Listening to this makes me remember all my good memories and bad, it makes me want to fall asleep listening to this all night. it really hurts to realize that in the end, the only person you have with you is yourself. it hurts to know that when i listen to this song ive gone through so much stuff and still am standing here to this day, not knowing that my life can end in any second, minute, day, week, or year. this sound is so nostalgic and even comforting, despite the fact it reminds me of my hurtful past, it still feels good. Im probably not in the best time of life rn but somehow im going through it, even without anyone there to support or comfort me. it hurts to know that i'll probably never find someone who actually cares about me and enjoys talking to me, someone who actually matches my personality and doesnt judge me for who i am, and atleast tries to understand me. life is actually so horrible and it feels like im falling in a endless loop, wasting my seconds in life. it feels like ive just been a disappointment, and accident, to my entire family. I can never do anything right or atleast feel appreciated for what i do, and how much i try. I've been around so many toxic people and people who dont care and just finds me annoying, but deep down, i was just a kid who wanted to feel loved and cared for. whenever i meet new people i try my best to be sweet and caring towards them, heck i get told alot of times that im a sweet and caring person, but its only because i want everyone to feel the love and affection i never felt. im a soft, sensitve hearted person that in just a few words, i can easily break. Ive tried to vent about my life to someone but they never seem to care or listen, they even judge me sometimes. thats why i'd just rather not open up to anyone until i find the right person who appreciates me, for me. I am probably the most affectionate and loving person towards everyone, always putting everyone around my life first then myself, and im not complaining. seeing others happy makes me feel joy and makes me feel ive done something for that one person, thats my joy. Ive always wanted to be told in life, just how much i helped that person for their issues, for their mental problems. i dont want to die knowing i didnt atleast do anything for someone. i want someone to treat me like how i treat others, and not in the mean and bad way, i mean in the way where ive loved and cared for others so much that i can barely be able to love myself. i hate myself. i tell that to myself everyday. I want someone to check up on me everyday and make me feel loved and appreciated, thats all ive ever asked for. to the person reading this, and made it this far to my huge paragraph, i just want you to know im proud of you and love you very much. even tho you'll only see me as a weird person behind the screen, i care for you. and im so proud. I want you to know your not alone with what your going through in life, and i want you to know your appreciated, appreciated by me. please take care of yourself, dont forget to stay hydrated and eat alot, its good for your health. take care and never give up. always try to be nice to everyone around you, being mean is pointless and you dont know how a few words can help someone or affect them. words have power, alot of it. one insult to someone and it'll change them completely. always be nice and caring towards everyone, because you dont know how long it'll last. I love everyone reading this, keep your head high. xoxo.
This music makes me feel like I'm in a state of shock. This music makes me remember how I was laying down, staring at the roof of my house whilst resting in my bed without being able to move a muscle, but gazing at a wall made me contemplate life, making me realize how pathetic I am. But this isn't the end. Whoever is reading this must know that if you think that you're in a state of being miserable, then you've greatly matured. You've matured physically and mentally. I'm proud of you that you're still here, surviving. To whoever is reading this, you can do it!
Listening to this makes me remember all my good memories and bad, it makes me want to fall asleep listening to this all night. it really hurts to realize that in the end, the only person you have with you is yourself.
it hurts to know that when i listen to this song ive gone through so much stuff and still am standing here to this day, not knowing that my life can end in any second, minute, day, week, or year. this sound is so nostalgic and even comforting, despite the fact it reminds me of my hurtful past, it still feels good. Im probably not in the best time of life rn but somehow im going through it, even without anyone there to support or comfort me. it hurts to know that i'll probably never find someone who actually cares about me and enjoys talking to me, someone who actually matches my personality and doesnt judge me for who i am, and atleast tries to understand me. life is actually so horrible and it feels like im falling in a endless loop, wasting my seconds in life. it feels like ive just been a disappointment, and accident, to my entire family. I can never do anything right or atleast feel appreciated for what i do, and how much i try. I've been around so many toxic people and people who dont care and just finds me annoying, but deep down, i was just a kid who wanted to feel loved and cared for. whenever i meet new people i try my best to be sweet and caring towards them, heck i get told alot of times that im a sweet and caring person, but its only because i want everyone to feel the love and affection i never felt. im a soft, sensitve hearted person that in just a few words, i can easily break. Ive tried to vent about my life to someone but they never seem to care or listen, they even judge me sometimes. thats why i'd just rather not open up to anyone until i find the right person who appreciates me, for me. I am probably the most affectionate and loving person towards everyone, always putting everyone around my life first then myself, and im not complaining. seeing others happy makes me feel joy and makes me feel ive done something for that one person, thats my joy. Ive always wanted to be told in life, just how much i helped that person for their issues, for their mental problems. i dont want to die knowing i didnt atleast do anything for someone. i want someone to treat me like how i treat others, and not in the mean and bad way, i mean in the way where ive loved and cared for others so much that i can barely be able to love myself. i hate myself. i tell that to myself everyday. I want someone to check up on me everyday and make me feel loved and appreciated, thats all ive ever asked for. to the person reading this, and made it this far to my huge paragraph, i just want you to know im proud of you and love you very much. even tho you'll only see me as a weird person behind the screen, i care for you. and im so proud. I want you to know your not alone with what your going through in life, and i want you to know your appreciated, appreciated by me. please take care of yourself, dont forget to stay hydrated and eat alot, its good for your health. take care and never give up. always try to be nice to everyone around you, being mean is pointless and you dont know how a few words can help someone or affect them. words have power, alot of it. one insult to someone and it'll change them completely. always be nice and caring towards everyone, because you dont know how long it'll last. I love everyone reading this, keep your head high. xoxo.
Gurl how did u type all that
Holy yap
finally someone make the 1h
This music makes me feel like I'm in a state of shock. This music makes me remember how I was laying down, staring at the roof of my house whilst resting in my bed without being able to move a muscle, but gazing at a wall made me contemplate life, making me realize how pathetic I am.
But this isn't the end. Whoever is reading this must know that if you think that you're in a state of being miserable, then you've greatly matured. You've matured physically and mentally. I'm proud of you that you're still here, surviving.
To whoever is reading this, you can do it!
Ima better father than you Rick
Ricky dicky doo dah grimes
Who saves the princess
Weird cuz my dads name is Rick😭 and he the best man I know
this gives me the therian vibe i wanna cry scream and howl, i wanna run on all fours in nature i wanna stand and cry to this song its beautiful.
Im listening and looking to n the comments
Finally a 1hr thank you but blank screen?
I might do one with black screen soon bro
Can you make it more slower
Remix on remix on remix💀
Thanks but can you put the song in normal speed 1 hour please?
Sure bro soon
@@loudoughty thank you
@@BeastyEra all good bro it might take a while considering I’m just on my phone it takes around 2 days to upload
@@loudoughty it’s all good take your time
@@BeastyEra thanks bro appreciate it have a good day bro