I feel fantastic. (read desc)

As some of us know that April is the month of autism and S/A (sexual assault) awareness. Being autistic is probably not the best thing to have, feeling frustrated or not knowing what you are even feeling, maybe a burst of emotions come out and you can't handle it, or just feeling.. dead? Dull? Whatever it is. It's okay, you are not alone, there are people who are just like you. Don't feel afraid to come out. (Sorry if it's not accurate) so, S/A. Not a very pleasant thing, huh? Yes, it hurts, it's confusing for some, including me. Everyone has different reactions so don't feel guilt. Some feel disgusted, paranoid, depression, and hypersexaulity. Maybe taking a bath makes you remember the things so you feel disgusted, disgusted at your body, disgusted at whoever did it to you, it's alright. It's not your fault. Maybe you try to cover up yourself, even in the extreme heat, wearing big and baggy clothes wherever you go, feeling afraid that someone might do it.. or you got told that it's your fault because you wore that. It's alright. It's not your fault. Maybe you question everything and everybody, wondering what's the point to feel and think, wondering why it matters now since you are now "corrupted" sometimes crying and wondering if it was your fault or not, wondering why, thinking why, getting stuck and falling into the deepest pit of the ocean. It's alright, it's not your fault. Maybe you start liking it..? No.. what's wrong with you..? Huh? Wait.. why do I like it? What's wrong with me? Is that what you feel? Because you are not alone. Feeling "good" at the start then feeling disgusted, ashamed, regret, and all that emotions in the end, thinking how gross you are. It's alright. It's not your fault. I am a victim too and I'm here to tell you that it's never your fault. I felt these emotions too and I still feel it. Healing takes time and it's alright. You are not alone and your voice matters.
(These are only based on my experience, only the S/A part.)
I thank ‪@VicTheExplorer‬ for his bravery for dealing with such a topic, this is a big step for the gacha community and I'm very grateful. many of us are grateful. those who understand now and those who feel understood are thanks to you. my deepest respect to you.

[@asherstoussaint]

thanks for saying those generous words to those who suffered from S/A Alex. I’m glad you were brave enough to share this yourself and I’m glad you are still here. you are never alone❤️

[@VicTheExplorer]

I think that was a really great summary of the feelings that many victims of sexual abuse can experience, and how it's not a linear path for everyone. It's important to remember that feelings can be very complex and mixed, and that everyone experiences it differently. And that healing takes time, but it all matters and it's okay to not be okay.
I want you to know that I'm really proud of you for speaking up and saying these things. It takes a lot of strength and courage to do that, and to help other people who may feel the same way too.

[@itzalex_exe]

HOLY MOLY 😭😭 THANK YOU SMMMMMMM AHHHHHHHHHH

[@kaiyzxa]

I can't imagine experiencing SA. My heart goes out to everyone who's experienced it, including you.

[@itzalex_exe]

Thank you

[@Miisak1]

I don't think your fantastic you good og.. 😨

[@itzalex_exe]

I'm fine 😭 this is just a awareness post about SA and my experience

[@Miisak1]

@@itzalex_exe good good I read your post thinga after I said that 😭🙏