Oh Steph my heart breaks for you. I lost my Nan 11 weeks after my Dad passed and it becomes so hard to deal with double the grief. Sending my love you beautiful 🩷🩷. Wow the retreat sounds amazing. Your so brave to go on your own. I’m an introvert until I know someone well so I’d be so worried I wouldn’t meet anyone because that part of adulting & my anxiety makes meeting new people really awkward so when I say I admire you going alone I truly mean it. It sounds amazing for the mind, body & soul. Your so right we do mask our grief with being busy but when your at the retreat & you have no access I can only imagine you have no choice to be in your feelings. As sad & hard as it is what a beautiful journey to take. Take care of yourself darling and great to see your beautiful face again 🩷
I appreciate your honest and candid account of how life and the grief process has been for you. By sharing, it gives others permission to give themself grace, and as much time as needed. I would love to hear about your new tech boundaries and routines!
Put so perfectly. I have incorporated alot of strategies into my life to improve my overall happiness, I got off the mouse wheel and I'm better for it. My parents are the perfect example they have always lived like they were retired doing hobbies and travelling.
So sorry for your loss. Dont apologise for anything u dont need to. U need time with ur family to heal. We'll wait until ur ready to return. Take care ❤
So sorry for your loss Steph ❤ life is so hard at times. Grief hasn’t a timeline, I lost my dad in 2017 and my mum 2019 and I still struggle. I am so glad that you have a loving husband and gorgeous girl’s in your life. So glad that you’re back but only if you’re going ok.
So sorryto hear about your loss..but you a certainly right about grief no matter how big or smaller....a person once asked me when was it the last time I really smelt some flowers or a rose..without gym, ,ids, cooling, house worrying about darn money...so now it's a walk in my street loo,ing at the beautiful trees and plants and smelling a rose I planted. 🌹
Sorry for another loss. Yes I totally know what you mean. I feel like I’m on a treadmill rushing through life. Would love to hear some changes you’ve made 😊
We missed you, but your life and family are your priories and we all understand that you needed some time alone I m so sorry for your loss and the hard year you re going through :( Thank you for sharing your feelings and memories with us :)
So sorry for your loss sweetheart, always thinking of you and your gorgeous family.💜 Sending much love and big hugs your way. Yes I'm a single mum of two and going through a deep low due to MS, FND, lupus, hashimoto's, fibromyalgia and debilitating symptoms and I would love to know your new routine and changes with tech and devices because I need some me time as I'm completely pouring from an empty cup.😢
Thank you so much for sharing. I feel like I am in the same place. Feeling so lost and reliant on my phone for stilulation 24/7. Maybe I need to go on one of these retreats
So sorry for such another significant loss in such a short time. How incredible the way you have reflected on the way both your dad and nan impacted your life and what you’ve learned from them. I’m sure a lot of people will feel encouraged by the way you’re caring for yourself in this. Take care 🙏🏼
Steph sending big hugs and love in the past 4 years I lost my nan my mum and my dad it's heart breaking and you need to take as much time as you need 💜
So sorry for your loss Steph what a difficult year for all . I miss my dad still but have learnt to live with it although it's still painful at times😢take care Steph love to you all xx❤❤
That is so true you have to do it in between don't wait to finish working my dad and mum always live for myself and brother's never do anything for there self
Steph, so sorry to hear about your Nan. I really appreciated you sharing. I have looked into going to Camp Eden and really appreciate you sharing about this. Also you sharing about anxiety, helps me go, see there are lots of lovely women out there coping, you just can't know. Look forward to you next video. Take care, you have been missed.
I’m feeling your pain Steph - it’s still so raw. I lost my precious hubby to cancer last year also and can confirm that unless it is a journey you have travelled yourself, you will never fully comprehend the depth of pain and the moments of sheer collapse one goes through💔💔💔 You are such a pure soul - please never apologise for your tears or change who you are. You are perfect❤️ You have a beautiful and attentive husband and 2 precious angels that adore you - that is everything🙏 Sending you and your beautiful family much love and strength❤️🙏
I'm so very sorry for your losses! Show up when you can. I know how hard it is to dig through these hard times and show up but I'm sending my full love to you! Your so amazing & I know I for one will be here when your ready. Take your time ✨ you been real and raw about your grief is healing in ways I can't explain. To know other people are dealing with heartache. You got this beautiful lady 🍯
Oh omg , I lost both my parents late 30s . It's so hard . I masked my pain . I tried to smile through it. It came and bit in the butt. Long story.....Thank you for sharing.
I don’t feel so alone anymore with what you learnt . I’ve been feeling this way as well . Life shouldn’t be a slave to us towards our job and responsibilities we have to do ! 🤍
So good to see you back on here. I live to see any new routines, etc, that you have in place now. I'm so sorry for your losses Steph 🙏 Thank you for sharing.
I lost my dad 2 years ago on October 31 of this year will be / years. They say it gets easier but I don’t think it does!!! I miss him so much❤️ so sorry for your loss my heart goes out to you❤️❤️❤️
So sorry for your loss Steph, it’s so great that you are speaking about boundaries and you’ve given yourself the time you’ve needed. Would love to hear your tips on reducing stimulation. Sending love x
Thank you for sharing this Steph, and for your openness and honesty. I am sorry for the loss and grief you’re experiencing. I know you enjoy reading and I want to recommend ‘Rushing Woman’s Syndrome’ by Libby Weaver. It really resonated with me, when I was in such a busy season of life with raising young children, working, and in a difficult relationship at the time. It can seriously be a daily battle to keep up and you appear to be a very selfless person always putting others’ needs ahead of your own. I’m so glad the retreat was so beneficial for you and you can recognise where you can make some changes in your life towards healing and becoming more balanced. Glad to see your lovely face again and look forward to your future videos ☀️ 🌸 🍃🌼💕🌿
I feel for you Steph 😢 such a heartbreaking loss… twice! Sending hugs 🫂 Would love to know how/why you chose this particular health retreat, and if there were any others you were deciding between?
Oh Steph my heart breaks for you. I lost my Nan 11 weeks after my Dad passed and it becomes so hard to deal with double the grief. Sending my love you beautiful 🩷🩷. Wow the retreat sounds amazing. Your so brave to go on your own. I’m an introvert until I know someone well so I’d be so worried I wouldn’t meet anyone because that part of adulting & my anxiety makes meeting new people really awkward so when I say I admire you going alone I truly mean it. It sounds amazing for the mind, body & soul. Your so right we do mask our grief with being busy but when your at the retreat & you have no access I can only imagine you have no choice to be in your feelings. As sad & hard as it is what a beautiful journey to take. Take care of yourself darling and great to see your beautiful face again 🩷
I appreciate your honest and candid account of how life and the grief process has been for you. By sharing, it gives others permission to give themself grace, and as much time as needed. I would love to hear about your new tech boundaries and routines!
Put so perfectly. I have incorporated alot of strategies into my life to improve my overall happiness, I got off the mouse wheel and I'm better for it. My parents are the perfect example they have always lived like they were retired doing hobbies and travelling.
Remember your allowed to find glimpses of joy as you greave they will be them shining on you
So sorry for your loss. Dont apologise for anything u dont need to. U need time with ur family to heal. We'll wait until ur ready to return. Take care ❤
It does change you,I sometimes mourn for my carefree days now you carry something else around with you a sort of heaviness.
So sorry for your loss Steph ❤ life is so hard at times. Grief hasn’t a timeline, I lost my dad in 2017 and my mum 2019 and I still struggle. I am so glad that you have a loving husband and gorgeous girl’s in your life. So glad that you’re back but only if you’re going ok.
I’m sorry to hear this beautiful soul ❤️😔
So sorry for your losses, stay strong . 1 day at a time x
So sorryto hear about your loss..but you a certainly right about grief no matter how big or smaller....a person once asked me when was it the last time I really smelt some flowers or a rose..without gym, ,ids, cooling, house worrying about darn money...so now it's a walk in my street loo,ing at the beautiful trees and plants and smelling a rose I planted. 🌹
Sorry for another loss. Yes I totally know what you mean. I feel like I’m on a treadmill rushing through life. Would love to hear some changes you’ve made 😊
So sorry for your loss! I’m happy you’re back and doing well!
Def keen for a new routine video Steph. I’m so sorry for the loss of your nan and dad. All my love to you xx
So sorry for your loss Steph 💕😇
I'm so sorry Steph, thank you for your honesty about grief it really isn't spoken enough about.
We missed you, but your life and family are your priories and we all understand that you needed some time alone
I m so sorry for your loss and the hard year you re going through :(
Thank you for sharing your feelings and memories with us :)
So sorry for your loss sweetheart, always thinking of you and your gorgeous family.💜 Sending much love and big hugs your way.
Yes I'm a single mum of two and going through a deep low due to MS, FND, lupus, hashimoto's, fibromyalgia and debilitating symptoms and I would love to know your new routine and changes with tech and devices because I need some me time as I'm completely pouring from an empty cup.😢
Thank you so much for sharing. I feel like I am in the same place. Feeling so lost and reliant on my phone for stilulation 24/7.
Maybe I need to go on one of these retreats
Steph! You expressed such an eye opener to life. I really needed this, thank you, and sorry for the loss of your loved ones.
So sorry for such another significant loss in such a short time. How incredible the way you have reflected on the way both your dad and nan impacted your life and what you’ve learned from them.
I’m sure a lot of people will feel encouraged by the way you’re caring for yourself in this.
Take care 🙏🏼
Steph sending big hugs and love in the past 4 years I lost my nan my mum and my dad it's heart breaking and you need to take as much time as you need 💜
So sorry for your loss Steph what a difficult year for all . I miss my dad still but have learnt to live with it although it's still painful at times😢take care Steph love to you all xx❤❤
That is so true you have to do it in between don't wait to finish working my dad and mum always live for myself and brother's never do anything for there self
I'm sorry for your loss. What a difficult year. Xx
Steph, so sorry to hear about your Nan. I really appreciated you sharing. I have looked into going to Camp Eden and really appreciate you sharing about this. Also you sharing about anxiety, helps me go, see there are lots of lovely women out there coping, you just can't know.
Look forward to you next video. Take care, you have been missed.
So good seeing your back. Sorry for the lose. Take as much time as you need, It is very nice to see your beautiful face again after away.
I’m feeling your pain Steph - it’s still so raw. I lost my precious hubby to cancer last year also and can confirm that unless it is a journey you have travelled yourself, you will never fully comprehend the depth of pain and the moments of sheer collapse one goes through💔💔💔
You are such a pure soul - please never apologise for your tears or change who you are. You are perfect❤️
You have a beautiful and attentive husband and 2 precious angels that adore you - that is everything🙏
Sending you and your beautiful family much love and strength❤️🙏
I'm so very sorry for your losses! Show up when you can. I know how hard it is to dig through these hard times and show up but I'm sending my full love to you! Your so amazing & I know I for one will be here when your ready. Take your time ✨ you been real and raw about your grief is healing in ways I can't explain. To know other people are dealing with heartache. You got this beautiful lady 🍯
So sorry Steph, sending all my love ❤
Oh omg , I lost both my parents late 30s . It's so hard . I masked my pain . I tried to smile through it. It came and bit in the butt. Long story.....Thank you for sharing.
Omg I just posted this and found out my son has hacked my account 😂. Omg 🙄
Loved this video! You are so insightful Steph. So many great points made. Sending lots of love 💕
Please do your new routine and maybe more about your retreat and what they did !
So sorry for your losses Steph, it must be so hard for you and your family. You can do hard things, take your time ❤
I don’t feel so alone anymore with what you learnt . I’ve been feeling this way as well . Life shouldn’t be a slave to us towards our job and responsibilities we have to do ! 🤍
Thanks for sharing your story. I am so sorry you have gone through so much loss this past year! 😢
Thank you for sharing. You are very brave. So sorry for the loss of your Nan. We are all here for you! ❤
What a great message to share, be present and stop rushing through life 💛
So good to see you back on here. I live to see any new routines, etc, that you have in place now. I'm so sorry for your losses Steph 🙏 Thank you for sharing.
I lost my dad 2 years ago on October 31 of this year will be / years. They say it gets easier but I don’t think it does!!! I miss him so much❤️ so sorry for your loss my heart goes out to you❤️❤️❤️
So sorry for your loss beautiful. You will get through this💗💗
So very sorry for your loss.
Sending so much love Steph ❤
You are such a beautiful soul 🤗
So sorry for your loss Steph, it’s so great that you are speaking about boundaries and you’ve given yourself the time you’ve needed. Would love to hear your tips on reducing stimulation. Sending love x
So sorry for your loss 🧡🤍
Thankyou ❤️
I’m sorry for your losses. And thank you for sharing your experience!
Yayyyy your back! Can’t wait to sit down with some dinner and watch ❤😊
Thanks beautiful soul ❤️❤️
Welcome back Steph😊
Sending you lots of love Steph.💞
Thank you for sharing this Steph, and for your openness and honesty. I am sorry for the loss and grief you’re experiencing. I know you enjoy reading and I want to recommend ‘Rushing Woman’s Syndrome’ by Libby Weaver. It really resonated with me, when I was in such a busy season of life with raising young children, working, and in a difficult relationship at the time. It can seriously be a daily battle to keep up and you appear to be a very selfless person always putting others’ needs ahead of your own. I’m so glad the retreat was so beneficial for you and you can recognise where you can make some changes in your life towards healing and becoming more balanced. Glad to see your lovely face again and look forward to your future videos ☀️ 🌸 🍃🌼💕🌿
Amazing video xx
❤❤❤ thinking of you xxx
I feel for you Steph 😢 such a heartbreaking loss… twice! Sending hugs 🫂
Would love to know how/why you chose this particular health retreat, and if there were any others you were deciding between?
Thank you for sharing ❤
So sorry for your loss ❤
Great video Steph would love a Utube on cutting down on our phone etc 😢
Such big losses great to see your face 😊
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Keen for digital detox
Yes to fun! I just started adult ballet and I’m so excited for mum first class.🩰 stuff fitting into any box, I’m here to enjoy my time ❤