Every time Jessie sings this I actually believe she's a pregnant woman trapped in an unhappy marriage. The connection she has with her ''baby'', how she moves like she's pregnant, the sorrow and heartache, it's all such a gut punch. I feel all the emotions. Alison Luff comes close for me, but Jessie will always take the cake. Not because she originated the role, but because emotionally she consistently knocks it out of the park. This song I feel is the heart of the show in many ways, it's the accumulation of all of her grief, hopelessness, sadness, lonliness and anger over becoming a mom in a circumstance that she never wanted to bring a child into, with a person who doesn't deserve to be that little girl's father. But mostly I feel her vulnerability - Jessie brings so much humanity to Jenna.
THIS IS THE DEFINITIVE VERSION OF THIS SONG. NO OTHER SINGER WHO HAS SUNG THIS SONG HAS TOPPED THE MAGNITUDE OF EMOTIONS JESSIE POURED OUT IN THIS PERFORMANCE. THIS IS JUST SO HAUNTINGLY AMAZING! P.S. I HAVE WATCHED ALMOST EVERY SHE USED TO BE MINE VIDEO IN UA-cam, AND THIS PARTICULAR PERFORMANCE IS WHAT REALLY BRINGS ME TO A DIFFERENT DIMENSION WHERE I AM PREGNANT BY AN ABUSIVE MAN.
Není lehké přiznat Že poslední dny se nepoznávám Že tyhle boty a zástěra Tohle místo a stálí zákazníci Si vzali víc, než jsem jim byla ochotná dát Není lehké žít s vědomím Že už nejsem taková, jaká jsem bývala I když je pravda Že se o mě nikdy nikdo moc nezajímal Pořád si na tu holku pamatuju Není dokonalá, ale snaží se V jádru je dobrá, ale lže Je na sebe tvrdá Je na tom špatně, ale nežádá o pomoc Je nepořádná, ale milá Většinu času je osamělá Je směsí všeho, co bylo řečeno A je zapečená v nádherném koláči Je pryč, ale bývala moje O nic takového jsem nežádala Někdy se život prostě připlíží zezadu A stvoří člověka A donutí tě si myslet, že je to všechno pravda A teď mám tebe Ale o tebe jsem se neprosila Mám-li být upřímná, vím, že bych to všechno vrátila Výměnou za šanci zase začít znova A přepsat jeden konec či dva Pro dívku, kterou jsem kdysi znala Která bude riskovat tak akorát Které ublíží, ale Která se naučí, jak se vypořádat s modřinami A kterou zneužije muž, který nedokáže milovat A pak se zasekne na jednom místě a bude vyděšená Ze života, který v ní poroste Který bude sílit každým dnem Dokud jí konečně nepřipomene Aby za sebe trochu bojovala Aby se jí vrátila do očí jiskra Která zmizela, ale která byla kdysi má Byla kdysi má Je nepořádná, ale milá Většinu času je osamělá Je směsí všeho, co bylo řečeno a je zapečená v nádherném koláči Je pryč, ale bývala moje
It's not simple to say Most days I don't recognize me These shoes and this apron That place and its patrons Have taken more than I gave 'em It's not easy to know I'm not anything like I used to be Although it's true I was never attention sweet center I still remember that girl She's imperfect but she tries She is good but she lies She is hard on herself She is broken and won't ask for help She is messy but she's kind She is lonely most of the time She is all of this mixed up And baked in a beautiful pie She is gone but she used to be mine It's not what I asked for Sometimes life just slips in through a back door And carves out a person And makes you believe it's all true And now I've got you And you're not what I asked for If I'm honest I know I would give it all back For a chance to start over And rewrite an ending or two For the girl that I knew Who be reckless just enough Who can hurt but Who learns how to toughen up when she's bruised And gets used by a man who can't love And then she'll get stuck and be scared Of the life that's inside her Growing stronger each day 'Til it finally reminds her To fight just a little To bring back the fire in her eyes That's been gone but it used to be mine Used to be mine She is messy but she's kind She is lonely most of the time She is all of this mixed up and baked in a beautiful pie She is gone but she used to be mine
all jennas have a special place in my heart but jessie's jenna is literally untouchable
Like Jenna Marbles?
@@zackc5490 don’t know whether to laugh or cry.
I really enjoyed the show and wanted to see it again. But after Jessie I just felt like I couldn’t give anyone else a fair enough shake.
true dat
No one can sing this song like she can.
Jeny Crews thats a fact
Like Holiday with I’m not going. The woman who originated the role made totally mastered the song and no one else could possibly top it.
Jeny Crews Totally agree. Many have tried. Some have even come close. ...but none have matched Jesse.
And thats on a period.
@@nicksurfs1 OMIGGAAAAAWWWWD! My words exactly!!! Holliday & Mueller are peerless.
I've seen 3 or 4 boot leg versions of Jessie perform this song and each time is totally different. What an actress!
Frrr
Every time Jessie sings this I actually believe she's a pregnant woman trapped in an unhappy marriage. The connection she has with her ''baby'', how she moves like she's pregnant, the sorrow and heartache, it's all such a gut punch. I feel all the emotions. Alison Luff comes close for me, but Jessie will always take the cake. Not because she originated the role, but because emotionally she consistently knocks it out of the park.
This song I feel is the heart of the show in many ways, it's the accumulation of all of her grief, hopelessness, sadness, lonliness and anger over becoming a mom in a circumstance that she never wanted to bring a child into, with a person who doesn't deserve to be that little girl's father. But mostly I feel her vulnerability - Jessie brings so much humanity to Jenna.
THIS IS THE DEFINITIVE VERSION OF THIS SONG. NO OTHER SINGER WHO HAS SUNG THIS SONG HAS TOPPED THE MAGNITUDE OF EMOTIONS JESSIE POURED OUT IN THIS PERFORMANCE. THIS IS JUST SO HAUNTINGLY AMAZING!
P.S. I HAVE WATCHED ALMOST EVERY SHE USED TO BE MINE VIDEO IN UA-cam, AND THIS PARTICULAR PERFORMANCE IS WHAT REALLY BRINGS ME TO A DIFFERENT DIMENSION WHERE I AM PREGNANT BY AN ABUSIVE MAN.
I cry every single time I hear her sing this song.
Every single time?
@@momomatte Yes
Me too!
I can't stop listening her voice and this song
Same I've had her and this song on repeat all day
i would like this comment but it's just so great
2:19 her singing “start” legit made me start crying!!! Her vibrato and the EMOTION AHHHHH
I cry every time. I can’t stop crying. She is a beast. Like my goodness
Petition for there to be a revival of next to normal with Jessie playing Diana in the next 5-10 years
Incredible singer and very musical.
This song is hers! I watched her show this summer, loved it!!!
She even has the twang in her singing mygoodness.
The album gave her live performance no justice one bit. Her live performance makes me sob
This song makes me cry bucketloads of water in a good way 😭🥺😆🥺😭
This performance is so strong and the best I’ve seen
Shes amazing!!
Damn she is amazing
I needed a good cry and i looked for jessie specifically to destroy my life.
Queen.💞
She's the best
her voice is like butter being cut bro i love it
Beautiful angel i love you Jessie Mueller
2:04 the video-er is all of us
Fr 🤣🤣
jesus holy fucking christ, it's an angel.
i almost forgot to watch this today
YAAAAASSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!
Not sure if it's the video quality or the laryngitis, but her tony presentation was something else.
Why does it say 2:12:20 for how long the video is
i thought my phone was the only one doing that!
💙
Není lehké přiznat
Že poslední dny se nepoznávám
Že tyhle boty a zástěra
Tohle místo a stálí zákazníci
Si vzali víc, než jsem jim byla ochotná dát
Není lehké žít s vědomím
Že už nejsem taková, jaká jsem bývala
I když je pravda
Že se o mě nikdy nikdo moc nezajímal
Pořád si na tu holku pamatuju
Není dokonalá, ale snaží se
V jádru je dobrá, ale lže
Je na sebe tvrdá
Je na tom špatně, ale nežádá o pomoc
Je nepořádná, ale milá
Většinu času je osamělá
Je směsí všeho, co bylo řečeno
A je zapečená v nádherném koláči
Je pryč, ale bývala moje
O nic takového jsem nežádala
Někdy se život prostě připlíží zezadu
A stvoří člověka
A donutí tě si myslet, že je to všechno pravda
A teď mám tebe
Ale o tebe jsem se neprosila
Mám-li být upřímná, vím, že bych to všechno vrátila
Výměnou za šanci zase začít znova
A přepsat jeden konec či dva
Pro dívku, kterou jsem kdysi znala
Která bude riskovat tak akorát
Které ublíží, ale
Která se naučí, jak se vypořádat s modřinami
A kterou zneužije muž, který nedokáže milovat
A pak se zasekne na jednom místě a bude vyděšená
Ze života, který v ní poroste
Který bude sílit každým dnem
Dokud jí konečně nepřipomene
Aby za sebe trochu bojovala
Aby se jí vrátila do očí jiskra
Která zmizela, ale která byla kdysi má
Byla kdysi má
Je nepořádná, ale milá
Většinu času je osamělá
Je směsí všeho, co bylo řečeno
a je zapečená v nádherném koláči
Je pryč, ale bývala moje
Okay, ik this has only been off bway for a year but I want a revival
same!!! if there is, jessica vosk as jenna
@@verityjude2269 YES
you want it, you got it!
But I always feel this one because I can feel her hurt.
me seeing the 4 haters: HATERS BACK OFFFFFF!!!!!!
There’s 5 now ☹️
@@imadeyoureadthis7823 arhghfhfhhfghghfhfhffh
There's 6 now and I'm gonna smack them. Her voice is so beautiful how do people dislike something like this???
😢
It's not simple to say
Most days I don't recognize me
These shoes and this apron
That place and its patrons
Have taken more than I gave 'em
It's not easy to know
I'm not anything like I used to be
Although it's true
I was never attention sweet center
I still remember that girl
She's imperfect but she tries
She is good but she lies
She is hard on herself
She is broken and won't ask for help
She is messy but she's kind
She is lonely most of the time
She is all of this mixed up
And baked in a beautiful pie
She is gone but she used to be mine
It's not what I asked for
Sometimes life just slips in through a back door
And carves out a person
And makes you believe it's all true
And now I've got you
And you're not what I asked for
If I'm honest I know I would give it all back
For a chance to start over
And rewrite an ending or two
For the girl that I knew
Who be reckless just enough
Who can hurt but
Who learns how to toughen up when she's bruised
And gets used by a man who can't love
And then she'll get stuck and be scared
Of the life that's inside her
Growing stronger each day
'Til it finally reminds her
To fight just a little
To bring back the fire in her eyes
That's been gone but it used to be mine
Used to be mine
She is messy but she's kind
She is lonely most of the time
She is all of this mixed up and baked in a beautiful pie
She is gone but she used to be mine
why does this video say it's over 2 hours long
3:16-3:26 COME ON MOTHER EXECUTE ME
Pessoas que tossem deveriam ser proibidas de ir a lugar assim! Aff
Morissette Amon's version of this song is as powerful. They're both great!
Did you record this illegally during the show?
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