Covid Breathing

Covid Breathing
So then, after another sleepless night, I was up constantly
running to the bathroom, constantly, falling over myself.
Constantly exhausting, constantly having chills and to flu on
top of everything else and constantly having a fever and not
being sure even where I was. That then today constantly not
trying to recover last night. Because I don't know last night. I
don't know it as an event. I don't know what is a boundary. I
don't know what is anything. It just happened over a period of
time like a cloud that settled and set or transformed or. If it
wasn't for her, I'm hoping explain what was happening. It would
have been no explanation at all period This goes nowhere and I
feel. I'm losing the track of my theoretical work of my
photographic work on my video work of my language oriented work.
Of my programming work. Everything gets into a mess by the time,
it's 4 or 5 in the morning, and I haven't been sleeping and I'm
exhausted and constantly running back-and-forth into the
bathroom. And constantly complaining about myself to myself to
the point where there's no place to stand period I know a lot of
you out there also go for the same thing. And I don't know how
you handle this period I can't handle this period for some
reason. How do I think load was a completely different period so
I'm working from what I consider not a sick bed but a sick
environment period an environment of ill literature period I'm
not sure where to take that. I'm waiting for the couple books to
come out. Or at least one book to come out and another to be
back in the work again period if these don't happen, I don't
know what I'll do period they were written in calmer times
period at this point all I can do is create what I consider
repetitive dysfunctions period no, not that repetitive
disjunctions. Period the language keeps slipping away from a
and the theory modifies itself into something else as if there
was a friend of since there was a fence that was halfway closed.
Separating 1 bit of pestilence from another for no particular
reason and the tumbleweed pays no attention at all.