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  • growing up learning being a Christain meant control and fear and hatred to running to new age, boys and witchcraft, to Jesus finding me and finally receiving real true love and healing for the first time through a genuine relationship with Jesus and learning who He actually is and not who the world painted Him as. After giving my life to Jesus, He never stopped working for the good in me, my life is filled to the brim with blessing after blessing. I'm so grateful for every single one of you and I attribute everything good that I have to God bein a Good Good Father. You are so so loved, and freedom and real healing in a gentle loving and compassionate way is there for you too- Jesus loves you no matter what you may have done, no matter what you will do and no matter what you think of Him- He still loves you and just wants to be with you.

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  • @CONEAXK
    @CONEAXK Рік тому +2808

    Friends are just family chosen by you.

    • @hnnhxl
      @hnnhxl  Рік тому +179

      HOW SRE U CIRST AND STILL WROTE A WHOLE SENTENCE

    • @moronicamon
      @moronicamon Рік тому +5

      IK HOW

    • @papapepega8018
      @papapepega8018 Рік тому +2

      im ur biggest fan i love ur videos and streams keep it up man

    • @AntoneRX8
      @AntoneRX8 Рік тому +7

      And that's why friends are sometimes better then family 😊

    • @ZephyrPowerbeam
      @ZephyrPowerbeam Рік тому

      Shreveport???? No way I get stationed where you’re from wow what a small world

  • @landonnovak8577
    @landonnovak8577 Місяць тому +292

    I randomly got a reel on instagram taking me to this video, and I’ve never felt more understanding of someone else’s struggles. I never had an incident like when you were taken to your dads to that extent of eminent danger, but the managing the house, the drugs, the random people coming around really hit home for me. When you spoke of your mom and her bipolar that struck a chord in me as well, the uncomfortable forced comforting, and basically parenting my parents. The struggles you have faced are far greater than mine, and it sounds bad but I’m glad I found someone with a similar upbringing that doesn’t use it as an excuse but just is what happens, happens. I’m currently in a battle within myself for Christianity, and throughout my life I’ve put trust into god and Jesus, was taught the wrong Christianity, living in a pastors house where he beat his family, and have been let down by the people who preach righteousness. I so desperately want to wholeheartedly believe, and strive for it daily, but I can’t stop myself from questioning every step of the way.

    • @jennifertomasso3030
      @jennifertomasso3030 Місяць тому +8

      God doesn't stop the bad things from happening, he gives us the strength to get through them. Try not to blame him & just try praying to him. ❤

    • @naruto7034
      @naruto7034 Місяць тому

      ​@@jennifertomasso3030u eat what u sow

    • @OGslays
      @OGslays 28 днів тому

      She's lying and still sells pron to her underage audience on 3 different platforms knowingly. She's also lying about being a victim to her parents and other boys. Her social media goes back all the way to when she was 16 uploading videos of her humping stuffed toys with captions asking boys if they wish it was them. Then it was fake blow job videos on objects. Then when she turned 18 she made an OF and sold pron. She was reported for allowing minors to se sexual content and knowingly continued. Her social medias show her posting this type of content at the same times she claims here to have been an antisocial shut in and was being called a wh0re by her parents while she was twerking and humping stuffed animals and giving blow jobs to popsicles and invisible dks on Instagram reels. The only reason that evidence cant be found without hours of diggin now is because parents of her victims who were from 7 to 13 years old had parents who reported her until her account with 2 million followers was deleted. The same account she had posted on at 17 doing those things while she claims here her mom made her sleep on the couch and wrongfully called her a wh0re? Shes a pathological liar who accused concerned parents of their kids as being pathetic. She's still selling and advertising onlyfans today

    • @OGslays
      @OGslays 28 днів тому

      @@jennifertomasso3030 she l!ed

    • @OGslays
      @OGslays 28 днів тому

      @@jennifertomasso3030 She's lying and still sells pron to her underage audience on 3 different platforms knowingly. She's also lying about being a victim to her parents and other boys. Her social media goes back all the way to when she was 16 uploading videos of her humping stuffed toys with captions asking boys if they wish it was them. Then it was fake bl0w job videos on objects. Then when she turned 18 she made an OF and sold pron. She was reported for allowing minors to see sxu@l content and knowingly continued. Her social medias show her posting this type of content at the same times she claims here to have been an antisocial shut in and was being called a wh0re by her parents while she was twerking and humping stuffed animals and giving blow jobs to popsicles and invisible dks on Instagram reels. The only reason that evidence cant be found without hours of diggin now is because parents of her victims who were from 7 to 13 years old had parents who reported her until her account with 2 million followers was deleted. The same account she had posted on at 17 doing those things while she claims here her mom made her sleep on the couch and wrongfully called her a wh0re? She's a pathological liar who accused concerned parents of their kids as being pathetic. She's still selling and advertising onlyfans today

  • @francinabinga5232
    @francinabinga5232 Місяць тому +158

    I randomly saw your reel on Instagram and it brought me to this, somehow I felt like I had to watch this and I’m glad I did. I’ve been recently struggling with my faith and this really helped me out. May God bless you❤️

    • @OGslays
      @OGslays 28 днів тому

      she lied

    • @OGslays
      @OGslays 28 днів тому

      She's lying and still sells pron to her underage audience on 3 different platforms knowingly. She's also lying about being a victim to her parents and other boys. Her social media goes back all the way to when she was 16 uploading videos of her humping stuffed toys with captions asking boys if they wish it was them. Then it was fake bl0w job videos on objects. Then when she turned 18 she made an OF and sold pron. She was reported for allowing minors to see sxu@l content and knowingly continued. Her social medias show her posting this type of content at the same times she claims here to have been an antisocial shut in and was being called a wh0re by her parents while she was twerking and humping stuffed animals and giving blow jobs to popsicles and invisible dks on Instagram reels. The only reason that evidence cant be found without hours of diggin now is because parents of her victims who were from 7 to 13 years old had parents who reported her until her account with 2 million followers was deleted. The same account she had posted on at 17 doing those things while she claims here her mom made her sleep on the couch and wrongfully called her a wh0re? She's a pathological liar who accused concerned parents of their kids as being pathetic. She's still selling and advertising onlyfans today

    • @OGslays
      @OGslays 28 днів тому

      She's lying and still sells pron to her underage audience on 3 different platforms knowingly. She's also lying about being a victim to her parents and other boys. Her social media goes back all the way to when she was 16 uploading videos of her humping stuffed toys with captions asking boys if they wish it was them. Then it was fake bl0w job videos on objects. Then when she turned 18 she made an OF and sold pron. She was reported for allowing minors to see sxu@l content and knowingly continued. Her social medias show her posting this type of content at the same times she claims here to have been an antisocial shut in and was being called a wh0re by her parents while she was twerking and humping stuffed animals and giving blow jobs to popsicles and invisible dks on Instagram reels. The only reason that evidence cant be found without hours of diggin now is because parents of her victims who were from 7 to 13 years old had parents who reported her until her account with 2 million followers was deleted. The same account she had posted on at 17 doing those things while she claims here her mom made her sleep on the couch and wrongfully called her a wh0re? She's a pathological liar who accused concerned parents of their kids as being pathetic. She's still selling and advertising onlyfans today

    • @OGslays
      @OGslays 28 днів тому

      She's lying and still sells pron to her underage audience on 3 different platforms knowingly. She's also lying about being a victim to her parents and other boys. Her social media goes back all the way to when she was 16 uploading videos of her humping stuffed toys with captions asking boys if they wish it was them. Then it was fake bl0w job videos on objects. Then when she turned 18 she made an OF and sold pron. She was reported for allowing minors to see sxu@l content and knowingly continued. Her social medias show her posting this type of content at the same times she claims here to have been an antisocial shut in and was being called a wh0re by her parents while she was twerking and humping stuffed animals and giving blow jobs to popsicles and invisible dks on Instagram reels. The only reason that evidence cant be found without hours of diggin now is because parents of her victims who were from 7 to 13 years old had parents who reported her until her account with 2 million followers was deleted. The same account she had posted on at 17 doing those things while she claims here her mom made her sleep on the couch and wrongfully called her a wh0re? She's a pathological liar who accused concerned parents of their kids as being pathetic. She's still selling and advertising onlyfans today

  • @lorin15
    @lorin15 Рік тому +45

    as a teenage girl, it's so powerful to see older girls be strong and bold in their faith, especially in the midst of the craziness of youtube. so thank you and god bless

  • @bugsbunny2944
    @bugsbunny2944 Рік тому +1027

    "Even when I wasnt a Christian, God was there"
    Amen! This is something i had to learn. I used to be so angry with God. How could He leave me when I most needed him? But He never did. He was there. He understands my pain. He feels it. The Bible says "Jesus wept". Its a lie from hell that he wasn't there. Even when i didnt accept him, He accepted me.

    • @ashishishwardan5715
      @ashishishwardan5715 Рік тому +9

      Beautiful ❤.......sometimes i also think this that "How could he leave me when i most needed him....but he loves us that's why he died for our sins

    • @bugsbunny2944
      @bugsbunny2944 Рік тому +9

      @@frawgz4802 going on Christian videos to spread your blasphemous lies isn't healthy either lol

    • @bugsbunny2944
      @bugsbunny2944 Рік тому +2

      @@frawgz4802 no

    • @bugsbunny2944
      @bugsbunny2944 Рік тому +2

      @@frawgz4802 that's not what "either" has to mean. Its about context. You might want to retake an English course.

    • @tillwill3232
      @tillwill3232 Рік тому +4

      Why does god allow so much injustice and suffering? If it would only affect people that "deserve it" it would be understandable, but why do so many children and innocent people have to suffer? Can you explain what the point is?

  • @kevinnguyen4055
    @kevinnguyen4055 Рік тому +651

    This girl is about my age. To think she’s gone through so much in her life and grown so much blows my mind. Thank you for sharing your story, Hannah!

    • @kevinnguyen4055
      @kevinnguyen4055 11 місяців тому +5

      @EuropezonColombiano I forget, probably around 21

    • @TheSpikestr
      @TheSpikestr 10 місяців тому +2

      She's about my age as well

    • @Burger14
      @Burger14 2 місяці тому +2

      Not to make her story sound unimportant but so many kids have gone so a much similar childhood and many even worse

    • @naruto7034
      @naruto7034 Місяць тому

      Actually I am 17 too a coincidence I guess

    • @BeanArmyLeader
      @BeanArmyLeader 23 дні тому

      What

  • @katskye11
    @katskye11 Рік тому +2794

    I loved this and I'm so glad more people our age are coming to Christianity and finding God

    • @GabrielXDrums
      @GabrielXDrums Рік тому +40

      They’re really not, you think she truly is? I doubt it, they wear their cross for people to see yet so hypocritical things in the shadows. All clout.

    • @an6350
      @an6350 Рік тому +113

      @@GabrielXDrums bro she just explained for 2 hours, i believe her as a non christian. she isn't a perfect human and idk whats on her social media, but she's obviously being honest here.

    • @bredavis8985
      @bredavis8985 Рік тому +57

      @@GabrielXDrums a bit judgmental don’t you think ?

    • @GabrielXDrums
      @GabrielXDrums Рік тому +4

      @@bredavis8985 the truth is always the truth, guess that’s why they also call it “judgement day” not peace and butterflies day.
      So get used to that.
      No one likes Christian’s anymore, and those that do, are only other fakes who THINK they even know Jesus yet they’re hypocrites behind closed doors.
      If you believe anything people say and claim online about their “testimony” I’d approach with a grain of salt.

    • @bredavis8985
      @bredavis8985 Рік тому +50

      @@GabrielXDrums no your comment was straight up judgy my guy. Not a righteous type of judgment too. I’m 99% sure you don’t know this girl on a personal level to be knowing she’s wearing her cross on her neck but a hypocrite or whatever it is you said. That’s not cool. Have your opinion, but I guess maybe don’t state that it’s truth ? Lol

  • @heavywastaken
    @heavywastaken Місяць тому +76

    If I could hug you right now I would. I'm so glad you found Jesus and have been able to heal from these unimaginable wounds. The saddest part to me is I could guess some of the things that happened before you said them because I've heard similar stories before. Thank the Lord I never had to live through them, but the fact that these stories are so common is soul-crushing. Lord help us all.

    • @OGslays
      @OGslays 28 днів тому

      She's lying and still sells pron to her underage audience on 3 different platforms knowingly. She's also lying about being a victim to her parents and other boys. Her social media goes back all the way to when she was 16 uploading videos of her humping stuffed toys with captions asking boys if they wish it was them. Then it was fake bl0w job videos on objects. Then when she turned 18 she made an OF and sold pron. She was reported for allowing minors to see sxu@l content and knowingly continued. Her social medias show her posting this type of content at the same times she claims here to have been an antisocial shut in and was being called a wh0re by her parents while she was twerking and humping stuffed animals and giving blow jobs to popsicles and invisible dks on Instagram reels. The only reason that evidence cant be found without hours of diggin now is because parents of her victims who were from 7 to 13 years old had parents who reported her until her account with 2 million followers was deleted. The same account she had posted on at 17 doing those things while she claims here her mom made her sleep on the couch and wrongfully called her a wh0re? She's a pathological liar who accused concerned parents of their kids as being pathetic. She's still selling and advertising onlyfans today

    • @OGslays
      @OGslays 28 днів тому

      She's lying and still sells pron to her underage audience on 3 different platforms knowingly. She's also lying about being a victim to her parents and other boys. Her social media goes back all the way to when she was 16 uploading videos of her humping stuffed toys with captions asking boys if they wish it was them. Then it was fake bl0w job videos on objects. Then when she turned 18 she made an OF and sold pron. She was reported for allowing minors to see sxu@l content and knowingly continued. Her social medias show her posting this type of content at the same times she claims here to have been an antisocial shut in and was being called a wh0re by her parents while she was twerking and humping stuffed animals and giving blow jobs to popsicles and invisible dks on Instagram reels. The only reason that evidence cant be found without hours of diggin now is because parents of her victims who were from 7 to 13 years old had parents who reported her until her account with 2 million followers was deleted. The same account she had posted on at 17 doing those things while she claims here her mom made her sleep on the couch and wrongfully called her a wh0re? She's a pathological liar who accused concerned parents of their kids as being pathetic. She's still selling and advertising onlyfans today

  • @amyvelen4104
    @amyvelen4104 Рік тому +44

    I randomly found your video in my recommended… and I really sat through 2 hours listening to this. hannah I can’t even explain how glad and full of joy I am that you found Jesus… I don’t know what you could be going through now or working towards but may God bless you and keep you. He truly has such a beautiful purpose for you and i can’t wait to see what He’s going to do through you ❤️

    • @OGslays
      @OGslays 28 днів тому

      Found jesus? she still advertises and sell porn to minors by the thousands

    • @OGslays
      @OGslays 28 днів тому

      its a false testimony

    • @zaddymac4768
      @zaddymac4768 28 днів тому +1

      Why are you claiming this? In many comments btw

  • @jeanjacquesbrutus4843
    @jeanjacquesbrutus4843 Рік тому +735

    And I thought I had a rough childhood when I grew up with loving parents in the comfort of a house. Testimonies like this make me grateful and realize the grace/goodness of God !

    • @historybytim6115
      @historybytim6115 Рік тому +19

      Totally agree

    • @Dashpoint_M
      @Dashpoint_M Рік тому +26

      Yeah. Compared to her, my life is like royalty.

    • @adc4836
      @adc4836 Рік тому +21

      that's why I try to not jump the gun and "hate" my life at times, we all have problems but there'll always be someone that has it worse than you

    • @lucasr2191
      @lucasr2191 Рік тому +2

      Amen

    • @mathewstudios2410
      @mathewstudios2410 Рік тому

      @@adc4836yeah i went to to Baja Mexico this past week and it’s crazy how privileged us Americans

  • @noantojenbros
    @noantojenbros Рік тому +556

    W - O - W.
    As a dude who was born in a christian family this is... I can't even describe nor use a word to summary this testimony. I've read and heard quite a lot of testimonies but this is deep man T _ T. So glad you found your way to Jesus.
    Stay sharp, you just started this beautiful path side to side with Jesus and satan can turn you waaaaay worse than the state u were before, but don't worry with Jesus you will be 300% more powerful than the darksite (1 Jhon 4:4, this is THE proof)
    Greeting & blessings from Spain.

    • @jdff1997
      @jdff1997 Рік тому +26

      Not 300% but infinitely more powerful

    • @Juliana-rw6pt
      @Juliana-rw6pt Рік тому +19

      Amen. I was saved 3 years ago when I prayed for the Lord to reveal himself to me. Sad to say that I wasn't watchful and wasn't aware of Satan turning me away from the treasure I found until sin had already done damage in my life and relationships. You are right about Satan being able to make somebody worse than before they were a believer. But Praise God, He is merciful and gracious, and the Lord Jesus is waking me up to the truth once again. I really did make a huge mistake not being sober minded. I am repenting and turning to Christ once again. Sorrowful over turning away from that good path. I confess this sin and am repenting. Father, forgive me

    • @vijdamvsichko9077
      @vijdamvsichko9077 Рік тому +12

      @@Juliana-rw6pt We are redeemed Sister. 😌 Acts 20:28✝
      God Jesus got us - John 10:27-30✝
      Lord keep you from all evil 24/7, Amen.✝

    • @RealTonly
      @RealTonly Рік тому +4

      Yes same here this hits deep. What a transformation praise Jesus

    • @OGslays
      @OGslays 28 днів тому

      are you all serious? she's lying. She was already on social media advertising her body for the entire years she claims to have been a victim and continued to do so. How is it possible to claim to be a antisocial shut in who had an abusive family when she had hundreds of thousands of followers posting every single day. She claims her mom beat her at that time for prom while she was also posting 40 picutres and videos of her pretending to hump and give invisible blowjobs to object. She's just lying to get people to forgiver her while also having deleted over 4 thousand images and videos from her social medias. If her accounts hadn't been banned by people who caught their kids getting pron from, her you'd be able to match the time of her social media to her lies

  • @SparkStudios2023
    @SparkStudios2023 Рік тому +5

    I didn’t think I would end up listening to this whole thing, but here I am! It is difficult to even put into words how deep God’s love is and that feeling of closeness to Him. Your testimony seriously made me feel His presence. I’ve struggled with certain things in my life and definitely see certain generational curses attempting to worm their way into my life. I’ve been attending a Celebrate Recovery group for that purpose, where we’ve watched countless testimonies. In all of them a person describes their life and how they encountered Jesus, just as you have. And although they have all struggled with different things, the hurt and the pain is the same. It brings me so much joy to hear the ways in which God is working through other people’s lives. It also gives me hope and understanding that God is doing the same in mine! I believe there is reason I stumbled upon this video today. Thank you for sharing your story, it is so encouraging. Especially for a generation that is falling further and further away from God, it’s important for us to remember that the Lord isn’t just a relic of the past. He is not just the God of our forefathers, but the God who is active and at work in our own lives this very moment.

  • @d3maccus
    @d3maccus Рік тому +41

    she is so honest its so compelling. when she admitted she decided to be bi and pan-sexual to be cool because it was socially trendy....as a private school teacher, this kind of thing happens so much.... and also her saying she received racism/exclusion-bullying as being poor white kids in an all black school.... such an honest memory and certain people want to diminish or say its not the same thing, but this is just a scared kid wanting to be liked and recounting an experience of being excluded. we are all human and more same than differentt. she should try to get into writing to work through trauma and share her story and testimony

    • @digby2564
      @digby2564 Місяць тому

      ngl i see more black on white racism than white on black nowadays

  • @BibleAtoZ
    @BibleAtoZ Рік тому +209

    I helped out at a church camp several years ago and this girl was opening up about her seriously messed up home life. Long story short she went home planning on killing herself, but decided to read her Bible for the first time in years just because and she randomly opened it up and it was Psalm 27:10 - "Though my father and mother forsake me, the Lord will take me in."
    Hannah, your parents made so many mistakes and had so much sin (which was NOT your fault), but always remember that you have a heavenly Father who loves you perfectly and unconditionally! God bless

    • @em77775
      @em77775 5 місяців тому +2

      Oh my God, this make me burst into tears. I grew up in church but my dad was backslidden and horribly abusive. I went through so much. I didn't know the Bible that well back then. I didn't ever think there was anything in the Bible that related to my story, but then I read that very verse and I finally felt represented.
      Other versions:
      New Living Translation
      Even if my father and mother abandon me, the LORD will hold me close.
      New King James Version
      When my father and my mother forsake me, Then the LORD will take care of me.
      ❤❤

  • @pathos7527
    @pathos7527 Рік тому +42

    I’m not religious myself, but this popped up in my feed at random and after watching I wanted to say I’m proud of you for coming forward like this. Following what we feel is right in our hearts can be hard, and to be open about ourselves publicly is even harder arguably because it can invite ridicule and criticism from others…but that also takes a courage and vulnerability that can speak to others and inspire them to find the same thing in themselves. We may not share beliefs but I think you’re doing an important thing here.
    I also think it’s a cool thing to see people with more different outlooks than me in the streaming space so others like you can find more of a place within the streaming community to feel at home. I worry sometimes that people who are religious might feel unwelcome because streaming can tend to be a pretty secular space, so seeing that diversity and opportunity for more people to be included is awesome.
    So yeah, keep doing your thing and thanks for sharing this. 😊♥️

    • @OGslays
      @OGslays 28 днів тому

      She's lying and still sells pron to her underage audience on 3 different platforms knowingly. She's also lying about being a victim to her parents and other boys. Her social media goes back all the way to when she was 16 uploading videos of her humping stuffed toys with captions asking boys if they wish it was them. Then it was fake bl0w job videos on objects. Then when she turned 18 she made an OF and sold pron. She was reported for allowing minors to see sxu@l content and knowingly continued. Her social medias show her posting this type of content at the same times she claims here to have been an antisocial shut in and was being called a wh0re by her parents while she was twerking and humping stuffed animals and giving blow jobs to popsicles and invisible dks on Instagram reels. The only reason that evidence cant be found without hours of diggin now is because parents of her victims who were from 7 to 13 years old had parents who reported her until her account with 2 million followers was deleted. The same account she had posted on at 17 doing those things while she claims here her mom made her sleep on the couch and wrongfully called her a wh0re? She's a pathological liar who accused concerned parents of their kids as being pathetic. She's still selling and advertising onlyfans today

  • @brandoncharles4415
    @brandoncharles4415 10 місяців тому +11

    I've been watching UA-cam for over 15 years, and this is one of the best videos I've ever seen. Thank you for sharing your testimony. It's always great to see the Lord's work in the world.

  • @CoVending
    @CoVending Рік тому +181

    Oooo I felt the fire when you started talking about the baptism of the Holy Spirit! So awesome to hear you speaking the truth about what the Bible actually says and not ashamed of the Holy Spirit🔥

  • @papapepega8018
    @papapepega8018 Рік тому +342

    soo proud of this girl she literaly saved my life creating this community

    • @eugenenunn4900
      @eugenenunn4900 Рік тому +4

      What? How?

    • @papapepega8018
      @papapepega8018 Рік тому +44

      @@eugenenunn4900 i was in a real bad place very alone and sad and with the discord she made i had a place where i could forget everything

    • @UnnaturallyLost
      @UnnaturallyLost Рік тому +1

      i love you papa

    • @antoniotulum4776
      @antoniotulum4776 Рік тому +17

      @@papapepega8018 Jesus bless you paps!!!

    • @eugenenunn4900
      @eugenenunn4900 Рік тому +6

      @@papapepega8018 that's awesome to hear man. Happy for you!!!

  • @davidhire57
    @davidhire57 Місяць тому +6

    This is the most amazing testimony I have ever heard. Hanna is not a "superficial" woman but a super woman. Please, continue with your relationship with Christ. You HAVE a purpose and a gift.

  • @Davine-ff4wu
    @Davine-ff4wu 2 місяці тому +1

    The way I clicked this, made me tear up, this is sooooo amazing. I pray your relationship with Christ flourishes. Amen❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

  • @BigJebby
    @BigJebby Рік тому +56

    I'm so glad Hannah is here now. Her and her communities influences have genuinely had such an amazing impact on my life. ❤

  • @roddgamer04
    @roddgamer04 7 місяців тому +6

    Now seeing where you come from, I feel like my respect and admiration for you has grown to a level in which not many people have the opportunity to be. This video not only made me know you, it made me rethink about myself and my choices. From the bottom of my heart, thank you.

  • @bran_macko
    @bran_macko Рік тому +1

    I am but a stranger somewhere in Europe with life experiences so vastly different to those of yours and yet I do not have a single doubt in the realness of what you've described. This video humbles me, reassures me, and encourages me to continue looking for Christ. I pray over your life, that the holy spirit through you continues to illuminate the lives of those who live in darkness and strengthens us who have already given our lives to Christ. I wish I could love the way Christ loves us. Lord bless you!

  • @tofemm8945
    @tofemm8945 Рік тому +71

    Psalm 27:10. Your love never cease to amaze. Glory be to you King Jesus. I wish I could hug you Hannah.

  • @JamesAustinHall
    @JamesAustinHall Рік тому +82

    God bless you in the name of Jesus mentally, physically, spiritually, and financially amen!

    • @LocusFelix
      @LocusFelix Рік тому +3

      Financially? What? That’s materialistic which is against the point of spirituality… unless you are one of those supply side jesus people in which case have fun with your false prophet

    • @TheIllustriouBlueJay
      @TheIllustriouBlueJay 6 місяців тому +3

      ​@@LocusFelixthere's nothing wrong with being blessed financially. God blessed Job in every way possible including financially. Remember that its not money itself that is evil, but the LOVE of money.

    • @Alordard
      @Alordard 9 днів тому

      @@TheIllustriouBlueJay Then how is it a blessing if you don't love it

  • @SB_edits22
    @SB_edits22 11 місяців тому +11

    Oh gosh, I literally cried for ur story🥺 I'm so sorry to hear all this pain, but it makes me so happy to see u feel good now, and u just deserves what life is giving u at the moment :)

  • @Mortykai
    @Mortykai 11 місяців тому +5

    You're so strong for coming out of all you went through the way you have, in addition to boldly sharing! Hearing the experiences with your dad and stepmom instantly makes me think that they were all heavily demonized, and it is heartbreaking to hear you recount it all. Praise the Lord for bringing you through it, and thank you for your testimony!

  • @goobon
    @goobon Рік тому +50

    Went through some childhood issues and fell into a horrible job that led me to substance abuse, which eventually forced me to realize the spiritual nature of reality. Went from a devout atheist to an honest skeptic after seeing things I couldn't describe as anything but esoteric under the influence of substances like DMT and LSD, fell into gnosticism, the occult, and the whole "do what thou wilt" mindset, and grew inevitably more and more frustrated and tired of life. Spiritual warfare is VERY real. Your testimony is wonderful and relatable, thank you very much for sharing. There is no God other than the most high, and he is truly powerful, beautiful and loving. He has humbled me and shown me the error in my ways, put me on a new path, given me the strength to overcome my past, and taught me what love truly is. God has put you here for a reason!! Keep strong in faith and he will guide you every step of the way.

  • @ristonalaimo5048
    @ristonalaimo5048 Рік тому +84

    Mind blowing and very cool. I'm a born-again Christian as well and I always pray for people who remind me of myself when I was unsaved. God bless you and see you in Heaven.

    • @ronbangzonthebeats7502
      @ronbangzonthebeats7502 Рік тому +3

      Yep, see you in Heaven is the right phrase. He is faithful enough to keep us from falling and present us to Himself HOLY AND ACCEPTABLE.

  • @smjcamp1
    @smjcamp1 Рік тому +7

    Having lived a similar life I can say with confidence there's some many more people like us. I feel most people don't wanna hear other's life stories but I wanna say thanks for sharing yours. You're doing a great job sharing your life with the Lord but also sharing the struggles you went through to get there.

  • @mckaymartin
    @mckaymartin 6 місяців тому +25

    Your testimony is so strong. Everyone that watched this video, especially me, we're grateful for your story and your testimony of the Savior in your life. Man in some ways I wish I was a convert so I could, ya know, have an amazing story to tell about how I met Christ and all that; I was born of very good parents who taught me somewhat the learning and knowledge of them, including the gospel. I would always hear stories of people who were reborn and changed through Christ, and then I'd just see myself and just say "I'm not as special as them. I don't have that kind of story." Even the most faithful people in this world became converts somehow, but I just felt like I was left out. I wasn't until I turned about 15 or 16, and I went to church and heard from my teacher at the Sunday school lesson. She was talking about conversion and about how everyone, even people who were born into the church and covenant like was, have to be converted at some point. It wasn't until really that moment that I realized that I wasn't feeling empty because I was already converted and didn't have a story to tell like everyone else, it was because I hadn't been "converted yet. I hadn't recognized the spirit in my life like a constant companion. I realized that I needed to start reading the scriptures more often, and allowing Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ take the wheel. I know that my savior lives and that the gospel is fully restored on this Earth today. I know my savior loves me, and that he will deliver me, as long as I am repentant and willing to seek his council.

    • @ruthtirado2750
      @ruthtirado2750 5 місяців тому

      Beautiful honest testimony! Thank you for sharing! 🙌

    • @OGslays
      @OGslays 28 днів тому

      @@ruthtirado2750 she lied

    • @zaddymac4768
      @zaddymac4768 28 днів тому

      What’s your proof it’s all lie?

  • @JerichoLeon
    @JerichoLeon Рік тому +179

    Keep shining the light of Christ, Sister. This world is passing away, but those who do the will of God abides forever.

    • @theobell2002
      @theobell2002 11 місяців тому +2

      Are you sure this isn't a cult?

    • @JerichoLeon
      @JerichoLeon 11 місяців тому +3

      @@theobell2002 Christianity?

    • @bacontheclown2502
      @bacontheclown2502 11 місяців тому +1

      @@theobell2002No. a cult is when people worship satan aka the devil and sacrifice anyone to him for anything evil and it’s bad. A cult is bad and people kill babies for it. Don’t get religion and a cult mixed up they’re not the same.

    • @Cassielove253
      @Cassielove253 10 місяців тому

      @@theobell2002 I see where you are coming from I have been to churches with weird control tactics but those are simply fabricated, deceptive, or even demonic cults! However, I picked up the bible and started to realize that Jesus is the way the truth, and the life. Some churches have unfortunately turned to weird practices that contradict who Jesus is. God can really guide you to the right church where there is true liberation and not control......

    • @parkangeela2070
      @parkangeela2070 8 місяців тому +1

      Is dis hannah owo?

  • @johndia5
    @johndia5 Рік тому +339

    You’ll probably never read this, but I’ll just put it out there anyways. I couldn’t help but tear up throughout your testimony, because it reflects my own so much. It’s such a blessing to know that God moved in such a similar way in your life as He did in mine

    • @Alex-wg1mb
      @Alex-wg1mb Рік тому

      Sure...yeah. I do admire how cognitive biases are ruling human psyche. And how a majority of people seek some invisible father figure among clouds.
      I was volunteering in Ukraine the first month after attack. Saw so much horrible things than no kind deity would allow. You guys are super delusional. In Butcha there were beheaded, raped and sliced to many pieces peaceful people. How is this allowed ? ask that question. I was Catholic long time ago but not anymore. You can find moral and peace without mythic figures.

    • @alanylizardo
      @alanylizardo Рік тому +8

      agreed

    • @koolkaaattt
      @koolkaaattt 11 місяців тому +5

      Crying aswell. :(( I'm glad she shared her testimony because it helps other young women like me understand and get closer to God, and hear more from him.

    • @OGslays
      @OGslays 28 днів тому

      @@koolkaaattt She's ly!ng and still sells pron to her underage audience on 3 different platforms knowingly. She's also lying about being a victim to her parents and other boys. Her social media goes back all the way to when she was 16 uploading videos of her humping stuffed toys with captions asking boys if they wish it was them. Then it was fake bl0w job videos on objects. Then when she turned 18 she made an OF and sold pron. She was reported for allowing minors to see sxu@l content and knowingly continued. Her social medias show her posting this type of content at the same times she claims here to have been an antisocial shut in and was being called a wh0re by her parents while she was twerking and humping stuffed animals and giving blow jobs to popsicles and invisible dks on Instagram reels. The only reason that evidence cant be found without hours of diggin now is because parents of her victims who were from 7 to 13 years old had parents who reported her until her account with 2 million followers was deleted. The same account she had posted on at 17 doing those things while she claims here her mom made her sleep on the couch and wrongfully called her a wh0re? She's a pathological liar who accused concerned parents of their kids as being pathetic. She's still selling and advertising onlyfans today

  • @shitpostcentral1802
    @shitpostcentral1802 Рік тому +3

    Dear god, give this girl all the love she needs and deserves. May she continue to heal her heart and inner child. May she find true love and purpose in this life. ♥

  • @HazelBarbosa-br4ez
    @HazelBarbosa-br4ez День тому +1

    You are so brave I can’t imagine going through that Jesus is amazing I’m happy you came to Christ

  • @Hygoog
    @Hygoog Рік тому +155

    I’m so glad God brought me to your channel. I too went through some challenges before becoming a Christian. I feel for you and will pray for you my sister in Christ.

    • @Dilly49355
      @Dilly49355 Рік тому +11

      i think that would have to be the algorithm

    • @Samsstuff10
      @Samsstuff10 Рік тому +1

      @@Dilly49355bruh.

    • @Dilly49355
      @Dilly49355 Рік тому +4

      @Samsstuff10 I'm not wrong.
      That was mainly a joke, but it is true
      Right after I look up something about overwatch, I find this girl who streams overwatch
      Video was cool at the end of the day and loved the end👍

    • @Hygoog
      @Hygoog Рік тому +1

      @@Dilly49355 bless your heart 🙂

    • @rasxiel2493
      @rasxiel2493 Рік тому

      @@Dilly49355 hahahahahahahahahhaha

  • @juanmacias896
    @juanmacias896 Рік тому +57

    40:53 absolutely love how much the love of Christ you share. How much you weren’t afraid to call out the churches that misrepresent who He really is. Was extremely blessed by your testimony 😭🙏🏼🙌🏼

  • @americancapitalist9094
    @americancapitalist9094 Рік тому

    Randomly stumbled on this video. What a powerful roller coaster of a story that had me tearing up like crazy. I’ve drifted from God over the last decade but stories like this give me hope. I hope you continue to heal and get closer to God. Thank you for sharing.

  • @gwnes6762
    @gwnes6762 4 місяці тому +2

    never posted any youtube videos before, but know that your video has moved people. God has His ways through you and it’s crazy that this transformation can be seen in you, inside and outside. I’m 19, and this video has really inspire me in the deepest core, i never knew i needed one of this but now i needed this more and more, thankyou Hannah for inspiring so much people through your platform. God bless you! Always!❤

  • @memessteams2436
    @memessteams2436 Рік тому +50

    I’ve never seen your Channel or any of your content before, however I am so glad I came across this video. Lately I’ve been struggling with the pain from my past. I had cancer last year at the age of 16. Thankfully I beat it but there will always be scars. I’ve had a hard life and thought I had it really bad but after watching your video all the way through it put it into perspective that I could of have it worse. I’m so sorry you’ve been through all that. However I’m glad you are in Christ. I gave my life to Christ last year as I was fighting cancer and he saved me, he changed me, he gave me a second chance to live. Anyway my point being I’ve been struggling with past trauma over the last week and your video just came out of nowhere and that voice was telling me to watch it and I’m so glad I did. This really touched me and reminded me that what’s happened doesn’t matter and that Jesus heals. Thank you Hannah and God bless you!!! 2:20:57

  • @ReactXtV09
    @ReactXtV09 Рік тому +22

    As a guy, who's been going through my own faith journey, this was really cool to see a lady step out in vulnerability and say "yes" to sharing her own journey with the whole internet. It really encouraged me to keep going in my own faith, so with that in mind, don't stop pursuing the Lord. Let's be an encouragement to the next generation and to each other to be strong in our faith!
    I hope we all find the fire of the Holy Spirit and walk-in boldness, confidence, and faith no matter our age(s) or lifestyles/seasons we're in!

  • @AR777bomb
    @AR777bomb Рік тому +69

    Just by looking at your Instagram, I never would've thought you went through the things you did. I always thought you were this innocent and naive young girl lol. This was eye opening and definitely encouraging. I hope you never leave Jesus.

  • @acecannon9676
    @acecannon9676 Рік тому +5

    I just came to this video because I like stories, but I'm really happy to hear how God has saved you and other who have needed him in their life.

  • @Tristanrgreene11
    @Tristanrgreene11 Рік тому +3

    I watched the whole darn thing sweets. It’s miraculous that your here, the things you’ve gone thru are terrible. I know first hand the terrors of the world and I’m so glad that love was spoken to me and that my family showed it me or else I’m sure id be broken. I’m gonna check out the twitch stream and continue checking in on yur journey because I felt it hun, the glimpse into your current mindset and we all could help each other cus we’re all screwed up as a nation controlled by the darkness telling us they are the light, so we need to keep pointing it out to each other and helping each other through this weird dark time. Thanks so much for telling your story as much as it’s so different then mine I can feel the positivity and truth from the twisted we’re all stuck in. We must see the light. The darkness cannot win with all our light.❤️❤️

  • @HaydenWYG
    @HaydenWYG Рік тому +137

    I'm a 28 year old man sitting here watching your 2 hour video and I couldn't help but have tears in my eyes through most of it. I hate that you went through all you did. My heart hurts so much for you but I'm so glad that you found Jesus through it all and I hope that you will continue this path and use the platform you have for Gods glory! Thank you for sharing your story! I will be praying so hard for you and your family!

    • @JOYOUS2003
      @JOYOUS2003 Рік тому +5

      Man up

    • @ABetterEarthForOurChildren
      @ABetterEarthForOurChildren Рік тому +15

      @@JOYOUS2003 calm down alpha boy

    • @HaydenWYG
      @HaydenWYG Рік тому +16

      @Igropeyungladies not to feed the troll to much, but if you can't admit that you cried and can feel empathy for someone, you're not a real man. If you've never truly thought about the love of Jesus and what he's done for you and not cried, you also have some problems. I'll be praying for you.

    • @dyanitsuyo9609
      @dyanitsuyo9609 5 місяців тому +1

      Wow, I'm 27 years and I wanted to comment the exact same thing! That my heart bleeds for her past but rejoices in her present through Christ! 🙏🏻

    • @PositiveAlgorithm-ef8hw
      @PositiveAlgorithm-ef8hw 5 місяців тому +2

      Same bro this girl is seriously wise and so strong and i praise god that she was able to experience the love of Christ :)))

  • @FrozenFlameBrix
    @FrozenFlameBrix Рік тому +394

    Praise the Lord! He aint sleepin. He's workin, actively! He's workin in people's hearts!

  • @skilz8098
    @skilz8098 4 дні тому +3

    Don't worry about what the "world" thinks of you. Yeshua loves you just the way you are, and you are a beautiful Soul!

  • @R0dr1go19
    @R0dr1go19 11 місяців тому +2

    Thank you so much for opening up and sharing your story. So glad you're doing better now. Wish you the best and always trust the process 🙂

  • @HakobM
    @HakobM Рік тому +15

    Thank you for posting this. I watched this video in 3 days. Once I found this I felt I needed to watch it. I lived in abusive environment until 14, then in dire poverty until 18, then I went to military service, and in 21, Jesus found me. Currently I am 40, and I plan to live with Jesus forever! I am married with 2 kids, blessed with a good job, and looking forward to heaven ahead. Yes, there are difficulties, but who doesn't have them? Bless the Lord oh my soul!...

    • @Rambo141-uu2vi
      @Rambo141-uu2vi 4 місяці тому +1

      Nice to hear brother, But I suggest you learn about The one ,Jesus used to pray to,( ALLAH ) , Nice to hear you having good life. Learn Islam Best of luck with life and afterlife.

  • @KinglyViking
    @KinglyViking Рік тому +234

    I lost my child a few years ago. She was almost 2. One night I had a dream like I went to heaven & in my dream, the daughter that I lost was sitting on the lap of Jesus & I he was giving her a kiss on the forehead. I ended up painting this picture which is my profile picture that I made, that looks just like my daughter & my dream. When I heard your testimony on this video! I felt like Jesus said for me to tell you that you are the daughter on his lap too! You’re heart ❤ has come home to Him🤗

    • @MarioG204
      @MarioG204 Рік тому +1

      be careful making images of God, Exodus 20:4-6

    • @Anne_one
      @Anne_one Рік тому +26

      @@MarioG204 “Be not overly righteous, and do not make yourself too wise. Why should you destroy yourself?” Ecclesiastes 7:16

    • @Anne_one
      @Anne_one Рік тому +30

      @@MarioG204God clearly gave her the dream to give her comfort, and she painted the picture to be forever reminded of his goodness. Just praise God.

    • @Anne_one
      @Anne_one Рік тому +5

      Thank you for sharing, what a hopeful blessing this was to read. 😊

    • @karlojoki6314
      @karlojoki6314 Рік тому

      You can be happy, losing child is horible thing to happend, but since you are Chrisitan, we know that she is in heaven. And when you look at others, a lot of people don't go to heaven. The greatest success of parents is that their child goes to heaven one day, to be alive and know that this happened is a blessing.

  • @Chelbasaur
    @Chelbasaur 6 місяців тому

    I started listening to this when I got to work, and I have been laser focus since it started.
    While the specifics are vastly different, I too had horrific on top of horrific things happen to me and every person I should have trusted stole a bit of my innocence and harmed me greatly. God is with me, though. And I know that because my husband said to me after I told him my life story "I have no idea how you are not a bitter, miserable, mean, and terrible person to be around. You amaze me, and I am lucky to be your husband."
    God is good.
    God bless you and yours ❤

  • @VikingRic
    @VikingRic Рік тому +33

    When you said you felt like “you had a God size whole in your heart”. And you felt like you had a whole heart again. It is not cheesy at all. When we ask Him in, Jesus really does come in & reside in you. Ezekiel 36:26 says “I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh again.” I still remember that feeling when I accepted Jesus in, & this is only the beginning in your relationship with Him. I teared up watching this & I am not one to get emotional. Our world desperately needs Jesus more then ever, so thank you for sharing your story! Even though You may be persecuted for it! ❤ Congratulations & welcome home🎊

    • @dyanitsuyo9609
      @dyanitsuyo9609 5 місяців тому

      Beautifully put Eric 🙏🏻❤️

  • @nikp6302
    @nikp6302 Рік тому +23

    I don't know you, and I just recently came into your community on Twitch and Discord, but I just wanna say how incredibly proud I am of you for sharing such a vulnerable story with us. It takes an insane amount of courage to open up about the difficult experiences you've gone through and your strength and resilience is inspiring. I'm sorry you had to endure so much pain and hardship in your life, but it is a testament to your character that you've been able to overcome them and find your way to where you are today.
    Your testimony will serve as a source of inspiration and hope to others who may be struggling with similar challenges, including me. I went through relentless bullying both at school and home from elementary through high school and I've been on the edge of going back to church and seeking a strong relationship with Jesus and getting to be a part of a good Christian community. Thank you so much for sharing this testimony.

  • @hifwend3291
    @hifwend3291 Рік тому +5

    I really admire you, you’ve been through a lot and yet you’re still standing, you deserve recognition❤

  • @sarahfalla
    @sarahfalla 5 місяців тому +3

    Im actually so happy for you. You have no idea. I used to watch you when i was younger and admire you so much and want to be like you. It's so comforting to know that even people i thought dont have dark pasts or problems, struggle with their own demons. God bless you, hannah. You have such a bright future ahead of you❤❤🙏🙏

  • @GustavoRivasMendez
    @GustavoRivasMendez Рік тому +40

    Thank you so much for sharing your testimony sister. It exhorts me immensely to see what the Lord is doing, and pushes me to march onwards, hopeful of the harvest. “Let us not lose heart in doing good, for in due time we will reap if we do not grow weary.”
    ‭‭Galatians‬ ‭6‬:‭9‬
    May God bless you and keep you!

  • @aaronmills4290
    @aaronmills4290 Рік тому +27

    Not the whole way through but it's a testament to how much of a kind and empathetic soul you have that it was the story of your sisters bandana that broke the ice for tears. God bless you, you've been through so much and still have a way to shine light. That's something special. Thank you for sharing. As heavy as the topic is, this is so healing to witness. 🙏

  • @chrisc1072
    @chrisc1072 Рік тому +1

    hannah this testimony really really really changed my life and its not like im going through anywhere close to what youve gone through but its just that i really do feel Gods love through you and i watched the whole thing i just hope u know everyone praying for you and that you are changing lives through Jesus AND I FEEL THE LOVE THANK YOU. life changing.

  • @TJ_Strick
    @TJ_Strick 11 місяців тому +3

    I’ve been a Christian for years, but I grew away from God for a while. I used to watch a lot of your videos, but I quit recently. I’ve been trying to grow closer to God, and stay away from social media anyway. But I had a friend tell me about this video. I came and listened to the whole thing. It saddens me greatly that you went through all this. I’ve had great struggles with my Mother, but I’m blessed we got past it before I moved out, and now I finally have a good relationship with her. But it is horrible hearing this, I’m so sorry you had to go through all of this, I can relate to pain, but not like this.
    I’m so glad to hear you have an ultimately positive testimony! It is a huge encouragement to me, and hearing your story has been a real eye opener for me! I’m praying that you will continue growing closer to the Lord and I wish you the best. Thank you for this!

  • @Yon_Solo
    @Yon_Solo Рік тому +21

    This video helped me realize that I need to strengthen my relationship with God, not only for myself but to help others who need it. I want to be a friend like Alex when it comes to being someone that shows God and his love. Thanks for sharing your testimony

  • @thabangmoswetsi9757
    @thabangmoswetsi9757 Рік тому +341

    Was Gonna pass thinking its an E-girl, then something was like nah jump in and see, man was i wrong, your testimony is God breathed Hannah, as a Christian who has been in the Faith for over 10 years, i can safely say, He will lead you well...man this video was a blessing.

    • @electroraptor71
      @electroraptor71 Рік тому +18

      Yo same lol

    • @anonym984
      @anonym984 Рік тому +12

      same lmao

    • @rukid1884
      @rukid1884 Рік тому +2

      i think the same
      but cuzz i know little about alogritm
      i just watch 1 guy testimony, and i see this video,
      such a Blessing indeed

    • @avoavoavo
      @avoavoavo Рік тому +12

      It was shown to me several times at my feed for several days, until I became actually curious.. :))

    • @thabangmoswetsi9757
      @thabangmoswetsi9757 Рік тому +6

      @@avoavoavo 🤣a beautiful testimony right?

  • @David_Funni
    @David_Funni 6 місяців тому +1

    Wow your testimony really was moving. At points I was crying with you, praying for you, and overall overwhelmingly filled with joy that you found God's real love that he had for you all your life! Your understanding and explanation of the Gospel is amazing! And your maturity and willingness to forgive is inspiring! Thank you sooooo much for sharing! God bless you ❤

  • @strayjustin
    @strayjustin 9 місяців тому +12

    This needs to be a book or a movie or something cause this is just, it's so powerful man. I am so sorry you went through the things you did but I am so glad you are here now. You a real one.

    • @OGslays
      @OGslays 28 днів тому

      She's lying and still sells pron to her underage audience on 3 different platforms knowingly. She's also lying about being a victim to her parents and other boys. Her social media goes back all the way to when she was 16 uploading videos of her humping stuffed toys with captions asking boys if they wish it was them. Then it was fake bl0w job videos on objects. Then when she turned 18 she made an OF and sold pron. She was reported for allowing minors to see sxu@l content and knowingly continued. Her social medias show her posting this type of content at the same times she claims here to have been an antisocial shut in and was being called a wh0re by her parents while she was twerking and humping stuffed animals and giving blow jobs to popsicles and invisible dks on Instagram reels. The only reason that evidence cant be found without hours of diggin now is because parents of her victims who were from 7 to 13 years old had parents who reported her until her account with 2 million followers was deleted. The same account she had posted on at 17 doing those things while she claims here her mom made her sleep on the couch and wrongfully called her a wh0re? She's a pathological liar who accused concerned parents of their kids as being pathetic. She's still selling and advertising onlyfans today

    • @OGslays
      @OGslays 28 днів тому

      its all satire more than half can be proven untrue

    • @QuidProQuo911
      @QuidProQuo911 8 днів тому

      @@OGslays Really??? How do you know? 🧐

  • @tylernorth9226
    @tylernorth9226 Рік тому +27

    Wow, I had no idea you had gone through so much at such a young age. I'm so sorry you had to go through all that just for you to meet Jesus. I'm glad that you are doing better now and wish you the best of luck on you tube, and that by sharing your story will help other people too. I know that by watching you on twitch has helped me out because of how strong your faith is.

  • @spaghettibretty4522
    @spaghettibretty4522 Рік тому +42

    So proud of you and what you’ve become Hannah. I’m blessed to be apart of this community

  • @kavanhincheyofficial
    @kavanhincheyofficial Рік тому

    I felt this on a very deep level. You have so much power having survived these things. I went through a lot of the same things. Thank you for sharing. ♥

  • @Xendrius
    @Xendrius Рік тому +75

    I was an atheist until age 20, realized God and specifically the Bible is true, been a christian ever since.

    • @criert135
      @criert135 Місяць тому +7

      It isn’t real. Were you really an atheist before? Most people become atheists because they value evidence and critical reasoning above faith (belief without evidence). I’d be interested to know what changed your view and made you adopt faith instead of reason.

    • @Xendrius
      @Xendrius Місяць тому

      @@criert135 I grew up in Sweden and the state religion here is atheism, it's taught in biology class that we evolved from dead soup that turned into apes and then humans.
      Through imagination I became 99% convinced it must be true but obviously there's no proof.
      After I finished school I started doing my own research and using my critical thinking skills, 2 years later I was christian, been one ever since.
      Satan runs USA/eu/nato, the bible says so too and the evidence matches too.

    • @Xendrius
      @Xendrius Місяць тому

      @@criert135 I've seen footage of demons and demon possession, I've never seen footage or an experiment that shows dead matter thats been dead for billions of years come alive and turn to humans.
      Bible wins, your worldview has no leg to stand on.

    • @Xendrius
      @Xendrius Місяць тому

      @@criert135 I replied to you but the demons that run youtube and google hid my comment.

    • @_koky_
      @_koky_ 25 днів тому

      ​@@criert135there is plenty of evidence

  • @robdee81
    @robdee81 Рік тому +19

    Im always filled with hope , love and joy when i see young brothers and sisters coming home to Jesus. Sadly too many of your generation are looking for fmeaning and love in all the wrong places and because of that desperation , confusion and depression are common. Young sisters like you sharing their testimony can reach those lost young people as youngsters dont want to listen to an older guy like me most of the time. God bless you and keep you and keep talking about our lord and saviour to other young adults :D

  • @xDEATHCLINCHx
    @xDEATHCLINCHx Рік тому +130

    takes a lot of courage to make a testimony and post it on youtube especially in the times we are in stay strong Jesus is always faithful

  • @user-is1lf3qu1e
    @user-is1lf3qu1e 10 годин тому

    I'm crying now, your so beautiful and intelligent and deserve so much better, if I could take all your pain away i would in a heartbeat,your so precious. ❤

  • @TheOhsemix
    @TheOhsemix Рік тому

    This testimony is powerful she speaks of spiritual battle same as my parents. The world battles that a lot of my cousins and I faced being first gen in the US. And the one that spoke to me the most was wanting to come down from a high. I was raised poor with good parents and in my teens my parents were blessed. Even with that I avoided God, but my good upbringing kept me at church. I got baptized but without seeking God at 19. It was more to please people if anything. And I was actually worse after that. But Gods mercy kept me from becoming an alcoholic or addicted to other substances. And on 2020 after the passing of my cousins dad who was my pastor. We left on a trip and used acid to explore our minds. And that day is when I felt her word. Most of that night I wanted out of the trip. I knew God was telling me it can only get worse from that point if I kept going and that I was getting lost. After that I dealt with depression for weeks. And almost 2 years later I started to actually looking for the word. 24 years of life in the church and I never looked for the word. I didn’t know Jesus even being in a good Christian home in which my dad became pastor after his brother passed. I started reading versions I could understand and studying using audio versions of NLT. And soon after I experienced the baptism of the Holy Spirit. In which I have been working to cultivate a relationship with Christ facing the sins of my past. I have struggles still but they are made light by his word and his spirit. And life has gotten much better depression and anxiety hold very little power over me now. They are like a passing cold that only reminds you to take more care of yourself. Instead of a crippling state of mind that wants you to keep spiraling into self destructive behaviors. It’s a true blessing to have received the Holy Spirit. So to anyone reading seek baptism but don’t forget that the Holy Spirit is also just as important if not more to guide you after baptism by water.

  • @tkwashere
    @tkwashere Рік тому +15

    As someone who struggles with self worth self confidence self love I needed to hear this because it's exactly what I needed in this exact moment and I mean that in the most sincere way. God loves us at our worst and even when we struggle at our best so please continue to just be you because if you can uplift me at my lowest then god is already working through you and in you to reach others besides me. Bless your heart❤

  • @seancpcp
    @seancpcp Рік тому +47

    What an incredible testimony. You altered your eternal destination, and you have a platform to reach so many people for the kingdom. You are amazing, and I'm so happy you are on the right path for healing. Jesus is your example of what a man really is. The true alpha male.

    • @chiken2180
      @chiken2180 Рік тому

      "alpha male" The fact that you use propoganda terms they create is telling how far along on the indoctrination scale you are. Tip: modern society is meant to depopulate, by perpetuating this nonsense you are making it exponentially harder for yourself and others. Instead realize from the rib a woman was made and to be a helper. This "Yo I'm insta famous look at me and how degenerate I can be." No, go study.

  • @teganflyman5352
    @teganflyman5352 Рік тому +2

    I am 40 this year and my story is less extreme in some ways but so very similar to yours. I have spent so long trying to heal. I wish you an easier journey through this part of your life xx

  • @digitalcreator8033
    @digitalcreator8033 Рік тому +2

    wow, this is beautiful, you are definitely chosen by God! beautiful story of the redeemed!!! God is using you thank you for your obedience!

  • @ronsarmiento2003
    @ronsarmiento2003 Рік тому +13

    Thank you for sharing Hannah. My heart aches hearing all the things you been through but also it's rejoicing for making you the person you are now 💗💗💗

  • @acooldude3164
    @acooldude3164 Рік тому +48

    This is honestly such an important video. Thank you so much for your transparency and openness about some incredibly personal, hard parts of your life. This truly is a testimony of God’s mighty goodness, and he has already used you to bring hope to a lot of struggling people. I’m so grateful to be a witness to the beginning of a such a beautiful story. Stay strong in our messiah, dear sister. He will see you through.

    • @Domart101
      @Domart101 26 днів тому +1

      Now you think about, I wasn’t born a Christian but let’s just say I was born different. But it doesn’t matter how different or what we look like we all know that god will always forgive us and loves us no matter for who we are inside and out. ♥️🙏🏻

  • @nickolascunningham8039
    @nickolascunningham8039 Рік тому

    I am so grateful to have the life I do after hearing all that you have went through. I may not have the best people around me or the best health, but at least I have a stable place to call home with both of my parents to love me every day. Fortunately I have always had GOD in my life in my amazing country church, and am continuing to better my relationship with him. I pray you are healed and I praise GOD for all he has done and still does! GOD IS GOOD! ❤️

  • @charles.2001
    @charles.2001 10 місяців тому +1

    Hannah I'm the same age as you. I could never compare my life with what you went through because I have a very easy life. I am extremely lucky to have been born in a non abusive household and have a family accept me when I became Christian. I'm not emotional but I was literally crying while I was watching your testimony. I relate to your testimony regarding my addiction to porn, gender dysphoria and gender confusion, questioning my sexuality, anxiety, panic attacks and going to a toxic church. Your testimony opened my eyes. You are a chosen one and you will inspire hundreds of thousands and millions with your testimony.

  • @maxamaya__
    @maxamaya__ Рік тому +5

    I love how real and vulnerable you are. Above all that I love that you speak your truth and your testimony while still giving glory to God despite all the negative things that have happened to you. I haven’t finished this yet but I’m going to continue watching tomorrow and post another comment.
    Edit: I was finally able to finish this. I have a step-brother who always said the same thing. “Blood is thicker than water”. I don’t know you but judging from the things you’ve said I am so proud of the lady you’ve become.

  • @LegitHops
    @LegitHops Рік тому +4

    You came up on my feed - praise the Lord for you using your voice to give Him all the glory! Everyone remember this promise from the Lord "Being confident of this that HE who began a good work in you WILL carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus" - Philippians 1:6
    Keep pressing on and running the race Hannah, and be expectant to hear "Well done good and faithful servant" when we see Jesus one day!

  • @thenimbleone3554
    @thenimbleone3554 2 місяці тому

    Hannah, thank you for your testimony, I've recently been at a point in my life where I was feeling like giving up and ending it too, even though I've been a Christian as long as you've been alive. I've had my own struggles in life and felt like everyone and God had abandoned me but through watching you I can honestly say I've felt the love of God through you. One day I hope to share my own testimony as you have. Thank you, and may God richly bless you and lead you to greater things and a greater degree of healing.

  • @averysmead287
    @averysmead287 Рік тому

    I watched this whole thing even though I have never seen you before. I am so inspired by your story and I honestly learned so much. You are amazing. God bless you. 💗

  • @therealcatdied
    @therealcatdied Рік тому +19

    I don’t know why youtube suggested this to me but I am glad I stumbled across it. You are so brave for putting this out there. Your testimony will save many lives!! ❤ God bless you

  • @larkin3419
    @larkin3419 Рік тому +7

    I relate to your story on so many levels. I'm praying it reaches the people who need to hear it. I haven't experienced the abuse that you did but I definitely know about PTSD, depression, and body image issues. Anyone who tries to judge someone in your situation doesn't understand the mindset. I really hope this can help a lot of people and I'm praying that you can touch lives and open hearts to Christ. Praise Jesus!

  • @stevereynolds821
    @stevereynolds821 Рік тому +1

    This testimony moved me sooo much that I've decided to make my own video testimony! I'm a "seperated" husband and father to 3 kids. My oldest daughter of 19 has basically disowned me even though I want nothing more than to face and heal any wounds from our relationship. I now live by myself and continue to seek the Lord and His will in my life. Your testimony has helped remind me of God's love and how much He takes care of me. Thank you so much! I pray that you will continue to be blessed!

  • @raptureranger247
    @raptureranger247 Рік тому +3

    Good to hear and see others giving testimonies! I spent the first 25 years of life looking at the world waiting for revelations to become more apparent. 2017 was a big year and i was so caught up in the world I didn't even notice. I did however in 2020 and have been getting more and more anxious everyday. God Bless!

  • @marejadeart1290
    @marejadeart1290 Рік тому +26

    “God was still there protecting me” He is so good and so worth all the praise and glory! Thank you for sharing ❤ you definitely should write a book. I would buy it 👍

  • @Jakeofearth
    @Jakeofearth 9 місяців тому +1

    Yay Hannah!!! Don’t even know you personally but I’m so proud of you and hearing your testimony just helped boost my faith and love for Christ even more! Keep being a light to this world 💜

  • @aaronblaine3251
    @aaronblaine3251 Рік тому +1

    Thank you so much for sharing your story. It's so refreshing to hear someone be so vulnerable and genuine about their spiritual journey. I hate that you had to experience such pain and confusion in your life, but I'd like to think that it makes your faith so much sweeter.
    My story has been very different from yours in many ways but in others, I feel that we have had the same type of trials. My upbringing was one that was very different. I was in church the next week after being born and had two very loving parents that have been together my whole life. I did not miss a meal as a child because my dad worked hard, long days in the heat and cold to put food on the table. However, despite that wonderful life, it felt like I needed to fight for my parent's attention or go above and beyond to get them to love me as much as my siblings. I was always the obedient child that got good grades and talked to anyone that would lend me their ears. One reason why I behaved like that is because I made it my goal to live a life that would 1) make my family proud, 2) make my friends proud to say that I am their friend, and 3) would make my future wife and children proud to call me their own. That became my downfall in middle school and early high school when a buddy of mine got into a relationship with a girl that thought acting like the girls in Mean Girls was cool. She encouraged him to say some of the nastiest things to our friend group. One of the worst ones to me was, "... you know they only act like your friends, right? They don't really like you; they just don't want you to be so lonely you shoot up the school." I had already been struggling with self-worth thinking that I was becoming a burden to everyone else, but what really cemented my fate was when he followed up with an insult to another one of my best friends right after. I don't remember what he said because I was looking down at my feet, but then I look up slightly to meet my friend's lowered gaze, and then I beat myself up for not standing up for him. For two and a half years afterward, I was suicidal, believing that the world was better off without me. I thought I was simply a cancerous parasite wasting everyone's time and energy. It seemed like no one wanted to hang out with me, nor was I able to stand up for the ones that actually did. I felt worthless. I prayed every night that I wouldn't wake up in the morning and cried myself to sleep. Every morning the sunrise would taunt me, reminding me yet again that my suffering continued.
    This comment is already getting too long, but you shared your rock bottom, so I thought I should share mine. But over time, I began to learn that the sunrise that taunted me back in those days was actually a reminder that God wasn't done with me yet. Like you, I have learned the love that God has for us. Thank you so much for the encouragement, and please keep up the hard work and spreading the good news you're doing a wonderful job!
    And to whoever is reading this, just remember that no matter the circumstances, please remember that you are loved and that God has wonderful things planned for you whether you believe it or not. I didn't for years, but now I do, and life has been so much better because of it! Love you all ❤ and God bless!

  • @RealThatOneGuy1326
    @RealThatOneGuy1326 Рік тому +6

    Just finished the video, and I just want to say, you are an incredible person. To put yourself out there and tell your story is the bravest thing a person can do. I am so happy you were able to find Christ, and I hope you continue to grow in both your personal and spiritual life. You deserve the best, and always remember that we, your community love you so much and will always be here for you!💙
    Keep up the great content and I can’t wait until the next video!!!

  • @jordandreste5480
    @jordandreste5480 Рік тому +6

    Do you have any idea how beautiful you are? Your entire being! 🙏🌈♾
    Thank you for doing this, sorry you’ve gone through so much in your life. It sounds like you’ve had an extremely hard life, the flipside to that is, he found Jesus very early on, and you will change the lives of many through knowing him.❤❤❤

  • @STRIKEFURY
    @STRIKEFURY 10 місяців тому

    It's amazing to hear your story through the lows and to see God guide you through that. Seeing you find and pursue Christ in your ongoing journey of life is so amazing. Finding friends and people who truly care about you is hard to find. Keep on being you and growing. God Bless Hannah 😁🙏🏽❤️

  • @strawberryboba52
    @strawberryboba52 2 місяці тому

    wow. your testimony is so powerful. God was right there with you and even through all of that He still stood there waiting for His child to come running to Him

  • @bwhit7919
    @bwhit7919 Рік тому +21

    I was bawling my eyes out this entire video. Praying for you

  • @sassypants4960
    @sassypants4960 Рік тому +18

    I’m sorry that your childhood was rough. I don’t understand parents that abuse their kids. You are amazing and stay strong!!! Live your life to the fullest. Dream big.

  • @alanylizardo
    @alanylizardo Рік тому +4

    when i tell you, every single part of your testimony resonated with me… it kinda freaks me out. my whole life i thought i was not only physically alone, but that i was alone in the fact that no one else has a testimony like mine. every detail had a correlation to my own personal life. and that’s what’s crazy to me. the fact that someone else like me exists is just what my soul needed to know.

  • @GameAddictCJ
    @GameAddictCJ Рік тому +1

    You've gone through so many things! Amazing how God made a way. We're with you. God has a plan for you :)

  • @Gorman585
    @Gorman585 Рік тому +11

    This video randomly dropped into my feed and I thank God for it! Your story is absolutely amazing. I hope you realize how powerful this testimony is and I assure you God it going to amazing things through you. God bless you and may the Holy Spirit flow through you in your stream and all that you do. God's love is bigger!

  • @boland46
    @boland46 Рік тому +33

    I stumbled upon this testimony and what it left me with is that our sufferings leads to growth and can point us to God. It is said, "The enemy meant it for evil, but You turned it for good." Hannah, this was a great testimony to the power and love of God. Praise Jesus! May the grace and peace from our Holy God be with you. Amen.