I Need to be Honest with | You a Year Later
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- Опубліковано 20 тра 2023
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It's nearly been a year since I first posted about my struggles with burnout. It's been a difficult year with many different twists and turns - many that I would have never expected - that landed me here. I feel like I have finally been able to take the steps that I've needed to in order to move forward productively in my life and I'm very grateful to get to share this journey with out here!
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•My name is Annabel Margaret though most people just call me Annie
•I am currently living in Washington
•I am fully self employed as an artist and videographer
There is a young Woman who moved to our area and opened a shop called
Blessed Be Tea.
She sells many Green Witch items she creates.
Many classes and other community events.
Her business has become very successful and our area is very tourist driven here in Northern Michigan.
The point is she followed her dreams and succeeded.
You will find your path, try not to overthink what you want but follow your heart.
You got this !!🙂♥️
I completey agree. Relax, you got this! Your beauty is extraordinary ~
Thank you! This helped me.
Speaking from my own artist's soul and experience, the "creative" person can be besieged by a constant stream of ideas screaming for manifestation and/or things they want to learn (or at least try once), while at the same time are burdened with thinking they never do enough or don't do things as well as they could have done. These mental battles can certainly add to burnout. That said, I feel that burnout has a great deal to do with unprocessed or even unrecognized grief. Grief over something lost, such as a sense of community, a cherished home, a beloved animal companion, or anything else that leaves an internal ache or emptiness. It can even be grief over something that a person wasn't particularly fond of, like a messy divorce or getting fired from a job. A loss is a loss, and grief is a natural reaction to loss. Unprocessed grief -- or even going through the grieving process in general -- can leave us unbalanced, fatigued, foggy-minded, and frustrated. Anyway, just offering some food for thought to anyone struggling to find their "life purpose".
Very insightful! Thanks for sharing your thoughts, profound actually.
Thank you for sharing this, very thought provoking and beautifully put ☺️
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Well said
Thank you, Victoria Hart. Beautifully written. I needed this reminder. Grief, unprocessed grief and that "internal ache or emptiness", so real. Wisdom pearls for the journey.
I have lived as a witch in the forests of Maine my entire life, if I left the rural life I would have no idea what to do with myself so I can fully understand that struggle. I truly hope you find exactly what it is you're looking for and find your peace.
I love that!
I am from Maine! I love this
Learning to live where we are now instead of where we wish we were is one of the hardest lessons in life. But it is also one of the most rewarding. One of the phrases I've found most helpful when coming to terms with my own situation has been: "Acceptance isn't the same as Giving Up". Accepting where I am now doesn't mean I'm giving up on ever being where I want to be it just means embracing the present moment rather than letting it slip by pining over some future that may or may not happen. It's a lesson I have to keep reminding myself of time and time again, but it's worth it.
You are the reason I started making my own herbal remedies. Especially salves! I can’t wait to see where this goes! Remember to focus on you and everything will fall in place! You can’t drink from an empty tea cup! ❤
I would love to see your sewing, knitting and art projects as part of some of your content.
My 5 years living alone had taught to me that even though I'm an introvert snd enjoy my time alone... There's something that I need, and it's real and honest human relations, namely family, partner and friends.
Yes. I understand that.
Yes to this comment ❤ I feel the same
Makes sense, humans are social creatures after all. Making genuine connections and strong bonds with others is simply one aspect of living a healthy, fulfilling human life.
I’ve been here for a loooooooong time. I’m way stoked that you’re going back to your herbal business! Your craft is what I love, I know that you’ll find great success Annie!!
I went from a San Francisco hipster to an off-grid wild child in the Mountains. I had no problem with composting toilets made from 5-gallon buckets or well water or solar-based electricity (PGE often shuts off electricity in rural areas). Raw lands are much more affordable and much easier to come by. And these primitive ways of living make me feel closer to Mama Earth. I recently did a vision quest for 4 days and 4 nights without eating or drinking, and I will never forget how thirsty I was and grateful for the lessons Mama Earth taught me in the wilderness.
Anytime I see titles like this I get worried...
I think you're being pushed in this direction and I am so excited to see what will come your way. I wish you all the very best. 💖
Same
I moved to Florida, to be closer to my aging parents, from my home in rural upstate NY. I’ve been in Florida (which has become just awful) for 9 years and I spend a lot of time thinking about when/how I can leave. I miss the mountains and the woods and the seasons and the streams. I feel so disconnected from nature down here, so I totally get what you are saying. I’ve gone to great lengths to try to make my backyard a place of nature to make the best of it while I’m here. But I still cannot wait to leave. Nothing but good vibes on the new venture. ❤
I'm so pleased that you've found something to ignite passion for you again. :) Burnout isn't something to take lightly; you have to heal your head and heart or you'll eventually break apart completely and not be able to do ANYTHING. I came very close to that point (with autistic burnout) and spent almost 6mos barely functioning while caring for the household and four kids. I'm finally coming out of the dark bit by bit, but I know that I'm still tender; the broken bits are mended, but not yet solid. So I'm trying to be gentle with myself. Don't forget to be gentle with YOURSELF, too.
Dwell onto those "boring" tings with us!!! A lot of us are on similar journeys
I am in such a bad place mentally right now, due to burn out and the feeling that I have no purpose in my life.
I live in a crowded polluted big city, working in a corporation and I feel that I am melting in a perpetual nervous breakdown. I can't seem to find any solutions to get away from all of this, as most of them require money that I simply do not have right now.
I, too, dream of a rural simple life, surrounded by forests, flowers, plants, vegetables, chickens, dogs and cats.
I think you will have a ton of support. I will definitely be supporting any online business you do figure out.
I see no set purpose in life and I think that is a very liberating concept.
Been following you from Virginia to the West. Will continue to follow you on your journey and sending you love, hugs, and prayers every step of the way🤗❤
I have been following you since the pandemic, and it has been fantastic to see you grow and share your journey. The fantastic balance of feminine energy you bring to this space is so great. Compassion for the earth and the way you share life are so awesome. I will say that the changes you have made to shifting to 60fps from 24fps have given me a new fondness for the 24fps. 60fps is so hyper real versus 24fps that seems to be softer and more cinematic if that makes sense. Thanks for sharing your journey and creative passion!
I was noticing a difference but couldn't put my finger on it. Thanks!
Oh how I wish we could have a cup of tea and chat about running an herb biz. There's so much to consider: practioner or product maker, teacher, etc. Every state has different laws about selling products. Here in Massachusetts it's very strict, not like Vermont where you can do it easier. I love teaching so get asked to lead herb walks, classes, lectures, etc. It's my passion to empower people to make their own remedies. You'll find the path that's right for you.
I have had an herbal and art biz over 40 years now. I began with 20 years of shows then opened my own little shop. I felt the need to teach others and help them with their own paths. I run a couple fb chat groups and we have a yearly conference here in upstate NY. Suppliers of base ingredients & packaging and expert herbslist s come in to teach. This year we are focusing on just what you are up to. :) starting a business. Pricing and packing etc. at any level.
I am happy with my own little eclectic shop Country Artist Botanicals here on my old country hill where I work one on one with my customers now and don’t miss the rat race of big wholesale or set up and breakdown of shows. I also love heading wildcrafting walks and small classes here in my studio. You will find your happy spot. It’s a journey. Mine brought me back to where I began :) good luck! Blessed be!
Please take us along. This is the direction I am headed myself. You are the inspiration. I've been studying herbalism for 2 years as of Ostara.
Your calm, gentle voice is so lovely to listen to. Wishing you lots of love, joy, and a beautiful summer ahead! Greetings from Vancouver!
I’m glad you found a purpose with your herbalism. I am wanting to learn more about using plants medicinally and magically.
An apothecary sounds wonderful and romantic! I used to be obsessed with fragrance oils and always wanted to start my own little shop, maybe someday... but I know they still sell extremely well and organic, small batch scented bath and body products are always in demand and I think something like that would also sell like hotcakes to your followers (me for one!)
I've had that same dream and realized something similar. I want to talk about this on my channel. Thank you for sharing your journey. YES! lilac! Thank you!
I wondered if you thought of moving more inland in WA? The Palouse area in eastern WA has many small towns here with cute rural homes that are very affordable. That’s why we moved out here. My little rural home was built in 1884 and we absolutely love it and started growing cut flowers and herbs. I’ve been watching your videos for years before you moved and I always think you’d really love it out here. It’s definitely a process to find what feels right to you. I’m so excited to see what you do next!
Woke up and not having the best of days today. I haven't watched this video yet so decided to watch because I know how amazing your vids are. I was instantly calmed hearing your voice, the background music, and watching you make lilac perfume. Your videos are SO calming, warm, gentle, and honest. It literally started to make me feel better. Thank you, Annabel. I also like what @SpiritualRituals said about adding more sponsors to help fund your venture. Take care!
Much appreciation for your insight. I hadn't realised I'm feeling burnout! I too live in a place I don't really want to be, and also housing here in Uk is a nightmare. I'm self employed and haven't had a holiday for 11 years. Lots to think about! Wishing you much luck with your lovely plans 🙏
All the best for your project
You have so many gift and it’s always fun to see why you share. I remember some years ago your book of recipes and the lovely script and illustrations…I hope you share more of your art. One of your gifts is teaching so perhaps you might consider an herbal concoction class❤️
I remember those early days, I remember seeing your beautiful mural and how inspiring it was. Glad your circling around.
I appreciate your reflection. I’d be so happy to support your business and receive beautiful, nourishing gifts in return. By the way, you look so glowy and healthy. Your hair is getting longer, too!
I’ve been watching you way before the pandemic … you inspired me to follow what was already inside. The GreenWitch path. I now study herbalism and GreenWitch path has changed my life !
You're many things but boring isnt one. As like many others, i struggle with finding purpose as well. And its inspiring to see willingness to share that journey from someone that i find inspiration from. 😊
Glad your finally getting around to 🧵sewing your own clothes. it brings me so much joy. Especially when I get to find & use an vintage pattern-which are pure magic ✨
I can't wait to see what we can get from your apothecary, Annie! I can relate to the upfront costs being an issue, as I considered opening my own a couple years ago. That turned out to not be in the cards for me professionally, but I'm sure this is something you'll excel at. I'd love to support this in any way I can ❤
I would support you in anything you do. Because you have brought me so much knowledge to me and my journey.
Your presence makes me happy as a viewer.
Have a good day from London England 🇬🇧
I can't wait to see how your projects turn out!
The housing market is building up another bubble. In time that bubble (like all of them) will burst. Then there will be many bargains on the market. Besides location, timing is important when buying property.
I'm hoping for that as well for the same reasons.
@@beautyindarkness the only hitch is that certain entities have been buying up property even paying above market value. Either that will speed up the bubble bursting or it will lock up many properties as they wait for the market to recover. That could take a while.
You are amazing. Your creativity, in relationship to what you live with physically is beyond extraordinary. You just do you and you are on purpose. Ashville in Norh Caroline will suit you so well and there is property that is so much more affordable than the west coast.
I love this, I'm so excited for you on this new journey with herbs🌱💚
Looking forward to your journeys!
Yay! Happy to see you on you on the Path and thank you for sharing this journey!
All those projects sound great! Love to hear about it, and see more of your art, and also more of those other crafts you mentioned like sewing.
Gee...I remember that earlier videos when you hanged your paper cutting art. Magnificient it was. Teach it❤
You are such a good person, unfortunately life is rarely perfect, but we have to make the best of what we have and snatch moments of true joy in each day. The fact that you are talking openly means that you will be fine and things will work out well.
I can’t wait to see where this takes you. I will definitely support this and I’m anxious to see what you create!
Your hair is coming along Annabelle, it's beautiful. Can't believe it's been a year since you made this lilac perfume! It's amazing how quickly a year goes by. Love your videos and love watching your progress, you are incredibly calming. Sending you big hugs from Glasgow Scotland UK. 🌻🌿🤗🩷🤗🌿🌻
Your videos are always amazing and I love following along in your journey ❤❤❤
I also feel held back because of the cost of housing. I hope your dreams will come true.💮
I've been with you on your journey since the early years. I miss your old videos. So beautiful and the music. I am excited for your new journey and to see where you go now. Blessings to you.
It has been a long time since I commented on your videos, and you mentioning the nostalgia that you felt after your visit home prompted me to look at one of your 3-year-old vids and that made me nostalgic for your earlier work. Back then your videography was superb, your craft was fresh, and you were happier. With one exception, when you and the W of Wonder Lust were trying out "potions" on New Year's Eve, in my most humble opinion your work has suffered. If this seems overly critical, please dismiss it out of hand. But if your ancestral spirits are calling to you - listen to them. Blessings.
I’m excited for you and look forward to hearing more about this next endeavor!
Looking forward to your future adventures. Wishing all the best. It is nice to hear the smile in your voice.
Im excited for this journal, love is the key, always 💞 🤗
I've been watching your channels a lot longer than I'd realized! I remember your herbal business! And I'm so excited to see what you do with that! Much love! ❤
Every video is inspirational and beautifully crafted. Thank you ❤
Sounds great. Looking forward to all the things you do. Very encouraging for others. Blessings everyone! Big hugs to all who need them.
You are an amazing person - I admire your courage, dedication, and love for this life we have. You have a way of showing us what a gift it really is. For that, my spirit honors your spirit. I have always viewed burnout (for me at least) as a warning that my cup is empty and I need to care for myself, nurture myself, and find what will be my new passion before I can can give back to others. When I listen and am gentle with myself during burnout, I find I come out of it much sooner. It is very hard to focus solely on yourself when you have spent your life helping others. I wish you an abundance of joy and everything good the Universe has to offer you. Looking forward to supporting your on line business. Blessings...
keep up the great work ❤❤
PS. Nothing you do will ever be boring to me your one of my favorite UA-camrs ❤
So glad you are looking forward to something! I wish you the best:) hoping you would share your lilac perfume recipe one day too. It looks like a lovely thing to make:)
Ohhh how exciting! I can't wait for the future updates, best of luck with your endeavours 😁❤
Ahh! This is so exciting! 💕 All the best of luck to you on your project, I hope that I'll be able to buy some tinctures and art pieces in the future! 💕
Lockdown messed up a lot of things, whilst we have different experiences, I can sympathise with what you've been through. Losing/trying to find a purpose, and feeling dissatisfied with the hand we're dealt. I hope that you have an amazing future ahead, with lots of fulfillment, and I'll enjoy having the pleasure to join your journey 💕
LOVE YOU!!! Thank you for sharing ❤
I really relate to your situation. Thanks for helping me look inward for help ❤
I am so excited for you & your future endeavours 🥰💛☀️🍃
❤I’m so excited to see your business flourish. I always look forward to your beautiful videos.
I am so excited about your announcement! Thank you for including us in your plans. I can't wait to see what great times lay ahead for you! God Bless!
Super excited to watch your journey. I started learning herbology because of your videos when I found your channel years ago. ❤
I feel like u are telling my story- it’s crazy how much our lives have in common. I think all ur ideas for changing the situation ur in are fantastic! I wish u lots of luck :)
I always enjoy your videos and I am looking forward to what is to come. :)
This sounds wonderful...doing things that you are passionate about will in time heal and then make things clear as to where and what one can do😊I wish you all the best and look forward to seeing all your creations😀
This made me cry. Thank you so much for sharing, I can't wait to see all of the things you create!
So inspiring to hear you talk. I wish you the best, your calming voice and humble attitude towards life made myself think more about what i want to do in life and how to realize that dream. Thank you. 🙏
This is exciting. Looking forward to what the future may bring.
Buying a house in your twenties these days is nearly impossible. Every time I find something in a reasonable price range it has major structural damage or requires tens of thousands of dollars in renovation. I’ve also had to pivot my priorities away from homeownership and it’s difficult but finding a new focus is crucial. Wishing you luck with your new business ❤️
Can’t wait to see what you do! I have been here since before the p-word and would love to see the way the fields and forests light you up again, so I hope you find the space you’re looking for!!! 😊
Best of luck in your new endeavors, I'm excited to see more of what you create. It's beautiful to see your passion ignited again, and I love to see a more grounded video from you. I've been watching your videos for a long time and always wished I could buy your products, I will definitively be there to buy some things. Also, never think what you say is boring! I love hearing what you're up to in this unfiltered way, I also find it super interesting to hear about making a business out of passion.
I have been watching your channels from before the pandemic started, and may I say that I've watched you struggle and find your way a few times over and the fact that you always find good parts to your situation is inspiring. I have learned so many things from you, so thank you😊
I think this is my favourite recent video of yours and I'm really excited to see where you go with all this. I've been with you since before the pandemic, both of your channels, and this is the first time I felt compelled to comment because the honesty and openness actually moved me. I really relate to where you're at. I'm really happy to follow along on your journey. ❤
Following your passions will bring you fulfillment. Herbs, medicinals, sewing, knitting, and herbal knowledge sharing are all welcome. Blessings to your new endeavors.
Hello! I just saw your channel today but your rawness, and your search for self gentleness is something that really resonates with me. Finding ourselves in such a busy and sometimes unforgiving-feeling world can be so difficult. I look forward to your future videos and I'm delighted that you are choosing a path of doing things you love that spark passion in you. Keep going! We're here for you!! ❤
Your set up is very beautiful , i love the flowers and the herb bundles 😊
Pace yourself, make sure all your legal duckies are in their rows, and always, and I do mean ALWAYS, do what brings you peace. Changing gears is natural, necessary, and expected occasionally. If we were a car and kept running at only 2nd gear while trying to go either faster or slower, we'd stall and eventually break down! I wish you the best in all that you do, and may you find a home that fits your desires, needs, and has the community you want with it.
Glad you posted & shared🤗🤗🤗 today
I am so excited for you to open an online store! I can’t wait to buy so much stuff
Following your heart and being practical about what you can do now will definitely aid in creating the future you dream of....I'm excited for you...there are many people out here who will help to support you...Totally interested in everything you're creating!!! xo
How exciting! Can't wait to see what you come up with. I also live in a big city and am always looking for ways to live a more rural lifestyle. Even if it's just growing a few herbs and knitting.
Hey I'm so grateful you sat down to share. I cannot express how much your journey synchronize with what I've been going through for years. The struggle yet beauty of being pulled in so many directions and learning to cope with societal constructs that are weiry to embrace such a life. You are beautifuland I can't wait to learn what you have to teach
I will be really excited to see the shift your new path takes. I do not find all the details boring because I think they are things many of us are also trying to figure out.
Coming from someone who is searching for her purpose and occasionally struggling with it as well, I sincerely hope you find relief and enjoyment in your new focus. We can all only do what is available to us at the time being. If you have any tips or things you have learned how how to become part of a community in a new place I'd love to hear them. I feel like it should be as easy as starting to participating in things ... but for me at least it is not.
Thanks for sharing with us Annie, enjoyed your video very much. I can so relate to you with so many ideas for creative business ideas and deciding which to do first. Love all your videos, but please take time to do what you need to do for yourself. We will be here when you decide to make a video or two.
thank you for sharing this part of your path, i think it resonates with a lot of us :) and i so appreciate how generously you share patterns, recipes, knowledge, experiences with us. youre some distant form of a mentor or teacher to a lot of people- ive learned a lot from you about sustainability and working with the earth where you are. youve had such a positive impact and youre so mindful, and keep things so accessible. thank you
for the online store- i think a lot of us will support it in whatever form it is, not just in the form youd like it to be. experiment, offer first picks to patreons for the limited small batch things, make cute branded clothes and stickers, little charms or tea mixes, make mistakes, create! we'll be there while youre figuring it out, not just when you finish
I love the idea of merch with your art work on it!! just an idea, but I would love notebooks with your work on the cover. I look forward to your 'new' direction and supporting you those ways!
I've been watching you for a long time and I'm excited to see your new adventures. I'm currently enrolled in a practical herbalist certificate course and I look forward to see what you can teach me along the way ❤
Sending you happy thoughts and I look forward to seeing where you go from here. Be well, my friend💜
(I'll be sticking it out because my husband's family is here, but the PNW freeze can feel VERY real, especially when you're coming from rural, "small town" vibe-type places. I'm from Wyoming. :) Thinking of you)
I so feel you right now… I’m currently at a similar stage in my life, trying to reinvent myself and my business, trying to find a place to live and settle down, nest. You’re not alone. ✨
I can it "grieving of one's compass" internal and/or external. So much goes in to your work professionally. ❤ Take care of yourself. No pressure.
Sounds really exciting 🥰I have been waiting for this as i felt that this would be your path someday and i am totally here for it ! I remember when you used to sell your homemade goodies now and then 😊 I want to see it all 😊I hope you are feeling better and i think we will have a Great time together on this new journey 🥰Much love and many Blessings 💜💜🙏🙏🤗🤗
I've been ruminating similarly for my art/ways to find myself again, and I think starting small is a great idea. It will grow with time, and I don't know if I was around during that time but I found you pre-covid, somewhere around 2018-2019, and I would love to see your workings again and be able to support them this time!
As someone who lives in Oregon with a similar housing market, I completely feel you. Don't lose hope - I keep one eye out always. The right place will come exactly when it is meant to. I try to keep faith in that as much as I can 😅