I think this is the loneliness song I ever heard and my past childhood Just flashback memory of all of my fun thing now I remember what used to be when I'm a child
Yet as those memories fade, you wish it could happen again. You put a fake smile on ever since. You cry each night knowing... *Y o u ' r e N e x t . . .*
Man, the 2010's. The good ol' days. The great time of cartoons, the great time of music, the great time of video games, the perfect time of summer, and my childhood :,)
@@user-ru4kb2ri1b yes that's what annoy me people are just like : boohoo im depressed instead of trying to get help when i was depressed i talked about it to my friends and they helped me
the music that plays when you get hit by that harsh nostalgia, knowing youll never experience the good old times again Edit: i feel amazing now, i dont have any depression whatsoever, but i still wish for the good old times to return
This song reminds me of what humanity should be but also how far we have fallen. Society is a broken mess A broken record repeating its self until destruction till end of time eternium.
Listened to this, makes me realize that our friends, family, pets, home, mind will be all gone in the end. After all, they will become just a burning memory.
i know but we have to keep this memory for ourselves because all that we do help us to grind in life, not to be forgotten. maybe if there's something after death, i'm sure all our memories and everything will be preserved. but yeah, you're right.
I can't help but cry when listening to this, it's like an old record of your life in a song. It was nice just being a kid laughing and playing, there wasn't anything bad when I looked at it, I wasn't scared about money issues, I wasn't scared of being hit, I wasn't scared of anything. Now I'm scared about everything no matter what I keep hurting myself and others I feel useless but this song just brings back younger memories, ones I wish to come back to. I miss them
Welcome to the land of forgotten, here you find people who was forgotten by their precious, you will just stare at the void and keep thinking about how you could avoided this happening
you guys are right I could fall asleep if it wasn't for the fact of many possible stories and outcomes of my life that can happen running through my mind at all times when watching this video for too long of a time it makes people feel strange
Don't be a sheep, always remember: the past is a lie. You weren't happier, times weren't really simpler, the world was just as off the rails and all of your problems felt as big. There was no best time, only times that were better and worse in different ways.
The worst thing to happen/realize is that the pepole you know and love that made countless memories will become countless memories with you. Thats entirely how to explain time that never stops no matter what happens. You will never go back to when it was the good days. Youre stuck in a endless negative feedback loop. Have great memories with someone and then they become memories until the feedback loop makes you step 2 for someone else until you are forgetten from humanity your presence erased with the eraser of time.
This is what plays in my head when my parents bring up my past and they're always saying "you used to be so nice and adorable! and now you're so gloomy and depressed"
I am loving the Psychedelic Effect I am smoking Mahahuana and Listening and Furiousl Writing Psychotic Breakdown TROGS 1964. This could of been invented and Conducted by Dr Louis Jolyon "Jolly" West MK-Ultra Part VI: 'Jolly' West Acid In part six of our series on MK-Ultra, we take you into the mind of Dr. Louis Jolyon 'Jolly' West. “Louis Jolyon "Jolly" West was an American psychiatrist whose work focused particularly on cases where subjects were taken to the limits of human experience. West was deeply involved in Korean War-era CIA brainwashing experiments, the Agency's notorious. MK-Ultra mind-control program, and the use and intentional abuse of LSD and other drugs. Plus, he had interactions with both Charles Manson, Jack Ruby, and more one of the doctors that treated Jack Ruby was none other than Louis Jolyon West, ...
Imagine you are in a field, planes fly by, you are carrying a rifle, all your comrades are dead, you have lost a limb, and still trying to navigate yourself back home to your family, you come across a mother and her child, partially burnt, you shed a tear, you still have hope as you limp through the war torn city, you can sense the end, and find this song playing on an old radio tucked away in the side of the road, you tread along further, until you enter your house, everyone is deceased, you fall on the floor, everything fades away...
“You used to be such a talker! What happened?” “Are you alright?” “You don’t look so good.” “You don’t talk to anyone, that’s your problem” “Everybody has at least one friend. Don’t be ridiculous.” “Have you ever considered the problem isn’t anyone else but yourself?” “He was such a vibrant person…”
When you're a time traveler, that goes back to 2020, but then you realize you can't tell anybody about the horrible moments that will unfold because it would just do an infinite butterfly effect
Nah, that would fix everything. If we were prepared for what was awaiting, we would've been more safe from Corona and we would've had eliminated Coronavirus from the early stages. And everyone would've been happy. Sadly, time travelling is impossible...
Plot twist : You time travelled to China to find how the pandemy started, but you didn't know you had Covid-19 yourself. Which means you, the time traveller, was the cause of the pandemy. It also means Covid comes from absolutely nowhere and had always existed.
@@XxOmoriPlushie_GamingxX remember, people in the USA never care about others and literally will say “I have rights”, no we have rights but wearing a mask and getting a vaccine is a right to live, anyways I’m trying to say that won’t work
“Cheer up.” “You sound depressed.” “You look angry.” “You used to smile so much.” “Smile every once in a while!” How can I. Things are going downhill and I can’t do anything about it.
this pandemic really ruined my life, my friends stopped playing with me, we begin to distance ourselves, and many times im starting to think that the world, my family and everything else would be the same without me...
Bro, don't think like that, tomorrow it's gonna be better, life can be a crap, but if you stay positive it will be alright, i know that what i'm gonna say can be a cliche, but the world won't be the same without you, think how much people you made laught, how much people you can help. If the world loses you, WE are gonna lose a good guy, the life can be better and it will. Don't give up man
This song gives me both a feeling of sadness and fear. Like when you imagine a demon just standing in front of you in a dark hallway and once you stop imagining it, it's actually standing in front of you..
@@Lovangeline By telling someone the problem, one might try harder to find a solution. I wouldn't care as much to be in a good mood if bad moods weren't so harmful for my health.
Despite being known because of a meme,it resonated with my broken soul,not being able to trust people anymore,not being able to trust myself anymore, keeping everyone and everything at arms length,being on my own so others cant betray or screw me over again. And now,i feel nothing,no love,no joy,no hate,no sadness,just nothing. And its slowly killing me. Cant sleep,cant eat,cant drink,my memory worsens,and i simply dont care. I just want for it all to end.
I see all these depressing comments when this song only reminds me of how the mcdonald playplace at my mcdonalds is being removed when its the one i grew up with :(
I feel really sad thinking of all the great memories I made in 2019, I miss it so much. I have a bunch of old videos from that time period I made with my friends and I could see I was genuinely having fun making them and feeling excited when they were finished. I haven’t had that feeling for so long. 2020 came and ruined my friends. They dont wanna play out anymore or meet up or play games. I’m practically forced to sit in bed all day and watch the clock, and I don’t want to live my life like this just watching time go past without feeling any enjoyment anymore.
Last schoolyear, due to the lockdown, we, students , were working as splitted classes, one group for the first week and the other in the second etc... All my friends were in the second group while I was alone in the first one, so I didn't much interactions with other people (I was introverted af). There were this really good friend in my group, from the year before, but he was in another class and we didn't saw each other as much. I almost lost contact with every persons I knew during this period of my life, so when the year was finished, I had nobody to hang out with during the great hollydays, all I had was my family and they were always arguing and shouting in the house. I was facing a really big depression because of my loneliness and I had for the first time in my life dark thoughts. When this new schoolyear stared, they decided to make students come back as full groups so everyone was here and we were not splitted again. I found out that my friends from my class were not really great friends with me so I decided to spend more time with the frend I talked about just before the first day. I found out that he made new friends, and they accepted me as a member of their group. I hate scool, always did. Everytime I had the opportunity to miss it, I missed it. But since this day of comeback after the hollydays, I just skipped 5 hours of school because I was really really sick, but I always want to go to scool to see my friends. I also realized I liked to go to school because I hated being home with my family, they disgused me during the lockdown and the hollydays. Every nights at home I am spending now are just me lying in my bed listening to musics like this, waiting to come back to school and meating my friends again. I love them sm, even tho it's been only four years that I know them, they are like a family to me. Please I hope This year never ends.
If I was your friend(first of first if I even had a single friend) I would be like "alright? Just don't die. It'll get better, it did for me, it will for you and everyone else".
I was joyful back then, nothing to feel some worse things, i can't feel depression, anxiety, and sadness, but now in this generation, i don't see my joyful side anymore...
As the memories of her come back, you start feeling a sense of joy. It's this otherworldly sensation of pure happiness and enlightenment. Then you remember the breakup. Suddenly, the happiness starts fading away, leaving an empty space in your heart. Soon after, sadness and despair fill the empty void that was once there. You are no longer here. Now, you are just a former shell of something that was much greater, much happier. I am going through a breakup and this is how it feels.
I had to breakup with her a week ago... it started out as a normal but then long distance relationship where we could only see each other every 2 month. We agreed to give it a try because she would have moved here in 3 month so we'd actualy could have a future together.... but the Highschool here where i live didn't accept her and she wouldn't have the money to afford a flat together with me... so we did the only right thing and had to break up. You see i am realy into self improvement and i have very high standards with my girls, and she seemed like the perfect fit. Stoped Drugs and Cigaretes, didn't drink or go to partys or clubs, going to the gym, eating healthy, being loving, kind and full of humor and joy... Now I found out that this weekend, one week after we broke up, she went to a rave with her degenerate new bestfriend, did cocaine multiple times at the same evening and probably got hit on by the worst guys imaginable.... it hurts and nobody fucking cares But i won't give up, i will fight
after 22 years of living, i still don't know my purpose, where do i fit in, why after so many years trying everything, to discover why im still here, i just feel like a feeble empty vessel, the moment i heard this, it felt like this disturbance of a feeling had taken the shape of a melody, the melody of my disgrace.
Indeed and surprisingly being bullied by my own family feels like a better day, now I just have to keep my opinions in my head knowing that my friend will experience the same betrayal and pain I felt when everyone started ignoring me, I stopped talking because of that and now I’m trying to talk again and I’m always just a sound of the wind, stuck as a silent “pet” that must stay silent to keep my friendships with people I care about
Sat atop my balcony, this began to play while I was lost in thought. I felt as if my life was gasping for it’s last breath. I thought back and looked upon my teenage years with regret, and my younger years with fondness. Value every second you have, you never know which one will be your last. -JJ
@@sebastiancomahig2666 please ask, if you don't... i don't know but i really think knowing is the best, i know is not easy but please do it, after all, is someone you trust, right?
relatable me and my best friend used to be best friends for over 8 years its over now though, i often think about when she used to be always there for me, i never felt so much joy in my life then and now like i said its over maybe even forever
It feels good knowing I had a great time over the years, it feels like it just all fades away by the day. I can't get a grasp of those memories or anyone in them. It makes meeting them feel like talking to a complete stranger. I would walk in the park alone on some days, I would dislike those days... Only the bad memories come flooding back. My whole life of grief and pain right before my eyes. Then, it feels like I never experienced any of the bad memories.... I just can't keep hold of the past... Can I? -Me 2022
*9 yr old me getting traumatized after being in a dream at my old house taking care of my baby brother then realizing their was a man with a black hat, face covered with black, coat whole black. Clothes and his body was a black pitch void that was standing right there. Watching me and my baby brother and I, then i quickly heading up to the stairs with my baby brother in my arms. I will never forget that experience. (He was a tall man covered with whole pitch black, tall legs. He was just standing there. Looked like he was 6'11. Didn't know what happened, I just ran up stairs and never saw him again. He was also behind a tree which was more creepy.)*
this gives this vibe - you are in your late 30's/40's. you have got divorced with your wife 1 year ago. your child went with her. you have no money, only enough to keep your half broken down house. you have a scar from the fight, you try to not cry. but you do anyways. you sit in a corner and just stay there, you have an illness that is fatal. the doctor said that you will die in about 2 weeks, it has been a week and a half when you heard that. you refuse to leave the house. you forgot your best memories from a kid, its all just a burning memory..
"hey, sup long time no see" "Yeah been a long time Since we met" "Wanna play some game?" "Ya sure" 10 year ago he never talk to me He never come back Since he at Japan He never back to America :(
it happened to me too, i talked with someone a lot... and then he never responded, he said that he would "go somewhere else", he never came back... while us... get really sad
I want to go back from before, it's painful. I'm disappointed of myself that I just realized. I've regretted too much that I want to disappear. Sorry, me.
Thank you man. I'm just tired and frustrated of all the thing that I've done because I was so wrong at those times. I guess you are right, I'll try doing the things that you've said and I understand now. Thanks again mate.
:(. COVID stole a lot from us didn't it. 2 years robbed from us. That was the last 2 years in highschool as well. Now, I'm in University, but I don't feel like I have matured enough to be there. 2 years of staying stuck at home. The worst part was that I actually liked staying at home, but now I regret that. This is made worse by the fact that people around me never gave a damn about COVID and nothing changed for them. I was among the only ones who managed to survive for that long. All that we can do now is keep going, keep fighting. I wish you well stranger.
same for me. i'll go to college this year but due to pandemic i've lost the motivation to study. I also lost social skills, i hope i'll be able to get in a shape at least within this month.
Honestly, Life was good back then, We used to hang out with our friends, Go to parties, the list goes on. But then this pandemic came around, 2 years of fun and playing sucked down the drain, During that time, Our house was basically all of ''Our Pale Blue Dot'', But now, 2 years after this disaster, were still suffering with this, Those were the days. I also didnt take online lessons, Instead I used a learning website, Life was good.
I was in my last year or junior high school when COVID breaks out, now I'm at last year of high school and about to Step on college, man I wish I could skip high school days fully with COVID
It feels you nostalgic. It remembers you the old times. It makes you sad. You are questioning yourself "Why ı feel sad, thye're was good times? ". And a creation says to you "that's why you're sad. Yes they're was good times. Now what? İs this time good? Masterpieces are forgotten, like a memory. Legends are finished, like your happines. New things are not like olds. This song make you miss the olds. "
This is exactly what happened to me, I wouldn't eat, I wouldn't sleep, I couldn't forget that moment. They then turned my other friends against me and left me alone. I'm now just hollow, a shell of my past self
When you revisit the minecraft world you used to play with all your friends, but suddenly all of them are gone… They have been gone for 8 years and your only memory of them is the nostalgia….
I just came here for the music why'd I have to check the comments now I'm sad. To everyone who has lost someone, to everyone who has had something happen to them. There will be time. Always. Always time for new friends to be made, new people to be those friends you missed. You have time. Try your best and keep going. There will always be some random stranger on the internet that is proud of you. Keep Going.
The mere fact of thinking that everyone around you is going to die or may die at some point or one day is very difficult to accept because memories begin to arrive, at that point you begin to realize what you had
„because memories begin to arrive, at that point you begin to realize what you had“ hits so close to home. Your comment is worded very well, made me think.
When your only true solace is the memory of better days long gone by. Back when you could feel some peace, some tinge of happiness, you felt like things were alright, the color of sunlight felt invigorating, the blue skies made you feel something that fed your life force. Not anymore though, not in a long time now. The way life was back then, now It's Just a Burning Memory.
I feel like there's something wrong with me because everyone else is sad about their own lives while listening to this, but all I can seem to think about are the original avengers and how they died especially captain America's death this just reminds me of how he left bucky and how he missed the 1940s
@@davelikesnachos did you even read the entire post? The commenter isn’t being an emo, quite the opposite in fact. They’re talking about how everyone is depressed, but they’re only thinking of Captain America’s 40s nostalgia.
Well... and what I always think, if I already know how life ends then why not jump straight to the end? .........I didn't do much with those 15 years....
Thank you, this song will be in my brain for eternity just like original song, this brings up shitty memories that I would rather forget about now I'm listening to this every night so I can sleep, I hate it
A cada dia que passa eu sinto mais medo de perder a minha vó,que cuidou mais de mim do que minha mãe...meu vô em 2020 de novembro morreu de uma doença que eu não consigo justificar o que é,mas a perda dele me vez conhecer a tristeza que eu não tinha quando eu era mais criança. E hoje eu vejo o valor que é possível a gente dar pra nossa única família,que nos conforta a cada dia da nossa vida😔
This song really reminds me when me and a teenager were freinds we would go to the same school we went to the pool once but then i got the news at the last second... *i was moveing* I never got to tell him goodbye or tell him i was moveing..
i miss the days when i didnt know i was being lied to by one of the people i loved the most. he set up an entire fake character and introduced me to that character instead of the real him. now he doesn't love me anymore. as much as i want to keep the memories i had with him, knowing they are mostly a lie breaks my heart. the saddest part is i still love him to this day
I feel like society is just spiralling down and we’re not doing anything about it/we can’t do anything about it. This song describes society in the last couple of years. I hope 2022 will be better.
I am surprised it got 15k views, let alone 3k. Thanks everyone!
What kind of content do you want to see next from me?
Gaming
All of eateot but way more depressing.
@@sixkicksfightertricks949 I just made the loop, not the music edit
I think this is the loneliness song I ever heard and my past childhood
Just flashback memory of all of my fun thing now I remember what used to be when I'm a child
29k already)
9 year old me when a video said the Sun is going to explode in 5 billion years:
That's true
Me at 7 years old, I was surprised about it.
But thankfully that will be way too far into the future for us to be alive.
@@EWBRboy2006 well we all will experience it so.....
the sun wont explode it isnt massive enough :/
“What do you feel?”
“Nothing…but it’s killing me”
its...deep
No it's not killing me, I am just unfortunately to self aware of the things I do to feel happy.
@doom slayer 👍
“My mind feels numb”
@@Soulinfidiviflower9 More like emo garbage :/
When a game you loved as a kid isn’t fun anymore:
so true
im crying
😞
Litelary cod mobile
Roblox moderation
when they say ''you used to be so talented back then''
so true and sad
"what went wrong..."
People.
@Soul going by your theory, shouldn't we still receive the same compliments?
When they say "your grades were high"
*As adulthood reaches you, the experience of the teen life slowly tears you apart.*
That’s me rn.
18 in march
I do not want to be adult...but i must...
*"I'm not ready... I don't wanna go..."*
@@painloverr-music Just become a alcor patient where you get preserved in ice and then you get woken up in the future.
@@segaking5846 me too, 18 in july
The most painful thing isn't a cut or broken nose, the most painful thing is seeing the people you made memories with, become memories.
Be happy that you made those moments together and by happy about it that it happened
What's the number for a suicide hotline?
Yet as those memories fade, you wish it could happen again. You put a fake smile on ever since. You cry each night knowing... *Y o u ' r e N e x t . . .*
how do I know if I have dementia
how do I know if I have dementia
When they say "you used to be so playful back then"
Oh god
you used to be so smart and talented
"what went wrong?"
"you were so happy..."
" so healthy..."
that is true
You smiled more back then
When someone asks when was the last time I was hugged...
I-… can’t remember..
You guys want a hug? I could use one myself.
@@someguy9070 yes please
@@K_Nightshade you got it homie
I've only been hugged by one person outside my family
>invite your friends to go outside
>they say they are busy
>walking alone
>see them on the street having good time without you
I don't have friends... I'm the worst person... Please god make this sadness go away...
@@Scaryvideomaker don't worry, I finally found friends and you can find them too
@@PomilujGospodi thanks...
@@ScaryvideomakerMate, don't let it get ya down, "life finds a way" is a true statement, you will prosper one day above all that have laughed at you
Man, the 2010's. The good ol' days. The great time of cartoons, the great time of music, the great time of video games, the perfect time of summer, and my childhood :,)
And then a Decade later and everything is different
I feel you
This song was made way before that.
@@Kira-pv4xq you mean Heartaches, that was a century ago or something, it's just a burning memory is from the 2010's
@@gollum2451 And now war.
When you see your dad eating and watching tv by himself.
damn
@DeWidox 01 fuck dude I’m sry
Pov: You don't have a dad and You shed a tear as You read these comments.
Dude that's so sad 😔😭
I don’t get it
When you kill someone in a game and you hear "maybe I'm getting too old for video games"
This describes how i met the new year.
Same
HAHAH IM DEPRESSED SO FUNNY SO EDGY
@@Windows95__ yes.
@@Windows95__ exactly bro, people comment stuff like this so much
@@user-ru4kb2ri1b yes that's what annoy me people are just like : boohoo im depressed instead of trying to get help
when i was depressed i talked about it to my friends and they helped me
"Every thing is going to be better" they said...
They lied.
@@the_real_yummuy They are dead.
Greetings [SUBJECT 982- TR0LLG3],
The man himself
Hi there other me
you see the person u sacrificed everything for , forget about all the sacrifices and choose someone over you.
the music that plays when you get hit by that harsh nostalgia, knowing youll never experience the good old times again
Edit: i feel amazing now, i dont have any depression whatsoever, but i still wish for the good old times to return
@@intel079 time accelerates...and i will restart the earth..!!
true
@@iwannadie7 is that a motherfucking jojo reference
@@iwannadie7 MADE IN HEAVEN DA..
nostalgia---🤓🤓🤓🤓🤓🤓
when they say "you used to be so energetic, go out and play football all day, met new friends and now, look you dont even care about yourself".
it's me..
still better than me because i never had such happyness…
This song reminds me of what humanity should be but also how far we have fallen. Society is a broken mess A broken record repeating its self until destruction till end of time eternium.
dude just psycho-analyzed the humans races biggest problem in a UA-cam coment
Don't worry, end is near. God will take care of it.
@@uru0754 if god was real why did he create humans so begin with
@@ralseibutbackwards Read a few chapters of the old testament and you will have an answer.
@@ralseibutbackwards Read a few chapters of the old testament and you will have an answer.
Listened to this, makes me realize that our friends, family, pets, home, mind will be all gone in the end. After all, they will become just a burning memory.
Everything will be useless and pointless at the end, it will be a burning memory and something that will be forgotten, I hate how that’s true
It's just a burning memory.
damn
i know but we have to keep this memory for ourselves because all that we do help us to grind in life, not to be forgotten. maybe if there's something after death, i'm sure all our memories and everything will be preserved. but yeah, you're right.
Why Is this comment & these Replys so depressing, The video has a trollface As it's Cover!
I can't help but cry when listening to this, it's like an old record of your life in a song. It was nice just being a kid laughing and playing, there wasn't anything bad when I looked at it, I wasn't scared about money issues, I wasn't scared of being hit, I wasn't scared of anything. Now I'm scared about everything no matter what I keep hurting myself and others I feel useless but this song just brings back younger memories, ones I wish to come back to. I miss them
bet you cried playing oneshot too
Lol, that's a funny thought
and yes i cry to this song.
We’ll enjoy the year you have as a child you’ll soon go into the real world sadly
same here. I'm constantly getting worse, or at least i feel like it.
When that one person you could have never forget forgets you :
True
same for me a few times...
@childstealer69 I know that why I chose it 😎. You got a pretty sick username tho
... it happened to me 3 times...
Welcome to the land of forgotten, here you find people who was forgotten by their precious, you will just stare at the void and keep thinking about how you could avoided this happening
For everyone out there going through something, there's still time, don't worry.
Bro there is no time...
Time for what??
There was never a limit
@@Halo56Guy if you know, you know.
That's a lie...after all...
*We are in everywhere at the end of the time.*
"What 2020? What Virus? It's 2013, Let's go mine some diamonds."
*insert yawning sound*
"It was just a dream.. He is dead."
When you realize you'll never be the best at the only thing you're good at.
but you can get better
I use to be so full of energy, now. . .
@ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ Exactly.
@ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ hacks or not touching grass
why is this true
I want this to be the last thing I hear before I die.
Imagine you die and music never stops playing
That would be a dream
Por que, mulher?
@@Aly_Son.2000 do nada um br kkkkkkkkkkkk
@@okami2952 TA PORRA tem mt br aq kkkkkkk
Am i the only one who finds the music actually soothing? I'm falling asleep because of how calm and peaceful it is
No, I find this relaxing too.
Yes, I also find it very calming
you guys are right I could fall asleep if it wasn't for the fact of many possible stories and outcomes of my life that can happen running through my mind at all times when watching this video for too long of a time it makes people feel strange
@@ARandomBumIG I do agree man
I sleep to this. I sleep depressed to this tho, lol.
when they say "you wasn´t like this, you have changed"
you didnt change, you just never showed it as much before, and them saying this shows they finally realising you are going through
Miss the days when life was good and easy, now it's almost unbearable.... i just want to be a kid again.
yeah...
It hits hard
but when you have bipolar its the opposite.
Don't be a sheep, always remember: the past is a lie. You weren't happier, times weren't really simpler, the world was just as off the rails and all of your problems felt as big. There was no best time, only times that were better and worse in different ways.
Just wait a few years and you become zero years old
The worst thing to happen/realize is that the pepole you know and love that made countless memories will become countless memories with you. Thats entirely how to explain time that never stops no matter what happens. You will never go back to when it was the good days. Youre stuck in a endless negative feedback loop. Have great memories with someone and then they become memories until the feedback loop makes you step 2 for someone else until you are forgetten from humanity your presence erased with the eraser of time.
This is what plays in my head when my parents bring up my past and they're always saying "you used to be so nice and adorable! and now you're so gloomy and depressed"
I am loving the Psychedelic Effect I am smoking Mahahuana and Listening and Furiousl Writing Psychotic Breakdown TROGS 1964. This could of been invented and Conducted by Dr Louis Jolyon "Jolly" West
MK-Ultra Part VI: 'Jolly' West Acid
In part six of our series on MK-Ultra, we take you into the mind of Dr. Louis Jolyon 'Jolly' West. “Louis Jolyon "Jolly" West was an American psychiatrist whose work focused particularly on cases where subjects were taken to the limits of human experience. West was deeply involved in Korean War-era CIA brainwashing experiments, the Agency's notorious. MK-Ultra mind-control program, and the use and intentional abuse of LSD and other drugs. Plus, he had interactions with both Charles Manson, Jack Ruby, and more one of the doctors that treated Jack Ruby was none other than Louis Jolyon West, ...
Eso no ayuda
@BASED LIFTER KID they could say the same about you tbh
Same bro
I feel the same i don’t know how I feel and I feel nothing but it’s killing me
Imagine you are in a field, planes fly by, you are carrying a rifle, all your comrades are dead, you have lost a limb, and still trying to navigate yourself back home to your family, you come across a mother and her child, partially burnt, you shed a tear, you still have hope as you limp through the war torn city, you can sense the end, and find this song playing on an old radio tucked away in the side of the road, you tread along further, until you enter your house, everyone is deceased, you fall on the floor, everything fades away...
dam
That escalated quickly...
ok but wtf
bro you good?
Ukrainians soon... :(
You know, I never know why I listen to music like this. It fills me with dread, but puts me at ease some how.
fr
“You used to be such a talker! What happened?”
“Are you alright?”
“You don’t look so good.”
“You don’t talk to anyone, that’s your problem”
“Everybody has at least one friend. Don’t be ridiculous.”
“Have you ever considered the problem isn’t anyone else but yourself?”
“He was such a vibrant person…”
I feel it man, I feel it 😭
Stop hurting me
The fact that people have said almost all of those things to me is very strange to me
Sad reality
Heh...
When you're a time traveler, that goes back to 2020, but then you realize you can't tell anybody about the horrible moments that will unfold because it would just do an infinite butterfly effect
Nah, that would fix everything. If we were prepared for what was awaiting, we would've been more safe from Corona and we would've had eliminated Coronavirus from the early stages. And everyone would've been happy. Sadly, time travelling is impossible...
Plot twist : You time travelled to China to find how the pandemy started, but you didn't know you had Covid-19 yourself.
Which means you, the time traveller, was the cause of the pandemy.
It also means Covid comes from absolutely nowhere and had always existed.
(This is a paradox, don't think I'm into conspiracy)
@@XxOmoriPlushie_GamingxX remember, people in the USA never care about others and literally will say “I have rights”, no we have rights but wearing a mask and getting a vaccine is a right to live, anyways I’m trying to say that won’t work
If someone makes a time machine what works wouldn't it just break everything?
“Cheer up.”
“You sound depressed.”
“You look angry.”
“You used to smile so much.”
“Smile every once in a while!”
How can I. Things are going downhill and I can’t do anything about it.
Bro i feel this.
this pandemic really ruined my life, my friends stopped playing with me, we begin to distance ourselves, and many times im starting to think that the world, my family and everything else would be the same without me...
thats not true bro.Keep pushing for a better tomorrow and when it finally comes , you will be glad that you didnt give up
Bro, don't think like that, tomorrow it's gonna be better, life can be a crap, but if you stay positive it will be alright, i know that what i'm gonna say can be a cliche, but the world won't be the same without you, think how much people you made laught, how much people you can help. If the world loses you, WE are gonna lose a good guy, the life can be better and it will. Don't give up man
true...
talk to your friends and your family
bro.. you are using my logo
“you were so much more confident and bright back then”
it's not over yet, you can still be bright, i know it sounds like a lye but why not? you're still alive after all
@@ravioliddd4782 *lie
This song gives me both a feeling of sadness and fear. Like when you imagine a demon just standing in front of you in a dark hallway and once you stop imagining it, it's actually standing in front of you..
this song is good when its not dementia related, actually i was traumatized by dementia. im scard for life thanks to everywhere at the end of time
Then your more likely to get it. Negative emotions attracts that. But it should still be a few more decades if you're young.
@@Naif_Alzahrani I was trying to tell Sup the problem so Sup could find a solution. : /
@@sixkicksfightertricks949 how tf is that going to help
@@Lovangeline By telling someone the problem, one might try harder to find a solution. I wouldn't care as much to be in a good mood if bad moods weren't so harmful for my health.
@@sixkicksfightertricks949 isnt that wrong
me when i realize how many memories I lost from dissociation
time tom make new ones
Despite being known because of a meme,it resonated with my broken soul,not being able to trust people anymore,not being able to trust myself anymore, keeping everyone and everything at arms length,being on my own so others cant betray or screw me over again. And now,i feel nothing,no love,no joy,no hate,no sadness,just nothing. And its slowly killing me. Cant sleep,cant eat,cant drink,my memory worsens,and i simply dont care. I just want for it all to end.
Bitirebilirsin
if this broke your soul wait till you hear the album this came from
this is saddening to read wish that your gets better and you meet people you can trust
I see all these depressing comments when this song only reminds me of how the mcdonald playplace at my mcdonalds is being removed when its the one i grew up with :(
Yea I felt like that years ago man my one was removed like seven years ago.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
McDonalds grew up with us,from a young and energetic child to a depressed and worn out adult...
@@mob_soc wait seven years? Time really flies....
@@the_real_kel yea 😕
I feel really sad thinking of all the great memories I made in 2019, I miss it so much. I have a bunch of old videos from that time period I made with my friends and I could see I was genuinely having fun making them and feeling excited when they were finished. I haven’t had that feeling for so long. 2020 came and ruined my friends. They dont wanna play out anymore or meet up or play games. I’m practically forced to sit in bed all day and watch the clock, and I don’t want to live my life like this just watching time go past without feeling any enjoyment anymore.
@Francisca Santos i support you, and i hope you get through this year, too
Boy you shold of seen 2017 where life was best
Then grind. Start working out and quit hurting your own feelings with your overthinks
I don’t know what happened that changed my friends so much that year. they just stopped.
God bless.
You spawn in a single player map and you hear someone talking:
the real single player map is life 😀 insanity INSANITY HAHAHAHAHHAA
Last schoolyear, due to the lockdown, we, students , were working as splitted classes, one group for the first week and the other in the second etc... All my friends were in the second group while I was alone in the first one, so I didn't much interactions with other people (I was introverted af). There were this really good friend in my group, from the year before, but he was in another class and we didn't saw each other as much. I almost lost contact with every persons I knew during this period of my life, so when the year was finished, I had nobody to hang out with during the great hollydays, all I had was my family and they were always arguing and shouting in the house. I was facing a really big depression because of my loneliness and I had for the first time in my life dark thoughts. When this new schoolyear stared, they decided to make students come back as full groups so everyone was here and we were not splitted again. I found out that my friends from my class were not really great friends with me so I decided to spend more time with the frend I talked about just before the first day. I found out that he made new friends, and they accepted me as a member of their group. I hate scool, always did. Everytime I had the opportunity to miss it, I missed it. But since this day of comeback after the hollydays, I just skipped 5 hours of school because I was really really sick, but I always want to go to scool to see my friends. I also realized I liked to go to school because I hated being home with my family, they disgused me during the lockdown and the hollydays. Every nights at home I am spending now are just me lying in my bed listening to musics like this, waiting to come back to school and meating my friends again. I love them sm, even tho it's been only four years that I know them, they are like a family to me. Please I hope This year never ends.
deep stuff, good luck with your life. also try that one song fukashigi its good for this stuff.
Brutha you and I are the same, I can't believe there is someone like me suffering from loneliness. Damn... I'm happy and sad at the same time.
i feel bad for ur life parents are arguing everytime also u deserved to be adopted to another family or smth (no offense)
something will work out better, but i wont promise you on that, hoping you'd get a better day or life man.
Damn.
this is how i feel when i admit im depressed to my friends and they say "idc i had it worse you have no reason to be"
Fake friends
@N0 SignaL Editz📺 abandon them. you deserve better
“I’m sorry, I didn’t know friendships were a race of who had it worse”
I feel you. This is exactly what they told me.
If I was your friend(first of first if I even had a single friend) I would be like "alright? Just don't die. It'll get better, it did for me, it will for you and everyone else".
when your old console you loved stopped working:
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this song makes you feel like you have lost like a pet or a family member or something dear to your heart and I have no idea why
Thats not what i feel, because I already lost everyting
i agree its to depressing
Hey... jack why so quiet you used to be so talkable.-Last words from my friend... farewell... old friend
I was joyful back then, nothing to feel some worse things, i can't feel depression, anxiety, and sadness, but now in this generation, i don't see my joyful side anymore...
i never felt true happiness, and yeah, i think its my endless loneliness..
same
@@alejandrosalazar94 well same to me...
@@alejandrosalazar94 in these generations today. We suffer the endless loneliness
How greatly i understand you..
As the memories of her come back, you start feeling a sense of joy. It's this otherworldly sensation of pure happiness and enlightenment. Then you remember the breakup. Suddenly, the happiness starts fading away, leaving an empty space in your heart. Soon after, sadness and despair fill the empty void that was once there. You are no longer here. Now, you are just a former shell of something that was much greater, much happier.
I am going through a breakup and this is how it feels.
👍🏿🤓
I had to breakup with her a week ago... it started out as a normal but then long distance relationship where we could only see each other every 2 month.
We agreed to give it a try because she would have moved here in 3 month so we'd actualy could have a future together.... but the Highschool here where i live didn't accept her and she wouldn't have the money to afford a flat together with me... so we did the only right thing and had to break up.
You see i am realy into self improvement and i have very high standards with my girls, and she seemed like the perfect fit.
Stoped Drugs and Cigaretes, didn't drink or go to partys or clubs, going to the gym, eating healthy, being loving, kind and full of humor and joy... Now I found out that this weekend, one week after we broke up, she went to a rave with her degenerate new bestfriend, did cocaine multiple times at the same evening and probably got hit on by the worst guys imaginable.... it hurts and nobody fucking cares
But i won't give up, i will fight
after 22 years of living, i still don't know my purpose, where do i fit in, why after so many years trying everything, to discover why im still here, i just feel like a feeble empty vessel, the moment i heard this, it felt like this disturbance of a feeling had taken the shape of a melody, the melody of my disgrace.
Cheer up friend, you are very lucky to have been born, feel unique in the world
@@williammcfly4641 we were born in a world that is just working 24/7 and just war, being born feels like a mistake why did I win that race to be born
@@williammcfly4641 but why though, there isn't a point to life anymore. Humanity was screwed from the start. That's how it was meant to be
human bodys are too advanced for themselves.
"Lmao same"
We’ve seen better days
We'll see worse days.
@@sixkicksfightertricks949 We'll see Other world
@@sixkicksfightertricks949 and then new days
@@ravioliddd4782 The good new days. 😏
Indeed and surprisingly being bullied by my own family feels like a better day, now I just have to keep my opinions in my head knowing that my friend will experience the same betrayal and pain I felt when everyone started ignoring me, I stopped talking because of that and now I’m trying to talk again and I’m always just a sound of the wind, stuck as a silent “pet” that must stay silent to keep my friendships with people I care about
Sat atop my balcony, this began to play while I was lost in thought. I felt as if my life was gasping for it’s last breath. I thought back and looked upon my teenage years with regret, and my younger years with fondness.
Value every second you have, you never know which one will be your last.
-JJ
If I was there I wouldn’t be on that balcony for long 😅
This song, especially this version just gives the feeling of hopelessness, as if you lost so much
when you lose a friend that you have known for years and hate to see it go away just for all of the good times to end
I'm used to not having my best friend in my school, maybe he replaced me with someone else? At this point, I am too afraid to ask.
@@sebastiancomahig2666 please ask, if you don't... i don't know but i really think knowing is the best, i know is not easy but please do it, after all, is someone you trust, right?
@@sebastiancomahig2666 please do, please
relatable
me and my best friend used to be best friends for over 8 years
its over now though, i often think about when she used to be always there for me, i never felt so much joy in my life then
and now like i said its over
maybe even forever
@@bubblelovessans i know what you mean as well
There was something great about it once, but now it's gone into oblivion
2020: let's hope this pandemic goes away! but atleast i can play alot
2021: surely in a few months this will be gone
2022: so another strain?
2023: ...
Life before the pandemic wasnt any better
2024: celebrating 1 billion deaths
@@Ferri-San least that's what we tell ourselves
2025: How are we still alive?
It feels good knowing I had a great time over the years, it feels like it just all fades away by the day. I can't get a grasp of those memories or anyone in them. It makes meeting them feel like talking to a complete stranger. I would walk in the park alone on some days, I would dislike those days...
Only the bad memories come flooding back. My whole life of grief and pain right before my eyes. Then, it feels like I never experienced any of the bad memories.... I just can't keep hold of the past... Can I? -Me 2022
Война
you know it's bad when you start saying "back in my day" it's at the point now that the only thing that makes me happy is just reliving nostalgia
Everyone thinks it's a joke but when you play it in your last moments of life it just feels sad..
this song accurately describes how I felt after my grandfather passed, then my step father, then my two uncles...
before you were even born...
Not related but nice profile picture
@@chicken1w yes you too
Same
Me.... to... I did been born but I never saw them........never
*9 yr old me getting traumatized after being in a dream at my old house taking care of my baby brother then realizing their was a man with a black hat, face covered with black, coat whole black. Clothes and his body was a black pitch void that was standing right there. Watching me and my baby brother and I, then i quickly heading up to the stairs with my baby brother in my arms. I will never forget that experience. (He was a tall man covered with whole pitch black, tall legs. He was just standing there. Looked like he was 6'11. Didn't know what happened, I just ran up stairs and never saw him again. He was also behind a tree which was more creepy.)*
Maybe hatman?
Now imagine that happening in REAL life
this gives this vibe -
you are in your late 30's/40's. you have got divorced with your wife 1 year ago. your child went with her. you have no money, only enough to keep your half broken down house. you have a scar from the fight, you try to not cry. but you do anyways. you sit in a corner and just stay there, you have an illness that is fatal. the doctor said that you will die in about 2 weeks, it has been a week and a half when you heard that. you refuse to leave the house. you forgot your best memories from a kid, its all just a burning memory..
"hey, sup long time no see"
"Yeah been a long time Since we met"
"Wanna play some game?"
"Ya sure"
10 year ago he never talk to me
He never come back
Since he at Japan
He never back to America
:(
it happened to me too, i talked with someone a lot... and then he never responded, he said that he would "go somewhere else", he never came back... while us... get really sad
@@I_Am_Inside_Your_Head same
bing chilling
@@Cant_stop_the_A-Train *EARRAP CHING CHENG HANJI*
I want to go back from before, it's painful. I'm disappointed of myself that I just realized. I've regretted too much that I want to disappear. Sorry, me.
Thank you man. I'm just tired and frustrated of all the thing that I've done because I was so wrong at those times. I guess you are right, I'll try doing the things that you've said and I understand now. Thanks again mate.
@Erick Polletini You too man, you too.
"You don't know the value of a moments,
until it becomes a memory......
Its too late for you
now
its just a burning memory"
Facts
This music is pretty sad, but also very calming, I love it
:(. COVID stole a lot from us didn't it. 2 years robbed from us. That was the last 2 years in highschool as well. Now, I'm in University, but I don't feel like I have matured enough to be there. 2 years of staying stuck at home. The worst part was that I actually liked staying at home, but now I regret that. This is made worse by the fact that people around me never gave a damn about COVID and nothing changed for them. I was among the only ones who managed to survive for that long. All that we can do now is keep going, keep fighting. I wish you well stranger.
same for me. i'll go to college this year but due to pandemic i've lost the motivation to study. I also lost social skills, i hope i'll be able to get in a shape at least within this month.
Honestly, Life was good back then, We used to hang out with our friends, Go to parties, the list goes on. But then this pandemic came around, 2 years of fun and playing sucked down the drain, During that time, Our house was basically all of ''Our Pale Blue Dot'', But now, 2 years after this disaster, were still suffering with this, Those were the days. I also didnt take online lessons, Instead I used a learning website, Life was good.
its the same case for me...
i did have a big depression , because most of my family dissapeared from covid....
Stay strong friend, I am here for you.
I was in my last year or junior high school when COVID breaks out, now I'm at last year of high school and about to Step on college, man I wish I could skip high school days fully with COVID
POV: your 18 now “say goodbye to your child hood”
"you were so happy and joyful back then. why arent you like that anymore?"
"The most painful thing isn't a cut or broken nose, the most
painful thing is seeing the people you made
memories with, become memories."
I believe the most painful thing is getting sucked into a black hole
i go back to this everyday to make me sleep. it really works and i sleep very well. thanks
when my parents scold me so hard that im about to cry or just be sad in general this just helps me calm down,thank you :}
Its just the song that reminds me of hard life....bad friends , hard to socialize , too shy , intimidation , and lack of self esteem....
It feels you nostalgic. It remembers you the old times. It makes you sad. You are questioning yourself "Why ı feel sad, thye're was good times? ". And a creation says to you "that's why you're sad. Yes they're was good times. Now what? İs this time good? Masterpieces are forgotten, like a memory. Legends are finished, like your happines. New things are not like olds. This song make you miss the olds. "
"Hey man Happy New Year 😉" It didnt seem New Year and didnt had that party and happiness vibe like Xmas, weird but thats how i felt.
Speedwagon I love u
@@Banana_Narancia I love you too, Narancia 🧡
When you realize you're going to forget everything one day and all the happy memories will just be a burning memory
Yoooo he said the thing
When they say "you used to be a better friend back then, our friendship is over"
This is exactly what happened to me, I wouldn't eat, I wouldn't sleep, I couldn't forget that moment. They then turned my other friends against me and left me alone. I'm now just hollow, a shell of my past self
It was like getting a knife stabbed right through your life, your heart, your soul...
@@the_real_keldamn bro I’m so sorry to hear that
This song is perfect for long unit tests 10/10 super depressing
Hi Digito!!
hi digito :D
hi digito!!! (I have no idea who you are but we need to continue the chain)
When you revisit the minecraft world you used to play with all your friends, but suddenly all of them are gone… They have been gone for 8 years and your only memory of them is the nostalgia….
I just came here for the music why'd I have to check the comments now I'm sad.
To everyone who has lost someone, to everyone who has had something happen to them. There will be time. Always. Always time for new friends to be made, new people to be those friends you missed. You have time. Try your best and keep going. There will always be some random stranger on the internet that is proud of you. Keep Going.
The mere fact of thinking that everyone around you is going to die or may die at some point or one day is very difficult to accept because memories begin to arrive, at that point you begin to realize what you had
its just a burning memory
its all just a jumble of burning and lost memories...
„because memories begin to arrive, at that point you begin to realize what you had“ hits so close to home. Your comment is worded very well, made me think.
Your ganna die no matter what sadly who knows if it’s a painful one or non painful one
When your only true solace is the memory of better days long gone by. Back when you could feel some peace, some tinge of happiness, you felt like things were alright, the color of sunlight felt invigorating, the blue skies made you feel something that fed your life force. Not anymore though, not in a long time now. The way life was back then, now It's Just a Burning Memory.
I feel like there's something wrong with me because everyone else is sad about their own lives while listening to this, but all I can seem to think about are the original avengers and how they died especially captain America's death this just reminds me of how he left bucky and how he missed the 1940s
don’t even fret i am too, can’t feel like a real person anymore so i project my feelings onto fictional people
anime cringepost
Cringe
bruh this is supposed to be sad
@@davelikesnachos did you even read the entire post? The commenter isn’t being an emo, quite the opposite in fact. They’re talking about how everyone is depressed, but they’re only thinking of Captain America’s 40s nostalgia.
nothing feels the same anymore
I was going to write exactly the same thing and i saw this damn
I know..
Sadly, it's the truth.
It's just a burning memory.
if only there was a place where adults could gite the good old days back
whenever something goes wrong in my life, my brain plays this song.
Well... and what I always think, if I already know how life ends then why not jump straight to the end? .........I didn't do much with those 15 years....
This song plays in my head 24/7 as I think about how worthless my life is
Thank you, this song will be in my brain for eternity just like original song, this brings up shitty memories that I would rather forget about now I'm listening to this every night so I can sleep, I hate it
it blew up nice work man...
A cada dia que passa eu sinto mais medo de perder a minha vó,que cuidou mais de mim do que minha mãe...meu vô em 2020 de novembro morreu de uma doença que eu não consigo justificar o que é,mas a perda dele me vez conhecer a tristeza que eu não tinha quando eu era mais criança. E hoje eu vejo o valor que é possível a gente dar pra nossa única família,que nos conforta a cada dia da nossa vida😔
nossa mano melhoras pra ela
someone let me revive 2018 and 19 for the last time I wanna change everything
I'm in
Please.
@@SweetPea3412 same
We can, but it might be the same way we felt before.
wow I need it more than anyone
This song really reminds me when me and a teenager were freinds we would go to the same school we went to the pool once but then i got the news at the last second...
*i was moveing*
I never got to tell him goodbye or tell him i was moveing..
@Excl. moveing
This is so ducking sad but the only other comments besides me are just making fun of this persons grammar.
@Excl. omg💀
*moving
@Excl. so sads 💀
i miss the days when i didnt know i was being lied to by one of the people i loved the most. he set up an entire fake character and introduced me to that character instead of the real him. now he doesn't love me anymore. as much as i want to keep the memories i had with him, knowing they are mostly a lie breaks my heart. the saddest part is i still love him to this day
this song just makes me think of that idk why
Weirdly enough, it's one of those images that jiggle when you shake it gently
All images do that, your hand doesn't stop shaking immediately when you try to stop it.
@@Delta225 idk. Maybe it was really late, and I was seeing things because it's not happening this time
"It Feels Like An Endless Hallway Of Doors, No End To Get To, Only Memory's.."
"Sadness isn't who you are..."
"It is what you feel at a point of time.."
"Every time..."
I feel like society is just spiralling down and we’re not doing anything about it/we can’t do anything about it. This song describes society in the last couple of years. I hope 2022 will be better.
im losing the hope that it will be
@@radiacia_3511 too 🙁
It's not any better
It really ain't any better
its 2029 what are you talking about
This makes me remember some videos i saw then i see them on my recommended and see that it was *months or a year ago maybe even years ago.*
This song gives my strong “it’s been a long, excruciating war, but it’s finally over” vibes, wether you lost or won.
depression. it's the only thing I feel now