Being Kambua I Loss & Miracles
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- Опубліковано 11 жов 2023
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Sending love to all of you who have walked this painfully unfamiliar journey of grief 🫂💕
Hugs mama tav been there several times the journey isn’t easy but I believe Mungu anatenda kwa wakati wake.
One day I will tell my dad's story. Yes I relate to that numbness. I was so so numb tooo
The entire funeral time I was dumb numb....
In that moment of immediate grief and numbness, I lost my memory. I went back to work a couple of weeks later and I could not remember things...
Hahaaaa I hum a lot....and can sing...I totally relate to all this!
Waaah we should have this conversation girl...
Thank you for sharing kambua,this was me back in 2020 when my dad passed away,I was around 27 weeks pregnant and I went to preterm labour on learning about his demise,by God's grace my son survived and he's now 3 yrs. As I write this I'm in a hospital bed,lost my 20 weeks pregnancy on Wednesday,just here and feeling like nothing makes sense 😢😢
I remember back then in 2020 while in campus, l had a strong desire to pray for Kambua and most of the ladies who were in the session of waiting and expecting the Lord for a child. When l learnt about Kambu's pregnancy, l literally cried. I was so happy and kept on thanking the Lord. What God cannot do doesn't exist. Keep you hopes high y'all.
Ooh my God, I remember times when kambua went through mockery, I used to pray for her, kindly pray for me too for the same miracle too
God who did it will do it again for you❤
Loosing my most handsome son ,my womb opener it isn't easy., it's not easy to see your child dying
I almost lost my beautiful baby girl at 7 weeks pregnancy, the doctors told me there is no heartbeat and i needed to do the d&c immediately, luckly, i decided i will seek second opinion from another hospital and i found out that my baby was still alive, i remember the agony, anguish i was feeling after hearing those words from the first doctor, i am grateful that the lord intervened in my situation and the baby was saved
Whenever there's a Goliath in your life, remember God has put a David in you
I lost my 3rd pregnancy and I can relate coz it was at 8 weeks and the chromosome issue was mentioned and the worst thing is people telling you but you have two be grateful. And yeah all I was thinking was I wanted this one the number three.. that was my baby regardless of the reasons. I know a God who is a promise keeper and I have a very beautiful baby girl number 4 and am forever grateful to God. Once again thank you for the encouragement and making me know am also not alone❤❤❤❤
That is my story...this year April lost my third as well..i still cry from time to time but God will restore me
Thanks Maggy For that, I lost my number three in the night I went to book for a CS, being told to go back home with a dead baby in your stomach is not easy, the night is so long and full of prayers just asking God to breath life again so that you can hear ur baby cry the next day in the theater room because u Carried this baby for nine months and everything was just smooth..the most painful experience have gone through. Thanks Kambua for this. I can relate ur pain but Our God will make everything beautiful at His own perfect time, stay blessed
Grief is valid even if you've miscarried your 10th child. Am sorry some people tried to dismiss your grief.
Oh i identify with your loss Kambua. Losing a loved one is painfully tangible. I lost my dad in July last year and 3 weeks later mum followed in August. I'm devastated by their loss to date. Thank you for talking about your loss. It encourages me to confront my loss
Sorry for your loss. I lost my mom and yes it feels devastating. Praying with you
Hugs mummy. So sorry for your loss
God's grace upon you.
Lost my dad in July last year ,,,sending hug’s your way
Sorry for your loss.. Hugs
I love you Kambua. Your life is such an inspiration. Your FAITH in God is so solid. What a woman!!❤
I have had 2 miscarriages at 12 weeks and 19/20 weeks and the last one was so painful I remember the extraction process and how insensitive the person doing it was. I was crying so much and all they could do is tell me to shut up so I don't alarm other patients. I cried so much and questioned God. At that moment I felt he wasn't there for me. All in all I thank God for the three here with me and the three in heaven. I think I just become numb and pushed it deep in my heart to cope.
I'm so sorry 😢 for the experience one day laughter and thanksgiving will fill your heart and soul ❤
Pole dear,
Kambua, the epitome of resilience and healing.
Listening to stories about women who lost their kids and those struggling to have kids make me think of the things we take for granted.
True, I pray God remembers every woman trying to get a baby.
First of all I want to apologise to you Kambua. In 2019 I once wrote a very insensitive comment on your IG page! under a pseudo name. Forgive me!! After listening to your story, i've realised I didn't have the right to type what I typed!! I was wrong! You have made me truly understand that both the pregnancy journey and children are very very very precious!!!
I forgive you. Fully and completely. When we know better, we do better. Thank you and God shine his light on you. 🙏🏾💕
Thank you. Amen. God bless you abundantly.
God is always Faithful... irrespective.Even when we loose our Best.Lost the closest man in my life..Dad was my best..I lost hope but recently God blessed me with a man..Dad's looks,Dad's kindness, loving just as dad and 90% dad's character traits..This God.. He's wiped my tears 5yrs after loosing papa!
I can relate to this story I lost my 9 weeks pregnancy,,and I was told they is no heart beats also .but am trusting God this year won't end I will carry another pregnancy
God will surely bless you. You will live to tell a testimony of faith.
Amen
Grief reaches down to depths of your soul that you never knew existed. I have come to learn it's because we were never created to be separated. Remember the tree of life! So until that day when death meets his judgement we still have to lose loved ones.
I'd also encourage you to help create safe spaces for women to open up about miscarriages, I helplessly saw that experience tear my wife apart until God rescued her. Maybe every hospital should have contacts to link such ladies and their relatives to a care group or forum. Maybe this should be a topic in every pre marital counselling class.
How can husbands, and fathers like me help?
Tutaonana Tena is the song that kept me going when I lost my Dad. Thank you for using your life experiences to minister to us. You have no idea how many lives you have impacted. More Grace Kambua, we love you!.
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WORDS ....kambua rememers everything that everyody said....i urge you guys to always be kind
Hi Kambua, you're such a breath of fresh air and you've created a safe space to discuss loss. I''m so sorry for your loss and glad that you're happy with your younglings. I understand your pain coz I went through it 3 times- twice before my son and once before my daughter. I'd say it was the hardest times of my life. I hardly talk about it but deep down it still hurts. Just glad to have my 2 babies after the heartache. My son is now 8 years old and I named him Malakai. My daughter is Malika 6 years old..they are my 2 angels. I'll probably talk about my journey someday. It's a conversation nobody wants to discuss and yet it affects alot of women. Thank you for opening this safe space..no one spewing negative energy.
'Grief is grief at whatever stage', powerful❤
There is no heartbeat......The sting of pain I felt on hearing those words is still fresh, at 28 weeks, it was the last thing I expected😭😭
It hurts sooo much... Thank you for sharing Kambua... I feel lighter, God bless you
Pole sana, may God's comfort be with you. I also lost my third pregnancy at 16 weeks and I know the pain of getting a scan, getting confirmatory scan and confirmation of "no heartbeat". We Grief even those babies we never got to see or hold
Thanks Kambua for sharing your story. It has taken me back several years when I went through the same experience. Jehovah is Rapha. And Jireh. And more!🙏
I've had 4 miscarriages and until two friends went through the same that's when they testified to me that they could now understand what I had been through.I wish I will be strong one time to talk about, but until then....
Kambua you are a strong lady..Grief is grief.We need to be kind to everyone because we don't know their stories.
So sorry for your loss 🫂
@@carolinekamande8579 Thank you 🙏🙏
My cousin was told those words " sorry there is no heart beat" the day she was to deliver. I cant wish the pain i saw my cousin went through to anyone even my worst enemy.
Wooooow....what a storyyyy 😢😢😢 I lost my dad in 2002 when I was in class 7, My dad was my world....I can tell you for a fact, my life has NEVER been the same. Through it all, Jehovah God has been faithful and Trully Ebenezer 🙏💕
Thanks for sharing Kambua 💛💛💛
I wish I can have a fraction of love from my dad ,you had an amazing relationship with your dad has for me we are strangers and I think my dad never loved me ,I can't recall any good memories with him and I finally accepted it ,just 2 weeks ago he disowned me because I was not able to raise 20k that he needed to appeal the case he has in court mind you he knows am currently unemployed.He only calls when he need money for beer mind you we are only girls in my family and am the first born , people here may not understand where am coming from don't tell me to forgive him because I don't have any bitterness in my heart I forgive him long time ago but their is apart of me that longs for a father 😢😢😢😢
We’re on same boat! Some periods in my life now for about 4 years since i had to go head on with my trauma from my dad’s rejection i will feel at peace because it is what it is. That i have never known the love of a father, but then other periods like two weeks ago am in so much pain, wishing i could get a protector. See for me i have never felt safe since birth because even my mother could never protect me from the monster that is my dad! But what do we do? We heal and it’s life long because i processed the trauma when i turned 30, am 34 now and like I said, two weeks ago was hectic. I went no contact with him 4 years ago, that does help because now he can’t call me and trigger me.
Listening to people who had good fathers is helpful because for one we can affirm not all men are evil, am happy for people who had good fathers and i will be honest and say I also cry and feel bad for lacking that sometimes. I wish you well in your journey.
Hey your not alone,same here my dad hates me seriously am the first born.....but I had to let go of the pain I have felt....and av been creating boundaries away from him in very respectful way....
That statement 'am sorry there is no heartbeat' i heard it this year specifically on good friday. I was 8 weeks. I will never forget the pain, especially the heart pain. A muslim doctor at Aga khan told me she had gone through it and for sure those words gave me life at a time that i dint even know day from night.
I had a missed miscarriage this week at weeks and remember those exacts words...sorry there is no heartbeat after the 2 scans.
It's been so tough on me I myself to sleep every night
This story reminds me of last year March,i had a miscarriage at 8weeks its sad that upto date i have had a closure of what really happened to my baby
This is such a blessing Kambua. Having walked through that journey not so long ago and you question God and have fear for the future. But knowing the reality today that you have two children alive and thriving today is what will keep me hoping and praying and faithing 🙏
Am in that place where I feel prayers are not working. But haven't lost hope and my faith in God🙏I keep pressing on. Thank you Kambua, you don't know what this has done in my life at this moment😭❤❤ in
Get someone to pray with you.
That's how I got out of that season of being faithless.
What if one can't get some one genuine to pray with you....
@@carolinebobo Join a good community of Spirit-filled believers and be active.
@@carolineboboThank you, I have a good support system and yeah I needed to hear this testimony to know I can fight this and win. Am so hopeful and my faith in God is still intact.
More grace and peace 🕊️
Thank you for sharing Kambua,i had a miscarriage at 6weeks it wasn't easy,hugs to everyone who have gone through a loss.
My baby lost a heartbeat and it is the most painful experience! I keep coming back to this space to get solace and grace to carry on!!
Kambua you are such a beautiful soul❤❤how you talk I'd listen to you all day..the poise,the grace you're a true definition of favour
This is the year I have gone through all these in a span of 4 months, I lost my dear Dad in may and lost a pregnancy in September, I still feel the pain of losing double, but I believe that my God will restore all that I have lost.
He sure will. He's a very faithful God.
More grace and peace 🕊️
Hugs to you...I lost my 4 months son in August...it pains
I love you Kambua, your story inspires me a lot ❤
And Timiza Ahadi Has been my song in this season,then i came and met this here,God is soooo intentional
Thank you for this story. It's been about a month and half since I lost my dad. I feel like our dads are similar; my dad was my first music teacher, and also loved Kigame among many others. He too, was unwell and we were together on the last day. First time losing a person so close to me and was attached to. Listening to your story, I feel like I am not alone in my pain.
More grace and peace to you 🌻
Prayers and hugs for you Miriam
Thank you for sharing your pain and victory
God bless you.
indeed you're a strong woman ❤️
Am grateful for you. Your songs carried me at my darkest.
Inspirational ❤
You're really strong woman ❤❤
Thank you sharing your story.
Finally a UA-cam podcast that speaks to me. Kambua you're a blessing to so many out here. Thank you for allowing God to use you. Baraka tele Mama Ns. ♥
Aren't you sure she started trying at later age?
@@pip_rake 1. God's timing is perfect.
2. It's never too late to do something as long as you're breathing.
3. Better late than never.
4. Refer to number 1.
@@muthoniek great idea. I'll join high school at age 36
Thank you for letting us in, sharing your story and being vulnerable with us. May God continue granting you the grace in all areas of your love.
You are such an encouragement K! Thank you for allowing God go use you to encourage His people. ❤
There is no hearbeat 😢😢 I heard those words so many times. Pain i would never wish even on my worst enemy. Thank God for letting go the pain by blessing me with two beautiful babies
Powerful
Thankyou for being so vulnerable with us ❤.
May this platform change lives.
I was really anticipating to watch part 2. You inspire me loads kambua
Wow...this is.soo.encouraging
Thank you for being so vulnerable. It's surely helpinng to heal unseen wounds
You have given me hope.More grace to you Daughter of the most high GOD
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Nothing pains more like lossing a child at whatever stage. Hugs hugs
Thank you WOG for this inspirational story.God bless you so much. Glued here for more episodes!
What a great encouragement
Very inspiring, may God remember us all trusting in Him 🙏
Your are voice is a sound of the heart for such a time as this , God bless you abundantly as❤❤❤
Our God is a faithful God
😢😢.. My two Angels
Ooooops!you are soooo strong mamaa...more grace all through 🙏🙏💞
I've gone through it twice and I tell you it's been difficult to get through it.
That attack why I am childless made me silent last time I was expecting.The negativity made me mute on social media
Grief is a very lonely journey. Thanks for sharing your story.
When i lost my baby i had to go through your timeline....it really helped me to move on.
U are such an inspiration..thank you
Watching this 1week after having a stillbirth at 8months .. my pain is so numbing, Even with family and friends the void my baby has left is so deep... at 8months everything was going so well
I'm so sorry 😢
Hugs 🫂
So sorry
@@MosoniOwira thank you 🙏
@@carolinemuturi-mahighups6931 thank you 🙏
Watching this almost one year since I lost my baby at 36weeks it has never been easy
Losing my brother pained me so so much. Still numb and sadly the only thing I have of his are his vests and tshirts which I wear often. Tears still flow.. never gets easier
Yes I believe in God almighty
"We tried our best........" were the most devastating words I heard exactly 4 weeks ago. My newborn baby girl was no more, 2 hours after her birth. Doctors tried resuscitating her, but all efforts were futile. She succumbed to breathing complications. My world was shattered, my whole body went into shock! Up to date I still feel like it is a dream that I wish to wake up from.
God strengthen you and heal you from the loss.
Hugs mama, may God comfort you ❤❤❤
I’m so deeply sorry for your loss mama. Words are not enough. May God engulf you with his love. You are not alone, we are here 🫂💝
I love this we need this space and Godly advice,,,it's a very tough place to be in
I agree people can be really insensitive about miscarriages yet they don't know the pain one goes through, it's a hurdle.But the beauty of it all is, God gets us through it. Thank you for this Kambua
I experienced the same last year , I cried at 7weeks, I remember those words . There is no heartbeat,waaah
After listening to this I felt like hugging you, thank you for being a strong woman... More grace to you my dear ❤
There is no heartbeat.....my heart sinks every time I hear these words.😓😓😓😓😓 One day at a time. Thank you, Kambua.
This resonates with my recent experience. Yes, numbness is a gift by God. Our God is so loving.
This is beautiful,iv really been waiting for this part 2 sooo much,I literally felt your pain in the story,am glad this is a testimony and may God use this platform to heal all the deep wounds of everyone watching.AND O MY GOD YOU ARE NOT JUST BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE ENDOWED WITH SPLENDOR AND SO MUCH GENTLENESS,,Am tuned for all youve got to share darling Kambua.
This is so inspiring ❤how I love this woman.....may the souls of the great soldiers who've gone ahead continue to rest in eternal peace, my mum being my GREAT one among them😢❤❤
More grace and peace 🕊️
Your story relates to me. Losing my dad, the backbone I have had in my life 😭😭. I do what is expected of me. Therapy has helped me a bit. I am yet to have a closure... God did it for you. And He will do for me...
Hi Kambua thank you so much you know this year has been too much for me but anytime i feel like giving up i just google your name and watch any video that you appear in be it in play house or your songs anywhere you are the reason am still believing in God thank you so much
Thank you Kambua❤❤❤
Ooooh Kambua, strong you are. I always looking up to you, in so many ways. My inspiration🦋🦋❤️
May God continue to strengthen you
Oh Kambua.Thank you for this safe space❤
Have been through this.2019,I still remember, madam no heartbeat,😢😢,It was tough
I love you so much kambua ,you are such an inspiration to us.May the good Lord bless you mamaaa👏🤝🏿
Such a brave move Ms. Kambua! It’s so encouraging to see the better version of an overcomer in you. Pass the torch ❤
The smallest caskets are the heaviest ❤❤
This is amazing Kambua...
Kambua❤❤❤❤i love you so much.
O dear Kambua, you so calm and strong. Love you sister. God bless you
Am glad people are now talking about pregnancy losses or miscarriages. I went through the same thing during my first pregnancy after trying to conceive for a while. But God has wiped my tears and restored!
I have gone through bad days that needed to mold me but I never knew, one thing that I thought was silly then was people giving me hugs, hugs heal....I wish I could give you hugs❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤....you are loved kambua
Thank you for sharing your story Kambua. You are bringing alot of healing to many people
Your story is so encouraging, i have been there n it's soo painful n draining. You're such a blessing Ma' we bless the Lord ❤ God is Faithful in all situations
I understand that feeling of praying and things getting worse
I lost my daddy this year June 17th and I still cant bring myself to terms with the loss. He was my world and i miss him so much.
May God's comfort be with you. I lost both mum and dad and honestly coz of being Christian's I really struggled with accepting how God would allow His servants to die and die young. Well, I still struggle but God's grace is sufficient and has carried us through, never easy but God has a way of carrying us through. My most painful loss was a missed miscarriage, loosing a 16 weeks pregnancy is the most painful situation I have gone through, the baby I never got to see. Neema inatutosha
Nice one 👍