Citizen Soldier - Rock Bottom (Official Lyric Video)

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  • @CitizenSoldier
    @CitizenSoldier  9 місяців тому +111

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    • @SG_LOVE
      @SG_LOVE 9 місяців тому +8

      Already saved to my playlist 🙂
      Could you please try to collaborate with Babymetal? I really need a song with you two... It's my dream 😊

    • @BrickMaster_mando
      @BrickMaster_mando 9 місяців тому +7

      Saw this this morning super good, love it. Can't wait for icarus❤

    • @VSGCjaye
      @VSGCjaye 9 місяців тому +10

      I hope y’all see this…
      Suicide survivor here. Still suffering from depression at times. Your music… it’s a lifeline for me to know that people relate. That I’m not alone. Thank you for everything

    • @georgiossirgoudis9207
      @georgiossirgoudis9207 9 місяців тому +4

      Another banger citizen soldier 🤟🔥❤️😘

  • @Non_507
    @Non_507 9 місяців тому +530

    Hey! It’s Leo, I was at the Lincoln show with the tattoo of “won’t be a victim, I’m a survivor” and the one with the let it burn banner, it was really nice to meet you guys and I hope to see you guys again in the future!

    • @alexisSledge
      @alexisSledge 9 місяців тому +20

      What was it like getting to meet them? Sorry about the random question but I love these guys and I wanted to take my dad to a concert with me but he’s very sick so we couldn’t get tickets. I wanted to at least tell him about it though

    • @koolrobokiller7908
      @koolrobokiller7908 9 місяців тому +40

      For one he is so much taller then you think he is and he is a super awesome and super nice guy I got to tell him how his music has saved my life more times then I can count and he asked if he could give me a hug cuz he was so happy is music helped so much.

    • @Non_507
      @Non_507 9 місяців тому +38

      @@alexisSledge it was great, they were very nice and considerate and you could really tell they cared about each and every one of us even if they didn’t know us they cared

    • @briezeul-se2tl
      @briezeul-se2tl 9 місяців тому +10

      Nice to meet you two!!! Hope I see ya soon :)

    • @Capamike
      @Capamike 9 місяців тому +12

      ​@@Non_507 I agree and met them at Montreal in Canada they are great person 😊 They care

  • @ripper9117
    @ripper9117 9 місяців тому +201

    "Sick of holding on"
    "Sick of being strong"
    I felt that so much

    • @katimitchell670
      @katimitchell670 8 місяців тому +2

      Same bro. Same.

    • @TheSpiritualRiffologist
      @TheSpiritualRiffologist 6 місяців тому +3

      Me too, im sick of having to be strong all the fucking time. Im so tired.

    • @henatlbch
      @henatlbch 5 місяців тому +2

      me too i fall i take family with me failure is not a option soldier on but so tired of the quiet war so many of us suffer great song

    • @death100ify
      @death100ify 5 місяців тому +1

      Same

    • @Ariya-i3q
      @Ariya-i3q 3 місяці тому +1

      I feel like that too many times

  • @Andrew.Theodore
    @Andrew.Theodore 9 місяців тому +234

    "My breaking point's so far behind
    my limit's in the rearview ive crossed every line.
    A thousand times i should have died.
    How much can one heart take?
    How am I still alive?" This. I feel it so intensely. Last night was one of the worst nights in awhile. Thank you for this. ❤

    • @cindyjocrimmins9658
      @cindyjocrimmins9658 9 місяців тому +8

      Yes. How am I still alive? Clinically dead several times and brought back, and that’s only the times that people know about, not all the times they don’t. I don’t get it.

    • @scythenyte2759
      @scythenyte2759 9 місяців тому +1

      Yeah that part hit so hard

    • @konigbismarck1019
      @konigbismarck1019 6 місяців тому +1

      It will get better bro if you ever need help we all got your back we have all went thru a lot in our lives

  • @notright7691
    @notright7691 9 місяців тому +273

    the realest lyric for me has to go be "life don't run out of problems". because sometimes it really do feel that way. 🖤

    • @jillwesenbeek3964
      @jillwesenbeek3964 9 місяців тому +5

      Yes! 😢😅

    • @kamrynbuckner4549
      @kamrynbuckner4549 9 місяців тому +4

      I relate more to the "somebody better read my vitals I'm getting close to suici***" lyric

    • @Logan-z8q
      @Logan-z8q 6 місяців тому

      ​@@kamrynbuckner4549same

    • @jillwesenbeek3964
      @jillwesenbeek3964 4 місяці тому

      ​@@kamrynbuckner4549that's really sad, life is very hard but I always find a way to get my positivity back

  • @ambrissakaminari6926
    @ambrissakaminari6926 9 місяців тому +195

    'I try to run but my demons follow' hit me hard. This is another banger that I can't wait to blast in my car

  • @dsnyder7872
    @dsnyder7872 8 місяців тому +32

    Met a young man (I'm old) in St Johns, MI a couple hours ago. Had the name of the band on his truck. I asked him about it, he gave me a little back story, told him I'm look it up when I got back south and home. I'm impressed. Good job kid.

  • @jennymclean9766
    @jennymclean9766 5 місяців тому +18

    “How much can one heart take? How am I still alive?” Dang. I never feel like commenting on the videos I watch on UA-cam, but those words. I wow. That hits hard. My darkest self feels heard.

  • @LiRoKnox
    @LiRoKnox 9 місяців тому +63

    One thing I REALLY like about this song is how the instruments, though powerful, are slightly muted and Jake's vocals take centre stage. He has an amazing voice and songs like this really highlight the power of his singing. I feel this song so much so thank you CS for putting into music how I feel most days 💖

  • @bellaluna2220
    @bellaluna2220 4 місяці тому +11

    I thought life had beaten me down as far as I could go then the floor went out from beneath me when I lost the only one who ever brought me joy. Hell apparently has levels.

    • @pcc404
      @pcc404 4 місяці тому +1

    • @bellaluna2220
      @bellaluna2220 3 місяці тому +1

      I was thinking the same thing!!!

  • @cindyjocrimmins9658
    @cindyjocrimmins9658 9 місяців тому +43

    This song couldn’t be closer to where I’ve been…It never gets any easier or better. I’m convinced that every time I think “Things can’t possibly get any worse than this “…the Universe says, “Challenge excepted!”

  • @Kai-ji3du
    @Kai-ji3du 9 місяців тому +82

    From the start, this was my day yesterday. Everything felt wrong, and nothing went normally. These songs are always my help ❤ Always love getting notification for a new song and being able to listen right away

    • @Violetstrike
      @Violetstrike 9 місяців тому +2

      Yesterday was like that for me as well, I hope today will be better for both of us

    • @DAHYPEMAN4115
      @DAHYPEMAN4115 9 місяців тому

      I feel like this too for a few weeks, Let's get through this together

  • @catladycatlady7359
    @catladycatlady7359 9 місяців тому +17

    I can't begin to express how much your music speaks to my heart. Many times have been in the car screaming your music out loud, sometimes even while crying. I always feel like it's the only music that really expresses what I am feeling.
    Glad you guys do what you do. Please never stopped doing it.

  • @lillianastorm6985
    @lillianastorm6985 9 місяців тому +36

    "My limits in the rear view, I've crossed every line" is my favorite line.
    It's funny how you can get me to bop my head to any song you make no matter how sad the lyrics get ❤

  • @jeanordedor3702
    @jeanordedor3702 9 місяців тому +114

    it's the "sick of holding on" hit so much

    • @demonkingoftyranny1460
      @demonkingoftyranny1460 9 місяців тому +1

      Fr…their music always hits so hard…it’s a shame this is the last one I’ll hear from them

    • @terriunderwoodmeredith2452
      @terriunderwoodmeredith2452 8 місяців тому

      ​@@demonkingoftyranny1460 Why say it's the last song you'll hear from them??? I'm 59 and just heard this group & this song. This old tough cookie can be knocked down but NOTHING'S going to keep me down. Also give another song a listen to called This Is The Way by 5FDP.... It's the Lyrics... I've walked through the fire & brimstone and there was no pearly gates!! Been there, you got to live for yourself!!!! Prayers

    • @AngelNikki1990
      @AngelNikki1990 3 місяці тому

      Are you ok, i dont know if you said that because they might not be making songs or something is wrong if it's the 2nd one please be safe and talk to someone​@demonkingoftyranny1460

  • @katrhodes1490
    @katrhodes1490 3 місяці тому +6

    I really felt this song. I just started crying and couldn't quit. Thank you for saving me.

  • @hunteromonsters9794
    @hunteromonsters9794 9 місяців тому +30

    I hope you guys don't stop making music! You guys are one of the few bands that actually has meaning! I'm a huge fan and I will always be a fan!!

  • @halogod5566778
    @halogod5566778 3 місяці тому +11

    "Nobody cares and nobody's there when i call" feels all to real for me right now and it sucks.

  • @NightmareKhaos
    @NightmareKhaos 9 місяців тому +20

    That line where he says it’s been one of those nights staring at the ceiling, wondering why I’m still alive is exactly how I have felt a lot!!!!

    • @youareenoughngp
      @youareenoughngp 9 місяців тому +3

      Stay strong, life will make more sense and it will be worth it! ❤

  • @Someone-dv7hw
    @Someone-dv7hw 9 місяців тому +23

    "Feels like, I'm always falling... when will I hit rock bottom" 🖤

  • @Moonlight-yi3kp
    @Moonlight-yi3kp 9 місяців тому +6

    1:41 started crying... Have been contemplating for a while now with only your songs as support... Thank you

  • @emmasanford6802
    @emmasanford6802 9 місяців тому +56

    “How much can one heart take” 😭 thats why i have trust issues and hate people ive been screwed over so many times

  • @thehuffman1859
    @thehuffman1859 12 днів тому

    12 months ago I was at my rock bottom. I found this song 7 months ago and I fell in love with your music it relates to me and has inspired to make music myself. I had been playing guitar for 10 years as a hobby and sometimes the music helps. Thank you for making great music and keep it up.

  • @Jack-TV-k
    @Jack-TV-k 9 місяців тому +64

    The best birthday gift, a citizen soldier song

    • @Th3RightStuff
      @Th3RightStuff 9 місяців тому +7

      Happy birthday 🎂 🥳 🎉

    • @shadxw-bird
      @shadxw-bird 9 місяців тому +5

      Happy birthday!

    • @YDKM1959
      @YDKM1959 9 місяців тому +5

      Happy birthday! 🎊 I hope you have a year of everything you deserve.🎁

    • @sylvarblahk2652
      @sylvarblahk2652 9 місяців тому +5

      Happy birthday! I'm so glad that you found out that this came out on your birthday when it came out. One of my other favorite artists released an album on my birthday last year, and I didn't realize it until the beginning of April this year...

    • @hollyslinkard2718
      @hollyslinkard2718 9 місяців тому +5

      Happy Birthday! Enjoy the song and enjoy your next year of life. I hope it goes well for you!

  • @GemmaHansen-l9g
    @GemmaHansen-l9g 3 місяці тому +3

    As a freshman in high school I can relate to this song and that is just sad. I hide what truly goes on at home from anyone, but my family and close friends, and it hurts. Multiple of my current and former teachers have said this "if you want to talk about it I'm always here." I know I need to reach out and ask to talk to one of them, but I can't bring myself to because I've been suppressing my negative emotions and hiding them with a smile .
    So, if 100 people reply to this comment in the next two weeks I'll finally reach out and try to get the help I need
    Why have I related to everyone of Citizen Soldier's songs that I've heard so far?

  • @JoeyDies-f7o
    @JoeyDies-f7o Місяць тому +2

    I’m 33 years old still a virgin and so sick of it but good news songs like this really help me get closer to ending it all thank you citizen soldier appreciate it

  • @mha_erichan1234
    @mha_erichan1234 9 місяців тому +14

    Thank you for making the most relatable songs ever

  • @Bunny_sweetheart
    @Bunny_sweetheart 9 місяців тому +5

    The glory of hitting rock bottom in life is that the only way left to go is up, but you have to fight to prove, not to others but to yourself, that you deserve to get out of that pit. And every single person that reads this deserves that. So get up, you just fell a long long way down, dust yourself off and get back in that fight because I sure as hell didn’t hear no bell.

    • @chaylaxmariex
      @chaylaxmariex 9 місяців тому

      Exactly 💯🫶🏻🫶🏻

  • @lunareclipse7239
    @lunareclipse7239 9 місяців тому +14

    I can honestly say, I've listened to all of your guys music waiting for the next one. You guys are the only band I've listened to with all your music and never stop listening because of how much your music has helped me. I love you guys, keep up the good work! Never stop being you. ❤❤

  • @treybledsoe378
    @treybledsoe378 9 місяців тому +9

    "Had enough, now the hope feels Hollow"
    Holy shite that hit way to fricken hard, you guys sure know how to deliver a sucker punch to the gut. Thanks for the awesome music

  • @incognitotherianthropy
    @incognitotherianthropy 4 місяці тому +2

    Homeless, single, disabled, mother of 3, one of which also being disable, on government assistance that was recently taken away because I have no mailing address, jobs won't hire me because of my inability to perform to their standards without risking injury to myself, thwir father decided to live off the grib to avoid paying child support, social security thinks I'm too young to recieve benefits, and homeless shelters don't follow ADA law regarding service animals required for a disability refusing to take us in. The worst part of hitting rock bottom are the finger pointing and accusatory remarks of never caring enough to try harder. This song and strong for somebody else are songs of my life I swear.

    • @user-te2fu3oq3c
      @user-te2fu3oq3c 3 місяці тому

      What state are you in?

    • @hourglass11
      @hourglass11 3 місяці тому

      sending you so much love. it’s not a matter of trying harder when they intentionally have shit set up for people to not only fail but take themselves out. sending love to you and your kiddos. thanks for being here despite it all. i know change is possible and there’s better for all of us💚💚💚

    • @Britdv
      @Britdv 17 днів тому

      @incognitotherianthropy - I'm so💔to hear what UR goin thru & I'm praying 🙏🛐 4U 2 get the help U rightfully deserve xx
      Ive my own Disabilities (no help), av 13yrs in with PTSD Nightmare x 13yrs & alone, can't make life decisions after I lost everyone & everything...
      Yet wen U said finger pointin & accusatory remarks R the worst part it's💯☑️% true, as it causes heart wrenching pain thos saying these things will neva understand. Sadly most ppl only understand any pain from their own limited perspective of their own experience so just won't get it
      ❤Just know I care, UR still here & I commend U on UR Strength to endure🎉❤. I
      I'm Dee (alone in my own Hell & no Help, judged, exhausted, isolated) yet as an Empath I'm here if U need a friend to chat with🗨️The Only thing that keeps me alive is my Faith & listening 2 this music..🤗❤Dee

  • @-t-4905
    @-t-4905 9 місяців тому +5

    It's scary how often some of your songs come out on que with what I'm going through.
    U put into song what I can't even put into words.
    Thank you.

  • @Jaidigy
    @Jaidigy 9 місяців тому +27

    This song is genuinely beautiful, even though the meaning behind it is quite emotional. I love you guys so much, and I cannot wait to listen to your new album “Icarus”! ❤️‍🔥🧡

  • @GoIsamuKing
    @GoIsamuKing 9 місяців тому +20

    "Been praying God would save me because no one cares" really hit me hard 💔

    • @BooBerry7124
      @BooBerry7124 9 місяців тому +1

      Yeah but, does God care?

    • @GoIsamuKing
      @GoIsamuKing 9 місяців тому +2

      Yes

    • @starrythinker
      @starrythinker 9 місяців тому +2

      ​@@BooBerry7124 Of course! He cares about all of us

  • @andy255
    @andy255 9 місяців тому +3

    I don't know what's the best part of hearing this songs... The fact that all of them are so awesome, or the fact that when i see the comments, i realize that all of them are helping people ❤ Love you guys! You're such a blessing!

  • @Eennnnaa
    @Eennnnaa 9 місяців тому +17

    This song is amazing, but I hate the fact that I along with many others can relate to these lyrics... Let's stay strong everybody and keep on fighting, we got this!

    • @zhontac6194
      @zhontac6194 6 місяців тому +1

      ' don't submit to despair, deep inside you want to be happy and your friends and loved ones want the same. Don't be ashamed of the moments where joy returns to your life.'
      There have been several times that simple quote from a video game has kept me breathing. Thankfully, due to such a wonderful group of people I am doing so much better.

  • @your_name_here2158
    @your_name_here2158 4 місяці тому +1

    As I am borderline falling away from the faith, I listen to songs like this by Citazen Soldier.
    I remember a day long ago when I believed in sola fide. I had peace then. My dedication to the text stole that peace from me. Faith and works, believe and repent, those two phrases took my peace. In Sola fide I was at peace...

  • @johnkelvin4450
    @johnkelvin4450 9 місяців тому +6

    for people who hear this, remember, make our future self proud of us is the best feeling ever, don't disappointing our future self, made he/she proud by keep going.

  • @akirarose3947
    @akirarose3947 9 місяців тому +10

    I feel this so deeply......the fall....it feels like flying....it feels like the ocean you float.......you never see the bottom but if you dont swim up you wont be able to breath.....❤

  • @EmyEm01
    @EmyEm01 9 місяців тому +5

    God bless Citizen Soldier. Thanks for everything once again, saved me multiple times already. These songs help me go trough the day every day.

  • @marushard4974
    @marushard4974 9 місяців тому +140

    For those of you asking yourself “When will I hit rock bottom?” there is a reason for why you haven't, and there are many reasons but my reason is my friends, I told myself once that if I can't be strong for myself then I must be strong for others because I have people in my life that care and so do you, it's just up to you to find them, and you already found at least a few, me and Citizen Soldiers band group 🩵

  • @shannonjones428
    @shannonjones428 9 місяців тому +1

    Our daughter will be seeing you for her birthday in OKC !!! She's got VIP passes !! I know just meeting you will will be one of her best days ever!! She struggles so much and your music helps her through her dark times... I can't wait to see her smile again.... Thank you for all that you do !!

  • @dorothyrosenberg1301
    @dorothyrosenberg1301 9 місяців тому +5

    There’s comfort in listening to these songs. Knowing that I’m not alone, that others share these feelings & thoughts becomes an affirmation. Thank you.

  • @trincywalker7497
    @trincywalker7497 9 місяців тому +3

    Hit rock bottom No rock bottom hit me. All of citizen soldiers songs always touch me but this one just like a foundation now. Sometimes we just need the rock bottom to rebuild ourselfs but thank you for seeing those who get stuck on bottom.

  • @austinfrengtravel
    @austinfrengtravel 9 місяців тому +2

    You really did it again. I have been crying my eyes out for the entire song. Every word of this song hits me right now at my core. I also say this again you guys are the reason I am still here. Jake, I really can’t thank you enough for putting out such meaningful music. Today I celebrate 8 months from an attempt to take my own life and it is largely because of you.

  • @RottenFruit1226
    @RottenFruit1226 9 місяців тому

    Out of all of the music live listened to in my short and painful 22 years. Your connects the most. Love the music

  • @rainbowsparkle1656
    @rainbowsparkle1656 9 місяців тому +5

    Hey guys! I’m the girl you met in Denver that said Golden weather was my fav from you guys. Thank you for releasing this song, because I relate to it so much. School has been stressing me out, and final exams are in less than a month. Sleep is the only relief from life I have until everything is over. Love you guys and your work, I hope you all make it big one day. 🫶

  • @maliakessel5792
    @maliakessel5792 5 місяців тому

    My brother and I are dealing with some issues, and he kept sending me the teasers for the song. I'm so glad that it is out, and I sent it to him this morning. To let him know I'm still here and okay. ❤

  • @dilligaff1979
    @dilligaff1979 9 місяців тому +10

    When the monsters in my head keep screaming at me telling me I'm worthless, I'm a burden so just do everyone a favour and end it. When every breath is a struggle and every heartbeat hurts. And I constantly stare at myself in the mirror and tell myself to just hold on just a little bit longer and at the same time I'm begging God to just stop my heart from beating. Just to make the pain go away and the voices to stop.
    No one would even notice or even care if I was gone. I'm tired of fighting on my own.

    • @PeterMunoz-ru4fw
      @PeterMunoz-ru4fw 9 місяців тому +1

      Been there for years. You are not alone. I don't want to die but I don't want to live.

    • @akaspongy
      @akaspongy 8 місяців тому

      Please keep holding on. I am a mom of someone who feels like this a lot of the time too.😓 Please 🙏 those voices in your head are lying to you!👺 You matter❤️‍🩹 you are loved, even at your worst.

  • @laiacolobal
    @laiacolobal 9 місяців тому +1

    The song is wonderful!! I fell in love with the song when you released the short, and the full version is just amazing!

  • @amymead9519
    @amymead9519 9 місяців тому +1

    Your music is really helping me right now, I lost my mum on Monday and your songs really call out to me. It just feels like so far this year everything's just going wrong and I'm stood on the ledge, just waiting for the next wrong thing to push me over.

  • @shaunanorth995
    @shaunanorth995 9 місяців тому +3

    I can sure relate to that reason I'm still here is my mom says I'm stronger than I think I am sometimes I just don't feel that way. Thanks for another awesome song guys.

  • @JJkii90
    @JJkii90 9 місяців тому +3

    This song came out when I was in class, I gave this a listen. When I heard the line “staring at the ceiling wondering why I’m alive” this song had me crying

  • @CashewOutside21
    @CashewOutside21 9 місяців тому +7

    When will I hit rock bottom?
    Asked this way too many times to count.
    Its been one of those days, on way too many occasions.
    Love the song it says it all so perfectly ❤

  • @nightfangsilvereye351
    @nightfangsilvereye351 2 дні тому

    First time listening to this song. This was literally me for 3ish years now but on 1/31/25 I finally got confirmation from someone I wrongly blamed that I'm not crazy or wrong in feeling the way I've felt here and for now I feel more determined than I have in a while and I have an actual plan for achieving my goal ❤

  • @KiriUsui
    @KiriUsui 2 місяці тому +1

    "Feels like I'm always falling" my exact feeling right now

  • @ryansparks2359
    @ryansparks2359 9 місяців тому +2

    You just know when to release the songs...You know the words to say. My thoughts have been growing darker again because of my daily seizures, brain slowly rotting and a doctor who I feel is giving up on me. Never had a job or any "normal" experience like others. Maybe 10 seizures at most while I'm awake and more while I'm asleep. Never had a job because no one wants ti give me a chance. Citizen Soldier as a whole just knows what to do to make myself feel better. Reminding me I'm not alone in this war. I can cry out those negative tears and smile. Continue what you're doing, Jake. All of you.

  • @SomePerson-ek5jr
    @SomePerson-ek5jr 9 місяців тому +6

    I’ve already listened to this 47 times today according to Spotify. I love you guys ❤️

  • @TheWeatherkingdom_2026
    @TheWeatherkingdom_2026 9 місяців тому +2

    Best like I think is this “ my breaking points so far behind limits in the rear view if crossed every line a thousands times I should have died how much can one heart take how am I still alive” absolutely hit to home and amazing.

  • @HorrorcrawlerGaming
    @HorrorcrawlerGaming 9 місяців тому +2

    Yesterday, when this song was released, was one of the worst days of my life. I have been feeling everything mentioned in this song since my 18 year old younger brother suddenly passed away. I just got around to listening to this song, and it helped me so much. Thank you, Citizen Soldier. 💔

  • @austindeanblade8070
    @austindeanblade8070 9 місяців тому +7

    How do you always manage to make a song that speaks to my soul

  • @KataHime
    @KataHime 9 місяців тому +4

    An early release? Love it. The song completely resonating with me this week? Even better. Thank you for your music

  • @ashleygray5239
    @ashleygray5239 13 днів тому

    Truly love this song so much! I just discovered this band & just wow singers voice is so damn good his vocals is something rock has not had in a very long time!!! So that is pretty DOPE IMO. Straight banger for sure! 💯💯💯 Glad I found this band whew!!!!

  • @arron4112
    @arron4112 9 місяців тому +2

    We lost our car a few days ago. Had a mental breakdown about it that reminded me of this. You guys always put out amazing music when we need it and I love it.

  • @gottacatchemallpokemon8458
    @gottacatchemallpokemon8458 9 місяців тому +4

    You know it's a good song when it's been out 1hr and it's the only song you've listened to for that hour ❤ xx

  • @Dragonlovermaniak
    @Dragonlovermaniak 9 місяців тому +2

    Amazing as always! I am sorry for the ones who struggle with this. No matter how hard you try, it keeps falling apart, and it's frustrating. Your emotions being tested to the brink of insanity, you try to have an pen heart but it keeps being hurt from multibal reasons. Things keep falling apart around and wonder if all these problems will ever stop. We are here for you through all the pain. It's amazing you got this far, and you will never stop being amazing. You are the greatest when the world is not. Don't let the world tear you down; only you can rise above them.

  • @Joeturner18
    @Joeturner18 5 місяців тому

    I really felt it when he said “how much can one heart take how am I still alive”

  • @josefpopka
    @josefpopka 9 місяців тому +2

    Nice work. So true song. Sometimes is everyone in dark feelings but remember there is always something, someone what is worth fighting for . Thanks for your music

  • @mokurai6663
    @mokurai6663 9 місяців тому +3

    This song fit the past week and a half I was at rock bottom and now I'm grateful to be where I am today

  • @wolfsrule100
    @wolfsrule100 9 місяців тому +6

    Another spot on song! Thank you for making us all feel less alone

  • @Justaquestion888
    @Justaquestion888 9 місяців тому +2

    Always after 8 pm without fail, I don't know why, but I spiral into darker thoughts.. so the intro line "counting down the seconds til i can just go to sleep" had me in the first 10 seconds 😢
    Citizen soldier are simply brilliant 👏

  • @cocoa21256
    @cocoa21256 2 місяці тому +1

    I love every song you have ever sang! ❤ can’t wait to hear the rest of your songs on your next album!

  • @serenity8839
    @serenity8839 9 місяців тому +21

    Anyone whos in the UK right now, with the talks of changes to our systems an calling out the mentally ill as "unfair on tax payer" effectively for not working by our own PM.
    This is a absolute mood right now. Like we didn't have enough problems haha.

    • @Someone-dv7hw
      @Someone-dv7hw 9 місяців тому

      Omg I have not heard of that... so sorry for you. If there is any hope that won't go thru I wish you the best of luck.
      I'm struggling to find a job I can handle with my current mental state and its hell. Even with insurance... and all of the attached bs

    • @SiobhanR28
      @SiobhanR28 9 місяців тому +1

      Yeah. UK is a disaster. 😢😢

    • @LiRoKnox
      @LiRoKnox 9 місяців тому

      @serenity8839, what really incensed me about our useless excuse of a PM was when he referred to those struggling with anxiety and depression as using them as a "lifestyle" choice. How f**king divorced from reality does he have to be to not realise how detrimental depression can be and how dark that hole can be. The sooner these cretins are out of power, the better.

    • @serenity8839
      @serenity8839 9 місяців тому

      @@Someone-dv7hw Yer the last week, they are lying on the news about how much we are given, and saying "we have turned to living off it rather then trying to work"
      For years they have done everything they can to cut us off as its easier as we struggle to defend ourselves. Now they're going to give these untrained people the power to get police involved and its so stressful as well i know soon they will just cut us off to pay for there new crap.

  • @justanotherstory3027
    @justanotherstory3027 9 місяців тому +2

    This song puts everything I've been thinking and struggling with for a couple weeks now perfectly into words.
    Thank you for showing me I'm not alone rn ❤

  • @tinycoinfromholland1391
    @tinycoinfromholland1391 9 місяців тому +3

    I love this song! It perfectly describes the pain depression and self hatred causes.

  • @NEVER-ly9ul
    @NEVER-ly9ul 9 місяців тому +1

    This song hit really hard. I feel like I'm always trying to explain to people how I feel but I can never find words, this song said it all for me. It's like it's always one thing after another and it just never ends. Thank you so much for being so strong, you deserve the world!❤❤

  • @Starwishpony
    @Starwishpony 9 місяців тому

    This song hits hard. I feel this all the time and yalls music has a special place in my heart. I just love how you guys can just connect to the people who are too scared to speak up about their mental health. Whenever I feel depressed or whatever... I use your songs to save me and let others know how I feel. Thank you for being the heroes we need

  • @abdaoneden6793
    @abdaoneden6793 9 місяців тому +3

    Been waiting for this song, since I heard it in your short videos. Thank you for finally releasing this banger

  • @mistress_of_the_dark380
    @mistress_of_the_dark380 9 місяців тому

    I have always loved your music and in many ways, it's become my therapy because I have made more progress healing while listening to you then I ever did in that office. I just had a powerful one that's been years in the making.
    Thank you for existing.
    Thank you for being a voice for us.
    Thank you for showing us how to turn everything that came for us into our power.
    Thank you.

  • @toastk7927
    @toastk7927 9 місяців тому

    Thank you just for being there for all of us. Just knowing that there is someone who knows how I feel and can express it in such beautiful way makes me feeling more alive

  • @maxmorimoto6481
    @maxmorimoto6481 8 місяців тому +1

    Thank you for all you do Citizen Soldier. Your music has helped so many such as myself struggling with mental health ❤

  • @MapkycRock
    @MapkycRock 9 місяців тому +1

    Been waiting for them to release this since he first shared the chorus on Insta, such a good song!!

  • @jamievincent24
    @jamievincent24 9 місяців тому +2

    I love all your music and every song but this one hits me the most. Thank you Citizen Soldier and keep up the good work 💜

  • @LycanWolfGaming
    @LycanWolfGaming 9 місяців тому +2

    how much can one heart?
    how am I still alive?
    I live in spite of my demons, I live in spite of the Darkness that surrounds us - it might try to attack me but it'll get a helluva fight out of me and my Light
    another great song, nothing gets me emotional like your songs - especially Face to Face, that song gets me fired up

  • @janaegubbels5435
    @janaegubbels5435 5 місяців тому

    This song hit me to my core. I'll be blasting it when I'm at the gym

  • @NateHuff24
    @NateHuff24 9 місяців тому +1

    This song hits so close to home. Whenever you feel depressed, you just want your current mood to be the end of it, but it feels like the end won't come soon enough.

    • @youareenoughngp
      @youareenoughngp 9 місяців тому

      Stay strong, my friend, it will all be worth it!❤

    • @NateHuff24
      @NateHuff24 9 місяців тому +1

      @@youareenoughngp Thank you

  • @GiftsAmimalsGiveUs
    @GiftsAmimalsGiveUs 9 місяців тому +2

    "How much can one heart take."
    "How am I still alive"
    My heart can't keep on going with all this pain. Still I fight even though I also want to let go.
    Thank you Citizen Soldier

  • @elladavies723
    @elladavies723 9 місяців тому +2

    Aghhh I needed this rn. When I need it the most you always make me feel less alone 😭🙏

  • @MajorVex
    @MajorVex 9 місяців тому +13

    Nice, but the 3-legged girl that was AI-generated 1:02 is a little weird.

    • @scottd1311
      @scottd1311 5 місяців тому +1

      Ummm… yea what’s up with that? 🧐

    • @Breathe_slow
      @Breathe_slow 4 місяці тому +2

      I think it might actually be a guy if theres 3 legs 😂

    • @opalishmoth8591
      @opalishmoth8591 20 днів тому

      Ah shit I never noticed that.

  • @vgraham580
    @vgraham580 9 місяців тому

    I can relate to every word in this song. "Life don't run out of problems" - every day is a struggle to live. Thank you @CitizenSoldier

  • @jorgemtz88
    @jorgemtz88 8 місяців тому

    For the last 20+ years I have hit rock bottom several times, every time I recover stronger the next hit is worse and so on, I just wish that this was over, I grasp whatever sliver of hope I can get just to continue, but I get tired, I can't sleep without meds, I'm overstressed, every day is having part of my mind trying to keep hold of my worst thoughts while at work, having to keep a mask that I barely let go while outside of my bedroom, suicidal thoughts hunt me every day, just so the pain and the torture my mind feels end, I just want peace, I just want to rest and I just want my hyperactive mind to stop overthinking just so I could breath.
    Thank you CS, you have given us a voice to show the world what we are going through the feelings,the loneliness, the fight, you are a safe place for how we feel. May you be blessed for ever.
    Greeting from Mexico.

  • @HildaloverYT
    @HildaloverYT 9 місяців тому +1

    Nice one man you knowing that I have PTSD from what happened to me at March 10th one of my mom’s friends decided to do betray us by doing something unspeakable. Overall this song hits me so hard with me and makes me feel so much better about what happens to me and I literally cried when you sing the first lyric of this song especially when you mostly sang “When will I hit Rock Bottom” and when you sang “It’s been one of those days. Thank you for singing songs that make us feel like we’re not alone. 💙

  • @SawakoMink
    @SawakoMink 9 місяців тому

    Love your music, listening is one of my soul anchors. It's a very great help, feeling understood, feeling so much better.
    Thanks from all my heart!🌷

  • @jennah6080
    @jennah6080 9 місяців тому +1

    The editor of this video deserves a raise, its cool and well done! 🔥
    You guys are my fav band since I discovered you: the melody, lyrics and everything is just.. on a whole other level in comparison to the main stream music. Love you guys!

  • @christopherbeattie3126
    @christopherbeattie3126 Місяць тому

    You can get through any tribulation as long as you have the will to fight for yourself. Keep your chin up and chest out ❤

  • @dionbakerjr.8736
    @dionbakerjr.8736 9 місяців тому

    It seems like every other time I log onto UA-cam, there's a new Citizen Soldier song! lolz. I try not to listen too much because the content is so. heavy and hits pretty close to home, bu when I do I can't deny their music is amazing.

  • @rileyhattaway8066
    @rileyhattaway8066 3 місяці тому

    Everyone out there suicidal dont the citizen soldier/cs community is here for you we pray for you every day and night

  • @Hamburberg
    @Hamburberg 9 місяців тому

    Thank you guys. I got pretty low a little while ago, I was really lonely, I had zero friends that really cared, I had no to really help me with anything. I met a lovely lady recently that seems to care though. I've been so much happier lately because of her. It feels good to have a friend.

  • @djkzrocksta
    @djkzrocksta 9 місяців тому +2

    This is amazing...All you guys' songs are so relatable and emotional that I always enjoy listening. ❤

  • @leonmislo
    @leonmislo 9 місяців тому +4

    This came out of nowhere.😳 Wow what a song, which sounds poppy but has the deepest lyrics. Very well done boys - you've made my day!❤🔥