billie eilish - idontwannabeyouanymore ( s l o w e d + l y r i c s )

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  • Опубліковано 26 вер 2024
  • sorry for not posting in 3 days i’ve been busy 😿
    follow my instagram @ / smelliebillie
    lyrics:
    [Verse 1]
    Don't be that wayFall apart twice a day
    I just wish you could feel what you sayShow, never tellBut I know you too well
    Got a mood that you wish you could sell
    [Chorus]
    If teardrops could be bottledThere'd be swimming pools filled by models
    Told "a tight dress is what makes you a whore"If "I love you" was a promiseWould you break it, if you're honest?Tell the mirror what you know she's heard beforeI don't wanna be you...Anymore
    [Verse 2]
    Hands getting coldLosing feeling is getting oldWas I made from a broken mold?
    Hurt, I can't shakeWe've made every mistake
    Only you know the way that I break
    [Chorus]
    If teardrops could be bottled
    There'd be swimming pools filled by models
    Told "a tight dress is what makes you a whore"
    If "I love you" was a promise
    Would you break it, if you're honest?
    Tell the mirror what you know she's heard before
    I-I don't wanna be you
    I don't wanna be you
    I don't wanna be you...
    Anymore

КОМЕНТАРІ • 521

  • @ameer7956
    @ameer7956 3 роки тому +2932

    slowed songs always have a different vibe

  • @ilovedhim.1416
    @ilovedhim.1416 2 роки тому +2541

    "The teenagers who cry themselves to sleep every night were once children with peace and hope in their hearts"

    • @twisterpepsi1803
      @twisterpepsi1803 2 роки тому +26

      damn

    • @Jvxlca
      @Jvxlca 2 роки тому +18

      Oh

    • @somelikeitposh
      @somelikeitposh 2 роки тому +10

      Damnnnnnn

    • @TylerNewnam
      @TylerNewnam 2 роки тому +12

      They are only little kids who do not accept reality¬_¬

    • @autumnof2008
      @autumnof2008 2 роки тому +5

      @@TylerNewnam edgy kids 😣 jkkk i know there are some teenagers with... "issues"

  • @nataschsa7881
    @nataschsa7881 3 роки тому +1585

    "If I „love you“ was a promise would you break, it if you’re honest ?" This hurt so bad

    • @milos4638
      @milos4638 3 роки тому +17

      fr i actually got a pang in my heart :(

    • @jacub.2650
      @jacub.2650 3 роки тому +6

      That hurts alot

    • @glenda5096
      @glenda5096 3 роки тому +3

      ya, she brokes

    • @rishiraj1508
      @rishiraj1508 3 роки тому +4

      I love you

    • @sunmoonx
      @sunmoonx 2 роки тому +1

      @@rishiraj1508 love you to

  • @Kim-cg2oz
    @Kim-cg2oz 3 роки тому +882

    I know billie has been changed her theme, but this era still on my playlist. I miss this era, so much!

    • @Kim-cg2oz
      @Kim-cg2oz 3 роки тому +33

      But i do love her new album, so much, too.

    • @Xplr4life367
      @Xplr4life367 3 роки тому +3

      Can relate

    • @pinkymii072
      @pinkymii072 3 роки тому +36

      i'm just happy she's doing better tbh

    • @Kim-cg2oz
      @Kim-cg2oz 3 роки тому +6

      @@pinkymii072 couldn’t agree more!

    • @joesawma4382
      @joesawma4382 3 роки тому +10

      ive been thinking bout that nonstop. her past albums stand tall against her new one.

  • @Soraaceroo
    @Soraaceroo 4 роки тому +934

    i loveeeeeeeeeee LOVEEEEEEE this

  • @bok_hoot_o2586
    @bok_hoot_o2586 3 роки тому +4264

    POV: that one *"funny"* kid just got home and puts this on

    • @araversace5447
      @araversace5447 3 роки тому +157

      For God's sake stop reminding me

    • @blkbrd9563
      @blkbrd9563 3 роки тому +22

      @@araversace5447 umm why

    • @nataschsa7881
      @nataschsa7881 3 роки тому +126

      I‘m the loud and confident one but at home I hear this

    • @nataschsa7881
      @nataschsa7881 3 роки тому +24

      I love your profile picture

    • @danny_racho
      @danny_racho 3 роки тому +18

      @@nataschsa7881 feel ya

  • @jessie.wessie.
    @jessie.wessie. 3 роки тому +574

    i feel like the " i dont wanna be you anymore " part has 2 meaning to me. !!trigger warning!! i feel like one of them is me talking to myself and saying i dont want to put up a mask anymore. i want to be myself and i dont want to be a different person to meet society's expectations. i wish i could just be myself and wear what i want to wear without being called a wh0r3. another meaning is me not wanting to be who my parents want me to be. or just not wanting to grow into my parents bad habits.. if you read that whole thing then thank you and i l0v3 you. :)

    • @nya6969
      @nya6969 3 роки тому +4

      Love you too 💗

    • @ro8102
      @ro8102 3 роки тому +4

      Love you too

    • @mi7455
      @mi7455 3 роки тому +2

      love u too

    • @mi7455
      @mi7455 3 роки тому

      And yeah i can relate with that

    • @graceafina7307
      @graceafina7307 3 роки тому

      Love you too

  • @stiffchocolate22
    @stiffchocolate22 3 роки тому +1004

    Ive got my own version, so here gos:
    If teardrops could be bottled
    Ther'd be swimming pools filled by models, who wasted their lives away.
    Tsunami waves would be made by bad days and mistakes, to drown out any last surviving survivors.
    As I crash to the floor, idontwannabeyouanymore.

  • @_.sunshine_kinsel
    @_.sunshine_kinsel 3 роки тому +240

    POV: the kid that always smiles at everyone even though they get made fun of, Finally let’s it all out. To this song.

    • @fae6325
      @fae6325 3 роки тому +3

      pov: i just read myself in comments yyyooo

    • @misslydiascrapcookie4349
      @misslydiascrapcookie4349 3 роки тому +3

      POV: you’re that kid/person

    • @오유나-g4s
      @오유나-g4s 2 роки тому +3

      모든 상황에서 웃어 넘기기엔 난 아직 너무 어린지만 항상 웃어 넘기려고만 하는 나 자신이 싫다

    • @Juggalo4life906
      @Juggalo4life906 Рік тому +1

      @@misslydiascrapcookie4349 me

  • @ashley8148
    @ashley8148 2 роки тому +73

    1:24 THIS PART IS SO GOOD☹️

  • @itsskayy7736
    @itsskayy7736 2 роки тому +43

    "if teardrops could be bottled, there'd be swimming pools filled by models"
    been listening since 2018/2019 and just realized the deepness of that line..

  • @juno2783
    @juno2783 3 роки тому +99

    i always listen to slowed songs when i am writing sad stuff, it inspires me so much

  • @shivikachintanippu9300
    @shivikachintanippu9300 2 роки тому +35

    Billie’s songs have always been the most relatable.

    • @Apocalypse-V
      @Apocalypse-V 2 місяці тому +1

      I hope you're okay, take care of you 💫

  • @imnotmadjustdisappointed3708
    @imnotmadjustdisappointed3708 2 роки тому +13

    This is so aesthetically pleasing and this is one of my favorite songs from Billie it’s a chef kiss

  • @keirabell1441
    @keirabell1441 3 роки тому +242

    POV: you are happy in school you don`t want to leave, you know what happens at home. you get home and your mum starts shouting at you and your sister and you go to your room and cry and listen to this!!!!!!!!

  • @Nika.bitca18
    @Nika.bitca18 3 роки тому +63

    Feelin' almost in heaven .

  • @mahaankir2105
    @mahaankir2105 2 роки тому +37

    1:22 it doesnt matter what mood im in, i always shed a tear at this part.

  • @sikie4903
    @sikie4903 2 роки тому +8

    "Hands getting cold ,
    Losing feeling is getting old " that's so touched

  • @ruweida5432
    @ruweida5432 4 роки тому +52

    this channel deserves 1M subscribers

  • @nero_yuki
    @nero_yuki 2 роки тому +81

    I'm tired of crying
    I'm tired of yelling
    I'm tired of being sad
    I'm tired of pretending
    I'm tired of being alone
    I'm tired of being angry
    I'm tired of feeling crazy
    I'm tired of feeling stuck
    I'm tired of needing help
    I'm tired of remembering
    I'm tired of missing things
    I'm tired of being different
    I'm tired of missing people
    I'm tired of feeling worthless
    I'm tired of feeling empty inside
    I'm tired of not being able to just let go
    I'm tired of wishing I could just start over
    I'm tired of dreaming of a life I will never have
    But most of all I'm tired of just being tired.

    • @crownsplitter
      @crownsplitter Рік тому +1

      i fell you brother,you could start by going to the gym.I used to be just like you and in some ways i still am,but im in a much better place now.Just seeing that you are capable of changing your own body,will show you that you arent powerless.Use the suffering to fuel yourself,please just give it a try.It doesnt matter what you do the first couple of days.Look up videos online,and if you think people will judge you, back when i was 115 kg at 15 i expected everyone to give me looks, instead people were very respectful and i could tell that they had genuine respect for me.I remember once i made eye contact with some very muscular good looking guy, i was doing bicep exercise and he gave me a nod of aprovement and as we walked by eachother we just shook hands,just randomly i dont think either of us knew exactly why,but if i had to guess i would say that its just a subconscious respect for one another.Trust me,it will change your life.

    • @nero_yuki
      @nero_yuki Рік тому +2

      @@crownsplitter thanks bro u helped me a lot ☺

    • @solarverse.
      @solarverse. 9 місяців тому +1

      _fight,be strong ! I feel the same, but we all learn how to fight against it. Fight for your rights. Especially if you know what's happening is wrong. Thank you for pointing that out to everyone that some people are just so consumed and messed up because of these reasons ! Stay safe!_

  • @stolenstoner287
    @stolenstoner287 3 роки тому +206

    "I don't wanna be you anymore" just that part describes my relationship with my mom. I'm so tired of people telling me I'm like her. I promise, I'm not. I would never abuse my kid the way she did! I'm not my dad either... I didn't abuse my child and then leave when they said they liked the same gender as themself.
    Sorry for ranting

    • @stolenstoner287
      @stolenstoner287 3 роки тому +9

      I know so many breakups I've been through could relate to some of this too

    • @coffeprinxess1788
      @coffeprinxess1788 2 роки тому +4

      Your feelings are valid

    • @moob1385
      @moob1385 2 роки тому +3

      Man😕❤️

    • @mfsatan
      @mfsatan 2 роки тому +2

      I hope it gets better for you :)

    • @Алина-ъ1ь2х
      @Алина-ъ1ь2х 2 роки тому +2

      Everything will definitely be fine you're strong, I know you can handle it, I believe in you!)

  • @jisooturtlerabbitkim1173
    @jisooturtlerabbitkim1173 3 роки тому +118

    so you’re just gonna not put this masterpiece on Spotify??😩😭

  • @Lavena17
    @Lavena17 2 роки тому +17

    Yep, I’m definitely adding this to my playlist. The beat drop was everything.

  • @fiorettimalu2645
    @fiorettimalu2645 3 роки тому +15

    why slowed musics made everything with the vibe more intense?
    the sad = depressive a lot
    the dangerous = the most dangerous of your mind
    the chill = relaxing in the level that you wanna just die of so calm you are

  • @ghostty.
    @ghostty. 2 роки тому +33

    You know it’s bad again when you go back to listening to this 💀

    • @Apocalypse-V
      @Apocalypse-V 2 місяці тому

      I hope you are better, take care of you 💫

  • @skypho9946
    @skypho9946  4 роки тому +112

    THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR 100 SUBSCRIBERS I LOVE YOU ALL 🥺💕💕

  • @kadencejmorrow
    @kadencejmorrow 2 роки тому +8

    this song hits dif when the lyrics apply to u

  • @accordionp
    @accordionp 4 роки тому +150

    I LOVE THIS SO MUCH WTF IM SUBSCRIBING-

  • @gloriaviticchie4511
    @gloriaviticchie4511 3 роки тому +172

    Don't be that way
    Fall apart twice a day
    I just wish you could feel what you say
    Show, never tell
    But I know you too well
    Got a mood that you wish you could sell
    If teardrops could be bottled
    There'd be swimming pools filled by models
    Told "a tight dress is what makes you a whore"
    If "I love you" was a promise
    Would you break it, if you're honest?
    Tell the mirror what you know she's heard before
    I don't wanna be you, anymore
    Hand, hands getting cold
    Losing feeling is getting old
    Was I made from a broken mold?
    Hurt, I can't shake
    We've made every mistake
    Only you know the way that I break
    If teardrops could be bottled
    There'd be swimming pools filled by models
    Told "a tight dress is what makes you a whore"
    If "I love you" was a promise
    Would you break it, if you're honest?
    Tell the mirror what you know she's heard before
    I-I don't wanna be you
    I don't wanna be you
    I don't wanna be you, anymore

  • @ely-zg6re
    @ely-zg6re 2 роки тому +11

    "If -i love you- was a promise, would you break it if your honest?" 💕💕

  • @suhaylapage8650
    @suhaylapage8650 Рік тому +4

    THIS IS MAD GOOD…IM SHAKING BECAUSE THIS IS A BANGER AFTER ALL THIS FREAKIN YEARS….ya ya ahhhhhhhh❤💓💗💗💖❣️💖💖

  • @lovelyserotonin
    @lovelyserotonin Рік тому +1

    You always show emotions up until you really feel them, until they actually matter. They say “Sadness is not a weakness” and you know it isn’t. A hypocrite, you say it too. Giving others advice when you know you can’t even take it yourself. So yeah Sadness isn’t a weakness. But it feels like one. A weakness that swallows you whole til you can’t escape it. Crying helps but hurts, the pain isn’t for you to escape. You are allowed to feel this way. No one can tell you you aren't and this includes yourself. Pain is apart of life. But still, when the time comes for you to take that pain, you always find a way to bury the pain. But hey at least you can put on that brave face and say you're happy.

  • @elleanorhaikyuu3017
    @elleanorhaikyuu3017 2 роки тому +3

    Lately i feel like i have 3 personalities. One for my family members to see, one for my school and friends to see, and my true self. At school, I act al happy, funny, and just living the best life. For my family members, i act like I’m happy, doing fine, maybe just most of the time tired. M true self, crying about my insecurities, my face, my weight, my grades, and not ever stop breaking myself down. I always feel like i need to do better, be better, just honestly be someone else. I feel like i always have to please other people to be accepted, and im scared that i will be left alone by my friends if i dont do what they want to do, or say something they want me to say. Sometimes i even have to do things behind their backs so i can do what i actually want to do. I sometimes even feel so insecure about my friends, not even sure if their real friends. Do they actually like me? Do they actually like spending time with me? Or am i just a burden ad annoyance to their daily life? I don’t know. I will never know. Sometimes music is jsut my only thing to go to to comfort myself. I don’t even feel comfortable venting to my family, friends or anyone. Music, bts, anime, is my only form of comfort. I always try to look for these playlists because i feel like its the only place where i can relate to. Sometimes i laugh at things, or act ways i wouldn’t if i was alone, or with my closer family. At these days, it jsut comes naturally. I didn’t even force myself to do it. Now these days, i act tired, i act done, because I am. I always was. It’s just i was even too tired to act like i care today, that im actually happy, and that i actually want to be here.

  • @WithADashOfPazazz
    @WithADashOfPazazz Рік тому +2

    one of her best songs

  • @zaz6670
    @zaz6670 Рік тому +4

    listening to this on a cold night in my room while it’s raining

  • @thia.
    @thia. 3 роки тому +20

    I’m so bubbly and happy but I when I come home I’m cold and harsh.

  • @miley9455
    @miley9455 2 роки тому +1

    okay but this is now my favorite thing ever

  • @user-xn4ex8yk4w
    @user-xn4ex8yk4w 3 роки тому +16

    1:03

  • @vaarunigill3991
    @vaarunigill3991 3 роки тому +24

    This was me before now I hv changed myself made my self tough and I don't show feelings but inside I have a heart which is dull and sad and these songs help me cope with em thx alot :)

  • @JackMcdonald-d1d
    @JackMcdonald-d1d 11 місяців тому +1

    Wow I love her songs 🤩

  • @sleepii_dollii
    @sleepii_dollii 2 роки тому +3

    notice how she said "BY models" and not "with models" this hurts, knowing they have a hard time keeping up with beauty standards that change daily. You are beautiful, and don't let anyone (not even you) change that. You deserve the world. Sending virtual hugs :) I hope you feel amazing, because you are.

  • @haiii3060
    @haiii3060 2 роки тому +6

    2022 and this is the best song i've ever met-

  • @mursalomar55
    @mursalomar55 3 роки тому +7

    IM OBSESSED WITH THIS YOU GOT A NEW SUB

  • @_pinkangel_318
    @_pinkangel_318 2 роки тому +8

    I feel like this is my heart and mind speaking to me.

  • @DIYAGREWAL
    @DIYAGREWAL 3 роки тому +2

    literally the best slowed song ever.

  • @jacub.2650
    @jacub.2650 3 роки тому +13

    Have u guys notice that a line can shake our feelings 💔

  • @prettyinmochi4916
    @prettyinmochi4916 2 роки тому +1

    Why this touching my heart's?

  • @stargazer4809
    @stargazer4809 2 роки тому +11

    The moment you realize what everyone sees you as. That’s not the image you were trying so hard to make them see.
    So now you hate who you are and you can’t change how they see you and it sucks..

  • @daalphahuskytv8834
    @daalphahuskytv8834 3 роки тому +5

    How come does this video get leasstt viewssss it's amazing😭❤️

  • @zanny9771
    @zanny9771 3 роки тому +2

    This hit hard.

  • @smile-o7x
    @smile-o7x 2 роки тому

    it feels calmin 🙇🏻‍♀💻

  • @Eviishere
    @Eviishere 2 роки тому +16

    I don't wanna hide my sadness anymore

  • @V13l__
    @V13l__ 3 роки тому +2

    I love this song💖😫

  • @purdigalley6143
    @purdigalley6143 2 роки тому +2

    “I just wish you could feel what you say” :(

  • @maral5021
    @maral5021 2 роки тому +3

    It's so good

  • @ydaniajimenez3670
    @ydaniajimenez3670 3 роки тому +1

    this is my new favorite song omg

  • @AnaBeatriz-ni4op
    @AnaBeatriz-ni4op 3 роки тому +7

    Eu só quero dormir e nunca mais...😭

  • @Renaisanobody
    @Renaisanobody Місяць тому

    Omg I remember listening to this like 2 years ago while I sat at my desk drawing lmao

  • @gogos12miklos42
    @gogos12miklos42 2 роки тому +4

    Imádom ezt a dalt.

  • @what-should-i-call-this3231
    @what-should-i-call-this3231 2 роки тому +1

    I feel like we all used to be happy during every situation but now… we’re all just sad teens and our parents don’t understand but I love slowed music on UA-cam cause no one can judge you they care and relate to you and that’s why some strangers are so kind (doesn’t mean talk to strangers) but be safe
    I love you… 💕
    And hey if you wanna talk
    I’m always here 🥹 I know how it feels wanting everything to stop and crying to sleep every night 🥲

  • @platinumchxrry5980
    @platinumchxrry5980 3 роки тому +2

    very under rated

  • @Marisa589
    @Marisa589 3 роки тому +2

    This is so Perfect for crying in the evening😋

  • @bookdallyssisterlol3560
    @bookdallyssisterlol3560 2 роки тому

    This is slowed down to absolute perfection.

  • @christlovesyou314
    @christlovesyou314 Рік тому +10

    Jesus Christ loves you ❤❤❤✝️✝️✝️

  • @a.z3501
    @a.z3501 2 роки тому +2

    1:23

  • @gelino14
    @gelino14 3 роки тому +3

    man this so painful😔🖤

  • @notyourtype1207
    @notyourtype1207 Рік тому +1

    The ppl who once used to speak the most are now quite but wanna be heard too

  • @RegimentOfLight
    @RegimentOfLight 3 роки тому +1

    ''
    tell the mirror what yenno she heard before'' hits dif

  • @yaseminozturk3791
    @yaseminozturk3791 2 роки тому +7

    1:24 that line killed me .

  • @martinafabozzi8632
    @martinafabozzi8632 3 роки тому +1

    omg i love this

  • @sameliita
    @sameliita 2 роки тому

    I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVEEEEEEEEEEE THIS

  • @777_amaya
    @777_amaya 3 роки тому +2

    *adds to breakup playlist*
    **Listens to it even though I didn’t go through a breakup**

  • @axali.2prtty.379
    @axali.2prtty.379 2 роки тому +4

    To those who's listening to this prefers to be alone and having a hard time accepting things, they deserve better affection.

  • @Youtubeuser10873
    @Youtubeuser10873 2 роки тому

    It makes me feel high

  • @user-sx8zn8du7n
    @user-sx8zn8du7n 3 роки тому +8

    "If 'i love you' was a promise, would you break it, if you're honest?"

  • @Juggalo4life906
    @Juggalo4life906 Рік тому +2

    *if I love you was a promise would you brake it if your honest*

  • @marc1knight
    @marc1knight 2 роки тому +3

    Love this song i miss my grandfather,😭

  • @Alex-nm3me
    @Alex-nm3me 3 роки тому +2

    If your here u have good tastes in music❤

  • @reilynmilan3541
    @reilynmilan3541 3 роки тому +2

    1:24❤️

  • @FollowerofDuck
    @FollowerofDuck 11 місяців тому

    a bit of an oldie but still a goodie

  • @Anstasia.
    @Anstasia. 2 роки тому +1

    اخذتها لأديت😜.

  • @loreaokhi1111
    @loreaokhi1111 2 роки тому +1

    “ don’t laugh, don’t cry, don’t smile, no emotion. then I will like you “

  • @Odachi.main.
    @Odachi.main. 2 роки тому +1

    POV: people online understand you more than your parents

  • @ata1739
    @ata1739 3 роки тому +1

    1:03 THE BEST PART AAAAAAAWAWAWAWAWWA

  • @en-stan9802
    @en-stan9802 2 роки тому +2

    Hits different when u heard it slowed

  • @skizlemcnizle
    @skizlemcnizle Місяць тому

    Nothing I say, and my existence, will never matter.

  • @charlis4lifer079
    @charlis4lifer079 2 роки тому +1

    POV:the happy friend highkey relates to this

  • @sobin3777
    @sobin3777 2 роки тому +4

    Don't be that way
그만 좀 해
Fall apart twice a day
하루에도 두 번씩 떨어져 내리잖아
I just wish you could feel what you say
네가 뭐라고 하는지 알고 말했으면 해
Show, never tell
보여줘, 말만 하지 말고
But I know you too well
하지만, 난 너를 너무 잘 알지
Kind of mood that you wish you could sell
네가 팔아버리고 싶어 하는 감정들
 

If teardrops could be bottled
눈물방울이 병을 가득 채우면
There'd be swimming pools filled by models
그 안은 모델로 가득 차 있을 걸
Told a tight dress is what makes you a whore
딱 붙는 드레스가 잡년 같다 말했지
If I love you was a promise
사랑한다는 게 약속이었다면
Would you break it, if you're honest
깨버릴 거니? 양심적으로
Tell the mirror what you know she's heard before
거울에다 말하지, 너도 알고 걔도 들었던 말을
I don't wanna be you anymore
난 네가 되고 싶지 않아 


Hands, hands getting cold
손은 점점 차가워져가고
Losing feeling is getting old
잃어버린 감정은 바래가고
Was I made from a broken mold?
난 처음부터 망가져 있던 걸까?
Hurt, I can't shake
아픈데, 털어낼 수 없어
We've made every mistake
우리가 저질렀던 모든 실수들을
Only you know the way that I break
너만이 내가 부서지는 방법을 알아
 

If teardrops could be bottled
눈물방울이 병을 가득 채우면
There'd be swimming pools filled by models
그 안은 모델로 가득 차 있을 걸
Told a tight dress is what makes you a whore
딱 붙는 드레스가 잡년 같다 말했지
If I love you was a promise
사랑한다는 게 약속이었다면
Would you break it, if you're honest
깨버릴 거니?, 양심적으로
Tell the mirror what you know she's heard before
거울에다 말하지, 너도 알고 걔도 들었던 말을
I don't wanna be you
난 네가 되고 싶지 않아
I don't wanna be you
난 네가 되고 싶지 않아
I don't wanna be you.. anymore
더 이상은 너처럼 되고 싶지 않아

  • @ineslopes69
    @ineslopes69 3 роки тому +1

    I Love this 🤧😩

  • @MayoyodoAizer
    @MayoyodoAizer 9 місяців тому

    This song really suits me in many ways...

  • @leeanaconnolly352
    @leeanaconnolly352 2 роки тому +2

    POV: ur the class clown and quiet at home because of this.

  • @kql3890
    @kql3890 3 роки тому +1

    I LOVE THIS OMG

  • @boipelomorebodi8246
    @boipelomorebodi8246 3 роки тому

    This song has so many meaning s in life

  • @leaitty
    @leaitty 3 роки тому +38

    Let me tell you, I hate myself I cant be skinny Im always eating for nothing Im looking terrible maybe I can hide with clothes but you know what I cant hide from myself. No one even like to hang out with me Im always being the funniest in school we have money problems also my mom is sick if she dont get her medicine she cant walk properly My life is nothing and you know what IM NOTHING

    • @cinnamon9639
      @cinnamon9639 3 роки тому +1

      I'm so sorry for all this. You know what? I actually think fat people shouldn't be insecure about themselves, the look beautiful. I'm so sorry for your money problems and mother and just know that everything will be okay

    • @jada5537
      @jada5537 3 роки тому +1

      no no no! you are something don't ever think your not okay 😌 what ever is bringing u don't let it go!! AND EVERY TIME U FEEL DOWN SAY IM WORTH IT IM OKAY I CAN DO THIS IM SOMETHING IM HUMAN IM ME!! Don't ever feel down okay baby keep your head up for me ☺️💜

    • @NOo-df3ww
      @NOo-df3ww 3 роки тому +1

      Stay strong buddy I believe in u

    • @meryemtouzi1962
      @meryemtouzi1962 3 роки тому +1

      Yk I’m fat absolutely I’m so fat but I believe on my self not because i like my body but because if i don’t love my self first no one is gonna respect me or gimme value and yk i extremly don’t care about people opinions bcz people gonna judge you whatever you do so savor the moments as much as you can ❤️♋️

  • @lisamohammed1505
    @lisamohammed1505 2 роки тому

    I have listened to a 100 times

  • @nostalgia2333
    @nostalgia2333 3 роки тому +1

    such a vibe

  • @animela31wolf30
    @animela31wolf30 2 роки тому +34

    I would paint the canvas with bright colours glimpsed within the surface of known earth. I would wake up excitement of shivers to complete a master piece that would up stage me beyond society. The water tingling and paints smashed on a palette lead me to visions of the future i thought i grasped. The way my back sat straight and my hand stroked with bristles of absorbent colour. Gosh... What a beautiful lie i was living... Such a beautiful... Beautiful lie, I laid deep within. treasures of gold i created became slavery. What woke me up daily became chains weighing heavy on the hand i once used to paint the masters within my mind. The mistake i made was sharing a piece of me with a person i was suppose to call my mother. For someone who was suppose to support my passion turned it into a sin. What was suppose to be painted for myself turned into a privilege to paint... If it wasn't for her... I wouldn't have the skill to paint. Every brush i stroked belonged to her. Once they were masters of my mind... Now they are pieces of my pain she has every right to keep out of my hands. I would paint the canvases ... Now., all are left blank. For something so beautiful... Turned into a sad twisted punishment... I don't want to be what you want me to be anymore
    i wrote this piece while listening to this song trying to get my anger out. I have a mentally abusive and controlling mother... for everything i have completed belonged to her.. slowly.. i became bare... with nothing to do... slowly... i just sit staring at a wall... will she take this away from me too?
    this is the very first time i have shared a piece of my writing... i'm scared to share this... i don't want my mother to take it away again.... writing... it's the last thing that belongs to me

    • @justrinna_
      @justrinna_ 2 роки тому +1

      That was genuinely beautiful

    • @solarverse.
      @solarverse. 9 місяців тому

      _please fight, sit tight and survive ! if this is real i hope you're doing okay. I couldn't imagine having an abusive Parent.._

  • @dying-bubba6302
    @dying-bubba6302 2 роки тому +3

    "I don't wanna be you anymore" hits me so hard. I hate my body, and I feel like a fraud.

  • @zehragullu4042
    @zehragullu4042 2 роки тому +2

    I couldn't listen to the song because I tried to wink at the same time as the girl in the background lol

  • @Rood-vm9rp
    @Rood-vm9rp 8 місяців тому

    اخخخ بيلييي 😢😢😢