Properly inspiring. I pray you actually feel as good as you look, because you absolutely seem much healthier. I hope you’re proud knowing how much of a role model you’re being. To me at least
Was really good to formally meet you man, very proud of you for reaching a year that is so amazing! Come check out what I do on here- hope to talk more in tha near future much love
Damn it I’ve missed your ass. So glad to see you’re well. You had me worried there. How’s life treating you? You look amazing. This just made my night to see ya. 👏🏽 You got this man. Baby steps, but you got this. ❤❤❤❤🎉 Sending lots of light and love your way. 😊
Hell I’ve missed you so much Chantelle! I was worried when you were no where to be found like that. How have you been? What’s new with you? I’m alright still fighting the good fight. 14 months n a couple of days now
@@toohardz I’ve been really good man, and keep fighting my man. Everyday you say no is a W. You were MIA for a minute too but glad you’re back and better than ever.
Yay!!! More 'real' insights into life etc please How addiction is not for anyone. War stories What getting clean this time was like (from the 'cold turkey' acute withdrawal to stumbling blocks along the way.) How all parts of addiction go in your part of the world. (I was always well interested in that.) I've got my bell on....waiting.
Just stopping by to say hello, you’ve been on my mind. I hope all is going well and you’re still clean. Every day is a fight man, but get back to you. I’ll be praying for you, but I would love to hear from ya. Love ya man ❤
Looking great, brotha. I'm a year + off heroin/fent and doing amazing. Using suboxone as a substitute, doesn't really get me high but keeps my cravings gone. I wanna try without the subs however I'm worried about risking a relapse and potentially dying since fentanyl is in so much shit here in the states. Either way I hope everything stays well with you. The dope just ain't worth it.
Wow glad to see you back. I was just thinking about you the other day reminiscing about your previous posts and how you encouraged us to fight the good fight. To be honest, man, I fucked up I'm still on the shit but I'm still trying, hope your support will be there like before.
Just started following your videos man trting to get cken myself the wd of the H is brutal i cant stick the pain amd the restless legs sweats at nyt are the worst for me , glad ur sober qnd looking fresh
Bro there’s 2 videos where I list some meds you can take to ease the pain, insomnia and the restless legs and probably there won’t be any hot n cold sweats. If you’re trying to quit at home hit me back n I’ll help as best I can.
@@toohardz yes bro I'm trying it at home tried rehab before I'm currently weining myself down abit smoking only it's the worst drug ever for withdrawals man any help appreciated
@jimboslice2013 you know chasing has the worst withdrawals out of all three methods right? It goes smoking, snorting, shooting. You need some gabapentin 400 or lyrica 300, Xanax 0.5, seroquel and tegretol 200
@@toohardz I have Lyrica diazapam and sheroquel nothing helps me sleep I'm in Ireland here hard to get the real Xanax is hard it's mostly fakes we get here which are dangerous cuz you don't no what's in them man ther man made the Xanax we get in this country and r doctor doesn't prescribe them to us over here unfortunately mate
It depends on how they take it, like if they snort they’ll be sniffing a lot, they might be going to the bathroom an insane number of times and staying in there too long. Generally you don’t have to know right away, give em an hour or so and they’ll start nodding off
Sure thing. Look bro Heroin is a drug that lets u do what u want so it’s what u want it to be. If u wanna be active it’ll do that n if u wanna chill n sleep it’ll do that too. Like they might be down n not talking at all n then they go to the room/bathroom n come out all talkative n cheerful and walking around like a sudden surge of energy too. It’s not just dozing off. Signs of addiction is stuff going missing, too much money being spent n nothing ever being brought back. Taking money for food but eating at home. So it’s a lot of things.
Omg! Bro I fuckin miss u man! How are u? How u been? How’s ur beautiful daughter? I hope everything is going well at your end. We gotta catch up dude, it’s been a whole damn year. 🤘🏻🤘🏻
@@toohardz I pawned sole things I had and relapsed I just need to stop tho because I think this life is gonna take me if I don’t take it away thank you so much for responding feels good to know someone cares
@@toohardz oh tell me about it and I get so annoyed with family members who don’t understand what it’s like. I’ve only just recovered after being switched over from my 30 years methadone to Buprenorphine that sent me into immediate precipitated withdrawal and I still cannot sleep well. The absolute key is having a job and doing stuff in spare time that makes one happy. I watched your video diary of your day as an addict and at least you were aware of it being damaging to you and your family and acted on it.
Didn't even need to say anything. The change is dramatic enough that it was clear you're clean the moment you entered the frame. Congrats. May be cliche but you're practically glowing.
You know the number 1 thing that scares me whenever people get weeks or months or a year clean is if they relapse. If they relapse and they do as much as they once did they die because the tolerance
Great to hear, struggling for like the 10th time in a year. Day 6 cold turkey at home. I like your videos. Interested in your story. American English, yet you seem to be in Egypt. I am in Bulgaria but also via an American upbringing. @@toohardz
There’s another update after that 😂 2 years clean in late September. How it’s going needs a video 😅 I’m not gonna type all that here. But eats good? How’s everything going at ur end?
@@toohardz hell yea! I just binged all your videos. Helping me stay motivated. I’m at a year and 4 months, after OD’ing on fent(I didn’t know that it was fent) and withdrawing in jail. Anyway hope you make another video soon bro.
Congrats, brother! Happy to hear you're doing well
Praise God. Love and support from USA. I gotta get sober. Pray for me if you will.
How u doing Hans? How u holding up?
Looking great brother! You’re an inspiration!! Much love to you ❤️
Properly inspiring. I pray you actually feel as good as you look, because you absolutely seem much healthier.
I hope you’re proud knowing how much of a role model you’re being. To me at least
Much love to ya man 🙏🏻❤️ appreciate the kind words 👊🏻
I see you got an update, and ill say it again, backslide is not failure.
Stay positve, stay humble, and keep blessing the world man.
Love ya brother.
Great job man keep it up congrats
Look at you! Awesome man!
Thanks bruv! How u doing? How’s life been treating you?
That's awesome mate... Keep it up!
Dude, you look and sound so much healthier. Good for you man.
Was really good to formally meet you man, very proud of you for reaching a year that is so amazing! Come check out what I do on here- hope to talk more in tha near future much love
I’m really glad you caught us on that live man. Whenever u need to talk I’m here
Well done my bro u look so well m8.keep it up
Much appreciated
@@toohardz bless bro x
🙌 Yes! So glad you are here. Thank God you are doing this one day at a time!
Much love cheezy
Hell yeah buddy!!!
Haha yaaaah! babyyy we did it! 🤘🏻💪🏻
Heyyyy! Good to see you Dave
Damn your old video just popped up in my recommended, you look way better brotha keep it up
Bro- Amazing and inspirational. Keep Going!!! God Bless you!
Thank you 🙌
You look great brother much happier more energy and healthier ❤️🫡
Luv from 🇬🇧👍keep doing what ur doing.
Damn it I’ve missed your ass. So glad to see you’re well. You had me worried there. How’s life treating you? You look amazing. This just made my night to see ya. 👏🏽 You got this man. Baby steps, but you got this. ❤❤❤❤🎉 Sending lots of light and love your way. 😊
Hell I’ve missed you so much Chantelle! I was worried when you were no where to be found like that. How have you been? What’s new with you? I’m alright still fighting the good fight. 14 months n a couple of days now
@@toohardz I’ve been really good man, and keep fighting my man. Everyday you say no is a W. You were MIA for a minute too but glad you’re back and better than ever.
I am SOOOO damn proud of you!! 🎉❤
Soooooo glad you're ok!!!! And right on time for your birthday!!! 🎉🎉🎉❤❤❤❤
How are u? How have u been all that time? What u been up to? Add me on snap if u can n let’s catch up.
Yea can’t believe it’s been a year now. ❤️❤️🙏🏻
Yay!!!
More 'real' insights into life etc please
How addiction is not for anyone.
War stories
What getting clean this time was like (from the 'cold turkey' acute withdrawal to stumbling blocks along the way.)
How all parts of addiction go in your part of the world. (I was always well interested in that.)
I've got my bell on....waiting.
My bro went from homeless guy to a billionaire in one year. such an inspiration to quit any addiction.
You look so good. So much better
Just stopping by to say hello, you’ve been on my mind. I hope all is going well and you’re still clean. Every day is a fight man, but get back to you. I’ll be praying for you, but I would love to hear from ya. Love ya man ❤
I love you Chanelle
Just watched your day 3 video u LOOK SOUND SEEM way healthier and better.
Keep it up my mans 🔥👍💯
Thank you grape 🍇 been 2 years 3 months n a few days now
Np man I’m proud of u, ur family is proud, ya kid is proud and most importantly I hope ur proud of yourself
Glad to see you clean bro..
congrats man glad to hear youre doing great!!! i watched some of your vids a while ago glad to know youve kept at it! keep goin man 🙏💪
Looking great, brotha. I'm a year + off heroin/fent and doing amazing. Using suboxone as a substitute, doesn't really get me high but keeps my cravings gone. I wanna try without the subs however I'm worried about risking a relapse and potentially dying since fentanyl is in so much shit here in the states. Either way I hope everything stays well with you. The dope just ain't worth it.
I'M SO HAPPY TO SEE THIS!!!
Happy for you can't wait for more videos.
More to come my man! Much love ❤️ 🙏🏻
Amazing! Congratulations. You look and sound alive.
So Happy to see you. You look fabulous. The old lady from Ohio 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🥰
You are looking good brother. Stay clean and keep you’re nose clean.
Thats whats up!!! Proud of u man!!!
Big congratulations fella. You don't have the slow, smacky lilt to your speech, you even sound sober. Hope you're doing good
Wow glad to see you back. I was just thinking about you the other day reminiscing about your previous posts and how you encouraged us to fight the good fight. To be honest, man, I fucked up I'm still on the shit but I'm still trying, hope your support will be there like before.
I’m here man. I got you. HMU whenever u need to talk or anything.
Got a name change, DJ Banno before. Sooo glad to see you again , you look fantastic 👍
Cheers blood! Missed u man
Just started following your videos man trting to get cken myself the wd of the H is brutal i cant stick the pain amd the restless legs sweats at nyt are the worst for me , glad ur sober qnd looking fresh
Bro there’s 2 videos where I list some meds you can take to ease the pain, insomnia and the restless legs and probably there won’t be any hot n cold sweats. If you’re trying to quit at home hit me back n I’ll help as best I can.
@@toohardz yes bro I'm trying it at home tried rehab before I'm currently weining myself down abit smoking only it's the worst drug ever for withdrawals man any help appreciated
@jimboslice2013 you know chasing has the worst withdrawals out of all three methods right? It goes smoking, snorting, shooting. You need some gabapentin 400 or lyrica 300, Xanax 0.5, seroquel and tegretol 200
@@toohardz I have Lyrica diazapam and sheroquel nothing helps me sleep I'm in Ireland here hard to get the real Xanax is hard it's mostly fakes we get here which are dangerous cuz you don't no what's in them man ther man made the Xanax we get in this country and r doctor doesn't prescribe them to us over here unfortunately mate
Im so super proud of you and i know how hard that shit is to do!!! Its just not even worth it anymore its really not!!
As i was praying while i watched your old vid, was lead to know his(you) ok ❤🙏
Thank you for your prayers and for watching. I sincerely appreciate that. You don’t know how thankful I am that you prayed for me ❤️👊🏻🙏🏻
very brave of you to share and congrats on your year .. how can i tell right away by looking at someone if they are HIGH on heroine ?
It depends on how they take it, like if they snort they’ll be sniffing a lot, they might be going to the bathroom an insane number of times and staying in there too long. Generally you don’t have to know right away, give em an hour or so and they’ll start nodding off
@@toohardz thank you sir all good info
Sure thing. Look bro Heroin is a drug that lets u do what u want so it’s what u want it to be. If u wanna be active it’ll do that n if u wanna chill n sleep it’ll do that too. Like they might be down n not talking at all n then they go to the room/bathroom n come out all talkative n cheerful and walking around like a sudden surge of energy too. It’s not just dozing off. Signs of addiction is stuff going missing, too much money being spent n nothing ever being brought back. Taking money for food but eating at home. So it’s a lot of things.
Handsome guy z back
Missed u bro
Great so proud 😊
Thank you!! ❤️
Yooooo Kadi! Great to see you my man 🙏🏼🙏🏼
Omg! Bro I fuckin miss u man! How are u? How u been? How’s ur beautiful daughter? I hope everything is going well at your end. We gotta catch up dude, it’s been a whole damn year. 🤘🏻🤘🏻
Hank!!!!!!!!!! How are you bro?
You look a lot better man! Set yourself another target now - quit smoking!
We need consistent updates
Will do pretty soon. Or at least I’ll go live and see how everyone is doing
NOOO WAY HE POSTED WE MISSED YOU MAN CONGRATS MUCH LIVE
How are you doing? Still fighting the fent? Lemme know how u holding up
@@toohardz I pawned sole things I had and relapsed I just need to stop tho because I think this life is gonna take me if I don’t take it away thank you so much for responding feels good to know someone cares
Ayyyyyy
Good man and just try and always remember the nightmare of withdrawal as you can so easily dismiss it
I honestly can’t forget till now. It was fuckin torment
@@toohardz oh tell me about it and I get so annoyed with family members who don’t understand what it’s like. I’ve only just recovered after being switched over from my 30 years methadone to Buprenorphine that sent me into immediate precipitated withdrawal and I still cannot sleep well. The absolute key is having a job and doing stuff in spare time that makes one happy. I watched your video diary of your day as an addict and at least you were aware of it being damaging to you and your family and acted on it.
Didn't even need to say anything. The change is dramatic enough that it was clear you're clean the moment you entered the frame. Congrats. May be cliche but you're practically glowing.
🎉🎉🎉
You have it beat.
You know the number 1 thing that scares me whenever people get weeks or months or a year clean is if they relapse. If they relapse and they do as much as they once did they die because the tolerance
Looking good!
You still sober bro?
Yess still going man. 17 months tomorrow
Great to hear, struggling for like the 10th time in a year. Day 6 cold turkey at home. I like your videos. Interested in your story. American English, yet you seem to be in Egypt. I am in Bulgaria but also via an American upbringing. @@toohardz
Me from India ..
I don’t know you but damn i mean it when i say it, i’m proud of you man
I appreciate you
Update?? How’s it going?
There’s another update after that 😂 2 years clean in late September. How it’s going needs a video 😅 I’m not gonna type all that here. But eats good? How’s everything going at ur end?
Do a stream with Daniel in recovery
Wow! Look at you! Great work! Coming up.on your 1st year! Congratulations, you are now a MAN!
Thank u 🙏🏻 so much Roberta. Much love ❤️👊🏻
Hello bro all ok
All good
@@toohardz ohh that's nice ..what's up ..in America
yo bro how ya doing????
Still going man. Coming up on 2 years in September
@@toohardz hell yea! I just binged all your videos. Helping me stay motivated. I’m at a year and 4 months, after OD’ing on fent(I didn’t know that it was fent) and withdrawing in jail. Anyway hope you make another video soon bro.
@@toohardzso glad to hear it, thank you for this
u there?
Yea u alright?
Center people got u again i think so. U missing again
Lmao! Nah man I’m here. Still alive n kicking… u alright?