Distracted to Focused Mind with Dr.K Ft. Reckful [Pt. 5]
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- Опубліковано 22 сер 2024
- Dr. K talks with Reckful about focusing his mind, distractions, and how meditation can help with both of these problems.
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YEP ____
I'm surprised you caught the misstep in the understanding of your relationship. I'm also surprised you took initiative to correct it.
Very good work.
COCK
Awesome stuff Dr.K. Started up rough but really pulled through at the end. Super proud of Reckful, and seeing his evolution, and his new found understanding of himself is amazing.
he said COCK Pog
YEP POG
When Reckful revealed his being slow about recognizing shapes and rotation and Dr K said it didn’t matter, then immediately changed his approach to demonstration to be more helpful, it reminded me of every time a good teacher has helped me by meeting me where I’m at, it’s that immediate respect of the other person’s position and going to them, thank you Dr K.
I seriously wish I had Dr. K's level of patience with a given person, it's mind-blowing to me, he almost never flinches _and he's even having fun with the guy in between interruptions_, and he's trying so hard to help this guy before he's totally lost in the rabbit hole
One of the best things about this channel is that it demystifies therapy and shows that it's OK to talk to someone about your issues.
@john smith He man therapy is nothing to be ashamed or scared about, but it has its own problems, from my own experience therapy is fine but the thing with therapy is that "healing" part is on you, best psychiatrist in the world can just give you causes of your problems and tell you how to fix them, working on them is on you! Not even the best doctor like dr K cant give you strength, will power and motivation to deal with your problems, its 100% on you. While therapy might feel good at the moment tommorow you will wake up and realize that nothing changed you are still same person(few hundred $$ lighter) and you have to start building.
@john smith try inner family system aka parts works. Its something you can learn and do by yourself.
Absolutely this is one of the best aspects of the channel !
Alot of comments here about him being high. There is a reason they're talking. People can be messy, especially if their mind has been a wreck for a very long time. It's frustrating and annoying with all the interruptions - fine. Just consider that he is trying to help himself and that lot of times people can do stupid, messy stuff.
Nothing wrong with pointing out that there might be other ways to move forward but give compassion a try, it leaves you with a nice warm feeling inside as well.
Exactly. People need to show more empathy.
I really love what you are doing Dr. K and Reckful was part of my childhood, as i always remember watching him in my childhood and i really enjoyed it, but the part with the conditional love and he said he's feeling distracted by the call you got .. First of all i want to say that i feel like you did everything you can, and you were also right about the things. The sad thing about that part that hit me, was when you said "I'm just checking if it was an emergency" and i bet what he felt by that moment was, that the whole call with him was an emergency. He felt placed behind, by that moment and you can clearly see it by his reaction. BUT nothing of this was your fault at all. It just hit me for some reason. I get back to these Sessions with Reckful, because i feel like people can learn a lot from these conversations. Thank you a lot for that Dr. K. Don't get me wrong, this was not to criticise you, but at that moment i had a bad feeling.
I also feel like he was on drugs at that day, is it allowed on Twitch to ask him that? And tell him that it isn't a good choice? When People got experience with drugs, then you can clearly see, that someone is, even if he's acting kind of normal. The way people talk to them should definately change by that moment. To understand that people should try to understand drugs a little more. Even tho i'm not saying "take drugs" NO! But it's good to talk to them how they feel by that moment to understand what's the difference.
A rule about microdosing: If you can feel it more than a cup of coffee, you took too much
Yep
A cup of coffee when you haven’t had coffee in a long time or a cup of coffee when you’ve drank coffee for years?
@@akiotatsuki2621 more so the latter
@@footwinner1 now if I could find the product to Microdose it lol
@@akiotatsuki2621 well it's not a cure all as some people say. Plus, doing it on your own pretty much guarantees inconsistent dosage, which isn't really good for you. I don't know that it will be a legitimate option until lab measured doses become available.
dr k: lets discuss this important introspective topic
reckful: hold on can i tweet that
I wanted to die when he said that
It was really putting a light on how uncomfortable being inbetween was for him. He was using every trick he's ever learned to try and distract himself from looking at it, because it brings him such a huge level of discomfort.
Really bro making fun of a dead man?
@@TheTheawesomeguy35 This was posted months prior. We don't need to spread anymore hate. RIP Reckful. Hopefully people learn from this and start choosing to just be nicer to people and try to sympathize with others online more.
yeah would love to see a more mature approach in dealing with the kind of stuff that was said prior
even the stuff days/hours before
theres no need to step to low balling to be firm in telling people they will get shuned/excluded from the group when keeping up certain behavior
You are being incredibly patient in this one lol, so much respect.
He was definitely shroomed out. I’m glad he had someone understanding to help him through it. Wholesome vidya.
i really hope you keep talking to Reckful, even if its not as often, seeing the follow up with atleast one person is really nice so that we can see the follow ups instead of only new people
Please no.
Unfortunately we know the follow up to this onr
Yeah I just wish he wasn’t so high in this one lmao. RIP Reck.
@HealthyGamerGG We really appreciate all of the help that you're providing us in this weird time. Even I get to discover myself just by listening to what you say.
And I'm also sorry about what happened to Reckful today.
I think that some things are just beyond our control.
Yeah I loved how openly communicative reckful was in this, easy going and just expressive. RIP my man, all the hugs wherever you are
he's playing games with his brother now rip
Damn, Reckful was all over the place in this one. Seemed a lot different from the previous sessions, even the one where he wasn't on psilocybin
He seems high aaaffff
Ik it actually was pissing me off. Wtf
Yeah I don’t know whats up but he must have been off it for sure
I appreciated reckful more when he was sober. He's clearly not insightful of how others feel/are aware about him being on mushrooms or not.
@@downbad4urdad very common on shrooms
The talk about relationships; rejection and unclear situations really helped me into a new way of thinking in my life, thanks rekful and Dr K ✌
As a person with anxiety, uncertainty is fucking terrifying and I can relate to Reckful here. A range isn't the same as uncertainty since you still have a certainty that it is within that range.
i think reckful has realised how helpful psychedelics can be, but is hanging onto them for dear life which is actually really toxic and pretty much the exact opposite of what they're all about. they have the power to make you feel genuine love and can be therapeutic if used correctly, but the very nature of relying on something as much as he is comes from genuine fear. he still has unresolved shit going on and microdosing will do nothing to resolve those issues whether he temporarily claims to feel better or not.
as for the indian dude (lmao) i really respect your mind, and i do think the years you spent medidating are showing. you have an incredible ability to see through shit and channel actual love on command. i really hope im able to do the same one day. im really happy that you do what you do, its like a beam of light piercing through the toxicity and depression that has made its nest in online communities. cheers
"hanging onto them for dear life which is actually really toxic "
It's not. You trying to tear people down for having genuine good friendships makes you incredibly toxic.
Just because you can't experience trust, doesn't mean it's a toxic thing.
@@OatsMealz What are you talking about?
@@delinquenz46 huh? what?
@@delinquenz46 reckful has a genuine and good friendship the shrooms, Bruh. y u h8'n on the fungus
@@OatsMealz The commenter was talking about psychedelics not psychiatrists, at least that's what I'm assuming you misread.
Reckful misjudged his microdose in this debate.
great one mate
what is he microdosing? shrooms? keta? md?
@@timgroen1995 Better to live a life without the need to take drugs to function optimally in my opinion. Sobriety gang boiizzz
@@kyuuzou501 What a fucking irrational, egotistical, inconsiderate, arrogant point to make.
@@DuckyVanya How so?
Don't leave a dislike based on the comments. I'd suggest watching the whole thing before commenting or liking/disliking.
44:40 damn , I felt so bad for Dr.K here.
1:16:12 That's such a profound bit of insight Dr.K drops right here.
Never say you want to be there for someone whos suffering and then change your mind. Never do that to someone.
One problem that can come up is do you try and fail, or not try at all?
:(
Just abandon the suffering person, don't try to help
Never say never, there are always exceptions.
Dr K meant what he said, he and Reckful worked together in this video to reevaluate what that would look like. That’s all.
Feeling conditionally valued is like a hallmark of childhood trauma. That rational understanding of providing value or logically seeing your worth and yet to the core of your being you *feel* worthless and your intuitive feeling is that that lack of worth is the only thing you know for sure, also feeling like your value is conditionally dependent on the things you do, say, think, etc and oscillates based on the way you feel about the things other people do, say, etc.
God I can so relate to this dude. And I love Dr. K. RIP Reckful.
Isn't it rationally true that we are all conditionally valued?
I am currently a third year medical student and I am gearing myself towards a psychiatry residency! I LOVE watching these casual talks with Dr. K! Also, really random, but entered into my first relationship the first year of med school at 23. I grew up in a very strict Christian household and was not allowed to date. In fact, I had this idea that the first boyfriend I have will be my husband. Well, I ended up falling for a Muslim classmate who was 28 at the time. We fell for each other hard. It turns out that we were both trying to convert the other and he ultimately said that he wanted to marry a Muslim girl. I lost everything I had tried to protect and felt like the dirtiest human being alive. I fell into the trap of tying to "keep the guy" and give him what he wants. So, dating has so far been an awful experience for me, but I have hope that the next relationship I enter into will be with a Christian man and that he can forgive me for the wrongs in my previous relationship. Guys, there is a science to relationships, haha, it did NOT come natural to me whatsoever. Either way, this content is amazing! God Bless you both!!!
Why do you over share so much? :))))
you know God isn't real, right? date anyone you want...
Dr. K handled the situation amazingly.
he work with drug addicted. He need to handled this situations like a boss-
But Reckful was just plain irresponsible here. I was feeling so bad for Dr.K, I couldn't watch this conversation whole but had to do it in parts.
Hope Reckful sees how out of kilter psylocibin actually makes him and stops that shit.
@@RamKumar-yi6wn it seemed like these drugs were one of the last things he was trying in the end for something to work. seeing what we see now
this comment has not aged well
Rip
Really difficult to watch. As a professional in this area, I think Dr. K had made a decision that wasn't easy. He knew Reckful's abandonment issues, but he also realized that these chats weren't a dyad between him and Reckful. Mushrooms were a constant presence, either in topic or influence. Dr. K had decided on a "strategic withdrawal" from the theatre, in military speak. He didn't want. to leave Reckful high and dry, but also didn't want the monsters of Neitszche's abyss to come calling. Oddly enough, this video may be more useful to therapists than to patients.
pseud
I'm a psych student (far into my education) and I really dislike the system and what we have to learn, especially the statistics aspect. But seeing Dr. K do his thing is my big reminder what it's actually all about and what I may get to do if I keep going, so these mean a lot to me in this regard as well.
@@leiasart4610 you seriously should study Emanuel Swedenborg, listen to Jerry Marzinsky’s interview and realize that everything you’ve learned is theoretical nonsense that has no basis in the real world. There is no chemical imbalance or “loose wiring” that causes mental health issues
@@kappalicious4207 lol OK u genius
@@leiasart4610 stay ignorant, you fool
I feel like Reckful was like this and tends to somewhat act like this because when he is overwhelmed and confused, his mind wants to flee to somewhere or something, no matter what, so long as it can escape the current situation. These discussions can be really mentally taxing, and it's okay for him to be like this, in my eyes. It's not annoying or distracting, it's perfectly normal.
He was 100% drugged
im liking these weekly meetings with reckful i must say
These conversations are my favorite thing to watch on yt, so glad I found you Doc
Started off random and unfocused but ended on a GREAT note. Wasn't expecting Reckful and Dr.K to find the ''moment''. POG.
Truly inspiring knowing Dr. K can calm someone so well, especially if they are high on shrooms lmao
Every one of these made me cry cause I know how he feels. I'm seeing a see psych soon. Please get help if you can relate
Dr. K needs to lay down the law early in these types of streams. It was frustrating to watch Reckful high and not focusing on the discussion and going on tangents often. I genuinely loved their discussions the first couple of times and I think it helps if you come in with the mindset to not take Dr. K for granted.
clips.twitch.tv/BloodyColorfulBubbleteaGrammarKing
EDIT: After having watched the full VOD of the entire stream, I will note that Dr. K did say to be patient and be more compassionate. Where someone is at is where they're at. Can't say I disagree. I guess it's just harder to watch when it could be more productive, that's all.
Completely disagree, not in this case
Agreed. This one was SO hard to watch and take seriously for me
@@trevforesta Same thing with the 4th one but somehow it got even worse
It was helpful FOR reckful. I think he was having a mini bad trip with the shrooms and thats okay because he learned about how he couldnt fous and it was useful in that sense alone.
Everyone that thinks something should be handled in a different way than it currently is, is founding those thoughts on what they want and feel should be taking place. When in fact, the things that are present for both Reckful and Doctor K is exactly what is needed because they are using their current status to proceed to the next step instead of some step you're thinking should exist. It's like Doc K has said over and over again, the only step to the goal is the next step and this is his next step.
it might be seen as favortism but these weekly streams of u two reach way larger audience then usual which means it helps alot more people then usual so having them weekly would still equal a much greater net positive then someone thinking its favortism. and if i does become a problem where u guys get alot of comments about it then adress it at that point but if that doesnt havent i would say not having these weekly would be a disservice to everyone relating to these streams and help them see that there is a way out
Really went through a rollercoaster of emotions watching this
Pog
Every single discussion or video you've made has been relevant to my life, blows my mind every time.
Real talk here doc, the respect for you goes up and up and up my friend. Thank you for always being warm but also truthful!
Its the fear. The sheer idea you could be made to hope makes you literally obsessive over it because its not a clear answer. And its terrifying knowing that person doesn't love the same way as you love. Once rejected straight away you take it early on so its not down the line where you've really fallen hard then get your heart ripped out.
It turned out pretty well in the end. Thank you very much for sharing all your knowledge!
I'm seeing alot of negative comments here and I'm just gonna add that overall this talk was good. Yes Reckful has difficulties concentrating and he's definitely very opinionated guy but they got the ball rolling nevertheless. I think we all have to be patient as viewers and ultimately it's up to Dr. K if he wants to continue this with Byron.
R.I.P. Reckful
Reckful being high is causing some unfotunate inconveniences, its like being out while being high and others are not for him where noone can exactly folllow your vibe and reversed for dr.k and viewers.
Also he seems to behave somewhat rudely, same as with poki he gets so exited aboit things that he forgets its not always about him
Seems like that's a problem he struggles a lot with, and also retrospectively is aware of.
Depressions makes you feel it's about you (& you not being good enough) constantly.
In my personal experience, it's often a part of the condition, often not about the person being a jackass
43:44
Holy shit, it was so funny to watch Dr. K. directly address the issue of HOW FRIGGIN HIGH Reckful was without seeming like he was talking about it. XD
I mean let's break it down. Reckful goes to the bathroom. Dr. K. gets the big grin signalling, "Are you seeing what I'm seeing?" Immediately goes into a subject not talked about in this stream yet: How does psilocybin help you focus? "Reckful claims it helps him focus... but I don't know, I've never tried it..." Then checks his chat to see the memes.
200 iq plays
it's funny to me that high people are often so unaware that everyone else knows how high they are..
@@downbad4urdad yep true dunno how much time i thought i could perfectly hiding it, then i look at my past pictures and....nope! 😅
I learn a lot from the ones with Reckful but I couldn't watch this one. If that's what his supposed meds do..he just seems high and thats about it.
Yeaaaah I really wish he wasn't high during this one, Dr. K's talk on relationships I feel wouldve been helpful for me.
dr k clearly isn't done with helping Reckful yet, and there is much that can still be learned from Reckful. Addressing why he depends on a substance may not be helpful to some people, but enlightening to others.
@@darrenkunz649 The cons FAR outweigh the pros in this case.
It got real at points though. Like the ending
I really want to watch all the videos, because so far everything helped me a little bit with something, but i can barely stand reckful when he's high. To be fair, for me it's connected to something close to home, but as i noticed i'm not the only one who can barely watch him in this state.
I was thinking maybe he doesn't want to experience these sessions with a clear head, because it is so heavy sometimes. Which is also understandable, but i'd rather have him do it privately, if he can handle it better that way, rather than losing the main focus of the interviews. He's doing this to heal, not just others, but himself first and foremost.
8:30 that was the perfect sync
"Forces things you shouldn't do "
*Reckful putting sheets while on stream*
I feels like just needed friend really, during this stream. That constant distraction and turning towards fun topics... he just wanted to talk
My theory, since he did have some friends around, is that the turning towards the fun is his default.
Dr k has the patience of a saint.
yeah cuz he literally is a saint. he trained to be one, man i really wanna reach that state of mind, really
Reckful has no idea how helpful these videos are for us man. If you're reading this bro. I love you. Seriously. NO homo at all but I fucking love how you're comfortable enough to open up on stream about the things you struggle with and to allow us to see a light that we're not alone. Love you bro
I wish I could thank Byron for what he's taught me about myself and everything he's influenced on the internet.
It is heartbreaking that it's came to this.
7:30 to 8:40 is heart wrenching
12:05
The feels are real, ripinpeace
@@jakep290o joke turning my life around. Self love is everything (no narcissists pls)
I couldn't do this profession I would be mentally and socially exhausted all the time
Well most of your patients wouldnt be high on mushrooms while you were treating them.
@@Massivecarcrash Theyll be fine without me
Reckful, I've had that experience when I've stared at a word for far too long and it begins to appear foreign and not like a word at all. It is quite the phenomena, haha.
There's a word for it even, iirc and it's a real psychological phenomenon :D
This needs to be watched in the Twitch Vod with Twitch Chat supporting you as a viewer, because this interview is really hard to look alone.
The discription of meditation as climatizing to everything was brilliant
God almighty, please taper off the shrooms if possible. You are much easier and better to listen when you are substance free. I don't follow Twitch streamers in general but I even think your fans would be appreciative seeing the calmer side of you on this channel.
The conversation about Pog had me laughing in tears 😂😂😂
I am getting really strong "favorite person" vibes from this session, and that hits way to close to home
@@Skuzzybebe about 5 minutes after I found it, it hit even closer. Glad is battle is done, he will be missed.
Oh... Gosh. I've been 2 people's favorite person (yes in the BPD way) and yiikes
What do you mean by this?
Cock Pog. Rest easy man, you've helped more people than you will ever know, including myself.
I don't mean to sound negative here. I think one should be careful about the name(s) one gives oneself. They can be seen as a source of stability and confidence, as they tend to be seen as one's identity. I think it may not be a bad idea to change one's name, as well as maybe have a positive nickname one uses frequently. I use my RL name to help give me a sense of direction, and I love it. It can be a frequent reminder to me, at least subconsciously.
I wish you were able to see what the chat was saying in the playback. However, this layout is really pretty and I wouldn't want to change it at all. Thank you for your work, Dr. K.
He was so high. Holy shit
"It's like an AI trying to solve a turing test." _story of my life_
Hard to imagine that he is gone
I'm really enjoying their talk so far one of the best if not the best Dr. K talks
Doc K trying to explain Pog is hilarious
I hate seeing the sense of urgency in Dr K really wanting to help him but can’t overstep his boundaries.
I feel like I relate to reckful so much. 😔
If one person would beat depression for each time Reckful interrupted Dr. K, there wouldn't be a single sick person
Reckful,understand that you are using psylocibin as a crutch to navigate through life. Psylocibin doesn't let you process your samskara or unprocessed trauma because it just numbs it. It is like a painkiller for your emotional wound. Your ultimate objective is to stop using shrooms so that you can navigate the ups and downs of life strongly by yourself.
As far as emotional healing goes, you have to face trauma in your mind without identifying with it and meditation is such an incredible tool for this. For example when you tried to meditate and got pissed off with the construction noise, try to isolate the emotion you felt from the scenario- annoyance or anger from the situation. Now rest your mind on this sensation of anger or annoyance alone,WITHOUT THE ACCOMPANYING SITUATION ie CONSTRUCTION . You'll find your anger or annoyance dissipating and it won't bother you or bother you as much ,at least , as your proceed to meditate. Do this with every thought that comes to your head in the beginning minutes of meditation,especially the negative ones. Persistence is key.
I hope you read this,Reckful.
P.S.Initially posted on Reckful's page. Thought it might benefit Dr.K's viewers as well ,especially the meditation bit.
There were so many "almost" conversations paths to this one. I'll need to watch it again to fully stop a ponder where Dr. K wanted to go, and where Reckful wanted to go.
Sometimes, we can learn more from choosing both paths at a fork in the road than if we continue forward to new forking paths.
You should do a WoW Battlegrounds charity stream in memory of Reckful and donate proceeds to suicide prevention. ❤️
reckful didnt take this conversation serious at all, gotta give it to Dr K for keeping his cool
I think he does, but on shrooms he is so happy and intense and his mind has so many thoughts that he has difficulty focusing on one spesific thing. Kind of like ADHD i guess.
Thats what i believe at least :)
@@dwimmerlike jupp, hes on shrooms, too stimulated to keep his focus sharpened over longer periods of time. He snaps in and out, kind of like a rollercoaster, reach the top fast and get focused while slowly moving over the top and boom, straight down, no focus. Commenting this a day after his death.. Rip reckful🙏🏻 never take pshychedelics with underlying mental issues. People take drugs to have fun and enjoy like "Yolo" its so sad how uneducated people can be in regards to pshychedelics and its so dangerous, its supposed to be a tool for different perspectives on your emotions and learning from it, not a drug to escape reality.
@@spiritualviking8094 Its so sad, i had big hopes that dr.K could help him but sadly some people cannot be helped :(
@@dwimmerlike
No. Dr. K helped him. But sometimes your best is not enough. This was a multilayered and very long timeframe case that one can't simply solve in a handful of streams.
Also from my personal experience that when you have depression the times of whitch you feel "happier or better" the times in whitch you are down mirrors it so when I have a time when I'm very happy when that passes i fell very down and if i feel moderately ok then when thay passes i feel moderately down if that makes sens. So on his final vid of this series when rekful said he feels amazing eventually he would have felt incredibly down. In the end we lost a great guy
RiP
man your exploding success is so obvious and deserved. seriously you are amazing
I could keep checking on Reckful's psyche for months and months.
His issues are a really fascinating case.
I found the simple focus advice very effective when I started hearing excessive road noise and construction after tackling internal distractors. Keep it up!
Like Dr. K said, we need to meet people where they are. Reckful is at a point where he feels reliant on a substance and perhaps feeling some form of withdrawal and that doesn't mean his weekly chats should end. Their journey may be a bit bumpy and awkward, but hopefully Reckful recognizes his behavior and chooses to do something about it.
Personally, Reckful was too high in this one for me to take this seriously. He's gotta lay off the shrooms or he's gonna be too dependent on them.
Isn't he already?
BurnHitsForLove I mean, sure you could say that. It seemed his true happiness came from Dr. K initially, but now he's filling the gaps with micro-dosing.
@@h4mmy753 now? He's been microdosing before dr. K met him. The previous session they had has so far been the only one where's he's been sober.
@@h4mmy753 the previous session could be acclimated as the test for dependence. This session is the confirmation of it.
Honestly, I feel like he wasn't high for this one. It felt like his mind was moving way to fast not the opposite.
YO. i love this series of videos. its fucking amazing. but could you add twitch chat to this format? that would be great :) amazing content so far!
dude Reckful is being so strange these past interviews, like, you can clearly see on this one that he is on drugs, and he keeps interrupting Dr. K to talk about whatever he wants to O.o, it's so painful to listen
Agreed. He is self "medicating", and in my honest opinion that is a red flag.
The fifth one was actually pretty good, mostly because he wasnt as high as a kite
@@xXinsaneboyXx yeah.... red flag :(
@@Heavymetal16 Rip reckful
BRO WHEN RECKFUL WAS LIKE OH YEAH WHEN YOU STOP INHALING YOUR EXHALING AND TGHEN HES LIKWE YOUR SMART BRO I ALMOST DIED LAUGHING LOL
Haven’t watched the vids in a while but I initially find you because of the reckful interviews. Great walkthrough on the whole consciousness vs mind etc and also on the subj. of worthlessness or value. I love the breath haha helps me enter the dragon 🤩
i wonder if reckful ever watched streams of him being high while he was sober. he was a total scatterbrain when he was high, the total opposite of what he thought the mushrooms did for him.
Yup. Number one rule with shrooms or any type of psychedelic: NEVER consume it if you suffer from severe depression or mental disorders
the NDA :OOO it's probably not crazy..most likely something about Everland
its 100% about details in the 177mil deal that reckful talked a little about with poki
@@HNSCaller can you more about the deal?
@@TexTheKid724 i mean i do think its intressting since i like reckful but why i said it would be about that instead everland is because reckful shares everything about everland already
@@HNSCaller idk how much I actually believe him about the 177m deal. It sounds too bizarre based on his background/the details provided. He's been doing hallucinogenics and people with bipolar can have hallucinations/delusions, regardless
@@downbad4urdad I hope Reck wasn’t having a manic episode off psychedelics when he killed him self because if that’s true, that’s terrifying. I like taking psylosibin and acid, etc, but after learning about Recks condition and venture into psychedelics, definitely brings up some questions on the safety of psychedelics with mentally ill individuals. Psychedelics can definitely help people, but the affects are so profound especially with an impressionable mind, such as a desperate, depressed mind.
There is a lot of judgement here in the comments and a lot of it is blaming the drugs. I understand that it may seem like an easy scapegoat(to blame the drugs for having a distracted discussion) but you must also know how easy we all try to hide or tangent away from our emotions and everything we try to bottle up inside. Please be more understanding and patient none of us are perfect.
Rest In Peace Reckful 😢🙏🏽❤️
The good news is that with the tone of all of these comments, which we know Reckful WILL read, he may realize he has a problem. Or at least realize that shrooms are not the solution he is searching for. The point of any and all hallucinogenic drugs is to use them and then take what your learned from that experience and apply it, not keep doing them for an undetermined future.
1:21:00 Man, he has made many references to this balcony, or his mind is drawn there. Sad to see that fixation to it. Was his demise.
@TJ Fun facts :D :D :D :D :D
Bro Reckful u gotta work on ur manners bruh. “Ima clean up while I listen” nah bruh very rude
He was just on drugs i think dr knew that
@@theraczek Can't Reckful imagine how disrespectful it would be to Dr.K and even us when he is high ?
Why does he get high before coming on stream ?
@@RamKumar-yi6wn I think it migh be possible that he gets high of "pleasure drugs" but also from antidepressants - we dont know which one. Also, the point of getting high is that u are numb about surrouding ur own behaviour or behaviour of others. I wouldnt critisize Reckful due to lack of information from our perspective.
@@theraczek I typed my immediate response after watching that interview in the heat of the moment. But now thinking back about how emotional he got reading his father's book and other stuff,it's obvious he can't live with himself without filter in the form of drugs. And I think it's time Dr.K took him as a patient , a proper one behind closed doors and away from Twitch, and treated him comprehensively.
reckful was pretty annoying in this one
he's pretty annoying in a lot of them
If he doesn't watch this shit when he is sober and apologises to Dr.K and is sober as a Monday morning in all the chats he has with Dr.K from now on,he is an ass for sure.
It could happen to anyone venting his frustrations to a community, he was dealing with that weight. He was annoying I agree because he wasn't letting progress succeed out of his fears.
minty I’m glad I’m not the only one who finds this dude unbearably annoying...
@@randombubby1 why did you boi
R.I.P Reckful
last episode: I will be here for you for two years to prove to you that everyone won't abandon you :)
this episode: I'm out lol gl w/ ur depression or w/e xD
"It's like nyannyan like the weebo nyannyan" - Dr. K.
This conversation sounds so much heavier listening to it retrospectively...❤RIP Reckful❤
Reckful is so restless in this stream
In this episode of "AOE Healing" Dr K tries to get Reckful focused and avoids talking about psylocybin
lol
I can answer this one (timestamp 18:01)! Rejection may be preferable to the fear of someone leaving you because you don't have to fear them leaving you if they've already left.
Dr. K probably wants to scream "Stop your silly psilocybin experiment!" but he can't actually provide medical advice through the internet.
Goodbye Reckful FeelsStrongMan. We'll miss you
they should be friends, I think it'd be good for reckful to have a strong minded adult friend in his life,
maybe less deep talks would happen but eventually they would from a strong organic friendship.
They're almost the same age lol. "STRONG MINDED ADULT FRIEND."
@@mikedang3613 how old is dr k?
@@static_kitten Just over age 30 if I recall correctly, I believe he is 32-33.
@@mikedang3613 ok? that doesn't mean Dr K can't be a strong minded adult friend? You can be older and not have strong adult friends. Age doesn't make you an adult. Dr K has his life pretty figured out and has a strong mental state. He's an adult.
@@mikedang3613 assuming anyone above a certain age is the same level of "adult" is kinda ignorant.
Reckful needs to learn some boundaries.
damn... reckful was a mess, i wonder if he actually had any chance to get out of his downward spiral.. Rip
Can't wait to see the DMT crossover with Doctor K, Reckful, and Joe Rogan.
😢
I was having a rough day and have been watching all of these with Reckful and it’s been amazing. And Cock POG made my day
24:30 The term he was looking for is "Semantic Satiation".