so bad for her. Her pain is so deep. I am at the same time, terrified for her daughter. Dear Jesus keep this little girl safe!
Amen ! Lord Jesus protect that little girl . Heavenly Father deliver her from those demons
I'm terrified too.
It is scary! It seems like they would've waited to give her daughter back after she'd gotten clean, but gettin her back hopefully makes her want to get clean for real, and STAY clean, I really hope that's what happens, and that they can live a wonderful long and healthy life together! That's what they both deserve. ❤
Yes Lord
For one I’m not a bad parent. And for two I have GOD!!!!!! And thanks for the prayers
"How would you describe your childhood?"
Answer: "Loss..."
One word sums up the whole clip.
Poor child.
"The biggest thing is going through pain and no one is coming for you..."
Perhaps I have got it wrong. It is not 'loss'; it is a woman, trying so hard...to 'live'.
- that’s two words.
I think she is incredible. (5 words) :)
Yes it seems like she is JUST LOST!! And she is saying I’m LOST!! I pray this lady gets the help she needs. She seems like a nice lady. AND SOMETIMES IN LIFE YOU JUST NEED A HELPING HAND!! She NEEDS GUIDANCE!! God bless this women! ❤️🙏🏽🇨🇦
She needs a lot of rehab, therapy and love. All the emotional pain she's holding might physically kill her.
I LOVE the fact that after the interview he embraced her. In that moment I pray that she felt loved and that her life has a purpose. I’ll be praying for your strength and peace sister.
When you walked over and put ur hand out and she looked up and grabbed it and you just held her. I busted out crying bc I could just see and feel that emotion & all her pain and your hug was a instant relief from all that hurt. Shz needed you to do this interview with her... she was dying inside holding a story like that in.
Yes same here im still bawling my eyes out 😭❤️❤️❤️
I agree with you
She needed this and I’m glad she got to tell her story
⁷ to 55 to
Dont feel ashamed about being on medication for your depression. I had never wanted to be on them but my thoughts got so dark they scared me and I immediately went to a doctor and got on meds and saw a therapist. Together they really helped! I hope you can find yourself sweety, just remember you have your beautiful baby girl and she needs you to teach her how to be a good person. I wish you all the best hun.
Absolutely. Some people really need medication to help them manage and get through the day, especially with depression. This lady needs a comprehensive treatment of drugs and and depression. Having the right counseling and drug medication/regimen can really help her.
The fact isn’t lost to me that most people dealing with drug addiction want to work in the medical field. These people have been hurt so much and so often that they want to work in fields that could help people avoid what they’ve experienced
If you are reading this be grateful. Life isn't always fair.
That’s true, thanks for the reminder. I can always afford to hear this again
🙏🏻 🙏🏻 🙏🏻
Wtf ^^
@I AM INDIVIDUAL I'm talking to the person that deleted their comment
Deshaun Hairston Yeah I saw it before it was deleted, definitely deserved a “wtf” but at least it’s gone now 🤷🏼♀️
Out of all the people you interview on here, I actually feel her pain. Would love to see her get some help and turn her life around.
She is in so much pain. Such a beautiful, intelligent, genuine person. I hope she gets better
As someone who just gave birth to my son a month ago, I couldn’t imagine the pain of that loss alone. Her hurt is so deep... praying for her healing.
Also worried about guy who doesn’t really know her and her daughter and has immediately moved them into his mobile home. Alarm bells ringing . Who’s looking after the daughter while she’s being interviewed ? Guy she hardly knows ?
The guilt is eating her alive. I lost my 2 year old son due to an accident (that i was responsible for) i numbed my self with alcohol on and off over a decade to just not feel the guilt. You can’t grieve properly when everytime you feel the loss your guilt is the devil’s voice inside of you.
Now i‘m sober and love me again. It was a long rough way but it is worth it! I send you all my love Ishii ❤️ you are a wonderful woman❤️
stay strong. sorry for your loss.
I am so sorry, the guilt never leaves but you must learn to forgive yourself.
Should she ever have contact with the outside world again, and come across this comment section; Forgive yourself. Forgive yourself, it was an accident, my love. It was an *accident* . Look at you, you’re so strong. To have been through and survived so much, even your own hand, you can do *anything* , you are *limitless* . You are a DIVINE thought, a Divine conception and worth everything! Existence would never be the same without you, remember that! It’s right here that you can find your light, it’s right here that you can *win* . Peace to you Ishii. Love to you Ishii. Abundance to you Ishii. 🖤
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It's so rare to see how a complete stranger can leave such a beautiful message to somebody who truly needs to hear (or read) those exact words!
I have a renewed faith in humanity again. Thank you.🙂
Renae Martinez 🖤🖤🖤🖤
Sandy_ She 🖤✨
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Mark, you gave her the one thing she wanted, needed most in her life.. someone who showed they cared for her. That helped to restore her a little more than before. It doesn’t cost a thing to give in this way yet it is more valuable than anything that can be bought. I hope everyone finds someone in their life who needs this kind of gift... that YOU can give them.. today ❤️
I'm really scared about the daughter. I feel like she might be in danger. Only 2 days sober?
Before the interview began, Ishii's silence & downcast looks portray how emotionally devasted she is. My prayers are with you sister. May G_d Almighty help you to overcome this terrible affliction for your child.
I agree with you, just curious why you censored God?
@@Lisasanti1 some religions dont write the whole word out of respect
GOD !! No space needed,,4 sure
Hey Ishii, I just wanted to let you know that I love you and you have an unbelievably beautiful resilient spirit and your daughter is blessed to have you as a mom. You were teaching her to go through adversity with absolute dignity, humility and with a lioness spirit. Please don’t ever stop fighting and I would love to see you with an update with Mark on how you advanced.
Mark, I have to thank you for the most human thing you did at the end... You hugged that beautiful soul and it meant so much... You are great, Mark... God bless you👍🙏😊
Love the embrace at the end. Small gestures mean everything. One touch. One prayer. One hug. Can go along way.
So true!
I agree...
Amen.
She just wanted the same life we all have. The married with children, untouched, safe and healthy. I pray she gets to see that one day.
She's had heartbreak after heartbreak. Most empaths attract abusive people. I wish i could help her
"Most empaths attract abusive people." Isn't that the truth. I am an empath and all my life I have attracted abusive people who want to step on me and crush me for absolutely no reason; even those I have helped. I am glad this woman knows about God; because He is the only One who can help her straighten out her life. I accepted the Lord as my Savior at a very young age, so He protected me from a lot of abusive situations. However, all of us will be abused in one form or another as we go through life. I was never abused by parents or husbands or boyfriends; however, I suffered in he workplace and from people in general. At this point in my life I try to have very little contact with people; because as you rightly state empaths attract abusive people.
You sound like an empath yourself. What has been your experience living life as an empath? How have you dealt with being different from other people and being misunderstood? Jesus was the quintessential empath; so I try to follow His example, but still life can be difficult.
I’d love to hear an update on her Mark, I Pray she is staying on the right track.
You are amazing Mark, a real Blessing of hope.
I know she feels like her man was sent from God. But women need to be careful about men who are so willing to come in to their lives and fix their broken pieces. I think those men are usually after the children. So she better watch out for her daughter.
Sky Robin I totally agree. Ishii be weary of this man.
Exactly. God protect her child.
You Absolutely right
Unfortunately very true. The devil often disguises himself as everything you hoped and dreamed only to be pure evil underneath. I pray she gets back on her feet though💔🙏
If Ishii's new man is encouraging her to come off drugs then his intentions regarding her daughter are probably OK. The men who are after the children will push the addiction in order to get access to the child while the mother is out of it. Day two is very early on but my money is on Ishii. She needs counselling to deal with the grief and guilt about her son's death. An accident that could happen to many an exhausted lone parent. There is an element of luck in all of our lives and there but for the grace of God ........
My heart suffers from seeing her like this, i am so sorry , some people have it so bad , so bad.. God Please Help them out! Please 🤲🙏
@Matteroftime1⌚ Amen!
Ameen
Wishing her all the best in her recovery. I’m on day 16 sober. I feel stronger each day. It will get better.
I know how incredibly difficult it is in the beginning to get clean, 16 days is a huge accomplishment, I truly mean that. I wish you all the best in your recovery!
Congratulations!❤❤❤
Congratulations, Sky
Congrats, keep it up ❤️
Stay Strong! X
She named her daughter after Tupac's mom. That's dope.
Jennifer Graham And her son’s last name is Shakur. Interesting.
Thank you for getting it that she named her that
And her son after Tupac
She said Demarion Amaru Shakur. He has his middle name also
This is weird, don’t get me wrong I love Tupac. I was born and raised in L.A. But I think she made up the names of her children. And her name. I don’t know, who knows. So weird lol
I'm terrified for her daughter!! This man from skid row is no angel just taking in a woman and her child...predators know what they're doing!! God bless 🙏
Do you know her and the man she is with???
@@emopaws4271 Exactly! Amen!
Agreed, and I'm afraid she is too into her depression to see any signs
I was thinking the same thing. She so desperately wants someone to love her, that her judgement is cloudy and she is putting her daughter in Danger
She right no man from skid row is off limits
Raw emotions. Shes gone through a lot, but there is hope. Stay strong , beautiful lady. We believe in you.
She is severly depressed and at the tipping point.
I am glad that she has a home for herself and her daughter. Right now, Ishii is heartbreaking. I think her trauma is hitting her hard right now for several reasons;
First, she’s coming off meth, which has left her even more raw and vulnerable.
Secondly (and more significantly) this is this first time in a long time that she isn’t so overwhelmed by immediate crisis... that she can reflect on all that has happened.
And finally, because Mark asked her about her life and provided an opportunity for her to tell her story, without judgement or criticism.
I hope she can receive the support she needs to heal. And that the man in her life is sincere, and safe. She’s worth more as a survivor, than as a statistic. That goes double for her daughter.
Your glad that she has a home with a guy who could possibly be a pedephile? This woman is clearly not the best choice maker the child need to be taken ASAP!
Her story hurts... It's humbling also to be greatful and be understanding that people secretly go through the most challenging situations.
Thanks God will see me through
@@ishiishakur1177 I can see and hear your pain. Im not here to judge and I'm so sorry for everything you've been through. I pray you find the support you need. You're such a Beautiful woman and I believe in you and I wish you a life of love and peace✨God Bless you and your baby girl!💜💜
Hurts my soul
I hope she's staying clean and gets all the counseling she needs to deal with the hurt .... I just wanna hug her
nadi269 yes I’m staying clean it’s going on a week now
@@ishiishakur1177 💖💖💖
I cried with you watching your video.
I can only imagine going through the things you experienced.
You are beautiful. I hope you will have an update with Mark...
Sending love from Texas
Nadja Goff
I'm worried for her daughter. She should not have custody. As sad as i feel for this woman, that little girl is not safe with her.
She needs to let her go until she gets help.
Yes, I'm praying for this beautiful woman and praying that she will remain off drugs. Sadly, it is not safe for her daughter to be in her care presently, she needs to be sober and to get into her apartment. Also, she stated that the man in her life doesn't even know them, which means she doesn't know him, yet. That is not a safe environment for a child, he could be a great guy, or he could not be. The cycle of abuse and molestation does not need to be repeated. 🙏🏾🙏🏾 @softwhiteunderbelly
Ugh ! I dk when people think like this. A mom is a mom. To try and not severe the bond is always the best thing. Help the mom instead of making the child feel motherless.
Mark, you are the example of an angel who walks among us. 😢😢
“When you cry out for help and no one comes” that touched my soul I have been there before ! We all have been through tough / rough times , God please show her you are the way the truth and the light help her and protect her and her daughter lord please
This is so hard to watch...I feel like she doesn't really want to tell her story so it makes me feel like I hear something that is not supposed to be heard by strangers.
I ain't trying 2 be funny and God I pray I am wrong, but 2 many kids die around her. I think....Never mind.
occaboutbeauty1 no please don’t.
I agree
Shut up. She’s a meth addict. U moron. She’s high af.
@@annaxefta587 and you're disgusting
The hug at the end. GOD DAM. Got me. We are all human. Her feeling alone. We have just lost our way as a community. She is a more obvious example of societal breakdown, however even the more 'high functioning' members, I.E in jobs, homes still feel so alone. The role of community is so vital.
I feel terrible for this woman. She is beautiful and really needs help, a good mental treatment program. I think these type of videos can be really triggering for folks. It's to find a balance I think for Mark or anyone in this position. Asking them questions can really trigger them and possibly get them more depressed, but at the same time you can tell she really needed to talk. I can tell by Mark's tone and pauses that he is really touched by her story, her helplessness, etc. I hope we can get an update from her. Thanks for what you are doing Mark.
Prayers for her finding inner peace.. She is unfit to parent right now mentally. I pray her child is safe around this man.. But unfortuanately this is never the case. Cps needs to watch this child.
I wish she wouldn’t depend on Glenn or any other man for help, because when the dudes are gone, so is the support. Then Ishii is left on her own again and then drugs are back in the picture. It’s a never ending cycle. She needs to find the strength within to pick herself up and get better. Not from a man. 🙏🏽❤️
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I agree
How utterly compelling!! I can relate to her on SO many levels, however I'll never know the depth of her pain in regards to losing a child and husband-not to mention her upbringing. Man! I want to see her succeed like none other! I believe she will. Awesome interview. Sending MUCH love, Ishii! 💞Melissa-Dallas
The baby girl MUST be removed asap. This woman is not capable right now. I'll watch her. She is in danger. This is horrible.
I think some of the story is a hallucinations she mentioned tupac's mother's name as her daughter's name part of the meth fantasy I think her daughter was removed already
I know.
This is Horrific. 😭😭😭😭😭
Right @brian Lee she referred to her son as a shakur and said that her kids dad was killed maybe she saying she Tupac baby momma
She’s really a danger!
First cc was never in danger speak what you know sweetie
My son would have been 8 on the 13th!!! I know your pain! Stay strong! I am trying to as well!
I’m so sorry.
Sorry for your loss. Deepest condolences❤
@@KayciazWorld THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH💋💞💜
@@SHAWNA499 THANK YOU SO SO MUCH💋❤️💞💜✨
LIFE IS HARD AS IT IS... ADD IN TRAUMA OF ANY KIND AND IT EXPLODESy! GOD BLESS AND THE ALL THE BEST TO ALL!💋❤️💜✨💞💫🌹❤️💛💚🐾➰💫🌹
I would suggest quit focusing so much on men, relationship failures are a big trigger for you. You need to be strong on your own for yourself and your daughter. Glenn is not your angel. Save yourself. ..And watch him around your daughter.
Well said. In her state of mind that child is in grave danger.
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@@ronniemead805 Yes!!!!!
Such true words!!! Don't.Trust. Anybody. There's too many that can, and will, fool you!! Maybe for weeks, maybe months, and even years!!
Ooh Amen to this comment! While sifting through my thoughts and memories during therapy while we tried to figure out where my depression started, it first started with a rough childhood and never meeting my father; however, most situations afterwards that triggered depression including when I started using meth, I could connect every one of those bad times to bad situations that I was in with men. I'm not blaming the men particularly for my demise, but as soon as I decided to remain single and find love and acceptance within ME and not from guys, that's when I cleaned up, stood up, and raised up to the depression. It's really hard to do because most of us are afraid of being "alone", but finding that love inside yourself means you'll never be alone. Please let this woman find the peace and love internally 🙏🏾❤️
She needs to watch Glen and her daughter. I hope she tries to be a little more emotionally strong to protect her so the same cycle doesn't happen all over again. Some men prey on single mothers to abuse the children( boy or girl)
Yup my mom was a single mom lots of boyfriends enough said
I instantly thought the same thing. This man took her and her daughter off the streets, but she’s only been clean 2 days. I truly hope she is able to stay clean and sober. I hope she’s able to get help for her addiction and depression.
No Glenn don’t stay with us
C’iara is 10 years old now and she has never had a whipping. Yes she has been pop a couple of times that is it. She’s well mannered and respectful
@@ishiishakur1177 Hey love ! I pray you are doing well! I would love to hear an update from you. Have you been to see Mark?
I thought she said that she worked for 18 years designing balloons, after her 2nd husband was killed, which was a year after her daughter was born. Now she has her daughter with her and the girl is 9 years old????? Is this lady confused or is it me??? Plus her son died, but would have been 3 years old now, and was fathered by the good husband who was killed when her 9 year old daughter was 12 months old????
WHAT??????
Right
She lyin
Yes I also noticed that something didn’t make sense while she was speaking. Something isn’t adding up right I think she’s lying cause it doesn’t make sense how she can have her daughter back?
I thought it was me 😳🙄
@@ahdenapassion6564 Nah, it was her!
Her story is beyond heartbreaking. The pain inside her has broken her so deep. 💔
The sad truth is all of us are dealing with pain inside
Tell this lady , we have love for her. 🦋💐❤️
The last few minutes were so touching. All of this was but especially the end. Mark has such a big heart.
Getting her daughter back and getting a home is a huge step for this woman. I would like to buy her daughter some clothes and other necessities she needs. How can I do this? Should I send you money Mark? to your go fund me or do you have a direct address so I can send the clothes? Maybe pin a post with the girls clothes/shoe size so I and others can send. Thanks
I would love that idea of a pinned post with her sizes Rita & Mark! I'd be happy to send some clothes. God bless both their hearts and yours as well for your kindness
Rita Smith & Stephanie Mark has a GoFundMe page you can donate leave comments
@@MoonChild-po9du I think that's for another campaign. He has to prove the money is going to the person he says it is and I THINK it's for Amanda.
The likelyhood that she has or will get her daughter back is small..she literally just admitted to still using the state is NOt giving the child back to a parent testing dirty who has no provable income
FYI, Mark has recently replied the following to viewers wanting to send clothes: “I’m not able to accept gifts and deliver them one day if I ever stop losing money with this channel I might be able to do that. I’m traveling for content now so I’m not at my LA studio much anyway.” So the best thing is to donate to the General GoFundMe (view “SWU GoFundMe” video for more info) and make a notation of which interviewee you’d like the donation to go to. (There is a separate GoFundMe for Amanda’s treatment.). Hope that helps. ✌️☮️💟
Ooohhh...that hug at the end.... Thank you Mark!!
I read somewhere that people come into our lives for a reason whether its a short time or long time. And when they do , we sometimes learn from it if it affected our life in one way or another. I pray that this man Ishii is genuinely good and he has been sent to you to help you not feel lost and to give you guidance , love , and support that you desperately need. Not everyone has a chance to have these things and my heart breaks for them. Plus feeling lost is one of the worst feelings anyone can feel. You question your purpose in life and why you are here and it doesn't matter if you have 1 person or a thousand people supporting you. Its just a feeling that stays there and never goes away. I truly hope everything works out for you. You so much deserve it.
It would be nice to see an interview with Glenn.
It sounds like this is probably someone who works on Skid Row who can help with housing and mental health services for the residents of Skid Row.
Are you dumb? You really think glen works for skid row and had them living in a tent you sound just as numb as ishi.
@@kieshawilliams2954 IF you actually listen to the ENTIRE interview, MARK actually mentions Glenn a few times and says "he's a great guy". Obviously there are people who WORK ON skid row that help the homeless with services they need. Listen to the interview.
I will not be able to forget this interview anytime soon. I hope we'll have a follow up at some point, I hope we'll see her do better soon.
You can do this Ishii. I believe in you.
Ishii, it doesn't start with yourself, that's the whole problem with feeling love for yourself. I always have a bit of a problem with the whole concept of selflove.
I hear you. When you have been responsible, working 18 years at one job, working becomes so ingrained as your identity, that it becomes your sense of self worth. Being laid off can feel overwhelming and bring about crushing anxiety, depression, thoughts of hopelessness, even suicidal thoughts. One thing is certain, this too will pass, if you allow it. Although you may be unable to see the light at the end of the tunnel, it is there. Things worked out in the past for you didn't they? They will work out again. Trust that. Take hope from the other people on Marks channel, who Mark has helped, like Rita. She is so happy now.
I want so much to give her a hug. She has so much potential but really needs counseling and peer support. Her pain is so deep and she needs to forgive herself I love how Mark said her son wants her to be happy, I truly believe that is true. Ishii I don’t know if that man is good or not but regardless don’t depend on anyone else. You deserve love but you are right love your self first, love your child, those are the most important things. Don’t let anyone else, no man, make you forget that because he may be true and may not be but regardless you need to live for yourself and your daughter. I wish you all the best of life and good luck. ✨💖✨
I lost it when she said she's lost. I've been there. I'm going through it now. Thoughts are with this woman. Don't give up.
She is going to recover fully I believe.
A Remnant By the grace of God 🙏🏾🙏🏾❤️
life is truly a tragic rollercoaster 😧
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Life is a terrible rollercoaster
I’ll say it’s worth it I won’t say it’s fair
- Nipsey Hussle
Realest & raw interview you've done Mark. My heart is so heavy after seeing this today. I'm praying for this woman. I hope she finds peace, strength, sobriety and happiness.
I am so proud of her. She can do this!
Ishii, I hope you see these comments. We all believe in you ❤️
You nailed it when you said a step can take you a long way ❤️
Iv'e watched many of these interviews and when Mark keeps filming while he hugs and speaks such lovely things to the person it shows me that a simple kind word or gesture can mean so much to someone who is hurting. I take that lesson with me now as I move about the world.
She said sometimes nothing really matters even her daughter?
This is not okay.
Someone please rescue her daughter even though with this hope and disappointment cycle with possible abuse is probably not repairable 😫
If you’re reading this I want you to know it’s possible to recover. It will not be easy. It will not happen over night. But you have the power to get your life back. I’m praying for your healing and strength . Life is hard. Depression is harder. I see mountains of potential in you.
i feel so incredibly bad for her but she doesn’t need to be around her daughter right now until she can get completely clean and sober
@ishii I pray things are changed for you now. Sending you love from Arizona. @mark You’re an Angel! I cried several times but when you hugged, my heart just went out to you both.
You got this sweetheart ❤️!!! Don’t give up just keep makin those steps and before you know it you’ll be where you and your daughter need to be ..your a fighter!! You’ve gone thru ALOT and wht happened to your son that would soon be 3 , was heartbreaking to hear and I can’t imagine going through that !!! Accidents unfortunately happen and sometimes all we can do is let it hurt and go thru it ... I’m in recovery so I do no how hard it is to stop using but being on the other side of using is so much easier... I jus wanted to say you are loved and I will pray for you to be able to fight thru any temptations.. keep your head up, and thank you for sharing your story!!
This really broke my heart... She is heart broken to the CORE 🥺
All I can do is cry watching this. I understand her pain way more than I want to.
And I just want to hug her
I totally understand what she’s going through, but now it’s time to stop the crying and get off the dope, we are all grown and accept the things we do, I was addict for 15 plus years and now that I finally choose myself, I’m 234 days clean and finally have life back and not looking back, she can change if she wanted to. Time for some harsh love.
Her story is confusing. If she’s homeless and jobless I don’t think they would return her child
I was very confused too.
Yeah this one is a little suspish , she’s alone but has a man
I’ve seen people on drugs get their kids taken and the state give em right back ... it’s possible
For some states all you need to is to get a house and prove that you’re looking for a job to get your child back
Lost That’s disconcerting, because what’s the point of having a roof over ones head when drugs are still in the picture? The child still isn’t ok and the roof will be gone eventually, right? Sad.
The colored eye thing is kinda weird and I’m wondering if it’s even true lol. The second day of withdrawal on meth is one of the worst. If she’s ready to get clean for real she will. I hope everything works out for her. She should start to really focus on her daughter.
It's not that hard when your body get immune to it and you
And you replace it with another drug
I found most of her story hard to believe. It felt to me like she was hoping to get some money sent her way or something.
My heart goes out to her. Honestly though, I'm not sure she's in the right place mentally to have her child back though. I'm scared for her daughter...
I want to help her. She needs healing. She deserves healing. Her daughter deserves to see her mom happy. My heart is broken. Mark. Please let me know what I can do.
My email is tieiamiddleton73@gmail.com. Mark, please contact me.
@@tieiatalks It's better if you email him.
soft_white_underbelly@yahoo.com
Bis vincit qui se vincit thank you so much.
@@tieiatalks You are welcome, and you are a good person for wanting to help her. 💕
“I’m scared of ppl and how they hurt you” I felt that one...
This one made my heart hurt and cry.. Thank you for holding her tightly and all you do for these lost souls. God bless you and your kind heart.
Bless this lady. Depression is hell.
Damn, she already started crying before she could even get into any details about anything. That’s a rough life. Really rough.
When she said her living daughter’s name I got shivers. Such a powerful name and by the way you still have three children. Two have become Angels.
I asked the angels to guide her so she may find her way back to our creator. I pray she get her strength to walk away from this and start counseling and treatment program.
SHE HAS BEEN EMPTY THE MAJORITY OF HER LIFE
AS ARE ALL OF US. Only Jesus can fill the emptiness, no man or woman, wealth, power or privilege can fill us up.
@@ronniemead805 God deals with us as individuals. Just because generally it's best not to get into a relationship early on in your recovery does Not mean that it works best for everyone! My niece was a junkie. She met a guy who Adores her & that's what helped her to become sober.
And how the hell did she get her kid back? Way to go child protective services
The baby safer with her than with child protection.. they are horrible..
First off she didn't lose cc till after this dumb ass video she's lying that's my niece fuck y'all cc stayed with me till her dad got her and gave her back to her speak wtf y'all know looking at this bs speaking like y'all know some shit and she's not the only girl and on our mom side it's way more of us
@@ms.anonymousgoods2356 I hear your frustration and you say she’s lying. Don’t get annoyed by the comments to much they are only commenting on what she’s telling to be her truth. It’s not your fault.
@@teresamitchell908 you're right it just hurt cause this is my older sister
@@ms.anonymousgoods2356 I truly understand more than you know. Hang in there family support is everything when she’s ready To get serious about being clean and staying clean she gonna need a strong sister like you.
This poor woman pain makes my heart heavy.
Ishii...I Love You 😔💖
You have Not failed, Society has Failed ✋
I'm so so glad she found someone special... so many people could be saved if they had more social support, someone actually caring and listening. This interview reminded me of Dr. Breggin talking about mentall health and loss of social connections. Note how she said, that the hardest moments were when all the tragedies happened and there was no one. We are not meant to suffer alone...
I watch these stories all the time, as I am also an addict, I am in recovery though. Been clean a little over two years now.
Anyway, Ishii’s story really broke my heart. The let downs and constant disappointment in her life is devastating, and, unfortunately, it’s probably all she knows. I will pray for her and her daughter. I know others have expressed it too, but this man that she, herself, even stated is a stranger, makes me leary and worry about his motives. I really hope for herself, but more so her daughters sake, he is the man she believes him to be. I know that making her daughter go through all the bad things she did is clearly not something she wishes to inflict on her. Her situation is just tough, and poor woman is just trying to make it better. I wish there was someway to reach out to her. I hope she knows that she is beautiful and worth it.
There are so many red flags here concerning the safety of a nine year old child and there is likely no need to list them.
I have so much love and compassion for this woman... I SO hope she finds her way and peace of mind
I hope she finds her way!💞
I know this is selfish but these videos really get me down. I can’t understand how much evil occurs the world. With everything I have I wish they can recover and find happiness. They just need some trust, kindness and someone to talk to. Things people take for granted.....
Sending this strong courageous woman love and light 🙏🏽❤️ - you can get to where you wanna be Queen, keep pushing through !
She needed that!!!! Especially that warm hug Mark you are a good man with a huge heart for mankind I wish I could help everyone im too a recovering addict from meth I've been clean for a few years now and thankful God reached his hand out to me stay positive angle you can have a great life just have to get out of row
I hope she overcomes this monster meth..💔💔
Khadija Kenya she will 🙏🏾🙏🏾
This shit was sad I can’t even imagine what type of pain she’s experiencing. I believe this is one of the cases that you can help Mark.
My heart breaks for this woman
These are my favorite interviews. They slap the reality back into me... thankyou so much for everything that you do