bucky barnes • traumas, they surround me
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- Опубліковано 3 жов 2024
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"I am no longer the Winter Soldier. I am James Bucky Barnes, and you're part of my efforts to make amends"
I'm so happy that, after having like two lines in every movie he was in, bucky finally had his chance to shine.
I liked tfatws, not like wandavision, but I think that there are two very different shows and it's useless to compare them. However, I still feel like they didn't properly focused on bucky's trauma, but now my boy is feeling a little better, so I'm not complaining✨
Now I can't wait to see Loki (if they're not killing him for the fourth time, obv).
This is just a tribute I wanted to do to one of my favourite characters in the mcu and I think this song really fits him, and ofc I couldn't fail to put in here his boys, 'cause I think a lot of bucky's character can be seen in his relationship with sam and steve.
But let me know what you think, please! ❤
#buckybarnes #trauma #tfatws #fanvidfeed #nf #marvel #steve&bucky #sam&bucky #mcu #viddingisart #thewintersoldier
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⦁ character: bucky barnes
⦁ song: /watch?v=_cZFI9EVb2Y
⦁ coloring: "porcelain" by jula misiak
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“if he was wrong about you than he was wrong about me” that hits hard. and the scene where he had to tell his friend that he killed his son..dang, that was a really hard scene.
right? I felt so sorry and so sad for him ;-;
I'm happy he finally realized that, even thought he did what he did when he was the winter soldier, he didn't have a choice and he wasn't his fault, that he was just another victim
and then they fucking cut the scene. don’t get me wrong, sams hero speech was important, but not important enough to take away just 30 seconds to see his reaction
@@nomournersnofunerals That's what bothered me about the series tho. It never once acknowledged Bucky was a victim. Everything, including Sam was saying he had to "put in the work" to "pull himself out" of his personal hell- as though it was self-inflicted or something. As though he chose what he did with HYDRA and was complicit. Since when did a victim have to make amends to other victims? It doesn't make sense. To me the whole thing seemed very victim-blamey.
OMG the definitions of the words! That's the fastest I've started to cry in a Bucky vid. Well done!
aww, thank you so much 🥰🥰
Same, I just started crying
I feel like in a way, Bucky’s relationship was sadder and more difficult than his worth Sam’s even if he’s known Steve longer. I feel like Sam gave Bucky hope and their friendship isn’t built on the same struggle
I totally agree ç_ç
I'm happy that by the end of tfatws bucky seems to be more stable, happy and "free" than he ever was.
it's a long journey but at least now he has hope ✨
Bucky seeing his new arm and asking where the fight is really does a number. it shows he wasn’t just saying there’s always a fight because he’s only ever been at war. it’s because it continues to be true. he’s almost numb to it when he asks the question
amazing vid btw!
I think Bucky had the greatest journey in the movies/series. He certainly lost the most, gained the most and changed the most. I've always been more drawn to Bucky and to Daniel Sousa because of my Great Uncle's WW2 experience and how it changed him
OMG Sousa, I LOVED Daniel Sousa (I still have to watch the last seasons of "Agents of Shield", but I adored him in "Agent Carter"), is like the most beautiful human being that I ever saw 😭
I think it's funny how they make a very similiar journey (minus, the hydra part for sousa ofc), going trough one of the most horrific time period that modern history ever had, and then finding themselves in a future they don't really know, but are willing to embrace.
All of this while remaning kind, which is A LOT after everything they'd been through
God, I just love them so much 💖
whoa, i thought the trigger words were just random, i got so sad for him bucky when he said that steve could be wrong about him, he definitely wasn’t, i just wanna hug him
same! I want to wrap him up ina blanket and protect him from the evil of the world ç_ç
I just realized my mcu comfort characters are the most broken ones like Bucky, Wanda, etc...
Great edit btw absolutely love it
thank you so much 💖
And I agree, my favorite is Loki, so I totally understand! 🥰
I always thought the words™ were just random and after all these years I finally realize that they're not.
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I still suspect some of them are a bit random lol
But I think it's interesting how 17, 9 and 1 are literally 1917 (bucky's birth year) in reverse
@@IdkIdc-tw9ct you know, your'e kinda right, hahahah
I mean, probably these words have a personal, deep meaning, otherwise they wouldn't be such a trigger to bucky, but nor the movies nor the comics (in which I think they never appear) give us an explanation for them. I don't think they are random, but I truly doubt that they all mean what I've shown in my video. They were mostly my interpretation c:
Fun fact: it took me more for doing that part than the entire edit 😂
I think the only ones whose meaning is more easy to find are "homecoming" (that was kinda explained with that scene in tfatws), "seventeen" (which could also be a reference to bucky being the seventeenth person to be experiment on by hydra with the super soldier serum, and the first to survive, hence "one") and "feight car" (this is kinda obvious). For the rest, well, I decided to go with a more "poetic" explanation 💖
The number combination surprised me too while I was working with this, and was one of the reasons I choose to put a meaning behind the words in the first place 🥰
Sam telling Bucky that the shield had nothing to do with him actually makes me mad. The shield means more to Bucky than it ever meant to Sam, because of who held it.
I understand completely! If I have to be honest, I have to say that that scene really hurt me, but I think it's nice to see the character development both sam & bucky had after it.
I think it was essential to their relationship, they started not trusting each others, with the only thing in common being their friend who now is gone, and ended up as really good partners, who can rely on each others (even though, for me, the bond between steve & bucky will always be unreplaceable, and endgame!steve is not my steve).
In the end bucky understood why sam felt like he had to gave up the shield and sam got why that shield meant so much to bucky 💖
When bucky said "that shield's the closest thing I've got left to a family, so when you retired it, it made me feel like I had nothing left" I admit I kinda cried 😭
he still loves steve so much, OMG
I saw a lot of tumblr and twitter stans going so hard on Bucky for not understanding the issue with racism and stuff, and honestly, I didn't see how Bucky's acting had anything to do with him not understanding Sam's position with the color of his skin. I felt like for Bucky it was never about that, it was about the shield specifically, and hardcore fans had to make it out to be something it's not.
It's upsetting how little "closure" or "peace" Bucky actually got in the end. A finished book doesn't heal all the things he had to go through, and I really expected them to delve deeper. Sam's atitude had me a bit annoyed as well. Their little talk is supposed to be the turning point, but it was average at best.
Sam might have spent more time with Steve in the "future", but Steve and Bucky had long history, I mean, I don't even have to list everything. And for the sake of my own poor heart, I'm not going to mention Endgame Steve.
And then Isiah really riled me up. I get it, he had to go through messed up stuff too. But that doesn't give him any right to scream at Bucky, make him feel like shit and most of all, accuse him of having it better or whatever. Everybody can choose who they are (with some exceptions of course).
@@DeeFightingDreamer I think that there are many problems with the show, and most of them are due to the fact that they basically divided a standard marvel movie in 6 episodes, which doesn't work if you want to focus on someone characterization (unlike they did with wanda in wandavision).
The show is about sam and bucky, but ironically, neither sam nor bucky are the true protagonists of it, the struggle they have to face is. This doesn't allow us, the audience, to really undestand some of their actions or their feelings, and in the end we don’t have a sense of satisfaction or “happy ending”.
Even if we don't take the shield into account, many people don't realize that bucky was born in 1917, which wasn't exactly a time in which you would discuss all the problematic issues that were (and unfortunatelly sometimes still are) present in our world. Yes, you can say that now being so “ignorant” can’t be an excuse, but people need to understand that bucky is a deeply traumatized man who didn’t had all that free time to educated himself on this subject 🙄
He apologized saying that, as a white man he couldn't see the privilege he had, and I think this shows a lot what kind of man is bucky. Even Sam understood this.
I can’t speak for Sam's attitude, because I’m white, but I think it‘s mostly justified if you think that they really didn't know each other before the show, and the "link" between them, steve (who should be the one to blame for the shield thing) was gone. Sam didn't understand the importance of the shield for bucky, because I don't think he truly realized the bond between Steve and Bucky, but at the same time, Bucky, as a white man, couldn't understand the pressure Sam was feeling taking Steve’s place.
In the end this brought them together, but they still have a looooong journey ahead of them.
I'm not going to say anything about endgame!steve because he's not my steve and they ruined him.
Regarding Isiah, he is still deeply traumatized, as it is normal considering what he'd been through. He suffered for so long and never got a closure, and I think he was also afraid of bucky when he saw him in his house (hence why he acted that way, I mean, he was scared of the winter soldier because he had faced him before so he put on a brave face). I feel that the anger and the resentment are mostly due to the fact that they gave bucky a chance (who did a lot of horrible things even if he wasn’t in control of course), but not to him because he’s black.
I also think he needs a lot of therapy, but maybe not from bucky's therapist, I can't stand her.
Also, I think some people on twitter should calm down and go for a nice walk outside, because they clearly want to fight over nothing most of the time (I'm on twitter too, so sometimes I just roll my eyes and let go).
sorry for the english, is not my first language.
“The shield” is not what had any worth to Bucky 🤨
@@DeeFightingDreamer you’re point about Isiah is understandable but dude it’s not at all reasonable
Wow I really love how you inserted the definition for each of the words at the beginning.
thank you! ✨
I was kinda nervous about that part, so I'm really happy you all seem to like it ❤️
i will never stop talking about how he deserved better, and i will never stop talking about this edit either
I KNOW RIGHT?!? He deserves all the happiness in the world ç_ç
thank you so much 💖
This is simply beautiful. You captured all of Bucky's pain perfectly and ended the video in such a hopeful note. Terrific work!
thank you so much 💖
I'm really happy you liked it c:
And yes, I thought to finish it with a more hopeful ending 'cause I think bucky suffered enough ahahha
OMG the interpretation of the trigger words!! it set up the scene for this whole edit and the part that got me most had to be the part of where ten therapist asks at the end “what do you want” and he answers “peace” while showing him and same family all together. that’s scene was so beautiful after watching all he’s been through :,)
thank you so much! I’m so happy you liked it ✨
I kinda cried while making this video, so I kinda feel you 😂
i think in all of MCU bucky has lost the most of himself and when i saw him smile at the end of the last scene of FATWS i wanted to cry
me too!! he really deserves the world ç_ç
@@nomournersnofunerals I know ❤️😩
I think the last we saw of Bucky was right before he went off to the military. When Bucky sees Steve again, Bucky is a different person. It's just that in the first Captain America movie, I was so excited to see Bucky's face when he saw that Steve was different! Steve was Captain America!?! But now that I understand the timeline....Bucky is not the same anymore. Going back it's obvious. Bucky was strapped onto the table, the green light. I really missed that GREEN light the first time. He even asked Steve if the serum was permanent? He can't flirt anymore. (Okay, I know. Peggy and Steve were flirting with each other. I know. That is their cute love story. Not taking that away from them.)
But Bucky was already traumatized at that point. Much MUCH later, in Captain America The Winter Soldier, Steve figures it out. That Bucky survived the train accident fall, because he was already experimented upon. Imagine realizing that the memory was different. But I guess as part of the audience who hasn't read all of the comic books....There it is. I'm sad. This vid was awesome!!
Cap: what you did all those years, it wasn't you, you did never choice
Bucky: T^T
babies ç_ç
I'm crying???? bucky appeared so sensitive, we need to protect him with all the strength
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totally! I think it's time to found the "bucky barnes protection squad"
yeeees please
This made me cry … Bucky went thru soooo much that shield meant hope for him cuz of who held it and how much he believed in buck . And Sam giving it away really pissed me off tho I get y he did it to , but it was lowkey simply a moment of weakness for Sam….
And I’m also happy Bucky is not alone anymore , he has Sam now . Cuz other than Steve he has no one he’s truly alone
Even though his arc in the finale felt a bit rushed, I am very happy that Marvel decided to dig deep into Bucky's PTSD & trauma, they did a good job imo. My take on it is that they explored one part of his arc in the show, maybe they'll do the remaining parts in the future shows and movies, so I am very hopeful
Bucky is the most traumatized character I've seen in my opinion and I hate that he's struggling so much to find peace in himself and what's happened in his backstory
I feel you! bucky' story is really sad, but at least now he's, slowly, getting better c:
seeing all these scenes together broke my heart
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Ohh, this is so gorgeous and deeply moving ❤️ You captured his sadness perfectly, and the unfairness of what he went through. You deserve so many more views and subscribers! Thanks for this fantastic vid 🙏
thank you so much, this really means a lot for me, you're very kind!! 🥰
And I admit I kinda cried while making this, this baby deserves the world after all the horror he went through! ç_ç
I have watched EVERY Bucky edit EVER and this is the BEST one yet. This is the fifth time I’ve revisited it.
thank you so much, this means a lot to me 🥰
I'm really happy you liked it!
soo i whatched most of the show in english, but occasionally, when my parents were around i watched it in italian, and one of the scenes i watched in italian was the "if he was wrong about you then he was wrong about me" and in italian his voice doesn't crack in the way it does in english, so now I'm crying :')
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Buckys one of my all time favorite characters. He means a lot to me and so many other people. Amazing video
An NF song for Bucky? Omg it’s so perfect😭😭
Thank youuu 💖
The fact that sam doesn’t understand the importance of that shield to Bucky, proves he should’ve never been the next cap.
OMG !!!! Beautiful!!! Touching, well crafted edit; you told a very powerful story of a very tragic life in the most subtle understated yet oh so powerful and impactful and yet oh so touching
Good job bravo !!!! Super !!!! Ok i’m done now. Thanks so much for sharing. 🥰🥰👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👍🏾🫶🏾🇨🇦
No really, superb 🫶🏾🫶🏾
Thank you so much for your kind comment 🫶🏻💖
wow. I can not find words strong enough to describe this video. I cried, that is really rare for me, but this made me cry. Beautiful.
thank you so much, you're really kind, I'm very happy you liked it 💖
Bucky is now happy.
Ugh this video is so good 😭😭😭
Ty 💖
1:48 -- 1:56 Ok that Hurt. Like Hell.
Watching this and then seeing that you only have over a 100 followers is a crime. Especially with the soc and sab pfp and name too.
OMG, thank you so much, it means a lot! And you're very kind 😭🥰
I'm glad you also like the name and the pfp ✨
(hope I can make some more video about the grishaverse too)
@@nomournersnofunerals I'm looking forward to it!!
@@hagarfadali9229 thank you! ❤️
U literally have the clearest scene of Bucky waking up from his nightmare THANKS 😭✋🏾🖤
thank you for watching it✨
I sort of wish the writers for The Punisher would've helped write this series. Bucky suffers from PTSD and The Punisher dealt with that issue extremely well.
I never noticed that when Bucky was confessing abt killing the old mans sun he said he didn’t have a choice just like Steve told him didn’t know I had more reason to cry abt Bucky 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I know 😭😭
This a really heartbreaking character development, I’m so proud of him 💔
This is absolutely beautiful 🤧 I love how you added the words definition!
aaaaah, thnak you so much 🥰
I'm really happy you liked it! ✨
This is so beautiful and painfully accurate. Oh dear I'm crying now. Thanks for the edit
thank you for watching it 🥰
@@nomournersnofunerals oh I've been playing it on repeat. So many feelings. Thanks and welcome
@@asphyxia7784 🥰🥰
Finally Bucky will lead a team..they called the thunderbolts and Kevin Feige confirmed he will be the leader...i cant wait
Oh my god, honey! This is definitely your best video yet. It's so emotional that it makes me tear up a bit. It's beautifully done, the parallels, the ending... I just love it with my whole heart ❤
aaaaaaah, thank you so much baby!! ❤️❤️
I'm so glad you liked it! The parallels were a little difficult to find, but I'm kinda proud of how it turned up to be c:
Am I the only one whose favorite MCU show is TFATWS?
You precious genius
thank you! 🥰
Perfection! The ending had me smiling through my tears. Thank you for this. 🙂
thank YOU for commenting 🥰
I'm very happy you like it!
okay fine, ill rewatch all the marvel movies again....
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Y’all why am I crying. Legit this is so sad that my role model is a fictional character and is the only character I can relate to and talk to. In my head
I just want hug this man for long enough that he knows he's safe and people love him 🥺
and give him a chocolate 🍫
I know, right???
he deserves everything that is good in the world (especially chocolate) 💖
@@nomournersnofunerals he does
God, that is so good. Thank you!!
thank you to you for commenting, I'm really happy you liked it ✨
I cry when cap give the shield to sam and the part when sam said
why are you making such a big deal out of something that has nothing to do with you
I started hating him
i’m gonna have to go watch some cat videos after this to keep me from crying for the rest of my life
😂😂
Yeah people never appreciate him enough.... The unfairness he went through always
this poor baby deserves the world 😭
no mourners, no funerals:
Six of Crows by Leigh Bardugo if anyone's wondering.
My dad: **starts randomly saying brainwash code in it's language**
Me: shush, shut it, shut uppp!!
I'm choking up
You are free
"To do what?"
Easily the most compelling character in the MCU
Esse vídeo tá tão perfeito
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and now I'm crying, lovely 😭💔
You really about to make me cry in class
Gave me goosebumps 😍 ❤
thank you! ❤️
They nead to make a movie only for Bucky 🙂😢
YES PLS 💖
I like watching things like this to encourage me to be a better person
I'm trying hard to not cry at this point..
I love bucky😘😋
This is perfect!!! This is by far my favorite bucky video/edit, it captures his story and his trauma/sadness PERFECTLY you've done an amazing job AND it looks cool at the same time 💗 sending you love from Europe
thank you so much 🥰
I'm really happy ypu liked it! Thank you for your kind words too! c:
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Sebastian Stan nailed that role !
This is amazing! Such a beautiful insight into Bucky's character and arc!
Thank you so much 🥰🫶🏻
I'm crying OMG ITS SO GOOD 😭😭❤
thank you so much, dear 🥰
HANDS DOWN.. BEST BUCKY BARNES VIDEO
thank you so much 🥰
I think Wanda and him would be great pair, I see so much similarities !
i did a bucky and wanda edit if you want to watch it 🤍🤍
@@kwilesvolleyball2028 I checked cut out its really cool !
this one hit hard
Wow. Just come across your video. Superbly put together and in a nutshell - described the character and pain of Bucky Barnes. Made me choke up!! This is one of the best edits I have seen.
Thank you so much 🥺💖
I hate how the series not just wasted Bucky but also really treated the only character in the MCU who is canonically represented as having PTSD in a way that is actually horrifically offensive to trauma victims.
It literally
- Doesn't acknowledge how he was victimized.
- Pretends that Sam and Isaiah had it worse because of thier skin colour when Bucky was worse than a slave for 70 years.
- Pretends Bucky is lucky and priveleged because he's not being incarcerated for life over crimes that he litrerally wasn't responsible for and had no choice in committing.
- Victim blames him by making out he was a willing participant in HYDRA's crimes and he is responsible for making right *what they did*. This is literally on the level of making a holocaust survivor apologize for the Nazis crimes to other genocide survivors.
- Treats people with PTSD, POWS and white vets who were abused as though they are somehow at fault and need to pay for what they did.
- Treats PTSD as just some sickness which can be instantly cured by "trying harder" or "being better" or some such nonsense.
Yeah, I completely agree, the treatment of Bucky and especially the way ptsd victims were treated in the mcu in general was horrifying
@@nomournersnofunerals What makes it even worse is the showrunners of FaTWS then had the audacity to say they hoped trauma victims felt fairly represented in what they did with Bucky.
*No we do not*. Its disgusting.
i’m sobbing this is beautiful
thank you so much 😭💖
Petition needed: we want a Bucky movie!!
YES PLS 💖
@@nomournersnofunerals Seriously, Marvel needs to create one. Look at all of the characters that got their solo movies: Captain America, Iron Man, Dr. Strange, Black Widow, Black Panther, Thor, Captain America 4, Captain Marvel, etc.. Personally, Captain Marvel was overrated.
Bucky has a lot of appeal. He needs a movie where he is just not a supporting characters.
@@writergirl1981 I would LOVE a solo movie about him (I mean, even of him reading a book for 2 hours) but unfortunately I don't think marvel would ever make one, or at least not in the near future ç_ç
@@nomournersnofunerals I wonder why they wouldn't make one.
@@writergirl1981 same! They also cut a lot of things that happened in the comics that would make a really great plot for a movie or two...
Your editing is remarkable. I thoroughly enjoyed this video.
thank you so much, I'm very happy you enjoyed it 🥰🥰
Sam and Bucky had two different connections to the shield. For Bucky it represented family, for Sam it represented what this country should be but still isn’t. They both had valid connections to the shield but they both had to develop a new relationship with it in order to move forward in the next chapters of their life. The character development in this series, especially for Bucky, is so important and moving. I think we all felt it hard when Bucky said that line that ended with him stating that maybe Steve was wrong about him, but it was so great to see him smile later on even after taking on the hardest move yet, which was having to tell Mr. Nakajima that he was the one who killed his son.
Really Loved the Edit ❤️
thank you 💖
I just finished watching the falcon and the winter soldier. You made me cry with this amazing edit. It represents so well the story of Bucky. May he be with us until the end of the line
thank you so much! This comment means a lot to me 🥰
And I agree! I love bucky so much, I hope we'll always have him in the mcu
This is the best Bucky edit i have ever watch
thank you so much 💖
You’re very kind to say it c:
This video hits me in a place where i actually want to go to Bucky and just hug him and comfort him. So he knows he’s going to be ok.
this is like, the sweetest, most relatable thing ever 😭💖
the ''if he was wrong about you than he was wrong about me'' makes me fucking sob my eyes out everytime
me too 😭💔
this is a phenomenal edit 😭😭😭 i’m not crying you are!!
Oh dear, that hurt
That hurt me right in my meow meow.
THIS IS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING❤❤❤
thank you so much! I'm happy you liked it 💖
Okay I never noticed this before but I love your Channel name!!
Thank youuu ✨
I’m so happy to see another six of crow’s lover! 🥰
@@nomournersnofunerals 🙂 Thank you for the like, I just read the first book and am in love with them.
@@comenerdwithme3346 you’ll fall even more in love 🥰
Have a good read ✨
what time was the file in winter soldier cause i think its deleted
"gonna miss you buddy"
This is absolutely beautiful. The words with their definitions is so unique and thoughtful. This is one of the best edits I’ve ever seen. Thank you.
thank you so much 💖
I'm very happy you liked it! c:
Wow
That hurt 🥺 but like in a good way 🥺
hahahah thank you so much 💖
I love it.
thank you so much 💖
This is an amazing song, NF is an absolute God and this edit is dope
thank you so much! 💖
And YES, I love NF c:
*sobs* b-beautifulllll!!!!
thank youuuuu 🥰
I need a hug. Ngl
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I am sobbing like a baby 😭 this is so beautiful I love him so much!
Thank you so much 💖🥰
Beautiful
thank you c: 💖
it made me cry...
Crying
Im crying why did marvel have to this
i don't know, but they love to see us suffer ç_ç
I listen to this like 3 times a day and the line "your pal your buddy your bucky" gets me every time
bucky deserves the world 💔