Becca just to share. I had a miscarriage at 7.5 weeks. Bleeding and passing of the baby vaginally. Hubby and I saw it. Our Dr told us no intimacy for three, or more, months. Of course we would follow our Drs suggestions. 12 days later I found myself at my Drs office and I told our nurse I thought I was still pregnant. I remember the nurse patting me on the back that I would be fine. She appeased me, did the blood test, and sent me to the waiting area. A few minutes later she came to waiting area, she was beat red. Her words " you are very pregnant"! I lost a twin. He is a Deputy Sheriff now, 23 years old. He is our adrenaline junkie kid. God Bless you, Matt, and Hayden always. Hugs
As a paramedic, I just want to apologize on behalf of all medical professionals for how rude the tech and OB were to you. No one deserves that treatment. I’m so sorry.
As a tech I know that she knew right for the start of the exam but we can't say anything to the patient. It is the doctor that have the authority to confirm a diagnostic. It must be a difficult station to be in.
So sorry for your loss. I miscarried twice after my first baby and didn’t think she’d ever have a sibling. God had big plans because she now has 3 more siblings. So thankful for the hope we have in Jesus and that we will reunite with those sweet babies one day.
@@leoniedavies5214 don’t give up. My daughter in law had 7 miscarriages, some were IVF, and she was heartbroken. She was 45 and her age was very much against her, so she decided to give up, and they moved house. Then she became pregnant again, but couldn’t relax and enjoy it for worrying. Then on her due date a sweet little boy arrived in perfect health. He’s six now and a real little monkey. Take heart.
@@harriethopper9981 so nice to hear some positive stories like this. I had a miscarriage last night and feel i will never be able to do it again just from the fear alone. Hopefully i won’t need a D&C
@@rosyapplekitchen635 Aw I’m so sorry to hear that Rosy, I know exactly how you feel, as I had three miscarriages myself. Don’t give up though, things have a habit of working out, and a D&C is nothing to worry about. I had three, that’s what they automatically did in those days. Wish you the very best of luck, and keep positive. X
brownycake83 browny Faith is a beautiful thing. Hold on to that always, it’s truly great and seeing your strength through faith put a smile on my face 🙏 Prayers coming your way :)
I got pregnant with twins almost 11 years ago. I was so happy! My pregnancy was going great until I went to my 20 week ultrasound and found out I had lost one baby at about 18 weeks. I was devastated and the worse thing for me was that almost EVERYONE around me kept telling me “well at least you have one”! It doesn’t matter it was still a big loss! Anyways I’m sorry for your loss. I’m so thankful for my healthy child now.
😩❤️That must have been so hard! My mom was pregnant with my twin sisters at age 42 and was at very high risk and we are so thankful they were both born healthy. The doctor advised her to abort one to make sure one would be safe but she said "No way, these babies are in God's hands." They're 22 now.
I’m so heartbroken for you. I found out I was pregnant in June ‘19, I was bleeding throughout the entire first trimester, always thinking omg am I having a miscarriage. I went to the ER 3 times and every time they confirmed the baby was fine. I know that devastating feeling of thinking you are having a miscarriage. I got through the first trimester, and the second, and made it to the third trimester. Everything was smooth sailing after the first trimester and at 35 weeks I went to the dr for a routine follow up and the dr. wasn’t able to hear the baby’s heartbeat on the Doppler. So they sent me to ultrasound and they confirmed that the baby had no heartbeat. I couldn’t comprehend what that meant... I feel like I am reliving a nightmare anytime I think about that moment in time when I asked the dr if everything was ok and he replied no... there’s no heartbeat. My baby was gone. At 35 weeks, on January 21st I gave birth to my sweet angel baby. He was still. He had no life in him. God I miss him. But I have peace knowing he’s in heaven with God. He won’t have to live knowing a sin. Angel babies go straight to Jesus. All they know is how perfect the lord is and what heaven is like and that alone gives me so much peace. I want to be a mommy and I am too very scared to try again. But we have to trust in Gods plan. I know it’s going to be hard for me. But I know that’s what we have to do. I pray you and your husband find peace and that you will be a mommy to another child someday. Ps. I love you and your channel. 💙
It’s the scariest most crazy thing .. feeling like your pregnant and know the baby is not there 😭I am sorry for your loss ! I’ve had two missed miscarriages many years ago and it was traumatizing ! .. sending you lots of love 💕
I started to have a miscarriage today at 5weeks. 😔 my little baby meant so much to me already. This is my first pregnancy & praying to God for a blessing. 🙏🏼
I'm currently going through a miscarriage at 5 weeks and your comment spoke to me. It is so disappointing to lose someone who means so much. I'm comforted by knowing we will meet them one day in heaven. I pray you have been blessed with a baby since writing this. xx
So sorry for your loss. It’s a heartbreak like no other. My husband and I experienced three consecutive miscarriages at 6 weeks, 9 weeks and 11 weeks. I am now expecting a sweet miracle in less than 4 weeks. You never truly heal from your loss/losses, but time helps to learn to live with the hurt. I know they are watching over us 💗
I am so sorry for your loss. I truly hope you have found peace. Did you take any medication to protect your sweet miracle? I would really appreciate any help you can offer.
I had a missed miscarriage. Found that the baby stopped growing at 10 weeks. It was very hard. It was kinda spooky. I felt like a walking coffin. 😩 It was tuff. 🥺 Thank you for sharing.
as a young person who has yet to be pregnant or miscarry, I just want to say thank you for sharing your story! It's definitely a fear of mine, but hearing your story helps to normalize what happens to so many women! It definitely gives me some peace. This video is such a good learning resource, so thank you for sharing!!
I’m currently 25 weeks with a baby girl and I’m due in June but my first pregnancy ended in a miscarriage. I documented what happened by writing everything down but I haven’t been able to sit down and talk about it. But you’re right, when it all happened, what really helped me was hearing other people’s stories. I found you during your pregnancy with your daughter and you were vlogging. I felt such a connection with you!
I hated to “like” this video because I hate this happened to you, but you handled it so well. Thank you for bringing grace and peace to this place where so often people come to find it. Our God is so good and will bring joy to your family when you need it the most. Keep looking toward Him and your life will be abundantly blessed ❤️ Good luck on future baby making!
Becca, this meant the absolute world to me to hear this. I experienced a miscarriage during my first pregnancy, and it was absolutely crushing. But, the joy and gratitude it brought when my baby girl was born made me understand that it was just a part of my story! Thank you for sharing yours.
I’m so sorry. I’ve had 2 missed miscarriages where the baby stopped growing at 7 weeks and I didn’t find out till around 12 weeks. I do now have a 2 week old perfect rainbow baby! I hope you get your rainbow baby soon! 💙
This exact thing happened to my daughter today. She has 3 other children with no problems so this was devistating to her. She cannot comprehend how this happens with no problems before. I have no answer for her my heart just breaks for her
Thank you for sharing this. I have PCOS and have had a couple miscarriages since getting married. I have them very early on in the pregnancy. I don't even get my hopes up anymore just in case. But hearing stories from other moms helps me so much. It's so taboo to talk about it with people and it's off-putting for so many people. So thank you for having this conversation with us! Sending love and prayers your way!
I had my 3rd miscarriage a few days ago. It was a missed miscarriage. My first was a chemical pregnancy, the 2nd happened like 2 days after my positive pregnancy test. Those first 2, I never saw the babies or heartbeats or anything. This time, we saw our baby around 7w and he/she had a heartbeat. I started spotting around 10w2d. We had a huge medical procedure for our 2 year old so I waited but knew something was wrong. At 11w I went to the ER and they confirmed baby died. I ended up taking Cytotec at 11w4d and gave birth to our baby. It was/is one of the hardest things I've been through. Thanks for sharing your story. It's helpful.
Going through this exact situation right now. I was suppose to be almost 11 weeks just 2 days ago. We were just about to tell our brother & sister in law the good news when I started spotting until it got worse. Found out at the ER the baby had stopped living at 8 weeks. Just passed the baby yesterday at home. Still in so much pain. You are right about it putting things into perspective. It does make you so grateful for what you do have, and we are so thankful to have our two year old son in our life. Thank you for sharing your story. It really does help relating to others while your trying to cope. ♥️♥️♥️🙏🏼
Thank you for posting this video. Like so many of the commenters before me, I too am in the throws of miscarriage. I was exactly 11 weeks and 4 days today when, after some spotting that gradually increased enough for me to go to ER, I found out my baby girl had no heartbeat. I am still waiting for the actual miscarriage and this video was exactly what I needed to prepare myself for the inevitable. I am so, so sorry for your loss but am very grateful you had the courage to post so that others may heal from your experience. God bless you and yours.
I am currently waiting for my miscarriage to pass and I want you to know that your story was so helpful and comforting. Thank you so much for making this and sharing your experience. I know sharing a story like this is never an easy thing to talk about and I admire that so much about you. I feel like this is definitely something that, despite how common it is, is so indescribably hard to go through. Each stage is difficult for its own reasons. It's nice to not feel alone and I am sending you all love and positive vibes for a healthy and beautiful rainbow baby
a year later and our stories are similar, my son is currently 15 months and i miscarried at 11 weeks. Stuck on the UA-cam binge of finding comfort in knowing I’m not alone ❤️. I can’t believe how much this sounds like my exact experience. Thank nyp for publicly sharing your story
Thank you so much for this, I’m home alone as just had my body finally try to naturally process (it was a missed loss) I know this was posted 3 years ago, but thank you. Genuinely thank you.
I had a horrible fear at 9 and 10 weeks with our pregnancy that when we came in for our 11 week scan. I tried to shake it off, but we were so close to being in the 2nd trimester it felt too good to be true. At our 11 week scan this week, the ultrasound showed our baby laying upside down and not moving. I turned to the tech and said "please tell me he's sleeping" the tech took measurements, then turned on the heart beat sensor. I will never forget seeing the static on the screen, followed by her turning to me and saying "I'm sorry, I don't see a heartbeat". My baby had passed 2 weeks ago at 9 weeks, when my fears had started. I do not wish this on anyone
Thank you for making this video. You have no idea how many women (and the men too!) you are helping. I went through a miscarriage with my first baby and it was the hardest thing not only I had to go through, but my hubby as well. I looked to videos like this to know I was not alone and to essentially have someone to grieve with me. It is brave, it shows strength and it shows hope that their is a light at the end of this storm. We conceived our rainbow baby just 2 weeks after the last day of my miscarriage and let me tell you, there is nothing like a love for your baby that comes after a loss. Just know, when that time comes, he/she will have a PERFECT guardian angel looking out for them and there for them every second of their life. Sending nothing but love, warmth and healing to you and your beautiful family. Xoxox
Going through this now, so sorry for your loss.. Thanks so much for sharing, I was so disappointed that there is so few information out about this still to this day.. I had no idea what to expect and it was traumatic. Thanks for sharing your story because it really does help
I just found out (through a drastically lower HCG read from 2 days ago) that lost my baby at 7 weeks and I’m supposed to be 10.5, it’s a Saturday night so now I wait for the doctor’s call on Monday. I knew when she said “you’re not as far along as you think you are”, and no heartbeat during my ultrasound. All my math added up. This video was comforting, thank you for sharing your story.
I had a miscarriage at 10 weeks last October (first pregnancy) and also felt that hearing other peoples stories helped me the most. There is still such stigma and people who haven't been through it or ever heard about it don't know how to react. Sometimes they just don't react at all or say things that hurt. As a result, it can be quite an isolating experience on top of the emotional and physical trauma. Thank you for sharing! Us women have to support each other! So sorry that this happened to you and I'm praying for you!
Am 10 weeks on 25th of October, I really wanna come back here to tell everyone and give everyone hope that everything went amazing! Wishing myself massive luck 🍀
I miscarried my first today at 11 weeks, and your video was everything my husband and I needed to hear. It was a complete shock to my system. Thank you for your bravery in sharing. My body fully believed I was pregnant for a good 3 weeks post baby passing.
I hope my comment doesn't open up old wounds for you, I'm going through a miscarriage now and I just found it and I really appreciate that you shared your own experience. I feel much less alone now. Thank you. ♥ I also 1,000% feel where you're coming from when you mention "mother's intuition." My doctor and my husband told me not to worry and keep hoping but I just knew my pregnancy was over. It's a blessing and a curse. I hope you're doing well. ✨
Thank you for sharing your story. I had a miscarriage at 10 weeks in December 2019. It's truly heartbreaking. And it does change you- I believe our angel babies give us more strength than we could have ever imagined. There are beautiful days ahead.
Becca: Thank you for sharing. I just had a miscarriage end of May. It was so sad. This Covid isolation is hard and add a taboo loss doubles the isolation. I'm grateful you shared your unique experience.
Thank you for sharing! I found out that I had a missed miscarriage on my first ultrasound at 9 weeks and 4 days. The baby stopped growing at 8 weeks and 5 days. My 7 years old was super devastated and cried so hard. I could totally relate to your description about the technicians reaction. It was exactly the same as yours. Thank you for adding the waiting message, I am waiting for it to come naturally. I hope to go through it soon
I had two MCs in 2018, the first one identical to what you described. One bit of advice I'll give, is don't be surprised if you realize your grief isn't fully processed even months down the line. Once the physical symptoms of the induced MC passed, I was so eager to just move forward, only to be surprised that I still had some trauma and anxiety around the experience almost a year later. But, it gets easier. Thank you for sharing -you're right, videos like these are exactly what help women to get through it. Happily, I'm now 17 weeks pregnant with my first little one. There is always a light at the end of the tunnel. :)
It gave me chills when you said when you saw the “pregnant” on the pregnancy test you were overcome with the feeling you would never meet this baby. I just miscarried yesterday at 8+4, one day after seeing our baby with a healthy heartbeat in the 170s on a routine ultrasound. I remember holding my positive test and being overcome with the feeling it would be a loss, it was like a dark cloud came over me. At the “normal” ultrasound at 8+3 I cried uncontrollably after to the concern of my OB and husband, who tried to reassure me that everything looked great. I just couldn’t shake the feeling I had just seen my baby for the last time. I miscarried less than 24 hours later.
I know... felt the same from the time I did the test. ... and true to feeling.... here I am... going through a miscarriage... started this morning Am sooo sad 😥😢😢...just when I decided and accepted and started feeling excited about this pregnancy this happens 😥😥😢😢
I m going thru a miscarriage and I somehow knew that I would not meet him I waited 12 years to try for a girl I have 4 boys and this was a really wanted baby
So sorry for your loss. I think the body knows when it is happening because unfortunately it is our own body that is discarding this embryo since for some reason it is not qualified to continue but it still hurts. 💔
My first baby passed at 6weeks and then I miscarried at 9, didn't know until I was bleeding and rushed to er to find no heartbeat. The hospital and techs were cold and unfeeling but my nurse prayed over me and really expressed her feelings. Now I'm pregnant again at 4 weeks and just fervently praying and hoping I get my rainbow baby. I am so sorry you had to go through this, the pain still hits me to this day a little over a year later. We are 1in4 and we are strong❤
Praying for you! I hope everything is going well for you and baby so far. I have 4 or 5 miscarriages. I’m six weeks pregnant now and I just started bleeding a little bit, this is probably another one for me. 😢😢
I am so sorry! My second miscarriage was a missed miscarriage. I also wanted to avoid a DNC. I dealt with very insensitive staff. I waited more than five weeks with no symptoms of a miscarriage, took the medication and then hemorrhaged and passed out at the hospital and they had to preform an emergency DNC. It was so traumatizing but, you are so right! It puts things into perspective and makes me so grateful for my daughter. Also, essential oils helped me through my loss SO much!!! Thank you for sharing your story. It took me a while to share mine and I was so glad to let other women know they are not alone. You’re my favorite!! ❤️❤️
M’y baby passed away at 6weeks but I didn’t find out until 10 weeks. Thank you for making this video. I am still miscarrying so it’s very comforting to hear others.
Thank you for posting this. We just had a miscarriage at 12 weeks a few days ago. It was our first pregnancy and is and was devastating. Hearing your story and others has helped immensely.
Thank you so much for this video. The beginning of your story really struck with me. I too took five months to get pregnant and like you.. I also had a bad feeling about the pregnancy…. Mother’s intuition is really real…now i am experiencing my first miscarriage
Thank you for sharing this. I am currently miscarrying. I just found out the day before Mother’s Day at my 12 week appointment that my baby no longer had a heartbeat. I am scheduled for a D&C tomorrow. Just like you said, hearing other women’s stories really does help.
I had 3 missed miscarriages in a row and today I am 11 weeks today. Praying I go full term. I have a subchorionic bleed which started around 8 weeks. My missed miscarriages were all 8-9 weeks along. This is the furthest I made it. 🥹 I have a Doppler and every time I’m able to hear the heart beat is such a blessing. ❤🙏🏼Thanks for sharing your story. I had 4 d&c’s for the 3 miscarriages so I’m surprised I was able to get pregnant or make it this far. I saw that you had a healthy baby boy! Congrats! ❤❤🎉
I’m sorry for your loss. You’re really brave for sharing this story. My first pregnancy, I experienced almost exactly the same what you did except I didn’t have to take medication. (Spotting, Bleeding, pain, contractions, blood clothes and finally big chunk of tissue) It’s totally suck what I have been through but like many women said miscarriage is common but people just don’t talk about it. Now I’m (thinking ✌️✌️ waiting for confirmation) 5 week pregnant again, I’m so exited, hopeful and scared at the same time. Pray for healthy pregnancy and beautiful and healthy baby every day. But if it happens again I’ll never give up.
Thank you so much for this video Becca 💕 I am currently going through a miscarriage at 9 weeks with twins and this has helped me tremendously. I am so so sorry for your loss, this is something I wish no one had to go through 💔
My heart is breaking for you! Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. I'm not a mom and cannot even imagine what you're going through but I admire your strength, positivity, and honesty so much!! I have no doubt that this video will be a light to someone in your same situation.
Thank you for posting this. I found out yesterday I will be going through the same process. My baby also does not have a heart beat at 11 weeks. Thank you. It is hard and I appreciate it.
I experienced a missed miscarriage with my very first pregnancy as well. I went on the following month to conceive my daughter and a son a year later. Looking back I am grateful for that experience, if I had had my first, I may not have had the amazing babies I have now ❤️ Thank you for sharing!
I went thru a very similar situation. But I ended up with a DNC because my body was not releasing the baby not even after 2 doses. But I want you to know that I now have a little girl that came after that miscarriage. So sorry you went thru that. Praying for you and your family .
Omg, Becca! I am so sorry! I recently had one at 6 weeks. We found out at our 8 week appointment that I was no longer pregnant and it literally broke me. I feel your pain and I am sending prayers to you and your husband and baby girl.
I'm so so sorry for your loss. And I can't imagine going through that when healthcare providers are not compassionate either. Makes me so sad! Praying for you and your family and that Hayden will have another sibling soon ♥️
I was pregnant for 5 weeks , and from yesterday morning I started bleeding, it’s very less , and I send messages to doctor asked about this. She said “don’t worry, sometimes happen implementations bleeding “. So I didn’t go to the hospital, but from 4 o’clock I start pain in my belly and the blood is coming frequently. I was panicked. I went to the doctor at 6 o’clock, I just entered doctor’s office, after 5 minutes I lost my baby, it came out with a lot of blood. I cried so hard , just few hours ago everything is fine, and I suddenly lost my baby. It’s like a dream. After I came back to home and still believe this happened, I still feel my baby is inside me, hope god help us get through this, it’s truly heart breaking 💔
Becca your strength in explaining your entire experience is commending! You are so eloquent and formal but raw and real at the same time in your description of events that unfolded. I could listen to you for hours on literally any subject. This is so informative for anyone going through the same experience but also for those who have never or will never have this experience just to be more empathic to someone that they know who might be going through it. I wish you all the best for you and your family!
We went through almost the same experience, after 9 weeks. From the cold ultrasound tech, to weighing the options, to the miscarriage experience. Its nice to hear this story. It was our first pregnancy, so there is a lot unknown, un promised, but my husband and I feel hopeful for the future.
My heart is hurting so much as I search UA-cam to find out what I’ll be going through. I’m terrified but I really appreciate you sharing your story with us.
I am so sorry for your loss Becca. I just had a miscarriage myself with my identical twin baby girls. I had a lot of complications throughout my pregnancy. Lost my first baby girl at 20 weeks 3 days, and my second baby at 23 weeks 6 days. I had to be induced and went through labor to deliver both my girls as still born. This has been the most traumatizing thing I’ve ever gone through…it has been extremely devastating and just trying to go through the healing process to get through this time. It has been hard to watch these videos but helpful to know I’m not alone.
I had a miscarriage with my first baby at 7 weeks. It’s hard when you find out and are really excited but never get to see or hear your baby. It took me awhile to completely come to terms with it and in a way move on. I was super lucky that I got pregnant with my little rainbow baby girl 2 months later and I’m so grateful for her but it’s still hard when I see here to know that I never got to meet my first baby. But also knowing I wouldn’t have my Kaylee without the miscarriage is hard. I didn’t realize how common this was until I went through it myself. I just want you to know I’m thinking of you and I’m so sorry for your loss. ❤️
The exact same thing happened to me a few months ago. Now I’m pregnant again, 9 weeks tomorrow. I’m so worried but I hope I get a healthy baby this time ❤️
Thank you sis ❤️ for sharing your experience Sorry about your lost. I just had my miscarriage yesterday 29 march 2023 And I'm going through so much pain, from cramping and griping and diarrhea and nausea and cold sweating, I thought I was dying last night. Today 31st I'm still going through griping and cramping. It's terrible.😢 I was a month and a few days pregnant this would have been my first child. I had about 12 miscarriages over the years. Plus I use to suffer with PCOS. Life sucks. I'm praying 🙏 for a miracle. God bless you and your family ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I am so sorry for your loss❤️ I am 9 weeks 4 days and very scared too go through this. The pain that mothers feel seems so indescribable. I wouldn't wish upon anyone. Thank you for sharing your story❤️ God bless you and your family
I’m so incredibly sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing the good and the bad feedback of the staff, I’m going to be a doctor in a years time and your experience will help me better care for women going through pregnancy loss here in Australia 💕
For anyone reading this comment who has gone through a miscarriage or is currently suffering one, there is an excellent podcast called Life After Miscarriage where women come on and share their whole stories. Just a tip for any of my fellow loss mommas
Thank u ill check it out. I needed something like this. I had a Missed Miscarriage at 14 weeks after having great betas, saw a healthy baby n heartbeat at 8 weeks on ultrasound. I go in for my monthly appt around 14 weeks and they couldn't find a heartbeat on the doppler so i was sent for an emergency scan. I saw my baby lying still on screen and his whole spine facing us, not moving and curled up in fetal position. I knew he was gone. Thats when i was told the dreadful words "Im sorry there's no heartbeat". It killed me. I had symptoms of pregnancy, no cramping or bleeding and was showing by this time. It was our first boy after 2 girls n we had already named him before he passed. I had to get a d&e a week later. Devastation isn't even describable. Found out post mortem that my son had a rare chromosome abnormality called triploidy and was mot compatible with life. It wasn't passed down as my husband n i were genetically tested n dr determined it was just a fluke of a bad egg or sperm. Unfortunately its so rare even the nipt test didnt test for it so we were blindsided by the loss. This was in feb 22 of 2021. I got pregnant first cycle after my MMC and am now 13 weeks with a healthy baby so far. However, the PTSD and anxiety is crippling wondering if it will happen again. Pregnancy after loss is terrifying but I still feel blessed to be pregnant with my rainbow. I am so sorry fir all who have experienced loss of pregnancy it is a pain no one should have to endure.
The woman who did my ultrasound when I was having a miscarriage was the rudest person I’ve ever met. I was only 6 weeks when I started spotting and then bleeding. She starts the ultrasound and goes “are you sure you’re even pregnant?” I replied telling her I had gone to get a blood test but the results weren’t back yet. She says “well, I don’t see a baby in there.” I couldn’t believe what she said I just laid there flabbergasted. I really wished I had complained on my way out. This wasn’t a planned pregnancy, but I couldn’t even imagine if she had said this to someone who had been trying for months of years only to have a miscarriage. I was just in too much pain and shock to really comprehend what she was saying to me at the time. If I could go back in time I would chew her out and get her fired.
On December 8th 2022 I found out I was pregnant. I had almost no symptoms, was feeling sick but didn't throw up. had a first check up on 19th but unfortunately 1 week later I started bleeding like crazy and I was panicked but hoped it would be fine. Had pain like on period but on 18th I had really bad one cramp I thought I would die. Then I went on 19th on check up and the ob made an ultrasound and it was no heartbeat neither was the fetus seen at all. I went on check up 2 days later there was nothing anymore and I was really devastated. I was only 8 weeks along. Still cry from time to time, but i know it will be better. I still have thoughts how this would turn out if I didn't lost it. Still feel some guilt because I didn't got immediately to the ob when I started bleeding. This is also a huge trauma anyone can devastate. I will say to you. YOU ARE NOT ALONE. I'm sorry for your loss.
Thank you for sharing ❤😢 this helps a lot !sending love and blessings ❤❤and best of luck to all families trying to conceive or going through loss may we all have rainbow 🌈 babies 🙏🏻
I'm so sorry for your loss. I had a miscarriage 3 weeks ago and It was the hardest thing I ever had to go through. I'm 24 and from the UK. Over here the first ultrasound is done at 12weeks. I had spotting an cramping when I was 11 weeks and 6 days, went to the hospital and they confirmed I was miscarrying. My baby stopped growing at 8 and a half weeks. Watching videos like yours has helped me so much. Thank you for sharing!!
Hi I just wanted to say that this video has really helped me. I recently suffered a miscarriage and it was so traumatic. You have given me hope that I will have my baby.
Thank you for this video. I'm 11 weeks and just found out I have a missed miscarriage. I'm mentally preparing for the passing process and this is super helpful. I really appreciate this video.
Hi thank you for sharing I lost my baby yesterday saw everything in to toilet but didn't know what it was now I know I saw my baby or at least knew when it came out cant stop crying but I know it will get better.
Oh hun, I am so so sorry for your loss and went through something somewhat similar. I had a Missed Miscarriage at 14 weeks after having great betas, saw a healthy baby n heartbeat at 8 weeks on ultrasound. I go in for my monthly appt around 14 weeks and they couldn't find a heartbeat on the doppler so i was sent for an emergency scan. I saw my baby lying still on screen and his whole spine facing us, not moving and curled up in fetal position. I knew he was gone. Thats when i was told the dreadful words "Im sorry there's no heartbeat". It killed me. I had symptoms of pregnancy, no cramping or bleeding and was showing by this time. It was our first boy after 2 girls n we had already named him before he passed. I had to get a d&e a week later. Devastation isn't even describable. Found out post mortem that my son had a rare chromosome abnormality called triploidy and was mot compatible with life. It wasn't passed down as my husband n i were genetically tested n dr determined it was just a fluke of a bad egg or sperm. Unfortunately its so rare even the nipt test didnt test for it so we were blindsided by the loss. This was in feb 22 of 2021. I got pregnant first cycle after my MMC and am now 13 weeks with a healthy baby so far. However, the PTSD and anxiety is crippling wondering if it will happen again. Pregnancy after loss is terrifying but I still feel blessed to be pregnant with my rainbow. I am so sorry fir all who have experienced loss of pregnancy it is a pain no one should have to endure.
Thank you so much for sharing your story. I just found out tonight in the ER at 11.5weeks that they couldn’t find my baby, just a sac. I have to wait till I can get into the OB to confirm, but I’m bleeding and cramping and my HCG levels have dropped A LOT. We had just seen our baby at 8 weeks with a HB, so the bleeding was shocking to me. I really needed to hear the raw details because like you said it’s so hard to find the information. I’m hoping so much that this will all pass tonight, but I’m so afraid it won’t. I’m so sorry for your loss, I appreciate your story so much.
This same thing happened to me for our first baby. We went in at 8 weeks and heard the heartbeat. We told all our family, and my parents were so happy to be grandparents for the first time. Then, I went back at 11 weeks, and there was no heartbeat. They scheduled a D&C for 4 days later, but I didn't make it. I miscarried at home. It was THE WORST THING I EVER WENT THROUGH. So much pain and a lot of other TMI. I hope you are still healing, and I wish the best luck to you in your future journey. They found a large fibroid in my uterus shortly after my miscarriage. I had to recently have surgery to remove it before trying again. So, we are waiting on my body to heal, so we can try for baby #1 again!
I had a stillborn back in 2010. At the young age of 21, I was sad, mad, felt guilty and everything in between. I’m so sorry you had to endure this loss.. XX 😞
This is so painful to hear! I’m currently 7 weeks pregnant, already had bleeding at 5 weeks because of a fibroid but baby was ok but I’m still on edge and waiting for 2nd trimester to be over. It’s my 3rd pregnancy and the 1st pregnancy I felt scared to miscarry😢 currently getting hcg levels tested to ensure they are rising
I know it’s years later but I’m so grateful I found this video. I literally just went through this last week-today and your story is very similar to mine. I would have never known about passing the official sac days later if it wasn’t for this video. I was in so much pain days later after my miscarriage started. This video helped keep me calm and realize what I was experiencing was normal.
I’m so sorry for your loss, this is heartbreaking 💔 I have 3 boys and have never experienced a miscarriage, but remember worrying when I was pregnant! I wish you all the best for the future xx
Thank you for this. I found your video while searching for information on missed miscarriage. I found out today that our second baby stopped growing at 8 weeks, no heartbeat. I am currently in the stage of hard grief and have periodic breakdowns of sadness. I have chosen to do the misoprostol medication to induce baby to come out. We will see how it goes, so far 16 hrs later and not much has happened. Thank you for your video, as not much is out there about this. I found your video very comforting. God bless you!
Thank you so much for sharing your story. I am currently going through a miscarriage with my first pregnancy, and hearing others stories is helping me feel not so alone. There are so many of us! I’m sorry for your loss. Thank you for your words.
So so sorry for your loss and pain. I’m thankful for your candor and honesty this video will help a lot of some. If you’re feeling alone there is a huge community out here that has been in your shoes and has offered me a lot of comfort during my loss.
I am so sorry you had to go through this Becca, but I can’t explain how thankful I am that you had the courage to share your experience. Having a miscarriage is one of my biggest fears and to hear your testimony brought me so much clarity and peace. What a hard many weeks it’s been for you guys. Praying for continued comfort for you right now. Thank you for being so open. Totally blessed me more than you know. 🙏🏽✨
You are an angel! Thank you for being so brave in sharing your experience- your story will definitely shed light on someone going through this. Everything happens for a reason! We love you!
I’m sorry for what you went through. Thank you for being brave to share it. Things happen for a reason I always see things like this. I also had a miscarriage before I had my daughter. Things will get better. God gives us strength in storms.
(Commenting from my hubby’s account) I’m a mama of a 19 mo experiencing a threatened miscarriage right now at 7 weeks. Thank you so incredibly much for this video! You are so brave, so open, candid and absolutely lovely. This has helped me dramatically. Listening to other mama’s stories has been genuinely healing. I can’t thank you enough for helping me feel connected and not alone on this journey. I wish you and your family well, and healthy, happy babies to come 🥰🥰🥰
❤ sending lots of love. I had a very similar experience. It is horrible and so painful (physical and emotionally). These experiences just show us how strong we are as women.
Thank you for being so open with what you went through and the gory details no one talks about. I know this was hard for you but it really is helpful for other women going through this.
hi. I just had a horrible miscarriage. I know how it feels to go through this its like a nightmare. It's so important to normalize it so women know what to expect. I had no idea what it would be like because no one had ever told me and also if you search for it on the internet its very limited what information is shared. I have been feeling overwhelmed with sadness afterwards, my emotions seem so overwhelming and I am praying to feel like myself again. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for making this video. It means everything to me to not feel so alone!!! Sending love to your family!!!!!
I've just started miscarrying at 11 weeks and this video has been so helpful. I now know what to expect. It's scary but at least I'm prepared. Thank you for sharing this xx
@@wmhs02dm @Danielle M So sorry to her this Danielle. Sending lots of love. I had my miscarriage two weeks ago - the night after watching this video. The pain lasted two hours and just suddenly stopped and it was over. It was very intense. It's both physical and mental pain. Just trust your body. women are designed for this. Take each moment as it comes and ride the wave. I managed to have a little burial in the garden for my baby which broke my heart but I'm glad I honoured the time I had with her. I feel physically totally recovered but emotionally will take a bit longer - but I'm ok. Back at work and functioning. You will get through this - just keep going. xx
Thank you so much 🥺❤️ sending you love back and a huge hug! I miss carried December 25, 2020 at 7 weeks and I’m still feeling really sad about it. I have been watching UA-cam videos of other woman’s experience and it’s helped me get better 🤍🤍
To be honest, I’m not ready to watch this fully. However, I watched your IG stories and posts and have prayed for you and your family for peace and comfort from The Lord right now. However, it still is hard for me to watch after going through a loss, so even though I won’t watch now I’m still supporting you with prayer ❤️
Savanna Conrad I feel the same way you do. I had a miscarriage in November. I haven’t cried about it for a few weeks now. However, I’m watching Becca’s video and my eyes are starting to be watery. I may have to watch this video in segments.
So thankful for you opening up. I lost my baby around the same time with a missed miscarriage. We were due Sept 4th 2020. We had just seen the baby via ultrasound at 11 weeks and 3 days and everything was normal and healthy. Then at 13 weeks we found out at my normal appointment there was no heartbeat and the baby passed away sometime the week before. I waited until 15 weeks and my body still wouldn’t process the miscarriage so I had to have a D&C. A few weeks later my sister found out at 26 weeks she had a missed miscarriage as well. It’s been an awful year for our family. I’m so thankful your healthcare provider was caring. My obgyn was the most awful person I’ve ever met. Dr. Ciliberti literally complained about having to find time to do my D&C in front of me, muttering under his breath “this f***ing day”. I ended up walking out. That’s why I tried to wait for my body to do it on its own. But I ended up having to go to the ER and have my D&C. No one who hasn’t experienced it will ever understand the pain of dealing with a miscarriage. Worst pain and sadness I’ve ever experienced.
The similarities are eerie. I went through a missed miscarriage at 10 weeks in February also. My experience was almost identical to yours, except mine did happen naturally one week after my ultrasound which I prayed for because something about the D&C felt very scary and unnatural to me, just not my first choice. I had no idea what was happening when I was having contractions because this was my first pregnancy. Thank you for including the parts about what to expect physically during a miscarriage because I too was searching desperately and found nothing except "heavy bleeding and period-like cramps" which certainly did NOT cover everything in my case, or yours it sounds. So many women will benefit from this video, myself included for feeling like someone really understands. Praying for our angel babies and rainbow babies.
Sending you virtual hugs. I just went through a miscarriage last month so I can relate. I was crying right along with you. It's such a painful loss, both physically and emotionally. Hoping you get your rainbow baby soon.
Thanks Becca, I lost my baby last Fathers Day weekend. I was almost 12 weeks. It's not my first baby, but my first miscarriage and it's been super difficult. I am hoping to try again but I'm scared to death. Thanks so much for making this video, it's very comforting and helpful. God bless you. ❤
12weeks preg. I just went to my first visit yesterday. The doctor indicated she couldn’t find the heartbeat or the baby. She said she can see something but couldn’t tell what it was. Mind it was done vaginally. So next they will be doing a regular ultrasound. Doing some LAB work tomorrow. I have a bad feeling it’s a miscarriage, and this breaks my heart. Thank you for your video. Your right Google is pretty vague on this topic.
Praying for you !!! 😥❤️❤️ Same situation happened to me when I was 4 months pregnant in Jan on this year. And I had a late missed miscarriage. It’s very hard to go through , but I’ll be praying that your doctor will find a heartbeat ❤️
Becca just to share. I had a miscarriage at 7.5 weeks. Bleeding and passing of the baby vaginally. Hubby and I saw it. Our Dr told us no intimacy for three, or more, months. Of course we would follow our Drs suggestions. 12 days later I found myself at my Drs office and I told our nurse I thought I was still pregnant. I remember the nurse patting me on the back that I would be fine. She appeased me, did the blood test, and sent me to the waiting area. A few minutes later she came to waiting area, she was beat red. Her words " you are very pregnant"! I lost a twin. He is a Deputy Sheriff now, 23 years old. He is our adrenaline junkie kid. God Bless you, Matt, and Hayden always. Hugs
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As a paramedic, I just want to apologize on behalf of all medical professionals for how rude the tech and OB were to you. No one deserves that treatment. I’m so sorry.
ThT was very sweet.
As a tech I know that she knew right for the start of the exam but we can't say anything to the patient. It is the doctor that have the authority to confirm a diagnostic. It must be a difficult station to be in.
Medical professionals are about to be held accountable for a lot !
So sorry for your loss. I miscarried twice after my first baby and didn’t think she’d ever have a sibling. God had big plans because she now has 3 more siblings. So thankful for the hope we have in Jesus and that we will reunite with those sweet babies one day.
This is so lovely to read. I have just had 2 miscarriages in 3 months been so hard and just feel like giving up. X x
This gives me hope.
@@leoniedavies5214 don’t give up. My daughter in law had 7 miscarriages, some were IVF, and she was heartbroken. She was 45 and her age was very much against her, so she decided to give up, and they moved house. Then she became pregnant again, but couldn’t relax and enjoy it for worrying. Then on her due date a sweet little boy arrived in perfect health. He’s six now and a real little monkey. Take heart.
@@harriethopper9981 so nice to hear some positive stories like this. I had a miscarriage last night and feel i will never be able to do it again just from the fear alone. Hopefully i won’t need a D&C
@@rosyapplekitchen635 Aw I’m so sorry to hear that Rosy, I know exactly how you feel, as I had three miscarriages myself. Don’t give up though, things have a habit of working out, and a D&C is nothing to worry about. I had three, that’s what they automatically did in those days. Wish you the very best of luck, and keep positive. X
I miscarried 4 times , my last one i was on week 21 but I still have faith that one day I will be a mother of beautiful healthy babies 🙏🙏
brownycake83 browny Faith is a beautiful thing. Hold on to that always, it’s truly great and seeing your strength through faith put a smile on my face 🙏 Prayers coming your way :)
sorry to hear that. was it with the same father? How old are you?
i'm sorry for your loss
Please look up Rosanna Davidson , Ireland if you want hope after miscarriage . Miracles are real.I wish you the best.I'm so sorry for your losses
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I got pregnant with twins almost 11 years ago. I was so happy! My pregnancy was going great until I went to my 20 week ultrasound and found out I had lost one baby at about 18 weeks. I was devastated and the worse thing for me was that almost EVERYONE around me kept telling me “well at least you have one”! It doesn’t matter it was still a big loss! Anyways I’m sorry for your loss. I’m so thankful for my healthy child now.
😩❤️That must have been so hard! My mom was pregnant with my twin sisters at age 42 and was at very high risk and we are so thankful they were both born healthy. The doctor advised her to abort one to make sure one would be safe but she said "No way, these babies are in God's hands." They're 22 now.
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@@ashleyemma4954 your twin? Or your moms twin?
I can’t believe peoples insensitivity
I’m so heartbroken for you. I found out I was pregnant in June ‘19, I was bleeding throughout the entire first trimester, always thinking omg am I having a miscarriage. I went to the ER 3 times and every time they confirmed the baby was fine. I know that devastating feeling of thinking you are having a miscarriage. I got through the first trimester, and the second, and made it to the third trimester. Everything was smooth sailing after the first trimester and at 35 weeks I went to the dr for a routine follow up and the dr. wasn’t able to hear the baby’s heartbeat on the Doppler. So they sent me to ultrasound and they confirmed that the baby had no heartbeat. I couldn’t comprehend what that meant... I feel like I am reliving a nightmare anytime I think about that moment in time when I asked the dr if everything was ok and he replied no... there’s no heartbeat. My baby was gone. At 35 weeks, on January 21st I gave birth to my sweet angel baby. He was still. He had no life in him. God I miss him. But I have peace knowing he’s in heaven with God. He won’t have to live knowing a sin. Angel babies go straight to Jesus. All they know is how perfect the lord is and what heaven is like and that alone gives me so much peace. I want to be a mommy and I am too very scared to try again. But we have to trust in Gods plan. I know it’s going to be hard for me. But I know that’s what we have to do. I pray you and your husband find peace and that you will be a mommy to another child someday.
Ps. I love you and your channel. 💙
Anne-alex Reynolds I’m so sorry you had to go through that, sending you love xx
im so sorry you had to go through this im currently 10 weeks with a due date on Jan.21.2021, im so nervous
It’s the scariest most crazy thing .. feeling like your pregnant and know the baby is not there 😭I am sorry for your loss ! I’ve had two missed miscarriages many years ago and it was traumatizing ! .. sending you lots of love 💕
Laura Emmerson thank you so much ❤️
Alayjah Gonzalez don’t be nervous. Enjoy this incredible time being pregnant. Have faith and pray for your little baby every day.
I started to have a miscarriage today at 5weeks. 😔 my little baby meant so much to me already. This is my first pregnancy & praying to God for a blessing. 🙏🏼
Sending lots of love
I'm currently going through a miscarriage at 5 weeks and your comment spoke to me. It is so disappointing to lose someone who means so much. I'm comforted by knowing we will meet them one day in heaven. I pray you have been blessed with a baby since writing this. xx
"sorry if I'm a little emotional" as if I'm not right here crying with you right now. I miscarried in 2017 and my heart breaks for you.
So sorry for your loss. It’s a heartbreak like no other. My husband and I experienced three consecutive miscarriages at 6 weeks, 9 weeks and 11 weeks. I am now expecting a sweet miracle in less than 4 weeks. You never truly heal from your loss/losses, but time helps to learn to live with the hurt. I know they are watching over us 💗
Lexi Cook is there any medication you took please?? It’s my third miscarriage at 10 weeks. Am broken😢
I am so sorry for your loss. I truly hope you have found peace. Did you take any medication to protect your sweet miracle? I would really appreciate any help you can offer.
Congratulations! Did you take any medication?
I had a missed miscarriage. Found that the baby stopped growing at 10 weeks. It was very hard. It was kinda spooky. I felt like a walking coffin. 😩 It was tuff. 🥺 Thank you for sharing.
as a young person who has yet to be pregnant or miscarry, I just want to say thank you for sharing your story! It's definitely a fear of mine, but hearing your story helps to normalize what happens to so many women! It definitely gives me some peace. This video is such a good learning resource, so thank you for sharing!!
I’m currently 25 weeks with a baby girl and I’m due in June but my first pregnancy ended in a miscarriage. I documented what happened by writing everything down but I haven’t been able to sit down and talk about it. But you’re right, when it all happened, what really helped me was hearing other people’s stories. I found you during your pregnancy with your daughter and you were vlogging. I felt such a connection with you!
@@Chocomlik0 it did, she’ll be 2 in June. I haven’t filmed in a while but my birth story is on my channel
I hated to “like” this video because I hate this happened to you, but you handled it so well. Thank you for bringing grace and peace to this place where so often people come to find it. Our God is so good and will bring joy to your family when you need it the most. Keep looking toward Him and your life will be abundantly blessed ❤️ Good luck on future baby making!
Becca, this meant the absolute world to me to hear this. I experienced a miscarriage during my first pregnancy, and it was absolutely crushing. But, the joy and gratitude it brought when my baby girl was born made me understand that it was just a part of my story! Thank you for sharing yours.
I’m so sorry. I’ve had 2 missed miscarriages where the baby stopped growing at 7 weeks and I didn’t find out till around 12 weeks. I do now have a 2 week old perfect rainbow baby! I hope you get your rainbow baby soon! 💙
This exact thing happened to my daughter today. She has
3 other children with no problems so this was devistating to her. She cannot comprehend how this happens with no problems before. I have no answer for her my heart just breaks for her
It wasn't all for nothing, you have a baby in heaven. My heart goes out to you!
Thank you for sharing this. I have PCOS and have had a couple miscarriages since getting married. I have them very early on in the pregnancy. I don't even get my hopes up anymore just in case. But hearing stories from other moms helps me so much. It's so taboo to talk about it with people and it's off-putting for so many people. So thank you for having this conversation with us! Sending love and prayers your way!
I had my 3rd miscarriage a few days ago. It was a missed miscarriage. My first was a chemical pregnancy, the 2nd happened like 2 days after my positive pregnancy test. Those first 2, I never saw the babies or heartbeats or anything. This time, we saw our baby around 7w and he/she had a heartbeat. I started spotting around 10w2d. We had a huge medical procedure for our 2 year old so I waited but knew something was wrong. At 11w I went to the ER and they confirmed baby died. I ended up taking Cytotec at 11w4d and gave birth to our baby. It was/is one of the hardest things I've been through. Thanks for sharing your story. It's helpful.
Going through this exact situation right now. I was suppose to be almost 11 weeks just 2 days ago. We were just about to tell our brother & sister in law the good news when I started spotting until it got worse. Found out at the ER the baby had stopped living at 8 weeks. Just passed the baby yesterday at home. Still in so much pain. You are right about it putting things into perspective. It does make you so grateful for what you do have, and we are so thankful to have our two year old son in our life. Thank you for sharing your story. It really does help relating to others while your trying to cope. ♥️♥️♥️🙏🏼
Thank you for posting this video. Like so many of the commenters before me, I too am in the throws of miscarriage. I was exactly 11 weeks and 4 days today when, after some spotting that gradually increased enough for me to go to ER, I found out my baby girl had no heartbeat. I am still waiting for the actual miscarriage and this video was exactly what I needed to prepare myself for the inevitable. I am so, so sorry for your loss but am very grateful you had the courage to post so that others may heal from your experience. God bless you and yours.
I am currently waiting for my miscarriage to pass and I want you to know that your story was so helpful and comforting. Thank you so much for making this and sharing your experience. I know sharing a story like this is never an easy thing to talk about and I admire that so much about you. I feel like this is definitely something that, despite how common it is, is so indescribably hard to go through. Each stage is difficult for its own reasons. It's nice to not feel alone and I am sending you all love and positive vibes for a healthy and beautiful rainbow baby
a year later and our stories are similar, my son is currently 15 months and i miscarried at 11 weeks. Stuck on the UA-cam binge of finding comfort in knowing I’m not alone ❤️. I can’t believe how much this sounds like my exact experience. Thank nyp for publicly sharing your story
Thank you so much for this, I’m home alone as just had my body finally try to naturally process (it was a missed loss) I know this was posted 3 years ago, but thank you. Genuinely thank you.
I had a horrible fear at 9 and 10 weeks with our pregnancy that when we came in for our 11 week scan. I tried to shake it off, but we were so close to being in the 2nd trimester it felt too good to be true. At our 11 week scan this week, the ultrasound showed our baby laying upside down and not moving. I turned to the tech and said "please tell me he's sleeping" the tech took measurements, then turned on the heart beat sensor. I will never forget seeing the static on the screen, followed by her turning to me and saying "I'm sorry, I don't see a heartbeat". My baby had passed 2 weeks ago at 9 weeks, when my fears had started. I do not wish this on anyone
I'm going through the same thing. Trying to pass with medication. This is grueling. May I ask how you passed? I'm worried.
Thank you for making this video. You have no idea how many women (and the men too!) you are helping. I went through a miscarriage with my first baby and it was the hardest thing not only I had to go through, but my hubby as well. I looked to videos like this to know I was not alone and to essentially have someone to grieve with me. It is brave, it shows strength and it shows hope that their is a light at the end of this storm. We conceived our rainbow baby just 2 weeks after the last day of my miscarriage and let me tell you, there is nothing like a love for your baby that comes after a loss. Just know, when that time comes, he/she will have a PERFECT guardian angel looking out for them and there for them every second of their life. Sending nothing but love, warmth and healing to you and your beautiful family. Xoxox
Going through this now, so sorry for your loss.. Thanks so much for sharing, I was so disappointed that there is so few information out about this still to this day.. I had no idea what to expect and it was traumatic. Thanks for sharing your story because it really does help
I just found out (through a drastically lower HCG read from 2 days ago) that lost my baby at 7 weeks and I’m supposed to be 10.5, it’s a Saturday night so now I wait for the doctor’s call on Monday. I knew when she said “you’re not as far along as you think you are”, and no heartbeat during my ultrasound. All my math added up. This video was comforting, thank you for sharing your story.
I had a miscarriage at 10 weeks last October (first pregnancy) and also felt that hearing other peoples stories helped me the most. There is still such stigma and people who haven't been through it or ever heard about it don't know how to react. Sometimes they just don't react at all or say things that hurt. As a result, it can be quite an isolating experience on top of the emotional and physical trauma. Thank you for sharing! Us women have to support each other! So sorry that this happened to you and I'm praying for you!
Am 10 weeks on 25th of October, I really wanna come back here to tell everyone and give everyone hope that everything went amazing! Wishing myself massive luck 🍀
I miscarried my first today at 11 weeks, and your video was everything my husband and I needed to hear. It was a complete shock to my system. Thank you for your bravery in sharing. My body fully believed I was pregnant for a good 3 weeks post baby passing.
I hope my comment doesn't open up old wounds for you, I'm going through a miscarriage now and I just found it and I really appreciate that you shared your own experience. I feel much less alone now. Thank you. ♥ I also 1,000% feel where you're coming from when you mention "mother's intuition." My doctor and my husband told me not to worry and keep hoping but I just knew my pregnancy was over. It's a blessing and a curse. I hope you're doing well. ✨
Thank you for sharing your story. I had a miscarriage at 10 weeks in December 2019. It's truly heartbreaking. And it does change you- I believe our angel babies give us more strength than we could have ever imagined. There are beautiful days ahead.
Becca: Thank you for sharing. I just had a miscarriage end of May. It was so sad. This Covid isolation is hard and add a taboo loss doubles the isolation.
I'm grateful you shared your unique experience.
Thank you for sharing! I found out that I had a missed miscarriage on my first ultrasound at 9 weeks and 4 days. The baby stopped growing at 8 weeks and 5 days. My 7 years old was super devastated and cried so hard. I could totally relate to your description about the technicians reaction. It was exactly the same as yours. Thank you for adding the waiting message, I am waiting for it to come naturally. I hope to go through it soon
I had two MCs in 2018, the first one identical to what you described. One bit of advice I'll give, is don't be surprised if you realize your grief isn't fully processed even months down the line. Once the physical symptoms of the induced MC passed, I was so eager to just move forward, only to be surprised that I still had some trauma and anxiety around the experience almost a year later. But, it gets easier. Thank you for sharing -you're right, videos like these are exactly what help women to get through it. Happily, I'm now 17 weeks pregnant with my first little one. There is always a light at the end of the tunnel. :)
It gave me chills when you said when you saw the “pregnant” on the pregnancy test you were overcome with the feeling you would never meet this baby. I just miscarried yesterday at 8+4, one day after seeing our baby with a healthy heartbeat in the 170s on a routine ultrasound. I remember holding my positive test and being overcome with the feeling it would be a loss, it was like a dark cloud came over me. At the “normal” ultrasound at 8+3 I cried uncontrollably after to the concern of my OB and husband, who tried to reassure me that everything looked great. I just couldn’t shake the feeling I had just seen my baby for the last time. I miscarried less than 24 hours later.
I know... felt the same from the time I did the test. ... and true to feeling.... here I am... going through a miscarriage... started this morning
Am sooo sad 😥😢😢...just when I decided and accepted and started feeling excited about this pregnancy this happens 😥😥😢😢
I m going thru a miscarriage and I somehow knew that I would not meet him I waited 12 years to try for a girl I have 4 boys and this was a really wanted baby
So sorry for your loss. I think the body knows when it is happening because unfortunately it is our own body that is discarding this embryo since for some reason it is not qualified to continue but it still hurts. 💔
My first baby passed at 6weeks and then I miscarried at 9, didn't know until I was bleeding and rushed to er to find no heartbeat. The hospital and techs were cold and unfeeling but my nurse prayed over me and really expressed her feelings.
Now I'm pregnant again at 4 weeks and just fervently praying and hoping I get my rainbow baby. I am so sorry you had to go through this, the pain still hits me to this day a little over a year later.
We are 1in4 and we are strong❤
Praying for you! I hope everything is going well for you and baby so far. I have 4 or 5 miscarriages. I’m six weeks pregnant now and I just started bleeding a little bit, this is probably another one for me. 😢😢
I am so sorry! My second miscarriage was a missed miscarriage. I also wanted to avoid a DNC. I dealt with very insensitive staff. I waited more than five weeks with no symptoms of a miscarriage, took the medication and then hemorrhaged and passed out at the hospital and they had to preform an emergency DNC. It was so traumatizing but, you are so right! It puts things into perspective and makes me so grateful for my daughter. Also, essential oils helped me through my loss SO much!!! Thank you for sharing your story. It took me a while to share mine and I was so glad to let other women know they are not alone. You’re my favorite!! ❤️❤️
I’m in tears right now. My baby girl was born sleeping 3 weeks ago today at 17-18 weeks.
So sorry for your loss. We’re trying again after a miscarriage- it’s scary. Sending you love
M’y baby passed away at 6weeks but I didn’t find out until 10 weeks. Thank you for making this video. I am still miscarrying so it’s very comforting to hear others.
Thank you for posting this. We just had a miscarriage at 12 weeks a few days ago. It was our first pregnancy and is and was devastating. Hearing your story and others has helped immensely.
Also, I’m so sorry for your loss. Truly.
Going through this right now. Ugh! I’m heartbroken. Thank you for posting!
Sending lots of love ❤️
Hugs to you mama 💔
Thank you so much for this video. The beginning of your story really struck with me. I too took five months to get pregnant and like you.. I also had a bad feeling about the pregnancy…. Mother’s intuition is really real…now i am experiencing my first miscarriage
Thank you for sharing this. I am currently miscarrying. I just found out the day before Mother’s Day at my 12 week appointment that my baby no longer had a heartbeat. I am scheduled for a D&C tomorrow. Just like you said, hearing other women’s stories really does help.
I had 3 missed miscarriages in a row and today I am 11 weeks today. Praying I go full term. I have a subchorionic bleed which started around 8 weeks. My missed miscarriages were all 8-9 weeks along. This is the furthest I made it. 🥹 I have a Doppler and every time I’m able to hear the heart beat is such a blessing. ❤🙏🏼Thanks for sharing your story. I had 4 d&c’s for the 3 miscarriages so I’m surprised I was able to get pregnant or make it this far. I saw that you had a healthy baby boy! Congrats! ❤❤🎉
I’m sorry for your loss. You’re really brave for sharing this story. My first pregnancy, I experienced almost exactly the same what you did except I didn’t have to take medication. (Spotting, Bleeding, pain, contractions, blood clothes and finally big chunk of tissue) It’s totally suck what I have been through but like many women said miscarriage is common but people just don’t talk about it.
Now I’m (thinking ✌️✌️ waiting for confirmation) 5 week pregnant again, I’m so exited, hopeful and scared at the same time. Pray for healthy pregnancy and beautiful and healthy baby every day.
But if it happens again I’ll never give up.
This was the most real, raw (even a bit scary) and super informative video! I’m so sorry to hear about your loss mama :(
Thank you so much for this video Becca 💕 I am currently going through a miscarriage at 9 weeks with twins and this has helped me tremendously. I am so so sorry for your loss, this is something I wish no one had to go through 💔
My heart is breaking for you! Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. I'm not a mom and cannot even imagine what you're going through but I admire your strength, positivity, and honesty so much!! I have no doubt that this video will be a light to someone in your same situation.
Thank you for posting this. I found out yesterday I will be going through the same process. My baby also does not have a heart beat at 11 weeks. Thank you. It is hard and I appreciate it.
I experienced a missed miscarriage with my very first pregnancy as well. I went on the following month to conceive my daughter and a son a year later. Looking back I am grateful for that experience, if I had had my first, I may not have had the amazing babies I have now ❤️ Thank you for sharing!
Thank you for giving those who feel hopeless hope. ❤️
I went thru a very similar situation. But I ended up with a DNC because my body was not releasing the baby not even after 2 doses.
But I want you to know that I now have a little girl that came after that miscarriage.
So sorry you went thru that. Praying for you and your family .
Omg, Becca! I am so sorry! I recently had one at 6 weeks. We found out at our 8 week appointment that I was no longer pregnant and it literally broke me. I feel your pain and I am sending prayers to you and your husband and baby girl.
I'm so so sorry for your loss. And I can't imagine going through that when healthcare providers are not compassionate either. Makes me so sad! Praying for you and your family and that Hayden will have another sibling soon ♥️
I was pregnant for 5 weeks , and from yesterday morning I started bleeding, it’s very less , and I send messages to doctor asked about this. She said “don’t worry, sometimes happen implementations bleeding “. So I didn’t go to the hospital, but from 4 o’clock I start pain in my belly and the blood is coming frequently. I was panicked. I went to the doctor at 6 o’clock, I just entered doctor’s office, after 5 minutes I lost my baby, it came out with a lot of blood. I cried so hard , just few hours ago everything is fine, and I suddenly lost my baby. It’s like a dream. After I came back to home and still believe this happened, I still feel my baby is inside me, hope god help us get through this, it’s truly heart breaking 💔
Becca your strength in explaining your entire experience is commending! You are so eloquent and formal but raw and real at the same time in your description of events that unfolded. I could listen to you for hours on literally any subject. This is so informative for anyone going through the same experience but also for those who have never or will never have this experience just to be more empathic to someone that they know who might be going through it. I wish you all the best for you and your family!
We went through almost the same experience, after 9 weeks. From the cold ultrasound tech, to weighing the options, to the miscarriage experience. Its nice to hear this story. It was our first pregnancy, so there is a lot unknown, un promised, but my husband and I feel hopeful for the future.
I love how raw and real you are. Your openness helps so many people and makes things less scary and confusing. Thank you!
My heart is hurting so much as I search UA-cam to find out what I’ll be going through. I’m terrified but I really appreciate you sharing your story with us.
I am so sorry for your loss Becca.
I just had a miscarriage myself with my identical twin baby girls. I had a lot of complications throughout my pregnancy. Lost my first baby girl at 20 weeks 3 days, and my second baby at 23 weeks 6 days. I had to be induced and went through labor to deliver both my girls as still born. This has been the most traumatizing thing I’ve ever gone through…it has been extremely devastating and just trying to go through the healing process to get through this time. It has been hard to watch these videos but helpful to know I’m not alone.
I had a miscarriage with my first baby at 7 weeks. It’s hard when you find out and are really excited but never get to see or hear your baby. It took me awhile to completely come to terms with it and in a way move on. I was super lucky that I got pregnant with my little rainbow baby girl 2 months later and I’m so grateful for her but it’s still hard when I see here to know that I never got to meet my first baby. But also knowing I wouldn’t have my Kaylee without the miscarriage is hard. I didn’t realize how common this was until I went through it myself. I just want you to know I’m thinking of you and I’m so sorry for your loss. ❤️
The exact same thing happened to me a few months ago. Now I’m pregnant again, 9 weeks tomorrow. I’m so worried but I hope I get a healthy baby this time ❤️
Praying for you, love
@@simonenichols4861 thank you, 31 weeks now ❤️
@@elinwberg94 that’s incredible ♥️ praying you have a smooth delivery!
So happy for you! I'm 7 weeks and so stressed. I have my first ultrasound in 1 week. 🤞
@@eugenieg.8486 congratulations 😊❤️
Thank you sis ❤️ for sharing your experience
Sorry about your lost.
I just had my miscarriage yesterday 29 march 2023
And I'm going through so much pain, from cramping and griping and diarrhea and nausea and cold sweating, I thought I was dying last night.
Today 31st I'm still going through griping and cramping.
It's terrible.😢
I was a month and a few days pregnant this would have been my first child.
I had about 12 miscarriages over the years.
Plus I use to suffer with PCOS.
Life sucks.
I'm praying 🙏 for a miracle.
God bless you and your family ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I am so sorry for your loss❤️ I am 9 weeks 4 days and very scared too go through this. The pain that mothers feel seems so indescribable. I wouldn't wish upon anyone. Thank you for sharing your story❤️
God bless you and your family
I’m so incredibly sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing the good and the bad feedback of the staff, I’m going to be a doctor in a years time and your experience will help me better care for women going through pregnancy loss here in Australia 💕
For anyone reading this comment who has gone through a miscarriage or is currently suffering one, there is an excellent podcast called Life After Miscarriage where women come on and share their whole stories. Just a tip for any of my fellow loss mommas
Thank you. I just had a miscarriage at 9 weeks its hurts so bad
Thank u ill check it out. I needed something like this.
I had a Missed Miscarriage at 14 weeks after having great betas, saw a healthy baby n heartbeat at 8 weeks on ultrasound. I go in for my monthly appt around 14 weeks and they couldn't find a heartbeat on the doppler so i was sent for an emergency scan. I saw my baby lying still on screen and his whole spine facing us, not moving and curled up in fetal position. I knew he was gone. Thats when i was told the dreadful words "Im sorry there's no heartbeat". It killed me. I had symptoms of pregnancy, no cramping or bleeding and was showing by this time. It was our first boy after 2 girls n we had already named him before he passed. I had to get a d&e a week later. Devastation isn't even describable. Found out post mortem that my son had a rare chromosome abnormality called triploidy and was mot compatible with life. It wasn't passed down as my husband n i were genetically tested n dr determined it was just a fluke of a bad egg or sperm. Unfortunately its so rare even the nipt test didnt test for it so we were blindsided by the loss.
This was in feb 22 of 2021. I got pregnant first cycle after my MMC and am now 13 weeks with a healthy baby so far. However, the PTSD and anxiety is crippling wondering if it will happen again.
Pregnancy after loss is terrifying but I still feel blessed to be pregnant with my rainbow. I am so sorry fir all who have experienced loss of pregnancy it is a pain no one should have to endure.
The woman who did my ultrasound when I was having a miscarriage was the rudest person I’ve ever met. I was only 6 weeks when I started spotting and then bleeding. She starts the ultrasound and goes “are you sure you’re even pregnant?” I replied telling her I had gone to get a blood test but the results weren’t back yet. She says “well, I don’t see a baby in there.” I couldn’t believe what she said I just laid there flabbergasted. I really wished I had complained on my way out. This wasn’t a planned pregnancy, but I couldn’t even imagine if she had said this to someone who had been trying for months of years only to have a miscarriage. I was just in too much pain and shock to really comprehend what she was saying to me at the time. If I could go back in time I would chew her out and get her fired.
Wow I am so, SO sorry.
Some people can be so insensitive and disgusting. How awful, I'm so sorry this happened to you.
On December 8th 2022 I found out I was pregnant. I had almost no symptoms, was feeling sick but didn't throw up. had a first check up on 19th but unfortunately 1 week later I started bleeding like crazy and I was panicked but hoped it would be fine. Had pain like on period but on 18th I had really bad one cramp I thought I would die. Then I went on 19th on check up and the ob made an ultrasound and it was no heartbeat neither was the fetus seen at all. I went on check up 2 days later there was nothing anymore and I was really devastated. I was only 8 weeks along. Still cry from time to time, but i know it will be better. I still have thoughts how this would turn out if I didn't lost it. Still feel some guilt because I didn't got immediately to the ob when I started bleeding. This is also a huge trauma anyone can devastate. I will say to you. YOU ARE NOT ALONE. I'm sorry for your loss.
Thank you for sharing ❤😢 this helps a lot !sending love and blessings ❤❤and best of luck to all families trying to conceive or going through loss may we all have rainbow 🌈 babies 🙏🏻
I'm so sorry for your loss. I had a miscarriage 3 weeks ago and It was the hardest thing I ever had to go through. I'm 24 and from the UK. Over here the first ultrasound is done at 12weeks. I had spotting an cramping when I was 11 weeks and 6 days, went to the hospital and they confirmed I was miscarrying. My baby stopped growing at 8 and a half weeks. Watching videos like yours has helped me so much. Thank you for sharing!!
Hi I just wanted to say that this video has really helped me. I recently suffered a miscarriage and it was so traumatic. You have given me hope that I will have my baby.
Thank you for this video. I'm 11 weeks and just found out I have a missed miscarriage. I'm mentally preparing for the passing process and this is super helpful. I really appreciate this video.
Hi thank you for sharing I lost my baby yesterday saw everything in to toilet but didn't know what it was now I know I saw my baby or at least knew when it came out cant stop crying but I know it will get better.
I admire your corague for doing a video like this. Blessings to you and your family.
Oh hun, I am so so sorry for your loss and went through something somewhat similar.
I had a Missed Miscarriage at 14 weeks after having great betas, saw a healthy baby n heartbeat at 8 weeks on ultrasound. I go in for my monthly appt around 14 weeks and they couldn't find a heartbeat on the doppler so i was sent for an emergency scan. I saw my baby lying still on screen and his whole spine facing us, not moving and curled up in fetal position. I knew he was gone. Thats when i was told the dreadful words "Im sorry there's no heartbeat". It killed me. I had symptoms of pregnancy, no cramping or bleeding and was showing by this time. It was our first boy after 2 girls n we had already named him before he passed. I had to get a d&e a week later. Devastation isn't even describable. Found out post mortem that my son had a rare chromosome abnormality called triploidy and was mot compatible with life. It wasn't passed down as my husband n i were genetically tested n dr determined it was just a fluke of a bad egg or sperm. Unfortunately its so rare even the nipt test didnt test for it so we were blindsided by the loss.
This was in feb 22 of 2021. I got pregnant first cycle after my MMC and am now 13 weeks with a healthy baby so far. However, the PTSD and anxiety is crippling wondering if it will happen again.
Pregnancy after loss is terrifying but I still feel blessed to be pregnant with my rainbow. I am so sorry fir all who have experienced loss of pregnancy it is a pain no one should have to endure.
Thank you so much for sharing your story. I just found out tonight in the ER at 11.5weeks that they couldn’t find my baby, just a sac. I have to wait till I can get into the OB to confirm, but I’m bleeding and cramping and my HCG levels have dropped A LOT. We had just seen our baby at 8 weeks with a HB, so the bleeding was shocking to me. I really needed to hear the raw details because like you said it’s so hard to find the information. I’m hoping so much that this will all pass tonight, but I’m so afraid it won’t. I’m so sorry for your loss, I appreciate your story so much.
I'm so so sorry. We found out at our 12 week scan yesterday that our baby had passed at 8 weeks, two days. I'm devastated. Xx
This same thing happened to me for our first baby. We went in at 8 weeks and heard the heartbeat. We told all our family, and my parents were so happy to be grandparents for the first time. Then, I went back at 11 weeks, and there was no heartbeat. They scheduled a D&C for 4 days later, but I didn't make it. I miscarried at home. It was THE WORST THING I EVER WENT THROUGH. So much pain and a lot of other TMI. I hope you are still healing, and I wish the best luck to you in your future journey. They found a large fibroid in my uterus shortly after my miscarriage. I had to recently have surgery to remove it before trying again. So, we are waiting on my body to heal, so we can try for baby #1 again!
I had a stillborn back in 2010. At the young age of 21, I was sad, mad, felt guilty and everything in between. I’m so sorry you had to endure this loss.. XX 😞
I’m so sorry mama
Holly Edwards thank you 😊
This is so painful to hear! I’m currently 7 weeks pregnant, already had bleeding at 5 weeks because of a fibroid but baby was ok but I’m still on edge and waiting for 2nd trimester to be over. It’s my 3rd pregnancy and the 1st pregnancy I felt scared to miscarry😢 currently getting hcg levels tested to ensure they are rising
I know it’s years later but I’m so grateful I found this video. I literally just went through this last week-today and your story is very similar to mine. I would have never known about passing the official sac days later if it wasn’t for this video. I was in so much pain days later after my miscarriage started. This video helped keep me calm and realize what I was experiencing was normal.
I’m so sorry for your loss, this is heartbreaking 💔 I have 3 boys and have never experienced a miscarriage, but remember worrying when I was pregnant! I wish you all the best for the future xx
Thank you for this. I found your video while searching for information on missed miscarriage. I found out today that our second baby stopped growing at 8 weeks, no heartbeat. I am currently in the stage of hard grief and have periodic breakdowns of sadness. I have chosen to do the misoprostol medication to induce baby to come out. We will see how it goes, so far 16 hrs later and not much has happened. Thank you for your video, as not much is out there about this. I found your video very comforting. God bless you!
Thank you so much for sharing your story. I am currently going through a miscarriage with my first pregnancy, and hearing others stories is helping me feel not so alone. There are so many of us! I’m sorry for your loss. Thank you for your words.
So so sorry for your loss and pain. I’m thankful for your candor and honesty this video will help a lot of some. If you’re feeling alone there is a huge community out here that has been in your shoes and has offered me a lot of comfort during my loss.
I am so sorry you had to go through this Becca, but I can’t explain how thankful I am that you had the courage to share your experience. Having a miscarriage is one of my biggest fears and to hear your testimony brought me so much clarity and peace. What a hard many weeks it’s been for you guys. Praying for continued comfort for you right now. Thank you for being so open. Totally blessed me more than you know. 🙏🏽✨
You are an angel! Thank you for being so brave in sharing your experience- your story will definitely shed light on someone going through this. Everything happens for a reason! We love you!
I’m sorry for what you went through. Thank you for being brave to share it. Things happen for a reason I always see things like this. I also had a miscarriage before I had my daughter. Things will get better. God gives us strength in storms.
(Commenting from my hubby’s account) I’m a mama of a 19 mo experiencing a threatened miscarriage right now at 7 weeks. Thank you so incredibly much for this video! You are so brave, so open, candid and absolutely lovely. This has helped me dramatically. Listening to other mama’s stories has been genuinely healing. I can’t thank you enough for helping me feel connected and not alone on this journey.
I wish you and your family well, and healthy, happy babies to come 🥰🥰🥰
❤ sending lots of love. I had a very similar experience. It is horrible and so painful (physical and emotionally). These experiences just show us how strong we are as women.
Thank you for being so open with what you went through and the gory details no one talks about. I know this was hard for you but it really is helpful for other women going through this.
hi. I just had a horrible miscarriage. I know how it feels to go through this its like a nightmare. It's so important to normalize it so women know what to expect. I had no idea what it would be like because no one had ever told me and also if you search for it on the internet its very limited what information is shared. I have been feeling overwhelmed with sadness afterwards, my emotions seem so overwhelming and I am praying to feel like myself again. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for making this video. It means everything to me to not feel so alone!!! Sending love to your family!!!!!
I've just started miscarrying at 11 weeks and this video has been so helpful. I now know what to expect. It's scary but at least I'm prepared. Thank you for sharing this xx
I hope you are doing ok... I’m going through it and I’m scared too
@@wmhs02dm @Danielle M So sorry to her this Danielle. Sending lots of love. I had my miscarriage two weeks ago - the night after watching this video. The pain lasted two hours and just suddenly stopped and it was over. It was very intense.
It's both physical and mental pain. Just trust your body. women are designed for this. Take each moment as it comes and ride the wave. I managed to have a little burial in the garden for my baby which broke my heart but I'm glad I honoured the time I had with her. I feel physically totally recovered but emotionally will take a bit longer - but I'm ok. Back at work and functioning. You will get through this - just keep going. xx
Thank you so much 🥺❤️ sending you love back and a huge hug! I miss carried December 25, 2020 at 7 weeks and I’m still feeling really sad about it. I have been watching UA-cam videos of other woman’s experience and it’s helped me get better 🤍🤍
To be honest, I’m not ready to watch this fully. However, I watched your IG stories and posts and have prayed for you and your family for peace and comfort from The Lord right now. However, it still is hard for me to watch after going through a loss, so even though I won’t watch now I’m still supporting you with prayer ❤️
Savanna Conrad I feel the same way you do. I had a miscarriage in November. I haven’t cried about it for a few weeks now. However, I’m watching Becca’s video and my eyes are starting to be watery. I may have to watch this video in segments.
So thankful for you opening up. I lost my baby around the same time with a missed miscarriage. We were due Sept 4th 2020.
We had just seen the baby via ultrasound at 11 weeks and 3 days and everything was normal and healthy. Then at 13 weeks we found out at my normal appointment there was no heartbeat and the baby passed away sometime the week before.
I waited until 15 weeks and my body still wouldn’t process the miscarriage so I had to have a D&C.
A few weeks later my sister found out at 26 weeks she had a missed miscarriage as well. It’s been an awful year for our family.
I’m so thankful your healthcare provider was caring. My obgyn was the most awful person I’ve ever met. Dr. Ciliberti literally complained about having to find time to do my D&C in front of me, muttering under his breath “this f***ing day”. I ended up walking out. That’s why I tried to wait for my body to do it on its own. But I ended up having to go to the ER and have my D&C.
No one who hasn’t experienced it will ever understand the pain of dealing with a miscarriage. Worst pain and sadness I’ve ever experienced.
The similarities are eerie. I went through a missed miscarriage at 10 weeks in February also. My experience was almost identical to yours, except mine did happen naturally one week after my ultrasound which I prayed for because something about the D&C felt very scary and unnatural to me, just not my first choice. I had no idea what was happening when I was having contractions because this was my first pregnancy. Thank you for including the parts about what to expect physically during a miscarriage because I too was searching desperately and found nothing except "heavy bleeding and period-like cramps" which certainly did NOT cover everything in my case, or yours it sounds. So many women will benefit from this video, myself included for feeling like someone really understands. Praying for our angel babies and rainbow babies.
Sending you virtual hugs. I just went through a miscarriage last month so I can relate. I was crying right along with you. It's such a painful loss, both physically and emotionally. Hoping you get your rainbow baby soon.
Thanks Becca, I lost my baby last Fathers Day weekend. I was almost 12 weeks. It's not my first baby, but my first miscarriage and it's been super difficult. I am hoping to try again but I'm scared to death. Thanks so much for making this video, it's very comforting and helpful. God bless you. ❤
I'm so sorry for your loss ma'am 😢
@@kealebogaallotey5527 thank you! I appreciate that.
12weeks preg. I just went to my first visit yesterday. The doctor indicated she couldn’t find the heartbeat or the baby. She said she can see something but couldn’t tell what it was. Mind it was done vaginally. So next they will be doing a regular ultrasound. Doing some LAB work tomorrow. I have a bad feeling it’s a miscarriage, and this breaks my heart. Thank you for your video. Your right Google is pretty vague on this topic.
Praying for you !!! 😥❤️❤️ Same situation happened to me when I was 4 months pregnant in Jan on this year. And I had a late missed miscarriage. It’s very hard to go through , but I’ll be praying that your doctor will find a heartbeat ❤️