I Thought Jesus Healed and Saved Me | Spiritual Psychosis Part 2

In Part 2 of my spiritual psychosis story I share how I (again) thought that Jesus healed and saved me. By saved, I mean that I performed my own exorcism; I believed that with the help of my mothers cross and with Jesus, I was able to fight off any and all demons and entities.
In this video I also talk about how I felt that Jesus was physically healing my body. I had been suffering from a pinched nerve in my neck for almost 2 months, I felt like Jesus was healing my entire body from top to bottom. Later, however, I thought that I was being deceived and that it wasn't Jesus who was healing me after all but something darker was pretending to be him.
A few weeks on I am able to look at this whole experience more objectably. I feel like it was a bit of everything, that yes, psychosis was at play due to my severe lack of sleep and chronic pain, but I also feel like there was a lot of supernatural stuff that went on as well. Although at the time I felt 'deceived', I do feel that a lot of the holotropic breath work I did was healing and good for me and I even believe that my scoliosis has been healed - my spine is much straighter than it was before!
End of the day, I'm not here to say what was fact and what was fiction. I am comfortable not having all the answers now. All that matters is that I am in a better place now and that I am stronger for having gone through all of this :) Part 3 of this spiritul psychosis story will be shared soon!

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