hi y'all!! it's been a while and i never expected so many people to see this video. I've read a lot of your comments and just know that you are not alone! If you made it this far then know that I am so proud of you :) if you or your loved ones are struggling then please do not hesitate to reach out. you are loved.
my mom told me that people who kts don't deserve funerals. i always wondered whether id get one or not if i did it. that line reminded me of that for some reason
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
I love how the lyrics show that you can be suicidal and just haven't done it, cause my catch fraze is "i cant be bothered", so I felt alot when it said "too lazy for suicide, I just watch the days pass hoping to die."
yeah. i always convince myself to stay somehow. "oh but i have homework to do." like that would matter "i still havent finished that book ive been reading." "the next season of a show i like is coming out in a month." its stupid but it keeps me going. i live and breathe for escapism. its been 3 years.. i hope youre doing okay💜
My mom says that I probably shouldn't be listening to music like this (she's nice about it and I love her) since it could make my mental state worse but she doesn't seem to realize how nice it is to have someone voice how you feel so perfectly.
It’s relatable which is why we enjoy it because in a world where the view of depression is fucked up we feel like someone understands what we’re going through. It’s like how they found people who unalived where more likely to listen to metal music because it reflects how they feel and is more of a representation of their state than a cause and thus lead to them finding how it does not make things worse.
Яой и в этом этом случае я не знаю знаю ли я или что я хочу сделать в этом году так как я хочу и хочу чтобы ты была в курсе и ты очень рада видеть и слышать тебя от этого любви больше
@Jon Snow bro I am subbed to them , I've been listening to their music for years. I just wanted to know the lyrics to this particular song so I came here. Back off.
For some of you that think that this is just a sad “oh no I’m depresso pls like me” song, then read the music video’s pinned comment. It has a deep meaning for the lead singer of the group, Remington Leith.
@@andrewarnold2450 the one about how he and maybe along with his brothers, were physically and emotionally abused as kids, and how their dad left them at a young age so he grew up without him.
@@andrewarnold2450 I tried to tag u in the comment reply section of it or copy and paste here but didn't work. If you wanna read it if you haven't yet watch the actual music video and go to the comments.
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
My friend sent this to me. He's having a tough time and mentioned he's listening to this a lot because it hits home. I feel like crying hearing this is a look into how he is thinking and feeling.
Yes I relate to every word that’s spoken …A LOT……..but 1:37 “Daydreaming of my funeral Like who would show, bet no one would go. Hey dad, would you show up for me now? Just to bury your little boy in the ground” … that one hits pretty hard too…
It's creepy how much I identify with the lyrics. I got some chills at certain lines of the song. This would have hit very hard a few years ago... Love the song, feel less alone in my grief of loosing my father. My big thanks to the artist :)
Remington truly has a gift for song writing, and his intentions make it even more meaningful. Not only is he using music as a place to vent, but as a way to make people feel not alone. Emerson and Sebastian play just as much as a part as Rem does, and the thought that they all collaborated to make this song for Rem and their fans is heartwarming. I've been listening to this song since it came out, and it's helped me so much knowing that someone out there knows how I feel but has fought through it.
I feel like a lot of people can relate to every lyric in this song. This song just really hits me and I could listen to this for the rest of my life. Life is more healing with this music.
So sick and tired of being alone So long, farewell, I'm on my own I'm sorry mom, I've got to go I dug this grave I call my home My life don't mean that much to me So I'm living for you Yeah, I'm living for you And you can't stand the sight of me So what's the point of this Fucked up catastrophe? I'm waiting for my time to start As I waste it As I waste it I pop the pills to waste some time As I'm faded As I'm faded This shit messes with my head The only home I know is my bed Too lazy for suicide I just watch the days pass hoping to die So sick and tired of being alone So long, farewell, I'm on my own I'm sorry mom, I've got to go I dug this grave I call my home So sick and tired of being alone So long, farewell, I'm on my own I'm sorry mom, I've got to go I dug this grave I call my home Daydreaming of my funeral Like who would show, bet no one would go Hey dad, would you show up for me now? Just to bury your little boy in the ground You broke my heart when you left me Was just waiting Was just waiting I pop these pills to waste some time As I'm faded As I'm faded This shit messes with my head The only home I know is my bed Too lazy for a suicide I just watch the days pass hoping to die So sick and tired of being alone So long, farewell, I'm on my own I'm sorry mom, I've got to go I dug this grave I call my home So sick and tired of being alone So long, farewell, I'm on my own I'm sorry mom, I've got to go I dug this grave I call my home I dug this grave I call my home I dug this grave!
This song is literally me. Depression to the point of being paralyzed, anxiety to the point of not being able to go out, addiction, not having anyone to talk to, and no one talking to me. So many times i have tried to take my life, 14, 14 times, but I'm still here? It got to a point where I couldn't even be bothered trying it anymore, so yeah, being to lazy for suicide...bro that's me. The only one I would be sorry for is my mum, she's been there for me. Suicidal ideation is never something I want anyone to deal with in their lives, bc I know how it feels. Everyone who has the time to read this, please, stay strong and hold on to the smallest moments of happiness, and instead of being upset when they end, hold onto hope that another will come along. Everyday, your best will look different. Yesterday it may have been going outside, having a shower, talking and interacting with people, and today your best might be waking up and sending a single text, and maybe having half a piece of toast. Tomorrow it might look like just waking up and having water. The day after it might look like making plans and eating lots. It always looks different. Your best isn't always bettering yesterday, but overcoming at least some of your dark thoughts of today. I'm proud of everyone here who has survived themselves ❤️
This music is completely my life,I wonder what exactly is the meaning of my life, apart from the fact that I'm only physically alive, but mentally I'm already dead.But I try to find hobbies to distract myself from this.
She breaks you up, tears your heart apart and crushes your hopes and dreams to live yet you are the one supposed to tell her that you're sorry. This song is the definition of that "sorry".
bro... same shit hapened to me... and the funniest part is that there's nothing you can do about it. Just wait until you find some one else or... until you die
As a girl I feel awfully sorry for guys who had to go through somehing like that... It's awful how no metter your gender the ones who look for love gots cheaters and wrong ones so often. Like someone claims love only to say later 'It's a prank bro'- I.was just playing and having fun I don't remember giving you false hopes.
I stumbled upon this and it is everything I have ever felt in my entire 22 years of my life. Things get better and then they get worse and better again. This feeling still stays kinda
3 years ago i started a new school and during the first class i was sat beside this girl. I decided to talk to her, and we quickly became best friends. Now, 3 years later, she has pretty much taken my spot in the friend group, and everyone from the group is ignoring me and hanging out without me and having fun while im just rotting in my room since no one is talking to me or replying to my messages
you probably wanna say that to the lead singer of Palaye Royale, Remington Leith lol. he is the guy in the pic and the instrumentals are all done by his brothers/bandmates Sebastian Danzig and Emerson Barret
"you broke my Heart when you left me" relates too much to my situation. I'd rather give up on everything then try to do anything currently life just messes with me day after day
"the only home i know is my bed" that hits hard🥲 sometimes i just want to disappear 'cause i think i'm stupid and my parents are ashamed of me and i can't even say to anyone how i feel 'cause nobody would understand
Honestly I hate how I can relate to this whole song.. I’ve been dealing with depression and anxiety almost my whole life. I’ve actually thought about suicide but at the same time I can’t, mainly bc I don’t know fully on how I would do it. This song hits so hard though
idk how or when but this turned from a crying song about my struggles to a song about personal power and and independence for me. just the was the beat flows, the being ´so sick and tired´. its probably not what the writers intended but i feel like this song represents the power over ur own mental health. sometimes it feels unending, but one day you just get sick of it and bury your past self for a better newer you. its very close to my heart and personal but i felt like i had to share.
It's honestly the worst feeling, being committed to ending it, but being to overwhelmed with the stress that you can't even concentrate long enough to follow through 😔 only reason im still here
Dude i've been playing the bastards album on loop all day omg as well as some of their other songs lol their music is just so good and captures emotions so well
All the words and the sound it just… makes me wanna cry. I feel even more alone because the people around me don’t understand. It makes me wonder if.. anyone would show if I died. If they would feel sorry. If they would regret everything. Y’a know?
I know. But you know what? I got myself the answear lately. As for me my whole family would show up and cry over me or be in such a shock. They would feel bad and sorry vey few of them would regret their past actions. But... The thing is that theh should be sorry. They would deserve it. I wouldn't even care. I would be laughing at them if I happened to have a chance watch them from above. Because I reached to them for help. I wanted help. I asked them to help me and they refused. I told them it is seriously getting bad lately again. (Not like it was better at all since I told them the first time two years ago) They said that psychologist appointment is expensive. So you won't be going anywhere 😂 I am trying to not be a bitch only for my grand parents who are best thing that happened to me but I am a burden to them and I am hurting them by my depression and all. I try to cope and stay alive bacause I want to live. But I don't know how long I will survive like that. It is soon to be the winter in my country now and that means awfuly bad depression episode... I might not make it till next spring. I don't give my self longer than until my 'beloved' fucking b-days on may 15th. It would be lovely day for suicide anyway but I would say I won't make it untill than. It hurts. no one is gonna read it anyway
I remember listening to this song 1 year ago and relating to the lyrics. I can't say I'm doing great right now but I'm feeling wayy better than before. I feel so proud listening to this song now
Jeez this is too relatable. Truly the anthem of all of us who are only holding on for the sake of not breaking someone else's heart (for me it's also my mum. And my cat I guess).
After being translated, the meaning of the lyrics of the song Lonely from Palaye Royale is about being lonely in life. His loneliness started to get worse when his father died.
"hey dad, would you show up for me now? just to bury your little boy in the ground" man this is deeeep but its scary to me how much i relate to this anyway, love the songg
0:13 Надоело, устал быть один, Всем пока, прощайте, я сам по себе. Прости, мама, мне нужно идти, 1:20 Я вырыл себе могилу и называю ее домом. Моя жизнь ничего особо для меня не значит, Я живу ради тебя, да, ради тебя. И ты не выносишь моего вида, Так в чем же смысл этой греб*ной трагедии? Я жду, когда начнется мое время, Трачу его, трачу. Глотаю эти таблетки, чтобы убить время, И забываюсь, забываюсь. 0:52 Это дер*мо выносит мне мозг. Единственный дом, что у меня есть - это моя кровать. Слишком лень совершать суицид, 1:02 Я просто наблюдаю, как проходят дни, в надежде умереть. 1:10 Надоело, устал быть один. Всем пока, прощайте, я сам по себе. Прости, мама, мне нужно идти, Я вырыл себе могилу и называю ее домом. 1:36 Размышляю о своих похоронах, Например, о том, кто придет, наверняка никто. Эй, пап, а сейчас ты бы пришел? Просто похоронить своего мальчика. Ты сильно огорчил меня, когда меня бросил. Я всё ждал и ждал. Я всё ждал и ждал. Глотаю эти таблетки, чтобы убить время, И забываюсь, забываюсь. 2:02 Это дер*мо выносит мне мозг. Единственный дом, что у меня есть - это моя кровать. Слишком лень совершать суицид, 2:11 Я просто наблюдаю, как проходят дни, в надежде умереть. 2:19 2:20 Надоело, устал быть один, Всем пока, прощайте, я сам по себе. Прости, мама, мне нужно идти, Я вырыл себе могилу и называю ее домом.
Make more like this please I just randomly came across your song me and my dad where listening to it in the car 2 days later he died love man. No homo lol..
I can relate this song so much …dealing with family problems and friends… one of them died from cancer the other one is bone cancer and my other friend well ….she hasn’t answer my calls or my messages …cause I had s friend who like cutting themselves and ..no respond ..so great….and I get bullied a lot ….just great
Песня слишком душевная.... Все иностранные песни такие прекрасные, в них есть глубокий смысл, в русских песнях такое встречается редко. Обожаю. Тут даже без перевода все ясно
You know, i thought I beat my battle with suicide and depression. This just makes me realize that I haven't beaten it, i've just accepted it. "My life don't mean that much to me, so i'm living for you." This is legit how I feel. If I woke up one day and found my few friends and my grandma had died i'd be joining them. "I'm waiting for my time to start As I waste it" Legit what i'm doing every day, just letting the days pass me by. "I pop the pills to waste some time, As I'm faded" Not quite pills but those flavored pouches, yeah i kinda see myself in that. Hopefully I'll be able to come back to this one day and say I've beaten my depression and suicidal thoughts. Here's hoping.
The worst thing comes when your only desire is to die but your loved ones holds you back. Like you don't want them to be sad because of you. As for me it gets even funnier because I am not really that suicidal. I want help. I asked for help. Many times and openly that I need to go to psychologist or anything but I got ignored. They don't care. My family won't help me. But they still would be sad if I were to go. How lovely
It definitely feels a little weird listening to this song as a person who has been incredibly fortunate to never experience anything like this, but hey, it's a great and really catchy song
Same. I just don't know how many 'It is what it is' has left me 😂. There is school in one week and I already feel like dieng. I think you get it. Depression makes you unable to get up from bed and do tour school work. Sit still and focused for 8hours straight. Act like nothing has happened. Act normal and happy. Ljke you didn't slept less than 4 hours at night. Anxiety makes you overthink every ditail of your futer events like taking a bus. You are extremely panicked to not be late on the bus so you take for it 15 minuts extra even though it takes less then 10 to go to the bus stop. Because WHAT IF you he arrives early. WHAT IF you tie your shoe and became late. At school it gets even better. All those people who hates you and talk behind your back. Gosh I know that It's gonna be exacly like before vacation when as soon as I got home I got to my room and go to sleep not because I'm tired bht becase I've had enough and want to dissapear. Usually also crying at the pillow knowing that it is only monday and you have to be there back tomorrow.
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hi y'all!! it's been a while and i never expected so many people to see this video. I've read a lot of your comments and just know that you are not alone! If you made it this far then know that I am so proud of you :)
if you or your loved ones are struggling then please do not hesitate to reach out. you are loved.
❤❤❤
Wish i was loved.
THE KEY is to love yourself. @@seimb9560
@@seimb9560 you are, we love you ❤
@@seimb9560 dont give up buddy, were here for you!
it's scary how the lyrics capture depression and suicidal ideation so accurately
so i think it's a proof this song being so real
agrreed we all relate to this very much
@@rudecs same here.
It's not scary it's amazing.. cause relatability of the lyrics✨
I love it though
“Daydreaming of my funeral… like who would show? Bet no one would go”
Why do I relate to this so much
i'm sorry if you feel this way
yeah, right?
I love all of you even tho idk u
Ur all children of god
I’m sorry this is relatable
bcz you are a catfish
I like how lyrics are fading at "as im fading"
it somehow makes me happy that someone pointed it out
@@cherryred5932 : D
0:49 and 1:59
The attention to detail is important 👌
@@cherryred5932 i feel happy too when people find such small details in my own work too :))
"Hey dad, would you show up for me now? Just to bury your little boy in the ground." That one line hit a lot harder than I thought it would.
this is so sensitive for me for some reason, jskwjsbs
my mom told me that people who kts don't deserve funerals. i always wondered whether id get one or not if i did it. that line reminded me of that for some reason
Honestly same, he wasn't in my life whenI was a kid, but then he came into my life but begun to hate me so he left.
Omg same
same cuz my dad left me at a young age
"too lazy for suicide..." Why is it so relatable??
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
fr
Relative to me too
Pretty sure you just need a rope
Literally tho aha
I love how the lyrics show that you can be suicidal and just haven't done it, cause my catch fraze is "i cant be bothered", so I felt alot when it said "too lazy for suicide, I just watch the days pass hoping to die."
Mine is "just another nail in the coffin"
yeah. i always convince myself to stay somehow. "oh but i have homework to do." like that would matter "i still havent finished that book ive been reading." "the next season of a show i like is coming out in a month." its stupid but it keeps me going. i live and breathe for escapism.
its been 3 years.. i hope youre doing okay💜
My mom says that I probably shouldn't be listening to music like this (she's nice about it and I love her) since it could make my mental state worse but she doesn't seem to realize how nice it is to have someone voice how you feel so perfectly.
It’s relatable which is why we enjoy it because in a world where the view of depression is fucked up we feel like someone understands what we’re going through. It’s like how they found people who unalived where more likely to listen to metal music because it reflects how they feel and is more of a representation of their state than a cause and thus lead to them finding how it does not make things worse.
You have good mom if she is interested in your musical tastes
Always been scared to show my mum this, already thinks I’m depressed no need to prove her right.
She’s right
Hon I'm probably older than her but we need to hear stuff that means something to us 💜
I relate to this song more than any other song. I love it so much. I listen to it all the time. Great video. I subbed :D
Yes.
Same
Яой и в этом этом случае я не знаю знаю ли я или что я хочу сделать в этом году так как я хочу и хочу чтобы ты была в курсе и ты очень рада видеть и слышать тебя от этого любви больше
@Jon Snow bro I am subbed to them , I've been listening to their music for years. I just wanted to know the lyrics to this particular song so I came here. Back off.
yeah I love It too
it’s sad how much I relate to this song
You'll meet with your sister Lumine again, Aether. Don't worry about it.
True
Same.
I hope u get what you want
it's sad how everyone relates to this song
For some of you that think that this is just a sad “oh no I’m depresso pls like me” song, then read the music video’s pinned comment. It has a deep meaning for the lead singer of the group, Remington Leith.
what fucken pinned comment
@@andrewarnold2450 the one about how he and maybe along with his brothers, were physically and emotionally abused as kids, and how their dad left them at a young age so he grew up without him.
@@LAYIsNotAChips for some reason it's just not here maybe he deleted it or something
@@andrewarnold2450 I tried to tag u in the comment reply section of it or copy and paste here but didn't work. If you wanna read it if you haven't yet watch the actual music video and go to the comments.
Thank you for saying this those comments are driving me INSANE
It sucks when u can relate to every part of this song
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
Thanks, but I don't think it will end when the pandemic does and I already have a therapist
Yea , that’s true ;-;
Head up, it didn't, welcome to trauma! 🫠
My friend sent this to me. He's having a tough time and mentioned he's listening to this a lot because it hits home. I feel like crying hearing this is a look into how he is thinking and feeling.
"Too lazy for a suicide" way too relateable
Continue being strong, do not give up, always give yourself another chance and some more years get help with people you know and therapy
Fr
Fr
Yes I relate to every word that’s spoken …A LOT……..but 1:37
“Daydreaming of my funeral
Like who would show, bet no one would go. Hey dad, would you show up for me now? Just to bury your little boy in the ground” … that one hits pretty hard too…
It's creepy how much I identify with the lyrics. I got some chills at certain lines of the song. This would have hit very hard a few years ago... Love the song, feel less alone in my grief of loosing my father. My big thanks to the artist :)
Remington truly has a gift for song writing, and his intentions make it even more meaningful. Not only is he using music as a place to vent, but as a way to make people feel not alone. Emerson and Sebastian play just as much as a part as Rem does, and the thought that they all collaborated to make this song for Rem and their fans is heartwarming. I've been listening to this song since it came out, and it's helped me so much knowing that someone out there knows how I feel but has fought through it.
I’m not depressed, this is just REALLY catchy 😟
Same
Same
Fr
think twice ✌
This is my comfort song, I love the lyrics
I've never related more to a song
I love it so much
I feel like a lot of people can relate to every lyric in this song. This song just really hits me and I could listen to this for the rest of my life. Life is more healing with this music.
I have never felt so called out by a song before. Brb gotta go cry now
So sick and tired of being alone
So long, farewell, I'm on my own
I'm sorry mom, I've got to go
I dug this grave I call my home
My life don't mean that much to me
So I'm living for you
Yeah, I'm living for you
And you can't stand the sight of me
So what's the point of this
Fucked up catastrophe?
I'm waiting for my time to start
As I waste it
As I waste it
I pop the pills to waste some time
As I'm faded
As I'm faded
This shit messes with my head
The only home I know is my bed
Too lazy for suicide
I just watch the days pass hoping to die
So sick and tired of being alone
So long, farewell, I'm on my own
I'm sorry mom, I've got to go
I dug this grave I call my home
So sick and tired of being alone
So long, farewell, I'm on my own
I'm sorry mom, I've got to go
I dug this grave I call my home
Daydreaming of my funeral
Like who would show, bet no one would go
Hey dad, would you show up for me now?
Just to bury your little boy in the ground
You broke my heart when you left me
Was just waiting
Was just waiting
I pop these pills to waste some time
As I'm faded
As I'm faded
This shit messes with my head
The only home I know is my bed
Too lazy for a suicide
I just watch the days pass hoping to die
So sick and tired of being alone
So long, farewell, I'm on my own
I'm sorry mom, I've got to go
I dug this grave I call my home
So sick and tired of being alone
So long, farewell, I'm on my own
I'm sorry mom, I've got to go
I dug this grave I call my home
I dug this grave I call my home
I dug this grave!
“My life don’t mean that much to me so I’m living for you” this hit hard
This song is literally me. Depression to the point of being paralyzed, anxiety to the point of not being able to go out, addiction, not having anyone to talk to, and no one talking to me. So many times i have tried to take my life, 14, 14 times, but I'm still here? It got to a point where I couldn't even be bothered trying it anymore, so yeah, being to lazy for suicide...bro that's me. The only one I would be sorry for is my mum, she's been there for me. Suicidal ideation is never something I want anyone to deal with in their lives, bc I know how it feels. Everyone who has the time to read this, please, stay strong and hold on to the smallest moments of happiness, and instead of being upset when they end, hold onto hope that another will come along.
Everyday, your best will look different. Yesterday it may have been going outside, having a shower, talking and interacting with people, and today your best might be waking up and sending a single text, and maybe having half a piece of toast. Tomorrow it might look like just waking up and having water. The day after it might look like making plans and eating lots. It always looks different. Your best isn't always bettering yesterday, but overcoming at least some of your dark thoughts of today.
I'm proud of everyone here who has survived themselves ❤️
hope you're okay. I love you ❤
This music is completely my life,I wonder what exactly is the meaning of my life, apart from the fact that I'm only physically alive, but mentally I'm already dead.But I try to find hobbies to distract myself from this.
oddly relatable~
Who's HERE DECEMBER 2024?🎉
She breaks you up, tears your heart apart and crushes your hopes and dreams to live yet you are the one supposed to tell her that you're sorry. This song is the definition of that "sorry".
bro... same shit hapened to me... and the funniest part is that there's nothing you can do about it. Just wait until you find some one else or... until you die
As a girl I feel awfully sorry for guys who had to go through somehing like that... It's awful how no metter your gender the ones who look for love gots cheaters and wrong ones so often. Like someone claims love only to say later 'It's a prank bro'- I.was just playing and having fun I don't remember giving you false hopes.
This comment section is so sad but it makes me happy to know I’m not alone on this
I stumbled upon this and it is everything I have ever felt in my entire 22 years of my life. Things get better and then they get worse and better again. This feeling still stays kinda
Damn! This song is very depressive, speaks of depression for sure. Hope that people with those problems can get the help that they need.
it feels nice to have a song that so perfectly describes how i truly feel. i relate to every aspect of this song.
So glad for kings and queens who made it through.
As for others still coming back to it , wish you the best of luck.
:,]
" Too lazy for suicide, just watch the days pass hoping to die" like damn who knew a song is so accurate
I love this so much
Love it! I want more songs with the exact same vibe!
Revenge Xxxtentaction
this song was inspired by Revenge - XXXTENTACION
Maybe you can like "Family Line" by Conan Gray
3 years ago i started a new school and during the first class i was sat beside this girl. I decided to talk to her, and we quickly became best friends. Now, 3 years later, she has pretty much taken my spot in the friend group, and everyone from the group is ignoring me and hanging out without me and having fun while im just rotting in my room since no one is talking to me or replying to my messages
Im so sorry, sadly this is normal. You should try to find nee friends, it may be hard but you’ll never know unless you try. ❤❤
0:59 Drinking myself to death each night in hopes of never waking up
Damn I love instru and ur voice sounds soo rock 🤘
Also Love the outfit on that pic
you probably wanna say that to the lead singer of Palaye Royale, Remington Leith lol. he is the guy in the pic and the instrumentals are all done by his brothers/bandmates Sebastian Danzig and Emerson Barret
anyway glad you enjoy the video !
I just relate to this song.
Its describing my life in more accurate way then i could
"I'm waiting for my time to start, as I waist it" i can relate so good to that sentences
instead of talking about why he is depressed, he just says he is, I wish I could've found this song earlier
had a sudden strike of loneliness. typed the word and got this song. perfect.
"you broke my Heart when you left me" relates too much to my situation. I'd rather give up on everything then try to do anything currently life just messes with me day after day
One of the most relatable songs I've ever heard
True
“Too lazy for suicide. Just watch the days pass, hoping to die.” Too relatable.
"the only home i know is my bed" that hits hard🥲 sometimes i just want to disappear 'cause i think i'm stupid and my parents are ashamed of me
and i can't even say to anyone how i feel 'cause nobody would understand
I’m so sorry you feel this way…. it’s an awful feeling but I’d love to help with my words
Honestly I hate how I can relate to this whole song.. I’ve been dealing with depression and anxiety almost my whole life. I’ve actually thought about suicide but at the same time I can’t, mainly bc I don’t know fully on how I would do it. This song hits so hard though
The lyrics says it all just like my life.
WE ARE GETTING OUT OF OUR OWN GRAVE WITH THIS ONE 🔥🔥🗣‼️‼️💀
Hey man. I care. Your song is sad one and feel it. Chin up. You moved me and I am 47. Thank you .
Hi, just so you know this song is not their original song. It was made by a band called Palaye Royale. If you like this, you should check them out!
idk how or when but this turned from a crying song about my struggles to a song about personal power and and independence for me.
just the was the beat flows, the being ´so sick and tired´. its probably not what the writers intended but i feel like this song represents the power over ur own mental health. sometimes it feels unending, but one day you just get sick of it and bury your past self for a better newer you. its very close to my heart and personal but i felt like i had to share.
It's honestly the worst feeling, being committed to ending it, but being to overwhelmed with the stress that you can't even concentrate long enough to follow through 😔 only reason im still here
Dude i've been playing the bastards album on loop all day omg as well as some of their other songs lol their music is just so good and captures emotions so well
All the words and the sound it just… makes me wanna cry. I feel even more alone because the people around me don’t understand. It makes me wonder if.. anyone would show if I died. If they would feel sorry. If they would regret everything. Y’a know?
I know. But you know what? I got myself the answear lately. As for me my whole family would show up and cry over me or be in such a shock. They would feel bad and sorry vey few of them would regret their past actions. But...
The thing is that theh should be sorry. They would deserve it. I wouldn't even care. I would be laughing at them if I happened to have a chance watch them from above.
Because I reached to them for help. I wanted help. I asked them to help me and they refused. I told them it is seriously getting bad lately again. (Not like it was better at all since I told them the first time two years ago) They said that psychologist appointment is expensive. So you won't be going anywhere 😂
I am trying to not be a bitch only for my grand parents who are best thing that happened to me but I am a burden to them and I am hurting them by my depression and all.
I try to cope and stay alive bacause I want to live. But I don't know how long I will survive like that. It is soon to be the winter in my country now and that means awfuly bad depression episode... I might not make it till next spring. I don't give my self longer than until my 'beloved' fucking b-days on may 15th. It would be lovely day for suicide anyway but I would say I won't make it untill than. It hurts.
no one is gonna read it anyway
Same …..tbh I just don’t trust people well enough …I already been through shit
"too lazy for a suicide.." it's so fuckin relatable
god. this hit me right in the daddy issues.
It’s bad how much I’m vibing to this.
The best thing that happened in my life showed me this song , Zeyneb if u see this i miss u.
I remember listening to this song 1 year ago and relating to the lyrics. I can't say I'm doing great right now but I'm feeling wayy better than before. I feel so proud listening to this song now
Nahh this aged like milk😭😭..
💀💀💀💀@@NeuviIlette
This is the only song i know that ill cry to because how accurately i relate
Jeez this is too relatable. Truly the anthem of all of us who are only holding on for the sake of not breaking someone else's heart (for me it's also my mum. And my cat I guess).
After being translated, the meaning of the lyrics of the song Lonely from Palaye Royale is about being lonely in life. His loneliness started to get worse when his father died.
this song is so relatable. Probably the first ti e in awhile I haven’t felt alone
*time
"hey dad, would you show up for me now? just to bury your little boy in the ground"
man this is deeeep but its scary to me how much i relate to this
anyway, love the songg
bro materialized my soul
This song makes me think of Elliot Alderson and now I can’t stop thinking about how much I’d want to hug him if he were real…
0:13
Надоело, устал быть один,
Всем пока, прощайте, я сам по себе.
Прости, мама, мне нужно идти,
1:20
Я вырыл себе могилу и называю ее домом.
Моя жизнь ничего особо для меня не значит,
Я живу ради тебя, да, ради тебя.
И ты не выносишь моего вида,
Так в чем же смысл этой греб*ной трагедии?
Я жду, когда начнется мое время,
Трачу его, трачу.
Глотаю эти таблетки, чтобы убить время,
И забываюсь, забываюсь.
0:52
Это дер*мо выносит мне мозг.
Единственный дом, что у меня есть - это моя кровать.
Слишком лень совершать суицид,
1:02
Я просто наблюдаю, как проходят дни, в надежде умереть.
1:10
Надоело, устал быть один.
Всем пока, прощайте, я сам по себе.
Прости, мама, мне нужно идти,
Я вырыл себе могилу и называю ее домом.
1:36
Размышляю о своих похоронах,
Например, о том, кто придет, наверняка никто.
Эй, пап, а сейчас ты бы пришел?
Просто похоронить своего мальчика.
Ты сильно огорчил меня, когда меня бросил.
Я всё ждал и ждал.
Я всё ждал и ждал.
Глотаю эти таблетки, чтобы убить время,
И забываюсь, забываюсь.
2:02
Это дер*мо выносит мне мозг.
Единственный дом, что у меня есть - это моя кровать.
Слишком лень совершать суицид,
2:11
Я просто наблюдаю, как проходят дни, в надежде умереть. 2:19
2:20
Надоело, устал быть один,
Всем пока, прощайте, я сам по себе.
Прости, мама, мне нужно идти,
Я вырыл себе могилу и называю ее домом.
it's scary how much i can relate to this song
WHO'S HERE September 2024 ❤
Make more like this please I just randomly came across your song me and my dad where listening to it in the car 2 days later he died love man. No homo lol..
Hi, this song was actually written by a band called Palaye Royale, if you like this, maybe check them out!
@@lunam0thh_live yes I very much know about them hehaha
in the mood of screaming these lyrics as loud as i can because i relate too much
almost 2 years of constantly blasting this song into my ears
It’s scary at what they must’ve been through to get this so accurate. Always thought this was but never been able to put it down in words
"Too lazy for a suicide" Damn, why do I relate to this so much?
My hole childhood is playing in my head
Song hits differently when you are singing alone with no one around
I'm listening to this song on repeat... its perfect for my mood of depression and loss.🖤
I love this song ♡
It hurts how much I relate to this..
Same. It hurts how many of us relate to this.
This is the most relatable song ever
Now in my head....peace!
🌌As im faded 🌌
Every lyric in this song hits home
I can relate this song so much …dealing with family problems and friends… one of them died from cancer the other one is bone cancer and my other friend well ….she hasn’t answer my calls or my messages …cause I had s friend who like cutting themselves and ..no respond ..so great….and I get bullied a lot ….just great
Песня слишком душевная.... Все иностранные песни такие прекрасные, в них есть глубокий смысл, в русских песнях такое встречается редко. Обожаю. Тут даже без перевода все ясно
“so sick and tired of being alone” and “i just watch the days pass, hoping to die” are so relatable.
You know, i thought I beat my battle with suicide and depression. This just makes me realize that I haven't beaten it, i've just accepted it. "My life don't mean that much to me, so i'm living for you." This is legit how I feel. If I woke up one day and found my few friends and my grandma had died i'd be joining them. "I'm waiting for my time to start As I waste it" Legit what i'm doing every day, just letting the days pass me by. "I pop the pills to waste some time, As I'm faded" Not quite pills but those flavored pouches, yeah i kinda see myself in that. Hopefully I'll be able to come back to this one day and say I've beaten my depression and suicidal thoughts. Here's hoping.
"My life don't mean that much for me so I'm living for you" and "I pop these pills to waste some time" r so relatable
"you broke my heart when you left me" yes!!!!
"did u ever kin a song so much?" Oh,very much, specially this one song that could actually speak aloud my thoughts
The hate for your own life, but also your Fear of dying…
The worst thing comes when your only desire is to die but your loved ones holds you back. Like you don't want them to be sad because of you.
As for me it gets even funnier because I am not really that suicidal. I want help. I asked for help. Many times and openly that I need to go to psychologist or anything but I got ignored. They don't care. My family won't help me. But they still would be sad if I were to go. How lovely
Never have I related to a song more in my entire life…
It's sucks because I'm so young...to young to feel and understand and relate to these lyrics. It really sucks.
Trust me you dont want to be able to relate depression is a living hell
Yeah Im only 11 and I already have that fucking life like why me?
@@hamidundaud853 I'm 11 too :/
ive been suicidal since i was 8, your not too young, however you should be greatful that you cant relate to it. trust me.
@@creepeach8092 I said I do relate to these tho-
I love this song so much but the lyrics are absolutely heartbreaking 😭
It definitely feels a little weird listening to this song as a person who has been incredibly fortunate to never experience anything like this, but hey, it's a great and really catchy song
nobody gives a fuck about how happy you are hun.
shit hits when you’re writing your suicide note while listening to it
You're right
I played this album so much back in 2021. I miss those times.
Battling suicidal thoughts and social anxiety be so captured in this to me
Same. I just don't know how many 'It is what it is' has left me 😂. There is school in one week and I already feel like dieng.
I think you get it.
Depression makes you unable to get up from bed and do tour school work. Sit still and focused for 8hours straight. Act like nothing has happened. Act normal and happy. Ljke you didn't slept less than 4 hours at night.
Anxiety makes you overthink every ditail of your futer events like taking a bus. You are extremely panicked to not be late on the bus so you take for it 15 minuts extra even though it takes less then 10 to go to the bus stop. Because WHAT IF you he arrives early. WHAT IF you tie your shoe and became late.
At school it gets even better. All those people who hates you and talk behind your back.
Gosh I know that It's gonna be exacly like before vacation when as soon as I got home I got to my room and go to sleep not because I'm tired bht becase I've had enough and want to dissapear. Usually also crying at the pillow knowing that it is only monday and you have to be there back tomorrow.
Im living for u, yeah im living for u.. its so relatable