I follow Jenny Apple, and your video regarding your "list" is what led me to you. My gosh, I just laid eyes on you for the very first time, and you had me crying just listening to you about your relationship with your dad. So, now I have to follow your journey too as I was profoundly touched by your story, your emotion, your honesty.
i have watched jenny apple. sad she passed. youTube just recommended this guy. and im gutted. i have lots of problems in my life. but watching these videos make me feel better in some way
If viewing this doesn't make your face wet, you are dead. If listening to his bravery doesn't ignite better life decisions immediately, you are comatose.
Thank you Joseph. It was tough to film, but I am learning to redefine what the word 'tough' means. Stick with me. I don't know how my story ends, but I do know it will be an interesting story along the way. Paul.
Thank you Annette. I can't speak forever, but I would like to be able to speak for another ten years or so. Let's hope I get the opportunity. Thank you for your well wishes. Paul.
Bless you Paul, your update #11 was recommended in my feed some days ago so I am watching your videos in a scrambled order. I love your message about sharing knowledge and that being immortal. So I showed your video on how to magnetize a screwdriver to my husband. He was absolutely amazed and taught everyone in his workplace. Some of his coworkers taught it to their little sons and daughters already. So thanks to your dad and you, a little circle of people in the Netherlands and their kids are magnetizing screwdrivers all over the place. I hope this helps a bit.
NO WAY!!!!! This is fantastic! My heart is singing right now for me and my father. Both of our influence is now immortal! I'm so happy right now. Thank you so much!!! I can't express how happy I am right now! I'm on cloud nine! Paul.
Hi Paul, first time to see your vlog. Praying for miracle for your complete healing. May God Lord Jesus heal all people with cancer. You are brave to tell everyone your current health situation
You're a precious human being who is my husband's age. I enjoy your channel and I'm so very sorry this is happening. I'm a praying woman and am lifting you up in my prayers. ❤
Just found you. So sorry you’re having to deal with cancer. I love your attitude and you’re so brave. You have lovely ideas for future videos. I’ll come on the journey with you. New subscriber.
I sure will. I don't mean to exclude the influence of my mother by the way. She was an incredible woman. I just had more interests in common with my Dad. Don't worry. There will be more about my Dad and Mum coming up. Paul.
I started following you a few months ago. In that time, you’ve help quell many long standing curiosities of mine regarding Mazda 3. I’m already putting the wisdom to good use. I’m proud of you for sharing your experiences. I appreciated you speaking about your father’s positive influence and how you both bonded through mechanical principles. There are so many who haven’t had those experience or influences. In turn we have passionate folks like yourself that we can view as a mentors. Thank you for continuing to gift us the knowledge you’ve collected.
Thank you Tomas. I am crying as I type this, but trust me, they are happy tears. I am glad I have been a positive influence on you, and that you are putting that wisdom to good use. I will continue to make these videos as long as my health allows. I'm not done yet. Paul.
I lost a kidney to cancer two years ago. My partner is being treated for stage 4 adenocarcinoma. Watched your first video and a resent one about your to-do list. Your videos are very helpful. Thank you. I’ll be following your posts.
Paul, I just subscribed to your channel. There is a common slogan in the USA tht says: Always remember you are braver than you than you believe, stronger than you seem and smarter than you think. Stay strong and know we ae here for you too.
I just adore you. You are such a smart, kind and interesting human. I truly am praying that your recovery goes even better than anyone can hope for. Thank you.
I started following you today after viewing your video to Jenny Apple. I have been following Jenny for almost 3 months now. The world is a wonderful place when it has people like you in it. You’re so kind and thoughtful. That’s rare. Much love from NJ, USA. ❤
Hi Paul! I'm not sure why, but your video #11 was in my suggested list yesterday (July 21,2023), and I was so touched by your openness and honesty speaking about your health. So now I've come back to #1, and I'm going to watch the entire series you've made. I admire your desire to leave your knowledge for future generations. This video will be a lifeline in future, for someone who finds themselves in your situation. I love the stories about your dad and you sharing your mechanical knowledge with each other! You sound like you would have been a wonderful mentor or father yourself. Love to you from Brighton, Ontario, Canada
You are a great man, who has taught and touched thousands of people. The world is a better place because you were here and I hope that you always remember that. Thank you for all that you are.
Cool. I am a writer as well, but I normally have a lot better idea of the arc of my story before I start writing as compared to this story. So stick with me. I don't know how it ends either..... Paul.
Your channel was just recommended to me. I'm watching this video feeling devastated. Every time you tear up, I feel myself tearing up too. Hoping for a miracle.
Well, you've got 20 more updates to go, plus "How to Magnetise a Screwdriver". I assure you, I don't cry in all of them. Thank you for writing to me. Paul.
Oh Paul. I have no knowledge or interest in cars but I’m so glad to have found your channel. What you are teaching me is so much more and I thank you for that. You would have made a fantastic father yourself. Sending you love and the very best of wishes from London. X
Thanks. I often wonder what life would have been like had I had kids. I got close several times. Sometimes deliberately, and sometimes not. No abortions, but at least one miscarriage (I think. She was quite angry at me at the time because I had decided to stop sleeping with her. She may have just been saying she miscarried to hurt me). I was also the sperm donor for a high school friend who wanted kids. The sperm was on ice for a couple of years, but in the end my friend was unable to have the pregnancy due to some unrelated health issues. But fatherhood is a dichotomous word. To biologically become a father takes five seconds. To be a father-figure takes years, and is not related to whose sperm met the egg. I see myself as a father-figure. That's why I like to teach. Parenting is teaching. It is mentoring. It is empowering. It is all the things I am trying to embody now. Paul.
You have such good ideas. It is something so lacking today, kids learning good skills. I hate you have cancer. Stay strong as you can. Love vibes to you
I’m truly sorry that you’re going through this frightening experience Paul. The bravery you’re showing in your video’s, talking frankly about your illness and emotions. Will help many others, who sadly find themselves in a similar position, know that they’re not alone. Respect and prayers for your kind and generous heart.
I never noticed your weight loss of stomach ascites . You are looking so good in these videos I would never have known I am aware ascites is very painful , so i hope you are able to find releif I am so sorry and im wishing you a successful fight with this damn cancer . You will come out if this fitting fit , i am sure of it .. I have yet of watch your later videos as i have only just spotted your channel. Bless you paul...
What a wonderful thing to have a knowledgeable dad to teach you so many things. I’ve never been mechanically inclined nor did I have a Dad in my life. I wish I had someone show me simple stuff like how to change a tire, drive a stick and so many other things. Seems too, you inherited your Dad’s smarts. I love watching all your posts.
Paul your feed showed up for me today about how to magnetize a screwdriver. I’m going to show my daughters and husband how to do that. Then decided to watch more of your videos and finding out about your illness. My heart goes out to you and wishing you well. I love hearing about your relationship with your father. My father has been gone for 25 years and I think of him everyday.
💜 Beautiful how you speak of leaving legacy and your relationship w your father. I see some "how to" videos after this one and think its impactful and meaningful what you're doing. I feel you.
Life is absolutely not fair, there's very little you can do about it in the grand scheme of things. Stuff will happend and whatever you think your future is, might just like that turn into fantasy. I'm very sad to hear about your condition, it's every grown man's worst nightmare not to be able to stay alive and strong to achieve something in life. Thanks to your videos, I'm replacing a few dash elements in my Mazda 3 BL from pre-lift to post-lift. Also replaced a side mirror. Your videos are very informative and exactly what I was looking for since I got the car. Thank you for that. Don't for a second think that what you did up until now is meaningless. Even though there might not be a huge response, you've helped a lot of people by providing the information and instructions. Can I ask if there were any causes that might have led to your condition? I wish you all the best and looking forward for the content, keep it up! Cheers from Poland.
Hi there, I am replying to this comment a month after you left it. I needed to wait until I knew what actual cancer I have. Mine has turned out to be appendiceal cancer. It is very rare, and has no known cause. Bummer hey? Anyway, life is neither easy nor fair, and I accept that. Enjoy the BL. I'll help you maintain it from beyond the grave. Paul.
I am just meeting "that smiling guy" and so proud for you, your strength and stamina in making this series of videos. Our minds all work differently. Friends and family look at us differently. In your recounting the desire to impart knowledge (of mechanical principles) given to you by your father, you shine light for me about my own father and brother, both passed, that I could never quite put my finger on. It was a way of sharing, very practical, but equally endearing and a quiet connection. I feel your emotion and have faith that as life reveals more to you, a clarity will come and with it, peace for the journey you will share with us.
Paul. Just found your video. I am so sorry you are ill. I am sending you love and prayers. You are a warrior brave and true. I will come on your journey as well. Blessings to you.😢😢
Hi Paul, you popped up on my feed and I have subscribed to your channel… my heart goes out to you ❤ your relationship with your dad is beautiful… I hope you can take some comfort from those memories and also feel supported from the lovely people who subscribe to your channel ❤️ lots of love xx
I just came across this video, my heart is going out to you, I just want to give you a hug, we think of you. I am definitely subscribing to your channel and pray that the pet scan results will be better than expected.
Hey Paul, I’ve been watching your journey for a wee while now. Pleased to see you are currently feeling a lot better and certainly looking a lot better. After today’s video I watched I decided to come back and watch your beginning of your journey. You are such an idol and a great person to look up to. My father didn’t teach me anything but pain and now being a father myself even though my son is only 7 I like to get him to help and be apart of everything I do. He knows how to change a tyre already he also knows that no question is ever to dumb to ask. I have learnt a lot from you in your videos that I hope to be half the man you are. You are a great human being
Hey Paul, new subscriber here. I've been going back through all your older videos, and I've got to say that I feel for you. I watch you as well as Jenny Apple and POG family. Sarah's death REALLY got to me for some reason, I feel so bad for her husband and kids. Anyway, I just wanted you to know that I will be praying for you to beat this, you don't deserve it, no one does. Also, I loved your rap song for POG dad, it was amazing! Just know that we may not know each other, but myself and everyone else is pulling for you to beat this. I'll be watching!
What a great guy you are! Don't know how i came across you but I'm glad i did. I need to catch up on your videos but just wanted to say, i sure hope you are OK.
Hang in there Paul. Same journey here. You are not alone and yes it is very hard. I just retired and this is it... makes me mad because I wasn't bothering anyone. Just living my silly little life and enjoying finally some free time instead of counting down all year at a desk for a vacation. But what can we do? Good for you to keep on keeping on. Best thing you can do. Stay busy as long as possible. Hoping for best possible news on your scan and that effective treatment is available to you.
Oh Paul, I’m so sorry you’re going through this. We’re all behind all over the world. our hearts are extended to you, And we’re praying for you. I’m so sorry I didn’t hear your time is coming sooner than you had thought. I wish I had the words to soothe you’re sadness. I follow Jeni Apple, and believe you are in my recommended videos because of that. But I am so happy that I’m getting to know you.♥️
So so sorry to hear this Paul,I’m new to your channel. First never give up,get a second opinion! Your young enough,strong , keep your mind on living, eat healthy,take supplements, dink smoothies, juices, I’ll pray for you Paul,to our god 😀🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼👍🏼😍
a second opinion? unless you were diagnosed in a 3rd world country a 2nd opinion wouldn't matter regardless if the cancer is in his pancreas there is no cure
I’m so sorry about all this Paul! Its not bloody fair but really what is? I’m going through my own health crisis and it’s bloody scary stuff. Not knowing everything about your health drives me crazy ( ex nurse) but also terrifies me! Ps. My first car LC Two door , torana that ended up as a speedway car in Carnarvon! I didn’t know it was going to be used for that when I sold it 30 years ago!
Hey! My first comment about one of my Dad's old cars! Bless! And, funny story, we never drove the Torana to Carnarvon, but we did drive the EJ there. Mum, Dad and I did plenty of trips up the west coast. Good times..... Paul.
12:40 Thanks for sharing your story, Paul. I only just chanced upon one of the most recent ones, but figured I should come back to watch video #1. I haven’t been diagnosed with anything and don’t have anything that I know of. But I’m starting to see that serious illness can strike pretty much anyone. I don’t really know anything about your car videos or anything. Hang in there, friend. There are a lot of emotions surrounding our personal wellness, mental, physical and spiritual. And it seems to me you’re pretty brave for sharing them with us out here. Not to build false hopes, but there is always the chance that AI is going to start pushing back some of these disorders along with stem cell technology. So there’s always a remote chance some experimental solution might pop up. Your emotions are real. So it’s plenty fine to have them. Hang in there, mate. God bless. 🙏
i've lost my father on May 19th, 2021 to tongue and throat cancer.. I feel for you paul.. I'm a Muslim, so I pray for your guidance and wish that Allah might show you the true path and give you the peace you need most.. sending love from BANGLADESH
I am so sorry that you are going through this. I just found your channel because I am a subscriber of Jenny and Kyle. And as I said, in your latest video, I have subscribed❤ you are such a kind and gentle soul again I will keep praying for you and keep you on my morning prayer list🙏 may God’s grace be with you today and every day. Your friend from Massachusetts.
I so appreciate your videos Paul. Love and admire your courage to share living with cancer even though terminal, you sure share dying with Dignity and your living life on your journey. Jean South Africa ❤
Thanks for sharing your time and knowledge I appreciate you! Sorry for your diagnosis it just doesn't seem fair at all that lovely people like you get cancer!
i love the idea of the short videos. I'm going to look for them. Also, I'm praying for you. I've watched a ton of videos from you and I find them very helpful for me.
Dearest Paul, I’m sorry you are going through this tough journey in your life. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. I’ll keep you in my prayers.
Hiya your vlog about making Josh Pog laugh come up on my feed so i watched it as i have been following Sarah, I'm so sorry about your diagnosis so if you don't mind i will stay through your journey with you and everyone on your channel to your positive conclusion 😊
Hi Paul. Have you thought about sharing a video on how in retrospect your symptoms were what lead you to your diagnosis? I think that would be a good knowledge share that may help someone who is unaware of having a similar condition and getting earlier treatment. Thank you for your videos Paul.
Paul, I stumbled across your channel less than a week ago and I've been watching all your videos. You are so brave and authentic to share this with all of us. Keep fighting, you will win , I am looking forward to the video you will post when you do
Sending you so much love! That is such a wonderful idea and I hope you still have time to start the mentor videos. But please know you've already made such a positive influence with your videos! Thank you, Paul! 🙏🙏
Your so brave I’m crying now listening to your sad story 😢 you are a highly intelligent man and very informed about your disease I will be watching your story Bless you love from the UK
He is the kind of person you just feel safe around. We all love you Paul.
Thank you. I love you too. Paul.
@@PaulinPerth❤🫂
I follow Jenny Apple, and your video regarding your "list" is what led me to you. My gosh, I just laid eyes on you for the very first time, and you had me crying just listening to you about your relationship with your dad. So, now I have to follow your journey too as I was profoundly touched by your story, your emotion, your honesty.
Same here. Just today. He truly is a gifted teacher. I hate cancer!
Me too he seems like such a kind man. Prayers and much love ❤️ 😢
Same…subscribed to Jenny and then Paul came up with the list. Now I am playing catch up watching him from the beginning.
i have watched jenny apple. sad she passed. youTube just recommended this guy. and im gutted. i have lots of problems in my life. but watching these videos make me feel better in some way
Same ❤
Paul you just showed up in my recommendations, I'm so sorry you're going through this
I’m so sorry for you. Loves from Sweden ❤
If viewing this doesn't make your face wet, you are dead. If listening to his bravery doesn't ignite better life decisions immediately, you are comatose.
Thank you Joseph. It was tough to film, but I am learning to redefine what the word 'tough' means. Stick with me. I don't know how my story ends, but I do know it will be an interesting story along the way.
Paul.
Well said.❤
My comment was referring to Joseph's comment.
I could listen to you speaking for ever, there’s just something about you which is so beautiful and kind. I wish you well with all my heart xx
Thank you Annette. I can't speak forever, but I would like to be able to speak for another ten years or so. Let's hope I get the opportunity. Thank you for your well wishes.
Paul.
Bless you Paul, your update #11 was recommended in my feed some days ago so I am watching your videos in a scrambled order. I love your message about sharing knowledge and that being immortal. So I showed your video on how to magnetize a screwdriver to my husband. He was absolutely amazed and taught everyone in his workplace. Some of his coworkers taught it to their little sons and daughters already. So thanks to your dad and you, a little circle of people in the Netherlands and their kids are magnetizing screwdrivers all over the place. I hope this helps a bit.
NO WAY!!!!! This is fantastic! My heart is singing right now for me and my father. Both of our influence is now immortal! I'm so happy right now. Thank you so much!!! I can't express how happy I am right now! I'm on cloud nine! Paul.
@@PaulinPerthawesome! Your knowledge will go on in perpetuity ❤
Hi Paul, first time to see your vlog. Praying for miracle for your complete healing. May God Lord Jesus heal all people with cancer. You are brave to tell everyone your current health situation
You're a precious human being who is my husband's age. I enjoy your channel and I'm so very sorry this is happening.
I'm a praying woman and am lifting you up in my prayers. ❤
I am newcalso, but I already saw a kind wise man with a beautiful soul. Best wishes and kind thoughts from Poland to you Paul from Poland.❤
Thank you so much. Paul.
I’m so very sorry you have cancer Paul.
I had ovarian cancer, tumor as big as football . That was in June 2011.
My heart goes out to you Paul. Sending you healing thoughts.
Thank you Yvonne for your kind words. Paul.
Just found you. So sorry you’re having to deal with cancer. I love your attitude and you’re so brave. You have lovely ideas for future videos. I’ll come on the journey with you. New subscriber.
I'm glad to have you in the family Jo. Welcome aboard. And strap in. One of the main characters in this story doesn't get out of it alive.
Just found you... I will be here all the way with You - So sorry that this awful disease happened to You... keep fighting!
I love hearing about the relationship you had with your dad. Please, keep vlogging your journey.
I sure will. I don't mean to exclude the influence of my mother by the way. She was an incredible woman. I just had more interests in common with my Dad.
Don't worry. There will be more about my Dad and Mum coming up.
Paul.
What a beautiful man you are, generoisty of spirit. Smart. kind. Incredible sharing. You are making the world a better place. Thank you.
I just want to give him a big hug.
It takes a strong man to be honest and open with his emotions
A great example for all
Thank you for sharing and best wishes to you Paul
I started following you a few months ago. In that time, you’ve help quell many long standing curiosities of mine regarding Mazda 3. I’m already putting the wisdom to good use.
I’m proud of you for sharing your experiences. I appreciated you speaking about your father’s positive influence and how you both bonded through mechanical principles. There are so many who haven’t had those experience or influences. In turn we have passionate folks like yourself that we can view as a mentors.
Thank you for continuing to gift us the knowledge you’ve collected.
Thank you Tomas. I am crying as I type this, but trust me, they are happy tears.
I am glad I have been a positive influence on you, and that you are putting that wisdom to good use.
I will continue to make these videos as long as my health allows. I'm not done yet.
Paul.
I lost a kidney to cancer two years ago. My partner is being treated for stage 4 adenocarcinoma. Watched your first video and a resent one about your to-do list. Your videos are very helpful. Thank you. I’ll be following your posts.
Total Respect to you🙏
I have subscribed.
Thank you David. Hold your loved one close to your heart. Paul in Perth.
Bless you, Paul. Sending love from Germany 🍀
Paul, I just subscribed to your channel. There is a common slogan in the USA tht says: Always remember you are braver than you than you believe, stronger than you seem and smarter than you think. Stay strong and know we ae here for you too.
I just adore you. You are such a smart, kind and interesting human. I truly am praying that your recovery goes even better than anyone can hope for. Thank you.
I started following you today after viewing your video to Jenny Apple. I have been following Jenny for almost 3 months now. The world is a wonderful place when it has people like you in it. You’re so kind and thoughtful. That’s rare. Much love from NJ, USA. ❤
Praying for a miracle.
Praying for you Paul. You are a kind soul and your intentions are superb. Bless you and be strong, but be you💙
Hi Paul! I'm not sure why, but your video #11 was in my suggested list yesterday (July 21,2023), and I was so touched by your openness and honesty speaking about your health. So now I've come back to #1, and I'm going to watch the entire series you've made. I admire your desire to leave your knowledge for future generations. This video will be a lifeline in future, for someone who finds themselves in your situation. I love the stories about your dad and you sharing your mechanical knowledge with each other! You sound like you would have been a wonderful mentor or father yourself. Love to you from Brighton, Ontario, Canada
You are a great man, who has taught and touched thousands of people. The world is a better place because you were here and I hope that you always remember that. Thank you for all that you are.
Absolutely heartbreaking. I wish you all the best and hope a miracle happens.
I have just found your video and my goodness what an incredible person you are to share with others.. thank you. I will now watch every one.
I’m so sorry Paul! This news would be devastating for anyone! Praying for u! May God be with u🙏🏻🌺
Yes, going on the journey with you, Paul. 💚💛🧡
Cool. I am a writer as well, but I normally have a lot better idea of the arc of my story before I start writing as compared to this story.
So stick with me. I don't know how it ends either.....
Paul.
Your channel was just recommended to me. I'm watching this video feeling devastated. Every time you tear up, I feel myself tearing up too. Hoping for a miracle.
Well, you've got 20 more updates to go, plus "How to Magnetise a Screwdriver". I assure you, I don't cry in all of them. Thank you for writing to me. Paul.
Crazy to just find your channel randomly. I hope many more people see this. You are an inspiration
Oh Paul. I have no knowledge or interest in cars but I’m so glad to have found your channel. What you are teaching me is so much more and I thank you for that. You would have made a fantastic father yourself. Sending you love and the very best of wishes from London. X
Thanks. I often wonder what life would have been like had I had kids. I got close several times. Sometimes deliberately, and sometimes not. No abortions, but at least one miscarriage (I think. She was quite angry at me at the time because I had decided to stop sleeping with her. She may have just been saying she miscarried to hurt me).
I was also the sperm donor for a high school friend who wanted kids. The sperm was on ice for a couple of years, but in the end my friend was unable to have the pregnancy due to some unrelated health issues.
But fatherhood is a dichotomous word. To biologically become a father takes five seconds. To be a father-figure takes years, and is not related to whose sperm met the egg.
I see myself as a father-figure. That's why I like to teach. Parenting is teaching. It is mentoring. It is empowering. It is all the things I am trying to embody now.
Paul.
God be with you,Paul.
I’m so sorry 😢. Your chanel popped up in my recommendations today, I’m so sorry to hear that you are going through this. Here i am crying with you ❤
Omg, I literally cried, my heart goes out to you Paul. ❤
You have such good ideas. It is something so lacking today, kids learning good skills. I hate you have cancer. Stay strong as you can. Love vibes to you
You are loved Paul. Thank you for sharing your experience and knowledge ❤
Bless you
I’m truly sorry that you’re going through this frightening experience Paul. The bravery you’re showing in your video’s, talking frankly about your illness and emotions. Will help many others, who sadly find themselves in a similar position, know that they’re not alone. Respect and prayers for your kind and generous heart.
I never noticed your weight loss of stomach ascites .
You are looking so good in these videos
I would never have known
I am aware ascites is very painful , so i hope you are able to find releif
I am so sorry and im wishing you a successful fight with this damn cancer .
You will come out if this fitting fit , i am sure of it ..
I have yet of watch your later videos as i have only just spotted your channel.
Bless you paul...
What a wonderful thing to have a knowledgeable dad to teach you so many things. I’ve never been mechanically inclined nor did I have a Dad in my life. I wish I had someone show me simple stuff like how to change a tire, drive a stick and so many other things. Seems too, you inherited your Dad’s smarts. I love watching all your posts.
Paul your feed showed up for me today about how to magnetize a screwdriver. I’m going to show my daughters and husband how to do that. Then decided to watch more of your videos and finding out about your illness. My heart goes out to you and wishing you well. I love hearing about your relationship with your father. My father has been gone for 25 years and I think of him everyday.
You’re lovely! Sending So many hugs! 💕💕💕💕
💜 Beautiful how you speak of leaving legacy and your relationship w your father. I see some "how to" videos after this one and think its impactful and meaningful what you're doing. I feel you.
Life is absolutely not fair, there's very little you can do about it in the grand scheme of things. Stuff will happend and whatever you think your future is, might just like that turn into fantasy.
I'm very sad to hear about your condition, it's every grown man's worst nightmare not to be able to stay alive and strong to achieve something in life.
Thanks to your videos, I'm replacing a few dash elements in my Mazda 3 BL from pre-lift to post-lift. Also replaced a side mirror. Your videos are very informative and exactly what I was looking for since I got the car. Thank you for that. Don't for a second think that what you did up until now is meaningless. Even though there might not be a huge response, you've helped a lot of people by providing the information and instructions.
Can I ask if there were any causes that might have led to your condition?
I wish you all the best and looking forward for the content, keep it up! Cheers from Poland.
Hi there, I am replying to this comment a month after you left it. I needed to wait until I knew what actual cancer I have. Mine has turned out to be appendiceal cancer. It is very rare, and has no known cause. Bummer hey?
Anyway, life is neither easy nor fair, and I accept that.
Enjoy the BL. I'll help you maintain it from beyond the grave.
Paul.
Sending you love and a warm hug from NZ x
I am just meeting "that smiling guy" and so proud for you, your strength and stamina in making this series of videos. Our minds all work differently. Friends and family look at us differently. In your recounting the desire to impart knowledge (of mechanical principles) given to you by your father, you shine light for me about my own father and brother, both passed, that I could never quite put my finger on. It was a way of sharing, very practical, but equally endearing and a quiet connection. I feel your emotion and have faith that as life reveals more to you, a clarity will come and with it, peace for the journey you will share with us.
Oh your Dad's wisdom is so precious, and he is so right.
good luck to you Paul. you seem like a good guy. wishing you the best
Paul. Just found your video. I am so sorry you are ill. I am sending you love and prayers. You are a warrior brave and true. I will come on your journey as well. Blessings to you.😢😢
Stumbled upon your channel today. Best wishes from Argentina
You are amazing ❤ thank you so much for sharing and being so honest and real, you are an incredible teacher on so many levels!🇨🇦
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Paul I'm thinking of you and wish you all the best x
I keep you in my thoughts every day 🌈⭐️🌈💜🌈⭐️🌈
Hi Paul, you popped up on my feed and I have subscribed to your channel… my heart goes out to you ❤ your relationship with your dad is beautiful… I hope you can take some comfort from those memories and also feel supported from the lovely people who subscribe to your channel ❤️ lots of love xx
My heart goes out to you 😢 wishing you a miracle
I just came across this video, my heart is going out to you, I just want to give you a hug, we think of you. I am definitely subscribing to your channel and pray that the pet scan results will be better than expected.
Awww Sweet heart.. you are Loved ! My heart aches for you💔💙 sending you Big Hugs
Hey Paul, I’ve been watching your journey for a wee while now. Pleased to see you are currently feeling a lot better and certainly looking a lot better. After today’s video I watched I decided to come back and watch your beginning of your journey. You are such an idol and a great person to look up to. My father didn’t teach me anything but pain and now being a father myself even though my son is only 7 I like to get him to help and be apart of everything I do. He knows how to change a tyre already he also knows that no question is ever to dumb to ask. I have learnt a lot from you in your videos that I hope to be half the man you are. You are a great human being
Thanks Jayden! You sound like you are doing a great job of fatherhood.
Dear Paul... You are in my prayers
Paul, I can relate to how some doctors give up on us. I have had severe stomachaches + bloating for at least 3 years. I thank you for this video.
You’re a sweetheart Paul, sorry to hear about ur cancer xx
Sending prayers, love and hugs across the miles
Hey Paul, new subscriber here. I've been going back through all your older videos, and I've got to say that I feel for you. I watch you as well as Jenny Apple and POG family. Sarah's death REALLY got to me for some reason, I feel so bad for her husband and kids. Anyway, I just wanted you to know that I will be praying for you to beat this, you don't deserve it, no one does. Also, I loved your rap song for POG dad, it was amazing! Just know that we may not know each other, but myself and everyone else is pulling for you to beat this. I'll be watching!
Sending lots of healing xx
What a great guy you are! Don't know how i came across you but I'm glad i did. I need to catch up on your videos but just wanted to say, i sure hope you are OK.
Hang in there Paul. Same journey here. You are not alone and yes it is very hard. I just retired and this is it... makes me mad because I wasn't bothering anyone. Just living my silly little life and enjoying finally some free time instead of counting down all year at a desk for a vacation. But what can we do?
Good for you to keep on keeping on. Best thing you can do. Stay busy as long as possible. Hoping for best possible news on your scan and that effective treatment is available to you.
Bless you, Paul. I have no words... Sending love and hope ❤️
Thank you Laura. Let's catch up soon. Love, Paul.
Oh Paul, I’m so sorry you’re going through this. We’re all behind all over the world. our hearts are extended to you, And we’re praying for you. I’m so sorry I didn’t hear your time is coming sooner than you had thought. I wish I had the words to soothe you’re sadness. I follow Jeni Apple, and believe you are in my recommended videos because of that. But I am so happy that I’m getting to know you.♥️
So so sorry to hear this Paul,I’m new to your channel. First never give up,get a second opinion! Your young enough,strong , keep your mind on living, eat healthy,take supplements, dink smoothies, juices, I’ll pray for you Paul,to our god 😀🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼👍🏼😍
a second opinion? unless you were diagnosed in a 3rd world country a 2nd opinion wouldn't matter regardless if the cancer is in his pancreas there is no cure
I am so sorry your going through this!! Prayers going up for you!!
Amazing attitude Paul. Sending you love and strength. Jane x
I’m so sorry about all this Paul! Its not bloody fair but really what is?
I’m going through my own health crisis and it’s bloody scary stuff. Not knowing everything about your health drives me crazy ( ex nurse) but also terrifies me!
Ps. My first car LC Two door , torana that ended up as a speedway car in Carnarvon! I didn’t know it was going to be used for that when I sold it 30 years ago!
Hey! My first comment about one of my Dad's old cars! Bless!
And, funny story, we never drove the Torana to Carnarvon, but we did drive the EJ there.
Mum, Dad and I did plenty of trips up the west coast. Good times.....
Paul.
I am so very sorry Paul
12:40 Thanks for sharing your story, Paul. I only just chanced upon one of the most recent ones, but figured I should come back to watch video #1. I haven’t been diagnosed with anything and don’t have anything that I know of. But I’m starting to see that serious illness can strike pretty much anyone.
I don’t really know anything about your car videos or anything.
Hang in there, friend. There are a lot of emotions surrounding our personal wellness, mental, physical and spiritual. And it seems to me you’re pretty brave for sharing them with us out here.
Not to build false hopes, but there is always the chance that AI is going to start pushing back some of these disorders along with stem cell technology. So there’s always a remote chance some experimental solution might pop up.
Your emotions are real. So it’s plenty fine to have them. Hang in there, mate.
God bless. 🙏
Sigo tus videos de MAzda desde hace tiempo. Mucha fuerza para estos momentos. Un saludo desde Chile!!
It is a gift! Such a beautiful way so see things. Thank you for sharing ❤
So much love to you Paul.
i've lost my father on May 19th, 2021 to tongue and throat cancer.. I feel for you paul.. I'm a Muslim, so I pray for your guidance and wish that Allah might show you the true path and give you the peace you need most.. sending love from BANGLADESH
GOD BLESS YOU MY FRIEND
I am so sorry that you are going through this. I just found your channel because I am a subscriber of Jenny and Kyle. And as I said, in your latest video, I have subscribed❤ you are such a kind and gentle soul again I will keep praying for you and keep you on my morning prayer list🙏 may God’s grace be with you today and every day. Your friend from Massachusetts.
I so appreciate your videos Paul. Love and admire your courage to share living with cancer even though terminal, you sure share dying with Dignity and your living life on your journey.
Jean South Africa ❤
So sorry for your situation
God Bless you! You are on my prayer list.
Sending my prayers from Germany. There are wonders out there, believe it.
Sending healing hugs and prayers for a miracle. 💛🩵 Marcia (Oncology Nurse).
Thanks for sharing your time and knowledge I appreciate you! Sorry for your diagnosis it just doesn't seem fair at all that lovely people like you get cancer!
Sad to hear, .. wish you all the best..
Thank you Raston. I have a lot of things left undone, so I want to survive. I'll do my best. Paul.
Wish you well & that your body is healed ❤
i love the idea of the short videos. I'm going to look for them. Also, I'm praying for you. I've watched a ton of videos from you and I find them very helpful for me.
Dearest Paul,
I’m sorry you are going through this tough journey in your life.
Thank you for sharing your journey with us. I’ll keep you in my prayers.
A brilliant, remarkable and tender man. Thank you for so many reasons, Paul.
And thank you for commenting. I take strength from your words. Paul.
Hiya your vlog about making Josh Pog laugh come up on my feed so i watched it as i have been following Sarah, I'm so sorry about your diagnosis so if you don't mind i will stay through your journey with you and everyone on your channel to your positive conclusion 😊
Hi Paul.
Have you thought about sharing a video on how in retrospect your symptoms were what lead you to your diagnosis?
I think that would be a good knowledge share that may help someone who is unaware of having a similar condition and getting earlier treatment.
Thank you for your videos Paul.
Hi Snappy, yep. I filmed that one already. It is CU16. Enjoy.
@@PaulinPerth thanks Paul. Take care.
Paul, I stumbled across your channel less than a week ago and I've been watching all your videos. You are so brave and authentic to share this with all of us. Keep fighting, you will win , I am looking forward to the video you will post when you do
Sending you so much love! That is such a wonderful idea and I hope you still have time to start the mentor videos. But please know you've already made such a positive influence with your videos! Thank you, Paul! 🙏🙏
Paul I pray God wraps his loving arms around you & gives you a miracle 🙏🙏🙏
Your so brave I’m crying now listening to your sad story 😢 you are a highly intelligent man and very informed about your disease I will be watching your story Bless you love from the UK