Reflect | PMV | TW [eating disorder]
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- Опубліковано 20 сер 2018
- original song by Eve! • 命ばっかり / ぬゆり(cover) - Eve
Hey look it's Ginger hoe from Life Letters. His name is Vonnie Rein and he was a thicc boi when he was a tween. However he grew up hating his body and succumbed to an eating disorder, bulimia. Eventually that lead to anorexia and only after nearly dying does he come to the realization that his body is too weak to function and his hatred of his old self was misplaced. Basically: He was blinded by his hatred of his old self and didn't see the fatal problem effecting his health. So uuh. yeah.
**also a correction on the song, the original is by an artist named Nuyuri! Go check em out but also support Eve!
Nuyuri's original: • 命ばっかり - Flower･結月ゆかり /...
Here's a website dedicated to mental health help: www.betterhelp.com/
Hey heeey I'm still alive (barely) this took me pretty much exactly 8 days to complete and it's a rushed project but I really wanted to try it! There isn't much animation in this one because I wanted to try kind of a PMV style to see how my work flow would change. And boy is this much faster. But don't worry, I'll still be doing AMV's and the like in the future.
It's 3am I'm going to bed.
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holy shid fuckles ... you're soooo good at this. i love it
ur rly going places yhh!!!
Apsolutly beautiful
Krl ate tu
Im loving how much they're getting noticed
didn't expect you here :0
I really respect that you don’t romanticize any metal illness and instead opt for a raw and realistic view on how terrible and painful it really is
YES
Leigha Meimar
Because it is
YES
IKR
It's even worse than it's shown in the video. Depends on the disorder but for example anorexia: clumps of hair falling out, dry and yellowed skin covered with soft hair, swollen joints, constipation, brittle nails, weakened bones, irregular heart rhythm or heart failure, a lot of pain and looking older.
this is so beautifully made! i especially love the running animation, i'm not sure how to describe it but it looks so... light?? like he's just skipping through the water and it looks neato!!!
szin Oh! A surprise to see you here
Szin ? I didn't expect to see you here senpai!
szin AHHH MY TWO FAVE ANIMATORS
OMG SENPAIIIII
I DIDN'T EXPECT SZIN TO BE HERE- HI!!!
consider my weave snatched.
Like Mrs. Hirahara’s ...?
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*oh*
*S N A T C H E D*
@@starkid2849 YES
This is so beautiful that I can't even think of a funny comment.
KarmaBud 666 likes o.O
Yes-Hi-Hello
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I literally started tearing up because this happened to my cousin. He was bullied most of his childhood for being chubby and the just stopped eating anything. The worst part was that his mom encouraged him starving himself.
Im so sorry to hear that D: i hope he's alright
That mom is a bullie
Lizeth Fernandez I’m so sorry for what happened. I hope you all get the best in your future.
I’m so sorry. I hope he’s ok
I hope his alright now. His mom also should know better.
this video is b l e s s e d
i love it so much ok let me tell you. You always put so much effort into your videos and even in this video, you still convey so much through it. It is truly inspirational to see you make your videos to the fullest they can be! I'm excited for more videos in the future from you!
I woke up at the crack of dawn thought it was a bad thing. Then i was blessed with quality content already made my day!
Coconut Juice, i love yoo!!
@@mikee9767 Hamilton AND I love Yoo!
you are such an enormous inspiration for a lot of us both as an artist and as an animator , your stories and ideas always shine through these videos in one way or another , which help the viewers have different interpretations of the same thing is incredibly amazing. I’m looking forward to seeing more projects coming from you, big or small, in the future. you have my utmost support !
YOOOO THIS GOT ME QUAKING OH MY GOD I LOVE IT ALL ESP WHEN HE WAS SURRONDED BY PILL BOTTLES AND THE PART AT THE END WHERE HE KNOWS HE MESSED UP BAD THEN THE APPLE COMES DOWN MAN THIS IS A GOOD MORNING THANK YOU FOR MAKING THIS
best thing to wake up to tbh. i can relate to this tbh,, ive always had trouble with looking at myself because of how chubby i am,, but ive come to grips with the fact its all good. the message behind this is really well portrayed AND FOR 8 DAYS THIS IS AMAZING
Oh frick yes my epic gamer you have c.o.n.s.t.r.u.c.t.e.d.
a very *EPIC* video {indeed}
I love the scene of him looking in the mirror,, all hes been seeing was his "chubby" younger self then suddenly cuts to how sick he really looks and the reality of what hes doing to himself, thank you for not romantizing how being underweight and malnourished looks, present it in all its sick glory
your animation is always so smooth, you almost always make complete projects which is kind of unique on youtube. this is so neat to see and I loved your representation in this one! keep doing you, it always looks great!
This video was beautifuly made and very smooth. It shows the raw center of ED and I know that. I hated myself for being fat when I was younger and I stressed eat a lot durring middle school. I used working out at the gym and different diets as an excuse to lose more weight than I needed. I ended up in the hospital and on my first night I was close to flatline. ED is a horrible disorder to have, you feel guilty for your family or freinds for harming them but you can’t control it until you learn how to. I’m still recovering but I go back to this video once a while to see how much I have come.
I've been stuck in a really bad art block and I was about ready to give up all together but seeing your videos always inspire me! your one of my favorite animators!!
I just wanna let u know,, that I love all ur work and ur such a good inspiration for me and just your use of depth and variance in the visual aspects and just the composition of all your works is stunning and I’m very jealous. I’ve been subscribed a while while and I was kinda sad you deleted some of the other things from your account, but I still go back and watch like every video every Tuesday (religiously) because it’s so stunning. You should be very proud of yourself and I really want to b ur friend :’D I’m just out here to say ur doing amazing and I’m very pumped to see all your new works and that I really look up to you... thank u for existing I hope you have a wonderful day
Smoother than the water I’m drinking rn the story is so touching wow 😢
Your animations are so beautiful and I always end up going back and re-watching them only to get more inspired. I love the effort and time put into this and the stories are beautiful and creative.
this made me want to get a bowl a cereal. dude this is amazing i love the story and dont get me started about that running animation that was just wow.. speechless (the song is very catchy too but heartbreaking).
OM G I LOVE THIS COVER (Soraru's was my favorite tbh)
ALSO H OLY HECK
I absolutely hecking love the backstories you put into your animations?? Like tbh I find them relatable and your animations always so fluent and aaA
This is amazing work as always! I never get tired of it!
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This was such an amazing emotionel animation you always make the best animations i cried while watching this also you art style is gorgeous and you're storys always makes me cry and think thank you for making amazing content ( my english is bad sorry ×(
YAS KING THIS IS AMAZING
and anorexia is one hell of a bitch, i went through it before and it's not really pleasant at all.
Holy... um... where do I start, this looks beautiful, the animation is so smooth and AGH! I'm speechless.
This legit made me cry a year ago and still makes me cry now :(
I’m male and suffer with anorexia and the end really hit me hard, it really is easy to only see the fat in yourself instead of how thin you’ve actually become.
You never disappoint me with your art and animation this also made me cry because of relates with me.
Oh. My. God.
You are so good at making PVs. You tell the stories fantastically and you can just feel the emotions coming off the characters uGH! I almost cried tbh
I watched this for the first time back in 2018, and have kept coming back ever since. The simplest way to express this is that this is really touching and extremely well made, and I’m really happy this animation exists
The running part is smooth as hell.
Also rip orange haired dude :(
Your animations are always an immense joy to watch, you’re so good at communicating story and feelings. I just love this
Asa person who overcame an eating disorder, I can't stress enough how helpful such videos are!! Every time I feel a desire to get back to my older habits, I watch something like this to remind myself why I moved on.
AND THE ANIMATION ITSELF IS JUST... GORGEOUS??? Your style and your skills are so good, I can't stress enough how pleasing such art pieces are to watch. Thank you a lot and best luck!!!
CONGRATS! ✨
YOUR PARENTS;
FRIENDS;
AND RELATIVES;
BELIEVED IN YOU
My favorite animator plus my favorite song/singer in one video??? is this heaven because i've been BLESSED
Yooooooooo. As someone who went through this, I can say that this animation is beautiful. Guys seriously don't ever even think about it. Once you fall down the rabbit hole you cant stop going. I freaking woke up everyday disappointed that I hadn't died in my sleep yet. And still to this day I struggle with it. Its a scar that doesn't fully leave your body, so don't do it.
I cried. This is just too beautiful ;^;
hi i remember being ur biggest fan XD
when he said "but can you can't save garbage" ii-i felt that
The animation is superb! Most animators usually can’t make skipping on water look that light, but here, DAMN! I am not regretting my subscribe.
Vonnie has gone through a lot, too much, actually. I’m surprised that he still has the willpower to smile after all that has happened to him.
I really love you as a fan. Ever since I stumbled on your aftermath animation, I’ve been in love with your story telling and animation. You are my inspiration and my favourite animator on UA-cam :’)
I keep watching that running sequence from 0:15 - 0:27 and, man, I love it!! This is so brilliant to me, I wish that scene was a .gif! XD. You do such amazing work, I wish I had money to give you! ;)
Fantastic work, both animation and storytelling (+1 to the song).
I'm honestly glad to know that something so terrifying like anorexia can be turned into a
reliable thing (along with a powerful message). Vonnie ftw.
Cheers ^^
i was at work today and suddenly remembered this, can’t believe it’s been 4 yrs already, still love it ♥️ it’s my comfort animation
Bro this is what introduced me to Eve all them years ago
I am so forever grateful 🛐
Animation is smooth and beautiful as always. I'm still amazed how much emotion can go into what seems to be such a simple piece of work. The message is incredibly powerful and it's amazing how you can depict such a dark aspect with such bright and joyful looking colors. You've done amazing once more, and I can't wait to see what you create next.
Wow, impressive. It seems your muse is always some sort of dark subject, but you handle it so well.
I love you, bless your soul. 💕💕
EDIT: OMG JUST REALIZED THE SONG WAS BY EVE! IVE BEEN BINGE-LISTENING THEIR SONGS FOR THE PAST WEEK!! WHAT A COINCIDENCE!!
I just want to thank you for this...you have no idea how much this means to me and others suffering from anorexia or bulimia.
Great video as always fam
This is amazing. I'm honestly a little disoriented from being out in the sun since i was waiting to take the bus home but i gotta say. Poor ginger vonnie. Oof
hey, take my 2 year late comment.
Im struggling with what is undiagnosed anorexia, i think atleast, im not gonna self diagnose it. i keep relapsing every time i make progress and i keep hurting those who care about me, even if my family somehow isnt noticing yet. this made me get chills, it made me cry, i dont know how it got a reaction like this out of me but i cant stop watching it, so thankyou for taking the time to create this because it means something to me, and to many others who have watched this.
I have ednos, and it kind of sucks because I keep switching between extremes. It’s eating nothing for weeks, then eating everything that comes across, and the thing that is the worst that even though the behaviors themselves are so extreme I’ve never actually reached the extreme goals. I’ve ended up in a hospital a few times because of it, but have always been able to blame it on something else because on the outside I look as average as ever. I’ve had this for, what, 5 years now? I watched this video right when it came out, funnily enough just a day after my birthday, and have routinely rewatched this whenever I’m having a really bad time. I also kinda found Eve through this and he’s one of my favorite artist nowadays. So idk, I wanted to thank you for making this video, judging from the comments it has touched many others too. Your art is fucking great and you’re pretty god damn talented, keep up your amazing work 😌
As always, delivering the best quality and the dedication is there. Loved it
The animation was so smooth and the illustrations in between those parts were very nice to look at and ugh I could go on about how nice this looks
god this has been something to snap myself out of it whenever i start having thoughts to do it again and i can not express how much you have saved me and my loved ones from more suffering
thank you a million times over
I still come back and watch this every once in a while
I always look foward to your work so much, thank you for continuing to create
I love this so much. I suffer anorexia I don’t know this just really reached out to me you payed so much attention to detail, the colors are wonderful, and it’s just overall beautiful!
This is amazing! I was so excited for this!
Absolutely incredible. I love the song, and the artwork and theme is so creative.....and sad 🙂
YESSS OUR GOD IS BACK WITH ANOTHER MASTERPIECEEEE
Hhhh my god this was just amazing, as usual. Will always love ur work
Fudge..... that hit me right in the feels especially the line "you can't save garbage " and wtf when he was looking at the mirror "it was me".. do u want me to cry or something?
Lol im so bad at explaining my emotions in words
Somehow, I always find myself coming back to your videos and rewatching them over and over again
omygod I frick fracken I love your work like I have dreams about it even weeks after I watch this 20 times AND EVERY TIME I WAKE UP I WATCH THIS THIS IS JUST QUALITY IM PROUD OF U
Omg this is soooo good
Wonderful as always! ♥︎😩
Im Cryying
Ty for making this
PHENOMENAL WORK!!! I love the portyal of the story, and the animation is gorgeous! The story makes me feel emotions, and that is amazing.
I am so obsessed with your animations, even your animation memes, they all are so smooth and tell a story, the animation community on UA-cam needs people like you.
Absolutely STUNNING!!!! Wonderful job
Gawd, how long have I been waiting for this
Love it
Honestly this is part of the reason I started to eat again. I think seeing something from a creator and seeing the consequences and knowing that I was going through this, made me stop. It made me worried that I would end up like Vonnie. So thank you.
This is so good!!😭😭
Beautiful as always! Thank you for another awesome animation! You never fail to amaze me 💖
I love it!! its so smooth!!
This is so beautiful *-*
Beautifully done I love it
How are you so good at this. This is soooooo beautiful. As someone who has struggled with an eating disorder, I was literally crying at the end. My God.
PERFECT!!! THIS WAS AWESOME!! Fantastic job!😍😍
So beautiful
YES MY EYES HAVE BEEN BLESSED
I love that you used this cover!
It's on of my favorites!
Agh, I really love your stuff! I always find myself coming back to your videos. Especially for referencing. Thank you for all of this~
your animation is smooth as always! :)
8 days?!??!
Slayyyyy
Oh my gooosh this is beautiful, I love animations that tell a story and yours are always so good at it!
I liked before even seeing it cause you never dissapoint. This is awesome!
Your animations inspire me to animate fully animated stuff?? I want to animate like you holy aaaaaaaa ❣️💝💜♥️💙💕💘💞💞❣️🧡❤️💖💙💘💕♥️🖤💓💝💜
I love this!
I am shook as usual. beautiful art as always and, as always, makes me inspired!! THANK YOU!
Every time I watch one of your videos all I can do is replay it over and over again. It’s special
As someone who is recovering from an eating disorder, this really does portray really well what we go through
Absolutely stunning, your work always impresses me! You've gotten so much better as time passes and it puts a big dumb smile on my face
The detail is absolutely beautiful and so honest🧡 you can feel the wait and emotion of it all and that is soo powerful and soo talented🧡
This is so beautifull, you inspire me a lot! Keep up the incredible work
I’m amazed by your work:)
Oh my god Pinq Chains was right, this was the best minute and 54 seconds of my life! It's so good and well put together, I love it! (Oh yeah and Pinq Chains pointed out this video, or however you would say it, im too tired to english :P)
I love sad stuff don't judge me
You never fail to amaze me with your animations! Great job ❤
I think one of my favorite parts from this video was one that is a bit unnoticed, the part when the red head tears the picture of his younger self off what seems to be a wall, is amazing. This entire video is very well done.