the real reason i left japan so abruptly
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- Опубліковано 28 жов 2023
- My living situation is definitely hard to keep up with to say the least. I recently left japan (for the time being) very abruptly and had to summon a plan for the next few months. There's a reality to living alone in japan that I want to speak on. I wasn't able to talk about one of the main reasons I left.
my main channel: @ryancrouse
instagram: ryangcrouse
tiktok: ryanthetwat
BEN’S ROOMMMMMM
Who is ben
@@jxhxbxk9278benoftheweek
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@@jxhxbxk9278Ben Dover
I loved this Ryan. I FEEL the majority of the people who love your content will love you in Japan, Europe, Bora Bora, or LA. Keep being you, and don't let anyone tell you who you are. Thanks for great content.
I’m now studying in Netherlands and come from Japan. I can understand how hard time it was for you to live in Japan! I’m currently facing almost same issues as you! I don’t have friends and feel so alone but that what I want to do!! So I’ll strive to be strong!
I often watch your videos to improve my English skills❤ if I were in Japan, I’ve could be friend with you!! Anyway I hope your decision will be great for you!!!
Ganbatte kudasai~
がんばって！英語は上うず
Hii, this is very sudden and it's my first time commenting on something haha. But I'm from The Netherlands and I would love to be friends and help you with your English skills. I have no idea how people connect on UA-cam, but I thought why not try
@@Enna-sf hi! Can you see my messages?? I tried sending it twice but somehow it didn’t show up🥲 I also want to be friend with you toooo🫶 but Idk how to contact you😢
Hey, I am from the Netherlands and I am moving to Japan in August. I'd love to talk if you're open to it!
It's so cool to see you getting more comfortable with long form content! It feels like you're really coming into your own already :) v excited for more podcast episodes
Your school experience is really validating and it's really cool to see someone share an experience that isn't really the norm for most that pursue higher education! thanks for sharing, you make me feel less alone
I feel like this is so relatable. I love listening to you talk because these are the same conversations I have with myself, especially not knowing what path is going to lead to success or happiness. It's nice to know that we're not alone and its probably just a natural thing, especially being in our 20s
Definitely get your degree. Once you have it, you will have it forever. Enjoy your travels and your stay here in California. Thank you for sharing yourself and your life.
So sorry you had to go through that. It’s not cool, the professor showed all your content. I can only imagine, how rough of an experience that all was. Hopefully when you return, having time away will help you regain focus. What are you studying in school? Have an amazing rest of your time off. You’re doing amazing! Btw, it’s admirable that you’re doing this all on your own. I wish I had this sort of experience, when I was your age. Enjoy every bit of life, and do what makes you happy!💕💕💕
i think he’s studying International Business he might’ve said it in a different video
you deciding to take a leave for school for your mental health is so me, you’re actually so relatable. i changed my major from nursing to biology because i knew it was going to be so stressful and there is so much more happiness in biology for me. thank you for sharing your thoughts and what’s going on with you ryan, virtually you’re like a person we can all look up to and be like oh he’s a real human being being so true to himself online idk it’s such a nice thing to be able to watch and i’m pretty sure most of us are very appreciative for your existence and decision to share your journey with us
Im an introvert who moved far away for uni and have no friends, so this episode is really my inner monologue
ive watched some of your tiktok videos on japan when i was 'i want to be in japan' phase earlier this year. i just wanted to say that as much as this influencer life has brought u different complications in ur social life, your japan/travel videos were really fun to watch and it was so sooooo nice to travel vicariously through u.
thanks for opening up and sharing ur truth DESPITE what you've been thru. everything u said in this video was so raw and real and its so refreshing to hear ur perspective.
i hope u know that all that is not for nothing!!! thanks ryan :') keep it up!! whatever u decide to do I'm sure u'll thrive
i love the background of these last two vids !! adds character
I went through the same thing and also took a break too. What you're talking about tbh is a veeeery common international student experience unless you're like extremely extroverted and not give a fuck about changing your environment. I mainly focused on my life outside of university (bc going to class stressed me out so much) and focused on the few friends I had. I had a lot of lows but also a lot of highs i will never forget. Now that I'm graduating ill miss it sooo much. Don't take it for granted!
i love how "all over the place" this was. It shows a raw and unedited or filtered version of you and your thoughts. And tbh this is exactly how i talk and think so i don't see being all over a bad thing. I feel like we're friends when I watch your channel lmao. I also have a hard time actually connecting with people, I can make friends easily but like you said, I'm picky with who i choose to be around. I hate the feeling of being perceived by people, so I can imagine the feeling of walking in a room and all eyes being on you. I hope when you go back in the fall semester things are better, and maybe people become more self aware.
I really liked listening to you Ryan!! I relate a lot as being in a foreign country for studies its not easy and its even harder because of the situation you went through :( sending sm love and i rlly hope this little break you'll have from ur studies can help you with your mental and emotional health ❤
You're doing great and I really enjoy watching what you're putting out! You should be proud!
Ugh yessssss this setting looks so cute. Giving early 2000 bedroom style, you should keep it like that. Changing background ❤ also super happy you posted today 🥰
I LOVE listening to your podcast as I’m going on about my day!! 🤍
I had the same thoughts of you living my dream life when I started watching your TikTok. However your authenticity and hearing you speak about difficulties showing you are human and being raw, is why many continue watching your content. Sending you love.
Love these podcasts, looking forward to the next one!
Great episode! I love your vulnerability and authenticity. Only you are the expert of your life, no one else. It is ok to change your mind and try new things! Even when things do not work out the way we planned them, there is still so much value and growth in those experiences. Your ramblings are great and relatable! 💖
I found you like two months ago and i simply can’t get enough especially with long form content you just feel like a friend
i love ur podcasts so so much ryan you make me feel so comfortable in your presence!!!!
tysm for this episode! i studied japanese for 4 years in high school and was considering attending temple u's campus in Tokyo but decided against and now I think I will just solo travel after I graduate college next year.
I honestly love how sincere and transparent you are in every one of your vidsss!!!! Love an honest king
You are spot on with your feelings about notoriety and travel. It’s very common what you’re going through. Keep going do what you want to do and if you have to wait to finish your degree then wait.
love the podcast 💕 it gives organised chaos energy if that makes sense.
I love the background . So colourful. I will miss your Japan vlogs. Japan vlogs are like the best vlog.
You inspired me soo much
Thank you gives me courage each time i look your video
Love these podcasts could listen to you for hours ❤
no matter where u are, i’ll always watch ur vids haha. i may have started watching u bc of ur japan content, but no matter where u are, i don’t care, i’m just happy to see ur vids. ure my inspo! i love how real u are. i hope everything goes well for u ryan!
I'm a new subbie from just a few uploads ago but have really been enjoying your content on YT. But oh my goodness. I could feel my anxiety just climb as you described what happened. You had certain boundaries that people just disregarded because you put yourself on social media. It's not fair to you and it's unfair of them to impose this on your whether they're aware of it or not. It's hard though. You couldn't be vulnerable on your own terms. I hope that during this hiatus you're able to find more peace and good energy from that mess. ❤❤❤
woww love that i found this, love to hear you talk
You don’t owe them anything Ryan. Just don’t worry about what they have to say, just roll with the punches. Focus only on your education the school politics is temporary and a remnant of high school drama/social status, don’t let a first or second year bug you bruv.
Literally the best thing to watch while doing homework. Love these episodes
Hi Ryan. You are so real on your social media that maybe these students who did not befriend you or even try to get to know you just realised what an amazing person you are after watching your videos. Which is quite sad . I loved your outgoing personality right from the start. Keep being you. You are an amazing young man xoxo
the laptop recording as you go is SO cool.
the fit goes hard & and i’m glad we got ANOTHER podcast, major W
i love your videos and ur podcast , i listen to it when i do cardio or chill. u should do more bro and dw about anyone or anything,. you do you and we support you no matter what
Thank you for your honesty about your feelings of your life 🥰 Thanks for sharing your adventures 🤗
LOVEEEE THE PODCAST
the visualsss🔥🔥
I really hope everything works out and you are able to do all the things you want
i look forward to these every week i’m so glad u decided to start a podcast 😭🫶
I think being in LA is going to be very good for mental health and long term planning. Have fun while things come around! Love the podcast format btw
I love you cuz I love your every thing!
We are here for you no matter what!!❤️
OH MY GOD UR IN BENS ROOM SHUT UPP IM GONNA CRYYY😭💞
Long termer in Japan here. I really enjoy your videos.
i begrudgingly joined a friend group in college bc there was no other way to have friends, i mostly only talked to a girl who moved to america from korea in highschool and we became very good friends- my only takeaway from college really. i felt like everyone was really immature too for some reason. im not international but its interesting to hear someone else say college felt like highschool bc i think that too.. anyways you can finish! it will be annoying but it will be ok
ryann, i love your videos honestly, they r so comforting and i feel like i fit in with your type of videos aha love uu
ilyyyyy
mwaa@@ryancrousepodcast
I'm soon to be wrapping up my degree and I've been going through the same thing. Small town, high-school esque town. Glad UA-cam recommended me this vid ;)
love u ryan. You influenced so much
TE AMOOO RYAN 😭😭💙
HI RYANNNN, i literally am so proud of you of everything that you have done. keep slaying the day away
You probably don't remember me WHICH IS 100% alright!! but one time I was in a reserved room with a mutual that you had revered way earlier ahead and I wasn't aware of this and you were so kind enough to let us use it afterward. I am so extremely sorry about that! But I wanted to come here and say that your feelings about this are so valid. I actually relate to it and had the same feelings as you ever since I got into the school. I've noticed a lot of shallow people and how everyone just knew each other which made it so overwhelming. I actually dislike the majority of the school for so many messed up things that I've seen other people do to each other including myself. I'm also trying to try to enjoy my uni experience too but its hard knowing that there are people that have hurt me and having to pass them in this small ass buildinG. I am so happy to hear that I am not the only one feeling like this.
YOUR HAIR LOOKS AMAZING
I think everyone is admiring you. especially for anxiety-prone people (totally understand because I'm that way lol), any attention seems like an invasion of privacy. but it's an invitation to make new friends and have an outlet to discuss common interests since you already created an online community. your channel is thriving and most people have no ill intent and are inspired by you. you're doing great and good luck in finishing your degree!
Love your hair and the glasses look good on you.
Thank you!
Calm down, Breath & Relax. It will all work out, you have the will & I know you will do great 😊
I apologize for being one of those people who doubted you when you thought about leaving school. You are learning a lot about navigating your own life right now and it's insane how much weight you must feel. You are doing an incredible job. Take deep breaths and live unapologetically!!!!
LUV THIS PODCAST😍😍😍😍😍😍😊
Omg Ryan the glassessssss
AAAAA NEW RYAN PODCAST
I understand u so well with moments like "all eyes on you", "u'r popular now" and the thing about dressing up everyday...I had pretty same story at school! I literally have 300 (not even thousands, just hundreds) subscribers on my IG, but everyone in my class was talking about me behind my back and get SOO mad at me sometimes. some teachers were also saying bad things to me such as "u don't have time to do your homework, but u uploade your videos everyday..." and shit like that while my blog was the most important part of my life!!! I didn't became popular, cause I needed to pay attention to my studies all the time and get high grades, tho :•<
LITERALLY EWWWW, how I even survived, because I was going through this from the age of 10 to 15 ?? now I'm 17, btw
I typed all this and my anger became smaller, idk, thanks for this episode
Thanks for sharing Ryan
nah you still have my dream life. i cant leave my town, let alone my house. im dirt poor because im severely disabled, mentally ill and whatnnot. im on EBT im so broke. i cant get a job and the gov wont give me the disability i need. i WISH i could travel out of country, but i have no money and airlines are well known for breaking wheelchairs. you truly are quite lucky. i dont reallt have friends irl, mostly online so it wouldnr bother me any. for some people your life truly seems like heaven. i will never get to travel outside of the US like i desperately want and im in a small town in a flyover state where theres nothing.
"guangzhou, china!!!" killed me brah 😭😭😭 i love hearing you talk about this fr i can't wait to go places after this first semester of freshman year in atlanta 😍😍
I'm proud of you. I wish I could have living my life finding out who I was and made a living 40 years ago. I'm happy now with my choices. I want to work on my arts and crafts and local travels and museaums. God bless you. It will all work out
I was ready to fall asleep but I woke up when I heard gz cuz I live here and I never thought Ryan would mention it☠️😭
I realized how good you were at consistently speaking when you took a breath and the pattern on the laptop changed 😂❤
RYAN COME TO THE UK!
I wish I knew what school but for obvious reasons keep it private. I went to university in Japan and life was fun but the school part was… strange and I don’t even do social media
okkk with the glasses u look so good
Oh god, that’s too much. I’m sorry you’re dealing with so much anxiety with this too. Good for you for taking a much needed break!
Also It’s so gross that people suddenly wanna be your “friend” just because you’re Internet famous 😒
Don't drop out of school Ryan get your degree!! It's important to always have as many backups as possible. I really hope you get some rest and not quit school or social media. You're gonna be fine maybe just take a break from social media but i really hope you don't 😥😥😥😥
YAASSSSS!! 🫶🫶😭😭😭
can you make a video about your experience learning japanese and everything about it?
She had no right to show your videos to a class!🙀 No wonder you were finding it hard. Sounds like you needed a break from all of that. If it’s an issue I would speak to the Prof and ask her not to do that again or even write her a note. If not I shall fly to Japan and have a word myself! 😤😂 Look after yourself. ❤ xx
I can hear you talk till I fall asleep 😭
first 2 seconds i realized bens room😭😭
I have similar problem right now, going to school feels so hard and im stuck in a country because of school. We have a law here that we cant drop out of school until we reach a specific age. I still have almost two years of school. I'm also lonely
Thank you
We will support you in whatever path you choose to take Ryan ✨️ you've got this x
i get the loneliness and how it feels to not know where your future lies, i'm in my 2nd year at uni and feeling kinda lost about what the hell i'm gonna do after i graduate (or IF i even graduate), it sucks ass not knowing 100% where ur life is headed yet also feeling rlly stuck where u currently are. anyways have fun in LA! also rlly excited to see u go to europe at some point! i've only been to berlin and some small cities in france and spain but there's some truly beautiful and amazing places. do NOT come to england its ass here
seeing ryan in ben's room and knowing they're not in good terms anymore is making me so sad
OMGGG NOT BENS ROOM AND BENS SWEATER
For those of us not in the know, who's Ben?
@@iyone7 BenOfTheWeek
It's so funny because even though I don't have any kind of followings sometimes I don't like when people I know in person pop up in my online life. Like, even on Facebook if I comment on some random page about my asshole view on something, someone from my friends list will chime in and I'm like "we don't personally talk about this, go away." It's the internet, you feel like there should be a level of anonymity, even if you are the one putting the info out there.
love
watching this on my account on my laptop and account on my phone to get that watch time ❤️
u went toTaiwan? Girl-what have i misseddddd
ain't no big decision you know what to do Cmon Baby Voulez Vous 🎉🎉🎉
W podcast
OMG YAY
I know they have this in Korea.. but can u get the I think it’s the E4 visa or the entertainment visa (since u have a good following on social media)?
What’s the mic and headphones called, they sound so good!!!
If you could do things differently what would you do?
Starting a Podcast was an amazing idea Ryan, I’m really enjoying this! It almost feels like a FaceTime call haha. Anyway hope you’re doing well, and keep up the great work 🫶
BENS ROOM?? WHENS HE POSTING AGAINNN
Tips on how to travel?
wanna keep sharing more about Japan in future episodes?