My husbands life on earth was taken Nov. 2015 . I am so lost. So broken. My faith is shaken. If you read this comment please take a moment and pray for me. Lord restore my faith.
Stephanie Torres My prayers are with you. God bless you. We never give ourselves enough credit and you are so so much stronger than you think! You can do this beautiful!! put your faith in the Lord give him your pain He will guide you!!
It must be so hard to lose someone you love that was so close to you I can't imagine the pain but you can't stop living ur husband wouldn't want that he'll want you to be happy u don't want him to be someone that brought happiness in ur life and now sadness. If you can't be strong for yourself try be for him he wouldn't want to see you miserable because of his death he'll want you to try be happy because that's what those that love us want. I hope you find the strength in you to stay strong and have faith.
I too am a young widow. I'm currently 26 and my husband passed suddenly last November he was a veteran of the Air Force. We have a 2 1/2 year old son who keeps me going! My faith in god has become even stronger since my husbands passing, I've realized so much and I have grown tremendously.... I've become somewhat fearless and less afraid of living life and experiencing new things, it's truly opened my eyes but of course through this transition comes this overwhelming grief, some days I feel like I can't go on and I cry and cry but I have to remember that god has a plan for me and that I was blessed to have my husband in my life for that period of time. Being a young widow is definitely hard and sometimes seems impossible but keeping that faith and love in god and knowing he is guiding me gives me hope that life will get better. Thank you for letting us widows know we are not alone! God bless ❤️❤️🙏🏼
Eli Gonzales I'm the same age as you and also lost my husband last November. It is so scary to go on without the one you love. Figuring out life on your own is the hardest thing I've ever been through. It takes time, a lot of time! You and your son will be okay. I believe our husbands our watching over us.
I too was at young widow, losing my husband when I was 27. Now I'm 32 and my life isn't where I thought it would be at all. I remember how hard it was to find people my age who were also widowed. I even resorted to looking online and specifically searching for "losing a spouse in your 20's" or something like that, just hoping to find an article or something from someone I could relate to. Thank you so much for sharing your story and being so open and honest. You are helping so many women feel less alone just by making your videos. If you need someone to talk to who has been through it as well (my husband died suddenly as well) I will always be here for you. We young widows are a small group of women, yet we are all beautiful and stronger than we realize. Remember, God gives His toughest battles to His strongest soldiers. I love you and you're in my prayers every day.
Wow Ashley... I can only imagine. I had no one around me that this had actually happened to until I searched online and actually found women like Brittany Price, who have walked this path. God is sweet to have kept you together. Praying for you sis. Thank you for your beautiful words. Love you!! 💛💛💛💛
Ashley Cotton I know 42 is not the same as 27 buy my friends husband retired from the navy after 20 years of service at 40 years old. He was a contractor for the navy (I think that is what it is called) & had to go to Japan for work. His doctor authorized him to go. He was only there for a few days when she got a call that he had a heart attack & had went to the Military hospital but they could not help him so they sent him to the Japanese hospital. He did not make it. This was so hard for her, their 20 yr old son, and their 16 year old daughter. Especially for their daughter. He was working to save them money to have fun when he could no longer work but everything was just taken away at such a young age! 😰💔
I don't know you but I'm very proud of you. it's not easy to survive what you have been through. you're going to help a lot of women in the future with your testimony. stay strong keep pushing. The best is yet to come for you.
+loveMichelleAna I just want to send you a big hug my Love. I know I don't you personaly but I Love you, and I am very proud of you, My Afro Latina sister. I pray that the Holy Spirit comtinues to fill you and hold you closely everyday more and more. You are a blessing. You are his image.
My sister got married when she was 21 and when she was 28 (my brother in law was 32) he sadly passed away after a short battle with cancer. Your story reminds me so much of what she went through and I can only imagine what you must be going through. I've been with my husband now for almost 20 years, 2 children and it was young love, I know what you felt in your heart for your husband and I feel your pain. I watched your q and a and I wanted to share a moment I had 17 years ago when my brother in law passed away. I'm from Australia but he and my sister lived in Canada, I went there to be with her during that time. One night I had a dream, and I was driving in a car with my brother in law and we were talking about life and his journey, he was happy and free and seemed at peace. My sister was sitting in the back with her head down crying, and I said why can't she see you? He said because she's in too much pain, I asked will she be ok? And he said with a big smile and laugh 'yes!' She has a long life ahead of her, I have picked out the perfect man for her his name is Tom, and she'll be so happy and she'll become a mum. It was such a beautiful dream and I did tell my sister about it, but I left out bits of the man because it was too soon to talk about that with her. Around 5 years later I was obviously back home in Australia and we were talking on the phone and she said I have a date, my cousins had set her up with this guy and she was abit reluctant, it was her first date since her husband passed it'd been 5 years. I said oh that's so nice I hope you enjoy yourself, it's just one date see how you go, I asked what's his name? She said Tom... the hairs on my arms stood up and I said oh you're going to marry that guy. She laughed and said don't be silly it's just a date. Well 1 year later they did get married and they've been happy ever since and I have a beautiful almost teenage nephew. You are so positive about life and your words about encouraged me back into my faith, I wanted to share that story because to some people it was just a dream, but I know for certain my brother in law came to me to let me know everything was ok. They are never far from us and they're lives are but brief but their presence and impact lasts a lifetime, like my brother in law their spirits are free and their purpose was lived. When the time is right your purpose will come to light, if it's being a mother and raising children that will happen at the right time and I truly believe Curtis already knows your future and welcomes your blessings. xx
Approaching 5 yrs as a widower... still trying to get used to the "new normal". Lost my wife to child birth... all i can say is the struggle to survive is real but needing to live for our baby... is what keeps me trying... be strong
Love you, Mama! 💛 You are beautiful inside and out! Even in your pain, your light is shining. I'm so grateful for your honest heart. Many prayers for you!
I watch your video talking about losing your spouse 6 months ago, and what pain you must be feeling. And 7 weeks ago my husband died of a sudden heart attack at home. I am so so very upset, I can't stop crying 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 he was my best friend he was my everything . We have two daughters 19 and 21 !!!!!! We were married for 22 years !!!!! Thank you so much !!!! For talking to me , making me feel better. It is the worst experience losing your spouse. It's overwhelming!!! The pain that I feel is 24 /7. Thank you for sharing your grief and that is so hard. I am not there yet. Thank you and God Bless!!!!! 😇
Continue to find your peace through worship! I don't understand your pain but I do understand that Our God is comfort and he is Love! Stay Strong Beautiful!!!
I lost my husband in 2011, when I was 23. Fast forward 8 yrs later, I’m married to a great man, and we have two kids together. Things will get better. You will never get over it but you learn to live with it and move on for your own sake. God bless you all.
Only read a couple comments & to all the widows. My prayers have gone out to you all. You are all so much stronger then you may feel at times. You are all so precious. & God loves you. May you all be filled with peace & joy & be filled with the love of God. May you be filled with comfort. & to have the will to lean & confide & trust in the lord, for he IS our strength. My heart goes out to each & everyone of you. Xoxo 💛
I'm not a widow but I am going through a loss.. you're video's have also helped me out though. Thank you for being you and for just being honest. You're a strong and beautiful soul and I wish you nothing but the best!
I was balling my eyes out LOOOL I am not a widow but I am at a place in my life where it's like "I want everything that God has for me, nothing more nothing less". Thank you for checking in. Sending much love to you and the brothers and sisters in this community who have lost their significant others.
I discovered your channel when I came back home from my missionary trip to China. (6 months ago also) I've been subscribed ever sense. God will continue to give you strength. You have lights on your feet therefore wherever you step you will shine, and people will see Gods love through you. Let him continue to use you no matter how hard it may get. Forever admiring you. ✝️🙌🏽❤️
Wow you are so strong! U story teach me to be grateful, that I have a husband not to fight for stupid things. And live life to fullest god bless you love.🤗💋
Heavenly Father, thank you for walking with your daughter on her journey through this life. Thank you for carrying her when she's too weak and overwhelmed to walk on. I ask you to use her testimony to help someone who is also hurting, see that there is hope in Jesus Christ. I pray that you will cover her under the shadow of your wings and she will cling to the truth that you will never leave her or forsake her. Let your love wash over her and continue to sing over her life in Jesus name Amen! Love you my sister.
I remember seeing your video in explaining how u lost your husband and I was so drawn to you. I listened to his memorial and I cried. I felt something inside as I watched it and every time I watch u. I had a fight with my son yesterday and I was so angry and hurt. The only thing I thought to do was to come to your channel to calm me down. As I was in tears, I listened to your rendition of Abba and I felt the anger lift from my heart. You radiate so much light and your words give such hope. I am so inspired by u. Thank u so much for being a genuine and beautiful soul despite what u have been going through. I'm always in awe of u. God bless.
I have been looking for videos like yours. I lost my fiance in March. He was 47 and I was 39. He died of a sudden heart attack caused by a heart defect and an enlarged heart. His service was on my 40th birthday. This has been the absolute HARDEST thing I have ever gone through. We had so many plans together and now they are just crushed. I honestly don't think I'd still be here myself if it weren't for my kids. You are a beautiful woman and I'm sending prayers your way!!!
Stephanie Lai Praying for you Stephanie, that Abba will give you His Peace, Comfort, Strength at this time and that you'll be closer to Him than you've ever been before.
Stephanie Lai I am sorry for your loss my cousin/brother died at the same exact age and his wife was 38. He died in 2014 at home with his 2 kids 😔Praying for you and everyone on this video who lost their spouse
I got 5 Minutes into this video and had to stop watching. I can't even, I'm almost in tears because we are the same age and your living my biggest fear. You such a strong woman for allowing your world to still turn because I know mine would stop. And yes, we go threw mountains to show others how they can be moved. I'll probably never be able to finish this video, but I know God is with you & holds you close!! Stay strong!!!!
Otie Jason she was on youtube long before her husband died. she’s sharing what she went through, how she feels, how she deals with it etc to #1 let it all out, #2 help people that go through the same thing, and #3 just for herself. your negative comment saying she’s selfish and loves the views more than she loved Curtis, is disgusting.
Thank you for posting this. We weren't married, but my boyfriend - my other half - the most beautiful human I've ever known, passed away on the 13th of July this year. It's been a little more than 3 months. The pain is unbearable. We were both 26 when he died, I am now 27. Thank you for making me feel less alone. Thank you. ❤️
Love you Michelle ❤️ I think of you from time to time.. thinking how far you've come and how strong you are and your faith in god! You're amazing. You WILL inspire many! 🙏
Just discovered your channel and it brings so much comfort. My fiancé died two weeks ago suddenly and I'm just beginning this journey without him. So incredibly hard but it has definitely taken me to a path to discover God and allow him to lead me through this grieving process.
I'm loving this hairstyle girl you look bomb! 🔥 Always keeping you in my prayers. You're so strong and I know Curtis is by your side and looking out for you from above. Love you girl ❤️
God is so proud of you. Your testimony has helped me so much having just lost my very close friend and youth pastor to suicide this month. Your story is reaching hearts more than you may know! God bless you. Hugs from Australia. ☺️💕
It is so wonderful to hear this from such a young person which is rare in these days. I became a widow when my kids were teens. I have to testify that God NEVER forsook me. He paid all my bills, he found me a high paying job, He brought me friends and favor in other peoples eyes. Eventually a wonderful husband came into my life,and we share grandchildren now, He is now my daughters stepdad and grandfather to her child. I just surrendered to Him and allowed Him to work because I knew I was His child. This was actually done in a state of despair. I am in Union with Him forever and will never be forgetting this for one moment. I pray for you also
I am 27 years old and I am a widow. My husband passed away just over a month ago from cancer. We almost made it to our first anniversary 😔 The word widow still hurts me, but God has provided for me through this time. My friend recommended your channel to me. I thank you for your transparency and for sharing God’s love to others. You are in my prayers! ❤️ I will be watching all your videos! May God bless you and heal your broken heart.
Gosh Lindsay, I can relate... That word is just so heavy but I refused to allow that to become my identity. Before anything, I am God's daughter. God bless your heart and sending MUCH LOVE, hug and prayers your way!!! 💛💛💛
Dear Michelle: Although I am not a widow, I would like to thank you for sharing your story. I would also like to thank you for your words of encouragement nearing the closing of this video. At this present time, I'm going through a trying situation in my life. To be honest, at times I feel like I could give up; but God won't allow me to do that. I know that God has called on me to serve Him in this capacity. It is my true belief that He does not place more on us than what we can bear. thank you for reminding us that God is holding every piece of our hearts together. Thank you for reminding us that no matter what we may be facing, everything will be okay. I understand that to get to the blessings, I must go through the storm. The storm allows us to appreciate our blessings once received. thank you for your Faith, Grace, and constant encouragement once again.
At only 20 years old I have found myself drawn to your videos and your story, you are truly an inspiration and a gift from God. Thank you for being you.
God has a purpose for your life and he will make everything work. His plans are always bigger and better than our plans. You are an encouragement and a beautiful women. God bless you and your family
loveMichelleAna I watched your vlog and I felt so sad upon hearing of your loss. I myself have lost so many people in my life and soldiered on. So I totally understand how tough its been for you. You are a strong, brave woman, stay focused and you will be ok sister. You are such an inspirational woman for so many women out there. I know your vlogs will be helping them right now. Don't forget to reach out to others when u have a moment of despair. Because u will continue to have flashbacks of what happened. I hope that God continues to give u inner peace and calm in such difficult times.
I am dealing with a similar loss at this moment..and all I can tell myself is how strong you are...and if you are ok I will be ok..you have such a beautiful soul..thank you for being so inspiring
You are so strong and I love how transparent you are with us. Although I am not in your position I listen to you and live through you with your pain and growing. Keep being strong and being your amazing self. Love you!
You are such an inspiration and breath of fresh air! You have no idea how much you inspire me. I am not a widow but the way you speak is so relatable in so many ways. I think a lot of people feel this way. You are a very strong woman not just physically but emotionally, spiritually in every way possible. God bless you!
My boyfriend/bestfriend (22yrs old) went home to heaven last June unexpectedly. He was on his way back from serving in a sister church located in Mexico, the driver lost control of the car and out of the 4 passengers he was the only one to pass away. Although I am not a widow I can relate to the pain of being separated physically from the person you wanted to spend the rest of your life with. Paul was the man I wanted to serve the Lord with until we grew old (both of us wanted that) but our plans werent Gods plans and it was hard to accept it and let God heal me. Yet through the anger and pain He was my fortress through His word He comforted me... "The Lord gives and takes away" He is sovereign and I was no one to question Him. Eventually I had to give in to Gods plan for me, He pulled me out of the depression and healed my heart. I understood that letting go does not mean you have to forget. I am definitely not the same person anymore,this taught me to number my days because the reality is our days ARE numbered and predetermined by God. Of course I still miss Paul so much but I am confident God has a purpose for everyone and everything. He uses everything for good ,for His glory! 🙏🙏🙏 Michelle I admire Gods strength in you and pray He keeps using you to bring light and hope to those who need to hear about Jesus, may He bring healing to your heart and fill you more and more with His Spirit. God bless you always. Dont know if you will get to read this but thank you so much for pouring your heart out to us and for sharing Jesus! Love you girl! ❤💜💙💪😘 🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻 #snapfam
You're such an inspiration to me and I get and feel everything you say. I lost my soul mate 5 months ago and I just turned 25 in May. We have two beautiful babies together a daughter and son who are 2 and 3 our entire life and path has changed. I'm back with my parents aswel, I'm still trying to figure this out but I get you!! I'm a whole different person. It's almost as if I'm trying to reinvent myself. I built my life around him, as a wife, as a mother, so now I'm trying to figure out, what do I do now? I know for sure that in want to make something of myself and my children. It's woken me up so much. Life is way too short. I have so much love and respect for you and for Curtis. I know how it feels xxxxxxxxx
I just want to say how encouraging you have been to me. When I first watched your video about your husband passing a few months ago, I didn't know what was in store for me just a few months later. On Saturday, July 22nd my boyfriend, father of my son, and bestest friend was called home to the Lord. While I would like to explain the events of that day to you, it's honestly too much to type but I can't begin to express the different kind of emotions I've been feeling the last 9 days. When I got home that day, I remembered your video you posted about losing your husband and remembered you mentioning the song "Abba" (which I am going to listen to right after this) and just saying I want to rewatch the video from MichelleAna. Today I finally got up the strength to watch it and it touched my heart and although it is rough, God allowed me to see your video months ago because He knew that it would give me strength and confidence to get through this now. I am resting COMPLETELY in the Lord and just allowing Him to just reveal whatever He needs to reveal to me. I know this journey for me has just begun but my faith in Jesus will see me through. Thank you once again for sharing this part of your life and pray that God continues to strengthen you and provide the peace that you need when you have those moments when you miss your husband/best friend. Be blessed! ❤️
🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻You are an inspiration! God is so good no matter what we go through and at the lowest of our lows in doubt and questioning why me, we never know who's watching. Your determination to have JOY and PEACE is sooooo admirable! Keep sharing because he's moving in you xx
Thank you Michelle...I am a widow myself...it's been over four years...it's hard but knowing that i'm not alone and there's ways to deal with the grief and the Main Man above the clouds knows it all....it is comforting....thank you for sharing you journey with us...love you
I am so proud of how much courage you have to post these videos. My mother is a widow and I've seen how hard it was for her to move on. You are so beautiful and strong! Any small you tubers here who want to be friends and support each other?
I'm 17 years old and although im young - i have to say that the way you handle life, the expected and unexpected sides of it, inspires me. You're a great rolemodel! Keep doing what you do, Michelle!
I'm just so honored you would share your heart with us. You are a dear warrior and such an inspiration! As well, that hair is so super awesome on you! Absolutely gorgeous!
You are so beautiful and courageous MichelleAna. I am so sorry for your loss. It takes courage to keep moving forward and to be transparent about your pain. Thank you 💙
Your testimony is exactly what Widow's and Widower's need to hear! I am an older widow, I was 53 and he was 55 when he passed away. What you said about how it changed your relationship with God, is exactly what I have experienced. It is now 7 years since he passed away in my arms,1 year battle with Cancer. I thought I was somewhat prepared for his passing, as we knew from diagnosis he was terminal. I'm grateful for that last year, but truly your heart is never prepared when the die. Learning to be, that widow, takes time. Grieving takes time. And no two people grieve the loss of a loved on the same! One day, one hour, sometimes one breath at a time and having God at the center of your life is what keeps us going !!! God bless you and keep you !! Hugs from Kansas !!
You are SO strong ! I can't imagine what you are going through . God is definitely with you every step of the way. You're so beautiful inside and out ! ❤️
You're truly such an amazing woman. You remind me so much of my grandmother, she was a tough lady. A warrior. I pray to God he showers you with blessings and gives you the strength to face anything in this life. All the love and support from NZ 🖤🖤🖤
I had done a plan on the Bible app that talked about something along the lines of "if you depend too much on lying, your sentence will be shown on Judgement Day: if you depend too much on your spouse, they'll die... {continued}" Proverbs 25:16 says "if you find honey, eat just enough because too much and you'll vomit." I had went through bad times in my life that some things had become surreal, that it couldn't be happening to me but I realize at those times I didn't have as big of a relationship with God as I do today. I always think of my kids at work, if I tell them to do something and it isn't followed or they're not listening to what I say, I take away time and I believe that God is taking away possessions to get our attention. Grieving is a natural process, it won't take just a year to get over, one day someone will be grieving our loss. Just know that God is our one and only best friend, mentor, lover, father {anything you can imagine}. Our relationship with him is our #1 priority and I see you have that! This is the best inspiration UA-cam channel ever!! 💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘 I feel like I am opened up now
Literally I am crying. I honestly feel you. I went through something tragic myself and the outcome was my faith in the Lord. Stronger than ever. God bless you !
I'm not a window but I always find your videos so inspirational. I'm challenged, blessed and encouraged! Thank you for allowing us to walk with you during this journey. Many who don't know God will look at you and want to know more about him. God Bless You!
I lost my boyfriend of 4 years back in May suddenly.. it has been so difficult, but seeing your videos are helping me so much. You're such an inspiration.
Omg! U are such a humble person. Do u realize what an impact u are to the world by just listening to you. Ur amazing ! It's going to get better for you!
You are such a light to the UA-cam world You have such a beautiful soul and it radiates through your videos when I'm watching it! Thank you again for sharing you story ! 💕
How selfless of you to make a video for your fellow brothers and sisters who have lost a spouse. Whose time with their special loved one was cut short. You are such a strong brave and blessed woman. And I believe your testimony is helping many. God bless you Michelle! ❤️ Karen - your sister in Christ who is praying for you girlfriend! 🙏🏿😇
I can't tell you how thankful I am that there is a popular UA-camr like you that has such an openly strong relationship with God. You give me so much hope that I can continue following what God has for me and be in community with others that are following him too. Sometimes UA-cam and social media in general seems so distant from God, but it doesn't have to be. Thank you for showing me that!
As a young widow , i know how you feel. Your last part really brought me to tears . I also lost my husband very sudden 6 months ago. Life can change within a couple of seconds. Live it to the fullest. God bless
"Whatever it is that God has for me, that's what I'm here for...and nothing else. " WOW! Ran across your video from January and began praying for you. I'm so grateful for your resolution, humility, and resolve. I pray He continues to bring you peace. Curtis and your marriage to him is a beautiful chapter in your story. I'm so excited to see how your story continues to be revealed by Him, to you, and for us. Jeremiah 29:11 - it's already been written. Speaking restoration in any area that is needed. Continue to share your life, sis! Thank you for being a vessel! xoxo
Soooo so proud of you.. I saw your video and the funeral back then and now it just is so inspiring to see how a person can move forward after something like that.. you are such a strong person. Much love
There isn't much on/for young widows. Thank you for sharing. I am almost four months in from loosing my sweetheart. Such a weird, sickening, heart wrenching time. I am glad to connect with other out there. We can support and uplift each other. Again, thanks for sharing. I have found a lot of comfort in the passages that talk about God and his feeling/protection/comfort for widows. You are inspiring and strong! You got this.
I can't watch a single video of yours without crying. you're such a intelligent, beautiful, sweet young woman. i'm keeping you in my thoughts. pray for your heart to heal
You are such a beautiful individual. Every time I watch a video by you, I get a weird feeling inside. I watch you and not only am I listening to your story but I'm learning from you. Thank You for your videos. By reading the comments, I see there are so many people that needed this video. You are so strong. I pray that God guides your every footstep and leads you in the right direction.
Months ago I randomly came across the video when you told everyone about loosing your husband and my heart broke for you. Now, tonight I happen to come across this video in my "recommend" videos and I am happy to see that you are staying positive and doing what you can to move forward. So inspirational!
Hey Michelle, that's my middle name. Maybe you can consider facilitating a group to support ppl who have been through this. Much love to you, beautiful one.
My mother became a widow at 24, with 3 children, after my dad passed. They had been together since the 7th grade. He died in an accident. It is so hard to heal from, especially when its so sudden and you don't have time to process what is going to happen. I hope you are doing better, learning to cope, and that you are healing. It will never be something you "get over" you will just learn to live with it , understand, and deal with the situation. He will always be a huge part of you, and you will always love him. You have a guardian angel.
You have to be one of the most strongest women, to sit here on UA-cam and tell us your story you are a gorgeous soul. I just got married 2 months ago and I couldn't be anywhere near as strong as you so I am praying for your continual strength you will get through this and you will continue to celebrate Curtis's life x
You know, I feel like you’re absolutely correct. Everything has a purpose and I think yours is changing life’s and speaking your testimony. You’re doing an amazing job and my heart is with you. Sending you lots of blessings. ❤️
My husbands life on earth was taken Nov. 2015 . I am so lost. So broken. My faith is shaken. If you read this comment please take a moment and pray for me. Lord restore my faith.
Stephanie Torres, praying for you hun 💖
Stephanie Torres My prayers are with you. God bless you. We never give ourselves enough credit and you are so so much stronger than you think! You can do this beautiful!! put your faith in the Lord give him your pain He will guide you!!
It must be so hard to lose someone you love that was so close to you I can't imagine the pain but you can't stop living ur husband wouldn't want that he'll want you to be happy u don't want him to be someone that brought happiness in ur life and now sadness. If you can't be strong for yourself try be for him he wouldn't want to see you miserable because of his death he'll want you to try be happy because that's what those that love us want. I hope you find the strength in you to stay strong and have faith.
praying for you 🙏🏼💕
Praying for you ❤️
I too am a young widow. I'm currently 26 and my husband passed suddenly last November he was a veteran of the Air Force. We have a 2 1/2 year old son who keeps me going! My faith in god has become even stronger since my husbands passing, I've realized so much and I have grown tremendously.... I've become somewhat fearless and less afraid of living life and experiencing new things, it's truly opened my eyes but of course through this transition comes this overwhelming grief, some days I feel like I can't go on and I cry and cry but I have to remember that god has a plan for me and that I was blessed to have my husband in my life for that period of time. Being a young widow is definitely hard and sometimes seems impossible but keeping that faith and love in god and knowing he is guiding me gives me hope that life will get better. Thank you for letting us widows know we are not alone! God bless ❤️❤️🙏🏼
Eli Gonzales I'm the same age as you and also lost my husband last November. It is so scary to go on without the one you love. Figuring out life on your own is the hardest thing I've ever been through. It takes time, a lot of time! You and your son will be okay. I believe our husbands our watching over us.
Eli Gonzales God bless you!
God will really help u lot
I too was at young widow, losing my husband when I was 27. Now I'm 32 and my life isn't where I thought it would be at all. I remember how hard it was to find people my age who were also widowed. I even resorted to looking online and specifically searching for "losing a spouse in your 20's" or something like that, just hoping to find an article or something from someone I could relate to. Thank you so much for sharing your story and being so open and honest. You are helping so many women feel less alone just by making your videos. If you need someone to talk to who has been through it as well (my husband died suddenly as well) I will always be here for you. We young widows are a small group of women, yet we are all beautiful and stronger than we realize. Remember, God gives His toughest battles to His strongest soldiers. I love you and you're in my prayers every day.
Ashley Cotton so much respect for you!! I hope you are doing good in life!!!!
Wow Ashley... I can only imagine. I had no one around me that this had actually happened to until I searched online and actually found women like Brittany Price, who have walked this path. God is sweet to have kept you together. Praying for you sis. Thank you for your beautiful words. Love you!! 💛💛💛💛
Ashley Cotton I'm so sorry for your loss. God bless you!
Sorry to you too.. sorry for your losses
Ashley Cotton I know 42 is not the same as 27 buy my friends husband retired from the navy after 20 years of service at 40 years old. He was a contractor for the navy (I think that is what it is called) & had to go to Japan for work. His doctor authorized him to go. He was only there for a few days when she got a call that he had a heart attack & had went to the Military hospital but they could not help him so they sent him to the Japanese hospital. He did not make it. This was so hard for her, their 20 yr old son, and their 16 year old daughter. Especially for their daughter. He was working to save them money to have fun when he could no longer work but everything was just taken away at such a young age! 😰💔
I don't know you but I'm very proud of you. it's not easy to survive what you have been through. you're going to help a lot of women in the future with your testimony. stay strong keep pushing. The best is yet to come for you.
Wow THANK YOU SO MUCH!! WOW
+loveMichelleAna I just want to send you a big hug my Love. I know I don't you personaly but I Love you, and I am very proud of you, My Afro Latina sister. I pray that the Holy Spirit comtinues to fill you and hold you closely everyday more and more. You are a blessing. You are his image.
My sister got married when she was 21 and when she was 28 (my brother in law was 32) he sadly passed away after a short battle with cancer. Your story reminds me so much of what she went through and I can only imagine what you must be going through. I've been with my husband now for almost 20 years, 2 children and it was young love, I know what you felt in your heart for your husband and I feel your pain. I watched your q and a and I wanted to share a moment I had 17 years ago when my brother in law passed away. I'm from Australia but he and my sister lived in Canada, I went there to be with her during that time.
One night I had a dream, and I was driving in a car with my brother in law and we were talking about life and his journey, he was happy and free and seemed at peace. My sister was sitting in the back with her head down crying, and I said why can't she see you? He said because she's in too much pain, I asked will she be ok? And he said with a big smile and laugh 'yes!' She has a long life ahead of her, I have picked out the perfect man for her his name is Tom, and she'll be so happy and she'll become a mum.
It was such a beautiful dream and I did tell my sister about it, but I left out bits of the man because it was too soon to talk about that with her.
Around 5 years later I was obviously back home in Australia and we were talking on the phone and she said I have a date, my cousins had set her up with this guy and she was abit reluctant, it was her first date since her husband passed it'd been 5 years. I said oh that's so nice I hope you enjoy yourself, it's just one date see how you go, I asked what's his name? She said Tom... the hairs on my arms stood up and I said oh you're going to marry that guy. She laughed and said don't be silly it's just a date. Well 1 year later they did get married and they've been happy ever since and I have a beautiful almost teenage nephew.
You are so positive about life and your words about encouraged me back into my faith, I wanted to share that story because to some people it was just a dream, but I know for certain my brother in law came to me to let me know everything was ok. They are never far from us and they're lives are but brief but their presence and impact lasts a lifetime, like my brother in law their spirits are free and their purpose was lived. When the time is right your purpose will come to light, if it's being a mother and raising children that will happen at the right time and I truly believe Curtis already knows your future and welcomes your blessings. xx
Angela L this story is amazing!
Angela L wow. That's unreal. So cool
Angela L so beautiful 😭😭
What a beautiful vision you were given. So very beautiful! Thank you sharing this blessing with all of us here..
God is Good
Approaching 5 yrs as a widower... still trying to get used to the "new normal". Lost my wife to child birth... all i can say is the struggle to survive is real but needing to live for our baby... is what keeps me trying... be strong
Love you, Mama! 💛 You are beautiful inside and out! Even in your pain, your light is shining. I'm so grateful for your honest heart. Many prayers for you!
Thank you so so much!!!
I watch your video talking about losing your spouse 6 months ago, and what pain you must be feeling. And 7 weeks ago my husband died of a sudden heart attack at home. I am so so very upset, I can't stop crying 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 he was my best friend he was my everything . We have two daughters 19 and 21 !!!!!! We were married for 22 years !!!!! Thank you so much !!!! For talking to me , making me feel better. It is the worst experience losing your spouse. It's overwhelming!!! The pain that I feel is 24 /7. Thank you for sharing your grief and that is so hard. I am not there yet. Thank you and God Bless!!!!! 😇
Melissa Arnold praying for you! ❤️
Thank you so much 😀
Melissa Arnold praying for you and sending love from Kenya.
Melissa Arnold I lost my husband 6 months ago i feel ur pain and pray u r doing better...bih hugz 💗
I'm 20 and my fiancé died nearly the exact same time, i have followed you since then. You really help me feel less alone. Thank you
Continue to find your peace through worship! I don't understand your pain but I do understand that Our God is comfort and he is Love! Stay Strong Beautiful!!!
I lost my husband in 2011, when I was 23.
Fast forward 8 yrs later, I’m married to a great man, and we have two kids together. Things will get better. You will never get over it but you learn to live with it and move on for your own sake. God bless you all.
Only read a couple comments & to all the widows. My prayers have gone out to you all. You are all so much stronger then you may feel at times. You are all so precious. & God loves you. May you all be filled with peace & joy & be filled with the love of God. May you be filled with comfort. & to have the will to lean & confide & trust in the lord, for he IS our strength. My heart goes out to each & everyone of you. Xoxo 💛
I'm not a widow but I am going through a loss.. you're video's have also helped me out though. Thank you for being you and for just being honest. You're a strong and beautiful soul and I wish you nothing but the best!
I was balling my eyes out LOOOL I am not a widow but I am at a place in my life where it's like "I want everything that God has for me, nothing more nothing less". Thank you for checking in. Sending much love to you and the brothers and sisters in this community who have lost their significant others.
I discovered your channel when I came back home from my missionary trip to China. (6 months ago also) I've been subscribed ever sense. God will continue to give you strength. You have lights on your feet therefore wherever you step you will shine, and people will see Gods love through you. Let him continue to use you no matter how hard it may get. Forever admiring you. ✝️🙌🏽❤️
Wow... that is so beautifully said. Thank you for the encouragement 💛💛💛💛
Samantha Ramos yeeesss!!! AMEN!!!
loveMichelleAna 💛
Nikki C :)
I've been following since the incident... you've been so strong. You're beautiful, may God continue to keep and comfort you.
My moms rockin braids right now! Looks good on you to! Stay beautiful and glad you finished your book.
They were so FUN!!
Wow you are so strong! U story teach me to be grateful, that I have a husband not to fight for stupid things. And live life to fullest god bless you love.🤗💋
Amen!! God Bless!! 💛
I am only 15 years old but everytime I watch your videos I learn so much. I love how genuine and just humble you are with your words. Thank you ❤
Heavenly Father, thank you for walking with your daughter on her journey through this life. Thank you for carrying her when she's too weak and overwhelmed to walk on. I ask you to use her testimony to help someone who is also hurting, see that there is hope in Jesus Christ. I pray that you will cover her under the shadow of your wings and she will cling to the truth that you will never leave her or forsake her. Let your love wash over her and continue to sing over her life in Jesus name Amen! Love you my sister.
AMEN.
I remember seeing your video in explaining how u lost your husband and I was so drawn to you. I listened to his memorial and I cried. I felt something inside as I watched it and every time I watch u. I had a fight with my son yesterday and I was so angry and hurt. The only thing I thought to do was to come to your channel to calm me down. As I was in tears, I listened to your rendition of Abba and I felt the anger lift from my heart. You radiate so much light and your words give such hope. I am so inspired by u. Thank u so much for being a genuine and beautiful soul despite what u have been going through. I'm always in awe of u. God bless.
I have been looking for videos like yours. I lost my fiance in March. He was 47 and I was 39. He died of a sudden heart attack caused by a heart defect and an enlarged heart. His service was on my 40th birthday. This has been the absolute HARDEST thing I have ever gone through. We had so many plans together and now they are just crushed. I honestly don't think I'd still be here myself if it weren't for my kids. You are a beautiful woman and I'm sending prayers your way!!!
Stephanie Lai Praying for you Stephanie, that Abba will give you His Peace, Comfort, Strength at this time and that you'll be closer to Him than you've ever been before.
Stephanie Lai I am sorry for your loss my cousin/brother died at the same exact age and his wife was 38. He died in 2014 at home with his 2 kids 😔Praying for you and everyone on this video who lost their spouse
*from enlarged heart as well
I got 5 Minutes into this video and had to stop watching. I can't even, I'm almost in tears because we are the same age and your living my biggest fear. You such a strong woman for allowing your world to still turn because I know mine would stop. And yes, we go threw mountains to show others how they can be moved. I'll probably never be able to finish this video, but I know God is with you & holds you close!! Stay strong!!!!
I see a book coming out with your testimony.
Loidie Lopez that's exactly what I was thinking amen to that
Amen!
Loidie Lopez yep!!!!!
Otie Jason she was on youtube long before her husband died. she’s sharing what she went through, how she feels, how she deals with it etc to #1 let it all out, #2 help people that go through the same thing, and #3 just for herself. your negative comment saying she’s selfish and loves the views more than she loved Curtis, is disgusting.
Thank you for posting this. We weren't married, but my boyfriend - my other half - the most beautiful human I've ever known, passed away on the 13th of July this year. It's been a little more than 3 months. The pain is unbearable. We were both 26 when he died, I am now 27. Thank you for making me feel less alone. Thank you. ❤️
Love you Michelle ❤️ I think of you from time to time.. thinking how far you've come and how strong you are and your faith in god! You're amazing. You WILL inspire many! 🙏
Thank you sooooo much!!! 💛
loveMichelleAna of course❣️✨
Omgosh your words and how you explain everything is so beautiful 💙💛💚💜 God IS AMAZING !!!! love you girl. Xo Sending love and hugs from Australia 😘😘
Love youuuu thank you so so MUCH!!!
loveMichelleAna 💙💛💚💜😘😘😘
I can totally relate to disliking the label.... I just say, "I didn't lose my husband. He just now, resides in Heaven! Prayers for you lovely girl
Beautiful words❤
Just discovered your channel and it brings so much comfort. My fiancé died two weeks ago suddenly and I'm just beginning this journey without him. So incredibly hard but it has definitely taken me to a path to discover God and allow him to lead me through this grieving process.
I'm loving this hairstyle girl you look bomb! 🔥 Always keeping you in my prayers. You're so strong and I know Curtis is by your side and looking out for you from above. Love you girl ❤️
Thank you for your prayers!!! 💛
God is so proud of you. Your testimony has helped me so much having just lost my very close friend and youth pastor to suicide this month. Your story is reaching hearts more than you may know! God bless you. Hugs from Australia. ☺️💕
There's just something about your voice. It is SO seasoned with Grace. You have such a beautiful spirit.
It is so wonderful to hear this from such a young person which is rare in these days. I became a widow when my kids were teens. I have to testify that God NEVER forsook me. He paid all my bills, he found me a high paying job, He brought me friends and favor in other peoples eyes. Eventually a wonderful husband came into my life,and we share grandchildren now, He is now my daughters stepdad and grandfather to her child. I just surrendered to Him and allowed Him to work because I knew I was His child. This was actually done in a state of despair. I am in Union with Him forever and will never be forgetting this for one moment. I pray for you also
I am 27 years old and I am a widow. My husband passed away just over a month ago from cancer. We almost made it to our first anniversary 😔 The word widow still hurts me, but God has provided for me through this time. My friend recommended your channel to me. I thank you for your transparency and for sharing God’s love to others. You are in my prayers! ❤️ I will be watching all your videos! May God bless you and heal your broken heart.
Gosh Lindsay, I can relate... That word is just so heavy but I refused to allow that to become my identity. Before anything, I am God's daughter. God bless your heart and sending MUCH LOVE, hug and prayers your way!!! 💛💛💛
Dear Michelle:
Although I am not a widow, I would like to thank you for sharing your story. I would also like to thank you for your words of encouragement nearing the closing of this video. At this present time, I'm going through a trying situation in my life. To be honest, at times I feel like I could give up; but God won't allow me to do that. I know that God has called on me to serve Him in this capacity. It is my true belief that He does not place more on us than what we can bear. thank you for reminding us that God is holding every piece of our hearts together. Thank you for reminding us that no matter what we may be facing, everything will be okay. I understand that to get to the blessings, I must go through the storm. The storm allows us to appreciate our blessings once received. thank you for your Faith, Grace, and constant encouragement once again.
At only 20 years old I have found myself drawn to your videos and your story, you are truly an inspiration and a gift from God. Thank you for being you.
God has a purpose for your life and he will make everything work. His plans are always bigger and better than our plans. You are an encouragement and a beautiful women. God bless you and your family
Amen!!! I believe it! 🤗
loveMichelleAna I watched your vlog and I felt so sad upon hearing of your loss. I myself have lost so many people in my life and soldiered on. So I totally understand how tough its been for you. You are a strong, brave woman, stay focused and you will be ok sister. You are such an inspirational woman for so many women out there. I know your vlogs will be helping them right now. Don't forget to reach out to others when u have a moment of despair. Because u will continue to have flashbacks of what happened. I hope that God continues to give u inner peace and calm in such difficult times.
but then why does God take away people so young who haven't even started living their life yet.
I am dealing with a similar loss at this moment..and all I can tell myself is how strong you are...and if you are ok I will be ok..you have such a beautiful soul..thank you for being so inspiring
You are so strong and I love how transparent you are with us. Although I am not in your position I listen to you and live through you with your pain and growing. Keep being strong and being your amazing self. Love you!
You are such an inspiration and breath of fresh air! You have no idea how much you inspire me. I am not a widow but the way you speak is so relatable in so many ways. I think a lot of people feel this way. You are a very strong woman not just physically but emotionally, spiritually in every way possible. God bless you!
My boyfriend/bestfriend (22yrs old) went home to heaven last June unexpectedly. He was on his way back from serving in a sister church located in Mexico, the driver lost control of the car and out of the 4 passengers he was the only one to pass away. Although I am not a widow I can relate to the pain of being separated physically from the person you wanted to spend the rest of your life with. Paul was the man I wanted to serve the Lord with until we grew old (both of us wanted that) but our plans werent Gods plans and it was hard to accept it and let God heal me. Yet through the anger and pain He was my fortress through His word He comforted me... "The Lord gives and takes away" He is sovereign and I was no one to question Him. Eventually I had to give in to Gods plan for me, He pulled me out of the depression and healed my heart. I understood that letting go does not mean you have to forget. I am definitely not the same person anymore,this taught me to number my days because the reality is our days ARE numbered and predetermined by God. Of course I still miss Paul so much but I am confident God has a purpose for everyone and everything. He uses everything for good ,for His glory! 🙏🙏🙏
Michelle I admire Gods strength in you and pray He keeps using you to bring light and hope to those who need to hear about Jesus, may He bring healing to your heart and fill you more and more with His Spirit. God bless you always. Dont know if you will get to read this but thank you so much for pouring your heart out to us and for sharing Jesus! Love you girl! ❤💜💙💪😘
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Anahi Salas beautiful and touching testimony 👐👐👐💓💓💓
so incredibly proud of u!!!! ur the epitome of a STRONG WOMAN. please dont keep urself cut off. so many are here for u!
You're such an inspiration to me and I get and feel everything you say. I lost my soul mate 5 months ago and I just turned 25 in May. We have two beautiful babies together a daughter and son who are 2 and 3 our entire life and path has changed. I'm back with my parents aswel, I'm still trying to figure this out but I get you!! I'm a whole different person. It's almost as if I'm trying to reinvent myself. I built my life around him, as a wife, as a mother, so now I'm trying to figure out, what do I do now? I know for sure that in want to make something of myself and my children. It's woken me up so much. Life is way too short.
I have so much love and respect for you and for Curtis. I know how it feels xxxxxxxxx
I just want to say how encouraging you have been to me. When I first watched your video about your husband passing a few months ago, I didn't know what was in store for me just a few months later. On Saturday, July 22nd my boyfriend, father of my son, and bestest friend was called home to the Lord. While I would like to explain the events of that day to you, it's honestly too much to type but I can't begin to express the different kind of emotions I've been feeling the last 9 days. When I got home that day, I remembered your video you posted about losing your husband and remembered you mentioning the song "Abba" (which I am going to listen to right after this) and just saying I want to rewatch the video from MichelleAna. Today I finally got up the strength to watch it and it touched my heart and although it is rough, God allowed me to see your video months ago because He knew that it would give me strength and confidence to get through this now. I am resting COMPLETELY in the Lord and just allowing Him to just reveal whatever He needs to reveal to me. I know this journey for me has just begun but my faith in Jesus will see me through. Thank you once again for sharing this part of your life and pray that God continues to strengthen you and provide the peace that you need when you have those moments when you miss your husband/best friend. Be blessed! ❤️
🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻You are an inspiration! God is so good no matter what we go through and at the lowest of our lows in doubt and questioning why me, we never know who's watching. Your determination to have JOY and PEACE is sooooo admirable! Keep sharing because he's moving in you xx
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 thank youuuuu so MUCH!!!! 💛💛💛💛💛💛
Thank you Michelle...I am a widow myself...it's been over four years...it's hard but knowing that i'm not alone and there's ways to deal with the grief and the Main Man above the clouds knows it all....it is comforting....thank you for sharing you journey with us...love you
You're stunning girl. Just keep your head and keep your groove going. Lots of love ❤❤
Thank youuuu so much!!!
I am so proud of how much courage you have to post these videos. My mother is a widow and I've seen how hard it was for her to move on. You are so beautiful and strong! Any small you tubers here who want to be friends and support each other?
Michelle you are absolutely beautiful and I hope your healing process is a smooth journey, have a blessed day ❤️
Thank you so very much for your sweet words!!!!
I'm 17 years old and although im young - i have to say that the way you handle life, the expected and unexpected sides of it, inspires me. You're a great rolemodel! Keep doing what you do, Michelle!
I wish I had someone like you in my life.
I'm just so honored you would share your heart with us. You are a dear warrior and such an inspiration! As well, that hair is so super awesome on you! Absolutely gorgeous!
I love you you're so precious. Ive watched your videos for a while and seeing you grow and be so strong is so inspiring.
Thank you soooooo MUCH!!!! 💛
You are so beautiful and courageous MichelleAna. I am so sorry for your loss. It takes courage to keep moving forward and to be transparent about your pain. Thank you 💙
right here 🙌 KEEP YA HEAD UP BABYGIRL ❤
Thank you doll! 🤗
Your testimony is exactly what Widow's and Widower's need to hear! I am an older widow, I was 53 and he was 55 when he passed away. What you said about how it changed your relationship with God, is exactly what I have experienced. It is now 7 years since he passed away in my arms,1 year battle with Cancer. I thought I was somewhat prepared for his passing, as we knew from diagnosis he was terminal. I'm grateful for that last year, but truly your heart is never prepared when the die. Learning to be, that widow, takes time. Grieving takes time. And no two people grieve the loss of a loved on the same! One day, one hour, sometimes one breath at a time and having God at the center of your life is what keeps us going !!! God bless you and keep you !! Hugs from Kansas !!
Eres una gran persona y Dios siempre te va a Bendecir...
Recuerda su palabra!
Muchísimas Gracias, Amen!! 💛
You are SO strong ! I can't imagine what you are going through . God is definitely with you every step of the way. You're so beautiful inside and out ! ❤️
LOVE YOU MICHELLE!!!
Love you!!!
You're truly such an amazing woman. You remind me so much of my grandmother, she was a tough lady. A warrior. I pray to God he showers you with blessings and gives you the strength to face anything in this life. All the love and support from NZ 🖤🖤🖤
I had done a plan on the Bible app that talked about something along the lines of "if you depend too much on lying, your sentence will be shown on Judgement Day: if you depend too much on your spouse, they'll die... {continued}" Proverbs 25:16 says "if you find honey, eat just enough because too much and you'll vomit." I had went through bad times in my life that some things had become surreal, that it couldn't be happening to me but I realize at those times I didn't have as big of a relationship with God as I do today. I always think of my kids at work, if I tell them to do something and it isn't followed or they're not listening to what I say, I take away time and I believe that God is taking away possessions to get our attention. Grieving is a natural process, it won't take just a year to get over, one day someone will be grieving our loss. Just know that God is our one and only best friend, mentor, lover, father {anything you can imagine}. Our relationship with him is our #1 priority and I see you have that! This is the best inspiration UA-cam channel ever!! 💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘 I feel like I am opened up now
Literally I am crying. I honestly feel you. I went through something tragic myself and the outcome was my faith in the Lord. Stronger than ever. God bless you !
So so glad I found your channel ❤️
Awwww 💛💛💛💛
I'm not a window but I always find your videos so inspirational. I'm challenged, blessed and encouraged! Thank you for allowing us to walk with you during this journey. Many who don't know God will look at you and want to know more about him. God Bless You!
This girl right here has inspired me so much! Michelle, god bless you, much love Vanessa "VMoney"🙏🏻🌻💛
Awwww thank you so soooo MUCH!!!! 💛💛💛💛💛
I just lost my partner a month ago and I look to your videos for comfort even though we're both hurting. Keep doing you you are amazing😊
Sending all of my positive energy and prayers your way always ♥️ your internet fam loves you!!
I lost my boyfriend of 4 years back in May suddenly.. it has been so difficult, but seeing your videos are helping me so much. You're such an inspiration.
can you please make more videos about God?
Omg! U are such a humble person. Do u realize what an impact u are to the world by just listening to you. Ur amazing ! It's going to get better for you!
U r stunning I'm sorry for ur loss I'm sending much love ur way
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You are such a light to the UA-cam world
You have such a beautiful soul and it radiates through your videos when I'm watching it! Thank you again for sharing you story ! 💕
How selfless of you to make a video for your fellow brothers and sisters who have lost a spouse. Whose time with their special loved one was cut short. You are such a strong brave and blessed woman. And I believe your testimony is helping many. God bless you Michelle! ❤️ Karen - your sister in Christ who is praying for you girlfriend! 🙏🏿😇
So eloquently spoken. I wish you more blessings with each passing day. Thank you for changing my perspective on my faith after my ordeal (hugs)
I can't tell you how thankful I am that there is a popular UA-camr like you that has such an openly strong relationship with God. You give me so much hope that I can continue following what God has for me and be in community with others that are following him too. Sometimes UA-cam and social media in general seems so distant from God, but it doesn't have to be. Thank you for showing me that!
As a young widow , i know how you feel. Your last part really brought me to tears . I also lost my husband very sudden 6 months ago. Life can change within a couple of seconds. Live it to the fullest. God bless
You look beautiful love 🌹❤️ keeping you in my prayers🙏🏻❤️
the way you articulate things and express yourself is beautiful. your gorgeous inside and out !!
Your such a beautiful person inside & out ❤️ god bless you 🙂
thank you so much!! God Bless!! 💛🤗
"Whatever it is that God has for me, that's what I'm here for...and nothing else. "
WOW! Ran across your video from January and began praying for you. I'm so grateful for your resolution, humility, and resolve. I pray He continues to bring you peace. Curtis and your marriage to him is a beautiful chapter in your story. I'm so excited to see how your story continues to be revealed by Him, to you, and for us. Jeremiah 29:11 - it's already been written. Speaking restoration in any area that is needed. Continue to share your life, sis! Thank you for being a vessel! xoxo
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loveMichelleAna love you so much ❤️❤️❤️ and I'm obsessed with your hair!!!
Soooo so proud of you.. I saw your video and the funeral back then and now it just is so inspiring to see how a person can move forward after something like that.. you are such a strong person. Much love
Your strength is inspirational...🙏🏾
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There isn't much on/for young widows. Thank you for sharing. I am almost four months in from loosing my sweetheart. Such a weird, sickening, heart wrenching time. I am glad to connect with other out there. We can support and uplift each other. Again, thanks for sharing. I have found a lot of comfort in the passages that talk about God and his feeling/protection/comfort for widows. You are inspiring and strong! You got this.
🌹😻😻😻💓THAT RED LIPSTICK LOOK GREAT ON YOU💘😍😍😍😍🌹
Hahahaha!! Thank youuuuu, I love it!!!
🌹💓😍your soo welcome💓😍🌹
I can't watch a single video of yours without crying. you're such a intelligent, beautiful, sweet young woman. i'm keeping you in my thoughts. pray for your heart to heal
Your are an
incredible soul !
😭😭😭🤗🤗🤗🤗 thank you!!
You are such a beautiful individual. Every time I watch a video by you, I get a weird feeling inside. I watch you and not only am I listening to your story but I'm learning from you. Thank You for your videos. By reading the comments, I see there are so many people that needed this video. You are so strong. I pray that God guides your every footstep and leads you in the right direction.
Such an amazing young woman x
Months ago I randomly came across the video when you told everyone about loosing your husband and my heart broke for you. Now, tonight I happen to come across this video in my "recommend" videos and I am happy to see that you are staying positive and doing what you can to move forward. So inspirational!
Hey Michelle, that's my middle name. Maybe you can consider facilitating a group to support ppl who have been through this. Much love to you, beautiful one.
My mother became a widow at 24, with 3 children, after my dad passed. They had been together since the 7th grade. He died in an accident. It is so hard to heal from, especially when its so sudden and you don't have time to process what is going to happen. I hope you are doing better, learning to cope, and that you are healing. It will never be something you "get over" you will just learn to live with it , understand, and deal with the situation. He will always be a huge part of you, and you will always love him. You have a guardian angel.
LOVE YOU GIRL!!!!!
LOVE YOU!!!
Your hair looks beautiful in this video! Keep your head held high, he's your guardian angel with you always❤️
Love you! ❤️
Love you!!
❤️❤️🙏🏽 God is doing something major through you. Your ministry will be expanding far greater than you imagine. Praying for you, sister.
You have such a deep beautiful soul
Thank you so so much!!!!!!
You have to be one of the most strongest women, to sit here on UA-cam and tell us your story you are a gorgeous soul. I just got married 2 months ago and I couldn't be anywhere near as strong as you so I am praying for your continual strength you will get through this and you will continue to celebrate Curtis's life x
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You know, I feel like you’re absolutely correct. Everything has a purpose and I think yours is changing life’s and speaking your testimony. You’re doing an amazing job and my heart is with you. Sending you lots of blessings. ❤️