Hey everyone, some people asked and I made two slowed down versions of this loop! One is slowed down by 25% and reverbed which you can find here: ua-cam.com/video/wyhI3YPx2Bs/v-deo.html The other is just slowed down by 15%, which is a bit faster than most other edits I think: ua-cam.com/video/ZmCLudGQOuE/v-deo.html
Also, when I made these new edits, I realized that it wasn't just in my head and my original loop (featured in this video) has some moments that actually are not seamless. I fixed the audio in my original file so the transitions are 100% smooth now in the newer edits, but unfortunately, I don't think I can update this video's audio with my own fixed audio so if you all want, I can upload a new video that's otherwise exactly the same with the corrected audio, but if my goof in this video isn't noticeable or bothersome then I'll just leave this up.
I don’t know why but this song makes me feel like my mom is playing with my hair and singing this part( i feel loved) even tho i hate her and she treats me bad
Plz, I speak from experience, do it now, do it as often as you can cuz she may not be here when you turn 18, I wish I could hug her one last time, I wish I could tell her I love her one last time, I wish I could tell her how much she means to me one last time.
@@Z-FishInMyBreakfast talk to the people close to you, talk about her, the fun moments you had with her, talk about your feelings or even just write them down. Cry, a lot, as much as you can, let the feelings out, it helps. You will get through this
@@sharklyobssesed I try to do all of that, it’s just hard to accept that it happened. I feel numb and desensitized sometimes, but then I feel such anxiety and sadness all of sudden. After so many years of living with her she suddenly is gone, and she didn’t deserve that at all. As I said it’s just hard to accept I won’t see her anymore or talk to her and show her my accomplishments or share inside jokes
Okay but why is no one talking about THE ART??? ITS LITERALLY SO GOOD I WANT IT AS A POSTER THATS LITERALLY MY FAVORITE LINE OF HER SONGS IT LOOKS SO COOL
i love this loop so much. i would sing this part of the song to my bird because i felt as if she was my daughter. sadly she passed away but this song will always stay in my heart as a way to remember and treasure her.
this part of the song feels like my mom making me food or when i sit by her or when she used to play with my hair a lot when i was younger or when we watch disney movies together, i love her sm
My pet died today. I stayed with him all night because I realized that he will not make it to the morning (I wanted to take him to vet). He died in my hands, hugging me. I feel bad because I saw that he struggled, but I couldn't do anything I hope there is some better place for him. I know people mostly love dogs and cats but my heart was stolen by guinea pig. I'm just listening this song and crying because he's indeed my baby
I’m currently listening to this before I ask my parents if I can have a binder, this makes me feel me so safe as I am scared they will react badly. Thank you, sorry if this doesn’t make sense (Edit: forgot about this comment lol, it went well! They were very supportive
as an unloved child this makes me feel something i've never felt before. it's like a little bit of what motherly love sounds like. It sounds so comforting and I feel so calm and for the first time, loved. it's like I have someone with me. I wish my mother would say sweet things this to me instead of making me feel useless. Thank you for uploading this
hey bby im sorry for the late reply. I hope your doing well, your not unloved i love u a lot im sorry your mom is making you feel like that. your so precious and im so proud of you for actually making it so far despite what your going through! i admire you so much and care 4 u a lot. i know we dont know eachother but i still care for you so take care of yourself
@@wspamira omg you don't know how happy this made me feel, I needed to read something like this today. I don't even know how to thank you enough. I love you too even if I don't know you, you'll be on my heart as I wish you all the best life can offer. You did so well all these years and I wish you love and strength. Thank you for spreading love. You are precious and special. I'm proud of you too ❤️
Hearing this part of the song makes me feel like I’m someone different. Like I’m not me.. but I’m someone else that I’m supposed to be instead. Is this what inner child is?
Jesus Christ is whats missing brother. Turn to him, ask him to reveal himself in your life. To help you find him. Seek him out and you will find him. He turned my life around completely and can do the same for you. ❤
Hey, I saw your comment and someone else's and I couldn't decide how slow I should make the edit, so I made two edits at different speeds and reverbed one of them. Here this is at 25% + reverbed: ua-cam.com/video/wyhI3YPx2Bs/v-deo.html Here this is at 15%: ua-cam.com/video/ZmCLudGQOuE/v-deo.html I hope you like these! If you'd like me to adjust the speed slower or faster, or add or remove reverb, I can totally do that.
my cat elie was so gentle and kind whenever i get hurted or cry she`d come up to me and lay on my lap trying to comfort me , one day she had kittens there were 3 the 1st was grey and white the 2st was light orange and lasty the 3nd was just white , at night elie came to my room so i followed her , what i saw was heartbreaking the grey kitten was on the floor with blood comeing out from his nose and mouth i quickly tell my farther but he just ingored and repeatly saying " its just gonna die like , who cares " so i came back where the kitten was on the floor i tryed doing cpr but it didnt work i.. didnt know what to do i.. i broke in tears not knowing what to do . elie waped her self around the kitten i had to say my goodbye . but my mother camed to in the room and quicky got the kitten to the vet . after that mother returned and said " im sorry my honey the kitten did not make it " after i heared the death i again busted in tears . my farther was a heartless farther d!ckhead ( im still pretty sad about the kittens death . may him rest in peace )
This reminds me of when my mom used to hold me and sing to me as a kid, that was before my sister was born and the abuse started. It made cry a lot bc I miss that. I'm not the only one am i?
This what i sound like when he open up with me, i wanna protect him, wanna hug him tight and never let go, wanna kiss his cheeks, forehead, nose, eyes, neck, hand, wanna comfort him, wanna tell him i love you, wanna make him sleep like a baby on my arms while i sing this for him, oh god i love him so so much
For a person who grow up withow a mother i can say that this is so comforting. It feels like she is here with me, both happy and withow any worries, while she sings this for me. I often listen to this while trying to calm down or trying to sleep. If you agree with me leave a like
Thank you so much, this has really helped me with a lot of stuff I have going on, I don't think people understand too well but this song brings out my inner child due to stuff that has happened in my past where I needed to act like an adult when in reality I was only 8. So again thank you.
Sometimes its really hard to be strong for your family. Everyone has their own problems. Mom has depression and barely gets off the couch. Dad couldn't give a damn of what degree you are taking. Little sister comes once in a while cry her little heart to you, not wanting to be here. Little brother does just the same. Big sisters does it all. Big sister attends all the important events for her siblings. Big sister takes care of the bullies. Big sister helps with homework. Big sister dresses her siblings to school. Big sister goes to get a degree that she can barely afford to make sure she can be able to provide more in the future if something happens, have little to no time for nothing else. Big sister watches over mom, afraid she will end up leaving her alone on this earth. Big sister also does most of the parenting because mom is exhausted, and dad doesn't even care enough to try. Big sister knows everyone's problems, but noone asks hers. It's so unbelievably hard, to try to keep this family together. It's draining. It's exhausting. I cannot help to bawl my eyes out to this music, as i am reminded how I never got the chance to be a kid. I never got the chance to be a kid. I never got the right of failure. I miss the bear hugs. I miss having friends. I miss the joy of life. I miss my creative self. I miss it. I feel so choked up in my emotions that day by day, I feel myself drown just a bit more. I wish sometimes to close my eyes, and wake up somewhere else. But i can't. My siblings don't deserve that hurt. I'm supposed to protect them from this world. I would take a bullet for them without hesitation. But i'm so afraid of how this empty feeling is eating me alive that I'm afraid i'll crumble before them.
I can't.. I feel so bad in my heart, although nothing happened.. when I start listening to the song my baby say it to me, I get warm in my soul, I want to bring back those times...2019.. I'm just tired.. I want to return to my city as soon as possible.. I'm just lying down and listening to this song, and tears are a stream. I'm very very tired, I've never experienced such emotions..
My mom has brain damage and isn’t able to understand I'm not 5 anymore. I held her and tried to console her, I couldn't help but think of this. She's like a child now and it hurts so much.
This song makes me think of the boy I love, it reminds me of how I used to comfort him and how for the time being I can’t comfort him the same way (long distance 😔) I never call him baby except for when he’s really sad and I hope he isn’t sad. I miss his presence, it’s just not the same. So this part of the song represents comfort and calm to me, but also it makes me upset I can’t comfort the one I love most.
People say the middle child is forgotten about. In my case it's the oldest. Me. I just my mother to look at me without wanting to through me out at the ripe age of 15. Or just look at me. That'd be nice. To lay in her arms on the couch ready a book while some shitty cartoon is on in the background. To not wonder why she never asked me if I wanted to go too but she asked my sisters, even when I know the answer deep down. To not have to ask for a plate of food after everyone else has eaten hours ago and I was left in the car, being told to wait for just a minute or two. To not be thrown away like all the art I did for mothers day. She wonders why I talk shit. She does the same and I'm the topic for the entire family to learn about. My personal trauma with teenage boys that can't keep their hands to themselves. A distant cousin doesn't need to know about that. Neither do her friends. What would she do if I had told someone about her troubles just for the fun of it? I just want a hug and kiss on the forehead as she tucks me into bed like I were a toddler again. My siblings say they understand while she sits there getting the latest of everything and I'm stuck with a 6s and small book case for entertainment. She wonders why I don't ask for anything. It's because I've been told no so many times and when I ask my dad... The answer's "go ask your mother" right after she says, "go ask your dad". I didn't ask to born. I didn't ask to be treated like the plague. I just hope God takes me soon. That's the only thing I ask for. Maybe I'll get hit by a car when walking to my night classes. Or pass in my sleep. Maybe, just maybe. I'll drown in the tub after falling asleep or I'll drink enough poison to not even make it to a person to ask for help. Just maybe.... just.. maybe.......
You have such an amazing soul, you notice things most people will never understand. Life has been unfair to you as well. The last part of your message really hit me in the chest. I felt the same for a long time. Not many people understand what it's like to feel neglected so much that it makes you crave affection, even from strangers. I'll let you in on a secret though. That God you mentioned knows your pain, he sees you when you cry, he is there. He showed me he exists. His name is Jesus Christ. He transformed my brokenness, suicidal thoughts and lack of love into a real relationship. He is the best thing in my life and you can have this too. All you need to do is seek him out. Ask him to reveal himself to you, because he will. ❤
I cried so hard last night and its been years since i cried that hard my soul was aching down to the core im a person that has always looked at the good and positivity in life but i recently lost two people i card deeply for a family member and friend of whom i was close with im a epath oerson and i just got completly overwhelmed with always holding in my anger and sadness it just bursted out and this song helped me released my sadness and anger it was very hard for me to cry bc i soent years holding in my grief and sadness ☹️😞😥😟😞😓💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
This song reminds me of the kitten I got. He died the day after we got him. I had a bad day at school and when me and my younger brother got home we found him laying in the kitchen. My little brother picked him up and he was stiff. I immediately started crying. The kitten was so cute. R.i.p Max / Max cutey / Hawaiian roll, I love you so much, it was unfair that you died so young. I love you my little baby ❤️
This song breaks me every time, I have mommy issues every time I like to this part I feel her playing with my hair and hugging me, she care about me but doesn’t show me the love
That would take forever to upload 😭, but if you're on desktop, then life hack: you can right click on the video (I think any UA-cam video really) and click the first option "Loop" to make it, well, loop. Hope that helps, enjoy your listen!
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Hey everyone, some people asked and I made two slowed down versions of this loop!
One is slowed down by 25% and reverbed which you can find here: ua-cam.com/video/wyhI3YPx2Bs/v-deo.html
The other is just slowed down by 15%, which is a bit faster than most other edits I think: ua-cam.com/video/ZmCLudGQOuE/v-deo.html
Also, when I made these new edits, I realized that it wasn't just in my head and my original loop (featured in this video) has some moments that actually are not seamless. I fixed the audio in my original file so the transitions are 100% smooth now in the newer edits, but unfortunately, I don't think I can update this video's audio with my own fixed audio so if you all want, I can upload a new video that's otherwise exactly the same with the corrected audio, but if my goof in this video isn't noticeable or bothersome then I'll just leave this up.
@@michelekoh7610 I love you
I’m not a violent dog.
I don’t know why I bite.
GIRL I HEAR THAT BEFORE THIS
real.
I don’t know why but this song makes me feel like my mom is playing with my hair and singing this part( i feel loved) even tho i hate her and she treats me bad
I'm sorry she treats you that way
Just know there is a light at the end of every tunnel yk?
Real as fuck
U just like me fr
As a mother, this comment breaks my heart, darling you are loved.
Who else listened to the WHOLE HOUR while crying themselves to sleep
FINNALY SOMEONE MADE IT WITH NO CUTS AND IT SOUND LIKE A SONG THANKS SO MUCH
EXACTLY WHAT I WAS THINKING BESTIE I LOVE YOUUUU
LET'S GO
saving for when I turn 18 and cry into my moms arms I dont want to grow up.
i feel the same way
Plz, I speak from experience, do it now, do it as often as you can cuz she may not be here when you turn 18, I wish I could hug her one last time, I wish I could tell her I love her one last time, I wish I could tell her how much she means to me one last time.
@@sharklyobssesed same… my mom passed away in October just before my birthday. I don’t know how I will keep going on
@@Z-FishInMyBreakfast talk to the people close to you, talk about her, the fun moments you had with her, talk about your feelings or even just write them down. Cry, a lot, as much as you can, let the feelings out, it helps. You will get through this
@@sharklyobssesed I try to do all of that, it’s just hard to accept that it happened. I feel numb and desensitized sometimes, but then I feel such anxiety and sadness all of sudden. After so many years of living with her she suddenly is gone, and she didn’t deserve that at all. As I said it’s just hard to accept I won’t see her anymore or talk to her and show her my accomplishments or share inside jokes
no other sound will instill in me such a complicated and crushing amount of comfort and despair
Cried to this last night. 10/10
Okay but why is no one talking about THE ART??? ITS LITERALLY SO GOOD I WANT IT AS A POSTER THATS LITERALLY MY FAVORITE LINE OF HER SONGS IT LOOKS SO COOL
i love this loop so much. i would sing this part of the song to my bird because i felt as if she was my daughter. sadly she passed away but this song will always stay in my heart as a way to remember and treasure her.
so sorry for you, i feel you ❤
She really didn't love me as much as I loved her. I just wanted her to care for me like a mother should.
i'm so sorry ml
the little oooh after she says tell your baby that im your baby are is so comforting
This melody makes me imagine my mother singing this for me while she hugs me, it always makes me cry 😔🩷
holy shit, this loop is seamless!! the best extended edit i have found... love the art too... this is perfect, thanks so much for the upload !!
Thank you so much for such a kind comment!!
I feel loved
this part of the song feels like my mom making me food or when i sit by her or when she used to play with my hair a lot when i was younger or when we watch disney movies together, i love her sm
im not joking when i say that when i first heard this part of the song, it part me cry :'(
I did too.
I'm not on this account often, but thank you so much to everybody who has liked and commented!!! I'm super glad you've all found and enjoyed this
My pet died today. I stayed with him all night because I realized that he will not make it to the morning (I wanted to take him to vet). He died in my hands, hugging me. I feel bad because I saw that he struggled, but I couldn't do anything I hope there is some better place for him. I know people mostly love dogs and cats but my heart was stolen by guinea pig. I'm just listening this song and crying because he's indeed my baby
I’m currently listening to this before I ask my parents if I can have a binder, this makes me feel me so safe as I am scared they will react badly. Thank you, sorry if this doesn’t make sense
(Edit: forgot about this comment lol, it went well! They were very supportive
I feel the same way 🙂
i hope it went ok!! :)
im glad it went well
take care 🫂
i wish this was on spotify
me too
as an unloved child this makes me feel something i've never felt before. it's like a little bit of what motherly love sounds like. It sounds so comforting and I feel so calm and for the first time, loved. it's like I have someone with me. I wish my mother would say sweet things this to me instead of making me feel useless. Thank you for uploading this
hey bby im sorry for the late reply. I hope your doing well, your not unloved i love u a lot im sorry your mom is making you feel like that. your so precious and im so proud of you for actually making it so far despite what your going through! i admire you so much and care 4 u a lot.
i know we dont know eachother but i still care for you so take care of yourself
@@wspamira omg you don't know how happy this made me feel, I needed to read something like this today. I don't even know how to thank you enough. I love you too even if I don't know you, you'll be on my heart as I wish you all the best life can offer. You did so well all these years and I wish you love and strength. Thank you for spreading love. You are precious and special. I'm proud of you too ❤️
@@hubbie8653 aww thank you! i wish you the best im so glad i made u feel better 💗
@@hubbie8653 Hi love, I'm proud of you as well
Take care of you flfl.
@@mioukyos4351 omg!! thank you! you are so special and lovely ♥️ i am proud of u 2
my baby...
my baby, your my baby, say it to me
My heart feels so warm😭
this video is an absolute master piece and whoever made this needs 30 awards, 10/10
the lullabye i signed up for
The only thing I can say is, bless your soul. This is all I ever wanted and needed. 💖
This song reminds me of a mom I’ve never had:(
i'm so sorry :(
Hearing this part of the song makes me feel like I’m someone different. Like I’m not me.. but I’m someone else that I’m supposed to be instead. Is this what inner child is?
cryinf
me too mate
This is perfect for if you’re only obsessed with this part of this song lol 🤣❤️
Thank you for making this😅😅
How long can I keep wishing for love. I’m ready to go.
Jesus Christ is whats missing brother. Turn to him, ask him to reveal himself in your life. To help you find him. Seek him out and you will find him. He turned my life around completely and can do the same for you. ❤
thanks you from me and my mommy issues
you're welcome from me and my mommy issues :')
I like this one great job it sounds way better than the other people who edited lol thank you very much now ima go and cry ;’’)
This is a brutal version, so good
I feel so loved..
Thank you, this sounds so smooth. It's perfect for the sad hours of the night :')
Listening to this after hearing my family member only has a few weeks to live. And after slipping back into self harming habits 💔
How are you doing now? Sorry to hear about your family member, dear
this is heaven on earth.
wow this was posted on my birthday
I'm super late, but happy birthday to you!
My lullaby ❤️
amazing, gorgeous, beautiful, i love it
Omg, thank you so much
I would literally sell you my soul if you manage to slow and reverb this. I love this! Thank you for creating this!!
Yes
Hey, I saw your comment and someone else's and I couldn't decide how slow I should make the edit, so I made two edits at different speeds and reverbed one of them.
Here this is at 25% + reverbed: ua-cam.com/video/wyhI3YPx2Bs/v-deo.html
Here this is at 15%: ua-cam.com/video/ZmCLudGQOuE/v-deo.html
I hope you like these! If you'd like me to adjust the speed slower or faster, or add or remove reverb, I can totally do that.
@@michelekoh7610 THEY ARE BOTH PERFECT!!! THANK YOUUU SO SO SO MUCH!!! YOU ARE A LEGEND!! ☺️💖
your doing gods work, thank you🥲
this is so underrated!!
my cat elie was so gentle and kind whenever i get hurted or cry she`d come up to me and lay on my lap trying to comfort me , one day she had kittens there were 3 the 1st was grey and white the 2st was light orange and lasty the 3nd was just white , at night elie came to my room so i followed her , what i saw was heartbreaking the grey kitten was on the floor with blood comeing out from his nose and mouth i quickly tell my farther but he just ingored and repeatly saying " its just gonna die like , who cares " so i came back where the kitten was on the floor i tryed doing cpr but it didnt work i.. didnt know what to do i.. i broke in tears not knowing what to do . elie waped her self around the kitten i had to say my goodbye . but my mother camed to in the room and quicky got the kitten to the vet . after that mother returned and said " im sorry my honey the kitten did not make it " after i heared the death i again busted in tears . my farther was a heartless farther d!ckhead ( im still pretty sad about the kittens death . may him rest in peace )
This part really hits hard when Somebody you love die,i want my cat back.
Same
this video is my happy place
"Also, if you're sad and gay, this is especially for you."😭🕴🏻
;')
you literally made my dream comes true i love this part so much and it touch something on me its so comforting thank u sm
This reminds me of when my mom used to hold me and sing to me as a kid, that was before my sister was born and the abuse started. It made cry a lot bc I miss that. I'm not the only one am i?
Me siento así, pero en mi caso todo se volvió peor desde que mi hermana mayor murió. Lamento mucho tu situación
Everything is going wrong in my life but this video makes me calm down
Me af when I see a 5 year old or a very young kid at therapy
I love this song so much it sounds like a mother singing you to sleep
Thank you so much 💓 this is what I needed
I listened to this whole thing while crying into my pillow because all i EVER wanted was to be loved by my mom.
I cradled my cats body while she passed away to this song
❤
This what i sound like when he open up with me, i wanna protect him, wanna hug him tight and never let go, wanna kiss his cheeks, forehead, nose, eyes, neck, hand, wanna comfort him, wanna tell him i love you, wanna make him sleep like a baby on my arms while i sing this for him, oh god i love him so so much
For a person who grow up withow a mother i can say that this is so comforting. It feels like she is here with me, both happy and withow any worries, while she sings this for me. I often listen to this while trying to calm down or trying to sleep. If you agree with me leave a like
I miss her so much, she’ll always be my baby
Mitski sound like a mother trying to calm down her kids
I want my mom to love me :(
i'm so sorry :( i hope she does. sending love + hugs and i hope things get better soon :) stay strong, love ya
Thank you so much, this has really helped me with a lot of stuff I have going on, I don't think people understand too well but this song brings out my inner child due to stuff that has happened in my past where I needed to act like an adult when in reality I was only 8. So again thank you.
I love this.
Sometimes its really hard to be strong for your family. Everyone has their own problems. Mom has depression and barely gets off the couch. Dad couldn't give a damn of what degree you are taking. Little sister comes once in a while cry her little heart to you, not wanting to be here. Little brother does just the same.
Big sisters does it all.
Big sister attends all the important events for her siblings.
Big sister takes care of the bullies.
Big sister helps with homework.
Big sister dresses her siblings to school.
Big sister goes to get a degree that she can barely afford to make sure she can be able to provide more in the future if something happens, have little to no time for nothing else.
Big sister watches over mom, afraid she will end up leaving her alone on this earth.
Big sister also does most of the parenting because mom is exhausted, and dad doesn't even care enough to try.
Big sister knows everyone's problems, but noone asks hers.
It's so unbelievably hard, to try to keep this family together. It's draining. It's exhausting. I cannot help to bawl my eyes out to this music, as i am reminded how I never got the chance to be a kid.
I never got the chance to be a kid.
I never got the right of failure.
I miss the bear hugs.
I miss having friends.
I miss the joy of life.
I miss my creative self.
I miss it.
I feel so choked up in my emotions that day by day, I feel myself drown just a bit more. I wish sometimes to close my eyes, and wake up somewhere else. But i can't. My siblings don't deserve that hurt. I'm supposed to protect them from this world. I would take a bullet for them without hesitation. But i'm so afraid of how this empty feeling is eating me alive that I'm afraid i'll crumble before them.
for real...
Crying rn
When all you wanted was a Hulu password but you ask your mom when’s she’s drunk. Big mistake. Getting yelled at like hell…..
Had a baby dream. Knowing I'll never see her again :(
thank you so much for this holy
*With this,* *i can see my old me when i was kids* ..
*When i dosn't hv any problems*
My baby...
I can't.. I feel so bad in my heart, although nothing happened.. when I start listening to the song my baby say it to me, I get warm in my soul, I want to bring back those times...2019.. I'm just tired.. I want to return to my city as soon as possible.. I'm just lying down and listening to this song, and tears are a stream. I'm very very tired, I've never experienced such emotions..
Why isn't my mom proud of me? I just want a mom
When I have my own kids, I will not do what my parents did, I will be better, I will love them.
Amazing 💕💕🦋
FVKNG THANK YOUU
My mom has brain damage and isn’t able to understand I'm not 5 anymore. I held her and tried to console her, I couldn't help but think of this. She's like a child now and it hurts so much.
i remember of my missing cat
This song makes me think of the boy I love, it reminds me of how I used to comfort him and how for the time being I can’t comfort him the same way (long distance 😔) I never call him baby except for when he’s really sad and I hope he isn’t sad. I miss his presence, it’s just not the same. So this part of the song represents comfort and calm to me, but also it makes me upset I can’t comfort the one I love most.
I'm crying, this is so bad 😭
THANK YOU UGH
all i want is for someone to hug me and play with my hair as they sing this to me. that’s all i want before i kms
Hey, how you doing? You still with us?
@ unfortunately. i attempted but it didn’t work.
Thank you 😔
I imagine this playing whenever my mom explains to me how much she wants the little me back.
People say the middle child is forgotten about. In my case it's the oldest. Me. I just my mother to look at me without wanting to through me out at the ripe age of 15. Or just look at me. That'd be nice. To lay in her arms on the couch ready a book while some shitty cartoon is on in the background. To not wonder why she never asked me if I wanted to go too but she asked my sisters, even when I know the answer deep down. To not have to ask for a plate of food after everyone else has eaten hours ago and I was left in the car, being told to wait for just a minute or two. To not be thrown away like all the art I did for mothers day. She wonders why I talk shit. She does the same and I'm the topic for the entire family to learn about. My personal trauma with teenage boys that can't keep their hands to themselves. A distant cousin doesn't need to know about that. Neither do her friends. What would she do if I had told someone about her troubles just for the fun of it? I just want a hug and kiss on the forehead as she tucks me into bed like I were a toddler again. My siblings say they understand while she sits there getting the latest of everything and I'm stuck with a 6s and small book case for entertainment. She wonders why I don't ask for anything. It's because I've been told no so many times and when I ask my dad... The answer's "go ask your mother" right after she says, "go ask your dad". I didn't ask to born. I didn't ask to be treated like the plague. I just hope God takes me soon. That's the only thing I ask for. Maybe I'll get hit by a car when walking to my night classes. Or pass in my sleep. Maybe, just maybe. I'll drown in the tub after falling asleep or I'll drink enough poison to not even make it to a person to ask for help. Just maybe.... just.. maybe.......
You have such an amazing soul, you notice things most people will never understand. Life has been unfair to you as well. The last part of your message really hit me in the chest. I felt the same for a long time. Not many people understand what it's like to feel neglected so much that it makes you crave affection, even from strangers. I'll let you in on a secret though.
That God you mentioned knows your pain, he sees you when you cry, he is there. He showed me he exists. His name is Jesus Christ. He transformed my brokenness, suicidal thoughts and lack of love into a real relationship. He is the best thing in my life and you can have this too. All you need to do is seek him out. Ask him to reveal himself to you, because he will. ❤
Песня очень успакаивает 🥺😔 ❤
Спасибо🙏💕😢 она правда утешает... я плачу 🫂🥺
I like this but with crying
This is the only song that can clam me down.
I cried so hard last night and its been years since i cried that hard my soul was aching down to the core im a person that has always looked at the good and positivity in life but i recently lost two people i card deeply for a family member and friend of whom i was close with im a epath oerson and i just got completly overwhelmed with always holding in my anger and sadness it just bursted out and this song helped me released my sadness and anger it was very hard for me to cry bc i soent years holding in my grief and sadness ☹️😞😥😟😞😓💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
Voy a llorar
At this point my eyes are just a river
I NEEDE THIS THANK YOUUUUU
I started crying after that song..😭
This song reminds me of the kitten I got. He died the day after we got him. I had a bad day at school and when me and my younger brother got home we found him laying in the kitchen. My little brother picked him up and he was stiff. I immediately started crying. The kitten was so cute.
R.i.p Max / Max cutey / Hawaiian roll, I love you so much, it was unfair that you died so young. I love you my little baby ❤️
This song breaks me every time, I have mommy issues every time I like to this part I feel her playing with my hair and hugging me, she care about me but doesn’t show me the love
It's the cute music I've ever heard💗
NECESITO ESTO EN SPOTIFY 😞😞
My baby my baby
my baby ❤️
why isnt there a 50 hour one
That would take forever to upload 😭, but if you're on desktop, then life hack: you can right click on the video (I think any UA-cam video really) and click the first option "Loop" to make it, well, loop. Hope that helps, enjoy your listen!
I had a dream where I was petting my gone cat and this song started playing in the background and I was sobbing missing her…
Tysm ❤