I wish i could agree but been an empty shell as long as i can remember, all numb emotionless and careless about everything just slowly waiting for my body to ditch as my soul did when i was a kid
Im still listening to this even like 3 years later, still hits deep. Everyone be seein this like a breakup or crush but i see it as im never allowed to be sad. If im depressed it effects others as well, i love them i want them to be happy and smile so i put a mask on no matter how much im hurting, i never let myself be sad. It always feels like im drowning, but i cant show my true feelings because no one cares/have shit going on and don't need that extra stress. It seems like everyone's depending on me to be happy and ok. So i pretend i am.
Yeah me too I just feel so worthless but I pretend to be okay bc ppl expect me to be so I'm always listening to how ppl are heart broken bc their gf/bf broke up with them when not even my own mother loves me she said to my face I wish I got an abortion
Hits different when your two special people are getting special to eo without you in it and you just cant do anything except watch then being happy without you in the equation
I relate. My bestfriend passed from a heroin overdose, all my other friends are on the frontline, my sister a/ I aren't close, my family hardly understands the pressures from anxiety a/ a deep depression, everyone at my job hates me...they look at everything as some kind of joke. I'm almost three years clean from my last relapse.
My ex showed me this when we first got together, she later cheated. 3 years later I still listen easing my mind with the pain and heart ache calmly being put out.
@@kova1577 stop feeling pity for yourself, think more highly of yourself. Yes it's as easy as that, if someone with severe depression and anxiety like me can I'm sure anyone can if you just work on yourself.
I don't care about myself, if I die I don't care...all I want is to make everyone I know smile...even if it's for a brief moment. I'm waiting for my time to come, with the open arms, if I die, I'll promise to take care of them.
I've lost so much and I've suffered for so long now. sometimes I wanna cry and scream to the sky and say WHY. everyday I beg God to let me rest and never wake up. I'm just a ghost with nothing left.
This song reminds me of what I'm going through my boyfriend yes I'm bisexual so my boyfriend which I thought would be different thinking of being single for 8 years by my choice cause of trust issues my boyfriend was drugging me with meth and crack after I told him Im 2 years clean from heroin he tryed to sell my body for sex and then past few days was telling my friends to keep me then tell them to bring my back he's misses me and then a couple minutes later say to keep me again then say he wants me back again playing with my head Im homeless and he wants to have me but rubs in my face he has a home to go back to but I live where ever the side walks comfortable
I hope you all live your lives happily, please don't do what I am about to. You can be helped I'm afraid I'm helpless at this point though. I hope nobody has to fucking put up with this shit in the future.. You're loved. Sorry this is coming from a dead person
Thank you, I'm having a very hard time now, I'm in danger of living outside without a roof :( Because of my ex-girlfriend I have an executor who wants 250 000 czk = 10 224Euro :( and I have no way to do it though, and moreover my ex-girlfriend cheated me and robbed me of everything.
Listen to the band Nevermind The Name, they have a song called Washed Ashore... This right here is a rip off of that song in my opinion... They could have written the original artist's name in the description and everything would have been fine... But they didn't.
Listening this before slitting my wrists I don't actually want to die coz i cant I know so Maybe I want to satisfy my suicidal feelings with being close to death. Second attempt
Lyric : yeah i love you and i want you to smile get the drugs boo yeah lets smoke and get high dripping blood tho' i got death on my mind got this urge wanna cut till i die and i dont want too but i fuck it all up i feel so damn low cant control it at times and it hurts you i dont want you to cry cause i love you and i want you to smile yeah i love you and i want you to smile get the drugs boo yeah lets smoke and get high dripping blood tho' i got death on my mind got this urge wanna cut till i die and i dont want too but i fuck it all up i feel so damn low cant control it at times and it hurts you i dont want you to cry cause i love you and i want you to smile
Through god and The savior Jesus Christ, be assured, you are never alone. Jesus Christ and God loves all life unconditionally. Jesus Christ sacrificed eveything so we could have life. You are never alone in the love of the Holy Spirit.
Hits different when you’re alone and that loneliness is slowly killing you each and every day.
I wish i could agree but been an empty shell as long as i can remember, all numb emotionless and careless about everything just slowly waiting for my body to ditch as my soul did when i was a kid
That’s me the loneliness is killing me within… why am I here anyways
I agree because I live alone and I'm heartbroken by my ex boyfriend
I feel the same @@sebbegunzen2715
Hits different when you're heartbroken.
yea i agree
You okay?:)
fr fr me asf rn
yea
i know right
I can't get enough of this song, it really hits me on deep levels and the music is so fucking calming.
Zenan it’s a song you can die to, same goes for survive and let me die
@@linusbirgersson KMS is my fav by him
seriously though...
you know its getting bad again when your listening to this music again
Im still listening to this even like 3 years later, still hits deep.
Everyone be seein this like a breakup or crush but i see it as im never allowed to be sad. If im depressed it effects others as well, i love them i want them to be happy and smile so i put a mask on no matter how much im hurting, i never let myself be sad. It always feels like im drowning, but i cant show my true feelings because no one cares/have shit going on and don't need that extra stress. It seems like everyone's depending on me to be happy and ok. So i pretend i am.
I feel the same.. I pretend to act happy even tho I am not. So I hide my feelings. Every day every time..
dude its like i know exactly what you mean, and then ur so tired inside u cant even go to the gym anymore bc u dont feel anything
Buddy, its okey to be sad that way of thinking is a dangerous path and in the end will hurt both you and ur surrounding even more trust me❤️
Yeah me too I just feel so worthless but I pretend to be okay bc ppl expect me to be so I'm always listening to how ppl are heart broken bc their gf/bf broke up with them when not even my own mother loves me she said to my face I wish I got an abortion
This song hits really deep.. every time I listen to it I end up crying
Me too, I don't know why but it does
Though I consider this a good thing
Hits different when your two special people are getting special to eo without you in it and you just cant do anything except watch then being happy without you in the equation
i feel so damn low,cant control it at times...
I don't want you to cry
the old me: How bout I do *anyway?*
Ya son winning tho?
Ofc hes ok hes the Milk man
this song always gives me a relaxing vibe, I love his songs so much, it seems that they somehow understand me
"i love you and want you to smile"
that hit different
This song is dope
No shihhhhh😃😃😃👍🏿👍🏿👍🏿
facts
"I got death on my mind " EVRY DAY.
Don't mind me adding this masterpiece to my playlist
Smile because it's easier to do that than explain the pain your in!!
ouch
😭😭😭😭😭😭
This song I can’t get enough of
I relate. My bestfriend passed from a heroin overdose, all my other friends are on the frontline, my sister a/ I aren't close, my family hardly understands the pressures from anxiety a/ a deep depression, everyone at my job hates me...they look at everything as some kind of
joke.
I'm almost three years clean from my last
relapse.
"i want you to smile"
i'm trying to
This song really helped me move on now i come back bcs i love it
It feels better to listen when you're high.
I wish this song was longer :( ❤❤
Repeat
i cant get enough of this song and let me die song either it hits all levels when your heart broken i listen to it over and over agian.
My ex showed me this when we first got together, she later cheated. 3 years later I still listen easing my mind with the pain and heart ache calmly being put out.
A women cheating? Who would of expected the inevitability of a women cheating? They’re all that way
@@kova1577 No, no they aren't. You just have to find the right one buddy
@@skytypkills2652 not sure about that honestly
@@kova1577 stop feeling pity for yourself, think more highly of yourself. Yes it's as easy as that, if someone with severe depression and anxiety like me can I'm sure anyone can if you just work on yourself.
Why did he delete the original wtf
copyright issues 😫
HE GOT hit copy right reupload it i guess
Ikr
łatasiet
What is the original?
the song is relatable when u know your crush doesnt like you back so you just want them to happy even if it kills you
Yeah, this happened to me last year
Happening rn to me heh......
Oh my ex girl jus did me dirty ans love her to much for her to hurt or wish any harm upon her.
My ex bf sent me this after our break up, this was about 5 years ago und boom, the song hits my mind randomly and I am honest, i missed this song
still on this song even after 5 years.
Omg back in 2018/19 these songs used to hit deeply
So glad this video has no dislikes so far🖒really great song honestly!
I don't care about myself, if I die I don't care...all I want is to make everyone I know smile...even if it's for a brief moment.
I'm waiting for my time to come, with the open arms, if I die, I'll promise to take care of them.
SAME! PREACH IT 🙌
When it feels like your heart was stabbed 50 times straight it's hard not to cry
I wish you all the best, stay strong
I feel so damn low
The beat is so relaxing❤️
I've lost so much and I've suffered for so long now. sometimes I wanna cry and scream to the sky and say WHY. everyday I beg God to let me rest and never wake up. I'm just a ghost with nothing left.
This song hits so damn hard...
Kinda love this.
This song gives me a weird feeling of nostalgia i have no idea why it's not nostalgia but it feels like it
Used to listen to this al lthe time...sad thing abt it I was like 9
I’m not depressed or heartbroken or anything, but this song is still super dope!
i know im not okay when i come back to these songs.
First heard this in 2019 while I was completely drowning in misery,, and now I’m not. I’m okay. You’ll be okay. I promise:)
Its calming but also very depressing
I love it 😂💔
@@AbdielWallace149 nope
I love this song. In the intro is it guitar, if it is can you send me a video of how to play the chords.
happy sad :,>
This song is Hella epic I love it 😍🥰🥰
Mending a broken heart takes self compassion. It can't be rushed, and it might take some time, but healing is possible.
this shi bring back memories
Been here for 1 year
Never give up fight for a better life hear his pain it about number the pain heal don't worry life is great
I love this song
lil happy lil sad music feels like home
evrytime i lisen this i cry..
no englosh
love it so much
this is my goodbye song :')
Hey hey you good bro?
U good homie?
You good bro ? Is everything okey ?
Same
@@ArgusPlayzMobile u good bro?
Let me die>>>>all during the depression and breakup period
I sent this to my ex gf so she will smile. but i realized its a reverse this song is me
i just am done liveing
damn we all just liveing fr
я смог заставить её улыбаться, но она решила, что я больше ей не нужен.
It do talk truth👩🏿🦯doeeee😈😈🙃
اخخخخخخ الاغنيه ذكريات جميله
Dope
i have feelings with this song :) ❤
This song reminds me of what I'm going through my boyfriend yes I'm bisexual so my boyfriend which I thought would be different thinking of being single for 8 years by my choice cause of trust issues my boyfriend was drugging me with meth and crack after I told him Im 2 years clean from heroin he tryed to sell my body for sex and then past few days was telling my friends to keep me then tell them to bring my back he's misses me and then a couple minutes later say to keep me again then say he wants me back again playing with my head Im homeless and he wants to have me but rubs in my face he has a home to go back to but I live where ever the side walks comfortable
goddamn
This was on Spotify as BMR and I couldn’t find it whatsoever after it was deleted.
I memorized the lyrics to this and sang this to my crush and she gave me the suicide hotline number
F..
Just reminds me about the times I did it
is this on spotify plz plz
I hope you all live your lives happily, please don't do what I am about to. You can be helped I'm afraid I'm helpless at this point though. I hope nobody has to fucking put up with this shit in the future.. You're loved. Sorry this is coming from a dead person
feel you
Thank you, I'm having a very hard time now, I'm in danger of living outside without a roof :( Because of my ex-girlfriend I have an executor who wants 250 000 czk = 10 224Euro :( and I have no way to do it though, and moreover my ex-girlfriend cheated me and robbed me of everything.
And I would like to start again from the beginning, maybe even with shooting videos from games if it would be possible but times are hard now
@@god6921 wth i hope you're okay
Y’all it hits different after you/someone break/s up with someone/you
please never let this get taken down.
@@vthestoner bro i just want this video to stay up who knows why or when it could get taken down
always here coming back
You've came here to heal you wounds, yet it makes it harder
let me die?....
fuck idk why I still think about her :')
Listen to the band Nevermind The Name, they have a song called Washed Ashore... This right here is a rip off of that song in my opinion... They could have written the original artist's name in the description and everything would have been fine... But they didn't.
it's sampled
not even close dawg
namaig sanaval ene duug sonsooroi :]
If your man or women send u this they are struggling and trying
Listening this before slitting my wrists I don't actually want to die coz i cant I know so Maybe I want to satisfy my suicidal feelings with being close to death. Second attempt
This Song is real!
Why is this not on Spotify
I Need u 😞
I know babe. I know 😞🖤
I love this song, thanks god6921 for uploading it
I want to take revenge on the certain someone who made me depressed asf!!
never delete this
Thank you.
anyone knows any songs w the same vibes / melody as this one ?
ik his other songs like “let me die” and “lil numb”
This is life
It really is. The world is pain.
@@Imtrane15 it is... time to finish it
My life story
Man……😓
Eh God cut me down I can feel sgain
:')
Broken
Had to
Тилл Ай дай
..
Lyric :
yeah i love you and i want you to smile get the drugs boo yeah lets smoke and get high dripping blood tho' i got death on my mind got this urge wanna cut till i die and i dont want too but i fuck it all up i feel so damn low cant control it at times and it hurts you i dont want you to cry cause i love you and i want you to smile yeah i love you and i want you to smile get the drugs boo yeah lets smoke and get high dripping blood tho' i got death on my mind got this urge wanna cut till i die and i dont want too but i fuck it all up i feel so damn low cant control it at times and it hurts you i dont want you to cry cause i love you and i want you to smile
Through god and The savior Jesus Christ, be assured, you are never alone. Jesus Christ and God loves all life unconditionally. Jesus Christ sacrificed eveything so we could have life. You are never alone in the love of the Holy Spirit.
very pretty song. Thank you lil happy lil sad, for the beautiful gifts you share.
This is for those 8 people who disliked *your just mad that this is better than the music you listen to*(jk)
The Channel name is bad