The day before you die - Why doing what really matters is so important | Paddy Ney | TEDxKazimierz
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- Опубліковано 25 гру 2024
- What will you do the day before you die?
If you could predict how you would feel at the end of your life, what would it change in how you act today?
British film-maker Patrick Ney survived a brutal attack in Warsaw, Poland.
In this moving, emotional talk, you will learn how coming close to death can help you live your life in a better, more peaceful way.
Patrick Ney creates provocative films and documentaries about Poland, his new-found home. His films have had over 30 million views in 2 years. Paddy Ney is a British filmmaker living and working in Warsaw. He moved to Poland in 2010 and since then has been creating provocative, moving films about his new homeland’s culture and history. His films have been viewed over 26,000,000 times in the past 2 years alone. He specialises in short-form, social media content. In his day job, Paddy is Director at digital marketing agency James Cook Media. He is also the host of HiCashWeek, a weekly Polish-language business and entrepreneurship show for dynamic young Poles. “I have a simple test for what I’m doing,” he says, “it’s whether I can look my daughter in the eye and think, yes, this is making the world she’ll inherit a slightly better place.” Paddy regularly tours schools in Poland talking to young people about immigration, relationships and purpose and is a Friend and proud supporter of the Czerwone Noski charity. This talk was given at a TEDx event using the TED conference format but independently organized by a local community. Learn more at www.ted.com/tedx
The only lesson life has taught me is that nothing matters. No matter how much effort I put in it will never pay off. When my days comes the only thought will be why did it take so long.
Thank you for this talk; yes love is vitally important to all of us - and when I say love it does not have to relate to religious concepts; I had someone physically attack me in 2013; they put a glass in my throat and bashed my head repeatedly against a wall; I survived but had a stroke related to my attack; I doubted love after that. I recovered from the stroke and built my life up to what it is now in 2021 in England - happy, industrious, confident, calmer, keener, tolerant and also loving. Yes love is very important - and you don't have to be religious to experience or to give love.
Wow, incredible, thank you for sharing.
Thank you for sharing your story.
May God bless you. I am a stroke survivor. I am a little more relaxed about my own life experience after hearing what you have to say, about your life experience. Bravo! Power of love!
"So live your life that the fear of death can never enter your heart. Trouble no one about their religion; respect others in their view, and demand that they respect yours. Love your life, perfect your life, beautify all things in your life. Seek to make your life long and its purpose in the service of your people. Prepare a noble death song for the day when you go over the great divide. Always give a word or a sign of salute when meeting or passing a
friend, even a stranger, when in a lonely place. Show respect to all people and grovel to none. When you arise in the morning give thanks for the food and for the joy of living. If you see no reason for giving thanks, the fault lies only in yourself. Abuse no one and no thing, for abuse turns the wise ones to fools and robs the spirit of its vision. When it comes your time to die, be not like those whose hearts are filled with the fear of death, so that when their time comes they weep and pray for a little more time to live their lives over again in a different way. Sing your death song and die like a hero going home."
Chief Tecumseh, Shawnee Nation
This is fantastic!!
Great advice
Yes!
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I go5 to copy your comment for. Feel this is extremely important to act on while we are alive on earth. 😍
I’m 47 and have faced death twice in the last ten years. Ten years ago it was a very serious accident, that left me with a permanent disability with my right leg. With that came chronic pain. Three years ago I had a pulmonary embolism that also tried to take me out. Three blood clots on my lung and one in my leg. Which has left me with some mild lung damage. I could have written this very same TED Talk. I have learnt all the same lessons as Paddy. I live each day with so much love, joy and gratitude. Truth be told, I have never been happier. Despite these life changing events, chronic pain, chronic depression and the severe childhood trauma I experienced. “Get busy living, or get busy dying.” (Shawshank Redemption)
Cheers, from Country Victoria. Australia 🇦🇺 🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺
Thank you for sharing the details about yourself here. Especially from a place I have fond of memories of: down under. It's so curious to me, that it's so very difficult to realize our best ourselves until we're faced with annihilation. I'd like to know what that tells us as humans
Joanne thank you very much for sharing your story, I really appreciated reading it.
"We Are All Connected By The Power Of Love" Lovely Indeed!!
Speak for yourself
@@petehotton4740 just quoted what he said.. maybe you're on the wrong platform...
Poles are, in my opinion, a good people. They survived hostile neighbors in their history and rebounded with hope, dignity and perseverance intact.
I hope to visit Poland before my passing.
I lived in Vienna for 10 yrs and had to do with people from Poland, they were all very polite! But be prepared, they can drink a lot ;-) No question, get a ticket to there and visit Poland sir!
Please come, you will be welcome,. Richard Curator TEDxKazimierz
There is something very powerful in the saying "It is better to give than to receive". You'll also have to think about this one for a few moments till it sinks in:
Isn't 'comfort' the number one thing we all want the most?. i.e. enjoyable situations, painless situations, stress free situations? 'Love' 'religion' come under 'comfort'.
We are all connected by the power of LOVE!
Pppp
Wow!!! "Are you ready to listen to that answer". Hearing the call of love and following it is the reason I am here. Thank you for this beautiful reminder. It takes tremendous courage to do this. Grateful for this powerful story! Many blessings to you and your family.
Emily thank you very much, that is kind of you to write. I send you love!
work stopped. At a standstill. no family support, not communicating w friends , what is next? I’m pausing Meditating everyday. Keeping the connection of love in my heart. Watching a lot of UA-cam videos to get clues. I got here
You are loved I know I am too even if I don’t feel it from certain people. . I wish you the Best in your life💜.
Hi there, thanks for writing. The people who don't love you are providing you with challenge. Great. Bring it on. The challenge will help you in the pursuit of your goals.
Hello.... how're you doing hope you're safe due to the covid 19 pandemic
Start taking action in small ways. Reconnect with friends if possible. Find a job. Meditate but also walk a bit. Things will improve.
My father always told me, “do what you love and the money will follow!” Amen !
Amen to that :)
My mom told me that as well - "do what you love and then figure how to make money at it." Best advice ever!
I was told the opposite LOL! “Figure out how to make a living first, then you have something to fall back on” 🤷♂️
Did you ever ask him what to do if you don't have something you love?
Most of us are like that......
@@namehere4954 What would she say to people who don't have anything they love?
Paddy what a wonderful person you are! Thx for this empowering piece. May God bless u and your beautiful family.
Paddy that was a wonderful message you shared, you have reached a higher level of spiritual knowledge and attained a great many gifts in the process, continue life in Love and Peace, your experiences and the way you you have responded have made you the amazing person you are. Thank you for sharing yourself with all of us who feel growth, encouragement, peace and nurtured through the wisdom you shared !
In my experience about 20 years ago with a very close brush with death, it all hit home very hard with regards to who and what really matters to me, family loved ones, etc, but there was also a strong sense of I'm going to meet my maker because doctors weren't going to cure me and I turned to God as my last hope and I put my trust in Christ Jesus. This led on to strengthen my faith on a daily basis and with time I slowly began to recover and began to travel again. Then something that I can also relate to that is similar to Paddy's story is when I visited Poland back in 2004, for me it was also a blessing in disguise because I met the woman who became my wife after time living in Belfast we then relocated to live here in Krakow and I've learned to blend in with the culture, the language, the Polish food and many other aspects of life.
I'm wondering if you had faith in God before your brush with death?
@@rachaelb. Yes, l had faith, but there is faith and there is faith! and also personal experiences in life that can change us.
“ My Trust in the Faith and Power of Love “.
Having empathy will bring you closer to an encompassing love of others. Awm
Absolutely, Janice. On the other hand, let's not beat ourselves up if we lose our empathy from time to time :)
The strength and power of love is unfortunately so utterly underestimated, and people don't realize we are all intimately connected by love. This beautiful planet earth was created out of and through, and because of love, and since we live on earth we are thus intimately loved. Love is all there is and without love, nothing exists. Love is every subject every object. YES.
Hi Richard, powerful post. This concept is something many of my Christian friends and acquaintances don’t understand and they severely underestimate the power of love by saying God has a place of eternal suffering waiting for people who don’t manage to “choose” to trust Christ before they die. Yet their own scriptures say, “Love NEVER fails.” Right there the whole threat of Christian orthodoxy is wiped out and they have no clue.
I feel very connected to this topic. Sometimes I ask myself and will ask others, "you only have one life, so how would you want to live your life?" We all got one life to live, and once we are gone, we are gone. I could imagine myself lying on a bed at my last day of life, reflecting my time I had. I would reflect what I had, should have, and would want to have done. Then I use that as my motivation to write my story, in other words, live life the way I want to live. At the end of your life, people who tried to bring you down would not matter, the small mistakes you made and blamed yourself for will not matter, and opportunities you could have taken but did not is going to feel really, really terrible. I am starting to learn to accept myself with who I am and learn ways on how to live a happy life, and to take opportunities as much as I can because in the end that is all it matters.
We are responsible for our own happiness...
The continuation of Life is REAL...the Light and Love of Jesus is REAL and with us...Always..Thank you for sharing!
This was a powerful talk that I have shared with many friends & family. It brought tears to my eyes as you spoke. Well done.
Wow!..a new meaning to " every cloud has a silver lining" and there is light at the end of a tunnel...1000 watt bulb... thank you
I saw lot of near death experienced people say the same that life become beautiful and happy after that experience. I think we need to hear this people and understand their way of viewing life to live happily.
So happy you are alive too as your message of love is powerful and needed!!
Paddy, you're amazing
Thank you Lazik ;)
50 years ago, this talk would have been considered ordinary, common, and well understood by most.
People have changed horribly over the past years. We need to slow down and get back to normality that was in existence prior to 1970.
Very true..
@James Brewer I was 18 in 1970. It was a great time for me. Got married in 72. Divorced in 76. With 2 kids. Life changed then.x Never found that love again. My ex abandoned his kids. He is now on his 3rd marriage with a mistress who followed him since 1978. He only married her 2 years ago through her begging. Since divorce it has been a big struggle but I managed to get a job and a nursery for the kids. And just got on with it. But there was nothing like 1968 when I met my ex and life was just so wonderful because I was with the man I loved.
Living life in pursuit of "scoring the winning goal" the day you die is insane.
Hey Patrick, it was amazing. I can tell you were blessed with this moment of truth and love. And the great part of it is that it still lives within you.
Truly, yes, thanks Barbara
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You are amazing, I don't think I can forgive the people if someone do that to me. You look so peaceful. Thank you for sharing.
All we need is love - the Beatles
When things get rough we must come to accept our powerlessness . Give your burden over to God , and you will feel the weight lifted off your shoulders . Make peace with yourself ? Make a list of your regrets in life . Go to confession if that helps . What peace there is to be found In loving yourself first then you can go out and help others in their need . 🙏
WOW! Thank you Paddy for sharing your story. Sending love to you and your family
from Ontario, Canada.
Been thinking about the meaning of the 2 greatest commandments of God, whom I try to know. Love God, love others. I feel this is very important, but still struggle with doing. Thanks for your video, it helped me affirm with what really only matters, to love
I was glad you mention God’s commandments, everyone is afraid to talk about our creator and I know that HE is the number one reason for our living. Thank you 😊
Thanks, Mike. I am not especially religious but I read the Bible quite a bit as a kid and I think the stories and parables have stayed within me. We can all work today to be better people.
“Someday, after mastering the winds, the waves, the tides and gravity, we shall harness for God the energies of love, and then, for a second time in the history of the world, man will have discovered fire.”
― Pierre Teilhard De Chardin
Hi Tony, thanks for watching. I hope we can all strive to change the here and now (the everyday humdrum) and work on the little things and let the big ticket changes come as they will.
@@amazingpolishhistory, I agree. NONE OF IS EVER AS SMART AS ALL OF US.
Love never fails. Amen !
Hi paddy what a wonderful person you are, i overcame a brain tumour, still not perfect but you have inspired me to life is a gift, love is tge key
Jenny thank you for watching! I am glad you are on the road to recovery. We're still in it to win it, Jenny :)
Hello.... how're you doing hope you're safe due to the covid 19 pandemic
Wow !!!.....Very powerful...Yes. Love is really the only thing that matters in the beginning, during our lives, and in the end..
Thank you for sharing Patrick, .I will say, that asking myself that question, woke me up to alot of things...Thank you and God Bless you and your family !
This is called real advice.
Thank you for sharing your experience.
I agree, Patrick. The impact of even the most powerful insights or revelations tends to dissipate over time to be replaced by the everyday nonsense. I think that's why we were taught morning and evening prayer to constantly remind ourselves of the most important.
Yeah prayer, meditation or reflection time can be a great way to bring yourself back to the ssentials
Amen Brother!
Just love and be loved, thanks
Having seen this for the first time today. It seems even more impactful with current world events.
I had this show up by chance via auto play. I wasn't attacked but was critically ill to the point doctors told me very plainly that I wasn't going to survive or leave the hospital - this was it for me. I was 30 and there were so many things that I had planned to do and see still ahead of me. I went through so many emotions I didn't know existed or could even occur simultaneously. This broke me. But I had someone in my life who I loved more than words could express and when they came in to see me later that day I told them what I was told but made them a promise - so long as I had a breath in me I would fight and wouldn't give up no matter how difficult it was. I made this promise because the time we had together meant more to me than anything I had ever done and we had been together 10 years and that went by so fast. I soon was unable to speak in a way that made sense but they sat with me and just carried on these conversations and never let on their concerns that I couldn't speak. Soon after I needed major surgery but was so sick they couldn't find a surgeon willing to operate so I was placed on life support and into a medically induced coma. They sat with me and would speak to me knowing that I was not there but did so to give me comfort and said even then I would squeeze their hand. I had doctors try to convince me to be transferred to another hospital because they were still unsure what was wrong. I spent 6 months in intensive care and most of a year in a hospital with months of learning to walk again. I went through chemo, couldn't do anything for myself and this person was there every free moment they had by my side through the absolute worst life could throw. 11 years have past since this and I am still permanently disabled from my fight, have trouble walking, can't get up if I fall but they are still there. Never complaining. They could have walked away but love is what gave me the will to fight. All I wanted was more time together with this person and fought for that love. Had I not had someone in my life that I loved so intensely I wouldn't be here and I now live every day like it's my last because I have been living on borrowed time for over a decade. I spend time with my loved ones, I'm honest with myself and others because I learned that the stresses of life never mattered. It was the little things in life that were truly memorable that were important. It was love that mattered to me as well. And I try every day to be grateful for the day, try not to complain about my difficulties or pains but to accept that they are part of my journey, and tell those I love how much they mean to me and why they mean so much to me. My life is about love and I have honestly never been happier
I'm really impressed with your work and everything you have done in Poland. I wish you all the very best in the future and thank you for your hard work.
Thanks to dopiero początek
Amazing Talk, Thank you Paddy!
Thanks Mr ShyPrince!
Patrick I want you to know that this video really touched me. You are right! We do know the answer to that question but are too distracted by other desires which crowd in. Thank you for calling us back to what is of real importance. I am also moved by the way you treasure that dreadful attack as it became the instrument by which you came to the realisation that it is love which binds us all.
Thank you, Anne. I really appreciated your comment. I think going back to the Stoics we can all agree that it's not events that cause our feelings, but our feelings. I choose to look at this positively.
I can't even fathom making that decision. You have courage man.
Damn he is Awesome! Smart and Handsome and full of love what a wonderful Family. I use to feel that way too about love and always looking after others. Now that my parents both passed and my sister I am left with 3 sisters and no friends. 2 sisters are over 1500 miles away and 1 is 10 minutes away and needs serious therapy and no one can reason with her. Not even Doctors. It’s so sad. I have a diner 35 years and love all my guests and look forward to each one coming in. But since Covid-19 everything has changed and I am almost broke trying to keep the doors open and losing money daily. I will lose my tiny condo, my car and be homeless. I went from being loving everyone to feeling life is unfair and now I am numb to everything. This talk Patrick gave made me smile. I miss having friends.
If it's of any consolation your not alone. Keep the faith and serve as best you can.
Hope things are starting to improve for you!
Hope for you brother!
Can you still get jobkeeper? Or any other centerlink payments like the new start allowance? And you should be able to get rent assistance. And pray for your sister and for your situation and others can pray for you too. Through God all things are possible. I will also pray for you and your family. All hope is not lost.
So you have no friends at all? No old school friends, no one from church, no one from work, no one from any social gatherings you may attend? Not one person who you talk to at all even just normal chit chat ? You are saying there is not even any aquantinces? Well even if that is so you can remidy that. Anyway God bless and we care about you.
so maybe love does not conquer all.
Thank you so much , very inspiring .
Thank you Paddy Ney, for a very interesting, inspiring, and provocative talk.
Than you Richard for watching.
Wow! This is powerful! Thanks!
@3:45 that lady adjusting her leg is so beautiful...
I would not do a thing differently because I have always been exceeding good. I am always helpful and I always do my best.
World, we need more Joans :)
Great to listen to him
In your darkness moment, you saw and felt love but never met love. Therefore after recovery, you went back to living in the world. If you had met the source of love - God, you would never be away from love.
The day before I die I will Eternally Grateful this NIGHTMARE of a life is OVER!
Change it while you can.
@@vindaloovince2194 I wouldn't change an early death for ANYTHING!
I want RELIEF & PEACE!
Please don't say that. Life is precious..Life is beautiful..
@@montesa9136 I never feared death until recently when I was told I have 5-7.5 months to live. I'm on 7 months and 1 day today. I have got everything in order, but waiting, watching and wondering is not fun! Id be lying if I said I'm still fearless. Leaving my loved ones is my biggest fear.
@@Pr0ph3cy-k5z @ICE - For sure if you have people you love & that love you, death would be scary. For me, I'm completely alone, Depressed, Negative, Miserable, & Anxious. I pray each night before sleeping that this will be my last night. I've applied for Physician Assisted Suicide, as my many own attempts have failed. I have to do whatever it takes to free myself from this cursed life. Everybody's situation is different. I sincerely hope you find your much deserved peace ......
Thank you very much for sharing your life changing experience! Well done!
"The only thing that matters are the people I love"...👍
Poland is a great country, have been 3 times and loved every trip.
its ok but its cold
powerful speech - thank you Patrick.
thanks for watching Paweł. Feel free to share
I agree!!
This is precious. Thank you for sharing.
Thanks for watching Sonia, appreciated.
Patrick, this is an inspirational talk. You are an amazing person and I admire your fearlessness in sharing your story with the world!
Nancy I really really appreciate that
But 2 years later I'd add that I am not amazing just very grateful.
Wow!amazing It's a power of love
Last part is most impressive.Just would you like to listen to that answer ？ Whether doing this or not is important.
So inspiring!!
Cheers man/dude :)
Zoe Hope-- you can overcome your. previous experiences. I look forward to the day I can go but then I'm a Christian and am not afraid. My mom.and I made our peace as I cared for her just before she died
Great speech, very inspiring
Thanks
Brilliant talk 👏
Committing life to doing what really matters to others is far more important
Please watch the video before commenting ;)
@@amazingpolishhistory OK
Love this.❤
I really like your talk, thank u
Great talk! Fabulous! thank you, I was given this clearity in 2015 as well , i will never forget that feeling of connection with this world and the people in it, it was beyond my comprehension at the very instant it happened and followed by the feeling of unconditional love for all humanity and God and the value of my life and my families! I am so very greatful to be here ! Love is the Key
Thank you Eangie for watching, I appreciate that. We are not alone!
Hello.... how're you doing hope you're safe due to the covid 19 pandemic
I will entrust my husband and my beloved family: four children, in law children and ten grandchildren into God’s care and I shall look forward to being with him for eternity. Love never fails.
Hear hear !
Hello.... how're you doing hope you're safe due to the covid 19 pandemic
Wonderful.
TBI survivor here. Head injury is no joke. You have nothing but problems 24 7 365 for the rest of your life. So you isolate. Bunker. Hide. You don't wanna be around people. Esp when u have an episode. I'm still alive and love each day like it's my last and first. I'm alive today. Thank you.
Thank you!
Thanks for watching
Hello.... how're you doing hope you're safe due to the covid 19 pandemic
Paddy! What an amazing talk! Huge respect to you x
Wow thanks Jess!
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Great example of how your purpose finds YOU.
Has your purpose found you yet?
LOL!
I've been waiting 63 years. Any idea how much longer I have to wait?
@@montesa9136 😂😂well its NEVER too late.
Do you have anger?
@@freshliving4199 Tons of it!
@@montesa9136 You need to overcome the anger. Life and your purpose are waiting for you on the other side of anger.
@@freshliving4199 ok, .... any idea how?
Why does this not have millions of views? Incredible...
Because everyone knows they are going to die that is why.
I am happy that lots of people watched it, thanks dude.
"What would you think the day before you die?"
The same as every other day, because how would you know it's the day before you die?
Open up :)
@@Marses970
That's what I live for: unsolicited "advice" from perfect strangers.
You didn't even understand my point, did you?
Many people know they are dying. So maybe it's not "the day before" but it can be close. It's a question for those that know it's near. It's also to give you insight on the thoughts of what's important giving that circumstance.
@@jameyqg398 :
Reinterpreting the original reply, so that you come out "winning". Pathetic.
You don't even care to consider my point.
Hi there. i get your question :) Of course the day before a big operation for many people can be a moment to ask this question. Many people who die of old age are recorded as 'knowing it's time' and passing on (Prince Phillip was said to have been quite clear he was on the way out). So I think the question is with merit, if still theoretical.
Well done: a very impactful talk. Glad you survived to share your experience x
Thank you, Lorraine, for watching.I am glad you watched it.
@@amazingpolishhistory i
I agree with very impressive talk
We all have many regrets in our lives.
Wonderful. Thank you.
I'd think about the peace I'd be getting.
R I.p.
@@patglennon9671 Nothing better than death to escape relentless suffering
@@montesa9136 which is why i never fear it. I embrace the next universe.
I am currently on this journey with both of my parents. A long and very painful goodbye. Why, as intelligent beings would we allow the people we love who are NOT going to get better, to suffer, and go into financial ruin, not to mention the emotional toll it takes on the entire family. Why are we adults, responsible for making our own decisions, but can't when it comes to the end of life. We treat our pets with more dignity than we do our human loved ones. Makes no sense to me.
Hey! I'm glad you're alive too!
Excellent talk
Powerful speech! I’m thankful you picked the 2nd option. LOVE prevailed at the end.
yes, exactly.. my story is similar...its all about love..
For years now, I still wonder WHY only in the 'frame' of a tragedy do we realize that "We Are All Connected By The Power Of Love"? Why is it that only then, for the most part, we can truly come together with some of our loved ones that we've estranged ourselves from, with long-forgotten friends, with strangers, and even with so-called 'enemies'? Why do we need a meteor to hit Terra for ALL of us to be ONE?
“Growing” is a process for EVERY living thing.
I can only describe it as an insight of such profound strength that I would be unable to live in it in the real world. If I was there all the time I would be unable to function. I still need to cut my toenails, go to the toilet and scratch various itches ;)
@@Arty_left Shouldn't love be part of the 'baseline/foundation' of all humans instead of a 'growing proces'? Now come to think of it, perhaps is just that that wipes it out, the growing process, to later be regained ... hopefully for most. Just a humble opinion.
Because God IS love.
The thorn birds. Awm
Beautiful.
Love God and Love your neighbour, that is God’s Perfect Law.
It is written in the Bible in Mark 12:28-32
everyone loves nurses Patrick:)
Heh heh
Depending on the nurse...
You're so fun to watch! This video was suggested to me at just the right time. 😊 Great job with this!
If you die before you die...you never have to die.
That’s a rush!
Keep posting, you rock.
Thank you, I have terminal cancer and will die soon I am thinking that I do not understand what life means if it does have meaning. Paddy Ney was stuck in the head and nearly killed over the divisions created in peoples minds because they have not found meaning to life. They think they have found meaning in some religious or political movement that puts them in opposition to other people that derive meaning from different isms. What if this is true? People should not be divided because life is a singular movement, therefor the divisions that we are erroneously creating should not exist. So being right or wrong about an issue that should not exist is really meaningless. If everyone understood this conflict would end.
I'll be there soon my friend. Granulomatosis with polyangiitis, refusing treatments.
Wow
And lots of ♡♡♡♡
Wonderful story. Thank you for sharing.
My biggest fear about dying, is being reborn again as I exit this body.
Do you know what to be born again even means?
@@lorenzobianchini4415 , depends upon YOUR context and concept of this meaning. Mine is based upon the Universal Law of Entropy; cyclical in every aspect.
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Depend on your beliefs...In Buddhism we are born again and again.,until we attain Nirvana.( ultimate purification of the mind)
@@KumariKumari-fw7nc I don't live my life going on beliefs. And I'm not referring to reincarnation. I'm talking about Entroppy. Google it.