“God bless the broken road, it led me straight to Moses and Malibu” that is the sweetest thing I’ve ever heard 😭 There are no words to describe how happy I am for you Trish
“Its not perfect when you look at it but its perfect for me” love this and I feel like thats such an important message for people wanting to have the perfect life so bad
I feel so similarly, I have other mental health conditions not bpd but it mirrors some of the emotional symptoms to the point my therapist recommended DBT therapy to me. I see a lot of myself in Trisha sometimes and one of my biggest fears generally has been if I would be able to lead a joyful and functional life as an adult and maybe be a mom one day, I assumed maybe I just wasn’t stable enough for it. She inspires me and gives me so much hope.
Yes me too! I was a young teen when Trish started UA-cam. I've been watching her since. Her growth helps others. I knew I was bi polar and more as a child, so I started learning ways to manage it young...but Trish didn't know. I think we all did though ❤ I hope you are able to manage yourself in a healthy way, and remember you're not alone. We all make mistakes. We can choose to learn and grow from them, or we can choose not to.
The character development from this woman is actually incredible. I'm struggling at the moment with my impulse control, and finding it hard to understand what triggers me to go into a massive downward spiral, but Trisha really makes me feel more positive that it can get better. Sending all my love ❤
you can do this ❤ it will become easier over time to understand your triggers, and once you find them, dont be afraid to feel and set boundaries if you need to! i am proud of you ❤
Try to keep a journal where you write everything down that happened before each impulse. You might not see it in the moment,but reading back the patterns will emerge
no joke, having bpd myself at my low moments I always think of trish. it gives me hope that I can have what I want in the future too, so crazy to see her thru the years and finally get her happy ending
Trish, as a fellow BPD person this is incredibly brave and profound. I could never look back at my meltdowns like this and I would feel so much shame having these out there. The post meltdown shame and guilt is REAL. I’m so proud of you!!!
6:44 Girl this moment need to be permanently remembered in history , imagine ur higher self healthy self watching your struggling old self saying ur a mess but i love you trish , This is just so sad yet so hopeful , it give so much hopes to be the best person you ever been , ❤
this is so validating for those of us out here who are feeling how you felt in those old videos with the feeling that life will always be bad and it will never get better. You remind us that these are just the in between times on the road to where we’re supposed to be, and better days are near. When you can realize that this sadness is not permanent, it takes away its power, and you can reach out and bring the good days closer. Youre so inspiring to all of us and it is beyond exciting to see someone get everything they want after waiting so long for it. I love you ❤
This girl has me crying in the back room at work right now. All of her outbursts, controversies, and how she treated people through the years makes a bit of sense now. Hurt people hurt people. This was a girl who just wanted to be loved, but instead she got used. She was projecting her own pain onto others. This video is so beautiful. A testimony that things get better and fall into place with time. She’s a perfect example of how powerful love is. Once you put love out into the world, you’ll attract love & be in a cycle of love. When you’re in pain you’ll hurt people and be in a cycle of pain. Start choosing love everyday even if it’s to random strangers on the street! So so so unbelievably happy for Trish. Can’t even put into words how beautiful this video is, the character development is incredible.
I've honestly never been more happy for someone I've never met before in my life.🥰 Been watching for a decade or more now and I've always thought the missing piece was someone who genuinely loved Trish for Trish. Not just using her for money, clout, or lust. Everything happens when it's suppose to and I think all of those trials made her truly appreciate what she has now. ❤
Bpd is such a physically painful mental illness, it sucks before knowing how to manage it. You’re very lucky to have a daughter that you know in your heart wont go through what you did ❤
i see myself so much in you trisha, ive seen these videos on tiktok a lot and i always end up crying because i get it so much. im so glad you found someone who values you, i finally did too! you are such a beautiful soul, and im so happy that youre happy. you deserve the happiness you have, never forget that! i love you
I'm so proud of how far you've come, Trish. I hope you, Moses, Malibu & any potential future children continue to live the beautiful life you all deserve. 💖
TW: Suicidal thoughts From the bottom of my heart I want to say thank you to Trisha. I'm 15 and currently going through a very tough mental health patch to the point where I feel some level of suicidal almost every day. For some reason this video just gave me so much hope for my future, and made me feel like I genuinely deserve to have a future, something that I haven’t felt in months. So, thank you so much Trisha :)
i’ve been there with the suicidality. you got this🫶🏻take it one day at a time and find the smallest moments of peace even if it’s for 10 minutes. praying that things look up soon for you
I resonate so much with this, I’m 24 and although I can feel myself mature as each year passes by I can’t help but feel lonely and confused a lot of the time. So many of the things u were saying about guys only hooking up with you but never actually fully committing is how it’s been for me since I started dating. Ive cried so much bc Ive always felt like I was never enough. I’m trying to unlearn old habits and heal from my past traumas and I know it takes time but sometimes it does get tough. Seeing how much more you’ve grown as a person is inspiring. I hope you and your family continue to prosper. ❤
It’s so hard to find mental health success stories on the internet and I’ve been actively trying to find some recently to spur me on. I’ve struggled with mental health problems and this sense of fear and consuming loneliness all my life, and when you’re in it it’s hard to ever imagine being happy again. Please keep posting this content, it’s what the gals need 💕
i dont think i have ever happy cried for someone ive never met before, but i am so unbelievably happy for you trish and youve come so far, ive watched you since around 2014 and have loved you the entire time, but seeing you become so happy and seeing you heal and get the love you deserve has been the best thing ive ever seen on youtube
I’m so so so happy for you Trisha. Finally finding your true love and happiness after all these long years. I’ve been a subscriber and supporter since 2013! It’s been 10 years already and it’s crazy how fast time passes by
This was beautiful, Trish. You've helped so many by simply being authentic and genuine. I hope you see the value in the platform you have created for yourself. It is truly amazing.
this makes me so happy trish… ive been watching you since 2013 and to see where you are now means everything to me 🩷 i’m so happy & proud of you & your journey is so inspiring to others 😌
As someone with BPD as well, I’ve struggled so hard with loneliness intertwined with feeling inadequate. I’m so happy to see your growth and happiness.
Thank you so much for sharing this, Trisha! I’ve been watching your videos on and off since 2011 when I was a freshman in high school and I’m just so glad you kept going and pushing through and allowing people to see you for the good and the bad. I love that your channel is such an unfiltered look at a woman in her 20s and early 30s living the most LA lifestyle she can while dealing with trauma, relationships, friendships, fame and just life and then saying “enough is enough” and working on yourself and being so rewarded for it. You have such a beautiful family and you’re such a loving mother, you’ve come such a long way and this video is genuinely beautiful. Your channel has encapsulated how I’ve felt at different points in my life, you’re so relatable and that’s why everyone is always ready and waiting for your redemption arch! Can’t wait to see your journey!
I’ve been here since 2012 and I vividly remember every moment in your life you would cry about feeling like you could never and would never have a child and family, and being here now is such an amazing journey to have watched. Love you Trish you deserve every bit of this 💗
You are such an INSPIRATION!!! Much love to you Trisha! I am so proud of you and see how much you have grown as a person, wife, and now mother. I also suffer from mental issues and totally understand and empathize with you on the journey you have been on for all these years. Keep your channel up. It shows a strong, loving, wonderful woman's growth as both an entertainer and as a woman. I thank you for being so transparent and being vulnerable enough to share all of your emotions, through EVERYTHING that you have endured. Ignore all those mean evil trolls who have tried to destroy you. You have always inspired me to be more open with people about my thoughts, fears, and emotions. By doing so, you have helped me to be able to have more authentic relationships. Your husband has been such a blessing to you, and to your viewers as well. May the Lord continue to bless you and your family. Thank you for always keeping it raw and real with us, your fans, we love you!
There’s a Trisha in all of us love. People pleasers usually feel taken advantage. We tend to not fight for what we truly deserve until later in life when been stomped on so many times we just have to stop! It’s incredibly sad & lonely. Ppl take advantage of the vulnerable. I’m so so thankful you found Moses & have your happiest ever after!! I’m so gosh darn proud of you.
trish, ive been watching since 6th grade and am now in my last semester of college. you inspire me so much, and hopeful that i will one day be excited to be here another year. thank you for everything, and so happy for you.
i’m crying watching this, I see so much of myself in you. i absolutely have BPD tendencies and every emotion is so unbearably intense. Trisha this is giving me a bit of hope that I can somehow push through this pain and find happiness🥺
we love you trish, you live & you learn. you have so many people that love you, you are an amazing mother & wife!! i’ve been watching you for soo many yearsss & you’ve truly come so far. you deserve the world & so much happiness!
love u trish. i have bpd too and have been watching you for years. thank you for being so vulnerable 🖤🖤🖤 i can relate to you a lot. i’ve changed a lot and during 2019-2020 i was going through similar. i met my husband and he helped push me to save myself like moses did for you. just remember you saved you at the end of the day. i’m so proud of you and thank you for making me feel less alone. you are loved- and i’m so glad you have a family to call your own. my daughter is around malibu’s age and i see the same joy she brings to you that my daughter brings to me.
i’ve been so depressed for the past few days. i’ve been praying to God and just dying to feel some relief but this video really helped me. Made me realize how grateful I am. Thank you Trisha
Your commitment to pop culture, video production and overall theatrics continue to be one of my driving inspirations. Thank you for being so brave and strong online for SO MANY years, and I just want to thank you for continuing to make so much content, and being so real. You’ve transcended UA-cam, and you always have a supporter in me. Sending you love !!💕💕
As a CSA survivor and diagnosed BPD CPTSD, that is also in my healing era with a loving understanding husband I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU! A healthy relationship is literally the best thing the universe has given me.
If only the Trisha having a breakdown on the kitchen floor could see the Trisha now and everything you’ve built. The growth is incredible. So proud of you
Marriage and motherhood looks so good on Trish. I always remember her saying that she wanted a husband and a kid and now she has both. Moses and Malibu have given her new life
I was just recently diagnosed with depression. Seeing this video made me emotional. A lot of time is hard to say “I love you” to yourself. So happy Trisha is truly and fully happy. You deserve it queen 💖 Remember self love is very important. Love comes in different forms
I have borderline personality too, I can understand all the pains and Rollercoaster it brings, so thank you for showing your happy ending, it gives me hope ❤ so happy for you
After watching Trish for so many years, it’s so great to see her not only finding amazing people but having genuine and kind people enter her life. Her growth has been so wonderful to see and I feel nothing but happiness for her:,) so happy for you Trish❤️❤️❤️
Thank you Trish for always being true to who you are, even when you weren’t sure who you were. The good, the bad, the pretty and ugly. Personally you really showed me that it’s okay to show all sides of who you are. It definitely helps weed out the real people who love you. Thank you for being radically you, it was cathartic for me to watch your emotional videos, because I as a teen I wasn’t able to fully act out my large emotions. So thank u girl 💖
Clicking on this I didn’t think this vid would be as deep and touching as it is. I’m so happy u found peace and love in this world trish. U give me so much hope
Trish you don’t know how much I needed to see this and so many other women. I’m going through a dark time and a breakup from someone I had real love with and this gives me so much hope for my future.
I’m so proud of how far you’ve come. As someone who has been struggling overall lately it’s so inspiring to know that our dreams our valid. Not just that but we are so deserving of love. Love you so much!
I saw this video on my tiktok too and it was so raw and beautiful. I am so proud of u Trish and how far you’ve come on your journey in life. U are beautiful, smart, and loved by so many.
As a long time watcher I’m so proud of you. And personally, you give me so much hope. Thank you. And God bless you. I pray for such a long and happy life for you all. ♥️♥️♥️
I’m in tears watching this video, I also have BPD (Quiet) and I really do love watching this journey that you are on. Sending love and best wishes to your family!
I relate to everything about the loneliness, to the T. I'm currently going through it, it's so soul crushing. I struggle to believe that I'll ever get to be with my future person. It is what it is...
We need more good men like Moses and my wonderful husband. The right spouse for you can save you from your demons thousands of times throughouta lifetime. I witnessed my mother succumb to addiction and she was unfortunately married to the wrong man. He contributed to her pain instead of saving her. God Bless your beautiful little family, Trish.
crying because you’re so so happy is different. Trisha we love you. This makes me so happy for you. I’m currently with someone who values and loves me in a way i never thought possible. Life is beautiful. God is good.
Im so glad you are finally in a better place, your heart is so big and welcoming. I love watching your videos and I wish the best for you and your beautiful family.
I was at your Houston show in 2018, Trish, and you were just as awesome in person as I knew you would be. Love you, and I'm so happy that you are happy now!!
Gurl I can so relate. I was fortunate enough to meet my hubby when I was 26 and now I'm 56 and my hubby has always taken such good care of me and our 19yr old son who is on the spectrum. I feel like the luckiest girl ever.
Us BPD girlies really just need love and consistency…doesn’t necessarily have to be romantic partner, could just be a solid friend. Couple that with self accountability and there really is hope! So happy for Trish and sending sooo much love and hope for anyone still in the darkest parts of it. It can be such an ugly thing, but we’re not ugly people.
Thanks Trish I very much needed this video! I was feeling a little down and lonely today and your words and just everything about this video made me feel 10 times better❤ I seriously look up to you so much. I hope to one day find that special partner who will support me through everything! Very much appreciated the word of affirmation
I’ve been watching you for so many years through all the break downs and changes and I always watched and wished I could help or support you and now to see you on the other side of this with a supportive family helping you be the amazing Trish I always knew you were is the best feeling for a viewer and someone who felt like a friend 🤍 love you Trish always have always will, you deserve this happiness!
I'm SO happy for you Trisha!! I pray that all your and his family can all be one big happy family again, no matter how long it takes. Family really is so important and you deserve nothing but the best❤️
Wow this makes me emotional. I’ve been watching Trish since back then and the change is amazing. She gives hope to us girls that feel like our lives are hot messes that maybe one day we will have the love and stability. I’ve never really been the type to want kids much, but it’s mostly because I’ve never seen any positive, faithful families. If I could have a husband as hands-on, loyal, and supportive as Moses, I would definitely consider it. Also if I had an abundance of money that Trish has, I would consider it lol But I don’t, so I will probably remain child-free. I’m so happy for you Trisha ❤
I have BPD and struggle with suicidal thoughts literally everyday, but someone like Trish who’s older videos is how i am now and to see how she is now gives me some hope i can get there.
As Taylor swift’s words goes “loves me like I’m brand new”. I feel that in my marriage and although it doesn’t have to, good relationships can heal us. ❤
TRISHHH, this is what you deserve babe! You have worked so hard and gone through so much, ive seen you grow over ten years and my heart is so full at this video,
As another BPD girlie who has been through hell in relationships, you give me so much hope. Also, thank you for sharing that it’s hard for you to be a good communicator in friendships. I am absolutely the same. I’m so hard on myself about it and hearing that I’m not alone and maybe it’s even a BPD thing made me feel so much better. I’m so happy for you Trish.
Love you Trish even on your lowest and highest points of your life 💕💕 I’m genuinely so happy you are happy . It broke my heart you breaking down crying in your kitchen floor .You resonate a lot with young girls and boys. That’s why we love you so much
it is so beautiful and satisfying to see how everything you wanted came to you and fell into your lap. even if it wasnt easy getting there. with all the BS on the internet these days, people need to see that there's light at the end of the tunnel
as a fellow Taurus.. Trish you really inspire me to be AUTHENTIC. I have been critical in the past and for that I apologize. GOD is GOOD and Im so happy for you 're new life and you're family. You deserve happiness. We love you!!! You are gorgeous, sexy, intelligent, creative and hard working!!! Get it GIRLLLLL
In my head your my bestie. I could listen to you talk for hours. You’ve come a long way Trisha, I’m proud of you and happy for your success and cute journey as a mama and wife. Malibu is lucky to have the healed version of you. You’re a sweet mother. Keep up the good work.👑
This is such a beautiful display of gratitude and you deserve all of it Trish ❤ I've watched you and rooted for you and cried with you felt so many emotions so many times. And this is just beautiful. I'm so happy for you and your family! 🥹
It's amazing how we can heal when we surround ourselves by people who know not only how to love us, but can model for us what it means to love ourselves. So happy for you!
I’m so happy for you Trish! I also struggled with loneliness and now I’ve been blessed with an amazing husband. The Bible calls for husbands to love their wives like Christ loves the church (His people) and it sounds like Moses is doing that. I can relate. My husband dealt with a lot in the beginning before he was even my husband. Love changes a person! True love defined in 1 Corinthians 13:4-7. Now I’m just waiting for my miracle baby. I’m 33 and have fertility issues. But I believe God for it. Bless you Trisha!
“God bless the broken road, it led me straight to Moses and Malibu” that is the sweetest thing I’ve ever heard 😭 There are no words to describe how happy I am for you Trish
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I'm crying 😅
So beautiful 🥹🥹🥹
It’s a song lol
@@alannarose2137 Well it’s a very nice lyric then!
"I pray every day to be 100 years old so I can see Malibu in her 70s." So beautiful Trish
Sweet sentiment, but a miscalculation haha Malibu would be 66 😂
@@domenicavallone28 Good job with that math!
@@domenicavallone28 better than what I would have done on the top of my head lol
@@domenicavallone28thank you, math queen. 🙏💛
@@domenicavallone28girl
Watching trish give compassion to her yonger self, made me cry.
“Its not perfect when you look at it but its perfect for me” love this and I feel like thats such an important message for people wanting to have the perfect life so bad
As a young women with a BPD diagnosis who has grown up watching you. You give me hope for my future.
you got this!!
SAME
I feel so similarly, I have other mental health conditions not bpd but it mirrors some of the emotional symptoms to the point my therapist recommended DBT therapy to me. I see a lot of myself in Trisha sometimes and one of my biggest fears generally has been if I would be able to lead a joyful and functional life as an adult and maybe be a mom one day, I assumed maybe I just wasn’t stable enough for it. She inspires me and gives me so much hope.
@@anastasiab4391I believe in you. You are a child of the universe that if we look we can see kindness and love. You are loved.
Yes me too! I was a young teen when Trish started UA-cam. I've been watching her since. Her growth helps others. I knew I was bi polar and more as a child, so I started learning ways to manage it young...but Trish didn't know. I think we all did though ❤ I hope you are able to manage yourself in a healthy way, and remember you're not alone. We all make mistakes. We can choose to learn and grow from them, or we can choose not to.
It’s so inspiring how thankful she always is.
Thats what makes her so beautiful! Shes always had a kind heart
I'm so proud of Trisha
The character development from this woman is actually incredible. I'm struggling at the moment with my impulse control, and finding it hard to understand what triggers me to go into a massive downward spiral, but Trisha really makes me feel more positive that it can get better. Sending all my love ❤
you can do this ❤ it will become easier over time to understand your triggers, and once you find them, dont be afraid to feel and set boundaries if you need to! i am proud of you ❤
Wishing you all the best Soulcasket
Try to keep a journal where you write everything down that happened before each impulse. You might not see it in the moment,but reading back the patterns will emerge
@@maddalenasegato thank you for the feedback gorgeous. Sending my love to you and everyone commenting ❤️
I'm 44 have BPD and I struggle with so much. It's nice to see I'm not alone
I’m in my sad/depressed era. And this gives me hope that it’ll get better one day..
It will ❤
Melissa, I wish you nothing but love and happiness! Stay strong💛
I'll be hoping for you too love, may peace find you soon❤️
me too but it will pass
dont u worry, it will pass🤍
no joke, having bpd myself at my low moments I always think of trish. it gives me hope that I can have what I want in the future too, so crazy to see her thru the years and finally get her happy ending
me too man
This is a full circle moment. You’re so happy now. You got everything you wanted.
Trish, as a fellow BPD person this is incredibly brave and profound. I could never look back at my meltdowns like this and I would feel so much shame having these out there. The post meltdown shame and guilt is REAL. I’m so proud of you!!!
6:44 Girl this moment need to be permanently remembered in history , imagine ur higher self healthy self watching your struggling old self saying ur a mess but i love you trish , This is just so sad yet so hopeful , it give so much hopes to be the best person you ever been , ❤
My life has been really lonely lately and watching your videos makes me feel so hopeful and comfortable, I’m so thankful for you Trish
this is so validating for those of us out here who are feeling how you felt in those old videos with the feeling that life will always be bad and it will never get better. You remind us that these are just the in between times on the road to where we’re supposed to be, and better days are near. When you can realize that this sadness is not permanent, it takes away its power, and you can reach out and bring the good days closer. Youre so inspiring to all of us and it is beyond exciting to see someone get everything they want after waiting so long for it. I love you ❤
Wow beautiful comment ❤
This girl has me crying in the back room at work right now.
All of her outbursts, controversies, and how she treated people through the years makes a bit of sense now. Hurt people hurt people. This was a girl who just wanted to be loved, but instead she got used. She was projecting her own pain onto others.
This video is so beautiful. A testimony that things get better and fall into place with time.
She’s a perfect example of how powerful love is. Once you put love out into the world, you’ll attract love & be in a cycle of love. When you’re in pain you’ll hurt people and be in a cycle of pain.
Start choosing love everyday even if it’s to random strangers on the street!
So so so unbelievably happy for Trish. Can’t even put into words how beautiful this video is, the character development is incredible.
I've honestly never been more happy for someone I've never met before in my life.🥰 Been watching for a decade or more now and I've always thought the missing piece was someone who genuinely loved Trish for Trish. Not just using her for money, clout, or lust. Everything happens when it's suppose to and I think all of those trials made her truly appreciate what she has now. ❤
Perfectly said!
I love your beautiful comment! ❤
Trish don’t blame yourself. Loved you from the start. Give and send healing love to the girl you were in that video.
Bpd is such a physically painful mental illness, it sucks before knowing how to manage it. You’re very lucky to have a daughter that you know in your heart wont go through what you did ❤
Lucky or did the work .. Malibu is lucky for sure. Trish deserves the blessings imo
i see myself so much in you trisha, ive seen these videos on tiktok a lot and i always end up crying because i get it so much. im so glad you found someone who values you, i finally did too! you are such a beautiful soul, and im so happy that youre happy. you deserve the happiness you have, never forget that! i love you
I'm so proud of how far you've come, Trish. I hope you, Moses, Malibu & any potential future children continue to live the beautiful life you all deserve. 💖
so very happy for you Trish. You deserve this and you're more than enough
TW: Suicidal thoughts
From the bottom of my heart I want to say thank you to Trisha. I'm 15 and currently going through a very tough mental health patch to the point where I feel some level of suicidal almost every day. For some reason this video just gave me so much hope for my future, and made me feel like I genuinely deserve to have a future, something that I haven’t felt in months. So, thank you so much Trisha :)
You got this ❤️❤️
i’ve been there with the suicidality. you got this🫶🏻take it one day at a time and find the smallest moments of peace even if it’s for 10 minutes. praying that things look up soon for you
Praying for you 🙏🏼😢🌷 you’ll get through these tough times !!
I’m going through my own season of loneliness and sadness. I keep coming back to this video of a reminder and for hope that it will get better ❤
I'm honestly proud to see how far Trisha has come.
I resonate so much with this, I’m 24 and although I can feel myself mature as each year passes by I can’t help but feel lonely and confused a lot of the time. So many of the things u were saying about guys only hooking up with you but never actually fully committing is how it’s been for me since I started dating. Ive cried so much bc Ive always felt like I was never enough. I’m trying to unlearn old habits and heal from my past traumas and I know it takes time but sometimes it does get tough. Seeing how much more you’ve grown as a person is inspiring. I hope you and your family continue to prosper. ❤
I'm crying, I feel like the old Trish now. This gives me hope
It’s so hard to find mental health success stories on the internet and I’ve been actively trying to find some recently to spur me on. I’ve struggled with mental health problems and this sense of fear and consuming loneliness all my life, and when you’re in it it’s hard to ever imagine being happy again. Please keep posting this content, it’s what the gals need 💕
i dont think i have ever happy cried for someone ive never met before, but i am so unbelievably happy for you trish and youve come so far, ive watched you since around 2014 and have loved you the entire time, but seeing you become so happy and seeing you heal and get the love you deserve has been the best thing ive ever seen on youtube
I’m so so so happy for you Trisha. Finally finding your true love and happiness after all these long years. I’ve been a subscriber and supporter since 2013! It’s been 10 years already and it’s crazy how fast time passes by
This was beautiful, Trish. You've helped so many by simply being authentic and genuine. I hope you see the value in the platform you have created for yourself. It is truly amazing.
this makes me so happy trish… ive been watching you since 2013 and to see where you are now means everything to me 🩷 i’m so happy & proud of you & your journey is so inspiring to others 😌
Not me starting to cry🥺 I’m so happy for youuu and this gives me hope to keep going thank you Trish for caring about us we love you babes🥰
i love you trisha
As someone with BPD as well, I’ve struggled so hard with loneliness intertwined with feeling inadequate. I’m so happy to see your growth and happiness.
Thank you so much for sharing this, Trisha!
I’ve been watching your videos on and off since 2011 when I was a freshman in high school and I’m just so glad you kept going and pushing through and allowing people to see you for the good and the bad.
I love that your channel is such an unfiltered look at a woman in her 20s and early 30s living the most LA lifestyle she can while dealing with trauma, relationships, friendships, fame and just life and then saying “enough is enough” and working on yourself and being so rewarded for it. You have such a beautiful family and you’re such a loving mother, you’ve come such a long way and this video is genuinely beautiful.
Your channel has encapsulated how I’ve felt at different points in my life, you’re so relatable and that’s why everyone is always ready and waiting for your redemption arch! Can’t wait to see your journey!
I’ve been here since 2012 and I vividly remember every moment in your life you would cry about feeling like you could never and would never have a child and family, and being here now is such an amazing journey to have watched. Love you Trish you deserve every bit of this 💗
You are such an INSPIRATION!!!
Much love to you Trisha! I am so proud of you and see how much you have grown as a person, wife, and now mother. I also suffer from mental issues and totally understand and empathize with you on the journey you have been on for all these years. Keep your channel up. It shows a strong, loving, wonderful woman's growth as both an entertainer and as a woman. I thank you for being so transparent and being vulnerable enough to share all of your emotions, through EVERYTHING that you have endured. Ignore all those mean evil trolls who have tried to destroy you. You have always inspired me to be more open with people about my thoughts, fears, and emotions. By doing so, you have helped me to be able to have more authentic relationships. Your husband has been such a blessing to you, and to your viewers as well. May the Lord continue to bless you and your family. Thank you for always keeping it raw and real with us, your fans, we love you!
There’s a Trisha in all of us love. People pleasers usually feel taken advantage. We tend to not fight for what we truly deserve until later in life when been stomped on so many times we just have to stop! It’s incredibly sad & lonely. Ppl take advantage of the vulnerable. I’m so so thankful you found Moses & have your happiest ever after!! I’m so gosh darn proud of you.
trish, ive been watching since 6th grade and am now in my last semester of college. you inspire me so much, and hopeful that i will one day be excited to be here another year. thank you for everything, and so happy for you.
i’m crying watching this, I see so much of myself in you. i absolutely have BPD tendencies and every emotion is so unbearably intense. Trisha this is giving me a bit of hope that I can somehow push through this pain and find happiness🥺
we love you trish, you live & you learn. you have so many people that love you, you are an amazing mother & wife!! i’ve been watching you for soo many yearsss & you’ve truly come so far. you deserve the world & so much happiness!
love u trish. i have bpd too and have been watching you for years. thank you for being so vulnerable 🖤🖤🖤
i can relate to you a lot. i’ve changed a lot and during 2019-2020 i was going through similar. i met my husband and he helped push me to save myself like moses did for you. just remember you saved you at the end of the day. i’m so proud of you and thank you for making me feel less alone. you are loved- and i’m so glad you have a family to call your own. my daughter is around malibu’s age and i see the same joy she brings to you that my daughter brings to me.
i’ve been so depressed for the past few days. i’ve been praying to God and just dying to feel some relief but this video really helped me. Made me realize how grateful I am. Thank you Trisha
Your commitment to pop culture, video production and overall theatrics continue to be one of my driving inspirations. Thank you for being so brave and strong online for SO MANY years, and I just want to thank you for continuing to make so much content, and being so real. You’ve transcended UA-cam, and you always have a supporter in me.
Sending you love !!💕💕
trisha 😭 i’m legit crying at this. you give me hope, thank you.
I'm so happy you found your happy ever after Trish!! You deserve it so much!
As a CSA survivor and diagnosed BPD CPTSD, that is also in my healing era with a loving understanding husband I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU! A healthy relationship is literally the best thing the universe has given me.
Diagnosed bipolar and seeing your growth helps me to see my own. That might sound weird but it’s true. We love seeing how far you have come
If only the Trisha having a breakdown on the kitchen floor could see the Trisha now and everything you’ve built. The growth is incredible. So proud of you
Marriage and motherhood looks so good on Trish. I always remember her saying that she wanted a husband and a kid and now she has both. Moses and Malibu have given her new life
I was just recently diagnosed with depression. Seeing this video made me emotional. A lot of time is hard to say “I love you” to yourself. So happy Trisha is truly and fully happy. You deserve it queen 💖
Remember self love is very important. Love comes in different forms
as someone with bpd in their 20s, you give me hope trish. you are doing a great job of showing the light at the end of the tunnel and its so beautiful
I have borderline personality too, I can understand all the pains and Rollercoaster it brings, so thank you for showing your happy ending, it gives me hope ❤ so happy for you
I remember one of those videos you uploaded. I remember crying with you. 😢it's crazy because my life has changed dramatically but I learned to heal.
After watching Trish for so many years, it’s so great to see her not only finding amazing people but having genuine and kind people enter her life. Her growth has been so wonderful to see and I feel nothing but happiness for her:,) so happy for you Trish❤️❤️❤️
Currently crying and celebrating you're journey. Manifesting the loving family you've made
Thank you Trish for always being true to who you are, even when you weren’t sure who you were. The good, the bad, the pretty and ugly. Personally you really showed me that it’s okay to show all sides of who you are. It definitely helps weed out the real people who love you. Thank you for being radically you, it was cathartic for me to watch your emotional videos, because I as a teen I wasn’t able to fully act out my large emotions. So thank u girl 💖
Clicking on this I didn’t think this vid would be as deep and touching as it is. I’m so happy u found peace and love in this world trish. U give me so much hope
Trish you don’t know how much I needed to see this and so many other women. I’m going through a dark time and a breakup from someone I had real love with and this gives me so much hope for my future.
I’m so proud of how far you’ve come. As someone who has been struggling overall lately it’s so inspiring to know that our dreams our valid. Not just that but we are so deserving of love. Love you so much!
Trisha, i am beyond happy for you. You deserve all the good things x 100. Please continue to spread your light ❤️
I saw this video on my tiktok too and it was so raw and beautiful. I am so proud of u Trish and how far you’ve come on your journey in life. U are beautiful, smart, and loved by so many.
As a long time watcher I’m so proud of you. And personally, you give me so much hope. Thank you. And God bless you. I pray for such a long and happy life for you all. ♥️♥️♥️
I’m in tears watching this video, I also have BPD (Quiet) and I really do love watching this journey that you are on. Sending love and best wishes to your family!
THE GROWTH IS ASTRONOMICAL 👏✨💖🚀
I have BPD and I avidly watch you everyday, your progress and your way of manifesting and living life has changed my views, thank you so much! 🙏💕
I relate to everything about the loneliness, to the T. I'm currently going through it, it's so soul crushing. I struggle to believe that I'll ever get to be with my future person. It is what it is...
happiness looks so good on you, we were there for your darkest moments as you were for us, much love
We need more good men like Moses and my wonderful husband. The right spouse for you can save you from your demons thousands of times throughouta lifetime. I witnessed my mother succumb to addiction and she was unfortunately married to the wrong man. He contributed to her pain instead of saving her. God Bless your beautiful little family, Trish.
so happy for you trish ! ive been here the whole ride and will stay ! 💛
crying because you’re so so happy is different. Trisha we love you. This makes me so happy for you. I’m currently with someone who values and loves me in a way i never thought possible. Life is beautiful. God is good.
its so beautiful to see your growth and happiness now,
I’m crying with you 😔 you are an inspiration. I have hope for myself now 💖
Im so glad you are finally in a better place, your heart is so big and welcoming. I love watching your videos and I wish the best for you and your beautiful family.
I was at your Houston show in 2018, Trish, and you were just as awesome in person as I knew you would be. Love you, and I'm so happy that you are happy now!!
Gurl I can so relate. I was fortunate enough to meet my hubby when I was 26 and now I'm 56 and my hubby has always taken such good care of me and our 19yr old son who is on the spectrum. I feel like the luckiest girl ever.
😭😭 I'm literally crying! So happy for you girl, you deserve this! ❤❤❤
As someone who is 27 and feels incredibly hopeless, you give me a lot of hope. Thank you 💞
Trish the trajectory of your life gives me hope for my own 🥲so happy for you 💖xo
You had me in tears girl. What a beautiful video. Seeing how thankful you are makes us all appreciate what we have too. ❤️
Love to see your growth over the years! Sending you so much love! 💛
Us BPD girlies really just need love and consistency…doesn’t necessarily have to be romantic partner, could just be a solid friend. Couple that with self accountability and there really is hope! So happy for Trish and sending sooo much love and hope for anyone still in the darkest parts of it. It can be such an ugly thing, but we’re not ugly people.
so true! i’m so proud of her 🥺
Thanks Trish I very much needed this video! I was feeling a little down and lonely today and your words and just everything about this video made me feel 10 times better❤ I seriously look up to you so much. I hope to one day find that special partner who will support me through everything! Very much appreciated the word of affirmation
I love you so so much. And I’m so proud of you. Love you forever Trish. You are an inspiration 🩷🩷😭
I’ve been watching you for so many years through all the break downs and changes and I always watched and wished I could help or support you and now to see you on the other side of this with a supportive family helping you be the amazing Trish I always knew you were is the best feeling for a viewer and someone who felt like a friend 🤍 love you Trish always have always will, you deserve this happiness!
I'm SO happy for you Trisha!! I pray that all your and his family can all be one big happy family again, no matter how long it takes. Family really is so important and you deserve nothing but the best❤️
Wow this makes me emotional. I’ve been watching Trish since back then and the change is amazing. She gives hope to us girls that feel like our lives are hot messes that maybe one day we will have the love and stability.
I’ve never really been the type to want kids much, but it’s mostly because I’ve never seen any positive, faithful families. If I could have a husband as hands-on, loyal, and supportive as Moses, I would definitely consider it. Also if I had an abundance of money that Trish has, I would consider it lol But I don’t, so I will probably remain child-free. I’m so happy for you Trisha ❤
I have BPD and struggle with suicidal thoughts literally everyday, but someone like Trish who’s older videos is how i am now and to see how she is now gives me some hope i can get there.
As Taylor swift’s words goes “loves me like I’m brand new”. I feel that in my marriage and although it doesn’t have to, good relationships can heal us. ❤
Trisha!!!! Love u girl & thank you for sharing all of you with us over the years. You’ve given me so much!!! Love & light babe xx
TRISHHH, this is what you deserve babe! You have worked so hard and gone through so much, ive seen you grow over ten years and my heart is so full at this video,
As another BPD girlie who has been through hell in relationships, you give me so much hope. Also, thank you for sharing that it’s hard for you to be a good communicator in friendships. I am absolutely the same. I’m so hard on myself about it and hearing that I’m not alone and maybe it’s even a BPD thing made me feel so much better. I’m so happy for you Trish.
Love you Trish even on your lowest and highest points of your life 💕💕 I’m genuinely so happy you are happy . It broke my heart you breaking down crying in your kitchen floor .You resonate a lot with young girls and boys. That’s why we love you so much
it is so beautiful and satisfying to see how everything you wanted came to you and fell into your lap. even if it wasnt easy getting there. with all the BS on the internet these days, people need to see that there's light at the end of the tunnel
as a fellow Taurus.. Trish you really inspire me to be AUTHENTIC. I have been critical in the past and for that I apologize. GOD is GOOD and Im so happy for you 're new life and you're family. You deserve happiness. We love you!!! You are gorgeous, sexy, intelligent, creative and hard working!!! Get it GIRLLLLL
In my head your my bestie. I could listen to you talk for hours. You’ve come a long way Trisha, I’m proud of you and happy for your success and cute journey as a mama and wife. Malibu is lucky to have the healed version of you. You’re a sweet mother. Keep up the good work.👑
This is such a beautiful display of gratitude and you deserve all of it Trish ❤ I've watched you and rooted for you and cried with you felt so many emotions so many times. And this is just beautiful. I'm so happy for you and your family! 🥹
It's amazing how we can heal when we surround ourselves by people who know not only how to love us, but can model for us what it means to love ourselves. So happy for you!
I’m so happy for you Trish! I also struggled with loneliness and now I’ve been blessed with an amazing husband. The Bible calls for husbands to love their wives like Christ loves the church (His people) and it sounds like Moses is doing that. I can relate. My husband dealt with a lot in the beginning before he was even my husband. Love changes a person! True love defined in 1 Corinthians 13:4-7. Now I’m just waiting for my miracle baby. I’m 33 and have fertility issues. But I believe God for it. Bless you Trisha!
Ive watched you on and off since 2015 and always felt despite the drama that you needed help and were deep down a genuine soul 💓 good luck trish