Feeling Like An Outsider

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  • Опубліковано 24 вер 2022
  • Filmed in the shade of mount Olympus, special thanks to my friend, for allowing me to film them.
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    🔰References
    -The narrator is Tyler
    www.artstation.com/sunshine-tm
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    -The music is this:
    open.spotify.com/track/4H21q5...
    🔰My equipment:
    I film handheld with a Panasonic Lumix
    G80
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    GX80
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    📷Olympus M.Zuiko Digital 45mm F1.8 Lens
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    🔰Don't Worry by illneas
    My dear, do you hear their voice?
    It's the kid inside of them gasping for another breath
    Let them talk about you
    Let them redefine you
    If you won't let them hurt you,
    They will never understand you
    My friend, do they know who you are?
    Do they know who they want you to be?
    Let them categorize you
    Let them blame you
    Let them demonize you
    As if you created the darkness you talk about
    Focus on carving your diary on your body
    Let each brush stroke begin with your truth and end with their insecurities
    So if they decide to burn you, their demons will burn with you
    Do you want to be remembered?
    Do you want your ending to mean something to them?
    Does the dust of this world ever feel your presence?
    Why do you want the same fate?
    They told you that history is always written by the winners
    And yet the stories that shaped you are by those who never surrendered
    My dear, the warmth of each surviving second was created just for you
    And the purpose of your soul is determined only by you

КОМЕНТАРІ • 133

  • @illneas
    @illneas  Рік тому +21

    Find me on Spotify as well open.spotify.com/track/75w6nUBbd3G8MRrZQwJdm2?si=8eae6777d23c403e

  • @alaegra
    @alaegra Рік тому +233

    "And the purpose of your soul is determined only by you" - that's scary yet so relieving to hear

    • @bluegrey-8667
      @bluegrey-8667 Рік тому +5

      yeah no just scary

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому +16

      I'm glad you liked it

    • @Poemsforpisces
      @Poemsforpisces Рік тому +1

      "Man can do what he wills but he cannot will what he wills." - Arthur Schopenhauer

    • @gaby_xo907
      @gaby_xo907 Рік тому +1

      That is so scary

  • @JohnSmith-vr2je
    @JohnSmith-vr2je Рік тому +98

    "they told you that history is always written by the winners, and yet the stories that shaped you are by those who never surrendered"

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому +1

      ❤️❤️❤️

    • @writeophobic833
      @writeophobic833 Рік тому

      ua-cam.com/video/rrgM4Dbk-Ts/v-deo.html

    • @Jeremy64444
      @Jeremy64444 Рік тому +1

      When the poet says " they told you" who is he talking about , who is " they"

  • @divinelyh
    @divinelyh Рік тому +58

    'If they decide to burn you their demons will burn with you. "
    My favourite one . Hats off to you . Thnk you for sharing this beautiful piece.

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому +5

      my favorite part of the poem as well

    • @aligator9552
      @aligator9552 2 місяці тому

      I thought of the end of the movie "Inglorious bastards" when I heard this line.

  • @funkymunky
    @funkymunky Рік тому +16

    "If they can't hurt you, they'll never understand you."
    Food for thought...

  • @Arhomomurry
    @Arhomomurry Рік тому +24

    It's better to be alone than to be feel powerless in someone world...

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому +4

      That's really cool 😎

  • @modou.studygrowth
    @modou.studygrowth Рік тому +86

    "As if you created the darkness you talk about" that hit deep. Sometimes darkness finds us, we don't create it but we have the power to destroy it and create light; joy and everlasting peace. Thank for sharing this amazing poem.

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому +5

      Thank you for watching it

  • @tylervanmeter5628
    @tylervanmeter5628 Рік тому +8

    “The warmth of each surviving second was created just for you” this is so gorgeous! Like every moment is meant to be beautiful in the ways you want it to be.

  • @a.l_caneli
    @a.l_caneli Рік тому +21

    I legit can't express how beautiful each shot is. Like. Wow. And your poem + the voice of the narrator + the music... Beautiful. Simply beautiful 🌻

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому +1

      Thank you once again, it means a lot

    • @a.l_caneli
      @a.l_caneli Рік тому

      @@illneas ☺️❤️

  • @Phoeagdor
    @Phoeagdor Рік тому +2

    THE LEGEND OF THE 36 JUST MEN
    When I was a child I was taught that if the 36 men did not exist mankind couldn´t last a day,it would drown in its own wrongs. The 36 are not marked out by any rank or office. They cannot be recognized, they never yield their secret, perhaps they are not even aware of it themselves, and yet it is they who, in every successive generation justify our existence and who everyday save the world anew.
    I have met them on my travels in every part of the world. They have the most varied occupations. They are not fanatical supporters of anything. They were the people who when I was lost and despairing restored my faith. They created around themselves little islands of order and dignity in an ocean of chaos and absurdity. In whatever field they worked, their influence communicated itself to their surroundings. It is the ensemble of these human islands, dotted over the world, which maintains its coherent structure and prevents it from disintegrating.
    They are neither hero´s or saints, and their civic virtues all go against the grain of the place they reside. They are motivated by a grave sense of responsibility, they exercise initiative and independent judgment where blind obedience is the norm, they are loyal and devoted to their fellow beings in a world where loyalty and devotion are expected only towards one´s superiors. They have personal honor and an unconscious dignity of comportment, where these words are objects of ridicule. Though there are thousands of them, they are a small minority. Yet they do not die out. Their existence is very nearly a miracle - a triumph of the indestructible human substance over a dehumanizing world.
    Folklore that Arthur Koestler came across when travelling through Russia and added his own thoughts into the mix.
    You are one the 36.This is beautiful. Thanks

  • @Marc-ox2rj
    @Marc-ox2rj Рік тому +1

    for anyone wondering, the song is called he was a good stalked by pisca

  • @aayushigarg7823
    @aayushigarg7823 Рік тому +3

    I never knew I needed this.

  • @javierleal9912
    @javierleal9912 Рік тому +5

    Once again thank you for expressing into words what I can't even explain to myself

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому

      ❤️❤️❤️

  • @alifewithpoetry
    @alifewithpoetry Рік тому +7

    Beautiful poem, footage and overall production. I really liked how you let the natural waterfall sound gently pierce through the poem. The ending was nice and suspenseful but calm with laughter. Very artistic. Such a magical area you filmed in my friend. Thanks for sharing ❤️

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому +1

      Thank you so much T

  • @its_leyl.a
    @its_leyl.a Рік тому +3

    Do you hear their voice? It's the kid inside then gasping for another breath.
    That was so damn powerful dude.

  • @edwardtoon6542
    @edwardtoon6542 Рік тому +1

    This poem translates my feelings for my mother so perfectly,helped me alot..when you feel such despair you can't translate it to words..a cure for my emotional constipation.

  • @nurhome2048
    @nurhome2048 Рік тому +3

    'Let each brush stroke begin with your truth and end with their insecurities' touched me the most.. thanks illy! i have been late but yes, i love your new vid! 💙💙💙 i miss the study vc, you iro and all the precious friends who see this, sending love

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому +1

      Aww you are so cute, we will study on the server again soon I promise

  • @sashadideeda9825
    @sashadideeda9825 Рік тому +13

    “Let each brush stroke begin with your truth and end with their insecurities”
    This is beautiful explained… it doesn’t matter what you do or say… if someone decided to categorise you… you not gonna stop them.
    Their minds are set to destroy your peace. So let them. Live your life and shine like you supposed too.
    With time your true character will show …. Who you were meant to be.
    Beautiful done Illneas… thank you for sharing.🫶
    PS… and the tune??… kinda something that’s been overpowering and clouding rational thinking and feelings for some time now.
    Brilliant way of showing the affect it has👍

  • @rozaSkroza
    @rozaSkroza Рік тому

    *whenever some shit happens in my life, you're there to comfort me. thank you for that*

  • @edwardtoon6542
    @edwardtoon6542 Рік тому

    I like this very much..your work reminds me of hellas.The most beautiful and poetic place on earth.

  • @athenenoctua75
    @athenenoctua75 Рік тому +1

    Every soul is like a universe. If people try to categorize other people it is like them trying to fit the universe in a little box.

  • @sabishiikarasu4158
    @sabishiikarasu4158 Рік тому +1

    “Their demons will burn with you” … man of many words , and you use them all with elegance and wisdom. You create A impact of emotions that touches the 🌎. 🎧🖤🦾

  • @syeddsaadd
    @syeddsaadd Рік тому +2

    beautiful it is

  • @blissliight
    @blissliight Рік тому +2

    It was exactly what I wanted to hear thanks you ✨

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому +1

      I'm glad it helped

  • @rifahnanzibaaa
    @rifahnanzibaaa Рік тому +1

    words are painfully beautiful!💕

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому +1

      ❤️❤️❤️

  • @irtizque9596
    @irtizque9596 Рік тому +3

    These poems hit different when girl is speaking. She has something in her voice that hits heart.

    • @itsmyytaccount8498
      @itsmyytaccount8498 Рік тому

      but its a guy narrating this??

    • @irtizque9596
      @irtizque9596 Рік тому

      @@itsmyytaccount8498 yes.

    • @Raven_Black_252
      @Raven_Black_252 Рік тому +1

      ​@@itsmyytaccount8498 have you even watched the previous vids?

    • @itsmyytaccount8498
      @itsmyytaccount8498 Рік тому

      @@Raven_Black_252 I’ve watched all his previous videos.
      But a guy is narrating this, not a girl. And he deserves credit where it’s due

  • @Saturns48
    @Saturns48 Рік тому +1

    "Do you want to be remembered" I think about this a lot. The cinematography was beautifully done, a small piece of paradise. I'll have to ponder these lines, much to think about.❤

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому

      Mount Olympus is very pretty

    • @Saturns48
      @Saturns48 Рік тому

      @@illneas That makes it even more magical that it's Mount Olympus...hugs from across the sea in New Jersey

  • @santiago8497
    @santiago8497 Рік тому +2

    I love it!, i felt a very new style in it, and i think that is going to be wild. Keep the good work my fellow artist

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому +1

      I'm not sure it's a new style I'm experimenting all over the place

  • @foggynights3079
    @foggynights3079 Рік тому +2

    That was helpful to to hear and see. Thank you.

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому

      ❤️❤️❤️

  • @acecreates
    @acecreates Рік тому +1

    I just loved this...I've been aching to find a community of creators that make words and pictures... thank you so much for sharing!!

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому +1

      I'm glad you liked it, it means a lot

    • @acecreates
      @acecreates Рік тому

      @@illneas absolutely. Its super hard to produce writing videos on UA-cam. Love what you're doing!

  • @macd8810
    @macd8810 Рік тому +2

    Hey just wanted to say I love your videos they get me thru some dark shit.

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому +1

      They also get me through shit, take care mate

  • @nhuq1650
    @nhuq1650 Рік тому

    1:00 the music 🤌🤌 I love this video

  • @deangeloval823
    @deangeloval823 Рік тому

    That score was chilling and heightened the poem and visuals to another level

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому

      You should check out the artist, they are really cool

  • @priiiiya7408
    @priiiiya7408 Рік тому +2

    Your videos are a life saver......

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому

      I'm glad you liked it

  • @sarahguhl3071
    @sarahguhl3071 Рік тому

    I've never seen that take on selflessness to take their demons with us when they burn us.

  • @sreelatha7360
    @sreelatha7360 Рік тому

    I wonder how these words, those lines by you that efficiently engulf ones thoughts in its whirlpool can still be remarkably liberating. I guess, I should owe you one for that :)

  • @lenkashell4643
    @lenkashell4643 Рік тому +1

    “When you listen closely
    You will hear the voice of hope
    But will follow it
    Will you do what you’ve been told?
    Will you take the risk
    On that one pitch toss?
    And start at the beginning if you lose
    And never breathe a word about your loss?

    I don’t know what to write as I am have some mental issues. (Dw I am ok)

  • @bodhisattabanik3424
    @bodhisattabanik3424 Рік тому +1

    Love 💘

  • @humalien6957
    @humalien6957 Рік тому

    Wow I have no words only fire in my heart and
    A tear in my eye . Beautiful 👏🥲❤️‍🔥💋🌹🛸

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому +1

      ❤️❤️❤️

  • @beatrizfurtado
    @beatrizfurtado Рік тому

    você sempre me surpreende 🦋

  • @brendangregory6373
    @brendangregory6373 Рік тому

    Certified hood classic illy 🤥

  • @gerrimiller3491
    @gerrimiller3491 Місяць тому

    They'll ask millions of personal questions, criticize, envy, and pretend they have more than others. They will tell you why aren't you this way or that way. Just keep smiling and be your beautiful self. We are all uniquely created by God❤!
    You are loved🕊🌷🪻

  • @aiswaryaambigovind3646
    @aiswaryaambigovind3646 Рік тому +1

    ❤️❤️❤️

  • @nikitagoyal3683
    @nikitagoyal3683 Рік тому

    ❤🌻

  • @belgand5555
    @belgand5555 Рік тому

    The miracle is us we just have to see it within…

  • @chicaamantedelaliteratura
    @chicaamantedelaliteratura Рік тому

  • @iscosphilosophy9120
    @iscosphilosophy9120 Рік тому

    It's been a while keep up the good work.

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому +2

      I was super busy

  • @loveleenkaur3381
    @loveleenkaur3381 Рік тому +1

    Beautiful, 🥰🥰

  • @illneas
    @illneas  Рік тому +9

    first

  • @aziyadenurr2579
    @aziyadenurr2579 Рік тому

    We are all outsiders spending their lives triyng to fit in some life's patterns like into the bed of Procust.But this is how life goes

  • @Maslo_slivochnoee
    @Maslo_slivochnoee Рік тому

    pisca yeeeeeeeee

  • @LeonWestbrook3-my9re
    @LeonWestbrook3-my9re 5 місяців тому

    I love this so much. I'd the music original?

  • @safim8217
    @safim8217 Рік тому +1

    Do they know who you are?
    Do I even know who I am...
    🍂

  • @dyahgaluhfitriana4736
    @dyahgaluhfitriana4736 Рік тому

    that poem touch my heart, thank you...by the way might you turn volume of music down because I as foreign can't listen clearly, thank you🌻

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому

      ❤️❤️❤️

  • @zauberer5468
    @zauberer5468 Рік тому

    Thank you ❤️ 😭

  • @sandeep_bhuvan
    @sandeep_bhuvan Рік тому

    W poem

  • @gunjanmaru3351
    @gunjanmaru3351 Рік тому

    Friend, I have a suggestion for your video, please consider it from your big fan... Try to lower background music, I want to hear your voice as clear as background music. And you helped me alot so thank you 😇

  • @syedraidarsalan4685
    @syedraidarsalan4685 Рік тому

    Holy shit, what is it? A super villain poem?

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому

      This world is rotting, I'm the necessary evil to fix it

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому

      I'm joking

  • @claireleyba1683
    @claireleyba1683 Рік тому

    Ok here me out the first scene looked like a roasted chicken in a stream

  • @sgt.bastard101
    @sgt.bastard101 Рік тому

    Don't worry, be happy. Before long we'll all be in the void together. 🥰

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому

      We aren't going to stand still before we reach the void❤️

  • @gianvincenzoborzi6986
    @gianvincenzoborzi6986 Рік тому

    wonderful emotional video, it helped me a lot, but I think that the music is a little bit too high, by the way, thank you

  • @Sandipan_Naskar
    @Sandipan_Naskar Рік тому

    01:47 💙

  • @jennyjou
    @jennyjou Рік тому

    Reincarnation🌍💙

  • @ame8710
    @ame8710 Рік тому

    Where is this forest? Looks familiar...

  • @Raven_Black_252
    @Raven_Black_252 Рік тому +1

    what is the music? I don't have a spotify I can't see it.

    • @Raven_Black_252
      @Raven_Black_252 Рік тому +1

      I had to shazam it, it's "He Was A Good Stalker" by Pisca. Really not that hard to just write the name in the description. I shouldn't need to be on every single platform to find something. Sometimes shazaming does not work so it's annoying.

  • @Christina-tf1ne
    @Christina-tf1ne 3 місяці тому

    Where is your new poem you said was out on FB?

  • @aymancreative8488
    @aymancreative8488 Рік тому

    I YHINK THIS IS AKvhour in MOrocco

  • @n9n9schannel9
    @n9n9schannel9 Рік тому +3

    I love your channel but the music is so loud and very difficult to hear what is being said.
    I so wish you could fix this madness because the words drown within the vast ocean of the loud music, choking the beautiful message that was meant for someone who was forced out at minute 1:29 by the powerful and unnecessary decibels.
    Appreciate your channel and your content so very much! Thank you for what you do 💓🫶🏼💓

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому

      Τhanks for the feedback, I like to drown the narration but I will rethink my approach

  • @khushbooraghuwanshi8106
    @khushbooraghuwanshi8106 Рік тому +1

    How did you know what I was going through???😭🤩✨💫

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому

      Take care ❤️❤️❤️

  • @seekinginara7119
    @seekinginara7119 Рік тому

    Let them categories you …okay

  • @DingleBerryMTB
    @DingleBerryMTB Рік тому

    Ahhhhhhh this your new thing, love these but the music is wayyyyy too loud.

  • @ajayjoyt
    @ajayjoyt Рік тому

    Sometimes music is too loud.. I can't hear words

  • @mahlah1089
    @mahlah1089 Рік тому

    Can you please do "overdosin by loyalenemyx" pleaaaseee?

  • @khushikishan_
    @khushikishan_ Рік тому

    The bg music is too loud

  • @steliosnentidis3883
    @steliosnentidis3883 Рік тому

    Place??

    • @illneas
      @illneas  Рік тому

      Ρέμα Ορλιά είναι τέλειο το προτείνω

  • @Mary-vm9cv
    @Mary-vm9cv Рік тому

    Bgm is too loud...

  • @Stu_DLNGR
    @Stu_DLNGR Рік тому

    That Secada hum is hella annoying. Words and cuts are dope, as always. ❤

  • @elijahwidener4193
    @elijahwidener4193 Рік тому

    This videos music felt too loud

  • @dreambreakerarts5611
    @dreambreakerarts5611 Рік тому

    Cannot listen to the narration properly as the music is too loud..

  • @cameronemmanuel5889
    @cameronemmanuel5889 Рік тому

    Speak to me

  • @steveluberda295
    @steveluberda295 Рік тому

    Too much background noise.

  • @nolife7735
    @nolife7735 Рік тому

    First

    • @nolife7735
      @nolife7735 Рік тому

      Yw

    • @monke_yyo
      @monke_yyo Рік тому +1

      NoLife(r) living upto his name aye?

    • @nolife7735
      @nolife7735 Рік тому

      @@monke_yyo xD did not see this coming

  • @MinfrelserKristus
    @MinfrelserKristus Місяць тому

    𝑮𝒖𝒅 𝒗𝒆𝒍𝒔𝒊𝒈𝒏𝒆 𝒅𝒊𝒏 𝒔𝒋𝒆𝒍 𝑨𝒎𝒆𝒏