one thing I've taken to is writing down every single thing I end up thinking about doing, which does lead to a long eventual todo list 😅 but I DO get everything done in due time, and I learn to schedule and plan much more efficiently with paper planning.
I have this aspect, and holy shit what you said about dreams is so ridiculously accurate. Im always in disbelief when people say they dont dream because i literally dream every single night all night, and it really is i how figure things out and make sense of things
Rewatching this after 5 years, there's always something new for me to glean and resonate with depending on where I am in life. Thank you again, Jewel ♡
I have this in my chart but I feel like it only relates a little bit to me or maybe might have a muted effect, because I consider myself successful and I love to take calculated risks. I definitely have an imaginative mind and sometimes I do a lot of thinking/talking with no action, but there have been plenty of occasions where I've been very decisive and manifested things or experiences no one thought I could, so I don't know what to make of this. I will also say that I do have a fear of failure that is (almost) crippling at times and had a lot of people tell me I'm perfectionist and it's been frustrating to deal with, but I usually manage to work past it in most instances though it takes a lot of effort, especially if I care a lot about the outcome (ex: career success) or it involves intense vulnerability (ex: trying to write and perform music)
Hey Everyone, this video almost perfectly describes the symptoms of the Inattentive subtype of ADHD (Also, look up Sluggish Cognitive Tempo). Seriously, look up some videos on the topic. I am not saying that you have it. However, if the description fits, it might be worth making an appointment with a professional. It is a genetic and hereditary condition, but it can be improved. The brain is amazing that way. You can use Cognitive Behavioral Therapy to train the brain. Also, I normally don't recommend medication, but it really is worth checking out. There are risks, but they clearly help people that are like me...Maybe I should say people like us? I don't know. This post is worth making if it just helps one of you. :)
CBT and mindfulness practices hv helped me tremendously in getting control of the dreamy mind and get grounded and take action. Meds might not be good bc of Neptune. Meds pushed me further into the Neptune side. But may do the opp and push towards the mars side for others, but hopefully without the compulsion. CBT and mindfulnesd practices (being in the ptesent moment) gets those neurons to fire regularly, stay grounded and take action is a must. Can also increase tolerance from the stress and fear of taking action. An supportive accountability partner who is more action-oriented and grounded in the day to day can be a good motivator and inspiration.
I have this aspect and when you said we can be prone to get in car accidents... blew my mind because I’ve been in so many car accidents. Luckily I haven’t gotten seriously injured. And it has everything to do with my maladaptive daydreaming...
You basically described me??? I have a Leo Mars on my ASC inconjunct Neptune in Capricorn, 5th house. It happens a lot, that I'm taken advantage of, I was also bullied in school. When I was in relationships my boundaries were always broken. And also I rlly wanted to learn playing the piano, so I did sth risky for a first time in a long while, I bought a keyboard but it doesn't have 81 keys like piano does and now I see how stupid it was. Basically I don't plan anything, I live in my head most of the time. I've come to a self-respect in the academic field, I learnt that I can study and do well but first I need to study and to plan it and got into a forensics psychology specialisation thanks to this, passed all my exams in the 1st try and now I'm gonna help with a research study. I think of all the bad aspects in my life, Mars inconjunct Neptune is the worst, It's like I'm completely self-limited. And I also have sun Taurus 10th house opposite Pluto in scorpio 4th house, which squares my Mars and ASC and also my Mars and asc squares my sun. And my Pluto squares my descendant. I guess in this lifetime for me it's about learning how to take effective, risky action
Wow, I'm very surprised by how this relate to my life. I wasn't aware of this place, but now it suddenly came to me like magic, just when I felt that that was something strange about me that I couldn't explain by my Pisces Sun. Thank you very much!!!
Thank you for posting about this aspect. I also have Neptune Inconjunct Saturn. BUT Mars and Saturn are Sextile, so it tends to even out. Somewhat :) This is definitely a stone in your shoe aspect. For sure.
I have Mars in Pisces. Sounds familiar. Boundaries, boundaries, boundaries. But on the other hand taking risks asserting yourself not going with the flow. Fighting for yourself. Extreem self sacrifice is problem here.
Horribly accurate, unfortunately. Even the father part. My father was Pisces, with an overcrowded 12th house (including his Sun) and he was very weak, very unpresent, despite the fact that he was there in the flesh. I have this inconjunction as part of a Yod, with Pluto inconjunct Mars as well. Not fun at all.
Could u talk about mars inconjunct Uranus. I have my aries rising inconjunct pluto scorpio 7th house and i also have my mars inconjunct neptune uranus conjunct in capricorn MC
I have this but it doesn’t match me at all, perhaps my other placements are stronger? I do daydream but I’m not a stupid risk taker, in fact, I’m pretty careful about everything.
Jeffery Dahmer has this with neptune Rx in the 1st an d Mars in 6th. apart from being a serial killer...he had drinking problem; His father (and mother) was absent and negligent, his mother was suicidal. He was planning to build kind of a shrine from the skeletons of his victims for himself (dreamer verging on delusional). He was gay (I read somewhere this aspect is present in charts of gay men). Sorry for the bad example but coincidently, just found out about it. My ex has it exact with Mars in Gemini and Neptune in Capricorn. I have the sesquiquadrate: how bad or different is it?
@@Oulalaaa What? Be available to query on my placements that are exact (?) to your bf? Indifference to drinking with (non-Rx) 1st house Neptune, with an ick for the though of any mind altering crap? Wax rhapsodicaly in more detail on how little appeal and excitement in its potential a personalized bone shrine hold to me? :D Mind you my Mars (Rx) - Neptune mess, is paired with equally disheartening inconjunction in a Yod. ... So far have not been able to determine if its a divine punishment that must be worked through, or somehow is a cool thing it sounded as before looking up aspects like these. >_> :'D
This is such a horrible aspect for me... but maybe it's even worse for me because my Mars square Pluto and my Sun as well (all in fixed signs) 😣. Venus Square Neptune as well. Sigh... 😞
I have a YOD with this aspect along with Jupiter. You just described my life! By the way the apex of this YOD is on my midheaven. Neptune (the tip of the YOD) conjunct Saturn on midheaven
Omg you are so learned!! I’ve never heard such knowing understanding of some of the subtler aspects. I have a question though. What is good about planets like Neptune in this case, Fir example, I hear that Venus and Neptune can be positive and negative. A Venus Neptune aspect can offer a capacity divine love but negatively it renders the native hopelessly romantic and therefore falls victim to such idealism that they can’t partner up in the concrete world. How is mars and Neptune positive??? Is it only a negative connection?
No, it can be positive but I’m describing a hard aspect here that presents challenges. Mars and Neptune can be a wonderful combination. It brings a blending of self projection and compassion. One can project themselves as any number of things and when this is understood it brings the power to deal with death and unknowns with confidence.
When it is an out of sign inconjunction, do these rules still apply? Like Mars is an Aries and Neptune is Sagittarius so those are two fires signs so there is a compatibility.
+bloodbuddy7 If Neptune is at the midheaven this is going to make this aspect more difficult because Neptune is what the person thinks they want to grow into. So, they will likely exemplify this aspect more than most.
because I seem to be quite able to go out and get major life things done (mars in the 10th) but when it comes to the tiredness, sorting things out in dreams, being overly permissive, all of that is true
+bloodbuddy7 Then Mars is the leading planet and in fire it has more energy. It won't take the character influences out of the aspect but it does make Mars function more straight forward.
Damn i have this natal placement, and i also relate to most of this video. My fantasies are extremely private and an extreme escapist delusion, and its kinda distracting and forcibly meek.
How can I understand and see what is the real reality of my capacities? I see that the answer is obvious to most people, they never even had to question this to themselves. How about “impossible is nothing” and blablabla. When you know you have so much power inside you and you don’t know how to jump from the mind to action and you are also afraid of your power because when you feel the Martian energy you feel you may explode so you begin to repress every emotion of anger and you link anger with shame so there’s an enormous disease anytime something doesn’t go as you imagined or anytime you have to use your body to express yourself. I always have been proud to be a “if you can dream it you can do it” in a world of “stop dreaming and start living” and now I don’t know how to keep moving without the risk of simply renounce to my dreams due to the fact I’m an adult, accepting reality and always be sad because I wanted to do something special and I know I have the capacities but I never really tried in the real world. I quit so many interests because in my mind has always been so perfect and at the first obstacle in the real life it was so disappointing that I thought “maybe this is not the right thing for me”, loose all the interest and moved to something else. But I don’t know yet who I am and I’m suffering... I always suffered, but now, knowing that maybe the qualities I think I have aren’t real it’s like I’m a black hole besides of a lot of stars and planets... am I real? Even when I look at the mirror I don’t recognize me anymore, but I know it’s because I’m starting to see my “real” self over the self I imagined to be. It’s strange to explain, how many times I looked on a photograph of me and I was disgusted because what I saw was soooo different instead of the reflection I saw in the mirror!! Never took care of mars (retrograde in Gemini) and now I discovered those “yods”, I have two, one with mars apex and the other with Neptune apex (in 5th). In fact despite I don’t feel any Martian energy I have a relationship with a very martian-plutonian persona and this struggles me a lot. I also am in my first Saturn return. I don’t know what will happen to me because I don’t know who I want to be yet. Many many ideas, ideals, but in the real world no actions, no assertiveness. It’s so frustrating.
WHAT you just wrote! I have Neptune 1H Capricorn inconjunct Mars Rx in Gemini 7H.... this is soooo trueeee... I kinda get a feel of your description when you said you have multiple interests... same here.... willpower struggles... All I can do is read a lot of books like astrology books about all possible topics and subjects.... I feel like I can change the world with my ideas and I also have a heavy Aquarius archetype in my chart so my ideas are very futuristic... 2 yods in my chart.... We should chat about it!
@@AstrologiaEwolucyjna i just read your answer... i came back on this video since my 2d yod has been activated and here i am again questioning everything and trying to cope with my gluttonous will to "have the best of it all" lol. + saturn transit on my dsc + transit pluto squaring my venus... praying for some faith. what about you?
I am exhausted I have finger of God to Sagittarius (quincunx taurus) to his video AND part of fortune quincunx vertex. That's 3 yods. I just want to unlock myself 😩
I wonder why the inconjunct is so unfavorable, you said nothing positive about this placement. But for the square and opposition you sounded a lot more positive and hopeful.even pointing to how there are artistic abilities with that placement. I hope there are some positive qualities to come from this..
Same, cancer 10/ sag 4. Just passed a 4th house perfection year and really started trying to manifest upon going to and awaking from sleep. Trying to make this placement work for me. My dad was easy going but absent frequently and had a charismatic addictive personality, truly represented by the 4rth house sag conjunct my IC. Be well, through the ridiculous, awareness is key🤞
one thing I've taken to is writing down every single thing I end up thinking about doing, which does lead to a long eventual todo list 😅 but I DO get everything done in due time, and I learn to schedule and plan much more efficiently with paper planning.
I have this aspect, and holy shit what you said about dreams is so ridiculously accurate. Im always in disbelief when people say they dont dream because i literally dream every single night all night, and it really is i how figure things out and make sense of things
blegh this is such a hard aspect to work with/get abreast of! you described it really really well.
Rewatching this after 5 years, there's always something new for me to glean and resonate with depending on where I am in life. Thank you again, Jewel ♡
I have this in my chart but I feel like it only relates a little bit to me or maybe might have a muted effect, because I consider myself successful and I love to take calculated risks. I definitely have an imaginative mind and sometimes I do a lot of thinking/talking with no action, but there have been plenty of occasions where I've been very decisive and manifested things or experiences no one thought I could, so I don't know what to make of this.
I will also say that I do have a fear of failure that is (almost) crippling at times and had a lot of people tell me I'm perfectionist and it's been frustrating to deal with, but I usually manage to work past it in most instances though it takes a lot of effort,
especially if I care a lot about the outcome (ex: career success) or it involves intense vulnerability (ex: trying to write and perform music)
Hey Everyone, this video almost perfectly describes the symptoms of the Inattentive subtype of ADHD (Also, look up Sluggish Cognitive Tempo). Seriously, look up some videos on the topic. I am not saying that you have it. However, if the description fits, it might be worth making an appointment with a professional. It is a genetic and hereditary condition, but it can be improved. The brain is amazing that way.
You can use Cognitive Behavioral Therapy to train the brain. Also, I normally don't recommend medication, but it really is worth checking out. There are risks, but they clearly help people that are like me...Maybe I should say people like us? I don't know. This post is worth making if it just helps one of you. :)
funny, I'm diagnosed with that
Lol hilarious bc I just realized I have inattentive ADHD at age 31
i know someone with this placement that is diagnosed with adhd
CBT and mindfulness practices hv helped me tremendously in getting control of the dreamy mind and get grounded and take action. Meds might not be good bc of Neptune. Meds pushed me further into the Neptune side. But may do the opp and push towards the mars side for others, but hopefully without the compulsion. CBT and mindfulnesd practices (being in the ptesent moment) gets those neurons to fire regularly, stay grounded and take action is a must. Can also increase tolerance from the stress and fear of taking action. An supportive accountability partner who is more action-oriented and grounded in the day to day can be a good motivator and inspiration.
I think it is more like ADD, but I am seeing your point and it is a great one.
I have this aspect and when you said we can be prone to get in car accidents... blew my mind because I’ve been in so many car accidents. Luckily I haven’t gotten seriously injured. And it has everything to do with my maladaptive daydreaming...
Beautifully explained, thank you Jewel.
You basically described me??? I have a Leo Mars on my ASC inconjunct Neptune in Capricorn, 5th house. It happens a lot, that I'm taken advantage of, I was also bullied in school. When I was in relationships my boundaries were always broken. And also I rlly wanted to learn playing the piano, so I did sth risky for a first time in a long while, I bought a keyboard but it doesn't have 81 keys like piano does and now I see how stupid it was. Basically I don't plan anything, I live in my head most of the time. I've come to a self-respect in the academic field, I learnt that I can study and do well but first I need to study and to plan it and got into a forensics psychology specialisation thanks to this, passed all my exams in the 1st try and now I'm gonna help with a research study.
I think of all the bad aspects in my life, Mars inconjunct Neptune is the worst, It's like I'm completely self-limited. And I also have sun Taurus 10th house opposite Pluto in scorpio 4th house, which squares my Mars and ASC and also my Mars and asc squares my sun. And my Pluto squares my descendant. I guess in this lifetime for me it's about learning how to take effective, risky action
Talk about hell on earth, lol
You’re amazing.
If you feel it, I would love you hear about Neptune conjunct Uranus or either of those conjunct the Asc!
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Such a beautifully articulated video. Many thanks 🙏
Damn this was spot on!
I rewatch this video every other year.
btw I have this aspect and the dream thing is true
Wow, I'm very surprised by how this relate to my life. I wasn't aware of this place, but now it suddenly came to me like magic, just when I felt that that was something strange about me that I couldn't explain by my Pisces Sun. Thank you very much!!!
I just love your work, Jewel. sooooo spot on, Neptune in my 3rd house with Mars in the 9th.
I have this with my mars being in cancer, makes it all so much worse :\
My mars also in cancer....I understand you,
Me too Mars in Cancer. Attract weak guys
Same here u_u
@@52cardsoftruthHU I also have this aspect and Mars in Cancer 😏 Would you mind sharing what you mean by "weak guys"?
Me too
Thank you for posting about this aspect. I also have Neptune Inconjunct Saturn. BUT Mars and Saturn are Sextile, so it tends to even out. Somewhat :) This is definitely a stone in your shoe aspect. For sure.
Marilyn Monroe had this placement with Neptune in Leo & Mars in Pisces.
I have Mars in Pisces. Sounds familiar. Boundaries, boundaries, boundaries. But on the other hand taking risks asserting yourself not going with the flow. Fighting for yourself. Extreem self sacrifice is problem here.
Fantastic explanation!!! S2
Horribly accurate, unfortunately. Even the father part. My father was Pisces, with an overcrowded 12th house (including his Sun) and he was very weak, very unpresent, despite the fact that he was there in the flesh. I have this inconjunction as part of a Yod, with Pluto inconjunct Mars as well. Not fun at all.
me too as part of a Yod, i understand
meghauw uhmm my father was present and a strong and good man. Although he was a sun Pisces.
I have this as a part of a yod too :( it's so hard
12th House Mars in Ashlesha nakshatra inconjunct 5th House Neptune in Purva Ashadha nakshatra - it’s hard but fascinating
Same exact placements but with Mars 4th Neptune 9th
Another great video! Is the inconjunction in this case similar to the semi-sextile?
Could u talk about mars inconjunct Uranus. I have my aries rising inconjunct pluto scorpio 7th house and i also have my mars inconjunct neptune uranus conjunct in capricorn MC
I have this but it doesn’t match me at all, perhaps my other placements are stronger? I do daydream but I’m not a stupid risk taker, in fact, I’m pretty careful about everything.
I have this aspect. All is true except the father. My father is great. 💙💙💙
Jeffery Dahmer has this with neptune Rx in the 1st an d Mars in 6th. apart from being a serial killer...he had drinking problem; His father (and mother) was absent and negligent, his mother was suicidal. He was planning to build kind of a shrine from the skeletons of his victims for himself (dreamer verging on delusional). He was gay (I read somewhere this aspect is present in charts of gay men). Sorry for the bad example but coincidently, just found out about it.
My ex has it exact with Mars in Gemini and Neptune in Capricorn. I have the sesquiquadrate: how bad or different is it?
Can confirm. No desire to build a bone shrine, nor serial kill for any other conceivable usage or recreational time
@@FlamesAndShadows Thank you for your reply. Could you elaborate?
@@Oulalaaa What? Be available to query on my placements that are exact (?) to your bf? Indifference to drinking with (non-Rx) 1st house Neptune, with an ick for the though of any mind altering crap? Wax rhapsodicaly in more detail on how little appeal and excitement in its potential a personalized bone shrine hold to me? :D Mind you my Mars (Rx) - Neptune mess, is paired with equally disheartening inconjunction in a Yod. ... So far have not been able to determine if its a divine punishment that must be worked through, or somehow is a cool thing it sounded as before looking up aspects like these. >_> :'D
Thank god my mars is in Leo in the 8th house trine ascendant and square Pluto but I also have inconjunct Uranus, I'm pretty sure my mars is strong
This is such a horrible aspect for me... but maybe it's even worse for me because my Mars square Pluto and my Sun as well (all in fixed signs) 😣. Venus Square Neptune as well. Sigh... 😞
EXO & MONSTA X You poor thing... I thought my Venus, Mars & Pluto grand cross was bad.
Sucks to be you.
My mars also squre pluto....beautiful
Jeffrey Dahmer had that. It's so eery when you say that when the person they are passionate about comes along,they take action 😮
I have a YOD with this aspect along with Jupiter. You just described my life!
By the way the apex of this YOD is on my midheaven. Neptune (the tip of the YOD) conjunct Saturn on midheaven
So interesting! Thank you so much!
What about the effect of Mars biquintile Neptune?
Just like everyone else... sad😭 Curious... Neptune is the fulcrum with mars and Saturn in a yod.... any input with that????? 🙁
Omg you are so learned!! I’ve never heard such knowing understanding of some of the subtler aspects. I have a question though. What is good about planets like Neptune in this case, Fir example, I hear that Venus and Neptune can be positive and negative. A Venus Neptune aspect can offer a capacity divine love but negatively it renders the native hopelessly romantic and therefore falls victim to such idealism that they can’t partner up in the concrete world. How is mars and Neptune positive??? Is it only a negative connection?
No, it can be positive but I’m describing a hard aspect here that presents challenges. Mars and Neptune can be a wonderful combination. It brings a blending of self projection and compassion. One can project themselves as any number of things and when this is understood it brings the power to deal with death and unknowns with confidence.
requesting moon square neptune :)
have this in a composite.
When it is an out of sign inconjunction, do these rules still apply? Like Mars is an Aries and Neptune is Sagittarius so those are two fires signs so there is a compatibility.
So basically this is where my inattentive ADHD stems from 🙃
so what do ou consider is an appropiate orb for this aspect? I have it at -5 degrees, but feels like the kind of stupid stuff I do
+Melissa Orozco they are likely Inconjunct by sign. Just that alone can add some challenges.
lol...well i definitely feel this one.
Could you please do natal Venus inconjunct Neptune?
is this the same as mars opposition Neptune?
+Luckey F. Starr No, I have another video for that one on my playlist.
How about Natal Mars biquintille Neptune?
What if mars is well placed (in fire) at the midheaven and neptune near the bottom of the chart?
+bloodbuddy7 If Neptune is at the midheaven this is going to make this aspect more difficult because Neptune is what the person thinks they want to grow into. So, they will likely exemplify this aspect more than most.
Truth In Aspect Astrology/ Jewel Mayberry other way round though, if mars is at the midheaven?
because I seem to be quite able to go out and get major life things done (mars in the 10th) but when it comes to the tiredness, sorting things out in dreams, being overly permissive, all of that is true
+bloodbuddy7 Then Mars is the leading planet and in fire it has more energy. It won't take the character influences out of the aspect but it does make Mars function more straight forward.
Damn i have this natal placement, and i also relate to most of this video. My fantasies are extremely private and an extreme escapist delusion, and its kinda distracting and forcibly meek.
How can I understand and see what is the real reality of my capacities? I see that the answer is obvious to most people, they never even had to question this to themselves.
How about “impossible is nothing” and blablabla. When you know you have so much power inside you and you don’t know how to jump from the mind to action and you are also afraid of your power because when you feel the Martian energy you feel you may explode so you begin to repress every emotion of anger and you link anger with shame so there’s an enormous disease anytime something doesn’t go as you imagined or anytime you have to use your body to express yourself.
I always have been proud to be a “if you can dream it you can do it” in a world of “stop dreaming and start living” and now I don’t know how to keep moving without the risk of simply renounce to my dreams due to the fact I’m an adult, accepting reality and always be sad because I wanted to do something special and I know I have the capacities but I never really tried in the real world.
I quit so many interests because in my mind has always been so perfect and at the first obstacle in the real life it was so disappointing that I thought “maybe this is not the right thing for me”, loose all the interest and moved to something else. But I don’t know yet who I am and I’m suffering... I always suffered, but now, knowing that maybe the qualities I think I have aren’t real it’s like I’m a black hole besides of a lot of stars and planets... am I real? Even when I look at the mirror I don’t recognize me anymore, but I know it’s because I’m starting to see my “real” self over the self I imagined to be. It’s strange to explain, how many times I looked on a photograph of me and I was disgusted because what I saw was soooo different instead of the reflection I saw in the mirror!!
Never took care of mars (retrograde in Gemini) and now I discovered those “yods”, I have two, one with mars apex and the other with Neptune apex (in 5th). In fact despite I don’t feel any Martian energy I have a relationship with a very martian-plutonian persona and this struggles me a lot. I also am in my first Saturn return.
I don’t know what will happen to me because I don’t know who I want to be yet. Many many ideas, ideals, but in the real world no actions, no assertiveness. It’s so frustrating.
WHAT you just wrote! I have Neptune 1H Capricorn inconjunct Mars Rx in Gemini 7H.... this is soooo trueeee... I kinda get a feel of your description when you said you have multiple interests... same here.... willpower struggles... All I can do is read a lot of books like astrology books about all possible topics and subjects.... I feel like I can change the world with my ideas and I also have a heavy Aquarius archetype in my chart so my ideas are very futuristic... 2 yods in my chart.... We should chat about it!
@@AstrologiaEwolucyjna i just read your answer... i came back on this video since my 2d yod has been activated and here i am again questioning everything and trying to cope with my gluttonous will to "have the best of it all" lol. + saturn transit on my dsc + transit pluto squaring my venus... praying for some faith. what about you?
🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
is this the same as mars discordant neptune?
I am exhausted I have finger of God to Sagittarius (quincunx taurus) to his video AND part of fortune quincunx vertex. That's 3 yods. I just want to unlock myself 😩
Physical boundaries!
Learning self respect by taking physical action
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It's 50/50
Well fuck, this is too spot on. >___
I wonder why the inconjunct is so unfavorable, you said nothing positive about this placement.
But for the square and opposition you sounded a lot more positive and hopeful.even pointing to how there are artistic abilities with that placement.
I hope there are some positive qualities to come from this..
so sad of how true is this to me - so weak thats why i dont feel my leo mars
thank you
Same here
wow this video is depressing. what a horrible placement.
Wym. I just started this video why are you saying this???
I have mars 10th 4th neptune and i find it ridiculous. Honestly.
Same, cancer 10/ sag 4. Just passed a 4th house perfection year and really started trying to manifest upon going to and awaking from sleep. Trying to make this placement work for me. My dad was easy going but absent frequently and had a charismatic addictive personality, truly represented by the 4rth house sag conjunct my IC. Be well, through the ridiculous, awareness is key🤞
🙏
Neptune, Uranus, Saturn, Pluto quincunx retrograde mars + north node in 1st.
Wish me luck guys lol
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