Citizen Soldier - Rock Bottom (Official Lyric Video)

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КОМЕНТАРІ • 618

  • @CitizenSoldier
    @CitizenSoldier  4 місяці тому +97

    Stream/Download 👉 citizensoldier.band/rockbottom
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    Please SHARE it with someone that needs to hear it.

    • @SG_LOVE
      @SG_LOVE 4 місяці тому +7

      Already saved to my playlist 🙂
      Could you please try to collaborate with Babymetal? I really need a song with you two... It's my dream 😊

    • @BrickMaster_mando
      @BrickMaster_mando 4 місяці тому +5

      Saw this this morning super good, love it. Can't wait for icarus❤

    • @VSGCjaye
      @VSGCjaye 4 місяці тому +8

      I hope y’all see this…
      Suicide survivor here. Still suffering from depression at times. Your music… it’s a lifeline for me to know that people relate. That I’m not alone. Thank you for everything

    • @georgiossirgoudis9207
      @georgiossirgoudis9207 4 місяці тому +4

      Another banger citizen soldier 🤟🔥❤️😘

  • @ripper9117
    @ripper9117 4 місяці тому +147

    "Sick of holding on"
    "Sick of being strong"
    I felt that so much

    • @katimitchell670
      @katimitchell670 3 місяці тому +2

      Same bro. Same.

    • @TheSpiritualRiffologist
      @TheSpiritualRiffologist Місяць тому +1

      Me too, im sick of having to be strong all the fucking time. Im so tired.

    • @henatlbch
      @henatlbch 24 дні тому

      me too i fall i take family with me failure is not a option soldier on but so tired of the quiet war so many of us suffer great song

    • @death100ify
      @death100ify 17 днів тому

      Same

  • @Andrew.Theodore
    @Andrew.Theodore 4 місяці тому +202

    "My breaking point's so far behind
    my limit's in the rearview ive crossed every line.
    A thousand times i should have died.
    How much can one heart take?
    How am I still alive?" This. I feel it so intensely. Last night was one of the worst nights in awhile. Thank you for this. ❤

    • @cindyjocrimmins9658
      @cindyjocrimmins9658 4 місяці тому +6

      Yes. How am I still alive? Clinically dead several times and brought back, and that’s only the times that people know about, not all the times they don’t. I don’t get it.

    • @scythenyte2759
      @scythenyte2759 4 місяці тому +1

      Yeah that part hit so hard

    • @konigbismarck1019
      @konigbismarck1019 Місяць тому +1

      It will get better bro if you ever need help we all got your back we have all went thru a lot in our lives

  • @notright7691
    @notright7691 4 місяці тому +241

    the realest lyric for me has to go be "life don't run out of problems". because sometimes it really do feel that way. 🖤

    • @jillwesenbeek3964
      @jillwesenbeek3964 4 місяці тому +5

      Yes! 😢😅

    • @kamrynbuckner4549
      @kamrynbuckner4549 4 місяці тому +3

      I relate more to the "somebody better read my vitals I'm getting close to suici***" lyric

    • @Logan-z8q
      @Logan-z8q Місяць тому

      ​@@kamrynbuckner4549same

  • @Non_507
    @Non_507 4 місяці тому +454

    Hey! It’s Leo, I was at the Lincoln show with the tattoo of “won’t be a victim, I’m a survivor” and the one with the let it burn banner, it was really nice to meet you guys and I hope to see you guys again in the future!

    • @alexisSledge
      @alexisSledge 4 місяці тому +16

      What was it like getting to meet them? Sorry about the random question but I love these guys and I wanted to take my dad to a concert with me but he’s very sick so we couldn’t get tickets. I wanted to at least tell him about it though

    • @koolrobokiller7908
      @koolrobokiller7908 4 місяці тому +36

      For one he is so much taller then you think he is and he is a super awesome and super nice guy I got to tell him how his music has saved my life more times then I can count and he asked if he could give me a hug cuz he was so happy is music helped so much.

    • @Non_507
      @Non_507 4 місяці тому +31

      @@alexisSledge it was great, they were very nice and considerate and you could really tell they cared about each and every one of us even if they didn’t know us they cared

    • @briezeul-se2tl
      @briezeul-se2tl 4 місяці тому +10

      Nice to meet you two!!! Hope I see ya soon :)

    • @Capamike
      @Capamike 4 місяці тому +10

      ​@@Non_507 I agree and met them at Montreal in Canada they are great person 😊 They care

  • @ambrissakaminari6926
    @ambrissakaminari6926 4 місяці тому +167

    'I try to run but my demons follow' hit me hard. This is another banger that I can't wait to blast in my car

  • @jeanordedor3702
    @jeanordedor3702 4 місяці тому +102

    it's the "sick of holding on" hit so much

    • @demonkingoftyranny1460
      @demonkingoftyranny1460 4 місяці тому +1

      Fr…their music always hits so hard…it’s a shame this is the last one I’ll hear from them

    • @terriunderwoodmeredith2452
      @terriunderwoodmeredith2452 3 місяці тому

      ​@@demonkingoftyranny1460 Why say it's the last song you'll hear from them??? I'm 59 and just heard this group & this song. This old tough cookie can be knocked down but NOTHING'S going to keep me down. Also give another song a listen to called This Is The Way by 5FDP.... It's the Lyrics... I've walked through the fire & brimstone and there was no pearly gates!! Been there, you got to live for yourself!!!! Prayers

  • @namethestars
    @namethestars 4 місяці тому +50

    One thing I REALLY like about this song is how the instruments, though powerful, are slightly muted and Jake's vocals take centre stage. He has an amazing voice and songs like this really highlight the power of his singing. I feel this song so much so thank you CS for putting into music how I feel most days 💖

  • @marushard4974
    @marushard4974 4 місяці тому +103

    For those of you asking yourself “When will I hit rock bottom?” there is a reason for why you haven't, and there are many reasons but my reason is my friends, I told myself once that if I can't be strong for myself then I must be strong for others because I have people in my life that care and so do you, it's just up to you to find them, and you already found at least a few, me and Citizen Soldiers band group 🩵

  • @emmasanford6802
    @emmasanford6802 4 місяці тому +49

    “How much can one heart take” 😭 thats why i have trust issues and hate people ive been screwed over so many times

  • @dsnyder7872
    @dsnyder7872 3 місяці тому +17

    Met a young man (I'm old) in St Johns, MI a couple hours ago. Had the name of the band on his truck. I asked him about it, he gave me a little back story, told him I'm look it up when I got back south and home. I'm impressed. Good job kid.

  • @cindyjocrimmins9658
    @cindyjocrimmins9658 4 місяці тому +30

    This song couldn’t be closer to where I’ve been…It never gets any easier or better. I’m convinced that every time I think “Things can’t possibly get any worse than this “…the Universe says, “Challenge excepted!”

  • @Kai-ji3du
    @Kai-ji3du 4 місяці тому +78

    From the start, this was my day yesterday. Everything felt wrong, and nothing went normally. These songs are always my help ❤ Always love getting notification for a new song and being able to listen right away

    • @Violetstrike
      @Violetstrike 4 місяці тому +2

      Yesterday was like that for me as well, I hope today will be better for both of us

    • @DAHYPEMAN4115
      @DAHYPEMAN4115 4 місяці тому

      I feel like this too for a few weeks, Let's get through this together

  • @Jack-TV-k
    @Jack-TV-k 4 місяці тому +58

    The best birthday gift, a citizen soldier song

    • @Th3RightStuff
      @Th3RightStuff 4 місяці тому +7

      Happy birthday 🎂 🥳 🎉

    • @shadxw-bird
      @shadxw-bird 4 місяці тому +5

      Happy birthday!

    • @YDKM1959
      @YDKM1959 4 місяці тому +5

      Happy birthday! 🎊 I hope you have a year of everything you deserve.🎁

    • @sylvarblahk2652
      @sylvarblahk2652 4 місяці тому +5

      Happy birthday! I'm so glad that you found out that this came out on your birthday when it came out. One of my other favorite artists released an album on my birthday last year, and I didn't realize it until the beginning of April this year...

    • @hollyslinkard2718
      @hollyslinkard2718 4 місяці тому +5

      Happy Birthday! Enjoy the song and enjoy your next year of life. I hope it goes well for you!

  • @lillianastorm6985
    @lillianastorm6985 4 місяці тому +30

    "My limits in the rear view, I've crossed every line" is my favorite line.
    It's funny how you can get me to bop my head to any song you make no matter how sad the lyrics get ❤

  • @lunareclipse7239
    @lunareclipse7239 4 місяці тому +13

    I can honestly say, I've listened to all of your guys music waiting for the next one. You guys are the only band I've listened to with all your music and never stop listening because of how much your music has helped me. I love you guys, keep up the good work! Never stop being you. ❤❤

  • @Someone-dv7hw
    @Someone-dv7hw 4 місяці тому +16

    "Feels like, I'm always falling... when will I hit rock bottom" 🖤

  • @hunteromonsters9794
    @hunteromonsters9794 4 місяці тому +27

    I hope you guys don't stop making music! You guys are one of the few bands that actually has meaning! I'm a huge fan and I will always be a fan!!

  • @catladycatlady7359
    @catladycatlady7359 4 місяці тому +11

    I can't begin to express how much your music speaks to my heart. Many times have been in the car screaming your music out loud, sometimes even while crying. I always feel like it's the only music that really expresses what I am feeling.
    Glad you guys do what you do. Please never stopped doing it.

  • @Jaidigy
    @Jaidigy 4 місяці тому +27

    This song is genuinely beautiful, even though the meaning behind it is quite emotional. I love you guys so much, and I cannot wait to listen to your new album “Icarus”! ❤️‍🔥🧡

  • @NightmareKhaos
    @NightmareKhaos 4 місяці тому +15

    That line where he says it’s been one of those nights staring at the ceiling, wondering why I’m still alive is exactly how I have felt a lot!!!!

    • @youareenoughngp
      @youareenoughngp 4 місяці тому +1

      Stay strong, life will make more sense and it will be worth it! ❤

  • @GoIsamuKing
    @GoIsamuKing 4 місяці тому +18

    "Been praying God would save me because no one cares" really hit me hard 💔

    • @BooBerry7124
      @BooBerry7124 4 місяці тому +1

      Yeah but, does God care?

    • @GoIsamuKing
      @GoIsamuKing 4 місяці тому +2

      Yes

    • @starrythinker
      @starrythinker 4 місяці тому +2

      ​@@BooBerry7124 Of course! He cares about all of us

  • @mha_erichan1234
    @mha_erichan1234 4 місяці тому +13

    Thank you for making the most relatable songs ever

  • @treybledsoe378
    @treybledsoe378 4 місяці тому +9

    "Had enough, now the hope feels Hollow"
    Holy shite that hit way to fricken hard, you guys sure know how to deliver a sucker punch to the gut. Thanks for the awesome music

  • @akirarose3947
    @akirarose3947 4 місяці тому +10

    I feel this so deeply......the fall....it feels like flying....it feels like the ocean you float.......you never see the bottom but if you dont swim up you wont be able to breath.....❤

  • @coltthewolf27
    @coltthewolf27 4 місяці тому +26

    I felt like I got sucker punched in my soul listening to this. After barely escaping from an abusive relationship with my sanity intact, I felt like this for quite some time, until a old friend saved me from it just a week ago. Gods, you all make the most relatable, but also best sounding music I've listened to within the last 5 years. Keep up the good work Citizen Soldier!

    • @sylvarblahk2652
      @sylvarblahk2652 4 місяці тому +2

      Props to your friend for helping you. I hope your life continues to get improve from this point.

    • @That_12345
      @That_12345 3 місяці тому

      I’m so sorry and proud of you 😊

  • @jennymclean9766
    @jennymclean9766 Місяць тому +2

    “How much can one heart take? How am I still alive?” Dang. I never feel like commenting on the videos I watch on UA-cam, but those words. I wow. That hits hard. My darkest self feels heard.

  • @EmyEm01
    @EmyEm01 4 місяці тому +5

    God bless Citizen Soldier. Thanks for everything once again, saved me multiple times already. These songs help me go trough the day every day.

  • @andy255
    @andy255 4 місяці тому +3

    I don't know what's the best part of hearing this songs... The fact that all of them are so awesome, or the fact that when i see the comments, i realize that all of them are helping people ❤ Love you guys! You're such a blessing!

  • @SomePerson-ek5jr
    @SomePerson-ek5jr 4 місяці тому +6

    I’ve already listened to this 47 times today according to Spotify. I love you guys ❤️

  • @CashewOutside21
    @CashewOutside21 4 місяці тому +7

    When will I hit rock bottom?
    Asked this way too many times to count.
    Its been one of those days, on way too many occasions.
    Love the song it says it all so perfectly ❤

  • @Lick-A-Rock
    @Lick-A-Rock 4 місяці тому +18

    I’ve been here since the release of Stronger Than My Storm, and I don’t regret it. You guys saved my life more times than I can count. I found you guys at my worst, and thanks to you, I finally got on antidepressants. I don’t know how I managed to survive, but after 5 years of self harming, 12 suicide attempts, and countless mental breakdowns, I managed to get out of that hell. There’s still days that I can’t get out of bed, still nights when I want to end it all, but I’m finally recovering. Thank you for saving my life.

    • @k0iip0ndzz
      @k0iip0ndzz 4 місяці тому +1

      Been here since 3/11/23 (March 11). I don’t regret it at all :)

  • @-t-4905
    @-t-4905 4 місяці тому +3

    It's scary how often some of your songs come out on que with what I'm going through.
    U put into song what I can't even put into words.
    Thank you.

  • @EnnaLotjonen
    @EnnaLotjonen 4 місяці тому +15

    This song is amazing, but I hate the fact that I along with many others can relate to these lyrics... Let's stay strong everybody and keep on fighting, we got this!

    • @zhontac6194
      @zhontac6194 Місяць тому +1

      ' don't submit to despair, deep inside you want to be happy and your friends and loved ones want the same. Don't be ashamed of the moments where joy returns to your life.'
      There have been several times that simple quote from a video game has kept me breathing. Thankfully, due to such a wonderful group of people I am doing so much better.

  • @johnkelvin4450
    @johnkelvin4450 4 місяці тому +6

    for people who hear this, remember, make our future self proud of us is the best feeling ever, don't disappointing our future self, made he/she proud by keep going.

  • @Stoner-Thangs
    @Stoner-Thangs 4 місяці тому +16

    I was suggested here while listening to the song “Gandi - Andi Kicja” 😅😅

    • @ExplosionMare
      @ExplosionMare 4 місяці тому +2

      Glad to have you here! Saw this band in my feed randomly too one day and it's one of the best things to ever happen to me 🙂

  • @trincywalker7497
    @trincywalker7497 4 місяці тому +3

    Hit rock bottom No rock bottom hit me. All of citizen soldiers songs always touch me but this one just like a foundation now. Sometimes we just need the rock bottom to rebuild ourselfs but thank you for seeing those who get stuck on bottom.

  • @josefpopka
    @josefpopka 4 місяці тому +2

    Nice work. So true song. Sometimes is everyone in dark feelings but remember there is always something, someone what is worth fighting for . Thanks for your music

  • @KataHime
    @KataHime 4 місяці тому +4

    An early release? Love it. The song completely resonating with me this week? Even better. Thank you for your music

  • @wolfsrule100
    @wolfsrule100 4 місяці тому +6

    Another spot on song! Thank you for making us all feel less alone

  • @dorothyrosenberg1301
    @dorothyrosenberg1301 4 місяці тому +5

    There’s comfort in listening to these songs. Knowing that I’m not alone, that others share these feelings & thoughts becomes an affirmation. Thank you.

  • @justanotherstory3027
    @justanotherstory3027 4 місяці тому +2

    This song puts everything I've been thinking and struggling with for a couple weeks now perfectly into words.
    Thank you for showing me I'm not alone rn ❤

  • @amymead9519
    @amymead9519 4 місяці тому +1

    Your music is really helping me right now, I lost my mum on Monday and your songs really call out to me. It just feels like so far this year everything's just going wrong and I'm stood on the ledge, just waiting for the next wrong thing to push me over.

  • @shaunanorth995
    @shaunanorth995 4 місяці тому +3

    I can sure relate to that reason I'm still here is my mom says I'm stronger than I think I am sometimes I just don't feel that way. Thanks for another awesome song guys.

  • @austindeanblade8070
    @austindeanblade8070 4 місяці тому +7

    How do you always manage to make a song that speaks to my soul

  • @leonmislo
    @leonmislo 4 місяці тому +4

    This came out of nowhere.😳 Wow what a song, which sounds poppy but has the deepest lyrics. Very well done boys - you've made my day!❤🔥

  • @abdaoneden6793
    @abdaoneden6793 4 місяці тому +3

    Been waiting for this song, since I heard it in your short videos. Thank you for finally releasing this banger

  • @jamievincent24
    @jamievincent24 4 місяці тому +2

    I love all your music and every song but this one hits me the most. Thank you Citizen Soldier and keep up the good work 💜

  • @Pam_1972
    @Pam_1972 4 місяці тому +5

    Wow! This song hit hard! Deal with this almost every day

  • @Bunny_sweetheart
    @Bunny_sweetheart 4 місяці тому +4

    The glory of hitting rock bottom in life is that the only way left to go is up, but you have to fight to prove, not to others but to yourself, that you deserve to get out of that pit. And every single person that reads this deserves that. So get up, you just fell a long long way down, dust yourself off and get back in that fight because I sure as hell didn’t hear no bell.

  • @FirestoneAnimation
    @FirestoneAnimation 4 місяці тому +3

    It's such a wonderful mix between frustration and sadness.

  • @dilligaff1979
    @dilligaff1979 4 місяці тому +10

    When the monsters in my head keep screaming at me telling me I'm worthless, I'm a burden so just do everyone a favour and end it. When every breath is a struggle and every heartbeat hurts. And I constantly stare at myself in the mirror and tell myself to just hold on just a little bit longer and at the same time I'm begging God to just stop my heart from beating. Just to make the pain go away and the voices to stop.
    No one would even notice or even care if I was gone. I'm tired of fighting on my own.

    • @PeterMunoz-ru4fw
      @PeterMunoz-ru4fw 4 місяці тому +1

      Been there for years. You are not alone. I don't want to die but I don't want to live.

    • @akaspongy
      @akaspongy 4 місяці тому

      Please keep holding on. I am a mom of someone who feels like this a lot of the time too.😓 Please 🙏 those voices in your head are lying to you!👺 You matter❤️‍🩹 you are loved, even at your worst.

  • @Darkone1025
    @Darkone1025 4 місяці тому +2

    Thank you AOL for ur songs.....I had a really bad night last night. Ur songs make everything better🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

  • @gottacatchemallpokemon8458
    @gottacatchemallpokemon8458 4 місяці тому +4

    You know it's a good song when it's been out 1hr and it's the only song you've listened to for that hour ❤ xx

  • @serenity8839
    @serenity8839 4 місяці тому +21

    Anyone whos in the UK right now, with the talks of changes to our systems an calling out the mentally ill as "unfair on tax payer" effectively for not working by our own PM.
    This is a absolute mood right now. Like we didn't have enough problems haha.

    • @Someone-dv7hw
      @Someone-dv7hw 4 місяці тому

      Omg I have not heard of that... so sorry for you. If there is any hope that won't go thru I wish you the best of luck.
      I'm struggling to find a job I can handle with my current mental state and its hell. Even with insurance... and all of the attached bs

    • @SiobhanR28
      @SiobhanR28 4 місяці тому +1

      Yeah. UK is a disaster. 😢😢

    • @namethestars
      @namethestars 4 місяці тому

      @serenity8839, what really incensed me about our useless excuse of a PM was when he referred to those struggling with anxiety and depression as using them as a "lifestyle" choice. How f**king divorced from reality does he have to be to not realise how detrimental depression can be and how dark that hole can be. The sooner these cretins are out of power, the better.

    • @serenity8839
      @serenity8839 4 місяці тому

      @@Someone-dv7hw Yer the last week, they are lying on the news about how much we are given, and saying "we have turned to living off it rather then trying to work"
      For years they have done everything they can to cut us off as its easier as we struggle to defend ourselves. Now they're going to give these untrained people the power to get police involved and its so stressful as well i know soon they will just cut us off to pay for there new crap.

  • @kaiyalayton2340
    @kaiyalayton2340 4 місяці тому +2

    Once again; another song that understands me better than most people in my life!
    Thanks for another amazing song that I can use to express how I feel when I don't have the words to. ❤❤❤

  • @mokurai6663
    @mokurai6663 4 місяці тому +3

    This song fit the past week and a half I was at rock bottom and now I'm grateful to be where I am today

  • @tinycoinfromholland1391
    @tinycoinfromholland1391 4 місяці тому +3

    I love this song! It perfectly describes the pain depression and self hatred causes.

  • @elladavies723
    @elladavies723 4 місяці тому +2

    Aghhh I needed this rn. When I need it the most you always make me feel less alone 😭🙏

  • @austinfrengtravel
    @austinfrengtravel 4 місяці тому +2

    You really did it again. I have been crying my eyes out for the entire song. Every word of this song hits me right now at my core. I also say this again you guys are the reason I am still here. Jake, I really can’t thank you enough for putting out such meaningful music. Today I celebrate 8 months from an attempt to take my own life and it is largely because of you.

  • @alpacaqueen6835
    @alpacaqueen6835 4 місяці тому +2

    "im close to suicidal" that hits hard....

  • @marie0994lv
    @marie0994lv 4 місяці тому +9

    I already love this song and know the words to it

    • @ll_silxntf6x_ll
      @ll_silxntf6x_ll 4 місяці тому +1

      It was only posted 3 minutes ago n the video is 3 minutes long so it's impossible

    • @marie0994lv
      @marie0994lv 4 місяці тому

      @@ll_silxntf6x_ll umm the song came out at midnight. The lyric vid just came out.

    • @marie0994lv
      @marie0994lv 4 місяці тому

      @ll_silxntf6x_ll Umm, the song came out at midnight. also, he posted a clip of the song a min ago

  • @HayaForHigher
    @HayaForHigher 4 місяці тому +1

    *Hello Citizen Soldier,*
    *Hope you are feeling great.*
    *Thank you for using your talents to send the message of : there's someone who feels the same, you are not alone in this.*
    I needed to add something to the part which making the depressed feels he/she is not alone, along with making them see that there's someone who feels the same, there's also *a need to encourage them to change the negative view of things* , and that's what's missing in the song and some others I have heard.
    Making a recovering view lyrics from the start to the end is different than describing an ugly feeling from the view of the depressed at the the start, then finishing it with the recovering view you want them to adopt. In this song's case, it is describing from the depressed view without the recovering finish. *Adding a brighter point of view ending is necessary.*
    It is so hard to picture what a person who's on the edge because of the toxic thoughts would do after listening to this song, the thoughts will stuck in deeper, and God forbid... they might commit it😖.
    What if in every work you do that describes feelings like these, have a change of view from the Bridge part till the end of the song? Just like your song *Would Anyone Care *, Imagine what would the same depressed person would feel like after it? Will he/she suffer more from the thoughts, or will they remember what you said about recovering and feel the need to work on it because they have set a reminder tells them they *can* live a better life?
    I remember how I teared up with a feeling of relief after hearing *Reason To Live, Victim or Survivor, Save Your Story, Face To Face, Stronger Than My Storm, Still Breathing, and specially Would Anyone Care.* These ironically response to this song.
    Words strongly affect the listener, by describing the pain, it adds more to remembering it, and leaving it this way, makes it easier to throwing one's life away, but in the case of Would Anyone Care, when remembering the pain, makes you feel someone else understands what you can't let it out of your chest, *then tells you you can't be replaced, you were meant to live and this world needs you, because there's a benevolent change you are meant to make, and leave a mark of goodness , that's why you are meant to exist, to live, and as long as you are here, there's always a reason, a way to take back your life and be better, Always,* then leaves you with this reminder, the person will feel better and this reminder will crush every ugly negative thought that comes and be replaced with *a relief.💆🏻‍♀️*
    Just wanted to say this long ago but couldn't figure out the right way to say it back then.
    *Again, thank you Citizen Soldier, God bless you.✨*

  • @TheWeatherkingdom_2026
    @TheWeatherkingdom_2026 4 місяці тому +2

    Best like I think is this “ my breaking points so far behind limits in the rear view if crossed every line a thousands times I should have died how much can one heart take how am I still alive” absolutely hit to home and amazing.

  • @JJkii90
    @JJkii90 4 місяці тому +3

    This song came out when I was in class, I gave this a listen. When I heard the line “staring at the ceiling wondering why I’m alive” this song had me crying

  • @arron4112
    @arron4112 4 місяці тому +2

    We lost our car a few days ago. Had a mental breakdown about it that reminded me of this. You guys always put out amazing music when we need it and I love it.

  • @ryansparks2359
    @ryansparks2359 4 місяці тому +2

    You just know when to release the songs...You know the words to say. My thoughts have been growing darker again because of my daily seizures, brain slowly rotting and a doctor who I feel is giving up on me. Never had a job or any "normal" experience like others. Maybe 10 seizures at most while I'm awake and more while I'm asleep. Never had a job because no one wants ti give me a chance. Citizen Soldier as a whole just knows what to do to make myself feel better. Reminding me I'm not alone in this war. I can cry out those negative tears and smile. Continue what you're doing, Jake. All of you.

  • @Justaquestion888
    @Justaquestion888 4 місяці тому +2

    Always after 8 pm without fail, I don't know why, but I spiral into darker thoughts.. so the intro line "counting down the seconds til i can just go to sleep" had me in the first 10 seconds 😢
    Citizen soldier are simply brilliant 👏

  • @jessdeandromeda2883
    @jessdeandromeda2883 4 місяці тому +2

    Yeeeesss! I feel so happy of wake-up with a new sing!!! Thank you Citizen Soldier ♥️

  • @HorrorcrawlerGaming
    @HorrorcrawlerGaming 4 місяці тому +2

    Yesterday, when this song was released, was one of the worst days of my life. I have been feeling everything mentioned in this song since my 18 year old younger brother suddenly passed away. I just got around to listening to this song, and it helped me so much. Thank you, Citizen Soldier. 💔

  • @Rosagave
    @Rosagave 4 місяці тому +17

    I am already intrigued.

  • @NEVER-ly9ul
    @NEVER-ly9ul 4 місяці тому +1

    This song hit really hard. I feel like I'm always trying to explain to people how I feel but I can never find words, this song said it all for me. It's like it's always one thing after another and it just never ends. Thank you so much for being so strong, you deserve the world!❤❤

  • @Dragonlovermaniak
    @Dragonlovermaniak 4 місяці тому +2

    Amazing as always! I am sorry for the ones who struggle with this. No matter how hard you try, it keeps falling apart, and it's frustrating. Your emotions being tested to the brink of insanity, you try to have an pen heart but it keeps being hurt from multibal reasons. Things keep falling apart around and wonder if all these problems will ever stop. We are here for you through all the pain. It's amazing you got this far, and you will never stop being amazing. You are the greatest when the world is not. Don't let the world tear you down; only you can rise above them.

  • @khadijaaitahmed818
    @khadijaaitahmed818 4 місяці тому +2

    Wonderful music 🎶❤ jakey

  • @fluffenough7797
    @fluffenough7797 4 місяці тому +5

    Love this song, cant wait for the rest of this album 🧡

  • @pelicandom4246
    @pelicandom4246 4 місяці тому +6

    Another banger!! Glad I just got to see you all in Denver!!

  • @LycanWolfGaming
    @LycanWolfGaming 4 місяці тому +2

    how much can one heart?
    how am I still alive?
    I live in spite of my demons, I live in spite of the Darkness that surrounds us - it might try to attack me but it'll get a helluva fight out of me and my Light
    another great song, nothing gets me emotional like your songs - especially Face to Face, that song gets me fired up

  • @djkzrocksta
    @djkzrocksta 4 місяці тому +2

    This is amazing...All you guys' songs are so relatable and emotional that I always enjoy listening. ❤

  • @rainbowsparkle1656
    @rainbowsparkle1656 4 місяці тому +5

    Hey guys! I’m the girl you met in Denver that said Golden weather was my fav from you guys. Thank you for releasing this song, because I relate to it so much. School has been stressing me out, and final exams are in less than a month. Sleep is the only relief from life I have until everything is over. Love you guys and your work, I hope you all make it big one day. 🫶

  • @therizen4253
    @therizen4253 4 місяці тому +4

    this is literally how i've been feeling for a while now

  • @vgraham580
    @vgraham580 4 місяці тому

    I can relate to every word in this song. "Life don't run out of problems" - every day is a struggle to live. Thank you @CitizenSoldier

  • @laiacolobal
    @laiacolobal 4 місяці тому +1

    The song is wonderful!! I fell in love with the song when you released the short, and the full version is just amazing!

  • @antheamyro9722
    @antheamyro9722 4 місяці тому +1

    Citizen Soldier, this song is so incredibly awesome!!! 💖💖💖💖💖

  • @GiftsAmimalsGiveUs
    @GiftsAmimalsGiveUs 4 місяці тому +2

    "How much can one heart take."
    "How am I still alive"
    My heart can't keep on going with all this pain. Still I fight even though I also want to let go.
    Thank you Citizen Soldier

  • @Ramy_Lm
    @Ramy_Lm 4 місяці тому +3

    The timing is awesome i needed this 🤝❤

  • @maxmorimoto6481
    @maxmorimoto6481 3 місяці тому +1

    Thank you for all you do Citizen Soldier. Your music has helped so many such as myself struggling with mental health ❤

  • @your_name_here2158
    @your_name_here2158 День тому

    As I am borderline falling away from the faith, I listen to songs like this by Citazen Soldier.
    I remember a day long ago when I believed in sola fide. I had peace then. My dedication to the text stole that peace from me. Faith and works, believe and repent, those two phrases took my peace. In Sola fide I was at peace...

  • @jennah6080
    @jennah6080 4 місяці тому +1

    The editor of this video deserves a raise, its cool and well done! 🔥
    You guys are my fav band since I discovered you: the melody, lyrics and everything is just.. on a whole other level in comparison to the main stream music. Love you guys!

  • @Moonlight-yi3kp
    @Moonlight-yi3kp 4 місяці тому +1

    1:41 started crying... Have been contemplating for a while now with only your songs as support... Thank you

  • @mistress_of_the_dark380
    @mistress_of_the_dark380 4 місяці тому

    I have always loved your music and in many ways, it's become my therapy because I have made more progress healing while listening to you then I ever did in that office. I just had a powerful one that's been years in the making.
    Thank you for existing.
    Thank you for being a voice for us.
    Thank you for showing us how to turn everything that came for us into our power.
    Thank you.

  • @NateHuff24
    @NateHuff24 4 місяці тому +1

    This song hits so close to home. Whenever you feel depressed, you just want your current mood to be the end of it, but it feels like the end won't come soon enough.

    • @youareenoughngp
      @youareenoughngp 4 місяці тому

      Stay strong, my friend, it will all be worth it!❤

    • @NateHuff24
      @NateHuff24 4 місяці тому +1

      @@youareenoughngp Thank you

  • @KyloRen4238
    @KyloRen4238 4 місяці тому +3

    Awesome. This is the bomb. Love it. ❤️❤️❤️💛💛💙💙💛💛💛💙🔥🔥🔥🔥🎸🎸🎸🎸🎸💞💞💞

  • @xxandrewkunxx
    @xxandrewkunxx 4 місяці тому +7

    This song just what I needed

  • @jorgemtz88
    @jorgemtz88 4 місяці тому

    For the last 20+ years I have hit rock bottom several times, every time I recover stronger the next hit is worse and so on, I just wish that this was over, I grasp whatever sliver of hope I can get just to continue, but I get tired, I can't sleep without meds, I'm overstressed, every day is having part of my mind trying to keep hold of my worst thoughts while at work, having to keep a mask that I barely let go while outside of my bedroom, suicidal thoughts hunt me every day, just so the pain and the torture my mind feels end, I just want peace, I just want to rest and I just want my hyperactive mind to stop overthinking just so I could breath.
    Thank you CS, you have given us a voice to show the world what we are going through the feelings,the loneliness, the fight, you are a safe place for how we feel. May you be blessed for ever.
    Greeting from Mexico.

  • @Raygun59
    @Raygun59 4 місяці тому +3

    Early Citizen Soldier song hell yeah

  • @Hamburberg
    @Hamburberg 4 місяці тому

    Thank you guys. I got pretty low a little while ago, I was really lonely, I had zero friends that really cared, I had no to really help me with anything. I met a lovely lady recently that seems to care though. I've been so much happier lately because of her. It feels good to have a friend.

  • @JaneckiswagDead47
    @JaneckiswagDead47 4 місяці тому +2

    This hits home in a deep way ❤

  • @Starwishpony
    @Starwishpony 4 місяці тому

    This song hits hard. I feel this all the time and yalls music has a special place in my heart. I just love how you guys can just connect to the people who are too scared to speak up about their mental health. Whenever I feel depressed or whatever... I use your songs to save me and let others know how I feel. Thank you for being the heroes we need

  • @jabadudi931
    @jabadudi931 3 місяці тому

    I’ve stepped out of the dark into the light 4 years ago and this song is so relatable and 🔥🔥 I hope he becomes a star! More ppl need to hear his music. It’s absolutely beautiful and incredible.

  • @ryantully3717
    @ryantully3717 4 місяці тому

    I've had this on repeat for 2 hours.... I'm seriously counting hours when I'll sleep for days, my bedroom/garage ceiling are my best friends. I miss you mom.....