Heartaches but it shifts to It's Just a Burning Memory

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  • Опубліковано 9 лис 2020
  • A little edit i made of Heartaches by Al Bowlly and I'ts Just a burning memory from Everywhere At The End of Time by The Caretaker :), the first song being the one that inspired the latter. The images are from Ivan Seal's paintings.
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  • @WesterLundWorld
    @WesterLundWorld  2 роки тому +914

    New & related video "Mental Illness Portrayed Through Art" up now: ua-cam.com/video/BKe6im9x8X8/v-deo.html&ab_channel=WesterLund :)

    • @Aron2O2013
      @Aron2O2013 2 роки тому +7

      First :troll:

    • @oliverkoch8211
      @oliverkoch8211 2 роки тому +2

      Dansk?

    • @losthesporething355
      @losthesporething355 Рік тому +4

      I might be 29 years old with dementia, but I might be 29 years old with dementia

    • @Voidi-Void
      @Voidi-Void Рік тому +6

      Please, @@losthesporething355, It's been 20 years. Come back to us. This isn't the person I met at the docks 50 years ago.

    • @losthesporething355
      @losthesporething355 Рік тому +5

      @@Voidi-Void I might be 29 years old with dementia, but I might be 29 years old with dementia but i might be 29 years old with dementia, but I might be 29 years old with dementia

  • @Griff00
    @Griff00 3 роки тому +35749

    why the fuck did youtube think it was okay to slip this into an al bowlly mix i was listening to

  • @employee4272
    @employee4272 3 роки тому +13855

    When you don't have dementia but your adhd messes with your memory

    • @bonkboi5820
      @bonkboi5820 3 роки тому +1330

      Adhd is like being drunk, hyper, and high all at the same time.

    • @KonnaroTaro
      @KonnaroTaro 3 роки тому +582

      I have ADHD and I kinda felt this...

    • @bnuuy
      @bnuuy 3 роки тому +357

      tally hall pfp? in a caretaker comments section? it's more likely than you think!

    • @mac6na6na26
      @mac6na6na26 3 роки тому +109

      adhd mood

    • @yungpm
      @yungpm 3 роки тому +58

      Felt that

  • @grandomrye3873
    @grandomrye3873 7 місяців тому +214

    Heartaches is about how painful it is to hold onto memories. Everywhere At The End of Time is about how painful it is to lose them.

    • @mauriciodanielmartinezreye5130
      @mauriciodanielmartinezreye5130 Місяць тому +7

      wow... never tought of it that way but it actually makes sense

    • @TeraChad23
      @TeraChad23 25 днів тому +2

      I know exactly what i feel reading this but i can't put it into words, like a memory i barely remember but can't forget.

    • @panguskhan2825
      @panguskhan2825 23 дні тому +2

      Thank you for this tonal whiplash

  • @KungeNelson
    @KungeNelson 2 роки тому +1570

    The transition from heartaches to burning memory really shows the diffrence between the two and the amazing job caretaker did with portraying dementia

    • @KungeNelson
      @KungeNelson 2 роки тому +77

      The transition from heartaches to burning memory really shows the diffrence between the two and the amazing job caretaker did with portraying dementia

    • @KungeNelson
      @KungeNelson 2 роки тому +77

      The transition from heartaches to burning memory really shows the diffrence between the two and the amazing job caretaker did with portraying dementia

    • @KungeNelson
      @KungeNelson 2 роки тому +76

      The transition from heartaches to burning memory really shows the diffrence between the two and the amazing job caretaker did with portraying dementia

    • @KungeNelson
      @KungeNelson 2 роки тому +75

      The transition from heartaches to burning memory really shows the diffrence between the two and the amazing job caretaker did with portraying dementia

    • @KungeNelson
      @KungeNelson 2 роки тому +75

      The transition from heartaches to burning memory really shows the diffrence between the two and the amazing job caretaker did with portraying dementia

  • @TalkingSoup
    @TalkingSoup 3 роки тому +6246

    me realizing that it's just a burning memory was already that distorted and that there were lyrics the entire time

    • @Emmerron
      @Emmerron 3 роки тому +297

      Yeah, I'm shook quite honestly. That was so surprising

    • @TalkingSoup
      @TalkingSoup 3 роки тому +259

      @@bakedbeansman oh, no, speech tends to be one of the last things to go. before that, a person's ability to remember what they've said, or what other people have said, is greatly affected. when it gets to the point that the person is slurring their words, using the wrong words, or forgetting basic grammar or sentence structure, that's when things are very dire.
      i think the metaphor here is that the person can remember certain parts of the music and faint words, but can't remember specifics like the actual lyrics or the order of notes. they're trying to recall how the song went, but all they can remember is some of the horn sequences and parts of words.

    • @uhhhscizo6531
      @uhhhscizo6531 3 роки тому +19

      In the actual album? Bullshit. I don’t believe you

    • @lucastoelcastovastopastone1709
      @lucastoelcastovastopastone1709 3 роки тому +4

      @@uhhhscizo6531 yes

    • @nopeejanuaryisveryserious6540
      @nopeejanuaryisveryserious6540 3 роки тому +1

      That were

  • @marrakesh_3589
    @marrakesh_3589 3 роки тому +16994

    Stage 0.5 your just having a bad day

  • @bubblsi
    @bubblsi 2 роки тому +2895

    The theatre is packed tonight. You smile a little ways to your lover, who smiles back assuringly. Suddenly the lights dim, spotlights drifting to the lead singer of tonight, Al Bowlly, while the melody of his newest song plays. Closing your eyes, you bask in the presence of the lyrics washing over you, accompanied by the trumpets singing their tunes. All of a sudden you hear someone calling your name. You crack your eye open slyly, as if expecting your partner to greet you back, but you are only met with a record player. Playing a song. The song. Heartaches? Weren’t you just at the theatre? But where was Al Bowlly? Your head hurts, it felt so real. Too real. It couldn’t have just been a memory, could it have? Was it all just a burning memory?

  • @infinitypgg9902
    @infinitypgg9902 2 роки тому +1303

    I don't think people realize how truly terrifying Everywhere at The End of Time is

    • @nilixstar830
      @nilixstar830 2 роки тому +50

      Some people really don't realize it.

    • @xxpromlggamerproxx
      @xxpromlggamerproxx Рік тому +33

      I forgor

    • @that1toad64
      @that1toad64 Рік тому +92

      Due to it's influence on internet horror, Backrooms, among other stuff, it's the only thing most people know it by. This song alone. Which is sad.

    • @dankerbell
      @dankerbell Рік тому +5

      i listened to it so i know all too well

    • @Thejigholeman
      @Thejigholeman Рік тому +59

      we are so used to the horror of fear; the lurking creature, the monster in the dark, the angry mob, etc
      Everywhere at the end of time is a different kind of fear that very few (yet too many) people experience. the horror of nothingness.
      first you can't remember where your wife is, and it scares you
      then you can't remember her name, and it frustrates you
      in the end, there was never even a wife to remember, and you are at "peace"
      "Peace" in the sense that silence is music. after all, why fear losing your memories when there is nothing to even remember.
      "a fog so thick you forget forgetting"

  • @becketclark9942
    @becketclark9942 3 роки тому +7577

    Me: hey mom can we get Everywhere at the end of time?
    Mom: who are you?

    • @ashhshsh
      @ashhshsh 3 роки тому +435

      oh no

    • @LiterallyScarecrow
      @LiterallyScarecrow 3 роки тому +795

      Don't cry it's just a funny comment, don't cry it's just a funny comment...

    • @hvboovuhhucb6128
      @hvboovuhhucb6128 3 роки тому +248

      Oh mom don't you remember. You know before the incident.

    • @hyperminty4771
      @hyperminty4771 3 роки тому +266

      "the accident was 2 years ago. It wasn't your fault. Let me go"

    • @ryx10
      @ryx10 3 роки тому +162

      *October 7, 2020. The "Forgotten" incident.*

  • @dan-ho1zz
    @dan-ho1zz 3 роки тому +20644

    Al Bowlly never knew how much his song was gonna fuck with our heads

    • @Vintage_Andrew99
      @Vintage_Andrew99 3 роки тому +736

      Neither did Ted Weems who also performed this song first in the 30s and then it became a hit in 1947

    • @elPatoChannel
      @elPatoChannel 3 роки тому +53

      dan

    • @EpicMinecraftFail
      @EpicMinecraftFail 3 роки тому +65

      @@Vintage_Andrew99 kill stealers

    • @IMP_ROM
      @IMP_ROM 3 роки тому +844

      Fun Fact: Al Bowlly was killed by a German parachute mine that detonated outside his house at around 3 in the morning on the 17th of April, 1941. The explosion outside blew the door in, and the door smashed into him, killing him.

    • @hogski5049
      @hogski5049 3 роки тому +376

      @@IMP_ROM the worst part is that it was just the door, not even the bomb killed him.

  • @lewislabuff8862
    @lewislabuff8862 2 роки тому +637

    I like how Heartaches gets played for a good amount of time, almost to make you forget what's coming and when it hits it's so shocking, that you feel like you forgot what song you put on.

    • @pinkmark4047
      @pinkmark4047 Рік тому +30

      I had UA-cam on autoplay once in the background and when this started I simply thought "Oh, nice. Some Al Bowlly,"
      You can imagine my surprise when It's Just A Burning Memory started creeping in. Quite spooked.

    • @greentoesbstatus4325
      @greentoesbstatus4325 Рік тому +1

      ​@@pinkmark4047what are the odds?

    • @andrewcruz1931
      @andrewcruz1931 3 місяці тому +1

      Oh come on . Everyone knows what they clicked on. No one forgot .

  • @momega7189
    @momega7189 2 роки тому +383

    This song is peak psychological horror oh my god man, the way it subtly changes is like your memory is corroding trying to picture the littlest details until it all finally crumbles.

  • @darkofalltraits9149
    @darkofalltraits9149 3 роки тому +3071

    I love how Al Bowlly looks dead inside while this is all happening

    • @LePogger
      @LePogger 3 роки тому +110

      He looking stoned

    • @gambe96
      @gambe96 3 роки тому +75

      You can see a look of sadness and desperation in his eyes...

    • @EpicMinecraftFail
      @EpicMinecraftFail 3 роки тому +9

      @@gambe96 what

    • @metalbane9861
      @metalbane9861 3 роки тому +24

      Was "dead inside" even a thing back then

    • @CaptainResident
      @CaptainResident 3 роки тому +67

      @@metalbane9861 it's always been a thing, it just wasn't a joke until recently

  • @comradecockatoo3558
    @comradecockatoo3558 3 роки тому +4375

    Heartaches but the disease is slowly starting to set in

  • @user-fr4zn5fn7c
    @user-fr4zn5fn7c Рік тому +707

    this makes me cry every time I hear it, because I had a grandfather that I was pretty close to but his dementia got worse so fast until he couldn’t remember who I was and I remember the day he asked “who are you again?” It broke my heart, and I just went to a room crying :(

    • @user-fr4zn5fn7c
      @user-fr4zn5fn7c Рік тому +87

      he was a great grandfather, he never said anything bad, he was gentle, he was very funny, and he took me to go places even if he didn’t want to go there, it hurt me so much that he was going through that much pain and it made me absolutely break when he lies in bed and only remembered one person, which was my brother. after that he passed away and it still really bothers me that I couldn’t say anything to him because I couldn’t bare to see him like that it made me more upset than I ever have been beforw

    • @RileyVoices
      @RileyVoices Рік тому +32

      @@user-fr4zn5fn7c incredibly strong, sorry for what you had to go through 💙

    • @user-fr4zn5fn7c
      @user-fr4zn5fn7c Рік тому +12

      @@RileyVoices thank you so much :)

    • @m_lrt
      @m_lrt 11 місяців тому +6

      Your comment made me cry :( sorry for you❤️

    • @MoonLmao
      @MoonLmao 9 місяців тому +3

      fuck man. thats some sad ass shit. hope your're doing better now my guy.

  • @alittlebitofme07
    @alittlebitofme07 8 місяців тому +72

    Wow, I love how at 3:33 you can hear his voice very faintly in the background but the only thing you can hear clearly is ''it's just a burning memory'' that's such a nice touch.
    Love both the songs, they're kinda creepy but also kind of jams? Idk, love Everywhere at the End of Time and it's music.

  • @awesome3mpire405
    @awesome3mpire405 3 роки тому +5316

    "I forget why i came to the kitchen..."

    • @jenncel
      @jenncel 3 роки тому +89

      cmon man.

    • @jasperanimates5673
      @jasperanimates5673 3 роки тому +268

      OH THAT'S RIGHT I WAS RUNNING AWAY FROM A SERIAL KILLER

    • @ianplace9977
      @ianplace9977 3 роки тому +58

      @@jasperanimates5673 AAAAAAAAAAH

    • @boenana-3054
      @boenana-3054 3 роки тому +55

      @@jasperanimates5673 oh, I forgot what they look like

    • @heeseunglee6605
      @heeseunglee6605 3 роки тому +61

      “Who are you people, why are you in my kitchen.”

  • @cormorantcolors6791
    @cormorantcolors6791 3 роки тому +13768

    The saddest part is how you can feel Heartaches trying to come back in, but it’s too late.

  • @joewilliams-un8vu
    @joewilliams-un8vu Рік тому +211

    This edit is genius. The first half of the song, I was scared of It’s Just A Burning Memory kicking in because it is creepy but then the second half, I was scared of Heartaches creeping in because it was reminding me about what it originally was.

  • @SammySamSams
    @SammySamSams 2 роки тому +90

    this whole videos is :
    i rember 💡
    i forgor 💀
    i rember 💡
    i forgor 💀
    i forgor 💀
    i rember 💡
    i forgor 💀

  • @Cpt.Sailor
    @Cpt.Sailor 3 роки тому +3179

    the quiet vocals at the end really fucked with me like i couldn't tell if i was just thinking the lyrics in my head or if it was actually playing them

  • @zaneort
    @zaneort 3 роки тому +4801

    Al Bowlly’s story is pretty sad, at the beginning of World War II the place he was staying at was bombed and he died

    • @someguy9893
      @someguy9893 3 роки тому +246

      Poor guy

    • @CaptainResident
      @CaptainResident 3 роки тому +892

      Not only bombed, even, a bomb went off outside his door and blew it in. Door hit him, it was purely bad luck that got him... And a door.

    • @user-qe8go6ur8w
      @user-qe8go6ur8w 3 роки тому +506

      if not for the nazis, he would have probably still been alive during the 70s

    • @FiorelloEAzura
      @FiorelloEAzura 3 роки тому +61

      @@user-qe8go6ur8w Yes.

    • @icantthinkofaname8139
      @icantthinkofaname8139 3 роки тому +209

      Be thankful guys, that door might’ve saved him from Alzheimers

  • @andreavasquez4355
    @andreavasquez4355 2 роки тому +217

    This is a piece of art all by itself. I know it's mostly a joke, but the shifts happen in a beautiful way to me. It's like how you hear some new notes or parts of a song you've listened to for years, as if it changes each time you play it.

    • @coreybates9367
      @coreybates9367 11 місяців тому +6

      The transition is godly and it deserves all the praise

  • @CometMedalChavez
    @CometMedalChavez Рік тому +164

    This gives me uncontrollable chills every time I listen to it. It’s the fact that Heartaches does its’ absolute best to come back in, but it’s can’t. It’s actually symbolic of a dementia patient trying to remember their best memories and their loved ones, but no matter how hard they try, they just… can’t. Creepy stuff.

  • @zoosmell_egbert
    @zoosmell_egbert 3 роки тому +4149

    This sounds like when you're hanging out with friends and try to suppress your depression

    • @oeurves_d-oriel
      @oeurves_d-oriel 3 роки тому +252

      I've had this exact same sensation before. It sucks when I'm enjoying talking to my friends but I can't get my mind off all the shit I worry about

    • @Caseyy04
      @Caseyy04 3 роки тому +47

      for me its me trying to convince myself why not to strangle someone

    • @bobhydro913
      @bobhydro913 3 роки тому +63

      Well in the album this first stage represents how "we" or "the person" suffering with dimentia is trying pass of the slowly deteriorating memory off as just a part of age. The songs title fits this too as it's called "A burning memory" as if it's just starting to fade away. The similarities between these things are how we put our feelings down a lot of the time and sometimes ignore the problems we have as a whole. But the longer we do it the worst they become as those feelings keep piling up and over. The reality is that we all feel like shit and feel even more helpless. But even if the source of depression or in this case dimentia is not clearly defined it's still not worth it to ignore it. In the long run it evolves and continues to eat at us. Meeting your needs is the best possible thing a person can do for themselves.

    • @hel2727
      @hel2727 3 роки тому +17

      you a fellow depressed bi? haha

    • @bobhydro913
      @bobhydro913 3 роки тому +6

      @@hel2727 yea man sucks when you gotta to see it. Sometimes you just wish you could be there to help.

  • @AlyPatsy
    @AlyPatsy 3 роки тому +34534

    I love how “A Burning Memory” was named after a single verse in the song. As though the patient can’t remember the name of the song.

    • @gameboy3d943
      @gameboy3d943 3 роки тому +2008

      The titles of the other music in “Everywhere at the End of Time” also reference “Heartaches”

    • @KassKuri
      @KassKuri 3 роки тому +1347

      @@gameboy3d943 "What does it matter how my heart breaks" is another verse, and I'm pretty sure that "and heart breaks" references this too.
      Is there another one?

    • @batman-gu3ce
      @batman-gu3ce 3 роки тому +286

      Im not the only one to notice... Not a song name I'm just not the only person to notice this.

    • @Souly550
      @Souly550 3 роки тому +457

      @@KassKuri "Burning despair does ache" references to the name of the song. "Heartaches"

    • @TatsTopsVideos
      @TatsTopsVideos 3 роки тому +125

      But what about Mournful Cameraderie? It’s the same as Burning Despair Does Ache

  • @aburnoutfailurewithsomemem3085
    @aburnoutfailurewithsomemem3085 2 роки тому +9

    When I heard burning memory kicked in replacing Heartaches I thought “No not yet, stay with me.” Christ the way this song has effected the internet

  • @johnnyboi5003
    @johnnyboi5003 10 місяців тому +28

    Fuck me. Listening to this with headphones at night is goddamn terrifying.

  • @hibiscusbuds6414
    @hibiscusbuds6414 3 роки тому +5004

    this is when im dissociating in public

    • @anrylstudios
      @anrylstudios 3 роки тому +17

      Hi

    • @MythSpeed
      @MythSpeed 3 роки тому +8

      @@anrylstudios henlo

    • @anrylstudios
      @anrylstudios 3 роки тому +50

      why is this so accurate like wth

    • @MythSpeed
      @MythSpeed 3 роки тому +14

      @@anrylstudios yeah everyone felt it even me i forgot why i am even here aswell

    • @eddiegavidia134
      @eddiegavidia134 3 роки тому +3

      What?

  • @moomoo2193
    @moomoo2193 3 роки тому +2173

    This is what intense PTSD/traumatic flashbacks feels like.

    • @ambera9862
      @ambera9862 3 роки тому +134

      I lost my dog that I’ve had my entire life earlier today and somehow, I can’t remember him anymore, I just feel that he was here and that brings me so much pain.

    • @ambera9862
      @ambera9862 3 роки тому +101

      When someone brought him up in conversation I would hyperventilate and I know it sounds like and overreaction to the loss of a pet, but he’s been the one constant thing my whole life, ever since I was an infant.

    • @remus9249
      @remus9249 3 роки тому +53

      @@ambera9862 My condolences. I know how it feels, it hurts like hell but you don't ever have to feel like the way you react to this is an overreaction. losing your pet hurts as much as losing any other loved one and it's okay to feel sad and shook about it. dealing with death is never easy. we just learn to cope with it over time because it's a part of life and all we can really do is deal with the emotions we experience in a healthy way and accept that it hurts.
      I trust that you'll feel better over time, we're often stronger than we might think but there's also no shame in talking to people about it if you feel you can't handle it alone. either way I hope that you have a good christmas and I sincerely wish you all the best in giving this a place.

    • @sgurdmeal662
      @sgurdmeal662 3 роки тому +2

      No joke

    • @fugostrawberries
      @fugostrawberries 3 роки тому +5

      can confirm, it does

  • @isaaciktaile1118
    @isaaciktaile1118 Рік тому +28

    1:01 just breaks my heart. The somber tone of it's just a burning memory behind those two "heartaches" just sounds so somber.

  • @CallMeCamuran
    @CallMeCamuran Рік тому +83

    3:40 is chilling. It feels like he's trying to fight against it. Damn. Good work.

  • @buttergorl987
    @buttergorl987 3 роки тому +854

    It’s sounds like someone trying to get through their daily life but flashbacks of their traumatic past prevents them from it until it becomes too much and when the music stopped, it feels like they ended their life

    • @FriedFreya
      @FriedFreya 3 роки тому +21

      Oh I hope the music never stops for me, in spite of the horrors that get replayed repeatedly... Those thoughts are a struggle for anyone who suffers from PTSD, unfortunately.

    • @fugostrawberries
      @fugostrawberries 3 роки тому +9

      haha I do that

    • @sweatnuts81
      @sweatnuts81 3 роки тому +2

      The album is about the descent into dementia

    • @buttergorl987
      @buttergorl987 3 роки тому +2

      @@sweatnuts81 I know

    • @hibiscusbuds6414
      @hibiscusbuds6414 3 роки тому +4

      Didn't need to be called out but thanks 😔

  • @tacolord8810
    @tacolord8810 3 роки тому +9653

    The scariest part is how the paintings just slip in without you noticing until it's too late

    • @justwoosh
      @justwoosh 3 роки тому +657

      the time you said it i saw that the paintings have appeared and triggered my fight or flight senses

    • @chaos_turnip
      @chaos_turnip 3 роки тому +417

      HOLY SHIT HOW THE FUCK DID I NOT NOTICE THAT

    • @quill..
      @quill.. 3 роки тому +258

      I didn’t either- they just suddenly started appearing-

    • @tlyke
      @tlyke 3 роки тому +18

      @@justwoosh same

    • @33rdswifty82
      @33rdswifty82 3 роки тому +166

      Everytime they are about to appear you are going to hear a loud distorted Static TV-like noises

  • @Lucas264
    @Lucas264 Рік тому +31

    when you realize that the lyrics at 1:07 “what does it matter how my heart breaks” is exactly the title of a track in stage 2, where this is even more distorted

  • @Emshii_
    @Emshii_ 2 роки тому +121

    This nearly scares me more than the original, the dread I feel as I wait anxiously for its a burning a memory to appear was so incredibly intense I don’t even know how to explain it

  • @greatestevah5300
    @greatestevah5300 3 роки тому +8415

    I love how about halfway through you can hear the lyrics trying to play against the grain and distortion, like someone is trying to remember the words and can hear them in their head, but just can't seem to recall what they actually were. I've never seen such an effect demonstrated so eerily well in audio form, seriously great work.

    • @WesterLundWorld
      @WesterLundWorld  3 роки тому +543

      Thank you!!

    • @victorrandall5088
      @victorrandall5088 3 роки тому +45

      Holy shit, youre right

    • @fleeg3064
      @fleeg3064 3 роки тому +46

      You sure you've never seen that before? Or do you just not remember seeing that before?

    • @greatestevah5300
      @greatestevah5300 3 роки тому +18

      @@fleeg3064 i mean ive never seen it done so well and accurately, at least in my opinion

    • @fleeg3064
      @fleeg3064 3 роки тому +32

      @@greatestevah5300 You didn't get what I mean, it's a reference to how the song is normally related to memory loss.

  • @caponuts
    @caponuts 3 роки тому +8997

    This made me realize how soulless just a burning memory is

    • @sazvanali1371
      @sazvanali1371 2 роки тому +148

      you are right

    • @miguelcunhakowalski1099
      @miguelcunhakowalski1099 2 роки тому +469

      Your listening to a dead person, all he’s memories and experience died with him.

    • @Ascertivus
      @Ascertivus 2 роки тому +331

      Jeez, it really is. You can hear all joviality and pep removed from the song in mere seconds. It's unnerving.

    • @ChrisPoindexter98
      @ChrisPoindexter98 2 роки тому +117

      Well...yes and also no, it's more like...hollowing out?

    • @izzieisdizzy1376
      @izzieisdizzy1376 2 роки тому +20

      This

  • @TheUnhingedRobot
    @TheUnhingedRobot 3 місяці тому +10

    Stage 0.5: Your mind starts to forget a couple of things, but mostly you don't care about it..... How innocent....

  • @ishnu7988
    @ishnu7988 11 місяців тому +47

    I really like the flanger effect you added at 2:30. That eerie sound really shows the transition well and in a way that that can’t really be explained, only heard.

  • @tamsa9073
    @tamsa9073 3 роки тому +7129

    This sounds like the beginning of the end for the poor patient. Amazing work

    • @WesterLundWorld
      @WesterLundWorld  3 роки тому +296

      Thanks

    • @lowreslireas
      @lowreslireas 3 роки тому +217

      Everywhere At The Beginning of The End of Time

    • @joratto2833
      @joratto2833 3 роки тому +36

      Now how did it go again?

    • @pouncelygrin6699
      @pouncelygrin6699 3 роки тому +46

      It started with an heartache

    • @solario27
      @solario27 3 роки тому +17

      @@pouncelygrin6699 u cant just do that... wait what am i doing again?

  • @WALTJOY
    @WALTJOY 3 роки тому +1346

    "Hey, this is pretty good and Al Bowlly is a pretty good artist"
    *shift to It's Just a Burnjng Memory*
    "Oh no"

    • @thebluecactusstudiosmemory1483
      @thebluecactusstudiosmemory1483 2 роки тому +33

      lol the typo just makes this better

    • @clixis
      @clixis 2 роки тому +30

      @@thebluecactusstudiosmemory1483 ikr, it is like the i forgor💀

    • @AverageDudelol
      @AverageDudelol 2 роки тому

      al bowlly is good but idk why i feel like hes a computer genarated voice

    • @jesuscondom15
      @jesuscondom15 2 роки тому +3

      @@AverageDudelol Because it's an old song?

    • @CTGReviews
      @CTGReviews 2 роки тому +1

      “I feel like it’s gonna transition back again, my memories are coming back, I can remember his voice again!”
      *shifts back*
      *”AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH”*

  • @alejandrinasandoval7291
    @alejandrinasandoval7291 Місяць тому +5

    I love how you can hear heartaches in the back round as its just a burning memory plays like its trying to take control again

  • @Saint_Terra
    @Saint_Terra Рік тому +9

    phycological horror hit different

  • @maryfreegirl2029
    @maryfreegirl2029 3 роки тому +4134

    the fact that this song is so catchy makes it even harder for me to forget about the rest... it causes me distress but i can't stop listening to it, wtf is wrong with me

    • @MrPies32
      @MrPies32 3 роки тому +101

      For two weeks after I finished EATEOT, this song and a song from a different stage were stuck in my head. almost constantly

    • @thatbitchnoemie
      @thatbitchnoemie 3 роки тому +51

      @@MrPies32 For me I think it's the last song, "Place in the world fades away", that is going to loop in my head when I try to sleep.

    • @owentatham-brown8056
      @owentatham-brown8056 3 роки тому +2

      @@MrPies32 me too.

    • @urikimaais4459
      @urikimaais4459 3 роки тому +4

      moe

    • @maryfreegirl2029
      @maryfreegirl2029 3 роки тому +8

      @@urikimaais4459 moe.

  • @javivaki
    @javivaki 3 роки тому +1532

    I sang along to melody, but as it progressed, it became a bit tricky to keep up.

  • @StormieGage
    @StormieGage 2 роки тому +43

    i swear i could write a whole essay about how this video makes me feel, it’s so chilling

  • @X_kaye_X
    @X_kaye_X 3 місяці тому +7

    DUDE THE COLORED PARTS COMING IN THAT'S THE REASON I WANTED THIS VERSION

  • @chromiumex2384
    @chromiumex2384 3 роки тому +743

    Oh. Oh so it’s ‘try not to collapse into existential terror’ o’clock. L-lovely.

    • @E4439Qv5
      @E4439Qv5 3 роки тому +14

      _first time?_

    • @Memerath
      @Memerath 3 роки тому +1

      love your pfp

    • @Memerath
      @Memerath 3 роки тому

      @GD Magic Gaming apologies

    • @maximusrodriguez7187
      @maximusrodriguez7187 3 роки тому

      I can't make it past the first song, it terrifies me in a way I never felt before. I've always been a paranoid person but that first song gave my paranoia a boost.

    • @Tharmin.124
      @Tharmin.124 3 роки тому

      Nice, 666 likes

  • @chaospacemarine8330
    @chaospacemarine8330 3 роки тому +2831

    3:20 I love how the lyrics are so buried beneath the distortions they're almost indistinguishable from the noise.
    Kind of like having the lyrics at the tip of your tongue, and only being able to follow the melody.

  • @hugonh6643
    @hugonh6643 Рік тому +12

    youtube, why you putting this on my pop playlist?💀

    • @Quotethe
      @Quotethe 2 місяці тому +1

      You put it there

    • @DostoyevskyTolstoy
      @DostoyevskyTolstoy Місяць тому +1

      Right, of course.
      Silly me.
      How could I have forgotten?

  • @grubskies4221
    @grubskies4221 Рік тому +12

    It's so sad that by the end you can hear him trying to come back in with "what does it matter how my heart breaks" and you can tell the original is fighting to make it's way back in but it can't. It's terrifying

  • @skybuprofen9834
    @skybuprofen9834 3 роки тому +982

    The beginnings: The patient forgets the lyrics to their favorite song from their childhood

    • @broookville
      @broookville 3 роки тому +16

      Isn't your favorite song the last thing you remember though?
      Not positive about it but i've heard it is

    • @jahbama6202
      @jahbama6202 3 роки тому +44

      @@broookville yeah, it’s one of the last things you forget. I remember reading somewhere, that when a patient forgets their favourite song, they’re getting near the end of their life.

    • @detectivepayne3773
      @detectivepayne3773 2 роки тому +30

      that's actually the last thing most patents forget, that's why most of them are told to whistle their favourite song so that they know the end is near when they suddenly can't remember the melody

    • @Zaher74
      @Zaher74 2 роки тому +4

      I forgor 💀

  • @gogogogogoh
    @gogogogogoh 3 роки тому +3431

    It was just 5 minutes, but still felt like an eternity

    • @ColonelBogey
      @ColonelBogey 2 роки тому +133

      It took until
      The end of time

    • @probablycheese
      @probablycheese 2 роки тому +41

      @@ColonelBogey ba dum tss

    • @jgmenelik111
      @jgmenelik111 2 роки тому +3

      same

    • @4gh0st_thng34
      @4gh0st_thng34 2 роки тому +5

      I didn't even saw that it was only 5 minutes, man it really felt like 10
      Which it's kind of accurate, because people with it never notice how fast it's consuming them until well..
      To late to go back

    • @THEREEKING
      @THEREEKING 2 роки тому +2

      agreed

  • @v1c-was-her3
    @v1c-was-her3 2 роки тому +22

    Damnn the way how Burning Memory so violently 'fights' for its place with the original song in this inspiration, there's something very off putting about it, eventually with the latter caving in and only briefly popping in every now and then
    Very cool edit!!

  • @mariocraft1203
    @mariocraft1203 3 місяці тому +4

    Why tf when i listen to this music i instantly feel a chill down my spines 💀

    • @MR.AKAARIK
      @MR.AKAARIK 2 місяці тому

      Because you heard her... It doesn 't matter where or when ...

  • @abuzzbonehead9306
    @abuzzbonehead9306 3 роки тому +14987

    Imagine if he's not saying heartaches and he's singing about hard eggs

  • @spooks2327
    @spooks2327 3 роки тому +2862

    this feels like when you dissociate so hard you stop seeing and everything starts melting, and the bad intrusive thoughts start coming through

    • @jaidendeprez1842
      @jaidendeprez1842 2 роки тому +35

      Try living with the shit 34/7 365 like me.

    • @spooks2327
      @spooks2327 2 роки тому +112

      @@jaidendeprez1842 to be fair, I do have pretty bad issues with dissasociation myself. I've found that taking photos of things, having someone to check in with, and navigation apps all help tremendously with day to day symptoms. You probably didn't comment for advice or anything, but I hope you know that it can get easier, and you're not doomed to suffer alone!

    • @jaidendeprez1842
      @jaidendeprez1842 2 роки тому +33

      @@spooks2327 Thank you!!! :) My bad

    • @spooks2327
      @spooks2327 2 роки тому +37

      @@jaidendeprez1842 you're good!! I understand the frusteration living with this shit, sometimes you just get fed up 😅 I hope you find something to reduce your symptoms soon!

    • @sipherys1961
      @sipherys1961 2 роки тому +9

      Shit you just described my daily life

  • @I_AreGreg
    @I_AreGreg Рік тому +4

    Did you know that dementia once diagnosed has already been in the body for up to nine years and once symptoms are shown it’s too late

  • @yourlemons4271
    @yourlemons4271 10 місяців тому +7

    Heartaches by the number,
    forgotten by the storm.
    Everyday you love me less,
    Each I lose more
    Heartache by the number,
    Memories I can't recall.
    But the day that i stop tryin,
    Thats the day I lose it all.

  • @astro6412
    @astro6412 3 роки тому +4605

    The vocals trying to linger on but slowly fading away gives me a sense of dread, as the former beautiful song slowly turn into nothing but a shadow of it's former self, still beautiful but, not quite complete, and listening to it be more and more faded and forgotten in the full album makes this even sadder. I consider this to be stage 0.5, very well done.

    • @WesterLundWorld
      @WesterLundWorld  3 роки тому +239

      Thanks! That’s a nice description. Ivan Seal’s paintings are like the visual representation of exactly that about something looking ghostly familiar, not only the EATEOT covers as probably everyone knows but the rest of his paintings as well, I strongly recommend checking those out :)

    • @cnnamon
      @cnnamon 3 роки тому +14

      o comentário mó sério aí eu leio o teu nome

    • @chickensandwichenjoyer0
      @chickensandwichenjoyer0 3 роки тому +13

      for the people wondering its at 3:21

    • @andreavoigtlander1087
      @andreavoigtlander1087 2 роки тому

      no vocals is better

    • @mikylaviloria1141
      @mikylaviloria1141 2 роки тому +1

      @@geezy8689 listen to Everywhere at the end of time by The Caretaker.

  • @GhostDanTBG
    @GhostDanTBG 3 роки тому +6711

    Use headphones for a better experience.
    *Dude, you'll never know how scared I am everytime The Caretaker version creeped in.*

    • @animotiondesign
      @animotiondesign 3 роки тому +267

      I had to turn the light on lol. Felt like something was in the corner observing me.

    • @polyblank2
      @polyblank2 3 роки тому +187

      I cant with this at night, im in vrchat listening to this and everyone is asleep so lt was me, alone, listening to this, i had to take off my headset to check, due to fear of being watched from my windows

    • @maxinator7604
      @maxinator7604 2 роки тому +69

      It sounds like a the light from a light house is going by and you know that if the light hits you you’ll die, so you have to hide behind boxes as you wait for the horrors to pass.

    • @samurod4335
      @samurod4335 2 роки тому +33

      Damn bois, i`m just vibing to it like to some **normal** song. There is nothing scary actually...

    • @Wes.10
      @Wes.10 2 роки тому +14

      @@maxinator7604 Sounds like a lord of the rings reference. Is it?

  • @CLALVCLALV
    @CLALVCLALV 8 місяців тому +2

    When you don’t have dementia
    When you don’t have dementia
    When…uh…

  • @aurelioperez3419
    @aurelioperez3419 2 роки тому +23

    I love how well orchestrated this is. From the coming and the going of different soundtracks, to the distortions, I enjoyed every second of it.

  • @Kahedron17
    @Kahedron17 3 роки тому +411

    So it's 2:00 in the morning, and I'm listening to this while I'm going to the restroom. The moment I open my door to reveal the darkness, the song flares up and I slam the door shut. I take off my headphones and back into the corner. I have not felt that much genuine fear and panic in a LONG time.

    • @drenn.
      @drenn. 3 роки тому +40

      are you alright bud?

    • @thegoldenplague-mask5438
      @thegoldenplague-mask5438 3 роки тому +16

      @@drenn. I hope so

    • @axagorax
      @axagorax 3 роки тому +20

      Omg same but I was afraid of everything well probably because it was like 3am and theres a chair facing right at me
      Nightmare fuel right there

    • @Prizrak131
      @Prizrak131 3 роки тому +4

      Did you make it out?

    • @potentia16
      @potentia16 3 роки тому +3

      I Do not know how scary that would be

  • @feather314
    @feather314 3 роки тому +5236

    This is so cool but in the worst possible way!

    • @MonsieurSwag
      @MonsieurSwag 3 роки тому +14

      yEa

    • @tradingforsouls
      @tradingforsouls 3 роки тому +17

      uh hUH

    • @chippy4032
      @chippy4032 3 роки тому +16

      Alzheimer's in a nutshell

    • @flamu9183
      @flamu9183 3 роки тому +12

      Most people with Alzheimer’s don’t actually die of Alzheimer’s. They end up dying of a different disease because many dementia patients are old and vulnerable.

    • @dongle5397
      @dongle5397 3 роки тому +1

      @@flamu9183 well what about the one 4 year old patient?

  • @Yamaguchi_Tadashi
    @Yamaguchi_Tadashi 2 роки тому +25

    The worst thing about this is the fact I listened to this last year about June and then I started having terrible memory (or realized I have horrid memory)- I couldn't remember what I ate a minute ago I couldn't remember my eye color or my favorite foods- Of course I still forget even now some important aspects of my life. I couldn't remember how many aunts I have or when something was due.

    • @turtlefan3971
      @turtlefan3971 2 роки тому +2

      Perhaps it's an infohazard?(or a placebo)

    • @Yamaguchi_Tadashi
      @Yamaguchi_Tadashi 2 роки тому +1

      @@turtlefan3971 Uhhhh maybe- Maybe I just have really bad memory and only recently realized it? A lot of things could factor tbh

    • @turtlefan3971
      @turtlefan3971 2 роки тому +1

      @@Yamaguchi_Tadashi probably

    • @wrrrryyyy12
      @wrrrryyyy12 Рік тому +2

      @@Yamaguchi_Tadashi i also realized but this year not last year that i have horrible memory i dont think its dementia or anything but i also recall realizing this around after hearing this song for the first time
      like a week or 2 after but still

    • @historynerd8699
      @historynerd8699 3 місяці тому +2

      @@wrrrryyyy12 same here... this song is like an scp, convince me it is not (also im willing to bet you forgot you wrote this comment)

  • @sweatnuts81
    @sweatnuts81 3 роки тому +1754

    The title should be " Heartaches but it's just a burning memory"

  • @VinMann
    @VinMann 3 роки тому +702

    Is this is what its like to slowly lose your mind?

    • @moomoo2193
      @moomoo2193 3 роки тому +25

      yessir

    • @kessagh
      @kessagh 3 роки тому +28

      yes but to be more specific, your memory...

    • @JamesMuceHecz666
      @JamesMuceHecz666 3 роки тому +16

      Nah , this is how depersonalization feels like

    • @Jane_8319
      @Jane_8319 3 роки тому +12

      You should go listen to the original six hour album

    • @meretricious2977
      @meretricious2977 3 роки тому +9

      Takes about 6 hours for that

  • @GauntZero69
    @GauntZero69 Рік тому +4

    this is like life, when you start youre probably happy and excited and when u grow a little u start to have friends but when u are 5 you start realizing that you live and it becomes sadder and sadder each day as you will never find what u want and further from ur family and in the old age all u have left is a burning memory of what u had....

  • @lunawithsol1342
    @lunawithsol1342 2 роки тому +10

    Listening to this… then immediately jumping into the album is just… absolutely haunting. The pre-existentialism you’ll experience hearing the original fade into distortion.. then continue. Is unreal.

  • @pearlwalker4205
    @pearlwalker4205 3 роки тому +325

    this feels like you're having a panic attack and you're trying to ground yourself with music but it's not working

    • @pastaslut
      @pastaslut 2 роки тому +5

      oh my god literally

    • @lacunaereversed
      @lacunaereversed 2 роки тому

      @@I_Eat_Erlenmeyer_Flasks eyyyyyy I finally met someone who has the same phobia as me :D

    • @lacunaereversed
      @lacunaereversed 2 роки тому

      @@I_Eat_Erlenmeyer_Flasks ohhh that makes sense

  • @bigboss4178
    @bigboss4178 2 роки тому +3595

    People always crying and having panic attacks to this and I'm like:
    _you're listening to Fallout Music but your Pip-Boy is broken_

    • @SomeD00D01
      @SomeD00D01 2 роки тому +100

      Damn gotta go to vault 81 again

    • @eraseLove1212
      @eraseLove1212 2 роки тому +84

      Bruh am i the only one who vibes to this shit

    • @afreakingcommenterorsmth2708
      @afreakingcommenterorsmth2708 2 роки тому +21

      @@eraseLove1212 no, i also vibe

    • @TheAzureNightmare
      @TheAzureNightmare 2 роки тому

      Well maybe that shot to the head is gonna get you eventually. Especially with other Head Crippling!

    • @stevepalpatine2828
      @stevepalpatine2828 2 роки тому +29

      Sounds like we're picking up a lot of rads...

  • @cookiecutter5176
    @cookiecutter5176 2 роки тому +2

    When you're having a fun car ride then remember something terrible you forgot years ago

  • @thebirdsarentreal0
    @thebirdsarentreal0 Рік тому +5

    dude. this is terrifying.

  • @danibrent3068
    @danibrent3068 2 роки тому +6243

    I thought this was just gonna slowly transition into the caretaker version- i was seriously not mentally prepared for the fades abruptly popping in and out until it fully corrupts the song. Made my heart freeze.

    • @Indy-the-soup
      @Indy-the-soup 2 роки тому +236

      It is literally like heartbreaking

    • @KeaneJ123
      @KeaneJ123 2 роки тому +248

      @@Indy-the-soup it is heartaching

    • @iv689
      @iv689 2 роки тому +146

      @@KeaneJ123 It's... just a burning memory

    • @jetstreamsam4689
      @jetstreamsam4689 2 роки тому +219

      That was on purpose. It's supposed to simulate what it's like to have alzheimers and to have your memories being take from you at irregular intervals and then to have them ripped from you in a moment and then try to remember what you forgotten before you forget why you need to remember.

    • @arthyyyr8401
      @arthyyyr8401 Рік тому +34

      Fuck i just got spoiled lmao

  • @KirboYT
    @KirboYT 2 роки тому +6624

    This isn't even horror, but it might as well be. This is one of the scariest videos I have ever watched

    • @houghwhite411
      @houghwhite411 2 роки тому +170

      Oh boy, I didn't even finish the original. Just too scary

    • @CG00001
      @CG00001 2 роки тому +31

      it’s in a fnaf fan game haha

    • @xKeville
      @xKeville 2 роки тому +120

      I think it's so scary because of how real it is. Most of us will experience this at sometimes in the distant future. That's what makes it so terrifying for me.

    • @HanzCastroyearsago
      @HanzCastroyearsago 2 роки тому +90

      Its horror. Psychological horror at that.

    • @unibunnii5520
      @unibunnii5520 2 роки тому +6

      Same

  • @pagancourier4604
    @pagancourier4604 2 роки тому +4

    Near the end, the man trying to sing through ,”It’s just a burning memory,” sounds sad...

  • @liminalman2189
    @liminalman2189 Рік тому +3

    Making this your alarm is so amazing :D

  • @redd.rabbit
    @redd.rabbit 3 роки тому +993

    For anyone who hasn’t listened to Everywhere at the End of Time or doesn’t know what it is, it’s a 6ish hour artistic piece about the stages of dementia. I highly recommend listening to it if you have a free six hours (it’s best to do it in one sitting so you can immerse yourself in it)

    • @lukassheridan5271
      @lukassheridan5271 3 роки тому +98

      Just don't listen to it at night

    • @thatbitchnoemie
      @thatbitchnoemie 3 роки тому +75

      @@lukassheridan5271 Or even when the sun starts to set

    • @thehylian6984
      @thehylian6984 3 роки тому +69

      @@lukassheridan5271 can confirm, am still fucked up in the head from it

    • @spark6401
      @spark6401 3 роки тому +57

      Or when you are going through tough time in your life

    • @whatisthis8650
      @whatisthis8650 3 роки тому +42

      I recommend taking breaks in between

  • @smallfellaj6926
    @smallfellaj6926 3 роки тому +861

    "A Burning Memory" made such an impression on me that hearing Al Bowlly sing on the song feels unnatural. He sounds like a ghost

    • @pyroparagon8945
      @pyroparagon8945 2 роки тому +21

      That's just shitty recording technology.

    • @DoomKid
      @DoomKid 2 роки тому +47

      He hasn’t been alive for some time, so you’re not wrong..

    • @TheAlfieReal
      @TheAlfieReal 2 роки тому +2

      He is

    • @_N-0-N-4_
      @_N-0-N-4_ 2 роки тому +4

      he probably is a ghost, he has been dead for a few years

    • @ps92809
      @ps92809 2 роки тому +3

      @@_N-0-N-4_ by a few years you mean over 70

  • @NarutoUzumaki-qv1yt
    @NarutoUzumaki-qv1yt 2 роки тому +3

    MMMMMMM HARD EGGS
    WHY DOES IT MATTER HOW MY EGG BREAKS

  • @ThatsSimon4u
    @ThatsSimon4u 2 роки тому +6

    This genuinely gave me chills at like the 2:34 mark, terrifyingly beautiful. Good work with blending these two songs together! Also made me tear up a bit, incredible work just in general with capturing the essence of just how scary Dementia is.

  • @novalight7228
    @novalight7228 2 роки тому +4661

    What a wonderful song! I sure do hope it doesn’t get remixed into a depressing 6 hour album associated with the gradual take over of the mental illness that is dementia!

  • @leshifty9252
    @leshifty9252 3 роки тому +583

    there's something so upsetting about hearing Al's voice disappear under burning memory at around 4:00 ish.
    like you're forgetting what his voice sounds like.

  • @FleshPanopticon.
    @FleshPanopticon. 2 роки тому +7

    I like how at first, small things change. It makes you think you didn’t notice it before even though it changed. It’s like you forgot, like it’s a burning memory…

  • @laurabartlett8033
    @laurabartlett8033 9 місяців тому +5

    you did an excellent job with this video, you even went as far as with the graphics! i'm a personal support worker for seniors in need of care. i'm currently studying it's just a burning memory in hopes of understanding what a patient with dementia may feel, improving my care in the long run. this means a lot to me. thank you

  • @___nttien
    @___nttien 2 роки тому +3266

    Man when the “It’s just a burning memory” hit, I legit just froze. I wasn’t thinking and moving but just lay there, horrified.

  • @jre2h3qegr
    @jre2h3qegr 2 роки тому +4150

    I hate but love how when your getting closer to the end of the video you can hear the faint sounds of the original song in the background, clinging on. It really depicts how dementia is so terrifying, you struggle to remember the greatest moments in your life as each and every one of them slowly slip away.

    • @jimmyneutron3986
      @jimmyneutron3986 2 роки тому +19

      Nice heart-ache

    • @SackboyLBP
      @SackboyLBP 2 роки тому +4

      You're*

    • @Haven_city_civilian
      @Haven_city_civilian 2 роки тому +25

      Don't worry, you'll eventually forget about it.

    • @randomguy2023
      @randomguy2023 2 роки тому +3

      Did AI have dementia? What’s the context cause I have no idea

    • @baron_nemo5792
      @baron_nemo5792 2 роки тому +42

      @@randomguy2023 this song was sampled in an album called ‘everywhere at the end of time’ about the stages of dementia.

  • @combie7482
    @combie7482 2 роки тому +24

    stage 0.1
    Little gaps of memory
    stage 0.2
    Unnoticeable memory loss
    stage 0.3
    The memory loss becomes noticeable
    stage 0.4
    Larger gaps in memory
    stage 0.5
    Growing memory gaps
    stage 0.6
    Post-dementia
    stage 0.7
    It all starts
    stage 0.8
    The memory starts to burn
    stage 0.9
    The gaps grow and continue
    stage 1.0
    It’s just a burning memory

  • @cadeklaps
    @cadeklaps 5 місяців тому +13

    If you're not careful and you noclip out of reality in the wrong areas, you'll end up in the backrooms, where it's nothing but the stink of old moist carpet, the madness of mono-yellow, the endless background noise of fluorescent lights at maximum hum-buzz, and approximately six hundred million square miles of randomly segemented empty rooms to be trapped in
    God save you if you hear something wandering around nearby.. because it sure as hell has heard you.

  • @libertyprime3753
    @libertyprime3753 3 роки тому +407

    i love how the picture starts to shift and incorporate elements from the different stage covers,like a dementia patient slowly forgetting what an important event really looked like

  • @somenerd710
    @somenerd710 3 роки тому +8003

    Sure, the caretaker’s existence makes this sad, but what makes this truly scary for me is the fact they your listening to a dead person singing, that always fucks with me

  • @minetieplays2092
    @minetieplays2092 Рік тому +2

    Imagine this dude’s ghost looking at how his song did whatever this is to the internet and he’s just like “what”

  • @_quitting_.
    @_quitting_. Рік тому +2

    I wake up, seeing that nobody’s awake, I go into the living room. I sit by the crackling fire for a while. I decide to go back upstairs to see that no one is there. I look around shocked to see everything gone or broken. I say “hello..?” I hear something move. My neck turns ever so slightly, I start hearing this strange music as I walk outside as it is a barren wasteland. I think to myself, how long was I by the fire? I wake up in a straight jacket and my mouth taped shut. As a voice said “Hello experiment 1940, I see you are awake now. It is time to put you to rest.” Then I wake up again, right next to the fire. I go upstairs, it is all just repeating again. make it stop. MAKE IT STOP.

  • @valentine5491
    @valentine5491 3 роки тому +1246

    I like to think that "It's just a burning memory" represents the patients lover who's probably dead. As the song goes on, the sample still pops up, even in stage 4. To me, this is the patient trying their hardest to remember this lover.

    • @detectivepayne3773
      @detectivepayne3773 2 роки тому +74

      i think it's the patient trying to remember the actual song but they can't quite put a finger on it, they only remember the beat and one verse "it's just a burning memory"

    • @anthonybernero9720
      @anthonybernero9720 2 роки тому +28

      It's both. They're trying desperately to remember the song because it's that song that helps them remember their lost lover, whom will be lost forever if they lose the memory of the song.

    • @lawofseven1465
      @lawofseven1465 2 роки тому +14

      @@detectivepayne3773 the sad thing is I sent "a burning memory" to my grandmother not knowing there was an actual song for its instrumental, and though she did know, she couldn't remember the lyrics, only the beat and one verse

    • @sonyabladesbooty3890
      @sonyabladesbooty3890 2 роки тому

      You're taking it too literally. The song is just about dementia, not any specific stage that it's representative of.

    • @morshulinton4112
      @morshulinton4112 2 роки тому +4

      @@detectivepayne3773 The song name "What does it matter how my heart breaks" could mean they also remember that verse.

  • @_uwucifer_
    @_uwucifer_ 2 роки тому +6829

    i love how you snuck in bowlly singing “it’s just a burning memory” near the end.. gave me chills!!

    • @buttoned2291
      @buttoned2291 2 роки тому +78

      5th time listening and i still get chills at that part... it was definitely a great detail as well as the background

    • @jimmilton8333
      @jimmilton8333 2 роки тому +118

      Best part is if you listen very closely it was actually the full chorus that you could barely hear but only "it's just a burning memory" was actually audible. It's starts at around 3:21
      I've heard this edit a few times but this is the first time I've noticed that.

    • @Axcyantol
      @Axcyantol 2 роки тому +11

      what part

    • @RaiderCat12
      @RaiderCat12 2 роки тому +58

      It is precisely at 3:44

    • @Axcyantol
      @Axcyantol 2 роки тому +32

      @@RaiderCat12 thanks
      that lyric thing appears throughout the song as well
      listen before that and you can hear the lyrics, then the lyrics become louder to say "It's just a burning memory" clearly then become quiet again

  • @haterethafranklin5286
    @haterethafranklin5286 Рік тому

    This has easily become one of my favorite audios on this app! Thank you!

  • @Strick-IX
    @Strick-IX Рік тому +3

    Holy shit, this is actually kind of terrifying.