Hello. I wrote several months ago about my longing to participate in the Clinic. I spoke with Tracy two weeks ago; there is no way I can receive treatment there or at the Meadow. Not the correct insurance, and I'm poor. I had Lumbar Fusion Surgery a month ago: $271,000,00. for 8 inpatient days. Paid. And my heart and spirit ought to go. They hurt too much but who cares?
Hi Benjamin! I am a victim of sever trauma that includes early and continued sexual abuse, physical and psychological torture and the inherent emotional neglect that comes with it. All this happen in the settings of the cult I was born and grew up in. I was extremely fragmented and operating from constant states of flight/fight mode and PTSD symptoms. I figured out that I was able to survive all this because I coped by developing DID. I live now from a stabilized state comparing to from where I started but I would like to share my story and my journey with specialist who actually understand about trauma. I have been in a normal psychiatrist clinic and it is horrible. It actually traumatizes further people. I would like to work with someone from your clinic and I contacted the one you have in London but I don´t have the conditions to move and go there. Nonetheless and I brought myself to the point that I am ready to share what I learn about trauma, what it is called mental health disorders and contact people in the field. I know I still have ¨things¨ to integrate but I am working with my nervous system in order to attune to a different state of being, vibrationally speaking now that the states of fear, despair, loneliness, abandonment and powerless are processed and I am being intuitively guided that I need let people in to do so to get the relational aspect of trauma healed but at the same time it needs to be with people who understand the dimension and the extension of the work I did and the reality I came from. I hope to hear from you because I have searched and searched and I haven´t seen anything or anyone similar to the work that your clinic and Dr. Bessel van der Kolk are developing. If you are interesting in giving an opportunity to listen to what I have to say I would deeply appreciate it. Thank you very much! Best regards, Sara. (I left this comment in another video but I noticed it is from 4 years ago so I will copy past it in here)
Hello. I'm sorry that this message was not read sooner. We actually specialise in DID at our residential clinic. It would be great if you would get in touch via our website?
Hello. I wrote several months ago about my longing to participate in the Clinic. I spoke with Tracy two weeks ago; there is no way I can receive treatment there or at the Meadow. Not the correct insurance, and I'm poor. I had Lumbar Fusion Surgery a month ago: $271,000,00. for 8 inpatient days. Paid. And my heart and spirit ought to go. They hurt too much but who cares?
I'm really sorry to hear of your troubles. Funding is a very deep problem for treatment.
Hi Benjamin! I am a victim of sever trauma that includes early and continued sexual abuse, physical and psychological torture and the inherent emotional neglect that comes with it. All this happen in the settings of the cult I was born and grew up in. I was extremely fragmented and operating from constant states of flight/fight mode and PTSD symptoms. I figured out that I was able to survive all this because I coped by developing DID. I live now from a stabilized state comparing to from where I started but I would like to share my story and my journey with specialist who actually understand about trauma. I have been in a normal psychiatrist clinic and it is horrible. It actually traumatizes further people.
I would like to work with someone from your clinic and I contacted the one you have in London but I don´t have the conditions to move and go there. Nonetheless and I brought myself to the point that I am ready to share what I learn about trauma, what it is called mental health disorders and contact people in the field. I know I still have ¨things¨ to integrate but I am working with my nervous system in order to attune to a different state of being, vibrationally speaking now that the states of fear, despair, loneliness, abandonment and powerless are processed and I am being intuitively guided that I need let people in to do so to get the relational aspect of trauma healed but at the same time it needs to be with people who understand the dimension and the extension of the work I did and the reality I came from.
I hope to hear from you because I have searched and searched and I haven´t seen anything or anyone similar to the work that your clinic and Dr. Bessel van der Kolk are developing.
If you are interesting in giving an opportunity to listen to what I have to say I would deeply appreciate it.
Thank you very much!
Best regards,
Sara.
(I left this comment in another video but I noticed it is from 4 years ago so I will copy past it in here)
Hello. I'm sorry that this message was not read sooner. We actually specialise in DID at our residential clinic. It would be great if you would get in touch via our website?
Aawee would be so proud of you.
Thank you so much. That means a lot xxx