This isn't just a good friend helping out another friend. Picture a world where your employer can be that close to you and put you through rehab. If more bosses were like Hector the world would be so much happier and productive.
@@cianohara1480 i can't say i know what that would be like. But i do know what its like to have an additction at a young age have a company turn its back on you and then i was left alone to dig myself a deeper hole. At least having a camera man around gives me another human to talk to
@@cianohara1480 Yeah I see that would suck but thats his job, and what he's famous for. Crazy thing is the camera helps him so much through streaming and youtube now.
@@Dallas922 huh this made zero sense..pain and misery? He’s been clean for 3 months! He’s happier than he has been in a long time. Know what you’re talking about before you start just saying shit.
So good to see him doing well, it's a very hard journey. Honestly hecz is an amazing owner and appears that everyone apart of optic is almost family and not just some asset to him.
@@Furiouspenguin27 i’m unsure of what exactly you mean, but in my opinion right now is a perfect time to discuss how to appropriately address sufferers of mental illness 👍
16:20 had me like a damn baby.. been there before and that emotion is some powerful shit to realize you finally have ppl in your corner. Stay strong homies, hope yall doing good💚
I know I’m not personally friends with any of these guys, but after years of watching, I’ve grown to love these dudes. Hector seems like one of the most loving people in the world, and it almost seems like he treat all of his “employees” as his own kids
Currently closing into 40 days drug free myself, and it’s been incredibly difficult. The time and courage you put into this gives me hope. Nick thank you
It’s all so worth it. So many times I’ve thought about reaching for a pill bottle, then wake up the next day glad I didn’t. Just like it’s another W notched for life. Don’t give up
Most people have someone like H3CZ in their life, they might not seem like it normally but in a time like this where you really need them, they show up.
I’m currently in rehab for heroin/fentanyl and gaming is my life as well. I’ve learned more from this video than I have my entire stay here. Inspirational as fuck.
As someone who’s struggling with alcoholism I keep coming back to this. maniac you’re an inspiration to get better and get back to the happiness gaming gave me. Thanks for being the motivation I wish I had younger.
This should serve as a reminder that there's nothing "un-manly" about having internal struggle, depression, addiction, whatever the fuck you got going on. You don't have to do it alone and you don't have to keep it bottled up. No matter what, there will always be somebody in this world who needs you to still be here tomorrow morning. Much love to anybody who needs it
Love the name and picture lmao but completely agree. I think dudes kinda grow outta that whole wannabe "tough guy" phase where everything is not manly a couple years after high-school. Me and all my bros know that if they dealing with something we here for each other. Us bros gotta stick together and quit bottling everything up. Truth is, you never know what somebody is Goin through.
The intro gave me chills. What an episode. Also the realness and emotion in the "I knew... I knew it was you." The man that Hector is and example he sets for his friends and those around him. Another level. This is more than just an org.
Re-visiting this video is always incredible, such a great example of no matter how low you can be, theres always a comeback story waiting to happen. Hector saying that piece at the end almost always brings a tear to my eye. By far one of my favourite optic documentaries.
Damn dude when his buddy was talking about writing in his journal and he said "....he better not fucking die" That felt like it physically hit me. That dude is a good friend. My best friend told me he had written my actual eulogy down on paper. Sending good vibes to all of you.
I was struggling with anxiety and depression in December of 2020 and I’m glad I didn’t do the worst. I was at my lowest and I pulled through. This made my day man anyone going through something just remember you can pull yourself out that hole. People do care for you and you are loved at the end of the day❤️🙏🏻 thanks optic
My dude…super proud of you…I’ve been down that road, it’s dark and honestly this might sound lame but your story touched me in a way that only people who have been there can understand. Your support group is incredible…you got this man! I’m in your digital corner. Good luck brotha!
This is why these guys are my favorite. The love they have for each other and willingness to address these heavy topics with vulnerability is unmatched in the gaming world. Much much love for Maniac and the rest of the boys. I hope he has a successful future and stays on a safe path.
I’ve been there and you can feel so alone at times so for you to put your pride to the side and put this out there for everyone is amazing. Truly inspiring man. I’m almost 2 years sober now, time starts flying by ONE DAY AT A TIME.
Just got out of rehab myself like 2 weeks ago. Shits been real rough lately because I'm basically going through this shit by myself. You guys have been my saviors through this shit. Anytime I'm feeling low, I watch something from optic on and it brightens me up. Nick hearing your story is fucking epic and I love that it's gonna help me push through. Fucking mad respect to you, you guys are literal life saviors. #Greenwall for life
Keep going bud! I'm sure if you join the NRG Discord (not sure if OpTic has a seperate one now or if it's still just the NRG) there'll be people there to support you. You've done the hard part!
Hey man same since I started at 18 I'm 23 now went to rehab twice but long story short no one really knows what those group sessions do to you and how it can change your life. Relapses in most cases will happen it happened to me 6 months ago but I just kept fighting through it and I realized self isolation is not a full proof plan to sobriety you gotta get people around you who truly support you. I was lucky enough to have friends who cared about me but also cut off a lot of kids who were terrible influences on me. Glad you made it through Justin I remember seeing people leave days after coming into rehab just because they think that they cant let go. For guys or at least for me you dont ever wanna show weakness or vulnerability but we are all human beings and we got emotions that we need to share with others. Without at least trying to continue to better yourself is beating the insurmountable. Keep it going bro and lets get some more fuckin dubs baby #Greenwall NO MORE 0-3 3-0s ONLY NOW BOYYY haha.
Im a 32 year old man with 3 kids spent my teenage years addicted to drugs and the lifestyle. Proud of you Nick even though i dont know you i know that struggle and i also know what a new life looks like. Keep going!
I constantly find myself returning to this video, especially when I need some motivation for the trip ahead. This video is inspiring and heartwarming. Much love for the OpTic team
Dude this is so sick I was in a rehab when I was 17 and I’m 23 now this shit made me cry i was addicted to Xanax really bad I had withdrawals and I had relapses but I’m 1 year clean from xanax at least and man this was so inspiring and heartfelt for real man thank you for sharing your story I really appreciate it thank you for not sugarcoating it and telling the truth you’re a great guy maniac and you can do this you have so much to live for and I’m proud of you
I absolutely loved this. Thank you for opening up and showing what the struggle was like. I hope you know how inspirational and how much hope this gives people. Much love to you!
Dude, I remember Halo 2009 nats like it was yesterday. Everyone thinking Str8 Rippin is gonna take nats back to back, and the underdog team Believe the Hype comes in playing out of their minds.You were one of the best, Maniac, people will always remember you, my man.
The love and hospitality Optic showed Nick is absolutely amazing. Been a fan for over a decade now and will continue to be because of reasons like this. Much love.
I can relate to this so much from rehab right down to the gun. Glad to know ur getting better. Glad to know you have the optic fam and green wall there for you. You've got this.
Huge respect to Maniac for talking about his struggles openly. And huge respect for Optic for supporting him. Substance abuse and severe mental health issues are not talked about nearly enough within the competitive gaming world and hopefully this video paves the way for more discussion. Great video and keep on crushing it buddy!
This really hits close for me .. very positive story . Keep up the amazing work and good vibes . We all need it in life and this video definitely helped me. Respect from Kansas City !
This video shook me to tears man. Just goes to show that life is so beautiful and we should try to cherish every second of it. I’m so so happy for Nick, congrats brotha and may you live a long and very happy life
Hecz is genuinely the most incredible role model anyone could ask for in there lives. Such an awesome human being who never stops looking after his family and works so hard . And Nick , shit theres parts of what he said i find myself relating too also and to see him come out the other end smiling and working his way back to being himself again , just being happy is one of the dopest things . I got so much love for all of you guys , Keep it up Nick your doing fuckin amazing dawg
I remember watching those beat videos and thinking about how strange he was acting. So glad he's bouncing back like this and doing it the right way too.
Watching this back after 2 years of sobriety is so sick to see. Love ya Nick, you have so many amazing people around you supporting you. Keep being a real one.
nearly a year late of watching this. Good on you Maniac for being sober and having so many people by your side through this journey. Love the green wall
Happy I finally watched this. I’ve struggled with addiction issues myself and have been sober for just over a year now. This video was real and relatable. Best of luck to sobniac. I know my life has changed for the better an hope his does too.
I don't know if it was like this for anyone else, but when Nick got his cat back and he starting purring and crying for him I legit started tearing up, I am even tearing up just typing this oh my god... as someone who grew up on Optic when Nick first joined them I have always looked up to him and Nick has made my life better so much during the days I would see him stream or post videos because he was such an enjoyment to watch. Nick I may not know you personally but bro you are an inspiration to so many like myself and I can't thank you enough for being you and giving time to laugh and be happy during my day. If I ever meet you one day man just know that I will be there to say "thank you". I am so happy to see you are sober now and continuing to be with the guys on a daily basis... all love to you brotha, keep on keeping on! BTH, Greenwall and Maniac for life!🙏💚
this one shook me to tears multiple times. what a beautifully executed video and props to hecz this man isnt the CEO hes a legitimate father figure to everyone in optic. ur a good man hecz
Thank you Nick for telling your story. It was relatable to the understanding how you felt with depression. It’s good to see an example of how things can change for good
There's hella distance between all of us, and most of us will never meet one another, but this is a FAMILY. We got your back forever Nick, and that goes for the rest of the boys too. #GreenWall
This media piece is going to change lives! I'm 34 and relate to Maniac's mindset / situation a lot. It has always been an everyday struggle for me with ADD, depression, and anxiety but I've learned to coop / live with it. Maniac much respect in stepping out from the shadows to shed light on your life. This will no doubt help many people today and beyond!
I never knew what he was going through was this serious. I've been a fan of Nick since he first joined Optic. Glad to see him back. Wishing you the best Nick!
this is exactly why Optic has always been my favorite team. You take care of your family at the optic house and make sure they're getting the care needed. keep being great H3CZ
Damn Maniac and FaZe Rain went almost through the same thing. Glad they doing good now. I would’ve never thought they would go through something like this since they always seemed happy. Reminder to check on your close ones cause you never know
Nah. They both had addictions but the opiates fried rains nervous system and now he’s in a wheelchair and has to deal with a lot of pain, he’s in a unique situation even for someone who abused drugs.
@@juliusp6297 Nah they just kicked him and told him to gtfo you're actin too crazy. Hecz is the goat for taking niac to rehab and ensuring his sobriety. Banks and that crew are pieces of shit in a lot of ways but not bein there for rain and allowing him to do all those fuckin drugs all the time is just sad. they watched him do it daily and then kicked him when it got out of hand probably a bit after. Cold blooded
1000% my favorite piece of content thus far.. and its more than content, its a story and a world maniac is allowing us to see.. just so raw, pure and real and i f**k with it heavy! keep pushing maniac because this video may be that turn around point for others !
This was such a good video personally I have not dealt with these issues but currently I suffer with panic attacks due to my anxiety how I overthink things put myself down and shit like that and it helps watching this video and watching the OpTic videos seeing a family who would do anything for another family member and understanding is something many of us don't have some might have people who are older than them like a parent who is from a different time and generation not knowing what these things can do to people and how to help them and i just wanna say Congrats Maniac and everyone for helping him and thank you for making videos to help people forget about the world for a while
I’m not one to praise nor hold someone on a pedestal but it’s insane how great of a person hecz is and how he truly cares about those around him and even the supporters...... what a great fucking friend, brother, husband, and father. I mean the list goes on
This was REALLY really inspiring. Just to see everyone around him. Show up and help etc. Its amazing what a support system he has. Like sooooo many props to those around him that did the UNCOMFORTABLE thing. To help.
Lost a childhood friend about a month ago after years of his addiction and I’m so happy when I can see people with this deep of problems digging themselves out and getting better. Congrats brother keep going!!
This video almost made my cry so many times, seeing Niac improve and know he’s loved by a huge community makes me so happy. I’d love if they continued keeping up with him on his journey.
I’ve been there brother. I had to go to rehab for alcohol a couple times. It’s not easy going to rehab. I struggled to stay there but I made it through and you did it too. Proud of you for getting clean. Stay strong brother 🙏🙏🙏
I'm clean for almost 90 days now aswell, this story made me almost cry, very glad that you ( who seem to be a really cool guy ) had your friends backing you up
I LOVE YOU ALL 😭 I WONT LET U DOWN
Proud of you
You got this.
Let’s go Nickkkkk
Love you nick. Keep pushing 👑
Proud of you bro, watching you from Ecuador
I said it before and ima say it again hector is not their CEO he's their dad i love how he takes care of the boy's
They’re all his little brothers
Greatest CEO of all time
@@strawhateli23 yea
And he is Mexican brha
i get this vibe from him too, i love hector.
This isn't just a good friend helping out another friend. Picture a world where your employer can be that close to you and put you through rehab. If more bosses were like Hector the world would be so much happier and productive.
@@cianohara1480 i can't say i know what that would be like. But i do know what its like to have an additction at a young age have a company turn its back on you and then i was left alone to dig myself a deeper hole. At least having a camera man around gives me another human to talk to
Here here
Couldn’t have said it any better.... it sucks seeing people with so much potential waste it on getting high
@@papi8311 ya its realty just not that simple.. addiction is so fucked up
@@cianohara1480 Yeah I see that would suck but thats his job, and what he's famous for. Crazy thing is the camera helps him so much through streaming and youtube now.
Man, his reaction when he's told his contract was bought out by Hecz to bring him back to OpTic... Hecz saved this dude's life
Hecz the goat 🐐 🙌
Probably because it wasn’t just some “dude” to him, it was family.
His one of us now. He continues sobriety or pain and misery
@@Dallas922 huh this made zero sense..pain and misery? He’s been clean for 3 months! He’s happier than he has been in a long time. Know what you’re talking about before you start just saying shit.
@@Detoxization Read better
“....And Parasite.”
“No it’s not.” 😂
Ahaha why he do parasite like that 😂
Hahah I died imagine ...
He's never been high enough to believe that typa shit 😂
@@jmckay417 😩😂😂
Couldn’t be prouder of Nick. He’s not just another statistic, he’s someone who turned his life around. Not everybody does.
we can be happy for him without reducing others who were overcome by their struggles to "just another statistic"
So good to see him doing well, it's a very hard journey. Honestly hecz is an amazing owner and appears that everyone apart of optic is almost family and not just some asset to him.
@@RageMakerCo don’t be one of those right now
@@Furiouspenguin27 i’m unsure of what exactly you mean, but in my opinion right now is a perfect time to discuss how to appropriately address sufferers of mental illness 👍
@@Furiouspenguin27 they're not being "one of those" its fucked up to address it as "just another statistic"
Hecz deserves a statue in the gaming hof.
ok, for being a junkie sounds ok
@@rw3080 what?
@@rw3080 ? What if that was your friend or brother cmon bro have some type of respect
@@rw3080 trippin ass
@@rw3080 lmao you haven’t been through some things yet and it’s ok. Seeing someone close to you become an addict will change your life lmao
Not too proud to admit, I’m a grown ass man with tears in my eyes the entire time I watched this. One day at a time nick.
Same bro, anyone that has struggles with addiction or has a heart period it’s gonna hit you in the heart strings
16:20 had me like a damn baby.. been there before and that emotion is some powerful shit to realize you finally have ppl in your corner. Stay strong homies, hope yall doing good💚
Nothing to be ashamed of, We struggle with things most people wouldn't be able to handle.
Tears are pure brother. Enjoy the feels.
This is why I love the Green Wall. Its more than just another organization its a community!!!
It's a family.
@@isaacreynolds1546 That's right.
@@isaacreynolds1546 indeed brother
It's a family *
@@OpTicGaming I said that already. Geez
Roger killed this. This is worthy of being on television, incredible content.
AMEN
More like worthy of youtube.
Passing this message along to Roger.
@@OpTicGaming you missed a great "Roger that" opportunity
What’s the song at 5:08
I know I’m not personally friends with any of these guys, but after years of watching, I’ve grown to love these dudes. Hector seems like one of the most loving people in the world, and it almost seems like he treat all of his “employees” as his own kids
Currently closing into 40 days drug free myself, and it’s been incredibly difficult. The time and courage you put into this gives me hope. Nick thank you
Keep up the good work bro
Keep ya head up and put your best foot forward! Times will get hard but just keep faith in yourself
Keep going fam do whatever u have to do to stay away from the shit that can kill u.
It’s all so worth it. So many times I’ve thought about reaching for a pill bottle, then wake up the next day glad I didn’t. Just like it’s another W notched for life. Don’t give up
Keep up the good work
Imagine if Hecz never picked up his contract so they could take care of him. We love you Nick.
Everyone needs someone like H3CZ in there life, its just a shame there's only one of him
Most people have someone like H3CZ in their life, they might not seem like it normally but in a time like this where you really need them, they show up.
Facts
We all have learned from him. There’s millions of people like him. It’s us
I’m currently in rehab for heroin/fentanyl and gaming is my life as well. I’ve learned more from this video than I have my entire stay here. Inspirational as fuck.
Stay strong brother!
Jesus loves you broda. u can be free, He already paid the price, u can be free from your addiction ❤️
How you doing bro
Stay strong brother, stay focused you got this
@@dank3720 how so?
As someone who’s struggling with alcoholism I keep coming back to this. maniac you’re an inspiration to get better and get back to the happiness gaming gave me. Thanks for being the motivation I wish I had younger.
Wishing you the best in your recovery man🙏
One day at a time brother. We believe in you!
@@sherpa6071
@@Xx_Draxxo_xX
If youre struggling to stay sober just remember how many others who didnt get the oppurtunity to be sober. You dont wanna be filled with regret.
This should serve as a reminder that there's nothing "un-manly" about having internal struggle, depression, addiction, whatever the fuck you got going on. You don't have to do it alone and you don't have to keep it bottled up. No matter what, there will always be somebody in this world who needs you to still be here tomorrow morning. Much love to anybody who needs it
Dude amen to that brother, as men its our responsibility to help each other when we’re down.
@@calebwatson779 100%
Love the name and picture lmao but completely agree. I think dudes kinda grow outta that whole wannabe "tough guy" phase where everything is not manly a couple years after high-school. Me and all my bros know that if they dealing with something we here for each other. Us bros gotta stick together and quit bottling everything up. Truth is, you never know what somebody is Goin through.
@@BiIlDipperIy definitely. There’s nothing wrong with talking about shit, keeping it bottled up never helps
The intro gave me chills. What an episode. Also the realness and emotion in the "I knew... I knew it was you." The man that Hector is and example he sets for his friends and those around him. Another level. This is more than just an org.
Where does that quote happen??
@@WokeFatti just before 9 minute mark when they're driving back and he said I wanted to leave but I knew it was you
“I was scared to buy a gun”
That line hit hard for me by brother crashed in December 2020 and he shot himself .
RIP bro
Rip man
Rip 💔🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Im sorry for your loss❤
Hope you're doing well m8
Re-visiting this video is always incredible, such a great example of no matter how low you can be, theres always a comeback story waiting to happen. Hector saying that piece at the end almost always brings a tear to my eye. By far one of my favourite optic documentaries.
I love Hector so much just seeing him flushing those pills made me heart swell and brought tears. Much love to maniac dude
That shits literally illegal
@@kylerice3562 never showed him flushing the toilet.
@@dopeyszn4738 11:15
@@kylerice3562 pretty sure those weren’t prescribed by a doctor if that’s what you’re tryna say...
@@Sungoku47 Well I think he meant like there was shit in the toilet from beforehand then they put the illegal pills on top. So hence illegal shit.
Keep on pushing, Nick. We're with you all the way!
Yes we are. 100%. All love Nick. ❤️❤️
And my man is smoking on that sticky-icky-icky. 23:50 I recognize that container he put on the desk with the black lid from a mile away.
@@imdatnigga9715 nothing wrong with a little green goodness 🤩🔥👊🏻
100%
Weed is the only “drug” anyone should ever use🙏🏼
Damn dude when his buddy was talking about writing in his journal and he said "....he better not fucking die"
That felt like it physically hit me. That dude is a good friend. My best friend told me he had written my actual eulogy down on paper. Sending good vibes to all of you.
I was struggling with anxiety and depression in December of 2020 and I’m glad I didn’t do the worst. I was at my lowest and I pulled through. This made my day man anyone going through something just remember you can pull yourself out that hole. People do care for you and you are loved at the end of the day❤️🙏🏻 thanks optic
So proud of Nick man. Hope he realizes we’re all real people rooting him on not just numbers
Damn dude when Hitch and Maniac dapped up that shit brought me to tears just because of how much love Davis has for him
My dude…super proud of you…I’ve been down that road, it’s dark and honestly this might sound lame but your story touched me in a way that only people who have been there can understand. Your support group is incredible…you got this man! I’m in your digital corner. Good luck brotha!
This is why these guys are my favorite. The love they have for each other and willingness to address these heavy topics with vulnerability is unmatched in the gaming world. Much much love for Maniac and the rest of the boys. I hope he has a successful future and stays on a safe path.
Optic could of hid this but they chose to make it a message. This is a great video on his lows and now his highs in life.
Because maniac wanted to put it out there
It was all nicks choice.
It's great publicity
I aim to be like Hector. He is an incredible role model and an instrumental part in the success of everyone around him. Truly one of the greatest.
I’ve been there and you can feel so alone at times so for you to put your pride to the side and put this out there for everyone is amazing. Truly inspiring man. I’m almost 2 years sober now, time starts flying by ONE DAY AT A TIME.
Best video I’ve seen this year. Hecz deserves all of the respect in the world, and I’m so glad he’s had the success that he’s had. Beautiful.
Just got out of rehab myself like 2 weeks ago. Shits been real rough lately because I'm basically going through this shit by myself. You guys have been my saviors through this shit. Anytime I'm feeling low, I watch something from optic on and it brightens me up. Nick hearing your story is fucking epic and I love that it's gonna help me push through. Fucking mad respect to you, you guys are literal life saviors. #Greenwall for life
Hope you’re holding up well, man! Keep on pushing - you’ll get through it ❤️
Keep going bud! I'm sure if you join the NRG Discord (not sure if OpTic has a seperate one now or if it's still just the NRG) there'll be people there to support you. You've done the hard part!
Hey man same since I started at 18 I'm 23 now went to rehab twice but long story short no one really knows what those group sessions do to you and how it can change your life. Relapses in most cases will happen it happened to me 6 months ago but I just kept fighting through it and I realized self isolation is not a full proof plan to sobriety you gotta get people around you who truly support you. I was lucky enough to have friends who cared about me but also cut off a lot of kids who were terrible influences on me. Glad you made it through Justin I remember seeing people leave days after coming into rehab just because they think that they cant let go. For guys or at least for me you dont ever wanna show weakness or vulnerability but we are all human beings and we got emotions that we need to share with others. Without at least trying to continue to better yourself is beating the insurmountable. Keep it going bro and lets get some more fuckin dubs baby #Greenwall NO MORE 0-3 3-0s ONLY NOW BOYYY haha.
@@dimitritzamaras8398 thanks brotha
@@Zoroarrkk appreciate it, I'll look into that for sure
Im a 32 year old man with 3 kids spent my teenage years addicted to drugs and the lifestyle. Proud of you Nick even though i dont know you i know that struggle and i also know what a new life looks like. Keep going!
Drugs are bad
I'm 33 with 4 and went through the same thing! For sure keep going. It def gets better when ur sobering up and doing right
@@circawut drugs are bad
Push through!
@@OpTicGaming 💙
I constantly find myself returning to this video, especially when I need some motivation for the trip ahead. This video is inspiring and heartwarming. Much love for the OpTic team
Dude this is so sick I was in a rehab when I was 17 and I’m 23 now this shit made me cry i was addicted to Xanax really bad I had withdrawals and I had relapses but I’m 1 year clean from xanax at least and man this was so inspiring and heartfelt for real man thank you for sharing your story I really appreciate it thank you for not sugarcoating it and telling the truth you’re a great guy maniac and you can do this you have so much to live for and I’m proud of you
Hector the man, taking care of his boys.
I'm ready to cry.
Too late for me
This actually brought a tear to my eye. Makes me so damn happy man. His story hits really close to home
I absolutely loved this. Thank you for opening up and showing what the struggle was like. I hope you know how inspirational and how much hope this gives people. Much love to you!
I love Davis so much. He’s such a good friend and you can tell he genuinely cares about everyone around him
Going on 5 years away from that life and everything is so much better. Keep it up brother.
congratulations man 🙏🏽
Keep going strong yourself
5 years in and a life time to go. Love to see it. Keep it going.
You have videos of you doing drunk hiccups last year? That’s not five years bro
@@pablogonzalez9447 drinking once in a while was not my issue bro. I've been clean from the thing that held me down
Dude, I remember Halo 2009 nats like it was yesterday. Everyone thinking Str8 Rippin is gonna take nats back to back, and the underdog team Believe the Hype comes in playing out of their minds.You were one of the best, Maniac, people will always remember you, my man.
Man you guys are so good at what you do shout out to the entire production team every video is put together perfectly
“....and parasite” bro I’m DEADDDD. So happy theres a happy story to this and not an in memorium ngl. Glad ur back Nick
I about started crying like 5 times. Much love to Nick, excellent work everyone.
For real. A lot of genuine emotion in this.
The love and hospitality Optic showed Nick is absolutely amazing. Been a fan for over a decade now and will continue to be because of reasons like this. Much love.
I can relate to this so much from rehab right down to the gun. Glad to know ur getting better. Glad to know you have the optic fam and green wall there for you. You've got this.
I feel like I just watched this on Netflix. Roger killed this, Hecz and Hitch are kings and im so fucking happy for Nick
OpTic literally has the best story line ever. Maniac keep it up bro. Stay sober brotha.
I go back to this video when I struggle with mental health issues and this really helps prove I am not alone when dealing with this. Thank you.
Maniac's transparency is admirable... Going through some shit myself and appreciate this
Props to Hector Hitch Boze and everyone else that helped Nick.
Huge respect to Maniac for talking about his struggles openly. And huge respect for Optic for supporting him. Substance abuse and severe mental health issues are not talked about nearly enough within the competitive gaming world and hopefully this video paves the way for more discussion. Great video and keep on crushing it buddy!
This really hits close for me .. very positive story . Keep up the amazing work and good vibes . We all need it in life and this video definitely helped me. Respect from Kansas City !
This video shook me to tears man. Just goes to show that life is so beautiful and we should try to cherish every second of it. I’m so so happy for Nick, congrats brotha and may you live a long and very happy life
Hecz is genuinely the most incredible role model anyone could ask for in there lives. Such an awesome human being who never stops looking after his family and works so hard . And Nick , shit theres parts of what he said i find myself relating too also and to see him come out the other end smiling and working his way back to being himself again , just being happy is one of the dopest things . I got so much love for all of you guys , Keep it up Nick your doing fuckin amazing dawg
Minus the terrible idea of putting any from of drug in the toilet, otherwise yeah he's pretty good it seems
@@robpom5501 better than in his hands
@@jb2257 k? Not difficult to drop them off at any medical facility
@@robpom5501 who does that seriously tf?
I remember watching those beat videos and thinking about how strange he was acting. So glad he's bouncing back like this and doing it the right way too.
Watching this back after 2 years of sobriety is so sick to see. Love ya Nick, you have so many amazing people around you supporting you. Keep being a real one.
nearly a year late of watching this. Good on you Maniac for being sober and having so many people by your side through this journey. Love the green wall
So proud of him 💚 #GreenWall
I got big love for Nick. Feels like i grew up with him and I couldnt be happier seeing him make the change
Happy I finally watched this. I’ve struggled with addiction issues myself and have been sober for just over a year now. This video was real and relatable. Best of luck to sobniac. I know my life has changed for the better an hope his does too.
It’s a long grind to stay clean. One day at a time, sometimes one foot in front of the next. Gotta be so vigilant man. Prayers my guy.
This is why Optic will always be a different organization... “What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger”
I don't know if it was like this for anyone else, but when Nick got his cat back and he starting purring and crying for him I legit started tearing up, I am even tearing up just typing this oh my god... as someone who grew up on Optic when Nick first joined them I have always looked up to him and Nick has made my life better so much during the days I would see him stream or post videos because he was such an enjoyment to watch. Nick I may not know you personally but bro you are an inspiration to so many like myself and I can't thank you enough for being you and giving time to laugh and be happy during my day. If I ever meet you one day man just know that I will be there to say "thank you". I am so happy to see you are sober now and continuing to be with the guys on a daily basis... all love to you brotha, keep on keeping on! BTH, Greenwall and Maniac for life!🙏💚
Couldn't have said it better myself bro the og days go me past my worst stage and honestly seen him getting back its emotional 🙌🙌
@@leedowling5470 absolutely man Nick is that guy!
man up
@@calidere7153 excuse me? What do you mean man up??
this one shook me to tears multiple times. what a beautifully executed video and props to hecz this man isnt the CEO hes a legitimate father figure to everyone in optic. ur a good man hecz
Thank you Nick for telling your story. It was relatable to the understanding how you felt with depression. It’s good to see an example of how things can change for good
There's hella distance between all of us, and most of us will never meet one another, but this is a FAMILY. We got your back forever Nick, and that goes for the rest of the boys too. #GreenWall
absolutely love how the whole team helped Nick out and are still making sure he’s staying on the right path
This media piece is going to change lives! I'm 34 and relate to Maniac's mindset / situation a lot. It has always been an everyday struggle for me with ADD, depression, and anxiety but I've learned to coop / live with it.
Maniac much respect in stepping out from the shadows to shed light on your life. This will no doubt help many people today and beyond!
As someone who’s struggled with addiction my whole life. This is amazing. I’m so happy to see Maniac turn his life around !!!
Big things to come !
Honestly teared up when hecz hugged Nick on the announcement of nick’s return to the greenwall
This literally felt and looked like an episode of a big budget tv show. Roger killed this!!
Couldn’t help but shed a tear for my boy nick. Welcome back bro we all love you and know u got this.
I never knew what he was going through was this serious. I've been a fan of Nick since he first joined Optic. Glad to see him back. Wishing you the best Nick!
This shit legit made me cry a little bit. Glad SoberNiaC is here to stay
Big ups to hex for being the father figure a lotta these kids need. 💯 👏
This right here 👏
this is exactly why Optic has always been my favorite team. You take care of your family at the optic house and make sure they're getting the care needed. keep being great H3CZ
Congrats my man. Always been one of my favorite optic members. Definately, after all these years, missed your content
NiaC has always been one of my favourite youtubers. I always go back to rewatch his videos, love that man
Damn Maniac and FaZe Rain went almost through the same thing. Glad they doing good now. I would’ve never thought they would go through something like this since they always seemed happy. Reminder to check on your close ones cause you never know
yeah man, saw faze rain happy as fuck recently
Nah. They both had addictions but the opiates fried rains nervous system and now he’s in a wheelchair and has to deal with a lot of pain, he’s in a unique situation even for someone who abused drugs.
@@johndough4412 yeah forsure and faze did not respond the same way optic did
@@juliusp6297 Nah they just kicked him and told him to gtfo you're actin too crazy. Hecz is the goat for taking niac to rehab and ensuring his sobriety. Banks and that crew are pieces of shit in a lot of ways but not bein there for rain and allowing him to do all those fuckin drugs all the time is just sad. they watched him do it daily and then kicked him when it got out of hand probably a bit after. Cold blooded
1000% my favorite piece of content thus far.. and its more than content, its a story and a world maniac is allowing us to see.. just so raw, pure and real and i f**k with it heavy! keep pushing maniac because this video may be that turn around point for others !
This was such a good video personally I have not dealt with these issues but currently I suffer with panic attacks due to my anxiety how I overthink things put myself down and shit like that and it helps watching this video and watching the OpTic videos seeing a family who would do anything for another family member and understanding is something many of us don't have some might have people who are older than them like a parent who is from a different time and generation not knowing what these things can do to people and how to help them and i just wanna say Congrats Maniac and everyone for helping him and thank you for making videos to help people forget about the world for a while
Man you can just see Nick glowing now. He looks so healthy and happy, and I couldn’t be happier for him. BtH for life.
I’m not one to praise nor hold someone on a pedestal but it’s insane how great of a person hecz is and how he truly cares about those around him and even the supporters...... what a great fucking friend, brother, husband, and father. I mean the list goes on
This was REALLY really inspiring. Just to see everyone around him. Show up and help etc. Its amazing what a support system he has. Like sooooo many props to those around him that did the UNCOMFORTABLE thing. To help.
Lost a childhood friend about a month ago after years of his addiction and I’m so happy when I can see people with this deep of problems digging themselves out and getting better. Congrats brother keep going!!
literaly made a grown man cry so relatable
from someone who’s been going through a lot this past year , this video hit different
This is an awesome wholesome video, had me tearing up at some parts but great to see you back healthy man
Nick, you’re an amazing young man. You are truly blessed to have good friends in Optic. Life is a journey, enjoy it and make everyday special.
And Parasite 🤣 even Maniac wasn’t believing that.
Lol I thought that clip was underrated
Raw as hell! Huge that you were able to share this Nick, takes a lot of balls. Keep pushing
Gald to see the change homie, keep it up, work on a new goal. Love you guys!
Such an amazing video. I needed this and didn’t even realize it. Stay strong dog!
This video almost made my cry so many times, seeing Niac improve and know he’s loved by a huge community makes me so happy. I’d love if they continued keeping up with him on his journey.
Crying right now grew up watching optic making good content and seeing him suffer i just wanna give the brother a hug
I’ve been there brother. I had to go to rehab for alcohol a couple times. It’s not easy going to rehab. I struggled to stay there but I made it through and you did it too. Proud of you for getting clean. Stay strong brother 🙏🙏🙏
I'm clean for almost 90 days now aswell, this story made me almost cry, very glad that you ( who seem to be a really cool guy ) had your friends backing you up