My Full Miscarriage Story At 12 Weeks Pregnant
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- Опубліковано 21 чер 2020
- This is one of a few more videos I will be uploading here about my fibroids, endometriosis, pregnancy and miscarriage. If you're an OG subscriber, just hang tight because I will get back to posting "normal" content very soon. I really want to use this platform right now to help women who are going through this.
When I first found out that we had lost our baby, I came straight home to UA-cam to try and get insight and information from other women who had also faced this devastating reality. This platform gave me more valuable information than my doctor did. With that being said, I am not a doctor so please do not rely on my experience as medical advice. Every woman's journey is unique and needs to be accompanied with the guidance of a medical professional. Please talk to your doctor before taking any medications or before doing anything during your medical miscarriage.
If you just lost your child, my heart aches for you. I can't offer much that will make you feel better, but I can tell you that it IS possible to feel better one day. You just have to put one foot in front of the other.
Please let me know in the comments if you have any questions. I may not be able to get to all of them, but I will try to answer as many as I can.
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I am thinking about doing a deep dive into Fibroids & Endometriosis (with questions about fertility as well) with my fibroids doctor for a video here on my channel. If you have any questions that you would like to get answered from an expert, please let me know here in the comments. If it's too sensitive to publicly ask, go to my Instagram and I have put up a question box and will 100% keep your identity private. I love you all so much. I've read every comment and have wanted to respond to each of them but just know it's hard for me to really emotionally come up with responses right now. Every single one of them have touched my heart. I've never felt more loved and supported by "strangers" in my life. Hopefully, videos like this can be helpful to other women going through this.
Is it possible to do a video about the after. Like physical and emotional wise if your up to it. I’ve had three miscarriages (thankful that it passed by itself) but afterwords I felt awful cramps for like a week or two. I didn’t havnt a lot of bleeding after and emotionally my doctor said I had the equivalent of post partum. But I know you mentioned having to wear diapers for awhile and if you could explain that I think thatd be super helpful. And just like everything that comes after it. But I truly(and I think I can speak for everyone when I say. This) we don’t want you to talk about anything that is going to make your mental health worse. Just know we all love you and we are all here for you and we truly love you more than you will ever know 🥰
Can you please ask about multiple miscarriage and it’s relation to PCOS? I’ve had 4 miscarriages. This last one the hardest at about 11weeks this past May & I have PCOS. I just want to know what to ask at my doctor and if I should even keep trying at this point. I can’t hurt my heart anymore.
Please do! Sending you love.
I’m very sorry for your loss and your suffering/pain and I hope you are physically feeling better I know that you will never be able to forget about this experience but I also hope you can emotionally heal
Could you talk about PCOS too?
Two things I have to say:
Whomever disliked this video; shame on you! This is a terrible topic to have to talk about, and Erin did such a wonderful job at being frank and open about her experience.
Erin, you're amazing. I've been watching you for years now, so much so that I feel like we're friends. I am grieving with you and for you. I can't imagine how you are feeling, but you are so strong and brave to talk about this and try to help other women going through this.
Much love to you and Matt.
SAME
Yes, Erin I'm so sorry for your loss and thank you for sharing this with us I couldn't imagine how difficult this was for you to talk about but hopefully it will help other women that are going through this
Yes Jean Gosset, some people are just haters if you don't like a video just keep scrolling until you find a video that you want to watch instead of disliking someone else's video, I have been a fan of Erin's for a very long time and I will forever be a fan of hers
Sometimes I think some of the dislikes are because they disliked that she went through this and don’t realize what the dislike button is actually for. Also you will have those trolls who dislike videos to be rude.
bots are a thing too :)
I have an additional tip I’d like to mention just as a medical person who has heard too many stories about water toxicity. Since you’re losing a lot of blood and trying to drink a lot of water, try to also drink little sips of something like Gatorade or Powerade. If you get the original kinds, you’ll get some electrolytes to help your body take in water and you’ll get some sugars to give you energy. Little sips or watering it down a bit helps make it easier to drink and will take away a little bit of the danger that could come with losing blood and tissues. My heart goes out to you, Erin, and all the women who have to go through this.
You are doing a major service to all women who will go through this. I’m so sorry for your loss again.
Who ever disliked this was crying and clicked the wrong button
I think your joking but I did that on the last video( I obviously realised and liked after)
I now finally understand why they say going through a miscarriage is one of the worst experiences a woman can go through. Why don’t we ever talk about this stuff? You’re so brave getting on here and telling this story for other women to hear and relate to. I’ve never personally experienced it, but if I ever do at least I’m more prepared of what can happen. Thank yiu
Even if you dont have this experience and the pain portion is "easy" the grief you go through loosing your child is horrible no matter how far along you are!
Miranda Stephens absolutely. We should discuss this more in mainstream. I can’t even fathom the emotional pain that you feel. As a woman, my heart bleeds for them
@@peachxtaehyung also the shame that tries to creep into your internal monologue after you lose a pregnancy... "It's the most natural thing in the world, and you can't even do this right" or "If only I'd been more careful/a better potential parent/a better human, I could have done this and not cause this grief for my spouse/my friends/our families", just as a few examples.
And I had an easier experience of it than Erin, as I was 10 weeks along, and had found out that the foetus had never developed properly, so the whole pregnancy had been doomed from soon after conception and nothing I did/didn't do could have affected that outcome.
Yes! We need to foster more conversations on women's health issues! Too many of us are completely caught off guard by circumstances we were never informed could happen
@@peachxtaehyung for me, the pain/ discomfort was worse than losing a pregnancy, but maybe it's because I didn't know until "it" happened. I'd be lying if I said it didn't bother me still.
Haven't even watched it yet but just want to say I'm so sorry babe after everything you have gone through with your gynaecological problems your a beautiful strong woman with a wonderful husband and you will get through this and past this xxx
I'm sick to my stomach for the pain that you went through. It's been 4.5 years since my ectopic pregnancy and this was the first Mother's Day that I wasn't bitter about not being a mom yet. I will continue praying for you and Matt. Thank you for educating and preparing other women for this process.
Sending lots of love to you n every other woman who’s gone thru this experience ❤️
I'll have to go through this tonight. We went to the doctor today after hearing last week that are baby had no heartbeat anymore. Our baby is dead for almost 4 weeks now, but my body wont let go. So because of that, I'll have to take cycotec tonight. I've so much mixed feeling about this, but I've no choice because I don't wanna have D&C.
I really appreciate your honest story about using this medicine because there's so little information about it. Thanks a lot!
Sending love from the Netherlands.
Sending love your way. Make sure you have pads, diapers, and a heating pad handy. Know that you will get through it.
Praying for you ❤️
Heel veel sterkte
Sending love and prayers ❤🙏❤
@@ErinRobinson I've got everything, didn't even know that diapers voor adults exist...;) Thanks you!!
I would love if Mama Dr. Jones could do a react video on this so we can get more questions answered. Thank you for uploading this video! I’m so sorry you went through this, your courage in posting this is amazing.
She just uploaded a video about miscarriages, very informative. She doesn't mention Erin though, she does mention how every woman's situation is different and experiences vary dramatically.
I’m so sorry for your loss. This is the scariest thing ever to go through.
I also went trough this process in 2007 and had nobody to help me. i was given a vit b tablet and aspirin for the pain. My situation was a bit different then yours but it ended the same. I never thought one person's body can take thar amount of pain and discomfort and then at the same time you have to make peace with the thought that a womans body is made to carry a child and how your body is fighting so hard and it is so uncomfortable. In 2013 i had become a mother to a beautiful daughter and my 47 hours of labour and no pain meds mentally as bad as what i had to go trough. I pray for you and your husband and hope that you have a lot of support. Lots of love from South Africa 🇿🇦💐
I’ve been through the exact same thing Erin, I took the medication at 10am and was in absolutely AGONY until 9pm the same day! Utter stabbing pains, clots and clots of blood coming out of me, I genuinely thought I needed an ambulance at one point. I was weak and shaky and faint, lying on the bathroom floor feeling too weak to move. It was a horrendous experience 😔 I pray to god that I never have to go through that again
I hope you had lots of support❤
I had the exact same experience; I even blacked out at one point. It was terrible. Hands down the most painful thing I've ever gone through. 😑
I had a similar experience. I had the worst pain I’ve ever felt in my whole life, I couldn’t do anything (couldn’t sit down properly, walk around or sleep) luckily in my case this happened 4 hours into my first dose. Sitting in a hot bath relieved a pain a bit but it was still very bad.
The pain only got better after gestational sac came out which by the way is very traumatic
I love you. You’re such a STRONG WOMAN. ... Jesus. I’m so incredibly sorry.
Very brave of you to share this
I’m so sorry you had to go through this. We’re here for you, Erin. 💜
Erin, lots of love! You are so brave to address this and share your story.
So proud of you Erin for sharing your story. You're whole community loves and supports you through your journey. If you even need a break take it.
You are so strong Erin! Thank you for using your platform to reach out to other people who are going through this!
We love and support you girl! I truly admire how strong you are in sharing your story.
I'm so sorry for your loss and all that you had to go through, I can't imagine how terrible that would be but thank you for coming out and sharing your story, I'm sure it has helped a lot of women feel less alone. I'm sending you and Matt so much love and prayers. xx
Sending love, thank you for standing up and speaking out 🖤
Your transparency in this is absolutely everything, thank you 💜
We all love you so much Erin and everyone going through this! ❤️
I had a good cry seeing this - I lost one at 14 weeks and went through it alone at home - confused and scared - my heart went out to you, I felt your pain - my experience didn’t end there and I possibly have never felt so alone in my life as I did when this was happening - thank you for sharing your experience and that Matt was there for you 💜💜💜
Thank you for being so strong to talk about this. You are a warrior.
I am so very sorry that you went through this. Thank you for being brave enough to share for others.
I’m so sorry for your loss, Erin! Sending you all the love and prayers! ❤️❤️❤️
I’m so sorry you had to go through this. You’re helping so many women by telling this information
I went through the exact same thing in March. The worst thing I’ve ever gone through. I ended up having an emergency D&C. Keeping you in my prayers as you mentally heal from this. 💕
I’m so so sorry you went through this. Sharing your experience is incredibly selfless and supportive. Thank you ❤️
Your strength for sharing this is on another level! You don’t know how many people need to know this info and have no where to turn
i’m so proud of you for sharing your story💞💞love you
I am sorry that you had to go through this. Thank you for your bravery to share the story.
So sorry for your loss ❤ thank you for shedding light on a difficult topic.
I am so sorry you went through this Erin. I can't believe the pain you've been though.
First:
Erin i want to say that you are just an amazingly strong person. You and Matt have suffered a lot with this, and the fact that you are being so open about this only makes me respect you more and more.
At the beginning of my pregnancy i had what they called a "threatened miscarriage" with my twins. That was scary and heartbreaking on it's own. Not knowing what was happening until I saw them on the screen killed me. I cannot imagine the pain you have been feeling.
Tonight I will hold my little ones a little tighter and cherish them more. And pray that you both get the miracle you two so rightly deserve.
Don't ever give up, as hard as that may be.
You are strong and courageous. I hope to one day be as strong as you are in the face of something so devastating.
We all love you here!
Again. My heart goes out to you both. Stay strong
Thank you for sharing your story! People going through hard experiences need to know they’re not alone and you’re so wonderful for helping women through this 💕
Oh Erin.😢❤️ I’m so so sorry for your profound loss and trauma. Sending you hugs and love.❤️
I’m so sorry about everything you had to go though and yet still might. I send you lots of love ❤️
Thank you so much for talking about this- it’s an extremely valuable resource. Sending love your way❤️❤️
you're a warrior ,i'm so sorry you had to go through this
I’m so sorry that you went through this experience. Praying for you.
sending you both lots and lots prayers and positive energy!
Sending both you and Matt love 💕 don’t rush back into “normal” content if you are not ready we’ll be waiting. Love you
You’re so strong Erin, I’m wishing you and Matt everything for the best ❤️
I’m so so sorry you had to go through this. Sending you lots of love and prayers❤️
Thank you talking about this. I wish more videos like this were available when I went through this. Seeing you share your experience is making me consider sharing mine to help other people as well.
I'm so sorry you lost your baby, I'm so sorry you went through this experience, I hope you're feeling better now 💗
so much love for you erin!! thank you for sharing your story and bringing awareness💜💜
Erin your strength radiates just as much as your beauty does. You are loved so much.
So sorry for your loss 😢😢💔
Erin and Matt:
I'm so sorry. My heart goes out to you. May every day becomes just a tiny better for you guys. Hugs. Thank You for sharing.
I am so sorry you had to go through that!! I'm glad you made a video about it for anyone else that needs it. Love you Erin! Wish I could give you a huge hug ♥️♥️
I'm so sorry that you had to go through this and to anyone else that has to go through this. Sending all my love to you and Matt.
I'm so sorry you had to experience this! It really sounds just like my labor, and I can't imagine having to go through that under the circumstances of loss. Thank you for making this video to help others navigate their experiences, that is incredibly brave! It is so important to acknowledge the range of possible experiences instead of just the "average" that most of us get told. I was also caught completely off guard from what I was told to expect. Again, I am so so sorry and you are so incredible for turning this into something that can help other women! 💕
It is amazing how you took something so heartbreaking and rather than just moving on from it, that you are being so brave and sharing this with other people!
Representation matters!!! And the amount of human you are helping feel way more comfortable about sharing their on pain so they can cope with it, is just amazing ❤️♥️👑❤️♥️👑
You are amazing! Thank you for sharing this. I literally cried when you said you had to do another time and then a three time. I can't not imagine the pain and trauma you went through. I had no idea talking that pill was so bad.
Thank you for making this video. There was no information available to me on this when I went through this in 2002. I was literally all alone in my experience at that time. Love and support to you from an OG subscriber who has gone through this.
I’m so sorry you went through this. Thank you for sharing your story to help other women who may one day go through the same thing. It must have been so terrifying to go into it without having been properly prepared for what to expect. I can’t even imagine. You and your husband are so strong. I wish you the best in your physical and mental recovery from this experience. Don’t be afraid to seek out therapy if you need help healing from the trauma or going through the grieving process. We are here with you to support you. You are in my prayers every day. Love to you and your family during this time and any other person who may be reading this and has gone through a similar experience 💕
Sending hugs to you. I can't even imagine the pain you went through. You sharing your story will be valuable to others and that is a brave thing to do.
Thankyou for being so honest and sharing this painful experience
Thank you for sharing Erin. I can't even begin to imagine what it must feel like to go through all of that and then talk about it. You're so brave and strong. I'm wishing you all the best of luck for all of your future pregnancies. Praying that you never have to go through this, ever again.
I have no intention to have children of my own but my husband dealt with his own infertility and he did a lot of reading online and watching of videos. He found it comforting to know he wasn’t alone and also helpful to know options for us and so I have to thank you for being brave and posting your health struggles. I know I posted on your other video how sorry I was for your loss and also how brave you are for sharing. Sending prayers and love to your family.
Thank you for sharing Erin. We love you
You are one of the strongest people that I have seen on this platform. You will get through this! I’m so sorry for your loss.
This is so informative. Thank you so much for sharing your story. Endless amounts of women will benefit from this video. Sending you so much love.
I had to take Cytotec in February (to assist my body in completing the miscarriage that had started naturally) so I can really relate to your experience and commiserate with you. I flinched extra hard in compassion when you mentioned the bit of tissue being stuck in your cervix, because that really, really hurts.
I was lucky that a) this happened before the pandemic hit my area so I was being treated in a local hospital clinic and b) they were able to give me an injection of pain meds to get me over the worst of it.
As someone who went through an easier version of a similar experience, my heart aches for you and your much more traumatic experience ❤️
I’m so sorry you went through this. You were very strong. Also though, thank you for sharing. I really appreciate having this information in case me or someone around me goes through this too. ❤️
Thank you so much for being so real and honest about this. I had a very traumatic miscarriage and D&D in April and your video would have been so helpful while I was going through that. I'm so sorry that this happened to you and I'll be praying for you. ❤️
you’re amazing thanks so much for sharing your story xxxx hope you’re well💓
Erin, I just wanted to send my deepest condolences, and if and when you are up for trying again I hope you're nothing but success and happiness.
So sorry Erin so proud of you for sharing this
I’m so sorry you went through this. Sending so much love 💗💗
I really appreciate you sharing this. I’m going through a similar experience right now and reading or watching videos of other women who have experienced this makes me feel less alone.
So sorry for your loss and the trauma. Bless you!
🤍Sending love🤍
I'm sorry for your loss and Thank you so much for sharing your stories. It's so comforting to see there's people feel the same way I feel.
Havent watched yet but I would already like to say thank you for sharing your story, you dont know how many people you impact. You're amazing. Keep going. Thank you again. 🌼🌼💙💙💓💓 Wishing you all the best Erin and Matt.
Erin, I can and will never know what it was like to go through this. But you are so brave for coming onto the internet and sharing your experience. Thank you for sharing your story for other women who have gone through this, letting them know they’re not alone, and for the women who hopefully will never have to go through this. I have followed you for so long and I am so proud of you for having the courage to share your story. Lots of Love ❤️❤️
We love and support you.
Thank you so much for sharing your experience with us. I am so sorry you went through this.
Erin this is such a helpful video. Thank you for being so badass, brave and concise with your information. It comes across as truly heartfelt and will help so many. I had to have a D&C (many years ago now) so was spared many of the awful things you and Matt went through, but the aftermath is much the same. And the emotional journey is one for life. The huge, mountain-sized boulder of grief that I carried at the beginning of the journey is now a heavy rock, always with me but not (as) all consuming. It’s been a 12 year journey to get here, so I send you both all my love, healing wishes and hope for recovery and strength. Take care, love from Scotland, Emma xx
I am so sorry.
Thank you for sharing this information for future women who will experience the same.
We love you so much Erin ❤️ your bravery is shining by making this and helping other women who are going through this. Sending all my prayers and hugs to you and Matt 💞
Thank you for putting this information out here, it is truly needed. But I am sorry and I love you
I found this video randomly in my feed this morning and just want to say that I am so sorry for everything you had to go through. I can’t imagine how terrifying this must have been for you. I don’t know who you are or anything about you but all I want to do is hug you. You are so incredibly strong and beautiful for sharing your story. You and your family with be in my thoughts and prayers ❤️
Hey, I can't even imagine how hard this is for you, so the fact that you not only found the strength to make this video, but you also gave advice on what to do and expect for women who are going to go though this is phenomenal. I can't even begin to explain my awe for you. You're amazing.
You are such a strong woman! Thank you for sharing this story, Erin.
I'm so sorry to hear about this. You are very brave to upload this video. Thank you for providing super important information for other women xxx
I love you Erin. I'm truly sorry. I've been there and its horrific. Thank you for stepping up and spreading awareness. Right now you are a hero to all those suffering with loss, for letting them know they aren't alone.
I've been in your position and you're doing a wonderful job of explaining it. My doctor told me at the time that the pain can be worse than labour as there is nothing substantial for you body to push against. 2 children later and I can say this is so true especially emotionally, labour has a goal, the pain is for a purpose and completely forgotten once you hold your child, a miscarriage is pain for nothing and it is soul destroying.
Erin you are amazing to talk about this, and it will help so many people.
Thoughts and prayers to anyone that needs them at this time. My condolences in your loss.
Thank you for sharing this. I cant imagine how hard it must have been and still is to not only have gone through this but also to share this. Just know you are helping the people who need it by sharing this. Whatever you feel..its okay and completely valid and just know we love you and are here for YOU...all the ups and all the downs. You don't have to handle this in any "expected" way...we are here for you.
I shared this video with a friend who experienced a late miscarriage and she said she was just crying from the relief of hearing a shared experience that wasn't sugar coated or censored. She didn't want to put her name out, but I think she'd definitely send thanks to you for being so open. Feeling alone on top of the trauma of losing a baby makes it so much harder. But you are never alone and there is love and support and empathy to be found. Praying for anybody experiencing this. ❤❤❤
I’m so sorry you are going through this. This is such a valuable video to put out there. Best of everything as you move forward.
One of my best friends went through this experience years ago and one of the things she still thanks us (our group of friends) for is that we were there to listen to her when she needed to express her feelings. We didn’t have to tell her anything specifically, just listen to her & be there for her and her husband, because it was a hard time for him as well and sometimes people forgrt that.
You’re bery brave for filming that. I’m sure it will help many women out there going through this situation.
I wish you and your husband the best. Take care. ♥️
Erin you are such a powerful woman to be able to sit here today and share your story. Thank you so much for educating us all on this topic. Ive never heard anyone really discuss these topics openly before and I can’t thank you enough for opening the door for me to learn from you. I’m sending you love and prayers ❤️
My heart hurts for you. I'm amazed that you were able to make it through the video so well. Thank you for sharing your experience to help other women who might need the information.
I am so sorry you went through this and I just wanted to comment and say thank you for being brave enough to put this information out there for other women going through it. You are brave and strong and I am sure there are others (unfortunately) who will need this information and be so grateful for it. Best of luck to you in recovering, sending you tons of love and healing energies.