Being Kambua I Beautifully Broken (Nessy Lee)

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  • @kambua
    @kambua  Рік тому +124

    Nessy Lee. You are worth more than your weight in gold! Thank you for being vulnerable in order to heal others. We can’t wait to see what God does with your life. He writes the most beautiful stories 🦋

  • @tabby_teacher
    @tabby_teacher Рік тому +67

    I went thru two miscarriages and I can totally relate.Later on God restored and blessed me with 4 amazing kids ....with the last two being twins.He is a faithful God

  • @Valwangila
    @Valwangila Рік тому +68

    I had a miscarriage while in college and I feel like everyone just moved on because I was not even supposed to be pregnant to begin with. But I got stuck in the grief for a long time, little by little God restored me. I am still a work in progress in the healing journey, ❤

    • @shelmithwahome1085
      @shelmithwahome1085 Рік тому +1

      hugs gal may God continue giving you comfort

    • @toosharon2842
      @toosharon2842 Рік тому

      Hugs Valentine 🫂🫂🫂

    • @stephanieachoki2645
      @stephanieachoki2645 Рік тому +1

      Hugs

    • @triplesempire9194
      @triplesempire9194 9 місяців тому

      Hi gal, someone close to me had the same experience with you and I feel like her attitude really changed.....Tell me something you would wish as a treat or a way to approach this so that she can hea❤l❤❤

    • @Valwangila
      @Valwangila 9 місяців тому

      @@triplesempire9194 I am so sorry that she had to go through that, the first thing you can do is give her space to go through the loss and grief, then talk to her about it,,,ask her how she feels and how you can help her, be there for her. She is going to be okay little by little ❤️❤️❤️

  • @deelynnm6833
    @deelynnm6833 Рік тому +56

    Thank you Nessy for sharing your Angel's story. The experience is so relatable. I lost my baby just a week ago at 28 weeks. He was just a small beautiful boy...10 little fingers and 10 little toes. I am so grateful to my family & friends, my gyna and the lovely lovely midwife at the hospital for agreeing to my wishes...getting to see my baby, hold him, sing to him and rock him, sleep with him in my hospital room, go through a cremation process because i did not want him to be buried in a mass grave/disposed by the hospital. I also got foot prints of his little toes. That has made the healing process a bit more manageable. But i still miss my little boy every day!
    PS: October is pregnancy and infant loss awareness month. Hugs to all parents of angel babies ❤

  • @neatsniper
    @neatsniper Рік тому +24

    Nessy is so kind and selfless. Even at her most difficult time in the maternity, she was concerned about the other expectant mothers' comfort! Wow. Lord Jesus, bless Nessy and her hubby with Triplets.

  • @tabithathira357
    @tabithathira357 Рік тому +16

    I resonate with you Nessy. I prayed for twins after a miscarriage, and God in his mercies gave me twins ❤ this blew my mind and healed my pain. It shall be well with you Nessy.

  • @poletnjiru8812
    @poletnjiru8812 Рік тому +38

    I pray that for the parents who have lost their child. Please shine your light as we honor and remember this sweet baby who is now in your arms. Please remove any fog from our minds and heart and help us to trust that you are still good, sovereign, and that you care. You bring hope to troubled hearts.

  • @tecklachege8237
    @tecklachege8237 10 місяців тому +2

    Even with the loss of a child you are still a mother. More grace to you Nessy and may God give you the desires of your heart.You will have twins in Jesus name. Amen

  • @carolinekatana9897
    @carolinekatana9897 Рік тому +56

    This series is a blessing ❤❤
    Hopefully men will also join-in in the future to tell their side of the story since it takes dads too make a family. Thank you Kambua😊

    • @kambua
      @kambua  Рік тому +3

      Yes yes, our men are currently top of mind. They will come.

  • @wambuimwangi9988
    @wambuimwangi9988 Рік тому +14

    She really has an amazing voice 😍😍
    Sorry for what she has gone through

  • @MaryNjogu-gd6gu
    @MaryNjogu-gd6gu Рік тому +9

    Nessy was all I needed for today. my heart is so heavy and seeing someone who went through what am going through right now gives me hope and strength.

  • @tkdivine9647
    @tkdivine9647 Рік тому +21

    Hugs Nessy.. as a mom of 5 Angels I feel you...may God give you beauty for ashes, it's only by the grace of God that we can speak and smile.

  • @Njitagwo_Shiro
    @Njitagwo_Shiro Рік тому +15

    Oh my goodness! Before she encouraged a woman on a similar journey I paused and said to myself. This type of healing I have never seen, listening to how she has forgiven people and other of her comments, i wondered how has she been able to process such trauma in such a strong way within that amount of time. When shortly after she explained how she intentionally faced her triggers, it made sense then. The world of today unlike of yesterday has us accessing information sometimes quicker like now, mimi am beginning to understand mothers like you through my phone, I admit i really didn’t know how to deal with a situation like this, i was not helpful at all to someone going through this!!!! Silence indeed didn’t do our society any better. Now I’ll change! And using that example, Nessy read that quote about triggers and that helped quite with this healing process she has had to go through. Thank you Kambua for bringing her, thank you for this channel. You both are very beautiful, green does you good Nessy.

  • @leahsonnie3325
    @leahsonnie3325 Рік тому +24

    The fact that kambua is apologising before the interview shows how sensitive she's towards other souls.. I love uou kambua

  • @carolinemuchiri6965
    @carolinemuchiri6965 4 місяці тому +1

    I found myself watching this and remembering my journey, 4 miscarriages. And somehow, it is still so very fresh in my mind. The pain is still there. I thank God that i have two beautiful blessings after that cruel some journey

  • @kathambikirika9787
    @kathambikirika9787 Рік тому +19

    A beautiful conversation. “There will always be scar but God heals…” Thank you Nessy for sharing so beautifully. Thank you Kambua for interviewing her so well and graciously. Nessy we love you and Alvin. Sending you lots of love. Ephesians 3:20 - exceedingly and abundantly ❤️

  • @consolatakiilu6684
    @consolatakiilu6684 10 місяців тому +1

    I went through that pain 7 times the pain can't be explained but God is so faithful am a mother.

  • @mildredmmbone1693
    @mildredmmbone1693 Рік тому +10

    Kambua i keep on telling you you are the reason i still have hope today thank you for doing this waiting for another episode God has really used you to stir up faith and hope in my life i always say the God of Kambua will come through for me love you mama

  • @okiyasylvia7385
    @okiyasylvia7385 Рік тому +3

    Hugs !!this was me in 2021 and 2022 ..but the God of restoration healed and restored us in 2023.
    You will hold your miracle in Jesus name.

  • @AudreyAyaga
    @AudreyAyaga Рік тому +17

    As a mom to two angel babies I feel you 😢😢😢

    • @Daphney_Amisi
      @Daphney_Amisi Рік тому +2

      Hugs Audrey

    • @Cyn.M.
      @Cyn.M. Рік тому +1

      😢😢

    • @annrita7052
      @annrita7052 Рік тому +1

      Sending a million hugs to you mum

    • @yvonneochieng5291
      @yvonneochieng5291 Рік тому +1

      Hugs Dear 🫂

    • @reginawamuyu3036
      @reginawamuyu3036 Рік тому +3

      Hugs dear.🫂🫂🫂
      A fellow angel mum here, she would be 6 weeks now, but grew her angelic wings after birth.😭
      Hang in there we shall sail through

  • @sheilaisigi
    @sheilaisigi Рік тому +5

    Nessy.....we hold space for you. My sis Kambua.,...you are doing The LORD'S work. I love you. And THANK YOU.

  • @HerinaLwunza
    @HerinaLwunza Рік тому +8

    Thank you Kambua for bringing the guests❤. Some of us are still in the healing journey ❤

  • @TheCoolMum-j5p
    @TheCoolMum-j5p Рік тому +6

    I remember reading her post about the loss while I was also pregnant and I was so scared. I don't know what words can comfort you but I pray that the same God who blessed will also bless you.

  • @___slessor
    @___slessor Рік тому +1

    This video!😭😭😭
    Nessy. May God indeed be glorified through your life.

  • @kiarie_tochter586
    @kiarie_tochter586 Рік тому +3

    Wow, just her voice's beautiful. Thank you Kambua for having her here. I'm 21, new here, second episode from the one with akin Willis Raburu, and I love, appreciate what you doing.
    I've not yet been a mum, but believe I will one day, and I can feel this, especially the main point being to glorify God regardless of our situations.
    Thank you for this
    💌

  • @barbaram9575
    @barbaram9575 Рік тому +1

    Nessy you are a blessing... Hugs and Blessings on Blessings...😇😇

  • @Daphney_Amisi
    @Daphney_Amisi Рік тому +6

    When you're in so much pain you don't care!! Facts!!📍

  • @lizagordon58
    @lizagordon58 Рік тому +2

    I couldn't hold back my tears. Nessy I remember seeing your instagram post after the loss and shed tears and prayed for you. I still pray for you and I know God will restore. Hugs

  • @rosekuria5789
    @rosekuria5789 Рік тому +1

    56:51 Nessy you are so beautiful, I am so moved by your story as a mum who has lost a baby am amazed you spoke about it even when you are yet to get a rainbow baby. May the Lord answer you strong woman

  • @JudyKaranja
    @JudyKaranja Рік тому +10

    You are a great and empathetic interviewer Kambua and your guests have been amazing in sharing their stories. Nessy was so authentic, insightful and rich in wisdom. May God give her joy for the sorrows that she has been through. This will help so many women.

  • @maureenmusyoki2887
    @maureenmusyoki2887 Рік тому +11

    November would be my twin's birthday & hits me fresh every November trying to imagine how the identical twin girls would be like.....child loss is soooooo painful 😣 🫂 to all angel parents

  • @virginiakabiru513
    @virginiakabiru513 Рік тому +6

    Nessy....God is love and He loves you.... Kambua thank you for asking the difficult questions....it helps in the healing process.... may our Lord continue to guide you as you help all of us heal.

  • @nikuzemuyira6988
    @nikuzemuyira6988 Рік тому +5

    Hi nessy used to watch her a while back on youtube she is a sweet person

  • @nancymukabi1255
    @nancymukabi1255 Рік тому +9

    Thank you Nessy for Sharing your story. You are so beautiful Nessy. I will endeavor to remember you and your husband Alvin in prayer. So encouraged#healing. Kambua thank you for providing such an amazing forum. God bless you ladies.

  • @blessingsforlisa
    @blessingsforlisa Рік тому +5

    ..i sob with you, this is a very familiar pain, i lost mine a day after birthday, i held her for 2 hours hoping she would wake up, its going to 3 years and i can never bring myself to hold a new born 😢. Hugs to you Nessy and all other angel mums, , God does carry us through. Thank you Kambua for this wonderful platform . ❤❤

  • @susanmbithe1632
    @susanmbithe1632 8 місяців тому +1

    Kambua, these sessions are really intense. Let me tell you, nothing prepares a mother to see their dead child. It's the MOST PAINFUL thing a person can go through. There's nothing like healing completely, memories of course come with tears.

  • @nyabutoviolet2922
    @nyabutoviolet2922 Рік тому +3

    😢😢😢Carrying untill the late minute.. Go through labor pains... All in Vain.. The angel left me... God answer my prayers 😭😭

    • @MburawaUK
      @MburawaUK Рік тому

      From your lips to God's ears. You will be fruitful in Jesus mighty name 🙏🏽.

  • @Daphney_Amisi
    @Daphney_Amisi Рік тому +25

    The smallest coffins are the heaviest 🤍
    Hugs Nessy Lee✨

  • @waihiga124
    @waihiga124 Рік тому +3

    WOW! Thank you Nessy and Kambua

  • @kaguathashiru954
    @kaguathashiru954 Рік тому +2

    So relatable 😢 also still hopes that my morning will come too and I'll be a mama. We shall too testify 🙏

  • @christinesyombua8942
    @christinesyombua8942 Рік тому +3

    Hi Nessy
    I am so sorry for what you have gone through. May God give you peace & healing.
    Hugs ❤❤

  • @FaithRuguru-x1j
    @FaithRuguru-x1j Рік тому +1

    When I tell you I cried. I have truly cried and for sure He writes the most beautiful stories.. May God bless your community some more.

  • @charletmokomele2452
    @charletmokomele2452 4 місяці тому

    Thank you lovely ladies for this. I resonate with the part where people close to you just move on and never showed up / said anything about your grieve. It’s so sad. But it is well. ♥️♥️♥️

  • @CatholicChatPodcast
    @CatholicChatPodcast Рік тому +1

    Thanks kambua.This programme helps me heal..not on a being a mum side of story but with different kind of loss.Be blessed

  • @evahmuchiri4000
    @evahmuchiri4000 4 місяці тому

    Thank you Kambua for bringing this great lady Nessy and God will come through for her. And he has something good in store and she will hold her beautiful children.I Feel encouraged because am still waiting on God for fruit of the womb.

  • @ladyaliciadivine6791
    @ladyaliciadivine6791 4 місяці тому

    ❤❤ Thanks for sharing ,do not hide it or hold it will burst,that feel and heal means alot ,bless both dear vessels of Hod3

  • @FelistarNyambura-e1i
    @FelistarNyambura-e1i 2 місяці тому

    Kabua your helping slot of women. God bless you

  • @thapisu
    @thapisu 10 місяців тому

    Thank God for sharing your story Nessy... Thank you for the healing power of God through your experience&fod the true community you own that can't be taken for granted. Takes me back to prayer for many who've walked this path.
    Speaking life over all🙏🙏🙏

  • @unitertowett4205
    @unitertowett4205 9 місяців тому

    Kambua is so warm ❤I really admire her.

  • @greenwiseinsuranceagency9397
    @greenwiseinsuranceagency9397 11 місяців тому

    Nessy,wow God heals.This story has brought about soo much triggers but it is well.Hugs to all mums who have lost babies,they are our angels

  • @jacquek9378
    @jacquek9378 Рік тому +1

    Thank you Kambua for the series that you have been bringing. Healing is indeed a journey....It's been a while after my loss but God is a restorer and nothing is impossible for him.

  • @janetbungei5
    @janetbungei5 Рік тому +2

    I am always learning, I get to see things in a different perspective, learn how to be a support community, be encouraged by the testimony, the struggles may be different, but the same grace that carries us through. I get to see God through every story .

  • @piecesofbeautiful4019
    @piecesofbeautiful4019 Рік тому

    Nessy my heart goes out to you and all the women suffering this most painful journey💝💝

  • @GraceMworia-f2w
    @GraceMworia-f2w Рік тому +2

    Thank you so much for sharing this story with us it's helped me a lot because I was asking God a lot of questions, but today, I have a hint of why these things happened to me

  • @jacklinerabongo5367
    @jacklinerabongo5367 6 місяців тому

    Thanks for sharing your story, Nessy. Thanks, Kambua, for hosting her. May God bless you both

  • @mercymuthoni3547
    @mercymuthoni3547 4 місяці тому

    I went through loss this July and the wound is still so fresh but one thing I can attest is that your spirit always senses the loss before it manifests in the physical , a day before the miscarriage I wrote the message to my husband and told him that I felt so broken inside and the following day I went to the hospital and the sonographer broke the painful news to me.

  • @wanjirumacharia-zn5qm
    @wanjirumacharia-zn5qm Рік тому +1

    I experienced the same kind of mourning/grief before my miscarriage. I never got to understand why and it has always puzzled me. A deep pull of grief a month before the miscarriage. By the time I was losing the baby, I had no grief in me. I tell myself, God was preparing me for that loss in advance. Thank you Nessy and Kambua for being vulnerable.

  • @mwanamrembo
    @mwanamrembo Рік тому +3

    Dr. Anita Phillips talks about how triggers are an opportunity to heal. Great conversation on the health and healing journey God promised us in Jer 33:6. May His blessings be with the both of you.

  • @teresamboci744
    @teresamboci744 Рік тому

    Hugs to you Nessy. May God continue to give you peace and bless you with beautiful babies.

  • @JosephineNyawira-go3ni
    @JosephineNyawira-go3ni 4 місяці тому

    Listening to such a story just leaves me in tears coz have gone through that pain twice and still no child, it's painful it's heartbreaking and sometimes I just feel like am not worthy anymore 😢😢

  • @muzungushalom2442
    @muzungushalom2442 Рік тому +1

    That statement, "feel and heal" means a lot, my dear ones around the globe, in our journey of life, processing our emotions well will definitely lead you to complete healing, God created us as emotional beings, never neglect your emotions allow yourself to feel those emotions and healing will surely come. Am also going through a different way of pain in my marriage but through processing my emotions well, healing is coming on my way. So thank you thank you and thank you to you the host and the guest🌹lots of love

  • @mercydamaris4802
    @mercydamaris4802 Рік тому +3

    Ooouh Nessy now i understand the silence from your end , you'll be blessed beyond your understanding

  • @nurselifern254
    @nurselifern254 Рік тому +4

    Hugs Nessy...Thank You Kambua for this podcast...It's a healing platform.I can relate so much.

  • @esthermwikali1057
    @esthermwikali1057 9 місяців тому

    ooooh Nessy, she is so beautiful and strong, Will be here when she comes back with an amazing testimony

  • @AmutavySS
    @AmutavySS Рік тому

    Pole. May God almighty remember you and others who have gone through the same loss, again and again. He is our shepherd, we shall not want.

  • @catherinewainaina3120
    @catherinewainaina3120 Рік тому +1

    oooh yes i resonate with that part of grief before finding out you have lost...Had a miscarriage in April this year and two nights before i really had a moment of total grief that i couldn't understand

  • @carolangelique2344
    @carolangelique2344 Рік тому +1

    Despite it being theee years or more after my last loss I still feel my heart skip a beat whenever i watch or hear another angel mom's story.. indeed we are stronger together,thanks for this amazing series @being kambua , you're a such a gentle and gracious host and your guests very authentic. God richly bless moms as we journey together.

  • @dorcasngetich9452
    @dorcasngetich9452 11 місяців тому

    Beautiful ladies such an eye opener to what women go through. Thanks for sharing. Nessy love you voice and strength. ( May God bless you with double) .

  • @JWambui
    @JWambui 4 місяці тому

    I love Nessy...such a beautiful soul

  • @nancyoyula
    @nancyoyula Рік тому +1

    Oh yea loss is very lonely. Even when you have family around you, it feels like you're alone it's the end of the world. Hugs to anyone that has gone through whichever loss ♥️♥️

  • @janetm7693
    @janetm7693 Рік тому

    I love her voice and composure, before I even hear her story.

  • @elizabethmuthoni9118
    @elizabethmuthoni9118 Рік тому +1

    Strong lady Nessy
    Hugs❤
    One day i blv it will be a testimony...God is going to bless us soon

  • @geraldinealuoch6503
    @geraldinealuoch6503 Рік тому

    This right here ❤. Thank you Nessy for being vulnerable.This comes almost a year since my baby was born sleeping. The memory is still vivid. I am on my healing journey and all I can say is Gods grace has been sufficient

  • @Fkange
    @Fkange Рік тому +1

    Wow! I am speechless and amazed at how this session has made me feel. I have tried watching this video 3 times then I finally managed. Oooh!God! I am going through some pain right now and listening to Nessie’s voice and Kambua’s assurance has given me some peace. Asante sana ladies.

  • @annamariah7957
    @annamariah7957 Рік тому +1

    Sending lotsa love and light Nessy 🫂💚

  • @winnieijeji7245
    @winnieijeji7245 Рік тому

    Feeling and healing,my take home.May God bless and heal all angel mums

  • @AokoRuth
    @AokoRuth Рік тому +4

    The Lord of hosts will answer your prayers and bring healing to you all in pain, this is my prayer

  • @tecklachege8237
    @tecklachege8237 10 місяців тому

    I just came to know about this channel and I love it. Kambua thank you for this. I just love you

    • @kambua
      @kambua  10 місяців тому

      Thank you for being here 🦋

  • @bridgitmartha1259
    @bridgitmartha1259 Рік тому

    Thank you for this interview. I just went through what Nessy went through last week. And everything about her story is so similar to mine...am soo comforted and consoled. Thank you so much

  • @magaretnjarumi8987
    @magaretnjarumi8987 Рік тому +2

    Very relatable and having a solid active support really helps someone to navigate through everything,hugs Nessy,The Lord is faithful He'll surely give you His blessings❤

  • @grace-5rop
    @grace-5rop Рік тому +1

    This is so deep 😢nessy is such a strong lady.

  • @ReneeMurunga
    @ReneeMurunga Рік тому +1

    Hugs Nessy.
    You are a strong woman..

  • @maxmilla1133
    @maxmilla1133 Рік тому

    Looking forward to see minister jane Aller ,amazing show,receive more grace @kambua

  • @siphokaziluzipho4197
    @siphokaziluzipho4197 Рік тому

    I just love how honest she is about friends who didn't call. How can your life not be still for a second, like mine.

  • @suzannemaina4773
    @suzannemaina4773 Рік тому

    Nessy’s story in particular has thrown me the life line I so needed. Thank you for sharing your story with us and thank you Kambua for doing this podcast! May the Lord continue to be glorified through all of this.

  • @toriouma3484
    @toriouma3484 Рік тому

    Thanks Nessy for your story ❤May God show up for you.The God of perfect timing.

  • @risperkinya8860
    @risperkinya8860 Рік тому

    Woooow,, she is such an inspiration❤

  • @nataliewangeci4007
    @nataliewangeci4007 Рік тому +1

    Thank you for sharing your story❤

  • @margaretgathoni5294
    @margaretgathoni5294 Рік тому

    love and hugs Nessy..... lots of love. Thank you Kambua for this indeed He writes the most beautiful stories.

  • @lizjep4388
    @lizjep4388 Рік тому +1

    I felt it when Nessy said when you go through loss it changes you..can't be that bubbly person ,the strength she has is God's grace . Loved listening .
    One day Kambua I will seat with you on my journey how I battle Ectopic pregnancy and overcame and won .In God's perfect timing I will tell my story 🙏🏾.

  • @deborahwanjiku6267
    @deborahwanjiku6267 Рік тому +1

    Powerful ministry Kambua, may the Lord strengthen you ❤

  • @alohaxkayy
    @alohaxkayy Рік тому

    She has an amazing voice 😍😍😍

  • @rosachronicles8777
    @rosachronicles8777 Рік тому +1

    I 100% relate with this episode.The Only difference is i made peace with myself that i am ok even without a baby.Praying for you Nessy

  • @cynthiawanjiru7393
    @cynthiawanjiru7393 4 місяці тому

    May God give you double just as you asked him for Nessy but whatever he chooses to do he is still faithful and he will always be good. His faithfulness and grace is still with you in Jesus name🙏🏾

  • @lillianwaweru5475
    @lillianwaweru5475 Рік тому

    Nessy...i pray blessings and abundance of joy ahead of you ❤

  • @liliansonia4798
    @liliansonia4798 Рік тому +1

    Can we take a break @kambua. I didn't know this would be so triggering...... i have cried my eyes out. Lord......aaaaah this is just reminding me of my situation in 2021.

  • @judyanyango6645
    @judyanyango6645 Рік тому +2

    That was such a beautiful interview. I can resonate with the triggers when i lost my dad, I had a hard time wearing the dress I wore at his funeral. I decided to wear it on other occasions despite fhe memory it brought me. wearing the dress now doesn't trigger me as before. God is indeed so good.

  • @LoveYT88-ee3ql
    @LoveYT88-ee3ql Рік тому

    Tough tough,sorry to all who go through that😢

  • @mercynjeri702
    @mercynjeri702 Рік тому

    Sending you love Nessy thanks for sharing ❤❤.

  • @winniemartin2234
    @winniemartin2234 Рік тому +2

    Hugs to you Nessy Lee❤