This is my rage song. When i feel rage, madness, frustration or i can't concentrate this is my savior. It magical, magnificent touching and spiritual. Thank you for making this.
i really hope you guys will be better soon.. maybe the time will come and you guys will reconcile but until then don't lose hope. i really wish u guys the best and good thing happen to you. i'm glad you find this song peaceful..
Yeah, it really helps to find your solace in solitude, to learn how to cope with all the sadness and loneliness. I don't know why, but it gives me the feeling of calm power to do anything I want or don't want.
Thank you i use this when showering 50 minutes sad that i didnt reach to 1hr but at least ik my shower length now and listening to a wonderful song with!
I know no one would care, but I just wanna release some tension if it's okay At a young age, I never realized how deep I went down on my own hellhole. I wasn't suppose to be thinking like a teenager for my own age, kids are suppose to be uncaring of the real world and their surroundings. But the realization made me kept things as a secret. I still don't know how to put my emotions and feelings to words. The only example I have is “An empty Jar” to represent how I feel. I've been copying people's energy and enthusiasm. But sometimes, I get so tired, I end up staying silent, the silence is what gets me. I try to avoid the constant dwelling of existential crisis that lingers in my head constantly. I feel empty when I'm by myself, alone with my own thoughts. I'm so afraid of reality that I don't know what to do about all of this.
Of course, there would be someone who cares, although I'm not sure how much I could help with this little information. But there are many times when things are tough. Nowadays, kids tend to experience things they shouldn't have to deal with at their age, such as social media or parental issues. Personally, I just go with who I am and be myself around people. Although I can't really say much as I am fine being alone, but of course, I really hope one day you will find someone or something that excites you. As you live longer, I'm sure you will realize your true feelings. Just don't stop trying and take a rest when times are tough. We are all human trying to live after all. You don't have to take all the burden from other people's secrets.
I feel better now that I read that. I will wait for that “something” that'll excite me through in and out of the core of my heart. Even if it does take years to come. Thank you for your advice 🙂
Hello there, fellow bearer of the void. I don't know If you need this or anyone else, there are surprisingly so many of us and all of our lives are so different, so If anything I will say doesn't suit you -- It's okay, let someone else learn from my experience, you can also find it more helpful as your life will progress further. If this text will make you uncomfortable just read the last paragraph. The most important thing: It gets better with time, even though in reality nobody will care. If these words (someone will be there and yara-yara) make you feel better -- it's okay, at least you feel something now and you get some hope to hold fast for a little longer. The thing I want to say, living my life with the same void of feelings -- it's better than feeling everything or anything, If you learn who you are, If you accept all these dire things as your own -- it will get better. You see, life is harsh and unforgiving. Sometimes it is better to bear the void, to be able to do things no one other than you can do. My life is without fear, shame and regret. The only things I regret, shame and fear are in the field of times where I tried to feel. I fear to be happy now -- It will contract my very soul from myself, It will make me weaker. I regret that I wanted to feel anything. I shame for the things I did to fight myself. It will be hard, It will hurt you, but you can also endure all of this, just swear to yourself you will never give up and end it all in the way you may think of. In the end your every step to be someone else, not who you are, will only hurt over and over, leaving you at the broken shell of another illusion. Make your own life! Make your own goal, even if it won't do any good to you, just something that you'd like to do. Of course, you can't make other people love or adore you, but you can do so much more! Just pick something that you see as right, some idea you find appealing or worth to fight for. Nothing suits you? Then just continue living and stay curious -- world is much bigger than you think. Don't fear yourself, don't run from your own broken soul, instead embrace it. You afraid of reality? Create your own place, it might not even be real, but the place where you are comforted. Return there to rest and come out again to fight. In time you will get used to it and may be even love it. Make your dark thoughts wash away everything that other people break themselves upon, let them feel yourself empty, because in this emptiness you can build something of your liking. I made a goal of science. I want to create something that will impact the humanity in the way only fiction writers ever imagined. It won't make me rich, won't make me known, my life is already getting only more miserable because of this goal, but I know what I must to do and no one will ever stop me. I just see progress as something essential, I want to be someone who pushed all the boundaries so far that they just yeeted out of existence. I made a goal of solitude. People don't like me and it is mutual, so I want to get as far from everyone as I can. Surprisingly, the goal of science can synergize with it. Although, I will still be forced to contact with some people, they ideally won't bring the worst of me. I made a goal of enbetterment. I want to be better, I want others to be better. So I do what I can for anyone I can and as I see fit. If I fail -- It's okay, I'm not omnipotent. It may not include me, feeling something I'm not used to (I did few times, shitty experience by the way). Of course, these didn't make me feel better at any time, but at least I had few points in life where I could navigate through any storm of it. What really made me feel better is the readiness to abandon the need to love and be loved. Never happened, never will, that's what I understood. I'm not made for any of this. It is surprisingly freeing whe you do this: you are not as dependent from others now, and the bright beacon of you own ideas isn't now veiled by the black mist of loneliness and false hope. You can sail now, to the things you eager. You become emptier, but happier too. Not in the way you can imagine, but in some dark way, of which you won't just tell anybody because they won't understand. Or... You aren't as far in the void and still get out. If you feel this way I'm no help for you, you may really find someone who is, try to stick to the bright and sinister people, they are really good for you. Just don't hurt them, okay? Also try not to wear only black clothes, this color is appealing, but it's not always good for you. Choose gray or dark gray instead -- sounds stupid, but It really feels different. And don't try any extreme things, they won't make you feel anything either, even if they will -- it's surely better to remain in the silence and darkness.
@@РоманКлексин-ь5з Thanks for this meaningful paragraph, it does mean a lot to me that you shared it, I do struggle with myself a lot, but I've noticed how I don't struggle when it comes to identifying peoples problems, somehow I can't manage myself, I try to, but I get puzzled everytime I try to, I'm currently trying to work on figuring myself out and trying to solve the problems that I created myself. You're right about life being unfair, but that's how life is sometimes, I need to accept that. I feel like I need to find my own people who I can vibe with, who's also quite confusing as I am, but also people who take care of me as well. But sometimes I get tired of having friends, I just wanna be in silence, to think through and process my own thoughts. I'm confusing, I know. It's like I can't decide whether I want to have friends or not. But I think I just want friends who understands me completely, even if I don't wanna hang out with them. My own paracosm is my escape from reality, but sometimes I take in the fresh air of reality, I'm just afraid of it all being unreal, I may be wasting my time existing for no reason at all. But I digress, nonetheless, thank you for your time in writing that, I hope I wasn't such a bother.
This is my rage song. When i feel rage, madness, frustration or i can't concentrate this is my savior. It magical, magnificent touching and spiritual. Thank you for making this.
I still can't believe that Aya became LIKE HER FATHER
I love to see mad father get recognition!
i love playing songs on youtube and just chill on some apps on my laptop makes me think about some good stuff my fav kinda music.
samee
I'm having family problems and this song takes me to happy memories, I don't know when my parents will be able to reconcile
This song calms me down, thank you
i really hope you guys will be better soon.. maybe the time will come and you guys will reconcile but until then don't lose hope. i really wish u guys the best and good thing happen to you. i'm glad you find this song peaceful..
Good luck ❤ my parents divorced when I was five, I hope your parents don't divorce and I'm sorry, it'll get better
I have Problems with my Existence and this song make me happy
Me too
same brother same V-V....
This song makes me feel peace and sadness at the same time, I love this song...
Yeah, it really helps to find your solace in solitude, to learn how to cope with all the sadness and loneliness.
I don't know why, but it gives me the feeling of calm power to do anything I want or don't want.
@@РоманКлексин-ь5з
Bro i have a long basement and my dad gave me a doll
wow
Thank you i use this when showering 50 minutes sad that i didnt reach to 1hr but at least ik my shower length now and listening to a wonderful song with!
Haha glad you know it now
You got some long showers bro
THIS IS AMAZING. A M A Z I N G
helps me sleep💖😁
sleep well haha
@@Symbell I sure dooo!!!
oh man I love Mad Father! thanks for the music :)
THE MUSIC IS🌸
creepy but it’s so beautiful
OH MY GOD!!! THIS IS AMAZING
I love this sm omg
I know no one would care, but I just wanna release some tension if it's okay
At a young age, I never realized how deep I went down on my own hellhole. I wasn't suppose to be thinking like a teenager for my own age, kids are suppose to be uncaring of the real world and their surroundings. But the realization made me kept things as a secret. I still don't know how to put my emotions and feelings to words. The only example I have is “An empty Jar” to represent how I feel.
I've been copying people's energy and enthusiasm. But sometimes, I get so tired, I end up staying silent, the silence is what gets me. I try to avoid the constant dwelling of existential crisis that lingers in my head constantly.
I feel empty when I'm by myself, alone with my own thoughts. I'm so afraid of reality that I don't know what to do about all of this.
Of course, there would be someone who cares, although I'm not sure how much I could help with this little information. But there are many times when things are tough. Nowadays, kids tend to experience things they shouldn't have to deal with at their age, such as social media or parental issues. Personally, I just go with who I am and be myself around people. Although I can't really say much as I am fine being alone, but of course, I really hope one day you will find someone or something that excites you. As you live longer, I'm sure you will realize your true feelings. Just don't stop trying and take a rest when times are tough. We are all human trying to live after all. You don't have to take all the burden from other people's secrets.
I feel better now that I read that. I will wait for that “something” that'll excite me through in and out of the core of my heart. Even if it does take years to come. Thank you for your advice 🙂
Hello there, fellow bearer of the void. I don't know If you need this or anyone else, there are surprisingly so many of us and all of our lives are so different, so If anything I will say doesn't suit you -- It's okay, let someone else learn from my experience, you can also find it more helpful as your life will progress further. If this text will make you uncomfortable just read the last paragraph. The most important thing: It gets better with time, even though in reality nobody will care. If these words (someone will be there and yara-yara) make you feel better -- it's okay, at least you feel something now and you get some hope to hold fast for a little longer.
The thing I want to say, living my life with the same void of feelings -- it's better than feeling everything or anything, If you learn who you are, If you accept all these dire things as your own -- it will get better.
You see, life is harsh and unforgiving. Sometimes it is better to bear the void, to be able to do things no one other than you can do. My life is without fear, shame and regret. The only things I regret, shame and fear are in the field of times where I tried to feel. I fear to be happy now -- It will contract my very soul from myself, It will make me weaker. I regret that I wanted to feel anything. I shame for the things I did to fight myself. It will be hard, It will hurt you, but you can also endure all of this, just swear to yourself you will never give up and end it all in the way you may think of.
In the end your every step to be someone else, not who you are, will only hurt over and over, leaving you at the broken shell of another illusion. Make your own life! Make your own goal, even if it won't do any good to you, just something that you'd like to do. Of course, you can't make other people love or adore you, but you can do so much more! Just pick something that you see as right, some idea you find appealing or worth to fight for. Nothing suits you? Then just continue living and stay curious -- world is much bigger than you think. Don't fear yourself, don't run from your own broken soul, instead embrace it. You afraid of reality? Create your own place, it might not even be real, but the place where you are comforted. Return there to rest and come out again to fight. In time you will get used to it and may be even love it. Make your dark thoughts wash away everything that other people break themselves upon, let them feel yourself empty, because in this emptiness you can build something of your liking.
I made a goal of science. I want to create something that will impact the humanity in the way only fiction writers ever imagined. It won't make me rich, won't make me known, my life is already getting only more miserable because of this goal, but I know what I must to do and no one will ever stop me. I just see progress as something essential, I want to be someone who pushed all the boundaries so far that they just yeeted out of existence.
I made a goal of solitude. People don't like me and it is mutual, so I want to get as far from everyone as I can. Surprisingly, the goal of science can synergize with it. Although, I will still be forced to contact with some people, they ideally won't bring the worst of me.
I made a goal of enbetterment. I want to be better, I want others to be better. So I do what I can for anyone I can and as I see fit. If I fail -- It's okay, I'm not omnipotent. It may not include me, feeling something I'm not used to (I did few times, shitty experience by the way).
Of course, these didn't make me feel better at any time, but at least I had few points in life where I could navigate through any storm of it. What really made me feel better is the readiness to abandon the need to love and be loved. Never happened, never will, that's what I understood. I'm not made for any of this. It is surprisingly freeing whe you do this: you are not as dependent from others now, and the bright beacon of you own ideas isn't now veiled by the black mist of loneliness and false hope. You can sail now, to the things you eager. You become emptier, but happier too. Not in the way you can imagine, but in some dark way, of which you won't just tell anybody because they won't understand.
Or... You aren't as far in the void and still get out. If you feel this way I'm no help for you, you may really find someone who is, try to stick to the bright and sinister people, they are really good for you. Just don't hurt them, okay? Also try not to wear only black clothes, this color is appealing, but it's not always good for you. Choose gray or dark gray instead -- sounds stupid, but It really feels different. And don't try any extreme things, they won't make you feel anything either, even if they will -- it's surely better to remain in the silence and darkness.
@@РоманКлексин-ь5з Thanks for this meaningful paragraph, it does mean a lot to me that you shared it, I do struggle with myself a lot, but I've noticed how I don't struggle when it comes to identifying peoples problems, somehow I can't manage myself, I try to, but I get puzzled everytime I try to, I'm currently trying to work on figuring myself out and trying to solve the problems that I created myself.
You're right about life being unfair, but that's how life is sometimes, I need to accept that.
I feel like I need to find my own people who I can vibe with, who's also quite confusing as I am, but also people who take care of me as well. But sometimes I get tired of having friends, I just wanna be in silence, to think through and process my own thoughts.
I'm confusing, I know. It's like I can't decide whether I want to have friends or not. But I think I just want friends who understands me completely, even if I don't wanna hang out with them.
My own paracosm is my escape from reality, but sometimes I take in the fresh air of reality, I'm just afraid of it all being unreal, I may be wasting my time existing for no reason at all.
But I digress, nonetheless, thank you for your time in writing that, I hope I wasn't such a bother.
ahahaha how did I end up here
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thx for posting btw
you're welcome . Also, wow u created your account today and get this haha
luv it so much😻😻
This song reminds me of a doll and it's really old that I have in my bedroom and I hate it but I love the song
I love old doll now
0:08
Subscribing to you because of this
(Could you make this without a piano cover?)
Omg tysm!!☆💗
great song
I love it ❤
Ahora sí pues
A mimir
❤❤
me gusta arreglar mis muñecas de trapo con esta cancion ;)
Eso es genial!!
Нет проще и трагичнее мелодии, чем эта
Tbh this song gives madoka magica vibes..(ik it's from mad father)
Reminds me of Ballora's music box
من هي بالورا هل هي من fnaf?
does this song give anyone deja vu?
Fire🔥music
De dónde proviene esta canción?
Esta canción proviene de un juego en streaming llamado "Mad Father", puedes encontrarla aquí
store.steampowered.com/app/483980/Mad_Father/
Muchas gracias
Mad Father
Answer or the worst blackmail of your life
This song make me feel like hopeless 😳
why?
Help me I'm lost in the forest
I really need help
Please
What can i do for you.
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My mom Gave me a Doll
unblock or you know what happrns
unblock right now miss
I hear strange and scary noises in my room
@ilovecats443 idk who u are
@ilovecats443 idk who u are