Depression is so fucked i hate life and how this world works but we have no choice to keep going or.... You know what the other option is but im too pussy to do it rn
You don't know a good thing until it's gone. People get used to certain individuals being in their life, that the notion of death seems impossible, then death comes.
And sometimes you feel like you'd rather be sad than happy. Because you know the happiness will inevitably be crushed by demise, and that is the worst feeling anyone can experience, so much that you'd sometimes rather stay miserable than experience joy and happiness.
When live for so long is sadness it can feel comfortable just remember it's okay to be sad it's not okay to waste away, gotta pick up those feet and keep going for those who couldn't
~ Lyrics ~ lil happy lil sad: imma break down soon in the same old room that i always do i feel so alone make some beats and smoke pray i make it soon pray they buy my shit cause im so damn broke girl im so damn cold i might freeze to death rollin up some dope smoking trees for stress fuck the life i had i dont want it back fuck the friends i had they just made me sad now its me and her bout to fuck the world we dont need no help we came up from dirt i still hate myself thats a side of me wanna kill myself and ive tried im weak mom would drive me in everytime i did i would ask to leave and theyd give me pills that shit on repeat every other week they would numb me down till i couldnt speak teen pregnancy: lay me down i dont wanna die i cant sleep alone need u here tonight you were everything you were my god damn life now its all fucked up and i wont sleep tonight i was snorting pills you were up all night i swear i couldnt feel i was so damn high liquor in my blood you were all i want i gave you everything i feel so unloved you finally got exactly what you want you were off getting fucked and i was so fucked up fuck the wedding ring fuck this life i lead got me feeling numb doing bumps off keys i dont wanna live tried to kill myself girl ill numb you too take your life as well i wanna watch you bleed she gets numb for me lets kill ourselves so i can sleep
I'm writing this message for all the people who are having a bad time. I hope it reaches as many people as possible. It is normal to have insecurities about yourself and not feel up to it, I've felt this way for a long time and even now, in part. Over time, however, I realized that most of my insecurities were actually just generated by paranoia. They weren't true, or my low self esteem made them seem bigger than they were in reality. Our personal perception of ourselves influences the vision of reality in a remarkable way. Sadness creates other sadness just as paranoia creates other paranoia. And life starts to get worse when all this becomes difficult to manage. No matter how big our problems are, it all depends on how we deal with them. Stay strong, I wish the best of luck to you all🙏
@@UnknownPerson-nl7te Be strong, do not let negative thoughts affect you. Appreciate yourself, love yourself, you can ❤️ Don't let your negative thoughts erase the beautiful things around you
I listened to this when it came out 6 years ago, i was incredibly sad. i've somewhat become happy but i find myself comming back here to visit my sadness. it's something that no matter how happy you become you'll never forget that dark past you hard prior.
Nanti faham bodoh siapa orange bodoh Nanti aku i mati hahah hati faham oh what hahhaa sad oh hati hahaha faham cuba? Ah hahaha ape ape ape? benci bodoh okay saying cuba faham okay bodoh hati failmy sad aku maaf untuk oh nangis kau bagus tahu maaf saying i aku mati nanti faham saying along and angel marah oh what really siapa hahaha marah why mati aku said what marah oh oh nanti faham cuba siapa tipu lelaki orange lelaki nice hati hehehe yeat 👊👊👊👊👊👊👊😡😡😡😡😡😡 😪😪😪😪😪😪😪 🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂 🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞 💔👉💡A + B nanti mati 💡👈💔 (i,r) 💘🙊🖕👊🖕🍂😡 👉fakarruddin cinta i tahu hati sekolah bagus hati sad nanti oh tahu suka orange perepamnu sad really rindu hmm mana i aku nanti mati sad hati faham oh siapa?👈💡🙊🐶🐱🐹🐰🐭🦊🐻🐼🐷🐮🦁🐯🐤🐥🦅🐺🐗🐒 🍂😒🔞😞😰👫🙊🍂👼👉hati Malaysia said and Kalau Terengganu sad and my Dungun,Terengganu said and Malaysia K.L said? 👊👊👊👊👊💔💔💔💔🔞🔞🔞🔞🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂👼👼👼🔞😒😒😒😒 🍂👉No end 🍂👉No Dad What nanti baik faham okay bodoh okay cuba hati suka🍂😪🖖👉 fatah and hafiz hahahah hehehe hati faham nangis maaf aku tak cinta aku gila aku maaf boom him call marah nanti ape ape ape marah bodoh me me me. Call kenp nice hahahahahaha sad nanti cis benci him tipu 🖕👊🍂👉hayati and fakaruddin and siapa orange lelaki hehehe nice hati bodoh maaf aku oh what maaf kenp siapa nanti allah nanti failmy nangis tahu maaf aku saying hmm mana i aku mati saying along and angel 3,2,1,4 nangis hati nanti rumah dalam nanti mati baik baik benci bodoh faham benci bodoh cuba salah call cis benci bodoh kau fatah and hafiz aku tak cinta hahahaha nangis nice gila aku sad marah hahahaha me me call sad boom kenp oh nanti nangis boom oh kenp mati hati sad malaysia bagus tahu boom sad cis hahahahaaaaaaaa! nanti sad marah benci cis? bodoh okay hati sad nanti siapa 🖖😡🔞🙈😈👊😡👊😡🖕🖕👉mana fakaruddin and hayati maaf aku fahma oh aku maaf cakp him siape bodoh benci orange lelaki nice hahhahaha gila aku suka nice aku mls solat hahahaha oh cis benci okay bodoh okay my oh i said like really like why haahah why no no no a and b hati nangis perepmanu orange ibu ank rindu hmmm really mana i aku hahahaha sad tak cinta aku oh what oh marah said why siapa nice oh jangan oh kan?? aku siapa name? Perepmanu orange? ape like no no no 😈 orang saying maaf suka mana i aku mati nanti baik said😡😡😡😡😡🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪 😭😰🍂my like said why like why like my said like?👉🇲🇾🇺🇸🇯🇵🇰🇷🇧🇳🏳️🌈🇺🇳🏳⚧ 😡👊🖖🖕💋🖕😡👊oh hati tegok tahu oh👉🇮🇳🇨🇮🇮🇪vs🇮🇩vs🇲🇦vs🇻🇳vs🇹🇭vd🇳🇵 Said what nice boom sad oh siapa nice sad okay hati suka what kenp bodoh really kenp siapa what oh nice nanti sad faham jangan🍂😪🖖👉 failmy sad macam hati nangis rindu hati ada nanti oh hmmmm sad rindu mana i aku mati kenp siapa nice?? 😡🍁👊👊👊💔💔💔🍁🍁🍁🍁 ⏳🍂 hati macam cuba nice malaysia sad? hati?👉🅰 and 🅱👈💢💢⚠💡💡 said said said hati aku jnagan hahahaha bodoh cuba faham sama 😪🍂👉failmy huhu nangis sad hmmmm jangan rindu hmmm mana i aku mati sad ape ape ape ape baik hahahahahahaaaaa ape ape ape ape oh what oh kenp?😡😡😡🍂🍂🍂👊👊👊👊👊👊👊💔💔💔💔💔💔🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂👼🔞🔞🔞🔞😒😒😒😒 😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕
@@NAD-qc1rt Nanti faham bodoh siapa orange bodoh Nanti aku i mati hahah hati faham oh what hahhaa sad oh hati hahaha faham cuba? Ah hahaha ape ape ape? benci bodoh okay saying cuba faham okay bodoh hati failmy sad aku maaf untuk oh nangis kau bagus tahu maaf saying i aku mati nanti faham saying along and angel marah oh what really siapa hahaha marah why mati aku said what marah oh oh nanti faham cuba siapa tipu lelaki orange lelaki nice hati hehehe yeat 👊👊👊👊👊👊👊😡😡😡😡😡😡 😪😪😪😪😪😪😪 🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂 🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞 💔👉💡A + B nanti mati 💡👈💔 (i,r) 💘🙊🖕👊🖕🍂😡 👉fakarruddin cinta i tahu hati sekolah bagus hati sad nanti oh tahu suka orange perepamnu sad really rindu hmm mana i aku nanti mati sad hati faham oh siapa?👈💡🙊🐶🐱🐹🐰🐭🦊🐻🐼🐷🐮🦁🐯🐤🐥🦅🐺🐗🐒 🍂😒🔞😞😰👫🙊🍂👼👉hati Malaysia said and Kalau Terengganu sad and my Dungun,Terengganu said and Malaysia K.L said? 👊👊👊👊👊💔💔💔💔🔞🔞🔞🔞🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂👼👼👼🔞😒😒😒😒 🍂👉No end 🍂👉No Dad What nanti baik faham okay bodoh okay cuba hati suka🍂😪🖖👉 fatah and hafiz hahahah hehehe hati faham nangis maaf aku tak cinta aku gila aku maaf boom him call marah nanti ape ape ape marah bodoh me me me. Call kenp nice hahahahahaha sad nanti cis benci him tipu 🖕👊🍂👉hayati and fakaruddin and siapa orange lelaki hehehe nice hati bodoh maaf aku oh what maaf kenp siapa nanti allah nanti failmy nangis tahu maaf aku saying hmm mana i aku mati saying along and angel 3,2,1,4 nangis hati nanti rumah dalam nanti mati baik baik benci bodoh faham benci bodoh cuba salah call cis benci bodoh kau fatah and hafiz aku tak cinta hahahaha nangis nice gila aku sad marah hahahaha me me call sad boom kenp oh nanti nangis boom oh kenp mati hati sad malaysia bagus tahu boom sad cis hahahahaaaaaaaa! nanti sad marah benci cis? bodoh okay hati sad nanti siapa 🖖😡🔞🙈😈👊😡👊😡🖕🖕👉mana fakaruddin and hayati maaf aku fahma oh aku maaf cakp him siape bodoh benci orange lelaki nice hahhahaha gila aku suka nice aku mls solat hahahaha oh cis benci okay bodoh okay my oh i said like really like why haahah why no no no a and b hati nangis perepmanu orange ibu ank rindu hmmm really mana i aku hahahaha sad tak cinta aku oh what oh marah said why siapa nice oh jangan oh kan?? aku siapa name? Perepmanu orange? ape like no no no 😈 orang saying maaf suka mana i aku mati nanti baik said😡😡😡😡😡🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪 😭😰🍂my like said why like why like my said like?👉🇲🇾🇺🇸🇯🇵🇰🇷🇧🇳🏳️🌈🇺🇳🏳⚧ 😡👊🖖🖕💋🖕😡👊oh hati tegok tahu oh👉🇮🇳🇨🇮🇮🇪vs🇮🇩vs🇲🇦vs🇻🇳vs🇹🇭vd🇳🇵 Said what nice boom sad oh siapa nice sad okay hati suka what kenp bodoh really kenp siapa what oh nice nanti sad faham jangan🍂😪🖖👉 failmy sad macam hati nangis rindu hati ada nanti oh hmmmm sad rindu mana i aku mati kenp siapa nice?? 😡🍁👊👊👊💔💔💔🍁🍁🍁🍁 ⏳🍂 hati macam cuba nice malaysia sad? hati?👉🅰 and 🅱👈💢💢⚠💡💡 said said said hati aku jnagan hahahaha bodoh cuba faham sama 😪🍂👉failmy huhu nangis sad hmmmm jangan rindu hmmm mana i aku mati sad ape ape ape ape baik hahahahahahaaaaa ape ape ape ape oh what oh kenp?😡😡😡🍂🍂🍂👊👊👊👊👊👊👊💔💔💔💔💔💔🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂👼🔞🔞🔞🔞😒😒😒😒 😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕
Nanti faham bodoh siapa orange bodoh Nanti aku i mati hahah hati faham oh what hahhaa sad oh hati hahaha faham cuba? Ah hahaha ape ape ape? benci bodoh okay saying cuba faham okay bodoh hati failmy sad aku maaf untuk oh nangis kau bagus tahu maaf saying i aku mati nanti faham saying along and angel marah oh what really siapa hahaha marah why mati aku said what marah oh oh nanti faham cuba siapa tipu lelaki orange lelaki nice hati hehehe yeat 👊👊👊👊👊👊👊😡😡😡😡😡😡 😪😪😪😪😪😪😪 🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂 🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞 💔👉💡A + B nanti mati 💡👈💔 (i,r) 💘🙊🖕👊🖕🍂😡 👉fakarruddin cinta i tahu hati sekolah bagus hati sad nanti oh tahu suka orange perepamnu sad really rindu hmm mana i aku nanti mati sad hati faham oh siapa?👈💡🙊🐶🐱🐹🐰🐭🦊🐻🐼🐷🐮🦁🐯🐤🐥🦅🐺🐗🐒 🍂😒🔞😞😰👫🙊🍂👼👉hati Malaysia said and Kalau Terengganu sad and my Dungun,Terengganu said and Malaysia K.L said? 👊👊👊👊👊💔💔💔💔🔞🔞🔞🔞🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂👼👼👼🔞😒😒😒😒 🍂👉No end 🍂👉No Dad What nanti baik faham okay bodoh okay cuba hati suka🍂😪🖖👉 fatah and hafiz hahahah hehehe hati faham nangis maaf aku tak cinta aku gila aku maaf boom him call marah nanti ape ape ape marah bodoh me me me. Call kenp nice hahahahahaha sad nanti cis benci him tipu 🖕👊🍂👉hayati and fakaruddin and siapa orange lelaki hehehe nice hati bodoh maaf aku oh what maaf kenp siapa nanti allah nanti failmy nangis tahu maaf aku saying hmm mana i aku mati saying along and angel 3,2,1,4 nangis hati nanti rumah dalam nanti mati baik baik benci bodoh faham benci bodoh cuba salah call cis benci bodoh kau fatah and hafiz aku tak cinta hahahaha nangis nice gila aku sad marah hahahaha me me call sad boom kenp oh nanti nangis boom oh kenp mati hati sad malaysia bagus tahu boom sad cis hahahahaaaaaaaa! nanti sad marah benci cis? bodoh okay hati sad nanti siapa 🖖😡🔞🙈😈👊😡👊😡🖕🖕👉mana fakaruddin and hayati maaf aku fahma oh aku maaf cakp him siape bodoh benci orange lelaki nice hahhahaha gila aku suka nice aku mls solat hahahaha oh cis benci okay bodoh okay my oh i said like really like why haahah why no no no a and b hati nangis perepmanu orange ibu ank rindu hmmm really mana i aku hahahaha sad tak cinta aku oh what oh marah said why siapa nice oh jangan oh kan?? aku siapa name? Perepmanu orange? ape like no no no 😈 orang saying maaf suka mana i aku mati nanti baik said😡😡😡😡😡🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪 😭😰🍂my like said why like why like my said like?👉🇲🇾🇺🇸🇯🇵🇰🇷🇧🇳🏳️🌈🇺🇳🏳⚧ 😡👊🖖🖕💋🖕😡👊oh hati tegok tahu oh👉🇮🇳🇨🇮🇮🇪vs🇮🇩vs🇲🇦vs🇻🇳vs🇹🇭vd🇳🇵 Said what nice boom sad oh siapa nice sad okay hati suka what kenp bodoh really kenp siapa what oh nice nanti sad faham jangan🍂😪🖖👉 failmy sad macam hati nangis rindu hati ada nanti oh hmmmm sad rindu mana i aku mati kenp siapa nice?? 😡🍁👊👊👊💔💔💔🍁🍁🍁🍁 ⏳🍂 hati macam cuba nice malaysia sad? hati?👉🅰 and 🅱👈💢💢⚠💡💡 said said said hati aku jnagan hahahaha bodoh cuba faham sama 😪🍂👉failmy huhu nangis sad hmmmm jangan rindu hmmm mana i aku mati sad ape ape ape ape baik hahahahahahaaaaa ape ape ape ape oh what oh kenp?😡😡😡🍂🍂🍂👊👊👊👊👊👊👊💔💔💔💔💔💔🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂👼🔞🔞🔞🔞😒😒😒😒 😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕
I love this song so much, it helps me a lot with my depression and suicidal toughts, and it helps me to externalize my feelings in a more pacifistic way 🖤
Its been a while still nothing changes its the same old feeling everyday every night i dont know if it will ever change i would listen to it to feel numb yet its the same ol feeling each time
This song has seen me through my worst stage in life and listening to now brings all the memories back. It was such a bad time for me but this song helped so thank you lil happy lil sad your songs hit home to thousands of people keep going buddy x
I was listening to this when i was in my deepest shit but its been 4 years ago and everything changed I made my life worth living and hearing this song just reminds me how bad it was and how much i dont want to ever fall back into depression. I am so glad I never gave up so to anyone reading this...please dont give up, you will find a way out. I believe in you. Dont waste your life and especially your teenage years.
I lost my mom last year from an overdose I have been depressed and in and out of mental hospitals ever since, this year I overdosed to commit suicide but it didn't work and I was sent to a mental hospital again.. people tell me I'm really mature for my age but the thing is I had no choice but to because that way because I knew a lot of people that died in my life or were fake friends.. I just wish I could be a kid again. I wish the best of luck to you lass.
I lost my girlfriend (broke up) two years ago. When I went to bed last night I had a dream of how I grew up with her and we were living together and I was just so ducking happy and now and then I woke up in tears this songs helps
leave the thought of girlfriend, remember the reason why you made her your girl friend and why you both broke up, compare the reasons of breaking up and making her girlfriend, if you feel your reason for making her girlfriend was wrong, never remember her again, if you think the reason for breakup was wrong, get back to her
I know exactly how you feel. I can't take a day without the realization of how much I messed up my relationship and I still feel angry at myself for everything. Saddest thing was how happy they made me feel and then it would change to the fact that I didn't think they actually loved me even though there was love but I don't think it was the right kind of love. I just wish I could have done things differently with them and make them feel more than special. Now I believe I don't deserve love for every time I have it, it just becomes a ticking time clock just waiting to go off and kill the relationship.
This guy has some serious talent, it’s depressing but I can relate and I Listen to this to go with the mood I am in but I really enjoy threes songs when I don’t listen to them so intensely and take that moment to feel sad until I feel better again!
Mom: I hate you. Dad: go to hell Sister: why are you here Brother: go away disappointment. Song: are you okay? Here let me hug you and listen to this...❤️
Its no problem with the music you pick and the effort you put in. Lately I've been on your channel a lot cuz this sad chill music is really relaxing and the lyrics of every song are really helpful to me. Thank you once again
I'm dealing with some s*** myself I'm in such a dark place but the demons won't manifest in there real form just black shadow and it used to make me really mad and it still does a little bit the Holy Spirit told me it's not because they won't do it I would yell at them and tell them how much of a p**** they were that they couldn't manifest into their real form which is hideous and grotesque and people's hair have turned white when they see them mine won't and at that they were doing that it was them that wouldn't manifest but the holy spirit said no my daughter I will not let them manifest in their real form but God knows that's one of my prayers I've been asking him for has to open my spiritual ears and eyes and to create me for a demon I'm going to be a gang stalker of satanists and I thank him for the power through the Holy Spirit to cast out demons and off of people at the demons they have on them and I'll have a spiritual discernment as well to know their names and what allowed them to come in but in the meantime in between time I'm sitting here stuck like Chuck like I've been for since I've been 15 and I'm 44 and I love Jesus I'm a Christian okay but a little frustrated you know I'm really frustrated and I want to be delivered I want to touch the hand of his garment for so many reasons I'm just I can't do this anymore it's like what am I doing wrong I actually know what I was doing wrong and I can't go back to that I've been a stripper since I've been like 17 on and off I had jobs here in there like I work for sure anyway I know I can't go back to the stripping job and I have to really trust God I know that's why I keep relapsing my entire life cuz I go to church on Sunday and pray and lead people to the Lord but then I'm in the strip club doing extracurricular activities and that's like one foot in the door one foot you know you can't they look warm the Bible says the Lord will spew you from his mouth either wants you hot or cold and I want to be on fire for him but all these years I could never grasp that then I could never stop I get clean for you know long as I have a 16 months like I said the job that I have had and and I figured the reason why I keep relapsing all these years I was not in his will completely 100% I would go to church on Sundays and ties and pray and lead people to the Lord but then Monday through Saturday I'd be in the strip club doing crazy s*** with married men and it was a lot of money and that's a sin and I know it and I know that I can't go back I watched a UA-cam video about a woman that died and thought she was going to heaven but she ended up in hell and Jesus met her there though and ended up walking her through all the portals of hell there's like eight and for each level it's more severe for the more severity of the punishment that these people deserve the sins that they committed so she's he's walking her through and she's like locking eyes with people and she'd say Jesus what did he do I think the first one Jesus said he was he committed adultery second level what did he do Jesus said he was mean to somebody and hurt their feelings really bad and did not ask for forgiveness mind you all these levels like are really terrible okay and then they get to someone else what did what did he do Jesus said he was on drugs I will strike one for me they get to another level and it was so close and the last one the worst one the woman saw a a female engulfed in flames screaming in utter pain and gnashing her teeth all she had on with white panties a pair of white panties in in the flames and she said that woman would go out of like where she could see her body and then the next second she would just see her bones but it's still her screaming and then she would turn into a hologram and then come back but still be screaming she said Jesus what did she do and Jesus said she was a stripper there's like okay you know what that's all I needed I'm really in a bad spot now though okay they broke like and I also listen to a sermon that resonated with me and she said the only way Jesus is going to move in your situation and answer your prayers is first you have to abandon whatever it is that you're holding on to that's not of him and I know that would be drugs and then she said and then you've got to remove yourself from every and any person that is not living for Christ and that I myself would need to stop sinning and like and that's any kind of sin you don't try you just stop and ask God to give you strength but and then she said and then you have to get uncomfortable extremely uncomfortable and do something and the things that you dread doing and get very uncomfortable and do this to break yourself and to crucify your flesh and be 100% walking in God's will show Jesus that you are willing to do whatever it takes to break away from those terrible things in whoever's life which for me is stripping and doing drugs and the uncomfortable part I'm sure is going to be not making the money that I need that I I've been comfortable I have to depend on nobody but myself in Jesus no man no sugar daddy I cannot be under somebody's thumb especially somebody that I'm not attracted to I am I'm so done with this job like it is really shaped to me and made me a real messed upIndividual and I'm not going to go be with somebody like a sugar daddy just for their money like no I can't I want to be with the one that God has chosen for me and I trust and speak it into existence that whoever this man is is coming soon and I will be so attracted to him and vice versa and that he will put God first before me before anybody else he will be true disciple of Jesus but I won't be getting any of these things until I step out in faith as scary as is it it will be I'm going to go from making between like 5:00 to 10,000 a month to nothing I have a brain injury I I know God knows what he's got for me okay and I know I can't go back to that job I want these demons off me and I want my addiction removed and I know God will do that for me in the name of Jesus and I also am asking him for the gift to be able to cast off demons know them by their name and see them in their real form all through not me and not my power but the power of the Holy Spirit who lives within me and that he will show me what the will of his what his will is for my life I want to be I want to do nothing but without before praying before I do anything but please y'all pray for me okay I love you just say dear heavenly father I know you died on the cross for me I know I'm a sinner will you please forgive me for all my sins come into my heart in my life live through me and change me thank you Father for dying in the cross for me amen praise God whoever said that and meant it you are not and I speak into existence not going to be left behind or be in hell for eternity close the ears of the enemy and the name of Jesus that you will live and be a testimony unto Jesus and from this moment on you will allow the Holy Spirit to change you lead you guy do and ask God to search your heart and soul to bring to your mind any human you have any unforgiveness for and when he does and you know who those people are you need to stay their names over and over in your head all day all night I forgive them in the name of Jesus I forgive them in the name of Jesus but the Bible says if you stand before me and you have any forgiveness for any human on this Earth I will say depart from me I never knew you so this is serious it's something I still work on also sit close to him and read the word every single day the Bible I love you guys pray for me I'll pray for you
So many depressed minds here. Making me depressed. But I won't let it get to me, because im strong, and so are you! You'll get through this........going to be hard, its going to hurt, but its all going to be worth it.
i may have commented, i might not have, either way, i have not heard this song in so long, and im happy i can hear it again, this song helps me realize and keep focus on the fact that everything eventually means and leads to nothing. whats the point? why are we here? to serve other people? to be slaves in the govornments eyes? i guess so. but no one will change that. it is how things work, you have cash then u have power, ur poor, then you have nothing. love to all!
Just imagine this. A girl is sitting at her desk at school, people giggle and whisper about her, she's not skinny, she's heavier set, she's so numb only feeling dagger after dagger enter her chest, she holds in the tears and moves like a robotic she doesn't care she's so broken up inside and nobody notices, when people ask if she's okay she forces a smile and nods her head. Because if she says she's not okay they will laugh at her and use it against her, she felt herself slipping and was barely breathing. After so many long hours of shes at home. Her Mom and Grandma ask how was school. She just replies horrible as usual they never help her, they never understand they don't talk to her. She's done, that night she brings out the knife and starts cutting her arms, leaving wounds that would never heal under the flesh, she feels so worthless and even though her friends tell her she's beautiful and amazing she hates herself. She just wishes for the pain to stop and to be okay again. She's been depressed for a while but nobody notices as it's another night for her, getting numb as usual and feeling herself break. It's almost as if she is so used to this. She's barely breathing... Nobody loves her. Nobody likes her. Nobody wants her. Nobody needs her. Nobody notices her. I'm that girl.
can relate tbh even if they tell me i'm not alone i can't help but feel how the loneliness and self hate is tearing me apart and make my mind go blank, i'm so tired and even if i try to explaim it to my family or friends they just don't get it (which i totally understand since they just not in my situation). i used to go to parties and i used to hang out w a lot of ppl who i really love but now i pushin' everyone of them away even if i don't want to. i can't be that kind and careing and lovely as i used to be on account of how much i hate myself. i try my best each and everyday to be at least a bit productive but all i truly wanna do is layin' in my bed smokin' and cry until i fall asleep. it's no good. i have to stop or i'll lose everyone again. but i don't know how... hope somehow we both be alright or at least better!
i felt this song for a really long time in the past. And now I came back and I dont do it anymore. Guys believe me someday you will get happiness in life, its not going to be shitty like this forever
I was 15 when i first heard this. Im now 22 years old. This is literally what im still going through. I dont think i will be here any longer. Its too much.
this song is like a drug for me, when imma listenin' this, i can forget some things, and to be focus on my thoughts. thank u lil happy lil sad for made my depression less bored
and when i noticed that your name on my phone no longer gave me the endless smile on my face, i knew. i knew i gave up the one thing in life i cared about. now, the days go past like cars on a long trip. blurred red and blue paint passes by my face everytime. i can see everyone moving around me. i hear their voices from behind glass doors. i can only seem to remember the good times. the times i can no longer have. those times when we smiled at each other and laughed. the times when we laid together intertwined like knots in a rope. the food we shared. the endless moments we had. it’s harder than i imagined. someone asked me if it got better. and i couldn’t even look at him when i said no. because the truth is, i can’t look at you. i can’t look at your beautiful face ever again. i can’t even talk to you without losing my entire composure. people have tried telling me i’m better alone, but as i pass you in the hallway, it’s when i understand how wrong they are. i’ll miss your family. i’ll miss your brother and mom. and i regret doing what i did. but as i look at our past i know i can’t fucking change what i’ve done. i can’t hold you anymore. i can’t touch you. and it hurts more than you realize for me. i wish i fucking killed myself when i was supposed to. then it wouldn’t be so hard to let her go. i can’t believe it was my decision to let you go. but even worse, i can’t believe you were the one to tell me i cheated. i broke up with you to kill myself. and guess who’s fucking here. it’s been so many months. i could do it tonight. i could. and i want to. but i have no guts to do it. i’m so afraid of losing something. i don’t know what out there. i’m afraid. i’m afraid of living though. and i don’t know what to do anymore. i’m so. tired.
I just want everyone to know, somebody loves you and cares. And you make such a difference and impact in this world. Please open up, and talk if you feel suicidal. Because those that love you will listen and be there. Have a great day and keep on being strong!!
I know I’m broken when I’m listening to songs like these on repeat but I’m hopeful I can say that honestly that I’ll get better and things will get better
This is what getting sober got me listin to and being in a new think I have never been sober I used for 23 years off meth and I’m trying do do my best I just have to give life more the woman I love she saved me from being in a place that would of killed be I want to thank her for showing me the right way I don’t want to hurt no more people by being bored all the time and I’m here for her I’m sober for her I ninit would nt last if u are doing for someone eles but it’s working I need sober friends
I hear sad songs when i wanted to cry(probabily when feeling useless and no caring) and then i will cry and forget what happened Right next i play kpop songs With lyrics whixh is deep ,inspiring etc And thats why i am an army💜
This is one of my favorite songs many years ago, when youtube hadn't translated it yet. Until today, when I discovered this feature, I found that empathy knows no borders. I want to tell everyone who saw my comment, you guys You are not alone, let’s work hard together and live a good life. No matter how hard it is, please persevere and let us have a better tomorrow together.❤
i was listening this when i was 14, it just got released,.. im 19 now.. still here.. nothing changed
Same
heard to it in my prime time when I was 15 now I am 20
frfr
@@kaan2033 i’m just like you
@@azi5556 where u from bro
you know how lost your are when you still come back to the old songs from years ago...
Faxxx
Damn that was deep but too true bro...ig I'm really sad then
Depression is so fucked i hate life and how this world works but we have no choice to keep going or.... You know what the other option is but im too pussy to do it rn
I keep telling myself I have until 21 to get my shit together or I’m gone
@@Juulpod610 I'm just a confused soul in this wrld bc I've had so many ppl tell me how to live life in so many different ways and idk what to do ab it
You know it's a deep song when youtube makes you age confirm 70 times.
We don't care little boy
@@aizennegsnigga
@@aizennegs cringe my guy
Cuz it's all about suicide
I've literally had to age confirm for gaming videos 😂
Dead people receive more flowers than alive
Because regret is always stronger than gratitude
very deep words
Damnn bro
You don't know a good thing until it's gone. People get used to certain individuals being in their life, that the notion of death seems impossible, then death comes.
Bro that hit hard
I've always said this. People drive by cemeteries everyday but how often do they visit their loved ones?
Friend: How you feeling?
Me: lil happy lil sad lil numb
haha
what friend is even asking u how u feel?
@@ibimsriegel relatable
This comment hits a little too close to home :))
Numb is when you can't feel anything?
I like sad songs...
me too
Mhm
Shinigami agree
Yuppp me tooo
Depression permanent
Hits so deep, the pain never goes away but you just get used to it …
exactly...
really 💔
so true
Smoke and listen to this guy, all of his songs make me light in my chest, never thought I'd lose everyone around me that said they cared.
it went away for a 5 months than it came back
Sometimes i wanna feel sad cause its better than feeling nothing at all
It's so true
Same bro....
This^
same its better to feel something rather than nothin at all
And sometimes you feel like you'd rather be sad than happy. Because you know the happiness will inevitably be crushed by demise, and that is the worst feeling anyone can experience, so much that you'd sometimes rather stay miserable than experience joy and happiness.
"They would numb me down till I couldnt speak"
Army :D ...
The ones I've been to sure don't..they let you suffer it out...hopeless hell...🖤
Army~
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@@sai0535 please don't make people feel bad for liking something that makes them happy.
5 years later and this is still one of my favorite songs..
grow up
grow up
Do you ever find yourself happy but you come back to songs like this just to feel sad... maybe because I miss it? Idk
When live for so long is sadness it can feel comfortable just remember it's okay to be sad it's not okay to waste away, gotta pick up those feet and keep going for those who couldn't
I miss
It feels comfortable because it's familiar
I don't know why. I have a smile on my face, is happy, but dead. And I am coming to sad songs because I wanna feel something.
i came back because I don't wanna feel okay right now.
Teacher : what is the wrost gift you ever receive
Me: my life
Stay alive
Same
:)) that's true
Reletable
Same :)
~ Lyrics ~
lil happy lil sad:
imma break down soon
in the same old room
that i always do
i feel so alone
make some beats and smoke
pray i make it soon
pray they buy my shit
cause im so damn broke
girl im so damn cold
i might freeze to death
rollin up some dope
smoking trees for stress
fuck the life i had
i dont want it back
fuck the friends i had
they just made me sad
now its me and her
bout to fuck the world
we dont need no help
we came up from dirt
i still hate myself
thats a side of me
wanna kill myself
and ive tried im weak
mom would drive me in
everytime i did
i would ask to leave
and theyd give me pills
that shit on repeat
every other week
they would numb me down
till i couldnt speak
teen pregnancy:
lay me down
i dont wanna die
i cant sleep alone
need u here tonight
you were everything
you were my god damn life
now its all fucked up
and i wont sleep tonight
i was snorting pills
you were up all night
i swear i couldnt feel
i was so damn high
liquor in my blood
you were all i want
i gave you everything
i feel so unloved
you finally got exactly what you want
you were off getting fucked and i was so fucked up
fuck the wedding ring fuck this life i lead
got me feeling numb doing bumps off keys
i dont wanna live
tried to kill myself
girl ill numb you too
take your life as well
i wanna watch you bleed
she gets numb for me
lets kill ourselves
so i can sleep
Fuck, that's sad.
sad chɨll
so sad feeling that i fit in some parts
Wow u went throw all that to do this respect points earnd (Sorry I can't spell)
what anime is this???
I'm writing this message for all the people who are having a bad time. I hope it reaches as many people as possible. It is normal to have insecurities about yourself and not feel up to it, I've felt this way for a long time and even now, in part. Over time, however, I realized that most of my insecurities were actually just generated by paranoia. They weren't true, or my low self esteem made them seem bigger than they were in reality. Our personal perception of ourselves influences the vision of reality in a remarkable way. Sadness creates other sadness just as paranoia creates other paranoia. And life starts to get worse when all this becomes difficult to manage. No matter how big our problems are, it all depends on how we deal with them. Stay strong, I wish the best of luck to you all🙏
It's not like I'm broke, I've been strong for too long... Now I can't be strong anymore
@@UnknownPerson-nl7te Yes you can, i can confirm bro👊
@@NAD-qc1rt I'm back here and no I'm not doing good
@@UnknownPerson-nl7te
Be strong, do not let negative thoughts affect you. Appreciate yourself, love yourself, you can ❤️
Don't let your negative thoughts erase the beautiful things around you
Thank you for that wonderful talk 💗
It‘s crazy that so many people share the same feelings and thoughts around here but we don‘t know each other - but it makes me feel we are not alone 😌
You're right
atleast you have us : _)
Okay
I listened to this when it came out 6 years ago, i was incredibly sad. i've somewhat become happy but i find myself comming back here to visit my sadness. it's something that no matter how happy you become you'll never forget that dark past you hard prior.
"Fuck the life i had, i don't want it back"
Fuck the friends i had, they just made me sad"
Man, this is totally me tbh
I know it's so sad
:-)
Same
i am alone now
😔😞😔
I agree wid u =)(=
Ik thatt feeling
Replayed this exactly 53 times
Then it shut happens the battery of my Bluetooth box or of my phone goes down till zero %🤷😭😂
I've listened to this song on repeat for like 3 hours
I've been up for 3 days straight listening to this.
I'm never sad that's my personality... but I'm never happy I just put on a fake smile so people will leave me alone
Can relate..
Yes, that's how I am
I do that with family and sometimes my girlfriend...
100% relatable
This is exactly what I do. Fake Smiles is all that I have.
'i don't wanna be alive but i don't wanna take my life, 'cause i'm afraid of what's on the other side of this..'
I feel the same way
I ain’t afraid of what’s on the other side I’m afraid of what I’m leaving behind
No cap
@@pickleneedsfood4531 idk
lil happy + teen preg
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🍂👉No Dad
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said said said hati aku jnagan hahahaha bodoh cuba faham sama 😪🍂👉failmy huhu nangis sad hmmmm jangan rindu hmmm mana i aku mati sad ape ape ape ape baik
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ima break down soon in the same old room
Same
That i ALWAYS do
@eu gosto de computador smoke weed
……… _No word to define this song_ ………
Enes Çetin adamsın enes...
Therapeutic
well, words then?
r/im14andthisisdeep
The word you’re looking for is mood
i was listening this when i was 15. im 20 now.. same pain, same feelings. the only thing that changes is time
Dude was thirsty as hell
Seijuuu /\ Mashiroow lol
S p e r m T a m p o n精子タンポン wtf is wrong with you ;-;
SHINOBI 忍 everything is
S p e r m T a m p o n精子タンポン //WHEEZE//
S p e r m T a m p o n精子タンポン
Nice
Sometimes I just come back to my playlist to feel sad, because it's better than feeling nothing at all
Exactly
6 years have passed and im STILL HERE! goddammit king
The fact is that, here strangers give more love than my "FRIENDS" who always make me Sad 😥
I hope that things will get better
@Akira Life Your friend is totally wrong, why would he not let you approaching his sister? Like he's jealous of her. That isn't right
@@NAD-qc1rt Nanti faham bodoh siapa orange bodoh
Nanti aku i mati hahah hati faham oh what hahhaa sad oh hati hahaha faham cuba? Ah hahaha ape ape ape? benci bodoh okay saying cuba faham okay bodoh hati failmy sad aku maaf untuk oh nangis kau bagus tahu maaf saying i aku mati nanti faham saying along and angel marah oh what really siapa hahaha marah why mati aku said what marah oh oh nanti faham cuba siapa tipu lelaki orange lelaki nice hati hehehe yeat 👊👊👊👊👊👊👊😡😡😡😡😡😡
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💔👉💡A + B nanti mati 💡👈💔
(i,r) 💘🙊🖕👊🖕🍂😡
👉fakarruddin cinta i tahu hati sekolah bagus hati sad nanti oh tahu suka orange perepamnu sad really rindu hmm mana i aku nanti mati sad hati faham oh siapa?👈💡🙊🐶🐱🐹🐰🐭🦊🐻🐼🐷🐮🦁🐯🐤🐥🦅🐺🐗🐒
🍂😒🔞😞😰👫🙊🍂👼👉hati Malaysia said and Kalau Terengganu sad and my Dungun,Terengganu said and Malaysia K.L said?
👊👊👊👊👊💔💔💔💔🔞🔞🔞🔞🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂👼👼👼🔞😒😒😒😒
🍂👉No end
🍂👉No Dad
What nanti baik faham okay bodoh okay cuba hati suka🍂😪🖖👉 fatah and hafiz hahahah hehehe hati faham nangis maaf aku tak cinta aku gila aku maaf boom him call marah nanti ape ape ape marah bodoh me me me. Call kenp nice hahahahahaha sad nanti cis benci him tipu 🖕👊🍂👉hayati and fakaruddin and siapa orange lelaki hehehe nice hati bodoh maaf aku oh what maaf kenp siapa nanti allah nanti failmy nangis tahu maaf aku saying hmm mana i aku mati saying along and angel 3,2,1,4 nangis hati nanti rumah dalam nanti mati baik baik benci bodoh faham benci bodoh cuba salah call cis benci bodoh kau fatah and hafiz aku tak cinta hahahaha nangis nice gila aku sad marah hahahaha me me call sad boom kenp oh nanti nangis boom oh kenp mati hati sad malaysia bagus tahu boom sad cis hahahahaaaaaaaa! nanti sad marah benci cis? bodoh okay hati sad nanti siapa 🖖😡🔞🙈😈👊😡👊😡🖕🖕👉mana fakaruddin and hayati maaf aku fahma oh aku maaf cakp him siape bodoh benci orange lelaki nice hahhahaha gila aku suka nice aku mls solat hahahaha oh cis benci okay bodoh okay my oh i said like really like why haahah why no no no a and b hati nangis perepmanu orange ibu ank rindu hmmm really mana i aku hahahaha sad tak cinta aku oh what oh marah said why siapa nice oh jangan oh kan?? aku siapa name? Perepmanu orange? ape like no no no 😈 orang saying maaf suka mana i aku mati nanti baik said😡😡😡😡😡🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪
😭😰🍂my like said why like why like my said like?👉🇲🇾🇺🇸🇯🇵🇰🇷🇧🇳🏳️🌈🇺🇳🏳⚧
😡👊🖖🖕💋🖕😡👊oh hati tegok tahu oh👉🇮🇳🇨🇮🇮🇪vs🇮🇩vs🇲🇦vs🇻🇳vs🇹🇭vd🇳🇵
Said what nice boom sad oh siapa nice sad okay hati suka what kenp bodoh really kenp siapa what oh nice nanti sad faham jangan🍂😪🖖👉 failmy sad macam hati nangis rindu hati ada nanti oh hmmmm sad rindu mana i aku mati kenp siapa nice?? 😡🍁👊👊👊💔💔💔🍁🍁🍁🍁
⏳🍂 hati macam cuba nice malaysia sad? hati?👉🅰 and 🅱👈💢💢⚠💡💡
said said said hati aku jnagan hahahaha bodoh cuba faham sama 😪🍂👉failmy huhu nangis sad hmmmm jangan rindu hmmm mana i aku mati sad ape ape ape ape baik
hahahahahahaaaaa ape ape ape ape oh what oh kenp?😡😡😡🍂🍂🍂👊👊👊👊👊👊👊💔💔💔💔💔💔🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂👼🔞🔞🔞🔞😒😒😒😒
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Nanti faham bodoh siapa orange bodoh
Nanti aku i mati hahah hati faham oh what hahhaa sad oh hati hahaha faham cuba? Ah hahaha ape ape ape? benci bodoh okay saying cuba faham okay bodoh hati failmy sad aku maaf untuk oh nangis kau bagus tahu maaf saying i aku mati nanti faham saying along and angel marah oh what really siapa hahaha marah why mati aku said what marah oh oh nanti faham cuba siapa tipu lelaki orange lelaki nice hati hehehe yeat 👊👊👊👊👊👊👊😡😡😡😡😡😡
😪😪😪😪😪😪😪
🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂
🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞
💔👉💡A + B nanti mati 💡👈💔
(i,r) 💘🙊🖕👊🖕🍂😡
👉fakarruddin cinta i tahu hati sekolah bagus hati sad nanti oh tahu suka orange perepamnu sad really rindu hmm mana i aku nanti mati sad hati faham oh siapa?👈💡🙊🐶🐱🐹🐰🐭🦊🐻🐼🐷🐮🦁🐯🐤🐥🦅🐺🐗🐒
🍂😒🔞😞😰👫🙊🍂👼👉hati Malaysia said and Kalau Terengganu sad and my Dungun,Terengganu said and Malaysia K.L said?
👊👊👊👊👊💔💔💔💔🔞🔞🔞🔞🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂👼👼👼🔞😒😒😒😒
🍂👉No end
🍂👉No Dad
What nanti baik faham okay bodoh okay cuba hati suka🍂😪🖖👉 fatah and hafiz hahahah hehehe hati faham nangis maaf aku tak cinta aku gila aku maaf boom him call marah nanti ape ape ape marah bodoh me me me. Call kenp nice hahahahahaha sad nanti cis benci him tipu 🖕👊🍂👉hayati and fakaruddin and siapa orange lelaki hehehe nice hati bodoh maaf aku oh what maaf kenp siapa nanti allah nanti failmy nangis tahu maaf aku saying hmm mana i aku mati saying along and angel 3,2,1,4 nangis hati nanti rumah dalam nanti mati baik baik benci bodoh faham benci bodoh cuba salah call cis benci bodoh kau fatah and hafiz aku tak cinta hahahaha nangis nice gila aku sad marah hahahaha me me call sad boom kenp oh nanti nangis boom oh kenp mati hati sad malaysia bagus tahu boom sad cis hahahahaaaaaaaa! nanti sad marah benci cis? bodoh okay hati sad nanti siapa 🖖😡🔞🙈😈👊😡👊😡🖕🖕👉mana fakaruddin and hayati maaf aku fahma oh aku maaf cakp him siape bodoh benci orange lelaki nice hahhahaha gila aku suka nice aku mls solat hahahaha oh cis benci okay bodoh okay my oh i said like really like why haahah why no no no a and b hati nangis perepmanu orange ibu ank rindu hmmm really mana i aku hahahaha sad tak cinta aku oh what oh marah said why siapa nice oh jangan oh kan?? aku siapa name? Perepmanu orange? ape like no no no 😈 orang saying maaf suka mana i aku mati nanti baik said😡😡😡😡😡🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪
😭😰🍂my like said why like why like my said like?👉🇲🇾🇺🇸🇯🇵🇰🇷🇧🇳🏳️🌈🇺🇳🏳⚧
😡👊🖖🖕💋🖕😡👊oh hati tegok tahu oh👉🇮🇳🇨🇮🇮🇪vs🇮🇩vs🇲🇦vs🇻🇳vs🇹🇭vd🇳🇵
Said what nice boom sad oh siapa nice sad okay hati suka what kenp bodoh really kenp siapa what oh nice nanti sad faham jangan🍂😪🖖👉 failmy sad macam hati nangis rindu hati ada nanti oh hmmmm sad rindu mana i aku mati kenp siapa nice?? 😡🍁👊👊👊💔💔💔🍁🍁🍁🍁
⏳🍂 hati macam cuba nice malaysia sad? hati?👉🅰 and 🅱👈💢💢⚠💡💡
said said said hati aku jnagan hahahaha bodoh cuba faham sama 😪🍂👉failmy huhu nangis sad hmmmm jangan rindu hmmm mana i aku mati sad ape ape ape ape baik
hahahahahahaaaaa ape ape ape ape oh what oh kenp?😡😡😡🍂🍂🍂👊👊👊👊👊👊👊💔💔💔💔💔💔🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂🍂👼🔞🔞🔞🔞😒😒😒😒
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Facts...
I love this song so much, it helps me a lot with my depression and suicidal toughts, and it helps me to externalize my feelings in a more pacifistic way 🖤
Me too 💔
song hits feels..
Its been a while still nothing changes its the same old feeling everyday every night i dont know if it will ever change i would listen to it to feel numb yet its the same ol feeling each time
Sad songs is my life. Can't live without sad songs anymore, I become dumb it became my life. ❤️
my life
:(
sorry
Same shit. I wouldn't call that "life" though
Same 😭😭😭
i still hate myself
DarklwXD XD thanks for reporting your email out to the whole world buddy
bobby_b_gaming I did it too. So? Don’t attack him.
xyz yzx same
Same
same goes for me.
3 years later an still hurts
This song has seen me through my worst stage in life and listening to now brings all the memories back. It was such a bad time for me but this song helped so thank you lil happy lil sad your songs hit home to thousands of people keep going buddy x
this song tells about my life and all the things he says i done
im just so depressed
tin din im depressed to dude im 12 just try keep your head up
what
Idk
Damn this song just makes me want to go and get more drunk than i am now.
True indeed how are you doing.
Same old same old getting drunk so i don't have to dream.
Slow very slow but it's better than nothing am right.
How is it going with you.
getting better i have been drinking less. lol
I was listening to this when i was in my deepest shit but its been 4 years ago and everything changed I made my life worth living and hearing this song just reminds me how bad it was and how much i dont want to ever fall back into depression. I am so glad I never gave up so to anyone reading this...please dont give up, you will find a way out. I believe in you. Dont waste your life and especially your teenage years.
I lost my mother when i was 18 last year.. i feel numb to the pain..
Nwc419 you become mature when you are brave enough to leave someone who you cared about the most.
And you are strong, I BELIEVE!
I lost my mom last year from an overdose I have been depressed and in and out of mental hospitals ever since, this year I overdosed to commit suicide but it didn't work and I was sent to a mental hospital again.. people tell me I'm really mature for my age but the thing is I had no choice but to because that way because I knew a lot of people that died in my life or were fake friends.. I just wish I could be a kid again.
I wish the best of luck to you lass.
I'm sorry
I Lost her 2 years ago 💔💔💔💔💔 this 2 years go like fucking hell
I wish you the best! I'm sorry for you and hope you're ok
love it.. peace from Romania.
ooo ro
Hi ce faci ? =)
Razvqn nu bine tu? ? ?
usa usa nu bine nici eu , umpic cam depresiv ( din cauza unei fete *tuze*)
=/
Alex Ioniță Salut
I was 15 when i listened to this, and now im 21 and still suffering mentally.
I lost my girlfriend (broke up) two years ago. When I went to bed last night I had a dream of how I grew up with her and we were living together and I was just so ducking happy and now and then I woke up in tears this songs helps
leave the thought of girlfriend, remember the reason why you made her your girl friend and why you both broke up, compare the reasons of breaking up and making her girlfriend, if you feel your reason for making her girlfriend was wrong, never remember her again, if you think the reason for breakup was wrong, get back to her
@@UnknownPerson-nl7te I will thank you🙏🏻
Same bro, i broke up with her a while ago but Then i have dreams about me and her then i wake up happy for like 2 seconds then i realize…
I know exactly how you feel. I can't take a day without the realization of how much I messed up my relationship and I still feel angry at myself for everything. Saddest thing was how happy they made me feel and then it would change to the fact that I didn't think they actually loved me even though there was love but I don't think it was the right kind of love. I just wish I could have done things differently with them and make them feel more than special. Now I believe I don't deserve love for every time I have it, it just becomes a ticking time clock just waiting to go off and kill the relationship.
Bro I feel bad for u I truly do but if u live with that thought in ur head all the time you'll never grow as a person
It’s been 7 years and I still fall in love with this music smoking tress for stress
this is so beautiful. i love your channel, keep on uploading
This guy has some serious talent, it’s depressing but I can relate and I Listen to this to go with the mood I am in but I really enjoy threes songs when I don’t listen to them so intensely and take that moment to feel sad until I feel better again!
Why does it feel good when I'm depressed? Every panic attack kind of relieves me
Mom: I hate you.
Dad: go to hell
Sister: why are you here
Brother: go away disappointment.
Song: are you okay? Here let me hug you and listen to this...❤️
*hugs*
me: hug me and i swear it will all be better cause i care.
Hey....dont worrie at least we can be a disappointment together :)
your not alone 💕
bruh you are just a loser if all your familiy think that and you are probably done something shitty or just wannabe sad kid.
@@Hema115 damn bro you dont have right to judge him and you dont even know if hes a kid or growing ass man so think before you speak
thank you for the music you upload and the gifs are matching with songs
thank youu
Its no problem with the music you pick and the effort you put in. Lately I've been on your channel a lot cuz this sad chill music is really relaxing and the lyrics of every song are really helpful to me. Thank you once again
sad chɨll anime?
@@UniversalChill what anime is this
I feel so numb. I can't cry out my emotions (:
been there
Same
I dont have emotions
I liked her
She liked me
I loved her
But she killed me
You made me sad
That's .. Deep
Ouch :/
I'm hella late but i know the feeling bro. Try your best not to think of her.
Kaneki???
Listening in 2024😞
Yeah same i listen all day this song 😔
This is fucking beautiful, im dealing with some shi, thanks for existing lil happy
Aoenix thank You for existing. :)
Hope you get through your “shi”
Bob Rector If you think you’re funny, please go somewhere else.
I'm dealing with some s*** myself I'm in such a dark place but the demons won't manifest in there real form just black shadow and it used to make me really mad and it still does a little bit the Holy Spirit told me it's not because they won't do it I would yell at them and tell them how much of a p**** they were that they couldn't manifest into their real form which is hideous and grotesque and people's hair have turned white when they see them mine won't and at that they were doing that it was them that wouldn't manifest but the holy spirit said no my daughter I will not let them manifest in their real form but God knows that's one of my prayers I've been asking him for has to open my spiritual ears and eyes and to create me for a demon I'm going to be a gang stalker of satanists and I thank him for the power through the Holy Spirit to cast out demons and off of people at the demons they have on them and I'll have a spiritual discernment as well to know their names and what allowed them to come in but in the meantime in between time I'm sitting here stuck like Chuck like I've been for since I've been 15 and I'm 44 and I love Jesus I'm a Christian okay but a little frustrated you know I'm really frustrated and I want to be delivered I want to touch the hand of his garment for so many reasons I'm just I can't do this anymore it's like what am I doing wrong I actually know what I was doing wrong and I can't go back to that I've been a stripper since I've been like 17 on and off I had jobs here in there like I work for sure anyway I know I can't go back to the stripping job and I have to really trust God I know that's why I keep relapsing my entire life cuz I go to church on Sunday and pray and lead people to the Lord but then I'm in the strip club doing extracurricular activities and that's like one foot in the door one foot you know you can't they look warm the Bible says the Lord will spew you from his mouth either wants you hot or cold and I want to be on fire for him but all these years I could never grasp that then I could never stop I get clean for you know long as I have a 16 months like I said the job that I have had and and I figured the reason why I keep relapsing all these years I was not in his will completely 100% I would go to church on Sundays and ties and pray and lead people to the Lord but then Monday through Saturday I'd be in the strip club doing crazy s*** with married men and it was a lot of money and that's a sin and I know it and I know that I can't go back I watched a UA-cam video about a woman that died and thought she was going to heaven but she ended up in hell and Jesus met her there though and ended up walking her through all the portals of hell there's like eight and for each level it's more severe for the more severity of the punishment that these people deserve the sins that they committed so she's he's walking her through and she's like locking eyes with people and she'd say Jesus what did he do I think the first one Jesus said he was he committed adultery second level what did he do Jesus said he was mean to somebody and hurt their feelings really bad and did not ask for forgiveness mind you all these levels like are really terrible okay and then they get to someone else what did what did he do Jesus said he was on drugs I will strike one for me they get to another level and it was so close and the last one the worst one the woman saw a a female engulfed in flames screaming in utter pain and gnashing her teeth all she had on with white panties a pair of white panties in in the flames and she said that woman would go out of like where she could see her body and then the next second she would just see her bones but it's still her screaming and then she would turn into a hologram and then come back but still be screaming she said Jesus what did she do and Jesus said she was a stripper there's like okay you know what that's all I needed I'm really in a bad spot now though okay they broke like and I also listen to a sermon that resonated with me and she said the only way Jesus is going to move in your situation and answer your prayers is first you have to abandon whatever it is that you're holding on to that's not of him and I know that would be drugs and then she said and then you've got to remove yourself from every and any person that is not living for Christ and that I myself would need to stop sinning and like and that's any kind of sin you don't try you just stop and ask God to give you strength but and then she said and then you have to get uncomfortable extremely uncomfortable and do something and the things that you dread doing and get very uncomfortable and do this to break yourself and to crucify your flesh and be 100% walking in God's will show Jesus that you are willing to do whatever it takes to break away from those terrible things in whoever's life which for me is stripping and doing drugs and the uncomfortable part I'm sure is going to be not making the money that I need that I I've been comfortable I have to depend on nobody but myself in Jesus no man no sugar daddy I cannot be under somebody's thumb especially somebody that I'm not attracted to I am I'm so done with this job like it is really shaped to me and made me a real messed upIndividual and I'm not going to go be with somebody like a sugar daddy just for their money like no I can't I want to be with the one that God has chosen for me and I trust and speak it into existence that whoever this man is is coming soon and I will be so attracted to him and vice versa and that he will put God first before me before anybody else he will be true disciple of Jesus but I won't be getting any of these things until I step out in faith as scary as is it it will be I'm going to go from making between like 5:00 to 10,000 a month to nothing I have a brain injury I I know God knows what he's got for me okay and I know I can't go back to that job I want these demons off me and I want my addiction removed and I know God will do that for me in the name of Jesus and I also am asking him for the gift to be able to cast off demons know them by their name and see them in their real form all through not me and not my power but the power of the Holy Spirit who lives within me and that he will show me what the will of his what his will is for my life I want to be I want to do nothing but without before praying before I do anything but please y'all pray for me okay I love you just say dear heavenly father I know you died on the cross for me I know I'm a sinner will you please forgive me for all my sins come into my heart in my life live through me and change me thank you Father for dying in the cross for me amen praise God whoever said that and meant it you are not and I speak into existence not going to be left behind or be in hell for eternity close the ears of the enemy and the name of Jesus that you will live and be a testimony unto Jesus and from this moment on you will allow the Holy Spirit to change you lead you guy do and ask God to search your heart and soul to bring to your mind any human you have any unforgiveness for and when he does and you know who those people are you need to stay their names over and over in your head all day all night I forgive them in the name of Jesus I forgive them in the name of Jesus but the Bible says if you stand before me and you have any forgiveness for any human on this Earth I will say depart from me I never knew you so this is serious it's something I still work on also sit close to him and read the word every single day the Bible I love you guys pray for me I'll pray for you
this voice is so fucking beautiful!!!
This song is actually deep as fuck and actually has a lot of meaning it needs more views and fame
this song has the most shallow meaning about “muh depression and weed” wym.
@@wtfimcrying you are a genius…
You are right that it deserves its fame and that it is one of the most beautiful songs
So many depressed minds here. Making me depressed.
But I won't let it get to me, because im strong, and so are you! You'll get through this........going to be hard, its going to hurt, but its all going to be worth it.
This song got me nearly in tears... Did not expect it to be so deep & relatable 😥
i may have commented, i might not have, either way, i have not heard this song in so long, and im happy i can hear it again, this song helps me realize and keep focus on the fact that everything eventually means and leads to nothing. whats the point? why are we here? to serve other people? to be slaves in the govornments eyes? i guess so. but no one will change that. it is how things work, you have cash then u have power, ur poor, then you have nothing. love to all!
you're so right that it hurts
❤❤❤
I wrote this a year ago, and I don't remember doing so, I was probably really wasted. But I'm re reading this, and I still agree.
being depressed and being drunk while listening to this song, really just makes u wanna :(
Just imagine this.
A girl is sitting at her desk at school, people giggle and whisper about her, she's not skinny, she's heavier set, she's so numb only feeling dagger after dagger enter her chest, she holds in the tears and moves like a robotic she doesn't care she's so broken up inside and nobody notices, when people ask if she's okay she forces a smile and nods her head. Because if she says she's not okay they will laugh at her and use it against her, she felt herself slipping and was barely breathing. After so many long hours of shes at home. Her Mom and Grandma ask how was school. She just replies horrible as usual they never help her, they never understand they don't talk to her. She's done, that night she brings out the knife and starts cutting her arms, leaving wounds that would never heal under the flesh, she feels so worthless and even though her friends tell her she's beautiful and amazing she hates herself. She just wishes for the pain to stop and to be okay again. She's been depressed for a while but nobody notices as it's another night for her, getting numb as usual and feeling herself break. It's almost as if she is so used to this.
She's barely breathing...
Nobody loves her.
Nobody likes her.
Nobody wants her.
Nobody needs her.
Nobody notices her.
I'm that girl.
your loved ..give it a little time soon youll be ok
can relate tbh even if they tell me i'm not alone i can't help but feel how the loneliness and self hate is tearing me apart and make my mind go blank, i'm so tired and even if i try to explaim it to my family or friends they just don't get it (which i totally understand since they just not in my situation). i used to go to parties and i used to hang out w a lot of ppl who i really love but now i pushin' everyone of them away even if i don't want to. i can't be that kind and careing and lovely as i used to be on account of how much i hate myself. i try my best each and everyday to be at least a bit productive but all i truly wanna do is layin' in my bed smokin' and cry until i fall asleep. it's no good. i have to stop or i'll lose everyone again. but i don't know how... hope somehow we both be alright or at least better!
Fuck them all. You can be beautiful in your own way. I find myself in writing and it helps so much. You're strong.
Hey... we can talk if you want to. I'd love to know that girl.
If you don't like you're body lose weight tf
i felt this song for a really long time in the past. And now I came back and I dont do it anymore. Guys believe me someday you will get happiness in life, its not going to be shitty like this forever
been 5 years and i still feel this way
Who is still listening to this in 2022
You never expect the ones you care about the most to just fade away, Becoming happy/sad, visions/memories.
2021 and im still listening to his songs. Hope yall are doing well remember to never allow the negative thought cloud your happiness
Damn How we can happy?
How am I just hearing this artist now! Relate to the lyrics on an extreme level
Everyone's Heart would be a "Heart", but my heart is no more than a "Hurt"
use to listen to this guy a lot when i was 12, turning 17 this year, i guess i didnt really change much all this time
I was 15 when i first heard this. Im now 22 years old. This is literally what im still going through. I dont think i will be here any longer. Its too much.
i was 13 when i start listening this song... now i'm 18 and i feel like this song will be there with me forever..
Same can't believe I'm back here I'm too grown to be feeling so damn unmotivated
ye... I found this song half a year ago now I wish I can go back to that time cuz life is now so meaningless
this song is like a drug for me, when imma listenin' this, i can forget some things, and to be focus on my thoughts. thank u lil happy lil sad for made my depression less bored
I hope you aren't alone now
I found this when I was in high school, and this is the song I relate to the most. 😢
you know how lost your are when you still come back to the old songs from years ago... 2k22
Keep holding on, I hope things will get better for you. Ask for help if you need it
and when i noticed that your name on my phone no longer gave me the endless smile on my face, i knew. i knew i gave up the one thing in life i cared about. now, the days go past like cars on a long trip. blurred red and blue paint passes by my face everytime. i can see everyone moving around me. i hear their voices from behind glass doors. i can only seem to remember the good times. the times i can no longer have. those times when we smiled at each other and laughed. the times when we laid together intertwined like knots in a rope. the food we shared. the endless moments we had. it’s harder than i imagined. someone asked me if it got better. and i couldn’t even look at him when i said no. because the truth is, i can’t look at you. i can’t look at your beautiful face ever again. i can’t even talk to you without losing my entire composure. people have tried telling me i’m better alone, but as i pass you in the hallway, it’s when i understand how wrong they are. i’ll miss your family. i’ll miss your brother and mom. and i regret doing what i did. but as i look at our past i know i can’t fucking change what i’ve done. i can’t hold you anymore. i can’t touch you. and it hurts more than you realize for me. i wish i fucking killed myself when i was supposed to. then it wouldn’t be so hard to let her go.
i can’t believe it was my decision to let you go. but even worse, i can’t believe you were the one to tell me i cheated. i broke up with you to kill myself. and guess who’s fucking here. it’s been so many months. i could do it tonight. i could. and i want to. but i have no guts to do it. i’m so afraid of losing something. i don’t know what out there. i’m afraid. i’m afraid of living though. and i don’t know what to do anymore. i’m so. tired.
lund- broken vibes
Lund!
yassss
thats a good song
@@lulujj5413 yass it is
That's a good song actually
4 years later I’m still here…for what?
I think this song should be in everybody "sad mood" playlist
It's in my depressing playlist
wrong, it is in my playlist named "Sad Times"
I feel like this is explanatory. So many people in these comments are aching. Have a good day, my dearest people.
I just want everyone to know, somebody loves you and cares. And you make such a difference and impact in this world. Please open up, and talk if you feel suicidal. Because those that love you will listen and be there. Have a great day and keep on being strong!!
I know I’m broken when I’m listening to songs like these on repeat but I’m hopeful I can say that honestly that I’ll get better and things will get better
She saved me from suicide, and now she is dying herself, I’ve never felt so much pain...
Listening to this before i do it.. Cuz its beautiful
Why I love this song is because I am always sad so then this song makes me happy with a fake smile
Sad songs makes me happy
they did say, time flies when your having fun...probably why i wish the past didnt go so fast now....
Love to listen to this song, laying in Bed and cry😕💭
Talk to someone today helpline. cant i just enjoy lil numb time?
This song make me cry every night when i'm sad..
Love this song, i wouldnt of know about it if it werent for sad chill's upload, this channel has showed me many great songs
الاغنيه اخذتها من نوڤيل وكل مَ أسمعها - أبكي .
الإشتِياق يقتُل .
you'll all be okay. trust me. just hold on, things will get better with time. i love you
Sometimes i say "i hate my life" but, suddenly i think there is people that loves(d) me.
Wish I could relate
Sometimes I think about committing suicide but then I think about how the people who love me will react.
@kl kl lol me too ×D
I listen to this anytime I'm down and we'll here I am still
I am alone
I love songs
This is what getting sober got me listin to and being in a new think I have never been sober I used for 23 years off meth and I’m trying do do my best I just have to give life more the woman I love she saved me from being in a place that would of killed be I want to thank her for showing me the right way I don’t want to hurt no more people by being bored all the time and I’m here for her I’m sober for her I ninit would nt last if u are doing for someone eles but it’s working I need sober friends
Good news guys, Teen Pregnancy's SC and Twitter are back! I was thinking that he maybe had ended his life but thankfully he didnt.
2020 still listening to this
2021 and still listening to this
Those memories. Man I can’t hold on. Same old song.. depression never passed
I’m still love and listen to this every single day ... and I’m so fucken sad people :)
I hear sad songs when i wanted to cry(probabily when feeling useless and no caring) and then i will cry and forget what happened
Right next i play kpop songs
With lyrics whixh is deep ,inspiring etc
And thats why i am an army💜
This is one of my favorite songs many years ago, when youtube hadn't translated it yet. Until today, when I discovered this feature, I found that empathy knows no borders. I want to tell everyone who saw my comment, you guys You are not alone, let’s work hard together and live a good life. No matter how hard it is, please persevere and let us have a better tomorrow together.❤
Facts
Had to click confirm 12 times before listening. Worth it.