A Little Bit of Light Animatic | Dear Evan Hansen (Cut Song)
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- Опубліковано 2 жов 2024
- Every time that I think that's enough DEH, it drags me back in with another heckin sad song that I feel compelled to storyboard.
This one's a lot simpler than the previous stuff because well... I farted it out in 2.5 days. Look, I was really excited and just wanted to play with framing and stuff, practicing drawing/sketching more loosely. I start work next week so videos will be less frequent, but I'll be working on things in the background.
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In this song we find out that Connor was Spider-Man for Halloween and heidi says(in the other deleted song) that evan was wolverine one year I am not okay my boys are superheroes
ok but y'know how little kids make friends with other trick or treaters their age, what if Connor and Evan met like that and just forgot
@@ollierose2665 thats so cute, yet so heart breaking
A part of me wonders if Zoe was dressed up as Gwen Stacy that same Halloween and as a high-schooler really got into Spider-Gwen.
And that on that same Halloween Connor had originally wanted to be the Lizard.
THE MISSING KID FOUND PASSED OUT AT THE PARK
NONONONONONONO
Triggered me
The missing medicine from the cabinet too
excuse me, my parents did *not* sign the permission slip for the feels trip
gay_briel_rose
why does this comment not have more likes lmaooo
gay_briel_rose ikr, maybe we should call the school
That is a weird coincidence that I saw this. I have a field trip in two days.
I need this on a t-shirt-
i couldn’t find anyone that had posted the lyrics here so
[CYNTHIA]
All that I’ve thought about is how hard he would slam that bedroom door
Every night after dinner
Wild-eyed and weary, from all those nights of fighting a war
Where no one was the winner
The missing pills from the medicine cabinet
The missing kid found passed out in the park
All those demons that he wouldn’t let up, that kept dragging him through the dark
But there were moments
He had moments
With a little bit of light
In those moments
He was happy
He was trying still to fight
And maybe the battle he fought wasn’t won
But at least there were days when he let the light in
In those moments
A little bit of light
[CYNTHIA, spoken]
I don't remember the last time I heard him laugh
[EVAN]
Well uh- we used to laugh all the time
[CYNTHIA]
You did!?
[EVAN]
Well, he was-
Um- he had a great sense of humor
[CYNTHIA]
He used to love jokes!
When he was a little boy?
"Why did the chicken cross the road?"
He had a million different answers to that one!
One day, he said to me
"Mom, why did the duck cross the road?'' Because he wanted to prove he wasn't chicken
[EVAN]
That's funny
[CYNTHIA]
I remember picnics and Little League and Sundays at the zoo
I remember how he smiled
The years of trick or treating
My Spiderman, he stood at four foot two
Such a happy child
But it seemed like I woke up one morning
My sweet little boy, he was suddenly gone
Something had switched off the light
And it seemed like it never quite came back on
There were moments
He had moments
With a little bit of light
In those moments
He had someone
Who was helping him to fight
And the battle he fought
He just couldn't win
But at least there were days when he let some light in
In those moments
A little bit of light
George thank youuuuuu
The part that gets me the most is "In those moments he had someone who was helping him to fight" because no he didn't.
Mercedes González maybe she was referring to when he was younger
Thank you so much
George thank you
It's like, totally shame this song was cut?
This show that Connor wasn't that bad... He was mentally ill and need help...
Princezna Dolly It might have been the placement of the song that had it cut, because I think this was supposed to take place either before or after 'for forever'... It would seem a little bulky with the flow of the musicals tone, but that's just my take on it... The musical was completely different before it was put on Broadway, so who knows
Princezna Dolly Nonetheless, I agree with you. I wish they shed a little more light on Connor's illness, and the importance and weight of having one... Its a shame that we have to find out about Connor through cut songs
Buttercup Bean a response from depression is lashing out with anger, so he probably wasn’t always like that, but it got worse
I think that this song was supposed to be in the place of Requiem, because in the song you can hear Cynthia sing "I can see your light", but I love this song so much. Hopefully if they make a movie, they will add it back in since it says how Connor died (which before I heard this song I never noticed that they never said it in the musical).
I think this song was replaced by break in a glove but it gave nods and bits of it in other scenes and songs
why
was
this
cut
i’m
crying
in
the
club
m0nda these cut songs were put in place of others (i.e being “For Forever” here :) these were probably from the preview shows
Ain’t no crying in the clubs.
Be careful, you don't want to, panic at the disco.
At least you're not crying in the bathroom by yourself
@@laurabid oh my gad
“Something switched out the light and it seemed like it never quite came back on” is such a powerful statement oh gosh
This song has some of the most beautiful lyrics tbh qwq so much meaning in such a small song
No burnham?
Oml if this song was in the actual musical it would make the part where Evan tells the truth to the Murphy's so much more different, at least for me
Except since the story of friendship was a lie the only time he really “let someone in” even a little bit was when he said to Evan, “Now we can pretend we have friends.”
It's depressing, really. Zoe and Larry didn't grieve for Conner, and Cynthia was grieving a fake version of him
Lydia Kelly He let someone in, which was Evan, was when he signed his cast. Remember, he didn’t have to do that. But he did, it was probably his way of saying sorry for pushing Evan over. And I disagree with you since this song just proves he was once a happy person. He did let people in, his family, he just couldn’t do it anymore.
So you missed the entire point man.
Well, when you read the DEH novel, it turns out that he did have a friend at his old school named Miguel. They got pretty close and with close I mean close but in the end they lost contact because Connor was ashamed of his scars and having to show his scars to Miguel.
I’ve always thought he really was trying one last time with Evan. I always believed evan was connors last resort of trying to make a friend but it think he’s been the brunt of so much bullying because he didn’t have his mental health under control that he saw the letter and assumed the worst about Evan. :( I think that’s when he decided that “what’s the point”. And ended it. Breaks my heart
AND I THOUGHT THIS SONG COULDNT GET SADDER
I AM DEEPLY PAINED
I AM DEEPLY APOLOGETIC
NO I APPRECIATE THE PAIN THANK YOU
*my face a mess from the tears*
Me too but I think we all are lol
“I can’t remember the last time I heard him laugh” ImFINE
ITS FINE (not fine)
IM FINE (not fine)
WERE FINE (NOT FINE)
IM SURE ITS FIIIINE (N O T FIIIINE)
I'm not crying! You're crying! **sobs**
"Something had switched out the light" that's called depression, Cynthia.
only toby what caused the depression though?
Depression always seems unexpected,We'll never know why he had it :(
This is a little late, but I want to say that depression isn't always caused by something. Sometimes it's just something that happens, something that's there when it wasn't before.
agreed.
@@colorlessoz read the novel, it briefly explains how Connor got worse. He basically covered his best friend at his old school and got kicked out, was sent to rehab and had a bad time there.
THIS IS SO DEPRESSING BECAUSE SHE THINKS THAT MAYBE JUST MAYBE CONNOR MIGHT HAVE BEEN OKAY AT SOME TIMES AND ACTUALLY HAPPY BECAUSE SHE THINKS THAT HE WASNT ALONE BUT IN REALITY HE WAS
HE WAS ALONE BECAUSE EVERYTHING EVAN TOLD THEM WAS A LIE. CONNOR FOUGHT WITH HIS DEPRESSION ALONE AND IT WON
SJCJSJFJMDMFNFKSM I CANT WITH THIS MUSICAL
IM ACTUALLY SOBBING IN THE BATHROOM BECAUSE MY BEDROOM DOOR DOESNT LOCK AND I CANT EXPLAIN THAT IM CRYING OVER A MUSICAL
Random_Fandom_Girl NOW IM JUST RANDOM IN THE BATHROOM BY HERSELF
Eminem shirt
Gracie
YES BE MORE CHILL!!!
Just blame it on weed or something in your eyes.
Random_Fandom_Girl Is your bedroom down the hall?
It gets 10x sadder when you realize that he breaks her fucking heart when he tells her the truth because she was so desperate for comfort about her dead son
THAT'S THE SADDEST PART AND IT BREAKS ME
WOW THIS WAS ME I BREAK MY OWN HEART
I FEEL LIKE I WOULD'VE UNDERSTOOD THE MUSICAL A LOT MORE IF THIS WAS IN THE SOUNDTRACK
"such a happy child" gets me every time because same. I was so happy as a child and one day, I wasn't any more and I'm not really sure how it happened. I hope my light comes back on one day
I totally forgot I made this comment. 2 months later and maybe it's temporary but I've found the light switch :)
I’m pretty sure they cut out almost all the saddest songs. Like this song makes me sob harder then any other ones.
When the mother started getting excited and started talking about how conner joked and then when she decided to make dinner and was giddy, I lost my shit and bawled like a baby.
I STILL DONT UNDERSTAND WHY THEY HAD TO GET RID OF THIS SONG
+Rachel Borisov haha it's a pretty good song but I can see why! The team wants us to be put in the same position as the parents and the people on the internet: people who have no clue who the real Connor is and are clawing desperately in search of an answer. This song is great but it just makes Evan seem SO guilty, while I think the best part of DEH is how we align ourselves with Evan before slowly realising how guilty he really is
meidiocre that's a really good point, i guess i just want a good recording of this song lol
meidiocre you explained that perfectly and also I’m like 6 months late on this
What part of she show is this song? So is it cut from the show or just the soundtrack? So there must be a bootleg somewhere with this song?
Riana Isenberg I have the script, it was removed from the show altogether :(
This is beautiful. Congratulations to you on something beautifully hurtful. This song also gives us more of a connection to how she feels when she found out that the majority of everything she knew about her son was all fabricated. If that makes any sense. Truly heart breaking.
Ahhh thank you so much!! I think the song is super interesting since it shows us the more personal side of the family and stuff, and it makes the lies even worse because just... AHHHH. hurts.
WAS CONNOR WEARING AN EMINEM SHIRT
Helen Morris SWEATS. YES
meidiocre I'm having Be More Chill flashbacks now dammit.
Haley Reacts ME
Bmc confirmed
Jesus Christ. Are there BMC fans everywhere?
hello yes I am not okay how dare
I read somewhere that this song was cut because it showed Conner’s true character. And that they decided to only show the Conner that Evan created. Because that’s the sad thing thing about DEH, we never really got to know the real Conner, but the one Evan made.
Ok so I was sad when I started the song cause I had heard it before but when it got to the part with Connor drinking the milk and you could see his cutting scars I started crying and Cynthia relieving the happy moments she had with Connor absolutely broke my heart and it didn't help that your art style is so good that I started full out sobbing at 4 in the morning thinking about how Connor wasn't a bad kid he was just pained and no one tried to help Cynthia tried to reach out but he pushed her away and now she regrets not pushing harder to get to him because really that's all he needed someone to show him he mattered at least a little bit and I know that Cynthia or anybody else can fix Connor he had to do that himself! But all he needed was that little bit of light to keep him fighting, to keep him alive.
Ive needed someone to shine some light something to help currently im trying to help others i guess im just scared to face it
The *M I L K*
0:39..... what? His wrISt? NOoooooOOoOoO, SPArE MY H E A R T
PolkaDotBee OMG YOU'RE RIGHT AAAAAGGGGGHHHH
I DIDN'T NEED THIS OKAY?!?
SCREAMS NOT MY SON ~ SOBS
Who gave you tHE RIGHT to point this out i coULD'VE GONE MY DAy noT NOTicing THIS D E T A I L BUT YoU HAD TO go and spiT IN MY CEREAL
HOW DARE YOU
There are tears coursing down my face and I should be sleeping, but instead I'm looking up DEH videos and breaking my heart. You've done a great job on this.
aw thank you ;v;
You've just described my life
Same!
This song is nice, but I like how in the show they kept how Connor took his life ambiguous you in the show. Your animatic is beautiful
Okay, so you made me cry geez I have to stop crying on deh animatics
But no, really, this is truly truly amazing. And I love how smooth it is and your art is lovely and you deserve way more subscribers and views and likes and argghhh this is so amazing, really, it made my day!
nO NO TEARS NO FEARS!!
Ahhh thank you so much!! oamoeaf I really appreciate it, I'm always striving to improve and figure stuff out :')
They should have kept this in the show. To show that Connor wasn’t really a bad guy, because that’s how they portray him in the end and ugh it’s just so sad. They really should have kept this song in, I’m literally sobbing.
This is my favorite song from DEH along with In the bedroom down the hall... THEY WHERE BOTH CUT TOO...
It’s so sad that not that many people know about this cut song. It would have shed so much light on how Connor was normal, he really was. He wasn’t just some dude who got angry for no reason. It’s really sad.
For real, I’ve been thinking about this and also looking at Requiem and I’m starting to think that what Zoe claims happened happened because Connor had some kind of break down where he was out of touch with reality. Especially considering how his time at rehab seemed to be pretty traumatic.
He really wasn’t that angry. Even when we see him get aggressive in the show, he’s trying to protect himself.
i have heard enough sad song's that when i listen to them i don't cry but this animatic made me cry so that means you did a really really good job on it
elsa981 Aj YOU ARE STRONG I am a weak bean that will cry at everything. ahhhh thank you so much!!!
your welcome >:D ~ huggles
me when i saw notification: *screams in gay*
sCREAMS WITH
me with literall any fandom ever
i can't speak in gay yet :(
The missing pills in the medicine cabinet? The missing kid found passed out in the park?
*GUYS CONNOR OVERDOSED AND DIED IN THE PARK*
*WE KNOW HOW HE DIED*
No, that’s not how he died, that’s probably the drugs he was on- because prescription meds can be used as a drug, maybe it was the way he committed suicide, but it’s just referring to him on drugs in this song
@@cynicalfinchThere’s no confirmation Connor used anything except weed. The pills here are probably a reference to his death.
oh look, it's a depressed onion cutting itself on my desk.
Is...
Is that a reference? owo
LuvTortyz Bo Burnham??
LuvTortyz Is that a Bo Burnham reference??
Bo Burnham fans spotted ya'll caUGHT
The world's so sad my bros
oh..... water down my eyes? that's just sweat....yknow....cus I live in florida.... yeah sweat...
you know... it's the humidity yeah the humidity that's causing all this ;;;;;;
Brittany Broquadio same I live in Florida too and it's just the rain
Oh my Gods I live in Florida to that must be why
1:32
HIS FACE
OH FUCK
WHY
SO BEAUTIFUL
SMALL LIL BABBIN
I understand this was cut because of the placement, but It would been nice for it to have been left in but placed somewhere else in the show.
1:15 I'm sorry- I'm pretty sure I misheard but did Evan almost say "Well he was cu- um-". Cute!? Was he about to say cute!? HE STUTTERS A LOT SO I CAN'T TELL BUT IF HE WAS-
I'm so sad this song was cut! It shows a lot for Connor's character.
also oW MY HEART
UM MY MOTHER DID NOT SIGN MY PERMISSION SLIP TO GO ON THIS FEELS TRIP OKAY??
TheFrenchiestFry my mom said if we go on a feelstrip again Mr browns gonna get a phonecall from her
That’s a new one. I like that.
I’m sobbing. This musical has actually helped me so much. I just don’t know what to say
MY HEART WAS NOT F*CKING READY
NO NO NO DO NOT CRY DO NOT CRY- *cries*
Great. Just. Great.
Now we know how he killed himself so...
hooray for us?
If I ever need to cry things out, this song always helps. As someone who struggles with mental illness it really hits hard to think about how i was such a happy kid and then what feels like all of a sudden do to faded memories I became and angry, unhappy person. I’ve been getting much better though and I’m glad this song has been put out. It’s really helped me.
This was cut but we still have To Break in a Glove yeah that makes soo much sense
frustratedsquash leave to break in a glove alone
It established a father relationship Evan craves.
I know. I get that To break in a glove was important, but this establishes so much more.
Maisie Fleur yeah... But it's still really awkward
We needed more with Evan and the dad but I wish it was a better song.
I’m sad this song got cut, They it shows Connor was not always an angry, mean and monstrous person. No one is born mean, life and circumstance (along with personality) changes people.
It's even sadder when u remember "Why did the chicken cross the road" is a suicide joke
This is so incredibly well staged and designed. Everything feels cinematic and makes me more certain that a film adaptation of this could be mesmerizing. Fantastic job!!
Why is this not more well known??!! I never knew there were cut songs from DEH until seeing thsi
Ella Marchal there are cut songs in like all musicals just search for them
DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
Ok hold on.
*deep breath*
...nope.
*cries*
Fuk I'm crying. I'm lying in bed in the dark during a rainstorm wondering if I'm depressed or not. And this song ( not the animatic , it's beautiful keep up the good work ) is not helping.
NO DON't CRY PLS NO NO TEARS NO FEARS
the song is so sad tho I agree omg
meidiocre I'm fine now. :')
Such a shame this was cut. It’s arguably the most earnest, relatable, and heartbreaking song in the show, and really drives home how unethical Evan’s actions became.
*THIS. IS. WHY. CONNOR. IS. MY. FAVORITE. CHARACTER.*
this song DESTROYS me because it shows that Connor wasn’t always as rough as he was. he was once a normal, happy kid. he told jokes, he dressed up as spiderman, he smiled, he was a kid. this song shows that he was just a kid that suddenly wasn’t a kid anymore, but there were days where he wasn’t all bad. there were days where Connor was content, and all of those slammed doors and yells we’re forgotten for a bit. this song is so, so, so important to the character of connor
Uh...no need to make you sad but he never had happy moments anymore. Evan lied about those. Yes, it is true that he was once a happy child but those moments never came back. They just disappeared.
Ariana Olivares yeah I totally get what you mean, and I agree with you completely. I’m just saying that this song is saying that even when he wasn’t a happy child anymore his mom still remembers stuff on her own, not stuff that evan created. I personally think that, while Connor did some terrible things, and he definitely had many, many bad days, but I still think that’d it’d be reasonable that he had days that weren’t so bad. I think that’s realistic
I waSN'T READY for these FEELS
I don't understand why this was cut out!! When she sings about his light, it makes sense in Requiem she sings about seeing his light.
tHIS MAKES THE LIE WORSE SHE THOUGH T HE WAS MAKING HIM H APPY
Sometimes the most subtle phrases just cause me to ball
When I first listened to this song, I wasn't watching the anamatic and I didn't get very far before I clicked to a different video. I thought it was about the dad. And then I listened and watched the video and it hit me like a truck. Now I'm crying on the kitchen floor
that why did the duck cross the road omg why how wHY
now i want to know what made him become who he was
With a little bit of Light.
This song just makes me want to give Connor the biggest hug BuT I CanT-
this makes me cry harder every time........
Im sorry but im crying so much this hits to close to home
I'm definitely not crying
It's kinda scary that I relate to the whole DEH soundtrack
My iPad just keeps starting to play You Will Be Found suddenly in the middle. Just let me mourn my beautiful boy Connor in peace...
gODDAMNIT IM CRYING YOU PORTRAYED HIS PAIN SO WELL YOU STUPID GENIUS
This would have worked so well. The moments when the Murphy's recall Connor would have meant more.
This is so beautiful
*slips $40* Now make it gayer.
sweats. I could do that.
meidiocre *narrows eyes* Good.
Honey Connor being in a video is gay enough but we could go one step further.
Yes!
I mean Evan and Connor interacting in the slightest way! FUCKIN GAY!
Roselyn Frausto Good fuccin point.
This makes me really think- what happened to Connor? He had this wonderful life in him, then, poof, gone. Wish someone had been his friend.
Also, this made me cry. If they had put this in the musical, I'd cry a lot more during the musical.
Connor:Yay,i am dead!
Guard:Hey you dummie,Are you dead or not
Connor:Yes i am dead as a doornail
Guard:See i told you he was dead!
Hearing about young Connor is so...... awh
It's 4am and I'm crying in my room
The song where we find out how Connor died. ;_; I keep fucking crying
It’s nice to think that since Connor wasn’t actually friends with Evan he was happy and fighting for his family
This song mentally hurts me.. cause i can relate to Connor so much....we both get called names and we both need help and both of our lights have switched out...
i havent even watched a minute and im crying wow
This moved me so far. A song has never moved me this close to tears. I’ve struggled and I see some of this reflected in me. I feel better now.
I know this is way later but I hope u feel better❤️
I just wanted to do my French homework to some classic DEH songs, I didn't expect to be sobbing!
The *M I L K* has been angered.
this is my sixth time clicking on this video without watching it fully. I literally can't listen to this song without getting anxiety and crying. Seven times; this time i stg im not gonna cry-
edit: i made it but im still crying and am literally shaking. this is *fINE*
WE NEED SOME LIGHT, FIRST OF ALL WE NEED SOME LIGHHHT...
who gave you the right to make my cry >:(
This is so good, but like,,,, ouch my heart
This song sounds like it would've placed before requiem, as it talks about how Cynthia couldn't remember the last time Connor laughed
THIS IS REALLY BEAUTIFUL AND I'M IN TEARS AND THANK YOU FOR THIS
Lol Lol PLS NO CRY, NO TEARS NO FEARS MAN
He was in little league oof I'm crying
Whenever Cynthia said "he was trying to fight" makes me cry. It goes into depth of anger issues or depression and anxiety. You can't control it, it feels like another inhuman force has taken over your body. It tries to drown you, but every so often you escape from its grasp to take a small breath, only to be pulled back down. It's a hard battle and it makes me sad thinking about how Connor dealt with it every day. He would bang on his sister's door threatening to kill her. He would blow up over the smallest things. He implied that everything someone did for him, was a big ploy to make fun of him. Then he just, killed himself.
In the novel he does deny threatening Zoe. So he doesn’t seem to have any memory of this. Also Zoe’s claims are quite different from the more defensive aggression we see from Connor in the musical. I’m not sure what he did to Zoe was a result of anger issues. I think he had some kind of episode of psychosis or something similar.
FUCK. Why haven't i seen this before now? It is beautiful and my emotions. AH
I really wish they kept this in there to not only show how connor was but also give evan a reason for feeling oh idk guilty? about what he's doing
Why was this cut.. it shows that the good side of Conner we never got to see.
You really fuckin’ though- you really fucking thought you could make me cry. WELL YOU THOUGHT RIGHT.
Permit me to go cry in the corner
The *M I L K* has permitted you to cry in a corner.
me, sobbing: n i ce