Quentin & Adam Eat Acid Part 2 | The PEAK Phase (Vital Educational Content)
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I got stuck in such a loop one time that I suddenly got up and exclaimed "I gotta start over" and proceeded to go take a shower, make a bowl of cereal and get dressed all over again. I felt great after
Think a lot of us have been there, always keep a bit of molly with you, it’s worked for me every time I have struggled to get out of that loop.
@@troybis6996 molly??? Dude that can send you into serotonin syndrome be carful homie that’s all I’d say
You had some weak-ass acid if you could function well enough to do all that shit...
that sounds like the most video game move ever, but brilliant at the same time.
That sounds satisfying as fuck
“Why am i trying to backtrack to human thoughts.”
Reptilian confirmed.
Mark zuKK has entered the chat
Damn those reptilians had me in my psychosis
spirit confirmed lol
@@thepurplevelvet damn sounds like an interesting time, I'll miss the times I took a shit and then looked I'm the mirror, I was literally becoming all the people I know at once, while I became them I was experiencing their lives just as they did and yeah then I got stuck in the bathroom door, it opened up for infinity and I couldn't get through it. The i closed it again for infinity and was back in the bathroom, then I became a lizard in the mirror which scared me badly which made me jump through the bathroom door ?!? After that I was quite excited to tell me friend what happend because he was next going to the bathroom 😂 all that happend on 220mics without weed because we wouldn't manage to roll one.
And he said he wasn’t full on ego death lol
this was a documentation of two guys having a bad trip with each other but handling it well.
Well I think if they upped the dosage they would have just fucked right there end then.
@@henriquefernando6009 more acid make u loved up more ?
@@waynesilverman3048 well no but you do become more open-minded. I had a friend once that tried to "make a move" on me while on acid but that was only that time because I know he likes girls and he dates girls all the time but for some reason that time on acid it's like a hidden insecurety came out of him. I tried to talk to him about it but he gets very defensive it and says that was all in my mind.
@@henriquefernando6009 To be fair Iv had an experience on acid where I wasn’t even their for a good 12 hours. As in I didn’t know what happened and how I was acting until after the trip...when I woke up in hospital. So it’s very possible it was just his mind and not actually his thoughts if you know what I mean.
@@iasked3371 holy shit man, do you know why and how you went to the hospital?
While tripping on 8 grams of mushrooms me and my best friend got stuck in a loop talking about how life is like the ocean currents that the turtles in Finding Nemo used to get around fast. Normal life is being inside the current and moving too fast to see the things around you, and when you are tripping is when you get outside of the current and you can finally see.
woahhhhh that’s really good!
Honestly... this makes a lot of sense
Damn bro, that really is how it be though!
broo fr 😂
I got stuck in a loop on mushrooms of thinking I was in love with with my best friend and they were like Batman and I was the joker because I felt like my life revolved around them😭
This gave me anxiety cause I know the feeling. I'm usually always anxious especially when I've gone a bit farther then I like, once you get into the cycle of over analyzing everything it becomes very uncomfortable. That jump Quentin made would have made me spiral pretty hard knowing it is my experiment and he's feeling off. If you don't mind the cleanup a game that always set me straight and help me bond again is setting a jar or bowl across the room grabbing a couple decks of playing cards and seeing if you can land a shot. Your only goal becomes landing a card in a bowl and it is visually extremely entertaining you can't help but have a good time.
Bro u should go to Netflix and watch “our planet” on mute w music over it
@@isaiahortega8483 That would get me to whole different level... 😄
@@isaiahortega8483 I used to watch "Planet Earth" when that came out, never muted it but it was a hella good time!
@@isaiahortega8483 omg me and my friend watched it randomly on LSD an there was a goat sticking his toung out it looked like someone is playing this on purpose like to making fun of us and it look completely 3D . It actually came out of TV we both had same experience was laughing historically and looked at each other like wtf is going one here is this for real ? We couldn't comprehend why would this extremely bizarre/goofy goat be on "serious" documentary so it felt like it was playing just for us to make fun of us but also entertain and make us laugh ahahahah crazy shit
Yeah I agree. I felt the same anxiousness watching them.
Adam would send me into a bad trip, only because of his anxiety. He obviously cares about his peers but asking them so many questions is him trying the find a way to be calmed.
I agree, means well but his anxiety would freak me out, there is still to much his holding onto to fully enjoy the experience
Still a little ego that needs to be smashed
Dude I thought the same thing
@Gatz that's what mine told me last time I went there, was basically a warming pat on the back like why are you back here? You got what you need, we'll see you later. Take a break and live for a while.
His anxiety here may have been the result of issues in his life. He had something’s eating at him before the trip which he admits so it’s very possible that the anxiety he may have presented was released through the trip. I’ve seen worse. At least he didn’t say he can talk to god and that he is some neomessiah... lol
everyone in the comment section is talking about how bad of a Trip partner adam is, but acknowledging the fact that on high doses of acid any experienced psychonaut can experience more intense and frightning feelings and thoughts, you can't really put a blame on adam, i think he was feeling guilty that it was him that made quentin uncomfortable which got him in a thought loop, Anyway Respect to both of them for putting such an effort to educate us.
I still respect adam in this trip cause he eventually knew what was happening and what needed to happen. It wasnt as if he had no idea what was going on
It was only 250ug, I almost wonder if they had doubled the dose if it would’ve gone smoother bc they could’ve been more absorbed by the trip itself rather than getting stuck in a weird inbetween stage
Yeah I feel bad for him reading these comments :(
yea literally anyone who says adams not comfortable to trip with is not giving him the love he needs to be a human that can comfort people. haha
@@amirpalamar7133 the weird awkwardness had nothing to do with the dose and everything to do with the fact that these two didn't even know each other, breaking Trip Rule #2, only trip with people you know and trust and have good vibes with, like Adam said. These guys have to spend time actually getting to know each other before they try doing higher dose trips together.
Ye but tripping inside the 4 walls with someone u don't know, without nature's calming nest and with no music to guide you, is a pretty scary set and setting bruh
literally - I couldn’t handle, not in that environment
ya these guys probably just met and never even had a coffee together
Reminds me of the David Lynch video, the rabbits
So true it's so hard to trip on acid inside a house or anything man made, at least for me. Human creations seem disgusting while on acid, whilst nature feels like home.
Lights and cameras too! 😳
I'm Just saying. This is LITERALLY the only video premier I've ever set a reminder on
Me too
me three
Same haha
Same haha
Same
Adam asking Quentin if he was OK every 5 seconds probably wasn't fun for Quentin
When tripping that hard hearing that question over and over kinda makes you question if you're OK or not. "Am I not ok?" " Am I acting weird?" ... and down thought loop rabbit hole you go 😂
Adam was honestly the lost one and quintin had his shit together, only real ones would have realised that after watching the full video
@@doctorzee1809 Adam literally pointed that out nearly verbatim to what you said.
yeah, and him pacing back and forth all the time to mess with the camera, didint help either :D
@@doctorzee1809 looked like Adam got nervous because Quentin is handling the acid better, so he starts projecting.
Adam pacing the room so much would’ve freaked me out 😂
Same lol
I mean no offense by this but Adam seems like an awful person to trip with tbh, the energy from him doesn’t feel warm. It feels selfish, kinda stand off-ish and wound tight 😂
It’s really hard to put it into words what I feel.
They definitely fed off each other though, if I was in that situation I’d have gone and sat somewhere on my own in a separate room. Take some paper with me, the pens, maybe some music.
@@Xethyl I felt the same way I don't think he means it though
@@kenziboyle9072 Yea I don’t think he does either, but it feels like when he starts to feel the effects of something…he just changes into this mode.
It could be due to anxiety, wanting to be away from people but having to record, maybe not being able to do what he wants.
There’s been a few trip videos where over felt the same way about him, it’s hard to put into words as I said.
It’s just a bad vibe for me, I just couldn’t trip with someone that feels so wound tight.
I think the very act of asking someone if they're okay creates the suggestion that they might not be okay even if they felt okay before you asked. Kind of like asking someone if they're mad at you over and over will eventually make them kind of ticked off, even if they weren't mad at you before LOL
Quentin wasn’t uncomfy by the cameras. That was just Adam’s perspective. From Quentin’s perspective Adam was freaking out and trying to make everything perfect. Adam caused the loop he just needed to chill
bruh they had no music and a camera that looked like a spider lol, don't think chilling was possible
true
But Quentin said off camera that he did not want to film, and on camera he said that he is completely fine being filmed, which made Adam think Quentin put on a mask for the document and he was trying to make sure that Quentin actually wanted to film, so I dont think the origin came from Adam. Why did Quentin not want to film prior, and then want to film, and then loops and thinks Adam made him film? This is very deep
This is really confusing, really feels like they are mixing the other persons emotions as their own
I feel like anytime u ask someone who's tripping If their okay, they become not okay
Trying to comfort him while he's trying to comfort you; While you're kinda blaming him for trying to comfort him, while he's kinda blaming you for having to comfort you... When each host ends up being a parasite, endlessly seeking for symbiosis.... Ah yes, it's a trip allright
Great comment!
Loool yes
bruh yes
Yes.. Been through it before too I can see
I hate that feeling
Psilocybin is an ancient and powerful medicine. It is amusing that “modern” medicine is only now trying to understand what Indigenous people have know for a millennia.
Anybody who has undergone intend psilocybin therapy will understand that trying to get life changing therapeutic benefits of psychedelics without the trip is laughable.that’s what rattles you out of depression.
The one time I had a bad trip, ended up being a great learning experience. I took some shrooms, called ALL of my friends. They sounded excited when I told them I was on shrooms. Inevitably they would ask if they came over they could have some. I didn't have any extra, then they would say, "Oh I can't trip sit with you I'm busy". This hit me deep in the feels, causing a bad trip. So I asked myself why I had sooooo many shitty "friends". The answer? "You're a druggy and so are they. You're pretty shitty too.
You're a loser. Move away from your toxic home town and stop doing drugs". Felt excited and happy after getting this answer. I moved that same week. Best decision of my life.
Thanks for sharing. Send much love to you hope you good.?
I sometimes microdose when l'm really depressed and for me it's like having the volume on my rational thoughts/voice turned up a few notches higher than the negative thoughts/voices. Can't wait til these are fully legal and used properly to help people.
Ive always been open to try and see what is really beyond, what is brought out through atoms and particles in the reality of what we live in. And just open up my consciousness to a whole new plane, but how do you get ahold of such drug?
From this video alone Quintin seems like a GREAT trip partner and Adam probably would’ve made me think he was gonna chain me up in a basement 😭
Adam can chain me up 🥲😌
Never forgot the times me and a mate in Sydney were tripping hard and he picked up a stick and started hitting the tree with it ,I said what are you doing and he said it’s a naughty naughty tree, I completely lost it laughing
ROTFL 🤣
What🥵
This shit only hapens while tripping balls. Lmao sounds like you had a great time.
That’s fucking hilarious
🤣🤣🤣
when he said "even bonding with you" he didnt mean it as in you are hard to bond with but more so that "i was doing so well..." (cuz the concern was if he was alright) "...that i was even bonding with you" he says this because it is difficult to bond with someone if you are in a state of distress, thus reaffirming to you he was, in fact, alright
yeah you're right
exactly what I was thinking
agreed
U analysing this one sentence is what my internal thoughts are like all the time
Well put. Not going to lie, Adam comes across as deeply insecure in this video.
"Quentin feels very safe, and when Quentin feels safe Quentin can explore the expanses of his mind." As someone that shares the same name the first time i heard that made me feel good.
Same here
Literally read this as it happened 😂
Be like Quentin!
“Treat yourself like somebody that deserves love” is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever heard in my life
I feel like Quentin would have had an amazing trip if he was alone or with someone else who matched his vibes. Lol
Same man
quentins way more chill than adam
Well ideally they should have hung out together several times before tripping together. Almost every one of my shroom trips was with good friends and it was great, but one time a friend of a friend tripped with us and it was fucking weird lol.
I actually think he would’ve had more anxiety solo
@@mdog86 they tripped together once before this
I loved watching both parts. It’s honestly really genuine and sweet in a way you both we’re trying to make sure the other was okay and you both wanted each other to kind of take the lead because you both were so aware of how each other might feel and didn’t want to make each other uncomfortable but in the process you both got stuck in a loop of confusion on what to do. 😂 I really want to see more videos with you guys together now lmao I love both of your inputs.
@@obi-wankenobi86 dogs help me out a lot
@@pluck8359 this is true 👍
My dog has a super calming effect on me while trippin, it's allmost kinda therapeutic 🙏
Omg yes hanging with my cat is different on some tabs
@@Pannduz and the shiney coat getting hit by the light. So trippy
@@pluck8359 Music. Listen to music!
I feel like quinton did a fantastic job of keeping things positive to be honest if you watch it all he was happy and positive the entire time and you started having a bad trip due to in life problems and you projected it to quinton and he was trying to relate to you to make you feel comfortable
yes yes yes
I’m Gonna be honest I think it’s simple as this. You were walking around the room so much it caused him to feel alone in front of the camera so he felt like you didn’t want to be in front of the camera or near him. At least that’s what I’m observing.
this is such an interesting perspective
True
10/10
I noticed that as well. Adam also often has a smile on his face that could be seen as a smirk. That could cause someone to feel like he's judging them which could make you feel anxious and then cause you to have a "bad" trip.
Intelligent
Quentin and Adam part 2 : Lost in New York
lmfaooo
AAAAAAHHHHH!!!! PAAAAAIIIINNNN!!!!!!
I broke my hand yesterday because of the hate comments I get on my amazing videos. I was so angry that I punched a hole in my computer. Please don't comment anything mean on my wonderful videos, dear rust
Loool
They were in new York the whole time bro
HAHAHAHAHHA
It's all just TRIPPING! All that awkwardness and anxiety is just part of the what the drug does to you. It's funnier when you accept that and feel it happening and flow with the weirdness. It's crazy that's what we do all the time, the LSD just makes you realize you are doing it.
doing it with someone you’re unfamiliar with is so nerve wracking! not knowing what makes them comfortable or uncomfortable. it’s hard to worry about those things while tripping without getting too worried. once i tripped with my friend who is bilingual and then a group of her spanish speaking friends who were sober and i felt so distant and unable to connect bc everything was so damn amplified 🤣
I was doing that my first couple trips but the goal is not to simply know it’s going on and not only when your tripping it’s to realize how to get rid of it and how to become more mentally strong and control your thoughts, this is how LSD saved me from myself
Basically what I mean a perfect trip doesn’t exist and fucked up trips can be “good”, but if you manage to trip on high doses of acid and consistently have anxiety free and very enlightening more than frieghtning trips than you can feel really good about yourself and your mental health, instead of feeling like there’s always something you have to fix
Love it ! Hahahah , well put my friend.
@@moviemakegamer2651 when my mind is fine I hyperfocus on chronic fuckups with my body likey shoulder my hip and the fact that I need water, then I realize that I need to do something else to shift my focus then I'm hyperaware of my feelings and mind and get uncomfortable. There's never a way to be comfortable when you're tripping, when everything is alright my mind seeks what it the LEAST alright and tlit just repeats until it's over. Psychedelics are fun until you get it, then they're just exhausting imo lol
Tripping is a constant fine line between not making yourself uncomfortable and your buddy not uncomfortable
What a great saying lol
@@hiddevandenbroek7744 yee it's like. You say something deep and might mess with them without you even knowing
These peak points NEED to be filmed. I feel like these moments are the most honest, and influential.
Or you keep such a personal experience to yourself and not film it showing your vulnerable self?
@@matejcevnik7362 needs to show what actually happens and the dangers
Adam is so anxiety inducing while tripping haha it gives me so much anxiety to watch this even sober 0.0 “are you okay? are you okay? are you okay?” would stress me out so bad 😭
For real!!!
I can't even breath right lol
I don't know if I'm okay now.
@@FishnFlipsATL I would have had to say "Not if you keep asking like that"
Whatever happened to listening to some music, taking a walk and smoking some weed to take the edge off the trip?
Dude for real Adam got my anxiety through the roof
Man I can't wait to see if they end up making out
U sus
lmao, we'll see
@@d.a.pofficial2316 two men kissing on acid aint sus but being the guy wanting to see it happen is 💀
Why does everything need to be gay??? 🙄
@@flclub54 get with the movement kiddo
Just off the energy, Quentin literally is a beam of light. Adam still has a lot of darkness and I was uncomfortable just watching him on screen. Felt this way before I read the comments and I’m glad others felt the same. Feel bad for Quinten. Adam is still kick ass dude and I love him and all his content, but there is definitely some darkness in there. I would have felt uncomfortable too.
I think Quentin needs to kinda step up and be himself a little bit more, then Adam would vibe with him a little better.
I just want to clarify that I totally agree about Quentin, never any bad vibes from him.
Tbh we all have darkness within
I think Adam was taking more of the control in this and so Quentin was very unsure of himself the entire time and i think Adam should have done a better job at completely changing the subject and distracting them both
100%
Adam would make me have a bad trip with the “are you safe” question
Who says 'do you feel safe' to someone that's tripping? You're then putting that in their mind that they may not be. Just steer them in the right direction.
I don`t remember ever asking a Bud if he felt safe. We were just trippin and having fun and saying....Woah.....alot....Hahaha
What they’re attempting to do is very difficult though. I think there’s an exception when it comes to trying to “create art” or try to document something as fragile as a tripping mind.
Also they’re trying to create something out of thin air. Trying to document the experience but aren’t able to process it enough to analyze it. So there’s this barrier that he’s not sure if it is too much for the other person.
@@doofusPoofus I got ur point, but still unacceptable during the acid trip.
Totally agree
@@lekhdimhalima6972 no I get it. Offering any doubt could immediately sway a trip into the ether. Especially when it’s almost like an inference or like you’re repeatedly instilling that into someone. It is very dangerous
Quentin is so humble and that’s so sweet. Wish to trip with someone as humble as him one day.
Same, I only have one friend who will trip with me but our personalities can kinda clash sometimes. But I can almost see myself in Quentin, with the adhd and everything, I think we're probably very similar people..
@@skitzmfff2351 You literally described me :D I have the same exact situation.
damn I feel bad for adam having to read all these comments. i guess i'm also the type of person no one wants to trip with ._.
I sure know that I don’t buggabaloo
I'd love to trip with Adam, listen to some nice, happy, calm music and share thoughts and experiences, as i don't have a trip friend like him.
I felt liek this too
I think that the whole issue was that once they realized there was some tension (anxiety) that they were both experiencing, they continued to talk about the things that had stressed them out in the first place, essentially trapping them in the past and preventing them from moving on to the present and finding something new to focus on. Like once they had figured out the solution, it is time not to relive the problem.
Its interesting how they are actually making sense when they speak, its just a different form of communication. They almost speak like poets to an extent, fascinating.
yes because your usual speaking patterns desolve and this way you kind of find “new ways” to talk you know.
I think one of the main reasons you didn't have a really bad trip considering your life environment is Quentin himself. He is always so calm and just emits peace.
Its so trippy to hear them say "lets change the location" 3-4 times and never change there location they stayed in the same room the whole time. just makes me think how many times i did that while trippin and had no idea.
it's refreshing to see i'm not the only one who gets really awkward and hypersensitive on acid. it's not even with strangers, I've only ever tripped with my closest friends. i think this has to do with my underlying sober social anxiety tho
Yes, it's absolutely that. I trip better on Mushrooms alone, well, it's only true for the come-up. The rest of the trip is always fantastic.
THIS omg, sometimes even even I’m with my bestest friends i get completely silent and awkward and I cringe at myself at everything I do
*when on psychs
totally understand that. i tripped with my close friends and many times during the trip i felt so alone because they were sharing memories with eachother that i couldn’t relate to.
Do you have this with other drugs ?
Goes through countless loops full of confused fear only to find out the answer to life is, they’re cold.
Being cold is scary. Go get a hooded blanket! On sale now!
@@Mistergorehoundu need to be on adams marketing team NOW xd
Me and my GF would be painting with our porch door open this past winter (in Texas). Only to be 2 hours into it and finally realize I’m shaking bc it’s 45 degrees inside now
Dude, that's a thing. If I'm cold at night or the blankets fall off, I'm way more likely to have nightmares. There has to be a correlation
All the many times I gradually got more tense and anxious on a trip and couldn’t figure out why. Cold is why.
I feel like you 2 are really focused on how you are feeling and focusing on comforting yourself. Often when I am tripping I focus on my visuals instead of the feelings of the trip. It helps me to relax myself and then the feelings often become comfortable naturally.
I agree the more you focus on physical the more almost paranoia
Veryyyy true
Such a smart smart psychonaut! When you let go to the visuals they cuddle you in beautiful warmth.
The best thing to do when I'm having a bad trip is go outside and just let myself get distracted by how beautiful everything looks.
That sounds like a great idea 😊👍
That is exactly what I do!! Its even more amazing if you listen to music while walking
I go even further: Me and my best friend trip alost exclusively outside when we trip together and go only home for re-supplying, taking a dump or chill for a second because it's too hot or something. It's way better than tripping inside imho. Take a good bluetooth box with you for music and be the walking rave.
This stresses me out, makes my stomach feel tighter and my breathing gets shallower. I’ve never done any hallucinogens before, but my reaction from simply watching this makes me think I won’t be able to do the real thing without getting in my own head and having a bad trip.
yeah it’s crazy ..
This is why I don't mess with any hallucinogens period, because I know how I am on a daily normal basis not using any substances so this leads me to believe I would have a really bad time with any kind of stuff like that.😐
Imagine knowing what it's like to actually know what they're going through... It looks so simple but the feelings are so intense.
@@MizzShanny315 dont its not even fun, imagine being in a time loop and you cant get out of it. over analyzing and overthinking everything. chest pains. not having control over yourself. you just want it to be over
@@Weeu Thanks,Yeah I haven't ever tried anything like that still to this day and I don't plan on it. I just know in my head my body won't react well with it and I already suffer from depression and PTSD and anxiety so I already am pretty sure that it would just cause me to feel worse than I do straight on nothing.
I vote long version with Quentin on a zoom call for his feedback on the experience along with yours.
Yes. Having both people explaining would make this even better
fax !! feel like adams almost lying a lot tbh , quentin seems so genuine & kind while adam almost seems a bit nasty & manipulative in this video & a few others i’ve watched. haven’t really seen any other comments like this though
@@alaskamarold8197 I'm thinking the same. Also thought it's weird i haven't seen many comments pointing this obvious thing out. Like 13 months later and his ego is still obviously at work here.
@@alaskamarold8197 THIS! Every video I see with Adam and other people. He's subtly manipulating and trying to put people down to get the upper hand to make himself feel better. When I see this in myself it's a result of low self-confidence. He said so in the video while tripping. He doesn't love himself and that feeling is very familiar and makes it hard to bond with people in positive ways. Maybe doing drugs is not the most effective way to build self-confidence. In Part One he said it was better to trip when you had a bigger ego, or maybe we can call it a healthy ego. When we feel good and love ourselves for who we are it's easier to do good to others, because you're not in a competition anymore.
@@alaskamarold8197 ya I always get that feeling. The good thing is, if he actually was, we wouldn't know. He's just brutally honest and unintentionally egotistic. Maybe controlling. I give him the BOD and believe he has good intentions though. Tripping can bring out some shit.
THIS is what the people need!
this is actually really good educational content for people who trip. I find it so relatable (me and my best mate usually trip alone without a sitter)
@@TROLGUY999 Very educational and entertaining. If I had never tripped, this would be an amazing insight to how people act on LSD. As someone whos had his fair share of tabs, I think this is so funny to watch cause I can see myself so much in them.
@@ketaminekyle you dont understanddddd what its acutally like to be the person tripping tho cos its like your really looping every time is maddd
@@efdbjon2114 Yeah he can’t show you how it actually feels, still a good insight on how you’ll act.
This is actually amazing and I appreciate this so much man . I’ve gone away and come back to these videos just to hear like the comprehension of life in real time it brings so much back into perspective for myself.
Thanx
Dude i just had my reality shattered by a trip at a time when I needed it most and holy hell your self reflection and growth in understanding your complex relationship with substances really hits hard.
Just like you said in your other video, I have put myself in a constant self depreciating thought loop where my anxiety and lack of confidence coupled with society perpetuating that only ugly and useless people need substances to cope has made me literally hate myself. It is a viscious cycle where I would take more substances to try and forget that I was an ugly person for taking substances to cope with my problems in the first place. I couldnt look myself in the eyes in the mirror and smile without being flooded with anxiety and thoughts of inadequacy, and I am a person who has been able to somehow balance a highly specialized career in science with my self loathing.
But after you had that one trip where you mentioned you were ugly, it seems crazy but i feel like I can literally see the difference in your face. Maybe it was just the overall effect of stopping stimulate abuse and getting healthier, but you have a color to you that you didnt have before if that makes sense.
Its like the old you looked cold 🥶, but the new you has a color and warmth almost as if your blood is flowing better making you radiate warmth and appear more alive.
The incredible thing is I saw that exact change in myself in the mirror this morning and it is eye opening. Most of my confidence issues was completely self perpetuating and you helped me to realize this and achieve a new found appreciation for myself along with the new appreciation for life that I was looking for when I decided to take a large amount of the most potent LSD I have ever come into contact with.
I am finally starting to see myself clearly and how my drug usage played a part in helping build my internal narrative that I was just an unlucky person that is just inherently ugly.
After my trip today, every time I look in the mirror I can't help but smile and see myself as inherently beautiful for the first time. I have always generally looked down and not made eye contact with others due to my poor self confidence, but now I can actually walk by a stranger, look them in the eyes, smile and say good morning while feeling good about myself. I know that might seem like the most utterly simple thing to some people, but when you are in a self loathing spiral, you can start to feel like like nobody cares if you are having a good morning or not, so it can start to seem pointless to interact with humans that you arent close with which is a whole other cycle in itself.
I am still kind of tripping and doing the last few N2O cartridges while trying to write this so sorry for rambling, but I just felt like I needed to let you know that the positive vibes and changes you have taken on and document so well in your videos is doing some good in the lives of others. Your ability to fucking roast "bad Adam" shows an innate level of self realization that my old self flooded with denial could never have felt comfortable putting out to the universe.
I hope this makes sense. Keep putting out these beautiful vibes to the universe, I can't thank you enough for helping me shed my toxic self image.
this is an actual series now. hoping there will be multiple seasons
hopefully
@@pigmilkmusicfarm I hope there will be multiple seasons
@@karanaima ye me too
That would b a dream
That would be awesome. I volunteer to be the guniee pig in one episode 😁 Adam looks like my kind of tripping body
I feel bad for Quinten. That looked like a horrible time.
I think you guys just getting to know eachother was what made you grounded. You guys viewed it as bonding and that's what made it enjoyable and better for you both
this type of video style is bomb asf, i love the explaining of what’s happening and how it’s supposed to be interpreted.
Adams body language is obviously the reason why Quentin jumped like that.
Fr dude, Adam is creepy as f***
Maybe Adam smells weird
He looked like he was about to act up
whole lotta gayness
@@leroybrown9443
But he only wanted to give him a hug and rub his back...that’s normal-ish , isn’t it 🤣
Fuck, this gave me anxiety. Like I was getting hard flashbacks to a bad trip I had because there was a couple of people present that I had never met before. And yes Adam! Please release the rest of this experience!!
I can't wait to watch the rest of this, I've really enjoyed watching you guys go through this trip together.
Looping is the worst u feel trapped and kinda like you're watching the loop from outside of you own mind, kinda scary.
Quentin's reaction when you guys both acknowledge a lot of your anxiety is simply just because you're cold made me smile lol. Those "WE FIGURED IT OUT!!!" moments are some of the best parts of an acid experience
MAAAN THIS IS SO FUCKING RELATABLE ONCE I WAS TRIPPING BALLS AND I WAS LOOKING FOR SOMETHING BUT I NEVER KNEW WHAT BUT THEN I SAW MY CHARGER AND IT ALL MADE SENSE IT WAS THE CHARGER HAHAHAHAHAAHHA
This video made me feel better about the awkwardness that happens sometimes during a trip. Each person just wants the other to be ok and if someone is making you uncomfortable you can’t tell them cuz it’ll freak them out.
For real!! I wanna figure out how to make that not happen
The body language analysis on this is off the charts. Every action is such a visceral representation of their internal worlds.
I've tripped on lsd before and I can personally say when adam keeps asking if he was safe, it would've sent me right into a trip loop. Hearing something over and over again, alters what you are really hearing, and what you "think" you're hearing. I would've questioned him and asked if he kept asking me if I were safe because during a real heavy trip, you're brain can repeat what has been said.
Just watching people trip makes me feel like I’m tripping. Even my veins are constricted rn lol
Same it's so interesting and relatable to watch but almost like anxiety inducing.
I had a friend and his girlfriend call and talk to me on his birthday and they were tripping. I was just joking with them smoking some cannabis and I told them they were giving me a contact trip and we all laughed our asses off, lol!! ( it is weird I can actually do that to some extent and it seems you can too, what a trip, ha, ha, ha!)
@@TheConsciousEvolutionchannel I trip sat 6 people at once dead sober and I felt high as fuck the entire time.
@@samgamblewhite8600 ha,ha,ha!! that is some funny shit friend! probably not at the time though.
I literally got that wierd lsd bodyhigh just from watching this no joke.
Idk why Adam trips like this when he refuses to relax into the experience he’s always so focused on holding onto self
I’m the same, we’re scared and it takes time
If I were Adam I'd have just swayed and danced around that studio floor to relax and ease the vibe. Just let go rather than trying to interview himself and Quentin. He didn't have to ask those questions or anything, and Quentin was also completely dumbfounded on what to do. But that's LSD for you! These are the kind of experiences you have when you don't let go and surrender to the experience.
Someone with social anxiety might find it incredibly difficult to let go and ignore what other people might think of you, and this is why LSD isn't for everyone. I was able to just stroll barefoot around a field and completely ignore everybody else that was going about their business, whereas my friend was getting very nervous because she felt like everybody knew. Because I was on LSD as well, I was totally unable to calm her down because my communication was just out the window. I remember just talking about something completely different (like Adam and Quentin were doing) and it just spiraled her out even more. She ended up walking off and getting the others up to go home (where shit kicked off real bad. It was a bad time)
Even while sober I enjoy being myself and aren't afraid to do cartwheels or act silly; it's just who I am. This took years of self-reflection and understanding to realise as well. I use this confidence to go into my trip, and it definitely helps. Psychedelics can make you realise things that you have buried for a very long time, but unless you have done the work to change these things in your REGULAR life, like Adam has been doing now, your trips are always gonna be tinged with discomfort.
Yeah he pointed that very fucking shit out
@@jameswilkes451 i am a pretty socially anxious person, people would describe me as super outgoing and extroverted, but I don’t FEEL that way. When I am on lsd or mushrooms though, I feel completely free from my anxiety and it’s the most pure and amazing feeling ever, it’s euphoric not worrying about every little thing.
For me it breaks all the “rules” or “norms” I have in my head, and allows me to act natural, laugh, not be so concerned if I say something stupid, actually I embrace it and me and my friends always have a kicksss laugh.
I LOVE that feeling, it feels like I have tons of extra confidence, as in I don’t question myself or beat myself up after an interaction, which in my sober life I have a bad habit of doing. I’ll talk to people then spend an hour just hating myself for the exchange, meanwhile those people aren’t thinking about it and had a great time haha it’s all in my head and I know it, but I can rlly seem to get past it on psychs
@@tylerpeters2624 Everybody feels that way to some extent, but I get where you're coming from. It's amazing that psychedelics make you feel that way, and I'm sorry that you can't bring that feeling into your regular life. You seem to understand yourself quite a bit though and sound reflective to me, so I'm sure you'll figure it out some day. I wish you the best of luck. Try to remember that your mind is your reality, and that you've been able to percieve everything as problem free in the past, so why not again without having to trip?
Imagine thinking Q is the cold one here... dude is a ray of sunshine. You were just incapable of bouncing his vibe.
I don't think he's saying that Quentin is actually a cold person. I think he's saying that whilst he's on acid, everything is magnified and you can become somewhat paranoid, so Quentin not liking physical contact made him think he was cold.
That dude is just really full of himself
By cold he means Quinten doesn’t like hugs, thats why he was saying hes warm when he trips cuz hugs make him feel comfortable.
hugging a dude you barely know when youre both alone, In his house, is sus AF and no wonder it tripped out Quentin tbh.
Facts
Now I'm invested and would love to know how the rest of the trip goes, even if its just audio! Your videos are so informative on just the experience alone and having you break it down helps us know just how your thought proccess on this drug goes.
For me, music is the most important thing while tripping
Especially on acid
For real tho .....it gives the mind something to anchor too...at least for me .....also makes my body move in the most amazing ways
@@mangoman423 haha so true :D
Try listening to some of liszt's trancendental etudes. Feux folet is sooo incredibly intricate.
Try not to think period lol
I'm obviously only watching this because it's vital educational content and not because I love watching these two get absolutely f*cked together.
Yes me to
come for one stay for another is how it is with me
I feel like only low lifes people who love to see people in pain that's life lol
@@alexkennedy9600 You misunderstand me, Alex. I take no pleasure from seeing other people in pain. I take pleasure from watching people tripping their balls off on LSD.
@@deanmacey3554 iM SorRy yoU misUnderstooD mE.
I think once you guys dimmed the lights, it took the bright and lively mood away that had existed. The darkened lights brought on anxiety that hadn't been felt until that point.
i learned alot watching, makes me feel less crazy seeing such an experienced user like yourself go through this and manage it, including your post-trip breakdown, thank you!
We are both professional...”whatever that means 👀”
Lol your pfp 😅
ask Hunter
I was surprised to hear your reaction to Quentin saying, "I was even bonding with you" because your body language during the whole first video was standoffish. Q kept looking at you over and over and over again and you were in your own mind I think and he was trying so hard to connect with you. I think part of the reason he didn't hug you deeply was simply because he was having intense physical symptoms and felt rigid. I don't think it was because he doesn't like physical contact when he's sober. He was vibing with you hard and I feel like he wasn't getting the same signals from you. I'm sure it wasn't intentional. That's just my take on it.
same. the come up video explains it all
Yup. Q has a secure attachment style and other dude is anxiously attached
Totally agree.
@@Peace.Beyond.All.Understanding Yes, in the first video, I got the impression that Adam was questioning the status of their connection.
Got the exact same impression ! It is what it is, no judgment ✌️ but almost felt uncomfortable watching him trying so hard to connect and not getting attention in return...
I do love how once their vibe got split n they weren't on the same page, they both started to freak out. Lol
It seems like you both didn't have a super good time and kept tripping eachother out 😂
This whole part is like LSD awkwardness and that shits the worse. Yall just hella confused
Yhh its rlly awkward
Yea but to be fair they had only known each other for a few days up to that point. I personally know I would never feel comfortable tripping with anyone other than a few of my very close friends who I trust wholeheartedly. So I can definitely understand how their hyper awareness of each other became a sort of awkward loop.
I recently ate shrooms with a buddy I grew up with...seemed like an awesome idea....NOT
AWKARD AF...ha
Exactly haha - when I used to trip I would just stop talking at this point and tell people I was way too high to communicate but not to worry because I feel great haha 🤣
Dude I’ve never formed this thought before but it can get awkward as frickkkk tripping with someone else even if you know them super well. The best way to combat this is dope ass music that makes you bob your head and/or trying in your mind to see them as a cool mf and vibing out
THIS IS NOT HOW U TAKE ACID KIDS!!!! This is the total opposite of a healthy LSD trip! Nitrus??? no music??? cameras and lights everywhere???? wtf?? I hope u learned from this experience. Stay safe and meditate.
Ya sounds shitty
There is so correct way to do LSD
Couldn't agree with you more brother! When you truly let go the uncontrollable laughter is the best.
There is no wrong or right way to trip lol. If you really understood the drug then you would know that
I just play world of warcraft through the come up and when my eyes start wanting to close and my hands get shaky. I just lay down and stare at my wall with music for like 4 hours while I just fade in and out.
Love this. Shows how powerful a substance can be especially when talking with a friend
When you said everything feels “magnified and hyper aware” THAT IS PERFECTLY SAID!
“Psychedelics have taken us out of an almost sleep”
No
Thog says yes
😂😂😂i hate im on both sides
Lmfao.. im dead 😅😅😅🤣
You know this is actually a very hypocritical comment belive it or not. It has been repeated sooo many fucking times, and every time I see it, I imagine another sheep in its comfortable sheets just writing this shit over and over again. So please if you say something, mean it.
'Im getting feedback from you bro" "no bro I'm getting feedback from you" "are you sure you're good?" "my feedback is good" "you sure your feedback is good?" "Im receiving feedback from you that you're uncomfortable" "I'm comfortable, but your feedback suggests otherwise" "my feedback is good as long as yours is good" "but my feedback is good" "let's move rooms"
lmfao
😂😂😂
Psychedelics make it so more important for an individual to feel comfortable advocating for themselves, being sincere to your emotional space, the oh so precious set. It is really cool to see lads doing it.
This is a really nice trip report because it finally shows the experience of when things don't go as smooth as someone would + advise on how to handle those situations :)
As always, when things seem to go in a loop/spiral, try to breathe through it, that's all you need.
As much crap as i give him Quinten is actually very well at identifying what hes feeling on cid and good at describing it i would never be able to put sentences together that far into a trip
Adam why not include Quentin's perspective? Otherwise it's just pure projection from your part.
I also thought that
Yes
Quentin is still tripping
This video feels weirdly one-sided and he didn't say if he had permission to share this either...
Why aren't more people talking about this??? I was going back and forth between Adam's channel and Quentin's channel to see if I could see Quentin's perspective on this trip and if he's actually ok with these being posted?? Adam, give us an update on this! Or even better, Quentin, give us an update!
This was uncomfortable for me to watch because I know exactly what that feels like. With the new person, the high dose, the loops…very intense. You did well Adam, as usual. Thanks for all your hard work.
Too much lsd in my system.
This is a really accurate portrayal of this sort of situation. Great work, thank you for sharing.
I can't believe how much anxiety this gave me. I can definitely relate, and appreciate you guys' willingness to share your vulnerable moments with the world.
"Y u huggin me"
"Y u NOT huggin me"
🧐
Lmao
😂😂
Potentially dangerous smol conflict
The fact that you guys are expressing yourselves to help eachother
Yeah I loved this .. and it was really comforting you expressing the whole “ most of my anxious thoughts stem from not loving myself fully” I ducking started crying after that haha
This doesn't look like fun at all. I am already hyper sensitive to energy and vibes
Of course, it was an experiment after all.
It felt to me that Quentin really wanted to have something to do/talk about in front of the camera relating to the acid trip. It felt like a sense of purpose that was unable to be fulfilled. Adam was just tripping so hard the acid OCD kicked in so he had to mess around with the set. I think that's why both of them were constantly worrying and stressing about random shit because they had nothing to do. Then again, 250ug isn't exactly predictable, so at least they held it together.
Environment and setting is very important. Music is a must to control the vibe.
i totally agree. ive had many experiences where there was no plan in mind and there was nothing to be done accept just exist on drugs, which is a very hard thing to do on its own. and the loop becomes about something to do and then you’re just in it and it’s hard to stop.
@@shichilaofa yep a bit of Jimi Hendrix and it's all good it's hard enough having a big dose of acid to share an experience together with some coherance on the initial come up rush. they had an extension of it being for everybody watching tripping balls on a lit staged set with a camera on them adding a pressure at the point of a trip you forget your name .I've had some hard trips with people and on my own and the initial start is always toughest you just have to remember to be able to laugh at yourself let people know your in it together and if your on your own just keep it together it's all about togetherness even when your heads not together
YES. From the come up video I could tell Quentin was wanting to converse about the trip for the camera and really trying to talk to Adam but just kinda getting shut down.
Um is 250 ugs alot ? I got no idea. Have done acid three times. The first time was with 220 ugs the second was 550 ugs and weed and the third was 230ugs. First trip was super pog and went to so many place. At some points it felt like a video game cutscene and npcs were in the world. Second trip was great until I smoked weed (smoked weed 5 hrs after taking the acid), fug me that was incredibly intense and entered the eternal loop but it ended well because I crudely meditated I.e. let thoughts flow in and out. Third time was shit, I felt like I was gonna vomit for a solid 4 hrs and got close so many time, excluding that the trip was pretty skits though. So yeah back to my original question, is 250 ugs considered alot of acid?
Dude, this was my first peak experience on 2 tabs of acid. I was tripping with a buddy who was experienced, and I ended up having to talk to the trip sitter for a little bit and have some time alone. After a little bit my trip buddy came up to me and we talked a little, felt a little better, and then we went back to listening to music. I felt like I was riding a knife’s edge the entire time, but those conversations where you felt like you were in each other’s minds was suuuuuuper real. It ended up being a positive trip, because my trip buddy was a high school friend of mine for a long time that I hadn’t seen in a long time. And the comedown was an awesome conversation with a friend that lasted for hours.
Peak heebie-jeebies are fuckin WILD.
Thank you for these videos!! I am 42 now but when I was a young 19 yr old man I had a terrifying experience with lsd where I “long story” ended up dosing for the first time in my life with 14 hits of LSD and had a terrifying 2 days of insane visuals and total loss of myself and thought I may never come back.. in hindsight I do not regret it because I experienced some amazing visuals and an experience I will never forget…it would take hours to attempt to explain what I experienced and have considered writing a book about my experience.
adam seems like a super uncomfortable dude to trip with, respect to quentin
Ye
yea. i mean i love adam but he kinda has this superiority complex & i think i would feel self conscious about how i was tripping around him. the way quentin trips seems to be so much more normal & natural & relatable. still love adam though.
Keep in mind the more you do acid, your attitude towards the trip tends to shift and adam has tripped wayyy more than Quentin has so it makes sense that they would have very different perspectives.
Aka Quentin reminds me of myself on my 1st-2nd trip and adam reminds me of my more recent trips.
Yes mad respect to Quentin!
It was actually the opposite to me .
I actually like adam's videos but Quentin was just Trippin really hard while adam was being all pushy and kinda weird, like literally the dude was aight, adam was actually enhancing the weirdness and awkwardness
Adam was feeling anxious, not really his fault.
For sure!!! This comment is right!!
did you not listen to adam. he explained his actions
This was the first time watching you two... and the whole time I was so impressed, because the chemistry and comradery between you is so natural. You both were trying to be supportive of one another, like old friends. I thought you both did really well.
Also, I had had some pot once a long time ago that was laced, but I wasn't told about that until after I smoked. So I panicked and had a really bad trip. This was so many years ago... and I didn't do hallucinogens' after this, but when I smoke pot, more often than not I have major flashbacks. So I was scared to watch your videos on this, but my curiosity got the better of me. I enjoyed watching. Just be careful with what you're willing to try.
man i really miss the full 5 hour version. one of my faves, hope you bring it back one day
I would NEVER do any psychedelic with you Adam. I can't believe Quinton only did LSD once before this and kept it together with all your antics. I felt mass anxiety during this whole video.
What do you think the antics were? Curious!
My first and only LDS trip was one of the most wonderful 7-8 hours of my life, while my tripping buddy was physically unable to move his fingers and thought he had to go to the hospital. This drug can have kinda random effects corresponding to your mood before the trip.
no one cares
@@user-uu4kf9bg8m not sure if you construed it this way but I don’t think they mean antics as in purposeful.
My general problem with the way he was (they’re both tripping, no blame and Adam said himself he was in a bad place at the time) is the pacing, barrage of questions about if he’s ok, safe etc. I would start to think that I’m giving off unsafe vibes if someone felt the need to keep asking which would make me feel self conscious paired with the fact that you’re in THEIR space which means these kind of questions can spiral in to making the room around you feel unfamiliar and like you shouldn’t be there. I feel as if Adam needed to take the lead on what to do instead of giving off uneasy and unsure vibes (this is kind of a mute point because again, they’re tripping. He’s in his own headspace as well)
Personally I think it’s generally just mixing personalities that get on well, but the acid is bringing out so many intricacies that a few of them will bump heads in a conversation, and with new people in a new space they’ll take precedent over the good. All in all they handled it pretty well, I just think Quentin handled this whole thing like an absolute champ. Adam might’ve sent me off the rails if I’m honest.
Also just remembered Adam said there’s some more context as to why he’s doing and saying some of the things he’s saying. I don’t think Quentin was having a good time in the gap before this video so we’ll see I guess.
For real this was his seccond time omg 250ug adam goes complety bad. And hes holding it like a champ would love to trip with him
"We're tripping really hard"
*Pauses video*
"We were tripping really hard"
😂😂😂👌🏻
I was peaking so hard that I laughed at a bowl of soup for twenty minutes
@@mindmy609 amazing my man 😂
I would not want to trip with Adam! He’s digging for stuff instead of just going with it. The needing love thing? OF COURSE a guy you only have known for a couple of days is not going to be able to give you that!
Maybe I’m just too closed off but I would have felt extremely uncomfortable in that situation. I do not want HUG from Adam while I’m tripping! Especially when LSD can make things so intimate,and at the same time vulnerable. My instinct is to try to protect myself. If I’m feeling comfortable I will share, but if someone straight up asks for it ( and I’m sorry) it would put me on edge! The same way if someone kept asking me if I was ok, I would be like WHY ARE YOU ASKING!? What’s wrong with me!? Am I being weird? And the whole thing would devolve… then hopefully resolve but who knows!?
Well that’s why tripping with strangers can get really weird really fast.
I assumed Adam would be more of a rock, where flamming dragons could be coming out of my ears flying into his mouth and he’d just be like, “well that’s just the acid man,””wanna play with yo-yo ‘s and listen to steely Dan ?”…. Anyway don’t hug me, be cool. 🤷♂️
Maybe I’m a jerk! Yo-yos anyone?