exploring the woods while it rains with your comfort character (a playlist)
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- Опубліковано 6 чер 2021
- i want to live out my twilight dreams in the pnw & do this
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timestamps ── located in the comment section.
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timestamps because I don’t see any ❤️:
🌧 0:01- Holocene
🌧 5:37- Bella’s Lullaby
🌧 9:04- Wash.
🌧 14:10- The Wolves
🌧 19:26- The Wisp Sings
🌧 24:47- Perth
🌧 29:02- Bloom
🌧 32:34- Dandelion Wine
🌧 35:38- Flume
🌧 39:17- Ylang Ylang
🌧 42:51- Rosyln
🌧 50:53- Ontario
🌧 54:06- Enough to Drink
🌧 57:08- La Lune
hopefully this helped :) have a good day
Thank you
@@honeybee1755 no problem 💕
thank u
@@learoitzheim1227 of course :DD ❤️
You’re an angel! Thank you!✨
this is honestly the best kind of weather
Yea
💯
Yes
yessssss
Honestly
POV ur aesthetic is dark academia and this youtube channel's playlists feeds ur whole life
LITERALLY ME 😭✋💀
the internet needs to stop calling me out or imma cry lmao-
Kind of-
Me here🙋
Nou
forehead kisses, rain, soft grass and the woods = a dream
You got my attention at forehead kisses and then kept it with the rest
thats basically me and what i would do!
an embrace
Dayum now my fingers itching to draw that. At 6 am. & I haven't gone to bed yet.
@@blacksheep5821 Did you?
“Do you feel that?” He whispered. “My body may not be here with you, but every part of my soul roams these woods, while breathing to the rythm of the heart beating strongly in your chest”.
this one made me sob so hard man. :(
the way my eyes filled with tears immediately lmao
"Are you sure this is safe?" I asked, trudging my way through low-hanging branches and crops of prickly flowers. My stride carried me past bushes that held crimson berries and pulled me across a coursing river that bent to ancient rocks, all while attempting to keep up with the man barreling ahead of me.
"You know the rocks are slippery, right?" I reminded him, my feet landing in a lone puddle. Mud crawled up my shin, but I paid no mind to it.
He tossed a grin over his shoulder. "If you're scared," he prodded, "you can just say that. No judgment."
I paused in the thicket, standing still enough so that the tiny raindrops could finally find a home in my hair. They collected on my eyelashes and jacket, bounced off the green leaves, and seeped into the rich soil. Birds sang overhead, and somewhere, I heard a twig snap.
But I was not afraid. His breathing was jagged yet steady, and though he tried to conceal it, I could feel the reverberations of his pounding heart through the earth.
He was with me, so there was no reason to be scared.
"And why would I do that?" I asked, leaping over a tiny stream to get to him. "All I'm saying is I didn't bring any first aid, so if you're clumsy ass falls, guess who's bracing the pain with zero complaints?" I passed him, making my way through rare blooms that curled into the air. Purples and pinks; all hues of divinity. I had never felt so close to heaven.
"I don't think you'd have to worry about me bleeding," he said from behind me.
I raised an eyebrow as if he could see it. "Oh?"
"We both know I'm not here."
I laughed and shook my head, unwilling to turn around. But when I could no longer feel his steady explosion of breaths, or the ground beneath my feet reminding me of his presence, I finally had no choice. I turned, finding only a canopy of leaves and wild roses.
But it was okay, I reminded myself. I could see him again.
In the moments when forest air caressed my lungs, and sap licked the edges of my fingers, I knew he was there. We were connected across universes; looking up at different stars, but listening to the harmony of the wind and birds. I would find him again. Perhaps, in a few minutes, I would see him behind the bush to my right or next to the bunny he had followed to its den... I didn't know.
I was just sure that, either in the forest or curled up in my bed, we would meet again.
Edit: Thank you so much for all of your kind words and support! I'm literally balling you all are far too sweet!
THIS IS SO GOOD OML-
THIS IS AMAZING WTF
sarah why you gotta go and make me cry this like
THIS IS SO GOOD HELP
No honey it can’t be like this I need at least a book can’t leave me hanging like that 😭
“You should get home soon, these woods are dreadful to be lost in.”
“I could never be lost as long as you’re here.”
“But I’m not here. How often do you forget that.”
“Too often”
Our eyes drift to the skies. Two different skies, an eternity apart.
I felt that. 😢
The New Moon vibes!
bro this reminded me so much of the movie " Your name" :,)
thank you
This is beautiful and sad
this is gonna keep me up but it'll be nice to daydream
Imagine that you are your comfort character's comfort character in an alternative universe, omg.
I don't really have one but that's cool
epic
That poor bastard..
My condolences.
I actually wrote a song about, like, two characters who are in different stories - but each one is the comfort character of the other one, and one day they start meeting in their dreams.
It's nowhere near perfect, I'm just a random teenager out there in the world, but this is the song:
You
Made me better
You showed me
S: How to believe and / N: I had to heal and
S: That I could dream / N: how I could deal
S: For this / N: with this
You were there after a tiring day,
You were there, washing the pain away
You were there to make it all okay
Now that I have you here with me
I’m begging you to stay
Whenever things got bad I’d tell you
It’ll be alright
And I guess you never really heard me
Until now
You
Taught me how to be me
S: Where I wanted to go
N: Where I would rather be
S: What I wanted to do
N: What I would rather see
You showed me
S: Who I really am / N: What love truly is
S: When you laughed
I laughed along
S: When you cried
I cried with you
When you fell in love,
I fell for you
You taught me this can change,
N: I can change
This can get better
N: I can get better
Whenever things got bad you’d tell me
It’ll be alright
And I guess I never really heard you
Until now
PS: As you may be able to see, S. is from an emotional story whereas N. is from an action story. They both complement each other, because they both went through a lot, and felt a lot of pain - and complete each other, because S. can help N. deal with the emotions that she had been forced to ignore and N. can help S. experience life and figure himself out now that he has gotten out of an emotionally unstable situation.
Anyone else have multiple comfort characters, like for your different moods?
What is comfort character
I do😭
@@juliezamora2497 a character that you feel can always help you through things and b'é there for you. One you can talk to in your mind. When noone else will listen. They don't have to bé characters existing , but they can b'é your own. Some have comfort characters as lovers, some as friends. Anything really. Hope this helped; if not, their might b'é a better answer online lol
I definitely do. :)
Is your comfort character Levi because I'm concerned for you
A memory that never happened: sitting with neville longbottom and he tells you everything about plants
Bruh, imagne having him as your comfort character.
A memory that never happened: walking with tom Riddle in the forbidden forest
I'm crying at this
Another memory that will never happen: me walking with Hermione granger Im a forest around hogwarts just talking about school and grades.
Dude EXCELLENT choice in comfort character, he's such a sweetheart 🥺💚
this means a lot because I live in an abusive household and this really Is helping me rn after an anxiety attack
I'm sorry you're going through that, wishing you the best xx
im so sorry u have to go through that
there will come a day when you'll never have to see them again, youll be out on your own and free, try to hang on until then, im sorry
Sending you love and wishing you the best for the future❤️
i know that no amount of sympathies can improve your situation, but if you ever EVER needed someone to talk to or just to listen to you, i am here for you. i usually keep an eye on my instagram messages so if you ever feel inclined, shoot me a message. i am here for you, even if you do not know me! i care about your wellbeing and will do my best to listen to you, please stay safe 🥺💞
The world was storming. To anyone else, it would seem.... dark, strange, terrifying. But to you, it was peace. It was home. The way the massive pine trees danced in the wind, the way the leaves twirled and brushed against the stars... That was perfection to you. As you traveled deeper and deeper into the woods, you awaited their arrival. You listened carefully for the sound of footsteps, for the familiar sound of their voice drifting through the misty night and filling your heart. After a while, you found the lake where the two of you first met. The water shimmered as teardrops fell on its crystalline surface, causing ripples to disturb the otherwise peaceful waters. As you stared at your reflection, you noticed someone behind you. You turned- there they were.
They looked good, as they always did. Their hair was ruffled slightly by the wind, but their eyes shone in the fading starlight. They had that crooked grin on their lips, hinting at their thoughts. Your face flushed pink as you held out a hand toward them. "Took you long enough... You should know better than to sneak up on me like that."
"I can't help it. You just seemed so peaceful." They shrugged as they intertwined your fingers. "How have you been?"
"Things have been rough without you. I don't understand why you can never stay."
"You know why. We're from two different worlds, too different lifetimes. Our souls were always meant to touch, but we're always just out of reach of one another...." They trailed off, shaking their head. "It's foolish of me to dream of us together, I know this.... but I do not know how to live without you."
"Let's not dwell on that," you mumbled quickly. "There's an entire woods for us to explore."
"Try to keep up!" They teased, taking off. You sighed when their hand left yours, but quickly recollected yourself and went after them. Laughter bubbled from your lips as you watched them fly past. This was home. Even if it wouldn't last forever, you knew that they would always be with you.
I love it sooo much. I’m literally crying because this is sooo beautiful
Umm..Do you have Whattpad?
OBSESSED WITH THIS
this is my favorite im crying-
Sobbing 😩😩, fictional comfort characters are everything 😩… you know when you can “feel” them that their there in your thoughts and feelings whenever you read something like this 🥲🥲
Then back to reality. 😩
"you are hurting yourself darling." he says as I slip on the wet rock. he always does this. pretend like I'm going to die anytime soon. i am not weak thank you very much. i look at him and he smirks at me. his face drenched with rain as is mine. i roll my eyes at him just like I do everyother two seconds of the day. "I can look after myself thank you very much." I tell him and start running. i hear him behind me. trying to catch up. the woods are dark and muddy. not to mention the grounds that are slippery as heck. but I don't care. i have him to help me if I fall.
i continue running for a while until we reach our destination. the waterfall. the scene is absolutely beautiful and I cant help but stand and awe. the stars are still shining as bright as they can even though its pouring with rain. i fell him come up next to me. i can feel his eyes burning onto the side of my face. i turn and look at him in his crystal blue eyes. and in that moment, I know I'm in love. heck I fell in love with him since I laid eyes on him. and yes even though he's cocky, and sarcastic at times, I am still hopelessly in love with him.
"your hurting yourself darling." he tells me and I stay silent. "you have to stop." he tells me once again. i put my head down, because I know I'm hurting myself. I'm setting myself up for major disappointment. i cant live like this. I'm getting wayyy too attached. and I hate that I'm doing it. "let me go now love." he whispers and I look back up once again to meet his crystal eyes fading. my heart aches at the sight. i reach my hand and it goes right through his. just like it always does when I'm waking up. "you cant love me if I'm not real." he says his final words as he fades away. and not even 3 seconds later he turns into air and the sound of a loud noise goes off.
i hate him. i really do. i hate that I'm in love with him. i hate that i let myself fall inlove.
but i don't regret it because ill see him again. later on today when i close my eyes once more. i will see my love again. and he will tell me the exact same words. he will tell me to not fall inlove with him. he will make cocky remarks. he will mock me for my clumsiness. he will explore the woods with me while it rains.
The whole thing just played out in my head as I read it
wow.
You had NO RIGHT to make me sad. I'm mad now.
oml why today :_(
Omg you just made me cry. This is soo beautiful
You’re the first person that wrote a pov that made me cry, I don’t know if I should thank you or not because you really screw me up.. btw, do you have Whattpad?
For those who leave their stories in the comments -
Thank you for the beautiful tales you've shared, you're all incredible writers and I hope you post it all somehere else as well like wattpad or ao3
Sincerely,
A reader (kinda)
P.S.
FR THOUGH YALL BETTER HAVE A WATTPAD I CAN FOLLOW WITH THE SAME KINDA CONTENT-
It's readers like you that I absolutely love and adore
IN AGREEMENT LMAOO
i have a wattpad!
Forgive my boomer-ness….
But wtf is a wattpad?
It sounds like an electrified menstruation torture device. 🤣
@@maciehewson4573 looki
The amount of Bon Iver makes this playlist even better
Olivia: new uploads every Wednesday
Her uploads this month: 👀
hehe i need to change it, that’s for during the school year xx
@@oliviaalee Did you put the timestamps in the comments, there are a few of us lost in the woods here searching for them xoxoxox Love your playlists
"Did I ever tell you that I love the rain?" I ask, tilting my head back to gaze at the raindrops falling off the leaves above us.
"You might have mentioned it," he says, and I don't even have to turn my head to know he's doing that little smirk where only half of his mouth is upturned, the all-knowing smile he saves just for me. I move to my left, climbing up onto a moss-covered rock, listening to the sound of the rain against the puddles, watching the ripples that are created. My t-shirt is sodden; I attempt to wring it out, get rid of some of the water but my attempt is in vain. The rain is heavier now, but I can still hear his breathing behind me as he climbs onto my rock. Maybe it's the humidity, maybe it's him, but the air feels so much more dense now. I turn around and there he is, white t-shirt see-through from the rain, hair plastered against his forehead. The bottoms of his jeans are wet and splattered with mud but he doesn't care. He doesn't look at them, or the rock we are standing on, not even the forest around us. He looks at me, staring into my soul the way that only he can. The smell of wet grass is almost suffocating now, his presence enhancing my senses. I look back at him, wishing he would come closer, wishing I could touch him.
"It's beautiful here," he says, breaking eye contact and turning to regard the trees surrounding us, "but only one thing in this wood is stunning." He glances back at me and softly smiles, his meaning clear. I feel my eyes begin to water and I turn away before he can see. He doesn't see. He can't see. He doesn't exist, really. Tears run down my face, mixing with water droplets as rain hits the moss under my feet, and I miss something I never had.
beautiful darling, amazing writing skills i must say you are very talented dear!
@@nono-ms8mx I agree 😖🥹
i´m gonna say it 1 more time:
STOP HAVING SO PERFECTLY FITTING TITLES IT SCARES ME HOW MUCH YOU KNOW ME WITHOUT KNOWING ME lmaooo
"where are you?" i yelled through the dense forest. the foliage was a whole pallette of beautiful greens and earthy browns, and every tree swayed gently in the cool winter breeze.
mist cloaked the forest floor though, making it difficult to see what i was stepping on.
in the distance, i could hear the flowing of a river. as best as i could, i clambered toward the sound of the water, careful as to not step on the gnarled tree roots that likely wound their way across the earth.
"where are you?!" i yelled again, finally reaching the river. "answer me!" i shouted, panic in my voice. i was beginning to worry now.
suddenly, i heard a thud and a yell. "who's there?" i shouted, looking around me for anything weapon-like. i found a fallen tree branch, and began to snap the smaller branches off and carve the end, as best i could with my nails, to make a sharp point, when i heard a familiar voice..
"Y/N. it's me. i didn't go far. i'm here, right here. i just fell out of a tree. i only hurt my pride, and maybe my ass." he laughed.
i looked up to see him, hair slightly dishevelled, clothes a little dirty, nevertheless a genuine smile on his face. a beautiful, genuine smile. i couldn't help but smile either until my jaw began to ache. we both broke into a fit of laughter, falling onto the forest floor.
"i love you." he said, softly blushing.
"and i love you, my darling." i said, still giggling.
the smell was earthy but fresh. i stared into his eyes. he looked back at me. it was just me and him, and he was here. no tricks, no dying, no illusions. it was really him, at last. and thank god for that.
Girl, we thought about the same person
Day by day, month after month, summer turns to fall, fall turns to winter, and the years go by. I sat in my truck, the world whirling around me. Leaves pass by like rain, rain passes by like snow, and it all melts into a muddy mess by the end. I take a step, empty and full at the same time, into the park, another step takes me to the mountains, another and I am by the sea, still one more and the moon has turned upside down. I walk the world and see no one, I live here beside you, I walk next to you, I drive behind you, only a moment passes between us yet our paths never cross. A journal in my lap, year after year, journal after journal the years go by like pages.... Words fall out of my head like leaves from an autumn stricken tree, and as the winter's chill takes summer's sun from my heart, 'Where are you?' I wrote. 'Where are you?' I wrote again from some other continent. One last time I write, 'Where are you? It doesn't matter any more because you aren't here.'
I closed my eyes, feeling the rain start to fall on my face.
Each drop was like a small kiss from the sky as I walked alongside the trees, looking around in the forest surrounding me.
The leaves were many colors as fall was approaching, each one completely different from the last. Mushrooms and fungi grew along bark, leaning forward as if inspecting me. I smiled at the howling wind, flowing around me, sending a chill down my back. Mud covered my feet and grass started to cling but I didn't care, it actually made me smile a little.
I kept moving forward, passing by plants and trees.
I stopped at the weeping willow, its long branches swayed and danced with the wind. I sat near it, leaning back on the rough bark. I closed my eyes, taking in everything.
The gentle melody of the wind, rain and thunder. I smelled moss and wet grass, the scent of pine and maple. I felt the rough bark behind me and the wet ground soaking into my clothes. I opened my eyes and waited. After an hour of waiting and the rain pouring down, I got up when I heard them.
"Going already dear?" I turned around, taking them in. Like me, they were soaked, their shoes also missing. Water and dirt clung to their clothes, mine probably was the same. "I missed you, please don't go, love." I grabbed their hand and held on tight. I looked into their eyes, staring at the color and the way that the light hit them.
"I'm not going anywhere, I was just going to look for you." I said softly, still holding their hand. "Come on, you said last time there was something you wanted to show me."
They grinned and took the lead, moving us onto a path. The air was cold as the rain kept pouring but I was warm holding their hand. As we kept walking they never let go, and I didn't want them to. The sound of a stream came by and frogs croaking could be heard.
I smiled as I watched them enthusiastically lead me to the place they wanted to show me. "You will be so happy darling, seriously it's so amazing!" They babbled on, I listened to every word. Despite my feet aching and the freezing weather wearing me down, I didn't stop. I gripped their hand tight and went with them, not stopping once.
We came to a stop and they squeezed my hand, lacing our fingers together. "Look, there it is dear." I looked ahead and the sight took my breath away. It was a meadow that must've gone on for miles, flowers covered every inch and trees surrounded it, making it look secret and safe.
All the petals shimmered as raindrops covered them, making the flowers look like stars.
"Thank you for taking me here," I smiled. "I wish I could give you something back." The rain never stopped, wetting their hair and dripping down their face. They looked at me, it was one of the things I loved about them. Behind the mask and act I put on, they saw me. Me and only me, not the person everyone sees, but me.
And I saw them, saw their eyes and their face, could never forget a face like theirs. I loved everything about them and more.
"You look beautiful, absolutely stunning." They kissed me gently, as if the slightest pressure could break me. I closed my eyes, holding onto both their hands now. They broke the kiss and rested their forehead against mine. "I love you so much and I'm glad I can enjoy this life with you darling. You existing is enough for me."
I smiled and kissed them again. It was a sweet innocent kiss that spoke the words we kept in our hearts. Words that were too precious to say aloud "I love you too," I said as I pulled away. "You are my heaven on earth, you know that?" I asked. They smiled at me, and it was like the world stopped. Time didn't exist and it was just us. The forest melted away, the wind faded and the rain disappeared. It was only me and them.
"You are my fire in darkness, my breath of life, my very reason I walk this earth, my only weakness and the very strength that keeps me going. I love you and I don't know what I would do without you, dear." They whispered, pulling me close. I hugged them, holding onto them as I listened to their heart beat one last time...
I opened my eyes, looking at the ceiling above me. Thunder roared outside my window, but I wasn't in the forest. The playlist was still playing and the rain was pouring. I could smell moss and maple, but it was only a dream. I wished that one day, it wouldn't be just a dream...
💜
Bella's lullaby feels like taking a deep breath while cold wind hits your face
She giggled the most adorable laugh as we stumbled through the forest, across creeks and slippery rocks, through thickets and bushes. Her laugh was enough for me, in this moment. I wished I could spend eternity with her here. Another giggle rings through the wet raindrops that began to fall like pieces of silk that gently caressed our faces. I finally catch up to her and wrap my arms around her waist while she laughed as I maintain a large grin.
“Stop you’re gonna make me fall!!” She laughed out once again before she braced herself against a tree in the clearing.
The rain began to pour but we didn’t mind it. The greenery was in our peripherals as we stared into each other’s eyes searching for an ounce of a moment where we wanted to be anywhere but here, but we couldn’t find any. I searched her ocean blue eyes for a sign that we needed to run back to our campsite. But they only said “Stay, stay here lost forever with me.”
“I love you.” She muttered quietly staring deep into my soul.
“I love you more.” I let out a gentle deep laugh between the two of us.
She breaks away from me and begins to run. Overwhelming concern fills me as I take off after her. I manage to cut parts of my arms and hands by pushing branches and thickets away. But she was gone. Like thin wisps of air she disappeared. After running for what seemed like hours I fall to my week knees in the darkened forest now. The bed of moss below me exhales gently as I fall catching me.
After a moment of laying there I wake up sitting up in my bed. I could have sworn I seen her standing in the corner of my room. Somehow I always seem to forget she’s not real.
I sigh and lay back down kicking my leg out from under the comforter. “Don’t forget me” I hear her whisper. “Until next time my love.”
I shake off the whispers and close my eyes only begging that I can return to my dreams and be in her presence once more.
WOW
@@isabellar4847 thank you 🥺
LOVE THISSA
Thats like the POV of the comfort character, or the pov of a male shifter. I like to imagine my comfort character like that, its making me tear up. Oh my god.
Amazing!! It has reminded me of one of my fav poems The Song of Wandering Aengus by Yeats ‘Though I am old with wandering
Through hollow lands and hilly lands,
I will find out where she has gone,
And kiss her lips and take her hands;
And walk among long dappled grass,
And pluck till time and times are done,
The silver apples of the moon,
The golden apples of the sun.’
these comfort character playlists always make my heart burst with joy while making my soul cry because i’ll never get to hug him except in my dreams and that’s not enough
Same
My adventure-/cabin-/wood-/twillight- core fantasy is shaking rn
Writing a fanfic rn where Edward and Bella build a cabin so Edward doesn't have to listen to Emmett singing the thong song in his head and Carlisle going on a prayer marathon for their virtue while they make out....
“Where are we going?” He asked following you through the light rain trickling down off the leaves above. “Just wait” you replied grinning. The rain tickled your skin lightly as it fell from the sky. Most people you knew hated your small town since it was nothing but forests and rain but honestly that’s what you loved about it. If we’re being honest it’s the only reason you haven’t ran away from the dreadful people in this town. Eventually after a long journey through the muddy forest you pushed aside the prickly branches to reveal a beautiful cliff. There were almost no trees in this section of the forest, however one fallen log laid from one side of the cliff all the way to the other. You grabbed his hand and sat him down next to you on the log. You looked down at the river below as the rain danced off it. You gently closed your eyes letting the moisture in the air sink into your skin and the wind make your hair and loose clothes flow with its patterns. When you opened your eyes though your love was gone. For a moment you had completely forgot it was all in your head. And just like that you were alone again wishing he was real.
"Don't go faster. You will fall" I laughed while I grabbed his hand and running through the forest. Feeling free with hope.
"You always worry about me, darling" he yelled happy and smiled at me. The little raindrops touched our faces and the grass embrace our feets while we run as fast as we can.
"of course I do. I love you" I said and I stopped to hug him.
"I love you too" he said in my arms. He kissed my forehead with kindness and tenderness. The sound of the rain, our voices and the wind make us feel our love. Our company. And our confidence. I feel safe with him no matter what.
I hope u like It. The english is not my first language so I would appreciate if u correct me if I'm wrong :)
I know this is late but that was beautiful
This just reminds me so much of these dreams I keep having with a specific character. I have no idea who he is or if he’s even a real person or not, he just keeps showing back up.
One dream, we were younger, and every night we would go up and climb this mountain. We would never reach the top before it would be time to go home again but every time we would try. One night we nearly got to the top when instead of continuing, we just decided to stay and watch the stars instead. Because, once we reached the top, the adventure would be over, wouldn’t it? We talked and laughed, but we eventually went home. Then, before we could try again, I woke up.
We never made it to the top.
That's really interesting (it's been 1 year, have you had the dream again?)
@@sorreldislikespotatoes9882I wish I could say I have, but unfortunately I haven’t had the dream again. I have had new dreams where me and him go out and explore (sometimes abandoned buildings and sometimes old empty houses), but none recently. The funny thing is I don’t ever recognize that it’s the same person during the dream, it’s always after I wake up that I seem to realize that it’s the same stranger that I’ve met before.
But yeah, I went and scrolled through the section in my notes where I write my dreams down, and it’s been a pretty bleak year so far. 😅
Yeah have ya?
:)
“You know if you don’t slow down you might slip and break your neck,” I said, sitting on fallen tree and watching him trying to climb up a small ridge. “And you’re too heavy for me to catch so don’t even think about falling on me.”
The rain fell across his face and he laughed, “I thought I was going slow.”
I shook my head, thinking about how reckless he always is, “You know, I think you purposely do the dumbest things so I worry about you.”
He smirked and hung off the side with only one arm, “Well, I think you like worrying about me.”
I moved from the tree to the base of the ridge, “What makes you think that?”
I gasped as he immediately dropped down in front of me.
“Well,” he chuckled as he brushed the dirt off his fingers onto his jeans. “It’s obvious isn’t it?”
Our eyes met and we were both silent. The soft sounds of rain hitting the ground and falling against the leaves was the only thing we could hear. I took a hesitant step towards him, then another one but more confident until I was so close to him I could hear his breath.
“I guess it is obvious,” I muttered as I wrapped him up in a hug.
edited pov: you've been assisting your comfort character in returning to their original home in their books/movies, and tomorrow is the day you both plan on bringing them back.
you can't help but think back on the moment while it pours. the drops seem as pleasing tiny lines, even more attractive under the bright stars and flora around you.
"you are stunning."
a familiar voice yanked you out of the little world you were in. however, when you locked your gaze on the owner, time seemed to slow down once more.
you assumed - no, you believed - that the person in front of you was shining. you remember the broad smiles you wore as they appeared in your books/movies.
you notice that they have moved closer to you, such that your noses now slightly brush, with the magnificent sight of rain around the both of you. you felt warm as your arms wrapped around each other in a loving embrace. so warm in such a purported frigid setting.
their eyes are now open. oh, if you were dazed a while ago, you'd be completely lost now. those eyes store so many stories, so many experiences that you both had and still survived.
"i-i wish you would stay.. but we've done so much and gone this far, it-it's wrong-"
"shh." they smiled fondly at you, yet you see a peak of sadness in their eyes. "dont think about it now. enjoy the moment."
and you did.
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"For gods sake- slow down!" I laughed, tripping through yet another brush.
"Its not my fault you have two left feet!" He called from ahead of me.
"Yeah- yeah." I grumbled, stooping low to duck under a bush.
He just laughed, carrying on in front of me.
"Where'd you go now?" I called, glancing around. The wood was rich with the different scents and sounds of nature, and yet there was the missing tell tale snapping of twigs from ahead of me.
"You should know by now not to stop moving." He laughed, his voice far away.
I groaned, picking up my pace until I emerged onto a cliff, the stars the only light for miles around.
"You still here?" I called, unsure.
The trees creaked, and the leaves rustled, but I got no answer.
I sat down, feet dangling off the edge. The light rain may have been soaking my skin, and the ground wetting my pants, but I didn't notice.
I wasn't exactly grieving, no. Grieving would require me to have met the person before they disappeared. I suppose I had met him, in a sense.
In the pages of a book and the screen of a TV I met him, and then I fell in love with him.
And no matter how much I cry and kick and scream, I'll never get to see him.
So I sit here at midnight in the rain, looking out at a sky with stars that seem so close, but are millions of miles appart.
And maybe.
Just maybe.
Maybe he's looking at them too.
Fin.
Who’s your comfort character?
"Catch me if you can!" I yelled, looking behind my shoulder, my eyes bright with laughter.
He ran out of the clearing laughing, when he saw where I was standing. "Come here! You are standing to close to the edge!"
I looked at him. His wavy brown hair, his sweet and gentle smile and his eyes full of affection. He was the most handsome man I had ever seen.
I yelled out, "Then, come and get me, my love!"
His grin vanished and he looked shocked at that. We had never spoken about feelings before.
"That's right! I love you! I LOVE YOU! You are real to me! You will always be real to me!" I shouted over the winds and the roar of the waterfall behind me.
There. I said it. I finally said it. I love him. I closed my eyes, turned to the waterfall and called back over my shoulder, "If you love me too, catch me!"
Understanding my intention, he ran forward, panicked. "Stop! You can't swim!!"
But, I jumped. I felt the rush of air then, the cold water hitting me as I hit the spring the waterfall ended in. Even before I could move, strong arms came around me, holding me up so I could breathe and hugged me tightly.
With my eyes still closed, I smiled. "I knew you would come." Before I could open my eyes, his lips descended on mine. Hard. Over and over as he held me close.
That stunned me and I wrapped my arms tightly around him. I felt the first raindrop hitting me and soon, rain started pouring down but, he still held me tightly keeping me afloat kissing me.
Finally, he let go and leaned his forehead on mine, breathing heavily.
"Don't ever do that again. You could have drowned!" I heard the tremor and fear in his voice.
"But, you came."
He cupped my cheek. "I won't be here forever. Anytime, the portal might close and I have to go back to my world."
I looked down and kept quiet. I knew it was true but, no one will get it. No one ever will. I can never fall in love with any man in the real world. It will always be him.
He tipped my chin up. "I will fight as hard as I need to but, I will never leave you. I promise."
"Really?" I asked.
He didn't answer but, kissed me again and I kissed him back. In the rain falling down on us, in that cold spring in the middle of a lush, green wood, we kissed over and over with me held tightly in his arms.
"I love you. I have loved you since I first met you but, I didn't dare to tell you in case you didn't feel the same. After all I am not real."
I put a finger to his lips. "You are as real to me as how my heart is beating now. I can feel you. I can feel your warmth, your lips." I put my hand on his chest, "Your heartbeat."
He carried me & swung me up into his arms. I giggled, pushing wet hair away from my face.
"I am real hey?" He grinned down at me. "What if I were to have my way with you now? It's only us here. Aren't you afraid?"
I knew he was joking but, I looked at him and with all my feelings for him in my eyes, said "I don't care what you do to me. As long as you never leave me. Because that will break me."
He stopped grinning and stared at me intently before wading over to the edge of the spring and laid me down gently on the wet ground.
He pushed his wet hair out of his eyes and leaned over me. "You have no idea how precious you are to me." He kissed my forehead, my eyes, my cheeks and finally, my lips while his hands unbuttoned my wet sweater.
"Today and forever, you are mine." and, that day, just us two in that magical woods, in the rain with the waterfall behind us, he kept his promise and made me his.
Wattpad: Winter_RoseFleur
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To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
Omg thank you...Pyaare dost😦
Thank you so much, I guess I needed to hear this..
You're amazing for that, aight?
You made me cry from happiness and I haven't cried from who knows how long
I'll send this to all my friends whom I couldn't help because I was dealing with myself and my own problems
Thank you again
Thank You!
Hey, you spemt so much time and effort into that, thank you, no matter how many times I say its not enough, thank you so much for making me feel loved and cared, this is beautiful, isn't it? We don't know each other but we care. I find it really beautiful, I wish I had a friend like you, someone who would see the real me and not the one I put on. I just am glad I stumbled upon your comment, it made my day.
im a little late here, but this helped me so much. its been a lot recently, my "best friend" ghosted me and i dont know why. ive been scared bc my parents always judge me for who i date and me being trans. but this helped me realize that its going to be ok. i cried for the first time since my mom's cancer came back and it felt good. in short, youve single handedly solved about 70% of my self isssues, the only thing i can say is thank you, but that dosnt even cover it- skye, the girl too scared to love or cry
Your comfort character had planned a whole picnic and walk leading to a hollowed out tree with fairy lights hanging from it for you. But when you guys get there, the rain starts pouring. You both grab the food and hurry to the tree. Your comfort character seems to be worried that everything was ruined and you’re not having fun so to reassure him you grab his hand and bring him into the rain to dance. You dance and sing and walk along aimlessly holding hands and looking for the next great thing.
Omg I love this aww it has Ron Weasley vibes
What is a comfort character?😄🤔
I’m crying because it is killing me that the only man that could walk me out of the darkness and live this life hand in hand with me will never be real no matter how hard I scream and cry his name I will always be stuck in the glass case we call reality
Right! like why cant we live in movies?😩
that is beatiful
Just shift :))
@@Summerlyn333 I don’t believe in that crap
@@kaileyhill5222 okay nvm then
You have no idea how hard I smacked my homework down when I heard the freaking twilight song. How dare you take me back 7 years to my twilight phase. (Being a pianist, I used to be able to play that before I evicted it forcefully from my skull)
the ever so clear rain tapped on the trees, wandering around the misted forest in the humid weather. your comfort character smiled, “hey you! wait for me!”
you treaded away giggling into the dark forest, the damp dirt and the glimmering crystals you found on the way. you could hear your comfort character calling your name in anxiousness as they held an umbrella searching for you.
you closed your eyes for a split second and felt like your were going to fall, all of a sudden realizing the pond behind you. still to notice your comfort character grasping your hand, they laughed, “found you!, you’d better not do that again! you could seriously hurt yourself. sigh, do be mindful of your surroundings.” you beamed, “you’ll be there for me though! so i’ll be perfectly fine.” your comfort character grinned and gave you a hug, dropping the umbrella in the murky soil.
Yes yes yes this is exactly what I needed today istg 😩
I love this 🥺🥺
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thank you!
Seriously i love your storys..Thanks♡
you ever just hear a song and it transports you to a whole different universe where everything is just how you imagine? that's wash - bon iver, for me. it's like sun rays filtering through leaves, the sound of creeks trickling and birds chirping their tunes. it's so peaceful and calming. like a herbal tea on a rainy day, like a warm embrace from a loved one, or like the feeling of being free of worries. it's blissful.
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there is a sort of peacefulness about the forest in the rain, the scent of fresh, clean earth filling the air, with the viridian branches stretching across the sky. the rain drizzles gently on the moss and the ferns, but directly beneath the oldest trees the ground is dry, the perfect place to curl up with your lover and be one with the wilderness.
Can you please do a "murder in the Orient express" with like mysterious and vintage music?!
1920's Call of Cthulhu style? That'd be amazing! Surprisingly ww1 songs sung by soldiers are quite eerie too, but they might not work that well in an aesthetics playlist.
@@matvocaat You are exactly in my mind!!!!
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Thats such a good idea, ahh!
This feels a lot like watching the love of your life fall in love with someone else or maybe I'm just sad
I feel this too😔
Hm? Sad or glad I know im glad I always am when I think of you my dear amazing brilliant friend!
@@cherrybomb9330 feel what awesome? Because I never felt a better love them what you are to me!(I hope this makes you feel better)
@@nightshadejournals5309 omg 😭 this made me so happy. No one has ever said something like this to me. Thank you so much. You are so sweet ♥️ I wish you all the best 🥺
did it feel like that happened to you? i hope you are well :D
OMG OMG OMG THIS IS LITERALLY WHAT I NEEDED AHHH
All the comments below this video are about how someone loves someone but that someone doesn't even exist and I just love it.
I love wet hair from rain and wet cheeks from tears when you realize that someone is not there and is just in your head.
This playlist makes my soul happy
we lay on a small patch of dry grass, carefully shielded from the rain by a small canopy of trees, waiting out the storm. an occasional drop falls, but not enough to interrupt the peaceful setting. with a column of trees towering above me and a solid chest beneath me, the familiarity of the position jolts me. him leaning against a tree trunk, and me leaning against him. something ancient and forgotten stirs in my chest, and it takes me a long moment to identify it. home, i realize. i feel more at home than i’ve felt in so long.
i get the distinct feeling that this is exactly where i belong.
“i could live in this moment forever, i think.”
my voice a quiet murmur, as if to not disturb the chorus of nature surrounding us and beyond that, the comfortable silence. of course, he hears me anyway, as i knew he would.
“me too,” is all he says.
i crane my neck to look at him. his eyes are closed and his features relaxed as if sleeping, but his breathing gives away his wakefulness. as if my hand has a mind of its own, it reaches up and caresses his brow with a feather-light touch. his eyes fly open at the contact.
i begin to pull away, but he gives a small shake of his head. i smile sheepishly at him. once again, i bring my hand back up and, just as gently as before, trace his face. i do it until i’m lost in his beauty. from the curve of his ear, to the shape of his nose, i continue to trace and retrace until i’m sure i could sculpt every last detail blind.
his expression transforms into one of deep affection and.. something. something further. i can’t quite pinpoint it, but the sight nearly takes my breath away. i feel myself mirror the look. i watch him as he fixes his eye on something, as i begin to ask what, he gently takes my wrist and stares at it hard.
he doesn’t have to say anything for me to know what caught his eye. he just raises an inquisitive brow at the small butterfly tattoo on my inner wrist.
“yeah, i got that a while ago. it was for someone special.” i smile softly.
“who?” he asks, treading carefully.
my smile fades. i shake my head, “i can’t- i can’t remember-“ my heart beats faster.
“what happened?” his voice is so gentle, i almost speak. but something in his voice stops me. something.. off. loss. he speaks as if urging me on. it chokes the words in my throat. he brings a hand to my face, and swipes his thumb underneath my eye. i watch him in confusion, until i see it come back wet. he stares at me sadly.
“it was for me, wasn’t it?” i nod shakily, unable to get the confirmation out. “i’m not really here, am i?” this time, i manage the words in a weak voice. “no, no you’re not.” he nods in understanding. he sits up and stands, and before i can protest his departure, he extends a hand toward me. “well, let’s enjoy the time we have left then, sunshine.” i look around, and the rain has calmed. i smile gratefully at him, eyes still shining with tears. “okay, my love.” i take his hand.
"Hurry up..you're too slow." He looked back at me, his expression masked by the bandanna that covered his face.
I simply smiled and shook my head. "Sorry, sorry..I'm coming." I retorted.
"Come faster....running out of daylight." He let out a sigh, and replied in his broken English. He always did have trouble communicating, but that was okay. He didnt need words to get his point across.
I ran to catch up to him, droplets of rain pitter pattering around me. As I ran to catch up to him, my foot gave out, slipping on the wet leaves below. I closed my eyes bracing for impact, but of course, I did not hit the ground. I opened my eyes once again, only to see a set of piercing grey eyes staring back at me.
"Faster does not mean less careful." He said in a monotone voice.
"I know, I'm sorry. I was being too careless. However you do know you didnt have to catch me. I would've been okay, it's just leaves." I smiled up at him, bringing a hand up to his face.
"I will catch you. Always. You know that." He set me back down on my two feet. Bringing his own hand to rest upon mine that adorned his cheek.
"Always, huh? But you know your duties in that troupe you belong to cause you to travel. What if your so far away that you cant reach me." I teased him, causing him to make an annoyed sound in response.
"Distance matters not to me. Do not say Foolish things. I've come this far already....why not farther. Enough sappy talk, if you are not hurt, we should keep going...forest will not explore itself." He let go of me, and continued walking into the woods, but only for a few steps before turning to face me once more. "Are you coming? Do not make me wait longer than I have." He put his hands in his pockets, waiting for an answer.
"Of course I am, as you said, the forest wont explore itself." I took a step towards him, but he cut me off before I could do anything.
"Not..what I meant. You know that."
"Oh..you mean that."
"Yes. That. When will we meet for real."
Before I could reply to his statement, he was gone within a blink of an eye, nothing but rain remained where he was once standing. I sighed and reached for the messenger bag that adorned my side, gingerly reaching for a leather bound journal within the bag. It was a script. A shifting script. I peered down it it for a moment, before looking up at the space where he once stood.
"Soon, dont worry." I said with a bright smile on my face. It was no lie, I felt like I was getting closer every day, and that the veil between us was growing thinner. I do hope that our meeting is sooner than later though...after all, he doesnt like to wait long.
I went up on the woods, feeling the soft and cold breeze that the forest gave me. It was raining, and foggy. I sat on a rock feeling the soft drops pouring down my skin, licking the rocks that sat near by. A lot of people hate rain, my friends all say how they hate rain and moody/foggy weather like this. But for me it’s beautiful. Listening to the soft rain drops and chirping of the birds. The soft green grass and tall trees. The branches standing still while holding up it’s leaves. The large branches hiding behind the trees. The forest is the best place to feel at peace.
Oddly enough, I am finally listening to this while it is currently raining with the sun out and there is a low rumble of thunder. Might catch a glimpse of a rainbow soon 🌈🥰
A soft drizzle fell upon the tree tops, plinking off the puddles, silver trickles of water seep into the soil, restoring the roots beneath the plant. Within the canopy, birds chirped and twittered, calling distant melodies of their own. We trudged along, no need for direction as we had no destination. There wasn't need for much chat, our presence alone was loud enough. The silence however was quickly cut off,
"shit" you hiss, holding the side of your face with your hand. They quickly whipped their head around, coming to your aid, "darling what's wrong?" they ask removing your hand from your face gently, tilting your chin up towards them to get a better look. A small smile creeps onto their face, "it's just a graze" they reassure, letting go of your chin. "now how did you manage that?" they asked. You shook your head and sighed, "I walked into a branch". A big grin spreads on their face as they chuckle. "It's not funny" you huff and give them a light shove in the shoulder, "of course it's not, do you want me to kiss it better? they ask sarcastically. You roll your eyes and smile at them, "I think you know the answer" you reply cheekily, they laughed and shook their head.
You walked for awhile longer, the divine smell of the earth intoxicating your lungs. The forest appeared as if it was never ending , you had little to no idea where you were going, only knowing you were heading towards the horizon, where the sun hung low, peeking through the trees, casting a light on marshy ground. "You know how much I love you right?" they ask, holding their hand. "I do, but do you know that I love you more" you reply, running your thumb up and down their hand. "How could I not, you, tell me that everyday." You both laughed, as you looked up at them adoringly, they truly were home. You watch as they, look up at the sky, a frown casting across their face. "Love what's wrong?" you ask, looking at them with a questioning look. "My time here is nearly up" they state, turning their attention back towards you. A look of sadness crossed your face. "Please don't go" you whisper, gripping onto their hand tighter. They give you a pitied look, "I'm sorry" they say, giving you a sad smile.
"I love you" they said, pressing a soft kiss on your forehead. "I love you too" you choke out, wrapping your arms around them, engulfing yourself in their warmth, breathing in their distinct smell, of which you called home. You felt the warmth of them go as, you opened your eyes realizing they were no longer there, the only thing left of them was the happy memory engraved in your mind.
“The reason we aren’t together in this lifetime is because the universe simply wants us to see in another lifetimes to be or not be each other’s soulmate”
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oliviaalee supremacy!! should've known ur music taste was god tier when u put bon iver first omg
we're just gonna save this to the ambiance playlist real quick...
currently cryin about my comfort character and wishing he was real :')
Maybe he is just enjoy life for him until he becomes real if you wish hard enough and life happily as you can perhaps a portal of reward will come bring forth that person you deserve and if not remember your alive and I and so many others are happy for that
Shift❤️
The worst is when your ex crush looks like a very handsome character from a movie. And . . . yep! he's definitely a comfort character.
THE FACT THAT NOVO AMOR IS IN THIS PLAYLIST>>>>>> i love him sm hes so slept on
Raindrops are softly falling onto the leaves, winds whispering through the trees, as if the whole forest was saying: "Farewell, dear friend.", as I watch him vanish into the fog. I can still hear the soft rustling of leaves under his footsteps, while he is wandering ever deeper into the woods, where soon he would cross the border between his world and mine, and soon we would retreat to our boring and excruciatingly ordinary lives, while only having the thoughts of our magical summer and only being able to imagine each other's voice, and oh, the sheer thought of being together and feeling one another and hearing one another.
Tears stream down my cheeks, for I know I will not have such wonderful and comforting moments in a very long time, a time without feeling understood, loved, valued.
But I know he will come back some day, bringing light and warmth to my grey and cold life, making it whole again and giving it a deeper sense. And this thought is the one I hold on to, the one that gives me hope and joy day after day, and may it only seem ever so small and seemingly irrelevant, it is still unimaginably valuable for my very own well-being, just like a tree needs light and water to be well and healthy.
I smile a little as I make my way back through the rainy, misty forest, the smell of wet earth reminding me of him, while I am looking forward to the moment I will see him again.
(I am not a native English speaker, so please excuse any grammatical mistakes or spelling errors.)
When all you want is a real friend/special someone but the most loyal and closest person to you is your comfort character...
They give you the most comforting relief yet cause the most saddening loneliness when you wish they were real 💔
I can’t wait to imagine scenarios with Luna, Harry, and some of the other characters while listening to this :)
Also, why did I think your profile picture was of Justin Finch-Fletchley lol
same.
I am obsessed with this playlist. It's soothing, and the rain adds perfect ambiance. It's the perfect healing balm against 2022.
Im currently in my room with this playing on my stero. With my favorite blanket, an the warmth of my dog next to me. Reading beautiful stories that are becoming my own. While the sun sets beautifully to this here in New England out side my window. Its beautiful.
I carefully ran in the woods, the yellow moon shining brightly. I held my black, wide-brimmed hat in place as I caught the comforting smell of earth.
Beside me was my comfort character, running carefully as well, a grin plastered on her/his/their face. We both decided last minute to explore the woods tonight.
Later on though, it rained. We didn’t care that it was raining, it was actually quite nice. I closed my eyes and lifted my head as I laughed, enjoying the cold night breeze. She/he/they looked at me and laughed as well.
She/He/They then suddenly pulled me closer and we both rolled down and fell into a pile of leaves.
We both looked at each other and laughed again as we stood up and threw the leaves up. I spread my arms wide open, my face facing the sky as I twirled around, yelling in happiness. She/He/They laughed and did the same thing.
We both feel free.
wattpad if it’s okay to put it here: I_Am_The_Crow
i love the amount of bon iver songs in this playlist ✨
"I need to tell you something." you said, stopping in the middle of the path.
"What is it?" they asked.
"No matter how far apart we are, every if it takes years, decades, or maybe even centuries, I will find a way to get to you. I will find a way to be with you for the rest of our lives. From across a country or different universes. I will find you. We will be together, no matter how long it takes."
Nothing but the sound of rain was heard.
"I love you, c/c (comfort character). And I will continue to love you, til the end of time."
"I'm sorry y/n, that I am not able to be with you in this life. In your reality. In your universe. I am a fictional character in your reality. Again, I am sorry, and I love you." c/c said with a small sad smile.
And with that, you were alone again. With no sound but the rain.
I just finished reading all the comments.I NEVER CRIED SO MUCH IN MY ENTIRE LIFE, HUMANS YOUR STORIES ARE PERFECT! Thank you all for creating those masterpieces
*There's an enchanting beauty in sad, sentimental music that speaks directly to the soul, evoking a bittersweet longing for something intangible yet deeply felt*
the blindfold was taken off of my eyes, and i could now see the outstanding scenery in front of, and all around me. i smiled and laughed, turning to him and hugging him.
"thank you. its so beautiful."
he hugged me back and smiled widely. he knew i would like it, he said.
but i would've liked if he had stayed with me like he promised.
I ran as fast as I could, trying to match his pace, stumbling over twisted, branching roots and fallen trees. I continued to chase him, laughing as the dark woods gave way to an open field. The field was covered in blooming flowers, brilliant hues of lilac and gold, each more beautiful than the last, framed by a cloudy, grey sky. He followed the curves of the stream that ran its course through the field, eventually stopping as we both gasped for breath, smiling, lungs burning.
I looked at him, as everything I felt for him, everything I had been repressing all these months, threatened to overflow. I looked over at him, and despite the exertion, his dark eyes shone. I kissed him, as if for one moment, I could feel complete. Away from the world, away from those who plastered on fake smiles and offered only dull words and artificial acceptance. These empty faces I could never return to, or risk feeling nothing. The small town walls that as a child felt close in comforting, but the older I grew, the more they felt like a coffin, the walls pressing in on all sides, threatening to suffocate me.
As we parted, the sky began to open up. Rain pounded through the field, soaking us instantly and filling up my senses in a way nothing else could.
I grabbed his gloved hand in mine, and we ran together, heading away from the small town we left behind and toward the freedom we knew lay ahead.
(This is so bad I’m sorry)
no this is beautiful🤧
Oh, no, darling. This made me cry. I can imagine that special someone, how I wish . . .
I nearly always tear up when the wisp sings comes on.. its amazing how a single song can bring back so many memories
We were running together through the trees but he never let my hand go. I wasnt wearing anything on my feet, i was feeling the wet ground under me and it just felt so free, i was with my everything, so nothing else matters. I closed my eyes while realizing he was looking at me "you are beautiful" he said, i opened my eyes and he was there, smiling at me with those shiny eyes. He took my hand leading me to his body, he started carrying me with his arms and running so fast... i started laughing seeing that he could actually carry me. I closed my eyes again and opened my arms just like a plane, the wind was so strong, i could smell the trees and wet flowers going through us. It felt like eternity. i thought i was scared.. but i wasnt. There was not reason to be.
"thank you for this, for being here for me." i said while he put me down and in that moment we didnt say anything, we just stopped and stared each other, the water was falling from the sky in our faces and i forgot it all, my problems, my life, it was just that moment for us. He broke the silence and heaved a sigh as he placed his hand on my face taking a part of my hair and smiled, "Im not here, honey." he answered me after those endless seconds. "i know... I'll understand that someday."
he gave me a last sigh and looked me deep in my eyes and the wind took him.
And i knew that it was time to let it go.
I listen to this and smile... because this makes me think of my first ever OC... she's been with me through everything. In some ways, she is my comfort character, and I love her with everything in me.
I’m literally binge watching twilight again this is perfect
This gives me such, sneaking into the woods to run around with this werewolf guy and laugh in the soft ferns under the rain instead of going to school. Just sitting there and talking about your problems. Laughing, love, peace….
how staying until late night with pages between your hands and tears around your eyes, among your sheets u belong to the hours that seems like minutes inside that one story, true and inevitable for a charming moment in your mind.
This is such perfect twilight vibes ✨ making me wanna rewatch 👀
(guess who's my #1 comfort character after reading)
The woods were beautiful. When he asked if I wanted him to show me around the forest that surrounded his home, I had accepted out of pure politeness, after all, I was a guest in his manor- and most certainly imposing on him and all his staff. But this night was going in a completely different direction from what I was expecting. As he led me through the thick underbrush and told me to lower my head here and there so as to not hit any of the lower branches, it started to rain. Not too much, just a light trickling of water pouring over us and dripping from the green leaves, but enough to after a few minutes, have us drenched. He didn't seem to mind, and I certainly didn't- the rain had always been one of my favorite things in the world. We had just passed the fallen king whose statue had been restored after the war, and the flowers all around just looked so beautiful after all the rain.
Suddenly he looked back at me, his drenched raven hair whipping around with him, and said with a shy smile: "We're getting close to the fields I wanted to show you, but I'm afraid I will have to take your hand in this last part of the way- the trail can get a little confusing and it's easy to get lost here. Is that ok?" he seemed not an awful lot a soldier as he spoke these last few lines, but rather a timid and rather smitten squire in his first outing with a girl. Could it be that my longing was reciprocated? "Of course you can," I said quickly, sporting a blush myself. He took my hand and gently led me through the final stretch of wood in Ithilien, and out through the other side, to a magnificent clearing with a single tree in the center, full of the sparkling lights of fireflies. It felt absolutely magical.
I turned my face to him, and asked why, why had he brought me here? Cheeks red as a blood rose, very quietly he spoke. "I wanted to see your face lit up by the fireflies' light." I became instantly aware of his warm hands, still holding mine. He seemed expectant of a rejection, eyes cast down, not even looking into my eyes, and at the same time, he refused to let my hand go- clearly showing what he wanted.
Slowly, I laid my free hand on his chest, signaling that I indeed wanted the same thing. He lifted his head and looked me in the eyes. "Will you dance with me, my lady?" a smile again in his oh-so-kissable lips. "Most certainly, steward of Gondor."
I would give anything to go on an adventure with them.
Edward Cullen gives me such comfort idek. The way he just has that feeling of I love her and only her no one else and that protective personality. Its something i'll never get over and it hurts me so deeply that he'll never exist and that guys like that arent actually here in my world.
dear diary,
today i explored the forest with _________ while it sprinkled, here’s a little moment.
“how do you enjoy doing this? it’s so wet, and gross” he complained as i walked a few steps ahead of him looking at the animals from our path “ha ha” i said in a sarcastic tone “if you really look at it, you see the beauty” “hmm.. you’re quite right actually.” he stared at the glistening drops falling down the side of my face, the sun was peaking through the clouds and the canopy. the light reflected and shon against my cheekbones, highlighting every feature, a wide grin was plastered on my face as i looked back at him “told you so” i playfully teased and we locked eyes for a bit longer than we should have. “right, now tell me, what is this pretty little thing?” he held a flower in between his thumb and pointer finger and put his hand out showing me, “you’re suspiciously more interested in this. anyways that’s called a forget me not.” he smiled. “put your hand out” and i did, he placed the flower in my hand, “forget me not” he said with an intense yearning, staring into my eyes, it lasted a second yet it felt like forever.
dearest diary, as i now part with you i must confess. i have the forget me not on my bedside table, and of course i shall not forget, but really i just walked through the forest on my own. i still admired the nature, i just didn’t look back, i didn’t speak. i picked a forget me not as a little memory of my walk, it wasn’t given to me by him. it was nice to think about but reality is, he’s not real and it fucking sucks.
fin.
lololol i wrote this with my comfort character loki laufeysonin in mind, so it’s a lot like him ahaha
"Careful," he said as I stumbled over a rock.
His hands shot out to grip my waist and he steadied me. A grin crossed my face as I stared up giddily at him. Even now, I could see an entire universe behind those blue eyes; a universe where him and I would be together.
Opening my eyes, I stared up the darkened ceiling of my bedroom, the image of the forest still fresh in my head.
Letting out a sign, I willed the tears that were gathered in my eyes away, and wiped the stray ones that had fallen down my cheeks.
At least, I tried to assure myself, somewhere out there, in a different reality, a different me would be living out their life with him.
"come back!" she yelled, trailing after the young man. their laughs filled the air of the surrounding area as they ran and ran as far away from civilisation as they could.
"never! we're never going back!" he yelled back, feeling the most peace he had in a long time. his feet barefoot, she could see the blood tracking on the muddy floor of the forest. he slowed, but his smile never faded from his face.
"have you been here before?" she asked, catching up to him, breathing in the strong scent of the rain against the trees.
"many times. this time though, it's special. i don't think i want to go back." he replied, to which she shot back a sad smile.
"and why's that my love?"
"because here, im home. here, im at peace. here, i have no burdens or responsibilities. here, i have you." he finished with a small smile, turning and facing her. she blushed harshly, trying to hide the flush of colour with the sleeves of her sweater.
"i don't think i want to go back either." she said, looking around at the nature surrounding the two.
"then we don't have to. we can live here til our hearts beat no longer, til our fingers no longer intertwine, til we can't run and laugh and smile. this can be our new home." he replied to her, looking back down on her face. she nodded, her smile working its way back across her lips. they were in a peaceful silence, looking into eachothers eyes. he slightly smirked after a while, and she couldn't help but let out a giggle. soon, they were laughing again. the sounds of their voices filled the air and the comforting joy that they felt was radiating off of every surface available. they looked back into eachothers eyes once more, thinking,
'this is the person i'm spending my life with'
with a smile on their faces.
💜
thank you so much olivia this was absolutely beautiful
I'm rewatching twilight atm, and this Playlist has the same vibes, I love it. Also I wish that type of weather would be where I am right now.
I am catching some twilight vibes.... (specially in the second song: Bella's Lullaby.)
''You are the new student in Forks High School" playlist check....
Freedom. That intoxicating feeling of being at peace, and one with the life around was wonderful. Away from harmful thoughts, stress or responsibilities. Simply standing here, letting the cool rain gently drizzle onto his face. His eyes closed as he took a deep breath in. He felt home.
She stood beside him, much the same letting the droplets caress her satin cheeks. A smile curled onto her pale lips as she slowly spun.
After a moment, she stopped, turning to him. "We could stay like this forever, you know," the smile remained. That same bright smile from his dreams.
He stared at her for a moment, blinking. "Forever? Wouldn't our parents be an--"
"No time to think about that!" She said as she hopped from her spot, breaking into a sprint as she took his hand.
"Ella, you'll trip-- hold on--"
"Come on, James!" Her brilliant laugh echoes through the trees as they ran. Her laugh was so heartwarming, Amazing, every part of her.
Soon, her laughter was joined by his. He looked over to her as they ran in the rain, her expression never changing. He watched the creasing next to her emerald eyes, the way her nose scrunched up slightly when she grinned. She was everything.
Eventually, they stopped. Ella turned to him, her grin fading into a small smile. James brought a hand up to her rouged cheek, cupping it gently. He softly pressed his forehead against hers, mouthing the words: "Let's stay like this forever."
He wished they could. In this moment, it felt like the world stopped. Like this was they only think they needed. That *he* needed. Nothing else mattered then, only her. Only her skin against his, the way her warm breath felt against his neck, the rain falling down on them. It was ethereal.
If only it was real.
This reminds me of those strange, wonderful people you meet in your dreams. Maybe they're lovers, or just friends, or even enemies, the feeling of waking up and them suddenly not being there, even after what seemed like a lifetime with them, is so weird and hard to get over.
"Quickly, quickly!"
"I'm following as quickly as I can!"
A giggle.
"Well if you're still in my dust, you're obviously not following very quickly!"
Another giggle.
The crunching of leaves continued as the two made their way.
"You know, it isn't easy holding onto an umbrella while running..."
A sigh followed the statement before another chorus of giggles rang.
"And yet here I am holding an umbrella and leaving you in my dust!"
Eventually the crunching of leaves stopped as the pair caught their breaths.
"Seriously... how are you so... energetic?"
A giggle followed with a response.
"I just always enjoy every second I have with you!"
Time stamps really said 🚪🚶♀️🚶♀️
Thank you UA-cam recommendations I was about to have a breakdown
Geez this calmed me down so well. Thinking of my comfort characters or watching things with my comfort characters in them weren't helping (surprisingly) but this DEFINITELY helped
I’m so excited for thisss, your playlists are amazing! I’ve been sharing with some of my friends and they love them too 😌
This playlist has gotten me through a lot this past week in all the chaos this was my peace when I couldn't sleep^^thank you sm!!!
if only it was real
the early morning hikes
the kisses
the feelings being in your arms
the rain
the smell of the wood
if only i didn’t wake up
I've been searching for a new playlist like this with soft songs, muffled voices, rain pouring down and seeping down into my soul😍😍😍😍😍
Absolutely love this playlist ❣️
I adore how specific these playlists are.
IM IN LOVE ,i love the soft rain I need more playlist with rain ,thanks
I know this story is late and isn't truly related to the woods theme but I still wanted to share it- please enjoy :) :
I am freezing, my body is numb and frozen and my limbs are shaking, my mind is hazy and my vision blurred. I can’t do this anymore, there is no panic to it, there is no fear. And I understand what I need to do, and I try, I try, but my hand is paused and there is a figure, a name- my name, being called out to me. And suddenly they are reaching for me and they are pulling me out of the shower and turning the water off, they are draping the towel around me and are letting me collapse onto a heap onto the mat. And now panic collides with me, I fear it is my parents and I am thinking ‘I cannot survive this’ and that ‘they can’t see me at my weakest’ but he is there, behind me, a hand on my back and shielding me with his body from no-one and nothing, and it is just me and him and this numbing pain and this coldness that has reached every point in my body and I cannot stop it anymore.
I am frustrated and in pain and I want to end it all and I can’t. And I hate it, I am in pain and that is why the strangled cry leaves my mouth, I am in frustrated anger and that is why a strangled shout leaves my mouth. And he is still behind me, rocking with my shaking body and listening to my cries. And now I am hurting, even more, a pain in my chest, a coldness in my bones, a pang of stabbing guilt in my lungs and I cannot take it anymore, he pulls my hand to my chest and holds me against him. And I want to tell him how I’m fine, how I’ll be ok, how I’ll be just fine and he can leave. I want to say to him how I’m sorry I’m trying this again and I failed, how I truly am everything he said I was.
And now I can’t breathe, panic whirling at my insides and I cannot help more of the tears that fall, I cannot stop anything and it frustrates me even more and my anger wells inside of me and I’m searching for a way to rid of it, to let it escape and I stand up, gripping the towel to my frozen body.
I welcome the dizziness that hits me, and I start to dry myself, not caring he is watching because I mean nothing to him, and I will always be a game. And these thoughts fight in my mind and I am overwhelmed and I want it to stop. To end. I take a step forward to put on my clothes but my ankles fail and my knees shake harder than my body, and he is behind me again, holding onto my torso gripping me to him so I don’t fall. And he helps me slip my jumper on, to hurriedly step into my joggers. And I take a step too fast away from him and my stomach lurches and my heart races and my mind blurs. And before I can hit the bathtub he has grabbed a hold of me and has sat me on the floor, he is crouched in front of me, worry etched onto his face, and I look away, I do not want to feel that guilt. “I’m sorry.” Is what I finally say and I hear him sigh, my heart plummets and I know I have disappointed. So tears fill my eyes because I am not done with my mental breakdown, because I am weak, because I am too stressed because I am not doing ok. And I feel so pathetic so I whisper out with a muffled sob, “I’m pathetic aren’t I?” With a chuckle.
It doesn’t surprise me when he chuckles and I know what is coming, it has happened before, many times, but I am still not used to that feeling of hurt that crashes into me, that makes my heart drop and makes me want to whisper those two letters of pain, ‘oh’ because I know, knew that he would do this again, it would never last long enough, his kindness. But he answers with, “yes you really are. Always disappointing.” Tears threaten to spill and I hold it in and my body shakes with exhaustion, my mind rushes with thoughts and everything is at war again and I cannot take it.
“Why won’t you let me end it then?” I ask him, and I know he is surprised and has possibly only just heard me, as he has stopped in the doorway, his body completely stilled and I cannot get up off the floor but I raise my head to meet his eyes. “You wouldn’t understand.” He whispers, his voice suddenly sounds as though it is to break and my heart breaks inside. “Maybe I could- would, if you explained it to me.” And he shakes his head and looks at the floor, “Look at me please, why do you hate me? Why do you act like you love me and then hate me the next? Why do you hurt me?” And I can’t help the sobs that wrack my body and I don’t try to hide the tears that flow from my eyes, I don’t hide my trembling body.
And he walks over to me, crouching to my eye level, lifting my chin up and tears are sliding down his cheeks. “I have always loved you and I always will but we cannot love each other, at least not in this life, forgive me my love for acting inadequately towards you but I thought it would be easier for you to hate me for you to love me as I didn’t want to break your heart in this life.” He sighs deeply, biting his lower lip to stop the quiver and the sob that seems to want to breakthrough. “But it appears I couldn’t do it and if anything I caused you more pain, too which I am sorry my love, but I will always love you and my heart will forever be yours, we will meet one day, we will be able to love equally too. But just not in this life.” He pushed himself up, walking over to the door and before he stepped out he looked at me.
“I am forever sorry, my love, forgive me. But at least I will be forever in your mind in this life.”
-Please stay safe, you are loved and cared for
Your playlists are such a little cozy corner on the internet. This will definitely be the playlist that is going to get me through writing my MA thesis, which coincidentally is about vampires haha. Thank you for sharing your wonderful playlists with the internet! To you, and everyone reading this; wishing you a most wonderful day
this is the BEST playlist with all of my favorite songs!!!!!! well done, bravA!
the sound of rain heals and those echoes and reverb are perfect, thanks for making this
this is so perfect we don’t deserve it 🥺❤️
Looking up at the stars, light rain playing at your cheeks, you feel a rush of wind behind you.
Whipping around your body lit up, like a fire. You couldn’t stop the smile on your face if you tried. Their they stood.
They made you feel at home, no matter where you were.
Their eyes like galaxy’s, forever changing and bottomless.
They take your hand, and pull you close.
You know in your heart where ever they end up, there always coming back to you.
This playlist is stunning. I cant even express in words how beautiful this is. I feel otherworldly listening to this
And there it was, across pine branches... the full moon, surrounded in dark emptyness and looking at me like I was the only person for her, like we were both connected by the whispers of the forest trees, singing a love lullaby for our trembling hearts. My chest pounding at her sight, shallow breathing as I dance through the forest path, bare feet and messy hair, my skin touching the wet leafs, my body on the white gown dress mom made me, wet and sticking to my naked body, touched by the flames of the night, fragile, standing alone through the rainy path.
I spread my arms and touch her light and I cry, I cry for her beauty, because she looks at me like she has seen my birth, my childhood and my life, she knows me better than myself, and there she stands, visiting me every night, joining my sleep and my dreams.
I close my eyes, and I start to run, no fear in my heart, just freedom through the mountain, my hair moving like waves in the ocean, I'm guided by the scents, the wet earth, my hands touching dark trunks, the whispers guiding me through this cristal night, through the pines, walking ahead, leaving a path of pain, of love and loss, I let vulnerability fill the land, let my feet loose between the roots.
Then I collide on the wild flowers, feeling the dirt and the mud under my skin, the rain on my face, and I can't stop myself from smiling, because I've touched i'ts soul, my friend, the wind, the forest, the green.
I knew this was a winner as soon as Bella’s lullaby started 🥰🥰🥰