Freaks - surfcurse (slowed, muffled echo) 2 HOURS

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  • @vinrichierich7888
    @vinrichierich7888 Рік тому +1348

    I’m leaving this comment here so every time it gets a like or a reply I will get a notification just to remind me about this masterpiece that has every been made.
    Also just a reminder that no matter what your going through there will always be someone there for you even if they are above or bellow no matter what there will always be someone there for you ❤.

    • @vinrichierich7888
      @vinrichierich7888 Рік тому +37

      Also another thing is when people form newer generations hear this they won’t understand it
      And this song just makes me get so much off my head like how everyone in this world is not doing well it’s just so upsetting hearing this agin.

    • @iliaseijgenram8774
      @iliaseijgenram8774 Рік тому +10

      No one is going to stand up for me becouse the song says it i am just a freak

    • @vinrichierich7888
      @vinrichierich7888 Рік тому +4

      @@iliaseijgenram8774 there will always be someone there for you in our life even when you don’t expect it

    • @iliaseijgenram8774
      @iliaseijgenram8774 Рік тому +2

      @@vinrichierich7888 I hope not

    • @vinrichierich7888
      @vinrichierich7888 Рік тому +4

      @@iliaseijgenram8774 no it dosent mean like someone spying on you it means like there will always be one person out there that you know to help you

  • @Wolfsta
    @Wolfsta Рік тому +1435

    Imagine. it's 3AM, straight road, no one except you, windows down, quiet outside, driving with this song. it hits fucking hard

    • @bere4fucin
      @bere4fucin Рік тому +9

      Same but it's a rooftop

    • @MrWackoFlacko
      @MrWackoFlacko Рік тому +15

      Not as hard as the truck I’m aiming for

    • @mariaceu4010
      @mariaceu4010 Рік тому +5

      This is so true :( im litteraly crying rn

    • @Wolfsta
      @Wolfsta Рік тому +3

      @@bere4fucin yesss

    • @Wolfsta
      @Wolfsta Рік тому

      @@MrWackoFlacko wow

  • @YourLocalCowboyVR
    @YourLocalCowboyVR Рік тому +253

    100 reasons to stay alive:
    1. to make your parents proud
    2. to conquer your fears
    3. to see your family again
    4. to see your Favorite artist live
    5. to listen to music again
    6. to experience a new culture
    7. to make new friends
    8. to inspire
    9. to have your own children
    10. to adopt your own pet
    11. to make yourself proud
    12. to meet your idols
    13. to laugh until you cry
    14. to feel tears of happiness
    15. to eat your favorite food
    16. to see your siblings grow
    17. to pass school
    18. to get tattoo
    19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
    20. to meet your internet friends
    21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
    22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
    23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
    24. to see untouched snow in the morning
    25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
    26. to see stars light up the sky
    27. to read a book that changes your life
    28. to see the flowers in the spring
    29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
    30. to travel abroad
    31. to learn a new language
    32. to learn to draw
    33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
    34. Puppy kisses.
    35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
    36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
    37. Trampolines.
    38. Ice cream.
    39. Stargazing.
    40. Cloud watching.
    41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
    42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
    43. “I saw this and thought of you."
    44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
    45. The relief you feel after crying.
    46. Sunshine.
    47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
    48. Your future wedding.
    49. Your favorite candy bar.
    50. New clothes.
    51. Witty puns.
    52. Really good bread.
    53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
    54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
    55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
    56. The smell before and after it rains
    57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
    58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
    59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
    60. Trying out new recipes.
    61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
    62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
    63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
    64.Breakfast in bed.
    65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
    66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
    67. Pray (if you are religious)
    68. Forgiveness.
    69. Water balloon fights.
    70. New books by your favorite authors.
    71. Fireflies.
    72. Birthdays.
    73. Realizing that someone loves you.
    74. Spending the day with someone like you.
    75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships.
    76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person.
    77. Joy and happiness in the little things.
    78. The power to inspire others.
    79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression.
    80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life.
    81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet.
    82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family.
    83. Learn new things and develop new skills.
    84. Create a legacy that will outlive you.
    85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
    86. Cuddles
    87. Holding hands.
    88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
    89. Singing off key with your best friends.
    90. Road trips.
    91. Spontaneous adventures.
    92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
    93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
    94. Thunderstorms.
    95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
    96. The taste of your favorite food.
    97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
    98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
    99. Compliments and praise.
    100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it.

    • @Cr7.34cc
      @Cr7.34cc Рік тому +7

      Owwww

    • @Stinke_Wet
      @Stinke_Wet Рік тому +11

      How the hell did you mange to type every single thing I have failed at in order not to do the unthinkable if you know what I mean. Am I truly just not meant to be?

    • @YourLocalCowboyVR
      @YourLocalCowboyVR Рік тому +11

      @@Stinke_Wet every human is meant to be

    • @Stinke_Wet
      @Stinke_Wet Рік тому +5

      @@YourLocalCowboyVR what ever you say homie

    • @edwinl512
      @edwinl512 Рік тому +3

      thanks maybe it took you hours but it was worth it

  • @ilovecarrots123
    @ilovecarrots123 Рік тому +939

    Pov. Your reading the comments while tears are rolling down your cheek

    • @flowerfloc
      @flowerfloc Рік тому +48

      ouch.. felt that

    • @qi1191
      @qi1191 Рік тому +56

      Nah Im not

    • @LenovoProfi
      @LenovoProfi Рік тому +32

      My tear like this comment 😢

    • @domyorich
      @domyorich Рік тому +38

      sometimes i walk across the street without looking both ways

    • @kaysoka
      @kaysoka Рік тому +13

      How did you know?

  • @mrbluegill-pw7nr
    @mrbluegill-pw7nr 7 місяців тому +122

    I miss my grandma

  • @MrSebsiSebs
    @MrSebsiSebs 9 місяців тому +51

    6 years ago this song made me feel like I was living the days that I was gonna look back on for the rest of my life. Early 20’s now and I was right. Cherish every moment, every person, good and bad. Nothing lasts forever

    • @V0ldemortV
      @V0ldemortV 2 місяці тому

      You're on your early 20's. Don't lose hope, you have a whole life to live. Just go and make a new life. Get a nice job, find a wife, go make your own family.
      I am 36 years old and I regret that I wasted my life, so I am warning you not to los yours.
      Please

  • @primogemgrinder
    @primogemgrinder Рік тому +667

    "You dont miss the old times, you miss being happy."

  • @SaintTheMicroSoldier
    @SaintTheMicroSoldier Рік тому +68

    This song is just pure “Nostalgia, death, loss, loneliness, depression”, it makes me cry every time I hear it, it reminds me me of all of our Rottweilers, sleeping when they were in their death bed. God bless you, Rest in Peace Roxy, Tippy, Chevy, Crash. You are forever in my heart.

  • @j0nah_marshall1rl
    @j0nah_marshall1rl Рік тому +405

    Daily reminder, (in case you're going through something hard) butterflies can't see their wings, but humans can see them in their full beauty. The same applies to you. You can't see your beauty, but everyone else can. I hope everything gets better for you. (It always does) ❤️

    • @1nj4z
      @1nj4z Рік тому +5

      thx man for reminding

    • @joshuadavis8671
      @joshuadavis8671 Рік тому +13

      Stop lying to me

    • @conman2612
      @conman2612 Рік тому +8

      I lost my friends cat and he liked all humans and strangers when I went to my friend's house for the first time I saw him his name was Simb
      a he used to do funny stuff and when wrote this down I'm crying he loved me the most I did not know that time was my best friend now every day I go to his grave when it rains snows hails any wether and go on my knees and cry somethimes

    • @conman2612
      @conman2612 Рік тому +3

      And there's this girl that I encounter
      sometimes she makes fun of Myles and behind my back I hear her talking to her friends and my making fun of my cats death or my friends cat it makes me enraged but I know I can't hit girls she takes that to make me hit her I will go to jail if I do that aka hit her if anyone reads this make time your friend and I you will not have it forever like my cat Maggy he is 7 years old he hates everyone else but not me I am just kind I'm crying after this

    • @bradleykaris874
      @bradleykaris874 Рік тому +2

      Listen.. there not Lying. Every one is Beautiful in there own Way. Everyone sees each other Different. But that doesn't mean there not Lying. I just hope your Okay

  • @SADO0782
    @SADO0782 10 місяців тому +10

    I have always hated my life and everything. All my life I have always wished for things to happen or happen that will never happen. What is the point of living in this world?

    • @shirleyyap3208
      @shirleyyap3208 3 місяці тому

      don’t worry man, i always think of that too, but just don’t give up on life yet. You still have a lot of years till you can die of old age peacefully. So keep on going, and stay healthy my guy!

  • @SmallAndSoft
    @SmallAndSoft 2 місяці тому +10

    Im leaving this comment for myself. Please like it every now and than because i struggle with mental health and sure things are going great but my dad was diagnosed with cancer… im in pain… im smiling and happy but im so serious sad

    • @MedicoMCQ933
      @MedicoMCQ933 Місяць тому

      I pray for his good recovery 🙏.
      Is he going through any chemotherapy or radiation therapy?

    • @ReapertheQuack
      @ReapertheQuack Місяць тому

      No one asked.

  • @Rylleobcession
    @Rylleobcession Рік тому +26

    Scenario:
    You are 20, and every living thing you have ever known is dead. You are in a taxi going home from your final loved one’s funeral, because you don’t know how to drive. That was it. The grand finale. The last thing you have ever known is gone. You have nobody. You get home and lay down in your bed as tears of solemn and sorrow caress your face. Your memories, good and bad, your childhood, flash before your eyes as one phrase echoes in your mind: What now..? You go to bed, as if everything will be fixed when you wake up. You dream about your mom, your dad, your brother, your sister, your cousin, and everyone else you used to know. You wake up and hear the voice of your mother: “It’s time to wake up for school…” You excitedly open your eyes and jolt up to see, nothing. Your loneliness is getting to you. You once again descend into a fit of sorrow. You then decide that you don’t have a reason to live. A knife in your hands, you lift your arm up to your neck. This is it… but you hear a voice. It is your mother. “Please… Don’t…” The words come broken up in quick bursts and sound broken. You can’t do it. But you can’t live either. This wasn’t meant to happen. You weren’t ready. But it happened. You can’t give up, but you can’t continue either. You have no money and can’t afford bills. You can’t afford therapy. You are alone, sad, unable to move forward, and unable to go back. You lay back into your bed, expecting yourself to wake up and have it all be fixed, or not wake up at all. You just want to get out of this nightmare. You wake up, you just go back to sleep. You wake up, you try to sleep, but you can’t. It is now 11 at night, and you just lay there. Awaiting a change which will never come. The next day you awoke to a knock on the door, but you don’t answer it. A second knock. You don’t answer it. A third. Finally, you get up, barely able to stand, and see your neighbor. She asks what happened, and you try to explain, but you can’t get a few words in without bursting into tears at the thought of your situation. She asks what is wrong but you can’t reply. You close the door and sit down on the ground. You wait here for a few minutes. Eventually, you crawl back into bed. You sleep some more, but you have forgotten what good sleep feels like. You wake up again at 4 in the morning. You are so thirsty, but you can’t even stand up. You decide to give up. You awake once again in a hospital bed. You see a doctor describing your condition, but all you can focus on is the phrase: “very unstable.” Your expression begins to shift slightly into a smile. He asks what happened and you ask if you are close to death, to which he responds with a concerned yes. You shed a tear. He says he thinks it is sad too but you assure him it is a tear of happiness. You get dizzy. Your vision begins to fade into black. In your last moments you say, “it’s finally my time isn’t it?” And you fall asleep for the final time. But then you wake up in the same hospital bed and ask the doctor why you are still alive. He tells you: “I saved your life. You’re welcome.” You beg him to let you die and he says he can’t, because your family could sue the hospital. If only he knew. Your vision begins to fade to black once again, as you mutter your last words: “Please… don’t…” as you enter a purgatorial darkness where your pain is gone, but your memories are still with you. As you think to yourself: Nobody has a happy ending.

    • @Rylleobcession
      @Rylleobcession Рік тому +8

      My god I actually wrote that

    • @jimjamz8385
      @jimjamz8385 9 місяців тому +3

      U ok

    • @nazariahkeyes7669
      @nazariahkeyes7669 6 місяців тому +3

      This is so beautiful but like are you ok?😭

    • @Lorena_stay_11
      @Lorena_stay_11 5 місяців тому +2

      You made me cry.... But, are you ok?

    • @evangelinapaschal3322
      @evangelinapaschal3322 4 місяці тому +1

      Now imagine if you kept the door open a little longer. Your neighbor sits next to you telling you it's ok and makes you sit on the couch, and you tell them what happened. They shed a tear. But they tell you they are with you and to just push a little longer. Soon after you make friends with your neighbor and start going out more you find more friends. You could have ended it but your mom's voice made you stay a little longer now you are happy.

  • @CALLMEKING-hf2er
    @CALLMEKING-hf2er Рік тому +13

    You are listening to this and then some randomass happy music ad plays💀💀💀💀😔

    • @ass-hk6po
      @ass-hk6po 5 місяців тому

      Just fucking happened

    • @Lorena_stay_11
      @Lorena_stay_11 5 місяців тому

      Yes... But... I didn't care about the announcement. I just... Jumped.

  • @SketchyRelic47
    @SketchyRelic47 Рік тому +60

    “Don’t cry
    I’m just a freak” - surf curse
    This song is the best song you want to listen to when you just want to cry yourself to sleep.
    I want to listen to this on my deathbed 😢

    • @adamjichi-k9b
      @adamjichi-k9b Рік тому

      same boy

    • @Kanjicar
      @Kanjicar Рік тому +1

      For me hearing “Don’t Cry, I’m just a freak” is like me telling myself that people hate me for being what I am and that it’s ok to cry about it… because being the victim of hate when it needs to go to people who truly deserve it…
      It just crushes me

    • @Zeniislol
      @Zeniislol Рік тому

      I thought it said “I am just a kid” this song makes me so saf

  • @asfoxgas8861
    @asfoxgas8861 Рік тому +78

    Im not even depressed but I like hearing these type of songs. 😂 hope y’all get better 😊

  • @veliomourex
    @veliomourex Рік тому +123

    Its midnight and me and my friend are at a park right now. Were on the swings and I played this. It was amazing and the darkness mixed with this is amazing. We're at the park because we needed space from our homes. This was too good.

  • @Jack_Grimes
    @Jack_Grimes Рік тому +14

    POV: you and listening to this song and you’re on a car ride and looking up at the clouds thinking about a loved one who passed away and you’re dying inside 😢 that’s me rn 😢

    • @Jndhdwnisvw
      @Jndhdwnisvw Рік тому +2

      Pls dont make me cry :(

    • @Milkyy108
      @Milkyy108 Рік тому +1

      @@Jndhdwnisvw😢

    • @furry667
      @furry667 11 місяців тому

      Hahaha

    • @iconicsolos1234
      @iconicsolos1234 7 місяців тому

      Me too but in my case none of my case no loved one passed away and I can’t thank my lord enough for that😢❤, im not physically but emotionally crying while writing this reply because i really love mu loved ones especially my mom and I can’t imagine the day when they pass…… 😢💔

  • @uditchoubeyindia7652
    @uditchoubeyindia7652 10 місяців тому +19

    The fear of losing them actually got ended by losing them.

  • @jimchau1
    @jimchau1 Рік тому +40

    Remind your self if someone says if your a freak that’s not true. Being someone else does not make a freak you should be happy of who you are. Other people shouldn’t choose who you should be if your an emo then be like one of your a popular kid then be happy with who you are and stay true to yourself ❤❤❤

  • @seeker_ky8604
    @seeker_ky8604 Рік тому +51

    I know I'm a random stranger, and I couldn't possibly imagine your situation at hand, but i believe in you, You'll get through this, you've always had, this is just one more obstacle in your way, and i promise you, you'll weather the storm, Believe in yourself.

    • @counter3911
      @counter3911 Рік тому +2

      Thanks for taking the effort to write this, someone just might read it and it could really help them. Life can change so fast, for better or worse. Bad things happen a lot, and it may seem like every time something good happens something bad will follow. But things can get better, and they can change, you just have to have hope. Hope pretty much saved my life, and even the smallest glimmer of hope can help drastically.

    • @Somerandomdudeq
      @Somerandomdudeq Рік тому +1

      Thank you so much.

    • @eatmic
      @eatmic Рік тому +1

      You are awesome I'm subscibing. Have a nice day enjoy you life and stay safe! :).

    • @Aiko_ashido.-_-.
      @Aiko_ashido.-_-. Рік тому +2

      This made me feel happy, I don't even know you but thank you so much!

    • @Paridoxicle
      @Paridoxicle Рік тому

      Thanks. That's all I'll say. No one needs to hear my sad tale of a existence.

  • @happyundead5670
    @happyundead5670 Рік тому +37

    Idk where the future is headed, but righ now I'm in university pulling one all-nighter after the other and stumbled upon this video. I want to thank everyone who has been with me so far

    • @justboredandtired408
      @justboredandtired408 21 день тому

      Hopefully you're doing well. You deserve to succeed and be happy stranger.

  • @cili_luk
    @cili_luk 8 місяців тому +4

    Pov:her şeyini yavaş yavaş kaybediyorsundur bununda farkındasın ama elinden bişey gelmiyo tek çözümün intahar etmek olduĝunu anlamişsindir

  • @x.happy._.gwoorl.x4724
    @x.happy._.gwoorl.x4724 Рік тому +3

    I want to snap at my bullies, my family, my enemies, I hate myself for being such a stupid useless human, for not being enough for this world, for all the persons that are reading this, I hope your life gets better soon, I will end mine soon so... I hope everybody gets good things in their lifes, I lost everything that I loved, I don't have anyone anymore, not even my mom, my dad, my only friend group said that I'm too childish... I don't even have a good personality. What's the point of living now?... I don't even know anyone in the comments, but I love y'all, so much, please, be strong, don't do the same thing that I'll do... I hope everybody's life's gets better!

    • @RJisUnconcerned
      @RJisUnconcerned Рік тому

      Bro go get therapy, no joke, please get help.

    • @kinji9925
      @kinji9925 Рік тому

      Bro don't give up you need find some hobby

    • @kinji9925
      @kinji9925 Рік тому

      I lost my mother my family hate me long time my father didn't live with me but i find myself in videogames aslo find friends i still suffering but i don't give up

  • @НуршатТуткабекова-щ5в

    Под эту песню понимаю что не всё в этом мире вечно, друзья пойдут по своим дорогам, родители постареют, молодость пройдёт, жизнь пройдёт...

    • @aryalaxmi5009
      @aryalaxmi5009 Рік тому +12

      English translation form: Under this song, I understand that not everything in this world is forever, friends will go their own ways, parents will grow old, youth will pass, life will pass ...

    • @bigboi4765
      @bigboi4765 Рік тому +5

      @@aryalaxmi5009 yep we know

    • @darkmaster5430
      @darkmaster5430 Рік тому +5

      Yeah...

    • @knightchef
      @knightchef Рік тому +3

      It’s most important to make the best of it, as we don’t exactly know what happens after the big sleep.

    • @лехадагай
      @лехадагай Рік тому +2

      это факт и из за этого я плачу уже 2 часа...

  • @V1de02
    @V1de02 Рік тому +17

    "You make me proud" is something some people will never be told so i say to you you make me proud have a good day.

    • @Lorena_stay_11
      @Lorena_stay_11 5 місяців тому

      Thank you, but... I am just a freak.

  • @MIKILenjelo
    @MIKILenjelo Рік тому +5

  • @SGDelimaOfficial
    @SGDelimaOfficial Рік тому +17

    I remember when I was young, everyone loved me, I had no responsibility, I could relax, have fun, and enjoy being young, but I wanted to be older, I regret those feelings.. When your old, you have responsibilities, you have to work, you realize how painful, regretful, and sad the world is.. But it’s okay, don’t cry because the times are over, be happy because they happened.❤

    • @user-sb4rr8oq3u
      @user-sb4rr8oq3u Рік тому +3

      I wish my young childhood looked like this 😢. I don't really even have what to recall so optymistic from my past. And it really sucks to be a teenager

    • @momskitchen903
      @momskitchen903 Рік тому +2

      welcome to the real world

    • @Nathan-k4z
      @Nathan-k4z Місяць тому

      my past was a mega pile of hell and it still is I just hope life gets better I really really really really really really hope it gets better😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @mariedeevicente1831
    @mariedeevicente1831 Рік тому +80

    This song makes me remember all the old times with my friends

    • @mariedeevicente1831
      @mariedeevicente1831 Рік тому +6

      And im now 18

    • @trollerthegreattrollertheg6234
      @trollerthegreattrollertheg6234 Рік тому +2

      @@mariedeevicente1831 same here. My old highschool close friend group. Despite the constant fights happening at the school, we always had each other until we didn't. Had to turn my best friend in to the police when he was planning to attack someone at random with a knife senior year. Had to lie that I didn't to every best friend I had and cause the group to collapse. I don't regret the backstab since it probs saved someone. Just wish I wasn't the one that had to do it....

    • @niz6925
      @niz6925 Рік тому +1

      @@trollerthegreattrollertheg6234 bro you might feel like you did something wrong but what you did was 100 percent right. I would have done the same thing stay strong ❤

    • @neryona7966
      @neryona7966 Рік тому +1

      I remember my 4th grade class, I miss them so much, I’m now in 10 grade. They were good friends until I moved 😭

    • @trollerthegreattrollertheg6234
      @trollerthegreattrollertheg6234 Рік тому +2

      @@niz6925 thanks man. I'm in college now and honestly, I'm just now starting to get used to how peaceful it is. No more fights, drama, people can just be people here. I do hope you are doing alright as well. Hopefully my stories of highschool can help you and others from suffering how I did.

  • @alsharif_3220
    @alsharif_3220 Рік тому +24

    Guys/gals whatever you’re going always remember “this too shall pass”. Nothing lasts forever, whether good or bad this too shall pass. Just keep your heads up and push through, believe me things do get better. Stay safe ❤

    • @iliaseijgenram8774
      @iliaseijgenram8774 Рік тому

      In haven everything lasts forever

    • @qwer56
      @qwer56 Рік тому

      So make the most of what you have now

  • @GabrielOliveira-po5ur
    @GabrielOliveira-po5ur 11 місяців тому +35

    Man, today I'm turning 15 years old and I wanted to say that with this song I started remembering several good and bad moments in my life, since the separation from my parents and the loss of family members due to Covid 19, I started crying a lot remembering all of this

    • @GabrielOliveira-po5ur
      @GabrielOliveira-po5ur 11 місяців тому +4

      I'm just a young Brazilian, there were good moments in my life that I wanted to go back in time to experience it all again. I'll also never forget my aunt who went to live in heaven because of this damn covid, know that we all love you always, auntie

    • @GabrielOliveira-po5ur
      @GabrielOliveira-po5ur 11 місяців тому +2

      One thing I'm not ready for is seeing my dog ​​leaving for heaven, I think it's better for him to go before me because I don't want to die remembering that he's going to be waiting for me to come home for a long time until there comes a time when he will never remember me again

    • @smilexx_9992
      @smilexx_9992 10 місяців тому +1

      happy late birthday :>

    • @AdmiralNoob
      @AdmiralNoob 10 місяців тому +1

      I’m 3 weeks late but if this makes you happy then happy birthday 😊

    • @versatilerogue8137
      @versatilerogue8137 10 місяців тому +2

      ​@@GabrielOliveira-po5urlife can be hard sometimes but thats okay, you need the bad times to know when youre in the good times, keep working hard and always be kind. Love you ❤️

  • @huynhtri2791
    @huynhtri2791 10 місяців тому +3

    "Wake up, it's end the war..."

  • @VERENO4KA
    @VERENO4KA Рік тому +201

    Under this song, you can describe my summer ... Tears roll down my cheeks, passing to my lips and neck

    • @likableliger5022
      @likableliger5022 Рік тому +12

      cringy 8 yr old bros

    • @willoisreal
      @willoisreal Рік тому +6

      @@likableliger5022 average fortnite player.

    • @Lant2023
      @Lant2023 Рік тому +3

      @@willoisreal bro he sound like a 8yr old in his last video 💀

    • @willoisreal
      @willoisreal Рік тому

      @@Lant2023 i'm not saying he's wrong?

    • @Lant2023
      @Lant2023 Рік тому +1

      @@willoisreal u didnt understand me

  • @AraGuga
    @AraGuga Рік тому +43

    Bro Is it just me or every sad song I hear I relate to it.

  • @daniseveriano8400
    @daniseveriano8400 10 місяців тому +2

    I always try o make my dad proud, even working out, but I just want them to make them proud of me.

  • @Yamazakura-v5o
    @Yamazakura-v5o 10 місяців тому +13

    I love this song, it makes me relax when I'm tired, down, unmotivated, feeling like shit, thinking that this life has no meaning anymore, and Lea makes me happy while I listen to it

  • @nixerv
    @nixerv 6 місяців тому +5

    Remember guys.. When we are at our lowest points in life, we feel depressed and empty. But you also become eligible to make a new beginning for yourself, grow from that spot and become something incredible. All bad things end. Don’t give up. Keep going king. 💪🏿

  • @ShotaAizawa09
    @ShotaAizawa09 Рік тому +3

    7/2/23
    This makes me sad because I wish I could remember more about my dad, all I can remember was how his face looked, his tattoos all over his arms and his back, one side had flames and the other had an angel wing, a little of how his voice sounded. I remember when he would carry me inside when I was asleep, and when I would get scared I would leave my room where me and my brothers shared and I would lay down in the hallway with my blanket outside of my parents door, he would carry me back to bed.
    I would often think to myself what would have happened if we had found out he had Colon cancer earlier, would he be alive with us and be an actual happy family would mom have been happier. The one thing I remember was how weak he was and looked of course I didn’t know because I was 6. I didn’t know that he was going to die or that he had cancer.
    And now that I look back on that I can’t help but feel sad that I won’t get to enjoy the last moments with him. I wish that he really was alive. Maybe I’ll meet him again, maybe I’ll get to enjoy life with you once again. I love you dad, it sucks having to live without you since July 5 of 2016. Maybe I’ll see you again soon.
    I’ve been suffering with some thoughts that I may give in to. Maybe ill be happier and I’ll see him again.
    If you are reading this, thank you for taking time reading my story. I wrote this as a sort of vent as well as to see if I find people relate to me. My dad was one of the nicest person that you could ever meet. It’s very sad that fate does take people that are very important to family and friends. I wish you all the best in life and I hope you have many happy memories with the people you love because you don’t know when that will be your last. I’ll probably send this to other similar songs so if you see this story you don’t get confused. So thank you all. :)
    -Riley
    7/3/23 :)

  • @joseluismonegroseverino5109
    @joseluismonegroseverino5109 Рік тому +2

    CUANDO ESTABA EN MI CASA Y AVESES PIENSO QUE LE PASARA UN ACIDENTE

  • @Purplekit2658
    @Purplekit2658 Рік тому +5

    Me when my family turns into furrys:

    • @Js_existing
      @Js_existing 6 місяців тому +1

      Lol fr

    • @CunardLine647
      @CunardLine647 5 місяців тому +1

      Me when my strict parents want to take my pets away for no reason:

    • @chipymaster1498
      @chipymaster1498 5 місяців тому

      Unfunny

    • @ProllyNotOne
      @ProllyNotOne 4 місяці тому

      Bro im ngl i was crying and i saw ur comment and i laughed, thanks man.

  • @Aqple_YT
    @Aqple_YT 7 місяців тому +2

    Idk if someone gets suicidal thoughts but if you do, here are 150 reasons to live
    Family and Loved Ones
    Personal Growth
    Achieving Goals
    Nature's Beauty
    Creativity
    Travel and Exploration
    Helping Others
    Love
    Connection
    Hope
    Laughter
    Pets
    Learning New Skills
    Memories
    Health
    Adventure
    Sunshine
    Books
    Music
    Acts of Kindness
    Freedom
    Discovery
    Community
    Comfort
    Dreams
    Reflection
    Forgiveness
    The Arts
    Gratitude
    Resilience
    Friendship
    Warm Hugs
    Delicious Food
    Inspiring Stories
    Fresh Air
    New Beginnings
    Helping Hands
    Sunrises and Sunsets
    Rainbows
    Random Acts of Kindness
    Sharing Joy
    Warm Blankets
    Moonlit Nights
    Festivals and Celebrations
    Achieving Personal Milestones
    Overcoming Challenges
    Learning from Mistakes
    Making a Positive Impact
    Being Present in the Moment
    Embracing Diversity
    Finding Purpose
    Making Someone Smile
    Petting Animals
    Peaceful Moments
    Good Conversations
    Making Memories with Friends
    Nourishing Relationships
    Fresh Perspectives
    Beautiful Scenery
    Comfortable Silence
    Inner Strength
    Discovering Hidden Talents
    Making a Difference in the World
    Inspiring Others
    Feeling Alive
    Embracing Change
    Long Drives
    Dancing Freely
    Volunteering
    Inner Peace
    Sincere Compliments
    Holding Hands
    Feeling Accomplished
    Heartfelt Thank Yous
    Random Acts of Generosity
    Warmth of a Fireplace
    Good Health
    Creative Expression
    Beach Days
    Learning from Elders
    Building Meaningful Relationships
    Appreciating Simple Pleasures
    Movie Nights
    Deep Conversations
    Witnessing Acts of Courage
    Feeling Connected to Something Greater
    Finding Beauty in Imperfection
    Reflecting on Growth
    Making Plans for the Future
    Personal Independence
    Finding Inner Peace
    Creating Art
    Being Inspired by Others
    Learning from Nature
    Supportive Communities
    Making a House a Home
    Acts of Self-Compassion
    Rediscovering Childhood Joys
    Receiving Unexpected Gifts
    Holding onto Hope
    Exploring New Cultures
    Feeling the Warmth of Sunlight
    Playing with Children
    Achieving Financial Stability
    Rediscovering Old Passions
    Enjoying a Warm Cup of Tea or Coffee
    Attending Live Performances
    Witnessing Acts of Kindness
    Solving Problems Creatively
    Building Lasting Friendships
    Relaxing in a Hammock
    Finding Beauty in Everyday Moments
    Embracing the Seasons
    Feeling the Sand Between Your Toes
    Sharing Meals with Loved Ones
    Discovering New Music
    Finding Sanctuary in Nature
    Writing Letters to Loved Ones
    Receiving Words of Encouragement
    Creating a Welcoming Home Environment
    Helping Strangers in Need
    Enjoying the Smell of Fresh Flowers
    Feeling the Wind in Your Hair
    Connecting with Ancestral Roots
    Making Peace with Past Regrets
    Building a Supportive Network
    Appreciating Cultural Diversity
    Finding Strength in Vulnerability
    Seeking Adventure in Everyday Life
    Expressing Gratitude Daily
    Learning to Forgive Yourself
    Supporting Local Businesses
    Finding Inspiration in Nature's Patterns
    Embracing Solitude
    Participating in Community Events
    Making Time for Self-Care
    Supporting Environmental Conservation
    Finding Joy in Simple Acts of Kindness
    Cultivating a Sense of Wonder
    Creating Meaningful Traditions
    Exploring the Night Sky
    Celebrating Personal Victories
    Finding Peace in Meditation
    Embracing Diversity of Thought
    Encouraging Others to Pursue Their Dreams
    Finding Beauty in Chaos
    Offering a Helping Hand to Those in Need
    Cherishing Old Photographs
    Taking Leisurely Strolls in Nature
    Being Grateful for Each New Day
    Don't die, nobody wants you to die. If they do, ignore them, don't care about them, continue without them, and just like happily. Have an awesome life!

  • @YourVRmaster
    @YourVRmaster Рік тому +6

    Every time I play this song it makes me I feel depression and in war

  • @ardaborulu7234
    @ardaborulu7234 10 місяців тому +2

    Bro this song make me a crie

  • @tatsumaki6674
    @tatsumaki6674 2 роки тому +13

    Nice to to hear when someone that broke up with you use this song

  • @Sc3n3k1dz-jzk
    @Sc3n3k1dz-jzk Рік тому +1

    Is no one talking ‘bout Mei?! She looks sad 😞

  • @MysticalMystic
    @MysticalMystic Рік тому +50

    This is the reason I always listen to it: It comforts me more than my parents/grandparent ever will. More than anyone ever will.

  • @MyNameIsntLong
    @MyNameIsntLong Рік тому +2

    Totoro, thank you for my childhood 😢

  • @gamingclub1562
    @gamingclub1562 Рік тому +8

    This also remind me of my sister, I never got to meet her. The only time I actually saw her was when she was in her coffin. After 2 years I still miss her 😔

  • @dL_boogieblox
    @dL_boogieblox 3 місяці тому +2

    If you’re gonna end it all just remember this. “I know things might seem bad. But just know someone is always there for you. You’ll always be accepted somewhere just maybe not where you are I’ll be your friend, mate, anything to please you and love you. If you’re lonely get a pet if you can’t take care of a pet pray for the strength to. Feel happiness again. Because there’s always hope you may just be in a rough spot. Work out, get a gym bro, he’ll always be there. Can’t find a gym bro? Jesus will. Have a sickness? Take treatment, or pray for your health. Make the most out of your small life.just remember you’re always loved.”

  • @gh1235
    @gh1235 2 роки тому +18

    It deserves millions of views

  • @greysanswanson4334
    @greysanswanson4334 Рік тому +2

    i am young and going through a tuff time my grampa died and he was my joy he was my everything i would always stay there

  • @chowonhe
    @chowonhe Рік тому +4

    I'm tired of ranking my goals in life.

    • @littlebunnypeopleperson1951
      @littlebunnypeopleperson1951 Рік тому

      Me to I’m tired of stuff tired of being called mean things tired of expectations tired of humans in general, I just wanna see my best friends.

  • @randyrodriguez4772
    @randyrodriguez4772 Рік тому +2

    Is luffy dead? Or he is asleep😭😭😭😭

  • @neonboy9137
    @neonboy9137 Рік тому +3

    Omg this makes me miss 2014-2017 good music nothing bad in my life sitting with my cousins in a rainy day i really miss it me aand my cousins have this fun thing were we go on this walk through a city while the sun goes down or up and one time it was raining and this walk goes through buildings and i cannot can never begin to describe the feeling of being in the happiest moment of all so comfortable so amazing.. so sad in a way it just also remind me that was the peak of my life the great life innocence great music i just wish i appreciated it more instead of wasting it but we all think that right? But we want it back so its no waste you enjoyed yourself is that a waste? No of course not we just want to re-live it and most of us are there im just sad kids are growing with knowledge of horrible things horrible shows and honestly just a mid start to life with covid and such and here the thing everyone treats them like there nothing but we grew up with great people. Thank you for you time have a great day or night please tell me any comforting moments in your life with family or friends or just the indescribable moment we all know it :)❤☕️

  • @sloppypotato3980
    @sloppypotato3980 Рік тому +2

    Slurping rain water

  • @JOHNSTON12-s2e
    @JOHNSTON12-s2e Рік тому +3

    Every time i here this song:☹️😥 i dont miss to be happy i miss the old days☹️ now people are just mean😕

  • @Caprex7567
    @Caprex7567 Рік тому +2

    To much pain to bear

  • @RENGOKUANIMS
    @RENGOKUANIMS 3 місяці тому +4

    Leaving this here as a reminder for when I’m sad.

    • @arrhetos7286
      @arrhetos7286 2 дні тому

      Also u can save it to a playlist like I did, if u are sad then here you go
      -from your notifications :)

    • @RENGOKUANIMS
      @RENGOKUANIMS 2 дні тому

      @@arrhetos7286 thanks dud.

  • @dharamdaisanichar2673
    @dharamdaisanichar2673 9 місяців тому +2

    POV.When u do something bad at school work or to ur parents or ur family listing to this makes u wanna regret FR

  • @Scottish.roadkillrat
    @Scottish.roadkillrat Рік тому +12

    alot of my family members have died, this is helping me remember them and the memories. I miss all of you. Thank you for uploading this it's making me feel better.

  • @Vital....
    @Vital.... Рік тому +6

    HEY YOU! Yes, you, sitting behind your screen reading this. I don't know you and you certainly don't know me. But I want to tell you something. Everyone has their own story. Yours might be filled with joy and happiness, or it might be clouded with pain and misfortune. I want you to know that you're a beautiful, wonderful, talented person. Even if your life isn't going the way you want it to right now, I know that you'll be able to make it out alright. I want you to do me a favor. I know I'm just a stranger, but just trust me, okay? Every time you see your reflection, be it in the mirror in the bathroom, in a window somewhere, or in a puddle on the street, I want you to look at yourself and give yourself a hug. Because even if you aren't the prettiest or the smartest or the funniest, you're something that no one else can be: you. And you are the greatest thing you can be. Smile at strangers. Be confident in yourself. Cry when you feel like crying, laugh when you feel like laughing. Treat yourself like a god/goddess because you deserve it. Hold your head up and keep your heart open. You're worth everything and then some. And always remember that no matter what, even if it doesn't seem like it, you're everything to someone. I was bullied for so long and was told that I wasn't beautiful, and it broke me down. But I realized that I am beautiful and so is everyone else. I wanted to make sure no one felt upset like I did - hating myself and crying to sleep. You are all special

  • @Dirt--
    @Dirt-- Рік тому +3

    We all know that one side character in shows that everyone loves, and ends up dead by the end of the show, this reminds me of them.

  • @just_pingu6276
    @just_pingu6276 Рік тому +2

    io nel 2021 pensavo che quello fosse davvero un anno di merda, ma crescendo ho capito che in quei tempi ero felice e spensierato ed ero davvero felice, ora come ora non sono ne triste e ne felice, esco con i miei amici che mi fanno stare bene e poi però a casa sono sempre triste e annoiato, spero solo sia una fase, perché di essere sempre triste mi sono rotto i coglioni, é 1 anno che sento strane differenze con gli altri anni e fa male, perché non li avrò indietro mai piú, vorrei solo poter tornare indietro all'anno scorso o quello prima e godermi la vita quando tutto era bello e calmo e senza guerre o litigi

  • @beckettlittle2060
    @beckettlittle2060 Рік тому +6

    Put your phone in your pillow case it is a great sound and feeling
    When you’re happy you blast the song when your sad you understand the lyrics

  • @lanijatikarta1401
    @lanijatikarta1401 Рік тому +4

    Missing the old Times while hearing this song hits hard for everyone who is sad don't worry you have someone beside your back as always "god'

  • @GriffBot8
    @GriffBot8 10 місяців тому +3

    I like this song because it helps me focus on school work, and it help me get more bounty in bloxfruits. It also hits hard when I'm sad.

  • @InsaneDudeFromSomewhere
    @InsaneDudeFromSomewhere 5 місяців тому +3

    Just by listening to this, I have the sudden need to cry my fucking eyes out.
    It's currently 11:03 PM while I write this comment. I'm terrified of sleeping...Every morning I wake up, I feel so fucking confused, scared, off, I just refuse to sleep until my body forces me to. I once woke up and ended up breaking down after having a nightmare where I got neglected. Sometimes, I wonder if it will every actually happen. Sometimes, I question my existence. I just always feel so damn weird.
    I really needed to vent...If someone reads this, thank you.

    • @AidenLongenecker
      @AidenLongenecker 2 дні тому

      Hey, you. Are. Awesome, you may not be religious but I wanna say Jesus loves you brother. Either way, you will make it through, you matter (:

  • @knightchef
    @knightchef Рік тому +13

    This brings back a wave of memories good and bad. But the worst is unfortunately surfacing. My best friend pasted away when I was in basic training. I never properly grieved . And I don’t think I’ll ever recover.

    • @SGDelimaOfficial
      @SGDelimaOfficial Рік тому +2

    • @trollerthegreattrollertheg6234
      @trollerthegreattrollertheg6234 Рік тому +5

      I'm sorry man. He's probably hugging you and cheering you on. Wish you the best

    • @niz6925
      @niz6925 Рік тому +1

    • @nolanline95667
      @nolanline95667 Рік тому +2

      Oh yeah, that was your best friend but my mom she died. That was the worst thing and it still is that I am still going through so yes it is very sad that you lost your best friend but some people like me lost the best person in their life my mom, mom if you’re over me I love you I was hoping that your cancer will get better but it’s OK. You’re in a better place now.

    • @steelymanfan7276
      @steelymanfan7276 Рік тому +1

      ​@@nolanline95667 It isn't a competition about who lost what is worse, although I do see that you are trying to keep the same energy as them, but however I kinda think we should still respect someone's loss no matter what, you may not know how much of an impact the friend had on their life.

  • @XLII_42
    @XLII_42 Рік тому +5

    War is hell

  • @arikalo4751
    @arikalo4751 10 місяців тому +1

    If ur family talks about u no body cares about u just go u don't need no body u just need God he is the one who we'll be with u

  • @alphared4508
    @alphared4508 2 роки тому +20

    Str8 to my playlist. Thank You 🔥

  • @Monkey_hunt
    @Monkey_hunt 4 місяці тому +2

    I listen to this because I have never really felt loved or happy I am very tired of plastering a fake smile up because I am not all right I have did everything I cannot get past it I have even tried killing myself with a glass bottle and a charger but one thing that cared for me the most in my saddest times of my life is my cat thanos she is a cute bengal mix every time I am sad she will curl up into a ball with me and whenever I tried doing suicide she would always meow like she knew what was going to happen if I go
    Quote, do not do suicide because it will only make another person do it then another person I love yall do not make my mistakes have a great life

  • @oriongriszell
    @oriongriszell 11 місяців тому +3

    Hope you have a good day 😁

  • @Godofgokureal
    @Godofgokureal Місяць тому +3

    No one cares for me in the this cruel world

  • @dinosurfer4086
    @dinosurfer4086 Рік тому +4

    This song reminds me of society's failing and that who ever is listening knows that....

  • @nancykaoud2464
    @nancykaoud2464 9 місяців тому +1

    This made me cry even more after my whole family died when I am only 8 years old😢

  • @stephanauldridge3051
    @stephanauldridge3051 Рік тому +10

    2 hours of luffy lying on the road floor lol

    • @slvrpythedealer
      @slvrpythedealer Рік тому +3

      not actually luffy lol it’s from original anime by studio ghibli and it’s called totoro
      the little girl is named mei
      just thought you’d like to know! u seem like an anime fan!

    • @masterpekahdgomez4271
      @masterpekahdgomez4271 Рік тому

      Bro for a second i thought this was a secret scene from Ponyo lol

    • @stephanauldridge3051
      @stephanauldridge3051 Рік тому

      cuz i am a anime fan

  • @akrepyuvasipml280
    @akrepyuvasipml280 Рік тому +1

    Eğer Türkçe bir yorum arıyorsanız işte burdayım

  • @taxfraudgaiming
    @taxfraudgaiming 10 місяців тому +7

    “I can’t do it anymore…”
    “I can’t keep pushing”
    “Life has no meaning anymore”
    “No one loves me”
    The sentences I kept repeating in my room everyday.

    • @CunardLine647
      @CunardLine647 5 місяців тому +1

      “What’s the point of life”
      “I’m gonna start a new life”
      “Why do my parents and friends treat me like slaves”
      “Aviation doesn’t hit the same as the 1990s and the 1980s”
      “Just why”

    • @sousp
      @sousp 5 місяців тому

      hey dude i hope we can talk sometimes i can be ur new friend

    • @chipymaster1498
      @chipymaster1498 5 місяців тому

      Hey dude its ok... Im here for u

  • @WolfietteYT
    @WolfietteYT Рік тому +3

    the feeling is like finally graduating high school. Its amazing, going onto college, becoming an adult. Then you see that your life has past. All the friends you met along the way. Where are they now. Will I ever talk to them again? Will I ever get to talk to that one math teacher I had? I guess we will never know, but for now, we can act happy, and go home, and cry.

  • @gamingclub1562
    @gamingclub1562 Рік тому +9

    This song reminds me of all the good memories I have had when I was little 😔😔

    • @iliaseijgenram8774
      @iliaseijgenram8774 Рік тому +1

      Everything was so easy then but the middle school high school just ruins youre life

    • @AlimAfghaniyar
      @AlimAfghaniyar Рік тому +1

      I just remember having water gun fights on just hella hot summer days with my friends when we were all just 11 and now middle school,anxiety,homework,depression and barley any time to play and now I barley see them or barley play with them anymore cause now I’m 12😢🥲🥲😭

    • @taxfraudgaiming
      @taxfraudgaiming 10 місяців тому

      @@iliaseijgenram8774frr

  • @Dogcoin100
    @Dogcoin100 10 місяців тому +1

    POV: you are listening to this song but an add comes up

  • @GiulioDamico-ze3eo
    @GiulioDamico-ze3eo Рік тому +14

    Now I'm crying for two hours. Thank u

  • @alemara3345
    @alemara3345 7 місяців тому +1

    “You don’t miss the old times/days. You just miss when you were happy.” “You shouldn’t worry about others too much unless they worry about you. For example your mother and father.” “You should think about what you’re gonna do. Let’s say you wanted to k!ll yourself. Your parents would think they failed you, your sibling will miss your voice, your pets would be waiting for you to come home, your best friend would be missing the other halve of themselves.” “Always know that someone loves you. If you don’t then know this.” “I LOVE YOU

    • @alemara3345
      @alemara3345 7 місяців тому

      “Hope this meant something to you.”

  • @artemismagnus8817
    @artemismagnus8817 Рік тому +1

    I'm going through a bit of a tough time. My girlfriend broke up with me after my birthday. But remember to stay strong. You have people who have your back. It sucks but it's gonna be okay. I don't know you and you don't know me. But i hope that your future is bright. Don't end yourself yet. Because you'll never know what beautiful sights await you. Don't become evil. Instead become good. Help those and they will help you when your back is against the wall.

  • @MantasDoesVideos
    @MantasDoesVideos Рік тому +2

    My cat and geat grandma died when i was 11 i have absolutley no friends right now and i already tried to tell my mom i think im depressed but she just says dont be silly as she thinks im joking. not to mention i have a severe fear of death and i currently have problem breathing wixh i beg god to make that go away

  • @shawnlawrencechu6537
    @shawnlawrencechu6537 2 роки тому +50

    this gives me chill vibes

  • @plumberPlayz
    @plumberPlayz Рік тому +2

    remember if you are going throught something remember life is made to be easy but it never feels like it is if your not christian or catholic its fine just listen to this Chronnicles 15:7 . 7 But as for you, be strong and do not give up, for your work will be rewarded." remeember this and say it in your head every day say i will be rewarded some day

  • @The_Hunt3rVR
    @The_Hunt3rVR Рік тому +4

    This song is the equivalent to watching all of your best friends die in front of you one by one remembering the great times you had with them as you ascend up into the light. They sacrificed everything for you now all you can think about is what you could of done to save them as well but then you feel a presence of all of them saying “it’s not your fault we choose this it’s not your fault” as they fade out from your ear “it’s not your fault…”

  • @noahlmy.5520
    @noahlmy.5520 Рік тому +1

    alot of men and women kill them self every day ppl say theres nothing that shows it i have a fealing that the world was made to be like that tbh idk what im talking abt but all i know is that im addicted to depression being sad is just a fealing that makes me feel good if that makes sense as some one who smokes loud i can tell my depression is a addiction im 16 amd the thing that hurts more is time in 2 years im gonna be a adult and well that hit hard and well just 2 years ago i was the class clown and a fun person to be around but one of bsf moved away still called me and everything but then 1 thing changed everything i moved 1h and 30 munites away to the rest of my famly cause real bad stuff happend and i did not know anyone over there (the friend that moved away called me every day)but everyone laughed at me stared beacom the quite kid at school cause i did not know anyone there (if idk anyone near me im closed off) and then i droped out and stayed home every day tried going outside to make friends smoking a joint but after a week of no contact with no one i just stayed home gaming every day it was fun for a while then i started begging my mom to go back to my life after like a few months i think all of a sudden just in a day my mom said "uncle agreed to let us live with him for as long as we want but we had to respect him" i was happy my mom gave me 100$ worth of buss tickets i went to see my friends everyday but i changed and nothing felt the same and i just stayed in my room more and more i was used to gaming all the time and then we got a home (at my uncles it was to small for my friend to come there without it bothing him and i respected that) then he came every week so i felt happy abt it i started feel happy playings alot of games and seeing him again and then my mom started to talk to some one again they moved fast she wanted to go live over there i did not want to so we aggreed she can go over there and i can stay so i was happy she would still pay everything and i was 15 in the middle of my work shift is where i realized wheres my mom so i ran home she was gon i felt empty i went back to work finished the day then my friend came over alot more then i did alot of drugs it was in my mush trip i realized how of a drugie ive beacome i droped everything but weed well i tried my friend probally realized cause he started bringing only weed and mush my mom ask me and begged me to go with her i had a fealling sum was bad and 1 day she came back ima just say my moms gf bite a whole chunk of her leg and i was sad that i was to drugged to notic i was very mad at myself then everyon targeted me at my job ik i was gonna do sum to myself if i stayed i missed a day by accidant ik i was abt to get fired i was supposed to call the boss but i forgot the first day theni felt wrong calling after that i did not know what to do my mom told me to just call i was to scared to and like 4 days befor that my mom said she was proud of me i had a job and well ofc it hurt when i just did not have the job cause my mom was not gonna be proud but i just had to it was either they fire me or i would of left without a notic anyways but then i still felt guilty so i just never went (the job is right next to my house) and it felt better after the fact i was a bum but i did not realize that then my friend he got in trouble with ppl so he could not go to his moms so he went to his dads and he started calling me every day and skip abt 1month so i about 3 weeks ago i raged and broke my keyboard i liked alot then i broke half of the laptop screen then i broke my 2nd keyboard then i started playing on my laptop keyboard and in the game controller aim assit was op so i switch to my controller and yh i broke it that was 2 days ago i broke the controller when i broke it and i realized what i was a bum at 16 that plays video games every day and here we are i see no point in living theres nothing to do that entertaints me other then tiktok and shows/anime i really and even if i figure out what to do i probaly still wont be happy yk i can be happy all day and then all it takes is a 5 minits of sadness and its all over work,growing up and that i mean by time hurts.
    thank you if you read this idk why i started talking abt myself i had a fealing to do so so i did i left out alot of details btw. tbh if anything is happing to you and you feel a little sad theres is alot of ppl there for you out there but that doesnt really do anything to help sometimes so just try and live stop overthinking everything gl to everyon out there.

  • @Canderlerama
    @Canderlerama Рік тому +12

    tnx for 2 hours bro ♥

  • @eadydafanbozz7727
    @eadydafanbozz7727 Рік тому +2

    I didn't come here to be sad or the music. I came here because I like muffled songs lol

  • @Teus.Oliveira
    @Teus.Oliveira Рік тому +10

    não faço ideia do que seja a letra dessa música, mas cara, ainda mais nesse formato... é uma música que mexe comigo de uma forma como nenhuma outra musica mexe comigo nesse quesito. Que dor... como se minha vida passasse diante de mim

  • @fraserr851
    @fraserr851 9 місяців тому +2

    Nobody understands me they call me freakish but I just want to fit in I want to run away from everything I don’t want to have contact with any human anymore for I have seen what they would do edit: wtf is this comment I was such an emo 💀💀

  • @ThatstopmoitonGRUNTfromHALO117
    @ThatstopmoitonGRUNTfromHALO117 10 місяців тому +3

    Bro made me cry the whole River

  • @The_House_Always_Wins
    @The_House_Always_Wins 5 місяців тому +1

    Many of you are confusing “depression” with “sadness”

  • @nanashojio
    @nanashojio Рік тому +14

    it makes me feel so good inside.

  • @santiagocastillejosmartine-o5p

    una de las cosas mas dolorosas para un pibe es perder a un amogo que estuvo desde que eran chicos por un accidente ;v

  • @ChaoticRat583
    @ChaoticRat583 Рік тому +4

    This hits different when you accidentally snapped at your favourite person again and are now bawling your eyes out on a city balcony at night.

  • @MerrittPoop
    @MerrittPoop 10 місяців тому +1

    Life just goes so fast and when I hear this it makes me remember bad times in my past and my present. I am just so grateful that I have a family and that I was born and I have friends.I am just so grateful for everything that has happened in my life but I still have hope for my path in my life.Not everything will go your way in life remember that

  • @meganroaden2055
    @meganroaden2055 Рік тому +4

    crying rn because this reminds me of my past-

    • @iliaseijgenram8774
      @iliaseijgenram8774 Рік тому

      I can't cry anymore

    • @Yea720
      @Yea720 Рік тому

      Me too

    • @idk_what_to_sayyes1038
      @idk_what_to_sayyes1038 Рік тому

      I get it, I really do! life was a heck of a lot more simple without so many mental illnesses and so much worries and responsability's... even though I'm only 19, I feel like my "prime time" has allready passed.... B U T! this doesn't mean we cant try to make the best of our furture! I'm trying to break free from the chains of depression and ancxiaty disorder, and I am deteremed to make the fucking most of life!