@@shinji8557 the thing is that, there isn't really a reason to love or hate people, the ending will always be the same and will always be the same. But I don't want to be like porcupines during winter, I want to be a human with the choice of doing whatever I want to
What? No. I get that's a reference. Lol. Shinji learns the error of that and learns to come to terms with pain in a healthy way, not to distance pain. That's childish, and his case sorta led to his solipsistic view of reality.
“I Mustn’t Run Away!” ~ Shinji Ikari “I Can Live By My Own!” ~ Asuka Langley Soryu/Shikinami “I Am Me...” ~ Rei Ayanami (Yui Ayanami (Ikari)/Infinite Clones/Shinji’s Mom) “I May Have Been Born Just To Meet You.” ~ Kaworu Nagisa
I used to listen to another perspective by idealism in middle school. I realized I only wish to succeed because it made the others around me proud of me when I was a child. My parents especially. It gave me value and a sense of self-worth. I now do not believe people love or care about me unless i succeed. Middle school me didnt know this, but he just wanted others to be proud of him. So he bit and cut himself when he didnt get perfect scores, as this kept him from receiving praise from others. He had to b perfect cuz anything else was not good enough. I really relate asuka in this way, and hearing her scream mama makes my heart sink. If anyone reads this, i hope you are doing well
Yup. That’s part of life, in the end you only got yourself but regardless your parents will be proud because you are there child. Even if not, remember the simple things, let not the small but hard stuff take away the gratitude and importance of the simple things. God is there wherever you go, be at peace with yourself, your heart as still as water, God will reflect on you, just like the Sun reflects beautifully on still water. Have a good day
That's because home is what we make of it. It's a hard realization of truth. We ourselves are the orchestrator of our own symphony. That's the premise of the show itself. Only through taking the actions in which we dont want to can we find who we are and where home is sometimes. One of the tricks with dealing with a form of an anxiety is exposing yourself to it. Be Shinji and pilot that Eva no matter how hard it is.
i don't wanna die. i don't wanna die. i don't wanna die. i don't wanna die. i don't wanna die. i don't wanna die. i don't wanna die. i don't wanna die. i don't wanna die. i don't wanna die.
I want to give up. I don't know what to do anymore. I've been hiding my emotions for so long that I've just become numb. I haven't been me in so many years that...I can't remember who that is.
I don't normally comment but I noticed nobody has replied yet and I want you to know that you're not alone. Maybe right now you don't know who you are but I hope that someday it will come back to you so you can feel comfortable as who you are and express what you're feeling. Best of luck
Honestly bro, life is just a myriad of mysteries and questions with a myriad of answers to them. I think I speak for many (such as Trinity) when I say that you're not alone. Many times in my life have I experienced these crises of a loss of self; be that your motivation, your goals, your interests, etc... In short bursts of time, I have changed my own personal view of myself so many times. You said you haven't been "you" in so many years, and I think it's important for you to know that your vision of "you" is entirely up to you yourself. I think this self-identity thing you're talking about is very comparable to Ayanami Rei's monologues in which she says things along the line of "Who am I? I am me." YOU are you, but not the you that other people view you as, but the you that you want to be. Basically, what I want to say, is that while you may not have found it yet, the "you", you want to be and the one that you see yourself as is out there waiting for you! You just have to push through whatever obstacle comes your way and find it. As corny as that sounds, it's honestly not too far fetched. All in all, best of luck on the journey to finding yourself. There will be times when you feel like you want to give up, believe me, I know, but it's all the more reason to push harder than ever before! :)
another perspective by idealism at 16:08 is a lofi remix from one of the songs in to the moon , whenever i hear it on the streams i get really nostalgic.
Estoy hablando con mi crush, y honestamente está música me hace sentir menos inseguro de lo que ella piense de mi, y me ayuda a relajarme sabes, es simplemente perfecta - -
@@glorialucidi2299 se que es algo largo, pero, no se, creo que hay gente que si se interesa bueno, me le declare, me rechazo, nos volvimos buenos amigos, le ayudo con las clases de inglés, hablamos seguido, pienso las cosas, veo a su novio el cual es uno de mis buenos amigos, recuerdo todo lo que he hecho por ella y todo lo que ella ha hecho por mí, no la superó, acepto que no me gusta, acepto que la aprecio mucho, le pido que sea mi mejor amiga, acepta, ahora el resto es incierto. Todo es verdad :/ Si te digo la verdad, espero que rompan, me siento egoísta por eso. Igualmente, se que aunque rompan o no, ella va a saber que nunca lo voy a abandonar No es un final triste ni un final feliz, ya que todavía no es el final
@@juandavidortegacalderon307 parece egoísta, peró yo en tu lugar también esperaría que rompan. Tienes razón, todavía no hay final, peró te voy a decir una cosa: la vida es inmensa, hay muchísima gente en todo el mundo. Tengo que recordar esto yo también, quiero al mismo chico desde cuatro años, incluso si ya no está conmigo. Espero que tú no vas a ser como mí, espero que ninguno va a serlo
If it were me in UNIT 001, I'd kill, live and die like Shinji, but I'd be myself. I could relate to him throughout the entire show. He didnt get what he really wanted in the end. He just got disappointment.
I feel you. Sometimes it feels like there's nothing else to live for, but there's always a little something, you just need to keep finding something to fight for, mo matter how small
Evangelion es mi anime favorito, es de los pocos que cuenta una buena historia y que no es para nada una fantasía de poder. Te hace plantearte muchas cosas, una lástima que tan poca gente se adentre en lo que intenta transmitir y se centren en quien es la mejor waifu, shipeos o cosas que no merecen la pena. Para mi el mejor anime, es casi el único que puedo llegar a comparar con grandes clásicos.
No me gusta parecer mamador pseudo critico del anime Pero usualmente siempre termino viendo Evangelion por lo decadente que suele ser el anime hoy en día
Eu também concordo, inclusive com o final desse último filme cheguei a ficar emocionado com a trajetória do shinji, infelizmente não terminou com a bestgirl na minha opinião mas terminou tão bem que nem me importo, excelente anime
Everyone here being deep and quoting Evangelion (I also love Evangelion) and then there is me, doing research on how to write a convincing villain for a story that I probably will never write. I hope y'all are ok, you're really nice and cool
I know this sounds basic, I’m not even religious myself, but I’ve come to the conclusion that the only logical meaning to life is God. If there is a God, then that means there is an afterlife, giving us a reason to be good people so we can go there. If there is no God, than no matter how hard we try everything will end the same. In a black void of nothingness. Giving out life no meaning. So therefor the only plausible meaning to life is; God.
theres no other reason for living than living itself, if the end is the same for everyone, then is up to you the path u want and fight for it, thats at least my purpose
I’ve been really shit these past few months, I’ve made sure my family doesn’t notice but why am I so upset, so hurt I used to know what upset me but at this point it’s all just a blur until it eventually stops or I give way
Speak to them, keeping your thoughts to yourself isn’t healthy, you will just end up getting even more upset. Ask yourself this question: “Why do I keep it to myself?” Think for a while, and then look at the positive things of life, think that there is people who live a tougher life than you. Be grateful, some people don’t even have a family, just spend time with them, life is short. Before you’ll notice, some people might be gone. Just, *ENJOY*
Listening to this I really thought about my mental state. I've related to shinji more than once but I don't know how to tell anyone I care about how I feel.
En tercero de la ESO pasaron muchas cosas...me comporte como un imbecil...me daban muchas cosas, ya no solo materiales, amor, confianza...etc...y aun asi lo que hice fue tirar todo eso a la basura...no hacia nada, era un vago, no aportaba nada hasta el punto de ser un lastre para el resto, y mi circulo intimo aun asi me seguia cediendo privilegios...para colmo habia una chica que me gustaba...pero...no surgio... a parte de que soy timido...no me correspondio...todo salio mal en ese año...meses mas tarde tras terminar el curso llego a mis manos un libro de desarrollo personal...depresión al canto, fui in imbecil...un desagradecido, un arrogante, un envidioso...lo peor no es eso...lo peor es que lo echo echo esta...aunque ahora ya no sea asi y solo haya pasado un año...ese año esta ahi...lo hice mal...y no puedo hacer nada...mi circulo intimo sabe que he cambiado...pero a la unica chica a la que he querido...nunca lo sabra...era perfecta para mi por mucho que se diga “hay mas peces en el mar” lo hice fatal con ella...me gane una fama en la clase horrible, un payaso en toda regla...y de nuevo...lo echo echo esta...ya no se puede arreglar... Aunque he dicho todo eso...hoy estoy bien...digamos que...sigo siendo imbecil en un cierto sentido...pero...no puedo hacer que aceptar mis errores y no volver a cometerlos...¿Encontrare el amor algun dia? Quien sabe... Si has leido esto...me da igual quien o de que pais o lenguaje seas o hables...gracias...gracias por haberlo leido hasta el final...la vida es larga y da tiempo para todo...sigue hacia adelante y mejorate...tu puedes cambiar si quieres como yo lo hice, crea una versión de ti a la cual ames...y vive feliz sin odiar a nadie...eso no sirve para nada...muchas gracias de nuevo....y...de todo se sale...
50% of the conversation in evangelion can be put in like a lofi album and it'll still be lit af.
I'm including EoE too.
Literally what I'm trying to find right now I might just make it
"I hate this. I hate everyone. I hate everything. But what I hate the most is myself." -Asuka Langley
Maybe i was born to meet you -Kaworu nagisa
@@brihihi3954 that quote still hits me waaaaaaaay too hard
@@catarinapereira3881 even if you hate yourself or others ... I don't hate you...
@@shinji8557 the thing is that, there isn't really a reason to love or hate people, the ending will always be the same and will always be the same. But I don't want to be like porcupines during winter, I want to be a human with the choice of doing whatever I want to
"I want to die." -Shinji ikari
"What's wrong with running away from reality if it sucks?" - Ikari Shinji
I feel u there brother. It's always okay to run, but we all have to stop running eventually. That's just apart of life
Shinji We Feel You.
stfu and get in the robot depressed bi@$
It really be like PTSD flashes of memories or things I rather not imagine while staring at the ceiling...
Cause it's not real. You won't be able to help others, yourself and make the world better if you run away.
"The only person who can sympathize with you and understand you, is you. So, be good to yourself."
part of growing up means finding a way to interact with others while distancing pain
A Hedgehog's Dillema.
What? No. I get that's a reference. Lol. Shinji learns the error of that and learns to come to terms with pain in a healthy way, not to distance pain. That's childish, and his case sorta led to his solipsistic view of reality.
Building up that AT Field.
You Liar!!!
@@bizarro8849 lol
“I Mustn’t Run Away!” ~ Shinji Ikari
“I Can Live By My Own!” ~ Asuka Langley Soryu/Shikinami
“I Am Me...” ~ Rei Ayanami (Yui Ayanami (Ikari)/Infinite Clones/Shinji’s Mom)
“I May Have Been Born Just To Meet You.” ~ Kaworu Nagisa
And then Mari
The kne whi said she'll always wait for them
"Man fears the darkness, and so he scrapes away at the edges of it with fire."
-- Rei Ayanami
I feel so depressed after watching Evangelion and I don't know how to stop it
Take care of yourself.
Give it up and live your best life, however you can.
And Right now?
Don't worry...depressions is impossible to get a solution in one day and in one week you exit...don't worry ajour that and simply...live...
Watch gurren lagann haha
@@latitzouri Is a...verry good terapic
I used to listen to another perspective by idealism in middle school. I realized I only wish to succeed because it made the others around me proud of me when I was a child. My parents especially. It gave me value and a sense of self-worth. I now do not believe people love or care about me unless i succeed. Middle school me didnt know this, but he just wanted others to be proud of him. So he bit and cut himself when he didnt get perfect scores, as this kept him from receiving praise from others. He had to b perfect cuz anything else was not good enough. I really relate asuka in this way, and hearing her scream mama makes my heart sink. If anyone reads this, i hope you are doing well
Yup. That’s part of life, in the end you only got yourself but regardless your parents will be proud because you are there child. Even if not, remember the simple things, let not the small but hard stuff take away the gratitude and importance of the simple things. God is there wherever you go, be at peace with yourself, your heart as still as water, God will reflect on you, just like the Sun reflects beautifully on still water. Have a good day
It's so lonely, I want to go home but I don't know where home is anymore
I feel this bruh
That's because home is what we make of it. It's a hard realization of truth. We ourselves are the orchestrator of our own symphony. That's the premise of the show itself. Only through taking the actions in which we dont want to can we find who we are and where home is sometimes. One of the tricks with dealing with a form of an anxiety is exposing yourself to it. Be Shinji and pilot that Eva no matter how hard it is.
Same
Take Care of Yourself
Trying my hardest
listening to this while also lying in bed staring at the ceiling and rethinking things hits diff
I don’t wanna cease to exist
Liger too bad
i don't wanna die. i don't wanna die. i don't wanna die. i don't wanna die. i don't wanna die. i don't wanna die. i don't wanna die. i don't wanna die. i don't wanna die. i don't wanna die.
I promise I've given this video at least 50 views in the last 6 months. maybe even a hundred
oh my! tysm!!
Same.
stuff like this makes me sad *without reason* ...but truly there is.
I want to give up. I don't know what to do anymore. I've been hiding my emotions for so long that I've just become numb. I haven't been me in so many years that...I can't remember who that is.
I don't normally comment but I noticed nobody has replied yet and I want you to know that you're not alone. Maybe right now you don't know who you are but I hope that someday it will come back to you so you can feel comfortable as who you are and express what you're feeling. Best of luck
@@trinitymartin4248 Thank you so much, I really appreciate it. It means a lot to me. Please stay safe during these times
@@悪魔-q3p hope u finde yourself again man
@@leonpeplau4710 Thanks man
Honestly bro, life is just a myriad of mysteries and questions with a myriad of answers to them. I think I speak for many (such as Trinity) when I say that you're not alone. Many times in my life have I experienced these crises of a loss of self; be that your motivation, your goals, your interests, etc... In short bursts of time, I have changed my own personal view of myself so many times. You said you haven't been "you" in so many years, and I think it's important for you to know that your vision of "you" is entirely up to you yourself. I think this self-identity thing you're talking about is very comparable to Ayanami Rei's monologues in which she says things along the line of "Who am I? I am me." YOU are you, but not the you that other people view you as, but the you that you want to be. Basically, what I want to say, is that while you may not have found it yet, the "you", you want to be and the one that you see yourself as is out there waiting for you! You just have to push through whatever obstacle comes your way and find it. As corny as that sounds, it's honestly not too far fetched. All in all, best of luck on the journey to finding yourself. There will be times when you feel like you want to give up, believe me, I know, but it's all the more reason to push harder than ever before! :)
A mans pain is like a star, lasting for a long time, but clouded by the pollution of fake realities
another perspective by idealism at 16:08 is a lofi remix from one of the songs in to the moon , whenever i hear it on the streams i get really nostalgic.
I am neither false nor fake. I am simply me
Perfect mood for a second quarantine
**Sad Evangelion Vibes**
💔💔
These things all make up who I am, but who am I?
Somos todo y nada a la vez
(Español)
awareness that learned to adapt to certain situations. there is actually no I
Buen español
Vibes just vibes good or bad being able to match the energy is good enough for me now
This deserves more than 20k views
im back yet again. this video brings great memories of each place Ive listened to it. instant good vibes
Return of da king
Estoy hablando con mi crush, y honestamente está música me hace sentir menos inseguro de lo que ella piense de mi, y me ayuda a relajarme sabes, es simplemente perfecta - -
Eres muy dulce, espero que todo este bien con tú crush ✨
@@glorialucidi2299 se que es algo largo, pero, no se, creo que hay gente que si se interesa
bueno, me le declare, me rechazo, nos volvimos buenos amigos, le ayudo con las clases de inglés, hablamos seguido, pienso las cosas, veo a su novio el cual es uno de mis buenos amigos, recuerdo todo lo que he hecho por ella y todo lo que ella ha hecho por mí, no la superó, acepto que no me gusta, acepto que la aprecio mucho, le pido que sea mi mejor amiga, acepta, ahora el resto es incierto.
Todo es verdad :/
Si te digo la verdad, espero que rompan, me siento egoísta por eso.
Igualmente, se que aunque rompan o no, ella va a saber que nunca lo voy a abandonar
No es un final triste ni un final feliz, ya que todavía no es el final
@@juandavidortegacalderon307 parece egoísta, peró yo en tu lugar también esperaría que rompan. Tienes razón, todavía no hay final, peró te voy a decir una cosa: la vida es inmensa, hay muchísima gente en todo el mundo.
Tengo que recordar esto yo también, quiero al mismo chico desde cuatro años, incluso si ya no está conmigo.
Espero que tú no vas a ser como mí, espero que ninguno va a serlo
Don’t trust her because she will never trust you. Don’t forget she isn’t yours it is just your turn :/ good luck
nge is NOT good for your mental health but i loved every second
This hurts but I do not regret it.
agreed, I was a trainwreck after
3:40 when the girl laughed it really hit me and reminded me that im lonely
La misma tristeza que siento hoy, la llevaré cuando sea viejo.
Y un poco mas tambn
Holy shit man I’m glad I found this again been going mad trying to find your channel again lol
If it were me in UNIT 001, I'd kill, live and die like Shinji, but I'd be myself.
I could relate to him throughout the entire show. He didnt get what he really wanted in the end.
He just got disappointment.
This Tracklist is the fire itself, thx
Anduve buscando 3 días enteros la canción "erased" porque había olvidado el nombre y por fin lo encontró :"))
I wanna hug Shinji and make him a little bit happy, for at least a moment. :/
I don’t know how to tell my friends and family that I’m dying…
The more I think about this show, the better it truly is
Same to me
turn me into fanta tbqh
sometimes i just cant do it anymore
Keep going. Don't give up.
I feel you. Sometimes it feels like there's nothing else to live for, but there's always a little something, you just need to keep finding something to fight for, mo matter how small
Evangelion es mi anime favorito, es de los pocos que cuenta una buena historia y que no es para nada una fantasía de poder.
Te hace plantearte muchas cosas, una lástima que tan poca gente se adentre en lo que intenta transmitir y se centren en quien es la mejor waifu, shipeos o cosas que no merecen la pena.
Para mi el mejor anime, es casi el único que puedo llegar a comparar con grandes clásicos.
No me gusta parecer mamador pseudo critico del anime
Pero usualmente siempre termino viendo Evangelion por lo decadente que suele ser el anime hoy en día
@@linkedwolf160 Yo ya hace mucho que no veo un anime
Eu também concordo, inclusive com o final desse último filme cheguei a ficar emocionado com a trajetória do shinji, infelizmente não terminou com a bestgirl na minha opinião mas terminou tão bem que nem me importo, excelente anime
bro i like it
same here
Everyone here being deep and quoting Evangelion (I also love Evangelion) and then there is me, doing research on how to write a convincing villain for a story that I probably will never write.
I hope y'all are ok, you're really nice and cool
PS Really digging the Cool Jazz Reflection Vibe❤️🔥😇
Congratulations Shinji.
I still listend to this :)
why do i live? whats the purpose of my life, two biggest question of mine
I don't know you...I'm from Spain...but...I have one afirmation...you...are beautiful...
I know this sounds basic, I’m not even religious myself, but I’ve come to the conclusion that the only logical meaning to life is God. If there is a God, then that means there is an afterlife, giving us a reason to be good people so we can go there. If there is no God, than no matter how hard we try everything will end the same. In a black void of nothingness. Giving out life no meaning. So therefor the only plausible meaning to life is; God.
theres no other reason for living than living itself, if the end is the same for everyone, then is up to you the path u want and fight for it, thats at least my purpose
@@Aaron-zs5on It would be nice if God wasn't an asshole who treats humans as play things well whatever in the end you cannot fight fate.
@@Aaron-zs5on It's not necesary to live God's existance, we migth live without a reason.
You can choose the meaning to live you want.
I’ve been really shit these past few months, I’ve made sure my family doesn’t notice but why am I so upset, so hurt I used to know what upset me but at this point it’s all just a blur until it eventually stops or I give way
Speak to them, keeping your thoughts to yourself isn’t healthy, you will just end up getting even more upset. Ask yourself this question:
“Why do I keep it to myself?”
Think for a while, and then look at the positive things of life, think that there is people who live a tougher life than you. Be grateful, some people don’t even have a family, just spend time with them, life is short. Before you’ll notice, some people might be gone. Just, *ENJOY*
Listening to this I really thought about my mental state. I've related to shinji more than once but I don't know how to tell anyone I care about how I feel.
ya'll chill with the existential stuff, lemme vibe
14:22 who knows by paradoxa
My fav
un cigarrillo un cafe y un buen lofi
A really well-made mix, thanks! Love the visuals.
esa sensación nihilista denuevo...
Who am I? Am I what I've always thought I've been? Or am I what other think of me?
pain
If you high as shit, this shit makes you feel like you’re melting away
thabk you
yo will i get copiright striked if i rap over those beats
me imagíno Shinji escuchando estas canciones
Mr Ikari will,you betray *SEELE* ?
Me every night lieing awake worrying about this Corona bullshit
En tercero de la ESO pasaron muchas cosas...me comporte como un imbecil...me daban muchas cosas, ya no solo materiales, amor, confianza...etc...y aun asi lo que hice fue tirar todo eso a la basura...no hacia nada, era un vago, no aportaba nada hasta el punto de ser un lastre para el resto, y mi circulo intimo aun asi me seguia cediendo privilegios...para colmo habia una chica que me gustaba...pero...no surgio... a parte de que soy timido...no me correspondio...todo salio mal en ese año...meses mas tarde tras terminar el curso llego a mis manos un libro de desarrollo personal...depresión al canto, fui in imbecil...un desagradecido, un arrogante, un envidioso...lo peor no es eso...lo peor es que lo echo echo esta...aunque ahora ya no sea asi y solo haya pasado un año...ese año esta ahi...lo hice mal...y no puedo hacer nada...mi circulo intimo sabe que he cambiado...pero a la unica chica a la que he querido...nunca lo sabra...era perfecta para mi por mucho que se diga “hay mas peces en el mar” lo hice fatal con ella...me gane una fama en la clase horrible, un payaso en toda regla...y de nuevo...lo echo echo esta...ya no se puede arreglar...
Aunque he dicho todo eso...hoy estoy bien...digamos que...sigo siendo imbecil en un cierto sentido...pero...no puedo hacer que aceptar mis errores y no volver a cometerlos...¿Encontrare el amor algun dia? Quien sabe...
Si has leido esto...me da igual quien o de que pais o lenguaje seas o hables...gracias...gracias por haberlo leido hasta el final...la vida es larga y da tiempo para todo...sigue hacia adelante y mejorate...tu puedes cambiar si quieres como yo lo hice, crea una versión de ti a la cual ames...y vive feliz sin odiar a nadie...eso no sirve para nada...muchas gracias de nuevo....y...de todo se sale...
I miss You Mother, What Would i Do Without You Mom...
Mom... Are you there....
Oh yeah Thats Right..... You're Not...
You okay ?
@@avidite4018 No one is, and that's okay
Man everything is allright?
linda
❤
Why isn't anyone hoping for a third impact?
I miss kissanime man...
God and Jesus love you
shut up
!
🌹💜💋
Jesus fuck this comment section is edgy
Yo, this show and everything else doesn't really mean anything, please sit down
"The only person who can sympathize with you and understand you is you... So be good to yourself."