billie eilish - i love you (slowed & reverb)

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  • Опубліковано 30 бер 2019
  • slowed down (& reverb) version of i love you by billie eilish
    soundcloud version: / i-love-you
    twitter: @iustry
    instagram: @lust.ry
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  • @lustry
    @lustry  3 роки тому +101

    join my discord server!! you can make new friends, play games, and just chat, everyone is welcome!! :') discord.gg/wVCvbNVFkX

  • @jocelynrose9144
    @jocelynrose9144 5 років тому +5303

    Billie- didn’t mean to make you cry
    Me- *tear falls down face*

  • @amadeusstodomingo6549
    @amadeusstodomingo6549 5 років тому +5265

    the original version of this song was sad. slowed, it becomes depressing as hell..
    depresso mode : ON

    • @zacnfl
      @zacnfl 4 роки тому +11

      Yeah felt that

    • @Toyatea2
      @Toyatea2 4 роки тому +6

      I felt that and I loved it. Sometimes you just wanna groove

    • @moonlight0067
      @moonlight0067 4 роки тому +12

      I am basically depressed. I lost 3 people that I loved. In 2nd grade I got replaced. And when I was 10 I found out my parents are divorced. I also have thoughts of thinking I would be better off dead. I have to put a fake smile at school. Life for me is sad.

    • @dana-pr9bn
      @dana-pr9bn 4 роки тому +14

      have some espresso for your depresso

    • @azothlintramontabile1583
      @azothlintramontabile1583 4 роки тому +2

      Depresso, what else?

  • @pupsie6934
    @pupsie6934 4 роки тому +1420

    Brain: we sad today
    Me: but I don’t-
    Brain: I SAID WE SAD, DEAL WIT IT

    • @pupsie6934
      @pupsie6934 4 роки тому +16

      Btw this is not original, I just thought it was nice! Have a good day! 💖💫

    • @jasminecalderon7401
      @jasminecalderon7401 4 роки тому +6

      luner wolf relatable

    • @jencypetersen3410
      @jencypetersen3410 4 роки тому +5

      Haha I HAVE THAT MEME ON MY PHONEEEE I love it
      It’s perfect for this video, you right 😂

    • @perriandersen1225
      @perriandersen1225 3 роки тому +11

      me: laughs from joke
      brain: what is this? go back to sad.

    • @whatthehellisagrape4496
      @whatthehellisagrape4496 3 роки тому

      😂

  • @starbberrymilk
    @starbberrymilk 4 роки тому +2775

    *This makes me want to hug someone, anyone :(*

  • @ari-vx5rj
    @ari-vx5rj 5 років тому +1150

    0:00
    me: *already crying*

  • @jailine7872
    @jailine7872 5 років тому +2753

    badass status has been updated to depressomode:(

    • @gloomygeek7053
      @gloomygeek7053 5 років тому +9

      mood asf

    • @pissmast3r
      @pissmast3r 4 роки тому +3

      i like cheese

    • @pissmast3r
      @pissmast3r 4 роки тому +2

      jk i'm LAcToSe iNtOLeRaNt

    • @spencerargumedo6081
      @spencerargumedo6081 4 роки тому

      jailine dude stop exaggerating, ppl have to wear size 13, in MENS!!🙄( Karen, this is a joke.)

  • @br0kenbxtch123
    @br0kenbxtch123 4 роки тому +3101

    Yeah I'm crying, but at least I don't wear size 13 Men's Nikes.

    • @flomomusic
      @flomomusic 4 роки тому +10

      Watch out my cover on this lovely song #udeshyaud

    • @mariam-bq8od
      @mariam-bq8od 4 роки тому +35

      and i live by that

    • @br0kenbxtch123
      @br0kenbxtch123 4 роки тому +21

      @@mariam-bq8od PERIODDD

    • @savannahj9578
      @savannahj9578 4 роки тому +20

      Rip to my boyfriend...

    • @naniki742
      @naniki742 4 роки тому +18

      Thank you cuz this made me laugh

  • @emilyluu1635
    @emilyluu1635 5 років тому +1363

    this is one real try not to cry challenge
    and i absolutely *love* it

  • @faithxfx
    @faithxfx 5 років тому +2287

    me: :)
    *listens to this video*
    me: :(

    • @j.aw6
      @j.aw6 4 роки тому +57

      me: :(
      listens to video:
      me: :(

    • @pnkie9485
      @pnkie9485 4 роки тому +20

      *confused in crying mode*

    • @j.aw6
      @j.aw6 4 роки тому +6

      @@pnkie9485 yes.

    • @teenagediaryentries
      @teenagediaryentries 4 роки тому +3

      Same

    • @spook0ne
      @spook0ne 4 роки тому +15

      me: :(
      listens to video:
      me: :'(

  • @ihavenooriginalnameideas9036
    @ihavenooriginalnameideas9036 5 років тому +2298

    This is what plays as the hero in a movie is about to die as everything goes to slow motion and flashbacks of their adventures start to flash across the screen

  • @rosaybalram929
    @rosaybalram929 4 роки тому +918

    _"Welcom to Salty Spooner, how tough are ya?"_
    *"I listened to 'I love you' by Billie Eilish but slowed and reverbed."*
    _"And?"_
    *"I didn't cry."*
    _"Right this way,sir."_

    • @aaahhh652
      @aaahhh652 4 роки тому +9

      LOL

    • @caramelsage27
      @caramelsage27 4 роки тому +10

      Can't relate

    • @somerat8448
      @somerat8448 4 роки тому +9

      It’s actually the salty spitoon but I still love this comment so much omg 🥺

    • @liv2403
      @liv2403 4 роки тому +3

      DAMN YOU SPOKE THE WHOLE TRUTH AND NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH

    • @iheartmarkipliergame
      @iheartmarkipliergame 4 роки тому +1

      @@somerat8448 IT'S SPITOON

  • @luukawu
    @luukawu 4 роки тому +361

    Me: *Crying*
    Billie" What the hell did I do?

  • @mari.1622
    @mari.1622 4 роки тому +163

    when she says: "the smile that you gave me , even you feel like dying"
    i felt that

    • @mari.1622
      @mari.1622 4 роки тому

      @the_cheesecake _ripper omg i feel so bad for u and her 🥺 thats so sweet

    • @elisafernandes1571
      @elisafernandes1571 3 роки тому

      we all felt that dude

  • @justlivinglovely
    @justlivinglovely 5 років тому +982

    LYRICS
    --------
    [Verse 1]
    It's not true
    Tell me I’ve been lied to
    Crying isn't like you, ooh
    What the hell did I do?
    Never been the type to
    Let someone see right through, ooh
    [Chorus]
    Maybe won't you take it back?
    Say you were tryna make me laugh
    And nothing has to change today
    You didn’t mean to say "I love you"
    I love you and I don't want to, ooh
    [Verse 2]
    Up all night on another red-eye
    We wish we never learned to fly
    Maybe we should just try
    To tell ourselves a good lie
    Didn't mean to make you cry
    [Chorus]
    Maybe won't you take it back?
    Say you were tryna make me laugh
    And nothing has to change today
    You didn't mean to say "I love you"
    I love you and I don't want to, ooh
    [Bridge]
    The smile that you gave me
    Even when you felt like dying
    [Outro]
    We fall apart as it gets dark
    I'm in your arms in Central Park
    There's nothing you could do or say
    I can’t escape the way I love you
    I don’t want to, but I love you, ooh
    Ooh, ooh
    Ooh, ooh

  • @delulubich
    @delulubich 4 роки тому +442

    how to cry:
    *listen to this.*

    • @gracie6779
      @gracie6779 4 роки тому +1

      Shook Asf yes

    • @ashley-dn6ez
      @ashley-dn6ez 4 роки тому

      hahahaahaa

    • @whosjaz
      @whosjaz 3 роки тому +1

      it’s not working lmao.

    • @cloud-hl1kt
      @cloud-hl1kt 2 роки тому

      hey you! your soul is beautiful, jesus loves you and he is waiting for your voice, you are so beautiful like the pictures of van gogh ^_-

  • @onyyx777
    @onyyx777 5 років тому +378

    im just sitting at my computer at 1 AM with cereal in front of me when i clicked on this video...
    now my bowl is filled with tears

    • @shaddy2881
      @shaddy2881 3 роки тому

      Feeling better now?🥺

  • @Iloveyou-lc7yc
    @Iloveyou-lc7yc 4 роки тому +432

    Have you ever been so lonely that you feel numb?
    The type of loneliness that your actually not alone ?
    But you just feel like you are?
    The type that you go to bed and cry ?
    The type that you feel like you want to die?
    The type that you just want to escape the sadness ?
    The type that you feel like you can’t go on ?
    Your breathing,heavily.
    Crying.the tears escape
    The only person you love doesn’t love you back.
    You feel disgusted in yourself for feeling like that.
    You want them.
    No,you want someone to make you feel better.
    You on your bed.
    Feeling empty.
    Crying.
    The only escape is the small soft but heavy breaths you take.
    The world stops for a moment
    You can’t help but look out into the dark sky and think about what could’ve happened.
    The end is coming.
    You hide your sadness and replace it with fake happiness to make others happy.
    I’m here for you,your loved.
    I feel the same as you.
    Please,take a deep breath let that breath be your escape.

    • @sophiacunningham9988
      @sophiacunningham9988 4 роки тому +3

      I l o v e y o u ! Thank un

    • @jennesysdejesus468
      @jennesysdejesus468 4 роки тому

      Bruh preach

    • @lemon_3612
      @lemon_3612 4 роки тому +8

      This made me cry.
      Thank you.

    • @masterman637
      @masterman637 4 роки тому +6

      This is so beautiful and I feel the same way most of the time, but one minor difference is that I can't cry. I can't put my guard down. I know I should but I can't been brainwashed into thinking I have to be all big and tough. And I don't but it just gets worse and worse as time goes on. And putting a fake smile on is my favorite thing to to keep my friends in a good mood. I hope someone else feels the same way I do. But its ok if no one does, I'm used to be alone and in my head.

    • @liyahcheree
      @liyahcheree 4 роки тому +1

      the fact that this was exactly me just two days ago...

  • @get_gnomed6663
    @get_gnomed6663 5 років тому +2041

    There was this guy in my grade that liked me.
    We were riding on the bus on our way to a school field trip and we had never bonded so much before.
    We’d been friends the entire year. We sit together at lunch even today.
    On the bus, my friends and him were exchanging hand sizes. Of course, mine was the smallest. When him and I touched hands, something clicked in him. He locked his fingers with mine.
    Since my friends are very physical (ex, we hug, slap each other, hit, piggyback rides,) I passed it off as nothing.
    He asked me, “is this our thing now?” With the cutest smile.
    I laughed and said, “yeah, if you want it to!”
    We were in the theatre during the field trip and I leaned in his shoulder since the seat was very uncomfortable. He put his arm around me.
    Like a dumbass, I still thought it was a friend thing.
    But the more I thought about it, the more I began to think he liked me. Which he did.
    He later asked for my number, so he could text me a link to a video he was talking to me about, so I wrote it in pen on his arm.
    That night he texted me at 8:00. We were up at midnight. We told stories, and even got deep into each other’s stories of our lives. Personal. He cried, too. Which “crying isn’t like you” I told him, (coincidentally)(I comforted him)
    The next day, he wanted to call me.
    He told me “I love you, Anna,”
    I couldn’t believe it, why would he like me? There were so many other girls on the earth, and we were both Bi, and he had told me he liked this other dude we go to school with, didn’t he like HIM?
    At that time in denial, my song was more of a “wish you were gay”
    He was stubborn, didn’t care about opinion, and had once claimed he was gay. But then he told me he was bi. I’m used to my friends fluctuating between sexuality and identity. When people tried to help him, he rejected it and wanted to do it on his own, or saw some people as competitors.
    I didn’t want him to love me.
    I kept wishing he was gay.
    I had told him I liked him back. And now I’ve only fallen more in love with him. I told him I’d be willing to give our relationship a try.
    He didn’t expect me to say I liked him back. He said that he needed to think a bit.
    And I kept wishing he was gay.
    And now he’s gay.
    And he likes HIM...
    And I feel like he “didn’t mean to say I love you”
    And now I can never get him back
    This song breaks my heart every time I listen to this... I want him back... and I got what I wished for... at what cost...
    April 20th 2019
    (Blaze it)
    Edit (July 1st, 2019): I am actually dating him now!! I’m so sorry that you guys had to go through the same exact thing as I did. It causes so much pain and agony, but things like this happen because you need room in your heart for the happy things. Soon after this, I finally met my best friend. I finally started to feel included in my friend group. Life got better. Don’t give up guys. Just when things feel like it’s as bad as it can be, keep your small glimmer, because things are going to always turn around the second you least expect it.
    Edit (April 6th, 2020): This guy turned out to be a total narcissist. I don’t hate him, but I definitely don’t like him anymore. However, this isn’t a sad ending. I broke up with him, actually in August. He showed so many red flags from the start but I figured he was just learning. Guys. If someone doesn’t respect your boundaries, run as FAST as you can away from them. He completely broke me when he clearly was more worried about himself. You can see I clearly liked him. But the story didn’t end.
    After that I took a break. I tried to just enjoy time being alone and tried to appreciate myself a bit more. And soon enough I found someone better.
    Again. Don’t give up. Don’t let your worst moments define where you want to go.
    Edit: (July 24th) I cant believe this is still being seen by people 😳 stay strong my loves

    • @saiyanc2silver631
      @saiyanc2silver631 5 років тому +52

      Anna Naomi this hurts me so much, i can relate so hard

    • @chrissy8862
      @chrissy8862 5 років тому +46

      I feel so bad for you :(

    • @fulminaire5903
      @fulminaire5903 5 років тому +43

      i’m so sorry this happened to you. my ex boyfriend broke up with me because he chose someone else over me. i was never happy until i met him. and now he’s gone and i’m in pain every single day.

    • @lilly6804
      @lilly6804 5 років тому +14

      I feel your pain I lost my bff bc she didn't love me anymore ... You'll be fine

    • @jairouxtv
      @jairouxtv 5 років тому +7

      Anna Naomi *this makes me sad*

  • @alessiapietraroia606
    @alessiapietraroia606 5 років тому +289

    this is the most beautiful thing ive ever heard. periodt.

  • @shawtysubliminals4339
    @shawtysubliminals4339 4 роки тому +214

    Am I the only one who started crying and thinking about my entire life and how I disappoint myself and my close family and the fact I keep saying I’m gonna change but never do? Yes? Ok.

    • @lia6813
      @lia6813 3 роки тому +2

      hey can we be friends

    • @cheddarsoup2453
      @cheddarsoup2453 3 роки тому +2

      Be my bestfriend..

    • @multschoni3111
      @multschoni3111 3 роки тому

      no,u're not the only

    • @shadow8919
      @shadow8919 3 роки тому +1

      I feel that pain aswell...

    • @cloud-hl1kt
      @cloud-hl1kt 2 роки тому

      hey you! your soul is beautiful, jesus loves you and he is waiting for your voice, you are so beautiful like the pictures of van gogh ^_-

  • @tatianam6039
    @tatianam6039 4 роки тому +214

    a couple hours ago i was listening to this, blasting it on my speaker and singing along, and when it got to “i love you” my voice just broke, and i just started crying my eyes out, and i was listening to my own voice and i sounded so hurt
    edit: its happening again

    • @yoshikage_mf_kira777
      @yoshikage_mf_kira777 4 роки тому +6

      Tatiana M aww ✨💖😭

    • @yoshikage_mf_kira777
      @yoshikage_mf_kira777 4 роки тому +6

      Try and listen to it with the speed on 0.75x without crying.......
      *I T S S O H A R D*

    • @sophiat0604
      @sophiat0604 4 роки тому +4

      god. i feel bad 4 u. ive cried so much that crying makes me feel happy.

    • @sheilacharvia5562
      @sheilacharvia5562 3 роки тому +1

      I feel it now at 12:26 am :")

  • @moss4447
    @moss4447 5 років тому +345

    This is so under rated. You deserve so much more making this song even more beautiful. Thank you so much.

  • @darkmatter6298
    @darkmatter6298 5 років тому +111

    Driving down in empty road in the pouring rain 🌧 in the evening type of feelings 🥺❤️

    • @nluvvs
      @nluvvs 5 років тому

      Alice Rodriguez go to the youtube page celestial and youll find the song there . ( basically raining sounds and the song ) so soothing😩.

  • @emilysager3882
    @emilysager3882 5 років тому +49

    holy crap i went through the whole song without realizing i was crying silently the whole time. this is so freakin beautiful.

    • @michaelblakely3285
      @michaelblakely3285 2 роки тому

      holy crap i went through the whole song without realizing i was crying silently the whole time. this is so freakin beautiful.

  • @lyrictheblood3247
    @lyrictheblood3247 4 роки тому +83

    This makes me think of the innocent days before love came along when you just had friends.... I wish I never had my first heart break because that shit really hit me dead on into such a darker reality:(

  • @sarahr6537
    @sarahr6537 5 років тому +49

    I have never felt so much pain in my chest. I just want it to be over.
    [difficulties in daily activities, not the song, the song is incredibly gorgeous and deserves so much more]

  • @beemiillk
    @beemiillk 5 років тому +129

    i think there was something in my eye this whole song :/

  • @aevahz
    @aevahz 5 років тому +418

    "I love you and I don't want to" geTs mE tHe mOST uwu

  • @maddiehope3715
    @maddiehope3715 5 років тому +72

    this is the most beautiful thing i’ve ever heard

  • @jairouxtv
    @jairouxtv 5 років тому +45

    *this really gets me in my feelings. it really hits me right in the heart. especially when you’ve been through it.*

  • @erikarosas9936
    @erikarosas9936 5 років тому +169

    If you close you eyes while listening to this you’re in despressomode

  • @empathwisdomhealing8205
    @empathwisdomhealing8205 4 роки тому +32

    She is speaking to the person she loves saying, “I Love You”, but the person she’s saying it to doesn’t understand WHY she loves them. They think that she is mocking them, because...we as humans can sometimes try so hard to hide our hearts and authenticity from others, solely based on what we’ve been through. So when someone actually manages to SEE us in spite of that-it makes us want to HIDE even MORE because we LITERALLY don’t WANT to LOVE or comprehend the fact that someone actually loves US. (“What the hell did I do, never been the type to, let someone see right THROUGH”)...
    So...what they are saying is: they don’t want anyone to see their heart, because that will ULTIMATELY make them FEEL, which is something they literally do not want to, because when they do it, it makes them hurt & want to cry. So they literally want HER to take BACK the genuine love that SHE feels for THEM. But she STILL does it.
    ...This song is so damn deep. Because she subtly spoke her feelings for another, while at the exact same time...elaborating the perspective of the other person & why they are so against experiencing genuine love. #Wow.❤️

  • @j3ss4nderson
    @j3ss4nderson 5 років тому +12

    the way she sings i love you really gets me every damn time:( it’s so beautiful but so heartbreaking at the same time.

  • @mckennahanderson8693
    @mckennahanderson8693 5 років тому +106

    This should be put on Spotify or something

    • @coffeecloud133
      @coffeecloud133 4 роки тому +1

      Thought Tiana it is, just search up I love you

    • @slaven8914
      @slaven8914 4 роки тому +9

      Hannaanime_5 fReAkIng sHoOkeThbIsH i think she was talking about the slowed version

    • @coffeecloud133
      @coffeecloud133 4 роки тому +1

      Slaven Drenski oh, spotify doesn’t have the slowed version

    • @lyla5161
      @lyla5161 4 роки тому +6

      Use musi, it's basically UA-cam but for music and podcasts, you can find live versions, edited versions, and even just the audio. It's definitely better than Spotify because it has no ads!

    • @michaelblakely3285
      @michaelblakely3285 2 роки тому

      or youtube!!!

  • @EvaStJohn-ni7mw
    @EvaStJohn-ni7mw 4 роки тому +13

    this song is so sad, but now it's even sadder when it's slowed down.
    thank you for putting this in my existence i am now crying as hard as i can.

  • @yourmom9825
    @yourmom9825 3 роки тому +11

    “ the smile that you gave me even when you felt like dying” tears fall down my face every time I hear that

  • @minmin-fi7qy
    @minmin-fi7qy 4 роки тому +110

    i’m NOT a soft person, but the bridge can make me breakdown

    • @cloud-hl1kt
      @cloud-hl1kt 2 роки тому +1

      hey you! your soul is beautiful, jesus loves you and he is waiting for your voice, you are so beautiful like the pictures of van gogh ^_-

    • @nolikeseriously2316
      @nolikeseriously2316 2 роки тому

      Same:(

  • @oliviaruth9601
    @oliviaruth9601 4 роки тому +7

    the best feeling ever:
    listening to billie at 2 am and just being sad for a bit

  • @sofiacarvalho1705
    @sofiacarvalho1705 4 роки тому +10

    i dont know how billie makes me feel sad, angry, happy, confused, normal, at the same time ;-;

  • @kylerrodgers3255
    @kylerrodgers3255 3 роки тому +17

    In 10th grade, I was real deep in the closet. I was bi, but I didn't tell anyone. I really liked this guy. We always ended up in groups. He always noticed when I got a haircut, which kind of made me feel nice. He always stood really close to me, making my heart beat so much. One day we were in a group and he asked me what my deepest darkest secret was. He stared right into my eyes and I thought he knew, but it wasn't until homecoming until something happened
    I was walking trying to find my friends at the dance, and someone places a red licorice on my shoulder. I took the licorice and turned around, and it was him, and he was walking away towards the hallway outside the dance area.I look at the licorice, and I wanted to follow him. I didn't...
    Over the next few months I tried my hardest to stay closeted because I was so scared to come out. I pulled myself farther away from him, but he got closer, sitting next to me during assemblies and even on the last day, he sat right next to me. He left the next year.
    I didn't realize it then, but I loved him, the way he noticed me when no one did, he would get do close to me, like he knew who I was. I think he liked me too. I hope to see him again soon.

    • @hoonsie
      @hoonsie Рік тому

      did you see him again though?

  • @drftprncss
    @drftprncss 5 років тому +138

    this gave me big sad

  • @_Simplyjayden
    @_Simplyjayden 4 роки тому +25

    _this song makes me want to cuddle with someone while listening to this idk why :,)_

  • @shihanaads988
    @shihanaads988 4 роки тому +14

    That’s rly f sad like tf I’m tearing so hard ASF-
    When she say ily tho :(

  • @maddielol1182
    @maddielol1182 5 років тому +30

    gave me chills.

    • @michaelblakely3285
      @michaelblakely3285 2 роки тому

      hey maddie!!! been a long time since we last spoke, i was wondering if i could talk to you today about your cars extended warranty?

  • @auroramathi
    @auroramathi 5 років тому +43

    This truly got me.

  • @karlievinson9174
    @karlievinson9174 4 роки тому +17

    this song reminds me of my dad. i’m referring to where she says “i love you, but i don’t want to”. he’s treated me so badly in the past and he’s abused me physically and mentally. and yet i still give him chances.

  • @Lia-eq7ol
    @Lia-eq7ol 5 років тому +145

    Bish I won’y cry I turned my feelings off lmao

  • @cassielucia
    @cassielucia 5 років тому +37

    im crying for no reason now thanks

  • @austinmeter8042
    @austinmeter8042 4 роки тому +19

    "The smile that you gave me even when you felt like dieing"

  • @anemixmariposas9985
    @anemixmariposas9985 2 роки тому +10

    it was better to run away than to continue falling in love until you lost your mind ... for someone who was not for you !! 🦋

    • @Block888
      @Block888 2 роки тому

      Just felt this.

  • @nkwnntm4002
    @nkwnntm4002 5 років тому +20

    This is so perfect. The song is beautiful enough normally but this... wow

  • @miarimmer3751
    @miarimmer3751 3 роки тому +2

    the fact that nobody pops up in my mind when i listen to this means ive truly healed and moved on wow

  • @rheganshriver6246
    @rheganshriver6246 5 років тому +38

    Damn.... that got me in my feels

  • @punkstxr6668
    @punkstxr6668 5 років тому +51

    Thanks for this! I get a huge lil peep vibe off it

    • @lindsey2k22
      @lindsey2k22 4 роки тому +4

      Omg...Lil Peep hits me hard......

    • @michaelblakely3285
      @michaelblakely3285 2 роки тому

      how do you get a degenerate rapper off of this

  • @sammy5021
    @sammy5021 4 роки тому +9

    This made me cry harder than the original version

  • @Simon-sj3ov
    @Simon-sj3ov 4 роки тому +86

    I was called fat and instantly started crying im still crying people are so messed up

    • @sophiacunningham9988
      @sophiacunningham9988 4 роки тому +15

      シimanoobシ you’re stunning angel

    • @Simon-sj3ov
      @Simon-sj3ov 4 роки тому +9

      Sophia Cunningham i needed to hear that 🥺

    • @sophiacunningham9988
      @sophiacunningham9988 4 роки тому +9

      シimanoobシ I love you and I’m always here for you it’ll get better love

    • @lustry
      @lustry  4 роки тому +17

      don't listen to them love, you're beautiful :(

    • @Zero-cw4qj
      @Zero-cw4qj 3 роки тому +3

      I’m sorry that happened to you :(. If it makes you feel better I cried today bc I couldn’t play Minecraft

  • @lucyrobinson3248
    @lucyrobinson3248 5 років тому +13

    im not crying, my eyes are just sweating ...

  • @idksam06
    @idksam06 3 роки тому +7

    This song used to be my “trigger” because every time I’d listen to it I would cry. It holds so much meaning to me. I used to play it for my pet when he had trouble breathing and was close to dying and so I just cried every time I’d hear it.
    Listen I thought I got over the song and all but listening to this slowed I FINNA SWEAR TO GOD I THOUGHT MY HEART WAS GON P0P

  • @brxtayyy7894
    @brxtayyy7894 5 років тому +39

    Omg this is amazing and the way she sounds makes it way better

  • @izu3356
    @izu3356 4 роки тому +5

    Wow... normally I’m so... dull. Empty. Emotionless. I put on a fake smile every day so nobody asks. So nobody has to see my daily struggles. So people think I’m badass. Tough. Strong.
    But this song... brings out the weak in me. The one emotion I’m used to, sadness. Fifteen seconds in and I’m bawling like a baby in the corner of my room wishing things would change... wishing I could be better....
    This song puts my guard down, makes me less tough and badass. Softens me, makes me cry. Makes my thoughts run, makes my tears flow like waterfalls. It’s amazing, really... I love it dearly, and I love Billie. Tbh it makes me so calm and sad at the same time, it’s so amazing and confusing and overall just...
    Beautiful. Never fails to help me emotionally, despite the fact that I’m unbelievably unstable. Thank you so much for making this song, Billie, and thank YOU for making this song even sadder with the edits, it’s just as amazing. Tysm dear 💙

  • @laraamokomowo4482
    @laraamokomowo4482 4 роки тому +7

    “ the smile that you gave even when you felt like dying.” she just described what i do

  • @ipghost893
    @ipghost893 2 роки тому +11

    Your skin is not a paper,don't cut it
    Your face is not a mask,don't cover it
    Your size is not a book, don't judge it
    Your life is not a film,don't end it
    Your neck is not a skirt,don't hang it
    Your heart isn't a door,don't lock it!
    Don't hurt yourself because of a girl/boy,someone will always will be with you. Life isn't a joke.We need to appreciate it, even if it's hard.

    • @ess0u
      @ess0u 2 роки тому

      the most beautiful comment i've ever seen..

  • @wirednear
    @wirednear 4 роки тому +2

    i’ve commented multiple times on this song and i finally know what this feeling is... it’s a feeling i felt from summer 2019 at 3am... i just felt that feeling rn and idk i kinda miss 2019 a little... i really like this feeling now. i feel like it’s summer but it isn’t because of the virus... i really wish i can go back to summer 2019... that’s when i figured out tiktok and started making tiktoks that we’re summer related but i felt like i would get made fun of but now that everybody has it i don’t have to feel ashamed but now it’s all about clout

  • @thefabulousofia2474
    @thefabulousofia2474 4 роки тому +5

    This song hits different on a summer night at 6am watching the sunrise

  • @myajackson5996
    @myajackson5996 4 роки тому +47

    sorry to be that person, but i’m listening to this in 2020!!!!

  • @johanpheiffer8569
    @johanpheiffer8569 4 роки тому +8

    I hope y’all understand Billie would’ve never made this song with the intention to make anyone feel sad though. Although I do listen to this when I’m sad and in my feelings. It just hits right.

  • @lsjaowhwbkwhwksha5926
    @lsjaowhwbkwhwksha5926 5 років тому +13

    _it hurts everytime i think about you_

  • @maybeitszz
    @maybeitszz 4 роки тому +4

    Tomorrow would make a year since lustry posted this video and he is about to hit 1 million views. So proud! 🦋✨

    • @lustry
      @lustry  4 роки тому +1

      :'))) thank u so so so much

    • @maybeitszz
      @maybeitszz 4 роки тому

      @@lustry You hit it! So proud of you! Congrats!

    • @lustry
      @lustry  4 роки тому +1

      @@maybeitszz :'))) thank you

  • @Chicken-gx2jw
    @Chicken-gx2jw 3 роки тому +11

    Me crying:
    UA-cam: YoU nEeD yO gEt gRamMarLy

  • @lol-ri2fz
    @lol-ri2fz 4 роки тому +44

    It makes me so sad how people r hearing this right now and I know y’all are crying because I am too. But I don’t want y’all to feel the pain I feel I don’t want anyone to feel that shit

    • @vmadz1936
      @vmadz1936 3 роки тому

      Right this makes me realize way to much stuff that’s why I cry to this

  • @alexiscarabajal2130
    @alexiscarabajal2130 4 роки тому +4

    Slowed down music hits different, makes me more depressed but I cant stop listening to it, cause than again its relaxing idk.

  • @lustry
    @lustry  4 роки тому +316

    thank you so so much for 2 million views everyone :'))

    • @crucifixsoulz
      @crucifixsoulz 4 роки тому +4

      Its probably everyone replaying it

    • @cyunt8167
      @cyunt8167 4 роки тому +4

      It’s ok. 💛💛

    • @dilettavigoriti2705
      @dilettavigoriti2705 3 роки тому

      Sereaus?I love Billie🥰♥️😠😠😠😠😤
      No it's a joke😂😂😂😂👍
      however beautiful song😒🙂👊🇮🇹

    • @ravenguzman7981
      @ravenguzman7981 3 роки тому +4

      @@dilettavigoriti2705 smh bruh

    • @raquela7098
      @raquela7098 3 роки тому

      Np I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THX FOR MAKING THE SLOWED VERSION... I LOVE IT SO MUCH

  • @rhepyr
    @rhepyr 4 роки тому +5

    Ive had this on repeat for awhile just to hear someone say "I love you" even if its not directed towards me..

  • @arijetaappelgren9493
    @arijetaappelgren9493 4 роки тому +4

    who just thinks fineas's voice in the backround is so soothing

  • @marina-ny7so
    @marina-ny7so 3 роки тому +9

    there was this guy that was in my grade and he sat next me the whole year. i started to become friends with him. we would laugh at each other’s jokes. hang out for a little on the bleachers. then on jan 7, 2020. he asked me out. but he didn’t ask me out. his friend did it for him. i was confused if he liked me why didn’t he just me ask me straight to my face. i said yes. but, he stopped talking to me. i kept trying to talk to him. but he would walk away. then after 2 weeks of this. he started to flirt with my friends and other people. for 3 whole months this went on. i started to think that it was my fault that all of this was happening. then finally. i broke up with him. spring break started and i wanted to be happy just for once. then he texted me and said i miss you..
    i hated this guy so much that i loved him so very much.

  • @sheilacharvia5562
    @sheilacharvia5562 3 роки тому +4

    Okay that song make me crying at night 12:23 am :)

  • @h_by1402
    @h_by1402 2 роки тому +4

    This song is perfect, even more in Slowed

  • @mocha.kidd_6112
    @mocha.kidd_6112 4 роки тому +13

    A slight tw,I'm gonna vent if that's ok. I feel so lost,I keep spiraling down a dark hole that won't stop. The weight of nothing on my shoulders keeps me from flying up the hole. I have friends who love me,I have family,but I feel....alone. I feel like I have nobody and it's so stupid. Time is moving ahead of my pace and I hate it. It won't stop and I can't make it stop. I want everything to stop. I want to sit on my bathroom and cry without worrying about work,school,friends issues without everything going ahead. I love someone,but they don't love me back. I don't know if they do or not but I know they don't at the same time. I can't go a day in school without spiraling faster because I just can't think,I can't pay attention,I can't concentrate. J can't sleep. Sure I have maletonin but does it do anything? No. I stay awake staring at the ceiling and it won't stop. I'm always angry and mad,i always lash out at my family and sister and I want to stop but I can't,something's controlling me and I don't know what. But I just want to feel again,to be happy. But I can't.
    Edit
    ----------------
    I fuck up a lot and it causes me to lose people. I don't want to and its usually to late to do anything and i fucking hate it.i want to keep a friendship or relationship without them leaving or me getting hurt. Though i cant blame anyone,someone could slightly nudge my heart and it will shatter to a million pieces. Ill sit on my floor and stare at a wall for hours wanting to feel again- why? Why cant i just bash my head into a wall and fade away? That would be kinda nice. I feel like im a puppet- like someones controlling me.but no one is
    -----------
    I want my best friend back. I may have fallen in love with her but she likes my other friend and they like her back. I've loved her for the past 6 months. I tried to get her to like me,I tried to get her attention,for her to talk to me,but now we don't even talk. I text her and she doesn't answer or it's a short convos. I'm sitting here typing and sobbing like an idiot because of someone who will never love me. I just want her back. Please.

    • @gerymiha
      @gerymiha 3 роки тому

      stay strong man

  • @user-gc2ck7wd8t
    @user-gc2ck7wd8t 4 роки тому +2

    listening to this while crying and grieving is just all apart of my process of growth

  • @wherearetheavacodosfuck8969
    @wherearetheavacodosfuck8969 5 років тому +43

    Don’t cry don’t cry

  • @nothinbutaspliff1234
    @nothinbutaspliff1234 4 роки тому +3

    I have a hard time expressing my feeling so at times I will burst out crying. I’ll come back to video when I’m home alone.

  • @yuitoad-alt5719
    @yuitoad-alt5719 4 роки тому +11

    need a hug?
    i do too. come here.

  • @suhanichopraa
    @suhanichopraa 4 роки тому +1

    this...makes me feel something. i don't know if it's a good something or a bad something but it's strong. i love this. thank you.

  • @anonymous-zy2vn
    @anonymous-zy2vn 4 роки тому +12

    billie: didnt make to make u cry...
    me: DEPRESSED MODE: ON

  • @tamikapage7875
    @tamikapage7875 5 років тому +242

    Listen on 0.75 speed for extra depresso
    Thank me later

  • @Ella-rn6xu
    @Ella-rn6xu 5 років тому +9

    im more obsessed with this then the original

  • @colleenp4405
    @colleenp4405 4 роки тому +2

    wow this hit so different i’m crying

  • @danahbarnes3911
    @danahbarnes3911 3 роки тому +1

    No matter how many times I listen to this song over and over, I still cry just the same 😔

  • @anon_y_mous6709
    @anon_y_mous6709 2 роки тому +5

    14 year old girls listen to this and then get "depressed"

  • @nessa__weirdo5154
    @nessa__weirdo5154 5 років тому +31

    This song reminds me of the darkest minds movie when one of the characters erase the person that they loved memories that they had with the main character, and that part made me so sad....and this song makes me really think a out stuff

  • @suzannaroumie1802
    @suzannaroumie1802 5 років тому +31

    here before a million views

  • @maggzxoxo6936
    @maggzxoxo6936 4 роки тому +2

    crying to this is next level pain that i have reached

  • @max-gy8ff
    @max-gy8ff 4 роки тому +3

    *even tho my slowed playlist is for ariana grande and billies hyped songs this*
    me: you are the only exeption

  • @nili1879
    @nili1879 5 років тому +29

    WHO tf gives this a thumbs down

  • @nikitaneogi4467
    @nikitaneogi4467 4 роки тому +1

    i don't cry usually to songs as they mean nothing to me but this legit made me cry.

  • @elisafernandes1571
    @elisafernandes1571 3 роки тому +2

    this song just gives me a little bit of what I'm going to feel if I lose her
    and dude, it doesn't feel good

  • @lumqhai822
    @lumqhai822 4 роки тому +5

    okay.. i'm so sad and i came here..
    but slowed version makes me 10x sadder :):

  • @Chloe-pg1zo
    @Chloe-pg1zo 4 роки тому +5

    Me:”i love you” him:”i dont”

  • @lops5509
    @lops5509 4 роки тому +2

    honestly, the only song that has let me feel anything today. We had to put my childhood pet cat to sleep today