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🟣 DTFH podcast - Duncan's Mom Part 2 - ReMastered [Midnight Gospel]
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- Опубліковано 18 сер 2024
- In loving memory of Deneen Fendig 1947 - 2013
This is episode 64 of the Duncan Trussell Family Hour podcast, featuring Duncan's mom, Part 2.
The original audio was available at one time, but the link is now broken:
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I have remastered the audio for this, mainly to increase the overall volume and to cut some hiss with a gentle EQ. I tried to preserve as much of the original quality and dynamic range as possible. I also cut the music and replaced it with something far more suited, imho.
Artwork: 'Mouse Of Silver' E08 of The Midnight Gospel:
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Music: Machi by Peia:
• Peia "Machi" from Fou...
Also worth listening to:
Peia - Que Mi Medicina
• Peia Que mi medicina
Peia - Blessed We Are
• Peia Blessed We Are
A trip report - combining these 2 podcasts with mushrooms:
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Peace ☯
"I will be with you, in ways that neither you nor I can comprehend."
I wish that my mom and I could have spoken one more time before she left this physical plain
How incredibly beautiful. These conversations are beyond measure.
East Forest - So What? (feat. Duncan Trussell)
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When she said "I'm honored to be in your presence." at the end of the podcast, it feels like she's just valuing life of beings in general, she's maybe not talking just about him as a son, but, as she's saying, "a unique manifestation of being."
It’s been one of those days. Crying as I listen to This podcast. This is going to help millions of people for years to come. Much love to all.
as someone who’s mom has practically been sick and dying my whole life, we are finally in the closing chapter and i knew once i found out this was the first coping mechanism i had. to listen to duncan and his mother. my relationship with my mother has been strained for years, but listening to their closeness is healing.
the end of this podcast reminds me so much of Hill House’s best lines:
"There's no without. I am not gone. I am scattered into so many pieces, sprinkled on your life like new snow.” “I loved you completely, and you loved me the same. That’s all. The rest is confetti.”
Such an insanely poignant and beautiful show (terrifying too)
Beautiful, I love this perspective ❤
@@palbo4like life itself 😭
"crying minus the tears" is love. i don't know how to explain this but i know i don't need to. the pain of losing something without suffering. the pain is love. wow.
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This was an honor . Nothing else even similar to this kind of human rawness and connection .
We now know where Duncan gets his beautiful spirit from. I feel honored to hear this conversation.
My mom recently passed away and at first the midnight gospel episode helped a lot, then I found out there was an entire podcast episode on this and I bawled my eyes out, it hurts so fucking much to open up your heart but it's needed, Duncan's mom was an amazing help and I greatly appreciate Duncan sharing her with us
My beautiful wife passed away unexpectedly 2 weeks ago. I’m forever grateful that this found me when it did. Thank you for sharing this with the world.
Hope you’re doing okay man
@@cian3410 Thank you I appreciate that. It’s been a tough 9 months but we’re getting by. Hold the ones you love close.
@@joshmbw825how are you.
Regarding the suffering of attachment: “You must love in such a way that the person you love feels free.” ― Thich Nhat Hanh
The way she talked about death in such a calming way and letting go of life and Duncan oh my ..what a Goddess of a lady 💜 a truly beautiful moment between a son and his mum ...I'm still in awe at this moment ❤️
I don't think i will never be able to describe the impact of this episode in my life. Thank you
She is such a beautiful soul.
I listen to this every once in a while. It helps me realize many important things. The first time I listened to it in full was a few weeks after my mom died, and it allowed me to thank her for everything, and say how it was such an honor to know her out loud, even if she couldn't hear. Today it helped me realize that my core truth was unadressed suffering, which I processed some afterwards. There's so much to gain every time you listen, and I feel like every time I end up crying. I'm so glad to know this, to hear it, and be a part of it. That, is so meaningful, that holds such value.
Amen brother. Many blessings.
She heard you.
As someone who doesn't have the same emotional connection to my own mother, listening to this makes me cry so hard. I can't tell you how much this conversation means to me, I feel more complete as a person. Thank you Duncan for sharing this to all of us.
As someone who’s father has been battling pancreatic cancer for years and has been on a slow decline in health despite him being diagnosed as healthy many times, this has helped me a lot.
Update he transitioned April 26, 2021; it was nice hearing from the amount of people he’s helped and worked with. From coming from a rough upbringing to becoming a nurse who helps heal and transition many others of family and members of the community. He’s funeral was Superman themed because everyone called him that.
This honestly feels like one of the most embracing, insightful and utterly devastating podcast I have ever listened to.
What an unseen connection between Duncan and Deneen. This warms my heart, and makes my tears turn to waterfalls at the same time.
The duality of this life is such an intriguing something.
This connection between mother and son feels like the purest thing there is, they resonate on the exact same level.
It makes me speechless, so precious, so profound.. divine love.
Thank you for having uploaded this unbelievable talk on your channel.
Thank you. 🍀
I'm in the process of losing my dad. This helps. Thank you Dunken and your mom seems like a wonderful woman.
And thank you to whoever uploaded it.
I don't think anything has ever made me weep so much
Recently mother died two weeks after my first son was born. I am still trying to make sense of it all and hearing this podcast just puts so much into perspective for me. I greatly appreciate this you have no idea. Thank you
You know man I just wanna say I wish I knew about you and your podcast my collage graduation year. When my dad blew his head off. I feel like it wouldn't have taken me so long to pull myself back together. Love the work you do!
Sorry for your loss man.
Recommend watching 2 latest ones:
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TLDW - In the first one I introduce myself (no I'm not Duncan) and in the middle of the second one Duncan talks for 10 minutes about his father's passing.
Glad these podcasts have been helping. Take care.
This is one person that i wish i could have met.
My heart broke every second i listened to this.
Duncan you are one strong SOB to sare such a personal moment with the world
but you did meet her and you meet her time and time again everytime she crosses your mind or when you come back here to experience her in all her glory, but pay attention shes closer than you expect. this felt like a conversation with God
Her energy is very real and effects us all. ❤🙏
Hearing how much serenity and the natural physical feelings of death was explained so beautifully by momma Deneen 🙏🏽✨
Crying as a spiritual seizure. I’m stunned, it’s been put into words.
This was truly the most beautiful conversation I have ever listened too, it is a privilege for these two souls to share with us all on this level of honestly and compassion, thank you .
I come back to these 2 podcasts frequently because it reminds me of how fragile life is. Including that into my meditation when it is forgotten. The spaciousness meditation is also a really good refresher. I hear healing in her words. It's very comforting and filled with love. She was a gift and so is Duncan. Bless them with love and light. ❤🙏 Namaste.
Hell of a mother dude. God is bless.
He's grieving his mom with his mother... So powerful. Thank you!
If my parents talked like her, holy shit, man, it would be so fascinating to talk to them.
Wow this is such a valuable and touching piece content. I am in awe of Duncans mothers warmth and wisdom.
The comparison between pain and suffering that she did was such a beautiful way to put it, in my three months of therapy i hadn't been able to grasp this.
I saw Midnight Gospel which has lifted my spirits like nothing else before. I no longer dwell on past mistakes but live in the now as of this day. His mom sounded like a great soul.
The entire podcast was beautiful and I love the type of conscious connection they have with each other. Amazing❤️☮️
This may be the one of the most important things you have ever done. I’m sure it helped many souls most of all mine. Thank you for sharing your Mom with us. You are both beautiful
I listen to either part 1 or part 2 every night as I fall asleep. I lost 4 amazing people within 8 months of each other. 3 of those within 6 days. I find comfort in hoping they shared the same experience as Deneen did while dying. These podcasts have also helped me grieve a bit easier. Both of their voices are so comforting. They feel like hugs. I absolutely treasure the words both Duncan and his mama share. I’m forever grateful for these podcasts.
Peace and strength to you ☯️💙🙏🏻
@@spiritlevelstudios same to you! Please never deleted these lol
Got a solid cry out of me
Duncan has really been a huge inspiration not only to me, but as well as many of us here in this comment section!!! I lost my father last year around this time and man was it the most emotionally impactful moment of my life!!! Death is something I do not fear, but is something that has my utmost respect. Ever since the passing of my father I keep thinking about my mothers own ticking time clock!!! I could not and cannot imagine the day that I lose my mother!!!! It will be truthful heartbreaking as well as breathtaking
i can hear him clinging onto every word she says
Makes me cry so hard every time. Cracks me wide open. Life is so bittersweet. I am working on that aversion to discomfort and pain, physical and emotional. That resistance really is the root of all suffering. She was a rare and lovely person. Thank you so much for sharing such a vulnerable and sacred moment, Duncan.
Watching this even years later is so impactful and opens up my heart to that feeling they were talking about. I wish I wasn’t 16 when my dad passed away, would’ve loved to be more present with him. I love you dad and rest in paradise to both Mrs. Trussell and you.
I'm glad this episode exist to express her comprehension and realization at the end of her journey, in the end no material things really matter what's left as Deneen express well is the love she left for her son, and the way she consoled Duncan is just unfiltered and warm as a mother love. Rest in Peace ❤
Laying here and listening to this after having been sent down this path by a friend. All I can think is not that this world lost a beautiful soul with her passing, but that the universe gained such positive energy that I can only hope some finds it’s way to all of us.
This has been sadly reassuring....
I still cry a little every time I listen to this. Thank you, Duncan. You and your mom helped me see the world in a different way. Much love❤
I listened to this on Spotify and it destroyed me. I don't want to lose my mom or my dad, but that's reality of life... I love it because if I listened then his moms words never die
I can never make myself watch this podcast fully. It is not because the conversation lacks value for me but that it holds so much i need to disect it like a novel. Take apart my own tears and slowly adress the words. Im a very sensitive person and the heart break i feel listening is so much. Truly this podcast is s beautiful peice of art.
Just wanted to say thank you for not having any ads in this video 💜
This interview is amazing. The only one that has really moved me. Duncan Trussell keep doin your thing. Your mom sounded like an amazing, knowledgeable woman and mother. Definitely tell all my friends and family about your podcast
Such very wise and lucid being Mrs. Trussel was. Thank you for sharing these. Makes me value my own mother more, and wish our conversations were as interesting. 🙏🏾
...I felt their love for each other in every second of this podcast. Ah! Best podcast ever!
1:12:00 im crying so... this is beautiful thank you both.
broke my heart into pieces
Thank you infinitely 🙏
This has to be one of the most amazing things I've ever come across in my life(from these podcasts to the Netflix special). Tears of joy, tears of happiness, tears of hope and many more emotions and feelings. This world needs more people like the both of you. Thank you both for this experience, it has truly shed light on a lot of my own life and death experiences.
Everytime I feel upset with my mom I always come back to this show/podcast. I almost lost my mom due to covid and at that time I didn't know how to deal with it, I still don't know how to come to terms with it. I love her but she sometimes works on my nerves but I realize I can't be upset with her because I almost lost her
@@Carlos-Garcia47 listen to 'East Forest Duncan Trussell ' . We never lose any loved one.
The love for mother is something that gets buried under the everyday randomness of life and also dealing with the growth and evolution of your own life!!! We somehow feel like we will never lose our moms especially if you are truly close to her that when dealing with the realness of Duncan’s situation somehow allows me to understand and prepare for this moment!!! This podcast allowed me to reappreaciate the childlike love that I have for her and makes me appreciate her in such a way I never could of imagined. Thank you Duncan 🥲🥲🥲
I love that Duncan’s mom was able to share this hard moment with us😢
This is the first time ive listened to this one, ive listened to the previous one, but this one just hit me like a pound of bricks to the face and now im in my garage sobbing 😂
@@hayden7525 search up East Forest Duncan Trussell, it's like part 3 in music form.
This interaction and what has been done with it; is literally the most beautiful piece of artwork that exists!
One of the best pods I've ever listened to
1:04:48 for future reference
My heart...
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In gratitude for sharing this vulnerable and intimate time with the world in desperate need of her wisdom and insights. Really listen to how she is answering Duncan, her son. She talks of her responsibility to ancestors and descendants and becoming more vast. I’ve been with the activity dying like her as a hospice musician and my own loved ones through death. One just two months ago. Some profound honesty and courage here. Thank you both.
im crying please is anybody here hold my hand
Hand holds for you my friend. Part 2 really hits hard. Well done you, for finding this and taking the time to listen : )
This whole week, I've felt so tired, and being around people has caused me to be extremely overwhelmed
My aunt had died this Monday, and I remember my body was hurting so much when it happened. I wasn't sad because I had spent 3 years being sad for my family, and it feels like a release, I can feel myself being held and telling me "you don't have to worry about everyone please rest you've done so much "
It's not one person, but it feels like several people holding my ribs
I haven't felt this in decades, and at first, I didn't know what it was, but it felt familiar
It still hurts, but rest seems to work
Thank you
This was just beautiful. Thank you all for being!
such a beautiful podcast
I fell asleep to this after a hard day at work... felt like a baby
Bless y’all. Love y’all.
1:13:09 😭 such a good joke. Love these convos but its always jarring to remember how rich these people are (11:20 ish). So surprised to hear the outro song here, beautiful 🤲🏼
Duncan, your mother sounds so young & yet so Wise.
I need Duncan in my life
I love you Duncan. And I hope you do more interviews like these from midnight gospel more often. 💚🌞🙏🌹
This is unbelievable
Absolutely Real ! Thank you to you and mum in ways that I know you comprehend! So much love ❤
masterpiece
Thank you so much for uploading this. I wish I knew Deneen, what a wonderful and deeply wise woman. Do you know the how close to her death this was recorded?
This makes me prematurely heartbroken for when my mom will pass on, whenever that will be, and makes me want to spend as much time with her while I still can and I'm so grateful for that
Yeh part 2 was quite close to the end. I think within a few weeks but I'm not 100%. Such an incredible mind and a deeply moving moment, for sure.
I wish I could be 1/18th as wise as Duncan's mom.
You’ll get there!
Great topic because it's supposed to be like that to have to survive and push through society and the needs we need.
Duncan and his mum remind me of me and my mumsy. We won't cry in front of each other though, but we do prep for our funerals. She wants a dusty pink theme while I want yellow canary colors there
I love this
Damn shawty.
What an incredible lesson, and moral, for life. Feeling that "feeling" inside my chest right now.
Thanks Duncan.
....and obviously miss Deneen. :]
This. Is a pure blessing
I don't want to be disrespectful of this beautiful podcast, but who the F are the three people who downvoted it?! (Then I ask, why do I care? It doesn't take away from it's beauty. Like Deneen calls it, "charging and discharging.")
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thank you
Thank you 🙏
44:55
So cool.
Thanks 🙏
tell me theres a season 2,3 and so on. this show was an experience
One of yet closest family members died from an aneurism recently. Got the call in chemistry class. She was very spiritual and believed in celebrations of life instead of solely mourning. We're organizing said event in the fall
love
This whole conversation has so much Christ energy, I love it
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I wonder what i should learn so i can understand some of these words.
Wow this mom and son are really smart and these words a a depth of expression that i know i need to learn more of. I have a picture with expression on it that help me say how i feel😢😮🤔
"Truth is the same way that you don't want to go jogging or you don't want to go to the gym x1,000,000" absolutely true
8:20 definitely the life I know. I will be as positive as I can 😁
anyone know where i can find a transcript for this?
These are neurotypical feelings i feel i missed out on so much . I'll be so blown away in death , its an exciting next step for those like me on the spectrum to feel the hug . To feel the love.
Now I'm going to start over on part one again with a pin an paper to lock up words. Looks like some philosophy , study some human behavior and lots more BIBLE
And of course search the comments for clues in understanding 🙄 😊
It is really disgusting to see all these savage capitalist companies do not care about people and just money, I hope in the near future these deplorable companies get punished by their selfishness and greed.
What part of the podcast inspired you to say this?
@@zacharyryan484 the part where they are trying to cancel cards from companies and they not caring a bit. And from personal experience with my grandparents, they were in a savings fund program for elderly people and when they died the company kept (stole) the money they had left, saying disgusting bullshit such as "they don't need it anymore they are dead". Money they didn't work a pennie for.
@@lizbethespino2707 Preach!!!!
They are now 🥰
Yeah. No one should have to deal with paperwork when they’re on their deathbed my god. Karma will bite their asses off I assure you.