I’m stunned. It’s been a long time since I’ve received or watched a tarot reading. I’ve been feeling so lost and constantly immersed in dysfunction this year. Very disconnected from Spirit and myself. I asked the universe for something, anything to encourage me to keep going. On my drive home yesterday, I saw a cloud in the unmistakable shape of a hand with its thumb extended and index finger pointing upward. It was large and relatively close (I live in the mountains). Like it meant “look up and pay attention”. Then last night I came across your video. Your group 3 reading could not have been more perfect for me. Your advice is comforting and encouraging and productive in ways my self help books just aren’t. Thank you SO much for sharing your gift! May you never doubt yourself, you are really in tune. May you be blessed for all you share.
Ediya... something very different in your energy. I feel heavy heart when I hear you today. I hope you are OK. Sending you love and hope you feel the same calm that you bring to others.
Not only was group 3’s reading very accurate and empowering for me, it also had my favorite tarot deck and my favorite crystal angelite that I wear everyday. I don’t think it’s a coincidence :)
Group 1 here 🧡 Thank you Ediya for another accurate reading. I've been stressing and struggling lately, about everything and about nothing at the same time. Our mind (overthinkers) is honestly so tiring sometimes...thankfully this reading made my mind and soul stay a little calm. Wishing everyone's a good reading 🤍
Was in group 2. Could not have resonated more. I am 21, and I just moved into my first apartment by myself. Of course, it wasn’t truly “by myself.” I had friends and family supporting me during the entire move, and my dad is still financially supporting me. But I am now living alone. I start my first day of going to a university tomorrow, and I’m excited but a little nervous. I have been so emotionally and energetically all over the place this summer-and really for this past year. I have been changing in ways I never expected. I am transgender, and around the end of last year, I decided to start hormone replacement therapy. But when I traveled to see my mom overseas, I became afraid of her finding out. I am out to her, but she was initially very disapproving of the idea of me taking hormones or changing my body in any way. I stopped taking my hormones because I wanted my mother to love me, to see me. I just wanted to be her little girl again and not worry about the part of me that is and will always be trans. I spent nearly 2 months overseas with her, and it was so suffocating. I came back home to the US with so much self-doubt. I questioned if I even wanted HRT, if I was so easily able to fit back into the body and person my mom wants me to be. I have spent the past month or so dodging calls from Planned Parenthood, because I’m too embarrassed to tell them I quit taking T for several months because I was afraid of my mother finding out. A lot of the changes T did to my body are reversing, and I find myself feeling empty and sad about it. I liked my mustache and my sharper jawline. My deeper voice and my muscles. I felt free. I think I need to stop doubting myself and take more steps to make myself feel happy in my body. I deserve to be able to express myself in any way that brings joy. I know I want to start taking hormones again. And I know I want to start living my truth again too, no matter what anyone else says. Thank you for this message, Ediya. I need to learn to set boundaries with people like my mother who want to define who I am
This is such a tough step in an already tough journey! You have incredible self-awareness to be able to reflect and grow so much at your age. I’m hopeful and so sure that you will find a community at University who will embrace, support, and cherish you for you no matter what your journey ends up looking like. Sending lots of love from one little queer person to another 💕
If transitioning was a recent choice and you feel pressure from your mom to fill the gender identity she thinks is "right," it absolutely makes sense that it was easy to slide back into that role. If you've worn a mask for most of your life, living as your authentic self can be difficult, especially when loved ones are not supportive. I am proud of you for recognizing that you felt better on T and that is your true self. If your mom can't love and support you for you, that is her loss.
This is so so helpful. Pile 3 really helped me get clarity on how I've felt for past few weeks. Your calming delivery really soothed my fractured soul. Thank you
Group 3 - came home from study abroad after 6 months, and being at home again is a tough adjustment. I'm working on it, but so much is changing - the house is being renovated and I'm off to college in less than a week. Once i get to stay in one place for a while I feel I'll become more balanced, but I'm using this period as a way to learn how to ground myself, much love
Group 3, really resonated Key parts for me - feeling of lack in material realm, mentally overload, lack clarity stress, wanting things to be different. Disconnected from invitation to feel emotion, truth of my situation. So my father recently passed, economic situation has changed, stress with regard to survival, family politics prevents me to see what is going on and how to move forward. My friend said to me about protecting my energy when people come by to pass condolences and about feeling my emotions. My sister kept talking about generational curses. I realize, I have to grieve in my own way, process my emotions, realize I'm not alone and things will, change in Devine time, I have things to process and release patterns, stories from the past as it connected to my identity. How can I see my situation differently, unveil myself,? ( will meditate on this) Thank you for this reading Ediya❤♥️❤️💐🙏🌈
Please never stop making these. I literally wait for them . They have been more accurate than any of the readings-in person included- that I’ve received…. just something about your aura. 🤍
I woke up, couldn't fall back asleep, and came across your video uploaded a few mins ago, and just felt like it was a sign. Hearing the reading for group 2, I'm convinced that it was. I needed this. Thank you so much Ediya. ❤️
Group 1 and it completely resonated. I need to digest this anxiety & accept everything that has lead me to where I am. I am finally at the point I have envisioned after a very hard & trying year. This was such a beautiful message and I feel so optimistic! I’m ready to digest this fear & anxiety & go back to embracing my fun, playful, creative side which would be for my daughter & making this last year full of determination, stress, doubtful ness, & second guessing every action full circle. I just want to be able to say, “mommy did it! We made it to the other side baby girl” 🥹🫶🏻🤍
Last month I didn't understand it but I wound up getting a new job at a great place and then I understood what the reading was saying. I came back because of how I was feeling about my decision about the job and everything said was spot on! I'm blown away. Thank you! Feeling so much better about things now.
Group 3. I just recently went back to work after an extended leave to care for my sick mother who passed. I have very much been drawn to start selling art prints and jewelry and Trinkets to bring others joy, as well as myself. But self doubt continue to pull me back and feelings of guilt due to my mother giving up her art to raise us kids holds me back. But I also feel something more here, something pulling at the edges of my grief and directing me on a spiritual path i just can't grasp yet. I thank you and will sit with this, probably re-watch this multiple times to absorb. Since my mothers passing i am seeing her favorite animals visit me in dreams large large elephants chasing me, a large herd of Moose. I've felt a huge pull to certain crystals that I've never worked with before and my entire life I've looked at the clock exactly at 1111 everyday. If you come across this and have any insight I'd be very interested. Thank you! Take the very best care!!
Liked group 2 and group 3. fell asleep to group 2 which was perfect, but alert and awake I listened to the complex group 3 reading. I love how you put it all together. It's so real and helps transmute challenges. Life isn't easy all the time. I'm having hip pain and other challenges to mobility. Most of the culture wants to erase the problems , deal with them with blame, and dismiss the "old" (I am 60"s) . To see the possibility of initiation and encourage us to feel the emotions around our challenges is SO helpful. No one reads like you. Offering this as a gift is amazing. You don't dumb anything down, you trust the process of your audience. Just wanted to thank you from the bottom of my heart and acknowledge the good you do.
This was so incredibly helpful, truly, thank you. I’m group 3. I recently graduated with a bachelors and have been making efforts to work on my resume for grad school but have hit multiple walls and felt like the path I am on isn’t right. There’s been anxiety as I frantically try to piece my path back together, but this was so enlightening. I’m going to try to sit with these feelings and look at my early 20s with curiosity and not fear. Thank you again!
I usually listen to your reading for relaxation purpose because they don't particularly resonate but this one was accurate ! Also it's annoying that all of you are pointing out how "sad and tired" she looks. If she is sad and tired she knows it already and doesn't need you to tell her. I'd be so annoyed if I put 1h30 in doing a reading for my audience + all the editing for people only to comment about how I look instead of being grateful for the beautiful reading 😐
This reading (Group 1/Group 2) really helped me find clarity during a very difficult and stressful period of my life. I’ve been going through a lot of change and have forced to cope with conflict that is new to me. Especially when you talked about the queen of swords; I truly needed to set my boundaries unapologetically and honor my own will. I’ve been watching your timeless readings for a while and am so thankful. This reading came at a perfect time and allowed me to fully detach from something that was no longer me. Thank you so much Ediya 🙏🙏
Ediya, thank you so much for sharing your authentic self and continually showing up for your community. You saying “It’s not happening to you, it’s happening for you,” has been on repeat in my mind for the last few months. All three groups resonated with me this month, but particularly group 2. I got laid off from my job of 4 years last month. There was initial insecurity about money (as I had made poor money decisions in the past, which was ultimately self sabotage keeping me there.) The layoff has been a huge blessing. That position had drained me of all joy, creativity, purpose, and trust. I allowed that environment to deteriorate my physical and mental health. I am now in the process of launching my own business in pursuit of aligning my morals with my actions and becoming that King of Pentacles I aspire to be. This has been a life-long goal of mine that I’ve continually talked myself out of from a place of fear. This reading was a beautiful reminder to trust my intuition, silence the outside noise, and curb my perfectionism in the pursuit of progress. Thank you so much for the guidance and the reassurance that the universe has my back. I am finally starting to feel more important than anything I fear losing by aligning with my purpose! Thank you for everything you do and the kindness and compassion you put out into the collective 💕 Sending you so much love!
I felt immediately drawn to group 3. I can normally find just bits that feel relevant to my life, but this time it was eerily spot on. The lack of control and prevalence of family/ancestors was crazy. I appreciated hearing I need to surrender to the ebbs and flows and allow myself to feel. Thank you 💞
These videos always seem to say exactly what I need to hear. My reading seemed to bare my soul completely. I’m actually crying rn, but this felt like a hug. You have a skill beyond rational comprehension. Thank you so much for sharing your power, knowledge and gentle words with all of us.
I wanted to listen to ediya yesterday evening and picked a video from a year ago. I go to bed and when I wake up, she has posted!!! Practically, 1 hour after I had gone to bed. Group 2 resonated so much, thank you Ediya for your sharp mind and wise words!
recently your videos have really been helping me in my journey towards self love and compassion. i really appreciate all of your videos and this platform you have 💕
Normally I just fall asleep to your tarot readings, but tonight I had the intuitive desire to stay awake listening to it out under the glow of the full moon. I’m so grateful that I did because the messages for group 2 were very potent and definitely resonated with my situation. Thanks so much for all you do ❤
I am going through it right now. Basically every single facet of my life is falling apart all at the same time. You have no idea how much it made me happy and relieved to see this video. Your energy and your heart truly touches people. I thought you should know that ❤
I chose group 1 and the energy was so very calming, affirming, and loving to me, my worries, and the conflicting parts of myself. Thankyou for your time and energy, for holding space for us. Sending grateful, calm energy to you
I started watching these tarot readings 3 months ago and I don't even get through the end coz of how scary on point they are. On my first and second reading I got so emotional I stopped the video. Today am willing to stick to the end because you have really guided me theough the darkness. Thank you
such good timing! i got pile 1 and it was very much accurate to the situation that i'm in currently and your cards provided comfort and encouragement. thank you so much ediya
Every single month these resonate so deeply with me, and somehow you offer both direct clarity as well as points to think about so I can reach further clarity myself. I always come away from these videos feeling so uplifted and at peace. 😌
Yesterday, I was thinking to myself how I was excited for September’s pick a card reading, so when your video was up I was SO excited… and then fell asleep before you even got to the cards 😴
Both groups 1 and 2 resonated with me. I usually don't like choosing two groups, but I listened to both of them, and they really got me. I've been struggling to know what to do in my life now that I'm unemployed and want to change fields. And it's been so hard to decide what to do, because I don't believe I'm capable of achieving what I really want, so I just keep trying to think of something else to do.. The messages are so clear, so obvious, but also so hard to follow... Well, I gotta try, right
I won't lie; I was expecring this video so bad, and now with the messages for group 3 I know why 😌 thanks for your inspirational and thoughtful messages, I needed it 💙✨
I’ve watched so many of your readings and found so much freedom and help. But this one today was special. Never ever have I resonated so much (I was group one). Thank you so much, sending lots of love 🫶
This helped me so much oh my goodness. Your channel has helped me through the most difficult points in my life. Whenever I need to regulate your always somebody who I have come back to, and I have become a more spiritually connected and grounded happier person because of your willingness and calling to produce these videos, thank you so much for everything you have done for me and this community
I did group 1 and group 2, and the combination of messages from both groups is absurdly accurate. I'm working on a creative project, and the things I received during the readings made me burst into tears. it's seriously spooky how relevant those readings were to my current situation. thank you for voicing so many things I needed to hear!
Thank you so much for September's reading (Group two). I have started a new job in the middle of the city, I feel like I'm going in the wrong direction. Your reading confirmed my thoughts and feelings. I'm going to view a property in the next hour in completely the opposite direction and it feels good, I haven't even seen it yet but, I feel excited. The new job is good but, I feel that I am worth more than what I have been offered. I will keep you posted and thank you again. Love, light and healing back to you x
i felt called to listen to all 3 readings. i've been going through such a rough time lately. i'm leaving my job next week with no back up plan and my boyfriend and i are on a break for a month so we can focus on ourselves for a bit. both of these situations i felt i had to follow through with intuitively, but i don't fully know why. it's caused a lot of uncertainty and distrust with my intuition and anxiety surrounding what the next step is. but these readings have all really resonated with me and have given me hope that i will be led in the right direction. thank you ediya ♥️
Group 2 here: I always had difficulties in create healty boundaries and enforce them when necessary. This reading is the proof once again I am on the right path but yes, stagnancy in a workplace that is not satisfying and where I am not respected is consuming, stagnancy because I feel I have no energy to be creative 😢hurts. I think the creative time is the thing I miss the most and the thing I fantasize about,the most. Painful but true. Life without creativity is just ... dull and consuming to me 💔.
Can’t tell you how on the nose this reading was for me (group 3). Had to get out pen and paper and filled up several pages in my journal scribbling these major insights. Thank you so much for sharing your energy and wisdom. I feel so much more in-tune with what’s going on in my life right now 🙏🏼
Wow , I have NO words. The group two is what happening around me and three reading is my emotional state of being. This is exactly what I’m experiencing currently. I needed this. Thank you ❤️
This has been the most beautiful and magical reading I've ever experienced, it made me feel sentimental and very sensitive (I cried). Thank you so much for the intimate moment I just had with my inner self 🤍✨
I got group three on last month's video as well, and this really feels like an evolution and a great next step from where I was at that point. Thank you as always for your videos I really don't know what I'd do without them. Wishing you love, light, and healing, Ediya!
Chose group 3 immediately, and WHOA. Literally put my current mental/ emotional state into better words than I could have myself.. I love your videos to sleep to, and recently saw these tarot readings, my second one so far and I'm so thankful for it. This gave me some hope and clarity in my situation. Thank you 🥹🩵
i had a dream a few days ago that i went thrifting and thrifted a tarot deck with the same design as group 1’s “awakened deck”. when I started reading the cards in my dream, they turned into Disney Scene It cards with trivia on the back hahaha i feel like that reading was a perfect representation of how I want my nervous system to feel… filled with more fun, youthfulness, and carefree energy. i just quit a job that was sucking the life out of me, so im excited for what’s to come.
I chose Group 2 and this reading has given me the reassurance I need to not only know that I am walking on the right path but more importantly, to know that I can trust myself and to honor the decisions I make. Your reading has struck a chord that reminds me that there is something out there that is truly greater than myself. Thank you Ediya~ ❤
it's been a while since i cried listening to one of your readings. back in 2021 i was struggling to decide a career change and you gave me peace in my choice. for all this time i lived my best life thanks to that new job your reading told me to go for. now, that same job is not exciting anymore and i feel exhausted, stagnant, anxious to live a reality that fits to my personality and my passions... just like your "current energy reading" from group 1 showed up. I'm now, again, encouraged to move forward to a new beginning. thank you so much Ediya. one more time, you bring me peace through difficult choices. you have no idea how much your words warm my heart and how much happiness I get to live after reaching to my spirituality through you. 🤍
somehow this reading came right on time again, your sense of mythic time as you've called it is very in tune and it's so impactful on my life that you are so in tune. I'll probably watch all readings because every single one contains something insightful but i only react to one so as not to write something too long. group 3: nine of swords perfectly captured how dissociated I've felt recently, i walked into a door, i've spent 15 minutes pacing without realising it, i've found myself talking to myself. for me the four of cups symbolises that my situation is actually very positive but i cannot feel that way about it because i have as you said so many emotions that the justice card wants me to process. a lot of it is 5 of pentacles, really feeling like i need to suffer or deserve to suffer, feeling like i do not deserve positive relationships, others of it is like you said ancestral patterns, repressing pain, being hypercritical, insistence on 'morality'. in other words i do feel very numb and often very ashamed at the state of my relationships. i keep desperately searching within myself for softness and tenderness and trying to reason myself out of these negative emotions because i know better. however i know with duality i have to wait for the wheel of fortune to turn and let me feel more soft again in time. until then i know i have to CBT myself by behaving and taking action (page of wands) in the way i know is who i am until my emotions and thoughts change. for some reason i did cry again in this reading as i always do. i hadn't felt these negative emotions in a long time and they were easy to cope with when i had never had a heart activation because they were the status quo. now that i can feel more deeply and have deeper empathy reserves than i used to i have to relearn how to coexist with emotions that really make me feel ashamed. thank you for these readings, i was waiting in anticipation and they always nudge me in a happier direction.
Group 2. I watch you all the time!! For about 2 1/2 years now. Never even entered my mind to let you know. Ironically I fell asleep during my reading, which turned out to be great (still got some stuff sub-consciously) so glad I watched it again. I had a very emotional reaction to one of your meditations. And I adore the self affirmations!! Thank you, so glad I was led to you! ❤❤❤😊. I will let you know more often. That makes me feel good.
I picked group 2 and I just have to say thank you. I spoke with someone today who had no interest in learning about my path and why I have the goals I do. Rather they shut down my excitement and were very negative because I don’t fit the “typical mold.” I have never done things the typical way, and I have come across incredible opportunities this way. I will trust myself and keep on my path. Focus on action instead of trying to be the idea of “perfect.”
I came back with my energy from today, as Group 1 (last month, I was Group 3), and I am astonished as how accurate and comforting this is!!! Thank you, I needed to let go of all the pressure of "needing to work harder to make it" and "I don't have enough resources to get where I wanna go". This reading gave me direction, once again 🫶
I always resonate with your readings... I think you're so talented !! Thank you so much :D And yeah, hope you feel better soon... it's normal to not feel always our best you are still really kind and you help people, we really appreciate your work !
Ediya, I want to thank you for these readings. I look forward to them every month and they are always so on point and connected to my life. Last month I chose group 3 and this month I chose group 2. Both were so meaningful and encouraging and I am so grateful to you for sharing your gifts with us. ❤️
I chose group one immediately when you uploaded the video and everything resonated and it was really helpful which I appreciate. Came back today to listen to the other groups and literally the three groups are me! Thank you so much. Love you.
One of the best readings I’ve seen from you, Ediya!! Truly powerful energies involved, I can’t explain how much I’ve resonated to it and how much it enlightened many things that were going on in my mind lately!! Thank you for it 🙏🏾
Hi Ediya, I wanted to thank you for your beautiful words🌸 I chose group #1 and it resonated very strongly with what I am going through. I recently had an accident and needed emergency surgery and now I am doing physical therapy, so I have been feeling very financially distressed and very lonely. These days I have been criticizing myself for allowing this to happen, as it may prevent me from achieving a goal I have been working towards all year. Your words were a boost of optimism and hope. From the bottom of my heart I wish that the light of goodness you give will be returned to you multiplied in abundance and love.✨
I have just recently gotten more into tarot readings etc and this blew me away. I am really interested to learn as well. I’m extremely happy with the readings I have been receiving online lately and it has put me at ease with a lot of stress I have been going through. I will continue to follow the tarot path and hopefully learn more about myself. Thank you 🙏🏻🥰
I picked group 2 and your reading resonated with me so strongly! you described my situation so accurately...I've been procrastinating and avoiding my own plans and dreams for too long, and your reading was the kick I needed to take action. Thank you so much Ediya!
Group 1: I'm starting college and a new job this week. I'm healing from a really hard year of loss and have found a new love for life. This reading totally resonated with me and I'm excited to see what's going to happen!
This is the first time I felt strongly called by two readings and I don’t know what to make of it… but I do plan on journaling about both readings! (1&3) Thank you!
thank you for this reading 🫂 there's several things going on my life, some things I needed to hear both for comfort and a bit more to sorta slap me out of a trance i guess? ^^; thank you again 🌷
Your tarot readings have been hitting recently!! I chose group one, and I am going to work through this block. I’m finally going to let myself make music, no matter what.
Thank you so much for your time and words. I was torn between 2 and 3 but both resonated, comforted and inspired me to believe in myself and recognise what is meant to be and that so much is happening for me not to me. Your voice is a gift in itself, so smooth and calming that sometimes I have to rewind as you have put me into a trance of relaxation :)Take good care of yourself too and thank you again.
Wow, group 3 was spot on for me. I've been un/under-employed for a year and a half now and really struggling financially. This has also impacted my feelings of self-worth. I have a master's degree in international relations and used to live overseas. I'm now living back in my hometown, am not working, and don't have enough money. I have felt really bored, stuck, and in despair for awhile now 😢. Thinking, "maybe there's something wrong with me that I can't find a job... I'm never going to find one and I'll be stuck like this forever..." . Thank you for the messages 🙏🏻
Group 2 was 💯 on point for me. I’ve been trying to reinvent myself post-divorce and have made a lot of plans but not a lot of progress. There’s a specific project I’ve been reluctant to start despite knowing I want to do it, because it is very much outside my comfort zone. This reading has convinced me that it’s time to prioritize action, and that it’s okay to draw boundaries to give myself more space and time to take that action. I appreciate every reading you do! Thank you!
Wow. Group 1 was damn-near exact to where I am right now and I definitely teared up listening but also got such a deep sense of relief and validation! Thank you so much for these videos, truly. ✨
I had group 2, and it was perfect. It made such sense to me! I have been dealing with issues at work since the beginning of May, maybe even the end of April, and this reading really drove a lot of points home for me. Thank you so much!!
I picked group 2 and I have to say I am truly astonished on how accurate it is. I honestly am speechless.
I’m stunned. It’s been a long time since I’ve received or watched a tarot reading. I’ve been feeling so lost and constantly immersed in dysfunction this year. Very disconnected from Spirit and myself. I asked the universe for something, anything to encourage me to keep going. On my drive home yesterday, I saw a cloud in the unmistakable shape of a hand with its thumb extended and index finger pointing upward. It was large and relatively close (I live in the mountains). Like it meant “look up and pay attention”. Then last night I came across your video. Your group 3 reading could not have been more perfect for me. Your advice is comforting and encouraging and productive in ways my self help books just aren’t.
Thank you SO much for sharing your gift! May you never doubt yourself, you are really in tune. May you be blessed for all you share.
I chose group 3 and it’s really eerie how close it hit home for me. Every single thing that came through resonated.
Thank you so much for this 🤍
Same for me, bang on ... I'm sobbing
Ediya... something very different in your energy. I feel heavy heart when I hear you today. I hope you are OK. Sending you love and hope you feel the same calm that you bring to others.
That's exactly what I was thinking! A totally different vibe...like something is off. She seems heartweighted. Love and light to you, Ediya!
Same feeling I got. Hope Ediya saves some energy for herself when needed.
Genuinely hope the best for you Ediya
This! Sending you everything good, Ediya
I felt it too. I was looking to see if anyone felt the same. 🥺
Not only was group 3’s reading very accurate and empowering for me, it also had my favorite tarot deck and my favorite crystal angelite that I wear everyday. I don’t think it’s a coincidence :)
Group 1 here 🧡
Thank you Ediya for another accurate reading.
I've been stressing and struggling lately, about everything and about nothing at the same time. Our mind (overthinkers) is honestly so tiring sometimes...thankfully this reading made my mind and soul stay a little calm.
Wishing everyone's a good reading 🤍
Was in group 2. Could not have resonated more. I am 21, and I just moved into my first apartment by myself. Of course, it wasn’t truly “by myself.” I had friends and family supporting me during the entire move, and my dad is still financially supporting me. But I am now living alone. I start my first day of going to a university tomorrow, and I’m excited but a little nervous. I have been so emotionally and energetically all over the place this summer-and really for this past year. I have been changing in ways I never expected. I am transgender, and around the end of last year, I decided to start hormone replacement therapy. But when I traveled to see my mom overseas, I became afraid of her finding out. I am out to her, but she was initially very disapproving of the idea of me taking hormones or changing my body in any way. I stopped taking my hormones because I wanted my mother to love me, to see me. I just wanted to be her little girl again and not worry about the part of me that is and will always be trans. I spent nearly 2 months overseas with her, and it was so suffocating. I came back home to the US with so much self-doubt. I questioned if I even wanted HRT, if I was so easily able to fit back into the body and person my mom wants me to be. I have spent the past month or so dodging calls from Planned Parenthood, because I’m too embarrassed to tell them I quit taking T for several months because I was afraid of my mother finding out. A lot of the changes T did to my body are reversing, and I find myself feeling empty and sad about it. I liked my mustache and my sharper jawline. My deeper voice and my muscles. I felt free.
I think I need to stop doubting myself and take more steps to make myself feel happy in my body. I deserve to be able to express myself in any way that brings joy. I know I want to start taking hormones again. And I know I want to start living my truth again too, no matter what anyone else says. Thank you for this message, Ediya. I need to learn to set boundaries with people like my mother who want to define who I am
This is such a tough step in an already tough journey! You have incredible self-awareness to be able to reflect and grow so much at your age.
I’m hopeful and so sure that you will find a community at University who will embrace, support, and cherish you for you no matter what your journey ends up looking like.
Sending lots of love from one little queer person to another 💕
If transitioning was a recent choice and you feel pressure from your mom to fill the gender identity she thinks is "right," it absolutely makes sense that it was easy to slide back into that role. If you've worn a mask for most of your life, living as your authentic self can be difficult, especially when loved ones are not supportive. I am proud of you for recognizing that you felt better on T and that is your true self. If your mom can't love and support you for you, that is her loss.
This is so so helpful. Pile 3 really helped me get clarity on how I've felt for past few weeks. Your calming delivery really soothed my fractured soul. Thank you
Group 3 - came home from study abroad after 6 months, and being at home again is a tough adjustment. I'm working on it, but so much is changing - the house is being renovated and I'm off to college in less than a week. Once i get to stay in one place for a while I feel I'll become more balanced, but I'm using this period as a way to learn how to ground myself, much love
Group 3, really resonated
Key parts for me - feeling of lack in material realm, mentally overload, lack clarity stress, wanting things to be different.
Disconnected from invitation to feel emotion, truth of my situation.
So my father recently passed, economic situation has changed, stress with regard to survival, family politics prevents me to see what is going on and how to move forward.
My friend said to me about protecting my energy when people come by to pass condolences and about feeling my emotions.
My sister kept talking about generational curses.
I realize, I have to grieve in my own way, process my emotions, realize I'm not alone and things will, change in Devine time, I have things to process and release patterns, stories from the past as it connected to my identity.
How can I see my situation differently, unveil myself,? ( will meditate on this)
Thank you for this reading Ediya❤♥️❤️💐🙏🌈
Group 2 ❤ setting boundaries around my current needs, reassessing what is important, allowing space to rest and regain creativity. Thank you x
Please never stop making these. I literally wait for them . They have been more accurate than any of the readings-in person included- that I’ve received…. just something about your aura. 🤍
Same!!!
Me too and I normally don't follow these types of vids.
Legit, me too!
I woke up, couldn't fall back asleep, and came across your video uploaded a few mins ago, and just felt like it was a sign. Hearing the reading for group 2, I'm convinced that it was. I needed this. Thank you so much Ediya. ❤️
Stopp the same thing happened to me, bobcat made my driveway beep and I woke up and found this video!
Group 1 and it completely resonated. I need to digest this anxiety & accept everything that has lead me to where I am. I am finally at the point I have envisioned after a very hard & trying year. This was such a beautiful message and I feel so optimistic! I’m ready to digest this fear & anxiety & go back to embracing my fun, playful, creative side which would be for my daughter & making this last year full of determination, stress, doubtful ness, & second guessing every action full circle. I just want to be able to say, “mommy did it! We made it to the other side baby girl” 🥹🫶🏻🤍
i am in a similar situation, your comment resonated just as the group one reading did! sending good energy your way
Last month I didn't understand it but I wound up getting a new job at a great place and then I understood what the reading was saying. I came back because of how I was feeling about my decision about the job and everything said was spot on! I'm blown away. Thank you! Feeling so much better about things now.
Group 3. I just recently went back to work after an extended leave to care for my sick mother who passed. I have very much been drawn to start selling art prints and jewelry and Trinkets to bring others joy, as well as myself. But self doubt continue to pull me back and feelings of guilt due to my mother giving up her art to raise us kids holds me back. But I also feel something more here, something pulling at the edges of my grief and directing me on a spiritual path i just can't grasp yet. I thank you and will sit with this, probably re-watch this multiple times to absorb. Since my mothers passing i am seeing her favorite animals visit me in dreams large large elephants chasing me, a large herd of Moose. I've felt a huge pull to certain crystals that I've never worked with before and my entire life I've looked at the clock exactly at 1111 everyday. If you come across this and have any insight I'd be very interested. Thank you! Take the very best care!!
Liked group 2 and group 3. fell asleep to group 2 which was perfect, but alert and awake I listened to the complex group 3 reading. I love how you put it all together. It's so real and helps transmute challenges. Life isn't easy all the time. I'm having hip pain and other challenges to mobility. Most of the culture wants to erase the problems , deal with them with blame, and dismiss the "old" (I am 60"s) . To see the possibility of initiation and encourage us to feel the emotions around our challenges is SO helpful. No one reads like you. Offering this as a gift is amazing. You don't dumb anything down, you trust the process of your audience. Just wanted to thank you from the bottom of my heart and acknowledge the good you do.
This was so incredibly helpful, truly, thank you. I’m group 3. I recently graduated with a bachelors and have been making efforts to work on my resume for grad school but have hit multiple walls and felt like the path I am on isn’t right. There’s been anxiety as I frantically try to piece my path back together, but this was so enlightening. I’m going to try to sit with these feelings and look at my early 20s with curiosity and not fear. Thank you again!
Group 3 was so spot on for me. I needed to hear this message today. Thank you Ediya💗
I usually listen to your reading for relaxation purpose because they don't particularly resonate but this one was accurate !
Also it's annoying that all of you are pointing out how "sad and tired" she looks. If she is sad and tired she knows it already and doesn't need you to tell her. I'd be so annoyed if I put 1h30 in doing a reading for my audience + all the editing for people only to comment about how I look instead of being grateful for the beautiful reading 😐
Grous 2’s reading felt so accurate to me. I’m hoping to muster up the courage to get unstuck! 😅
I chose the group 3 reading and it is absolutely insane how very accurate it was with my current situation in life. I definitely needed to hear that.
This reading (Group 1/Group 2) really helped me find clarity during a very difficult and stressful period of my life. I’ve been going through a lot of change and have forced to cope with conflict that is new to me. Especially when you talked about the queen of swords; I truly needed to set my boundaries unapologetically and honor my own will. I’ve been watching your timeless readings for a while and am so thankful. This reading came at a perfect time and allowed me to fully detach from something that was no longer me. Thank you so much Ediya 🙏🙏
Ediya, thank you so much for sharing your authentic self and continually showing up for your community. You saying “It’s not happening to you, it’s happening for you,” has been on repeat in my mind for the last few months.
All three groups resonated with me this month, but particularly group 2.
I got laid off from my job of 4 years last month. There was initial insecurity about money (as I had made poor money decisions in the past, which was ultimately self sabotage keeping me there.) The layoff has been a huge blessing. That position had drained me of all joy, creativity, purpose, and trust. I allowed that environment to deteriorate my physical and mental health.
I am now in the process of launching my own business in pursuit of aligning my morals with my actions and becoming that King of Pentacles I aspire to be. This has been a life-long goal of mine that I’ve continually talked myself out of from a place of fear. This reading was a beautiful reminder to trust my intuition, silence the outside noise, and curb my perfectionism in the pursuit of progress.
Thank you so much for the guidance and the reassurance that the universe has my back. I am finally starting to feel more important than anything I fear losing by aligning with my purpose! Thank you for everything you do and the kindness and compassion you put out into the collective 💕 Sending you so much love!
This resonated with me so much! Also your hair is amazingggg
I felt immediately drawn to group 3. I can normally find just bits that feel relevant to my life, but this time it was eerily spot on. The lack of control and prevalence of family/ancestors was crazy. I appreciated hearing I need to surrender to the ebbs and flows and allow myself to feel. Thank you 💞
These videos always seem to say exactly what I need to hear. My reading seemed to bare my soul completely. I’m actually crying rn, but this felt like a hug. You have a skill beyond rational comprehension. Thank you so much for sharing your power, knowledge and gentle words with all of us.
I wanted to listen to ediya yesterday evening and picked a video from a year ago. I go to bed and when I wake up, she has posted!!! Practically, 1 hour after I had gone to bed.
Group 2 resonated so much, thank you Ediya for your sharp mind and wise words!
recently your videos have really been helping me in my journey towards self love and compassion. i really appreciate all of your videos and this platform you have 💕
Normally I just fall asleep to your tarot readings, but tonight I had the intuitive desire to stay awake listening to it out under the glow of the full moon. I’m so grateful that I did because the messages for group 2 were very potent and definitely resonated with my situation. Thanks so much for all you do ❤
I am going through it right now. Basically every single facet of my life is falling apart all at the same time. You have no idea how much it made me happy and relieved to see this video. Your energy and your heart truly touches people. I thought you should know that ❤
Thank you! Your messages really help support my process. I keep a list of the readings and go back to them often.
I chose group 1 and the energy was so very calming, affirming, and loving to me, my worries, and the conflicting parts of myself. Thankyou for your time and energy, for holding space for us. Sending grateful, calm energy to you
I'm going to listen to this over and over again ❤ I believe that it's my guardian angel speaking through you 🙏🏼
Please never stop making these videos! 🙏🏽 I look forward to these every month!! 😊
me too 🙏
Thank you so much - group 2 was exactly exactly exactly what I'm going through and needed to have confirmed. ❤
Group 1 was exactly what I needed to hear today❤
I started watching these tarot readings 3 months ago and I don't even get through the end coz of how scary on point they are. On my first and second reading I got so emotional I stopped the video. Today am willing to stick to the end because you have really guided me theough the darkness. Thank you
such good timing! i got pile 1 and it was very much accurate to the situation that i'm in currently and your cards provided comfort and encouragement. thank you so much ediya
I always love my monthly readings with you, your voice and words are the ones I truly need each month to have faith in my destiny. Big hugs, dear!
i would love to read a book written by ediya that teaches about what each tarot card means. i love her descriptions in readings like this 💛
I love your readings! So calming and centered 😌 bringing all the lightness ✨
Every single month these resonate so deeply with me, and somehow you offer both direct clarity as well as points to think about so I can reach further clarity myself. I always come away from these videos feeling so uplifted and at peace. 😌
Yesterday, I was thinking to myself how I was excited for September’s pick a card reading, so when your video was up I was SO excited… and then fell asleep before you even got to the cards 😴
Both groups 1 and 2 resonated with me. I usually don't like choosing two groups, but I listened to both of them, and they really got me. I've been struggling to know what to do in my life now that I'm unemployed and want to change fields. And it's been so hard to decide what to do, because I don't believe I'm capable of achieving what I really want, so I just keep trying to think of something else to do.. The messages are so clear, so obvious, but also so hard to follow... Well, I gotta try, right
I won't lie; I was expecring this video so bad, and now with the messages for group 3 I know why 😌 thanks for your inspirational and thoughtful messages, I needed it 💙✨
I’ve watched so many of your readings and found so much freedom and help. But this one today was special. Never ever have I resonated so much (I was group one). Thank you so much, sending lots of love 🫶
Group 1 🤍☪️ I teared up thank you for the reading
This helped me so much oh my goodness. Your channel has helped me through the most difficult points in my life. Whenever I need to regulate your always somebody who I have come back to, and I have become a more spiritually connected and grounded happier person because of your willingness and calling to produce these videos, thank you so much for everything you have done for me and this community
Couldn’t have said it better myself 💕
I did group 1 and group 2, and the combination of messages from both groups is absurdly accurate. I'm working on a creative project, and the things I received during the readings made me burst into tears. it's seriously spooky how relevant those readings were to my current situation. thank you for voicing so many things I needed to hear!
Thank you so much for September's reading (Group two).
I have started a new job in the middle of the city, I feel like I'm going in the wrong direction. Your reading confirmed my thoughts and feelings.
I'm going to view a property in the next hour in completely the opposite direction and it feels good, I haven't even seen it yet but, I feel excited.
The new job is good but, I feel that I am worth more than what I have been offered.
I will keep you posted and thank you again. Love, light and healing back to you x
Thank u so much. I come back every month and always feel so connected and enlightened by your readings. You are very blessed. Sending love ❤️
i felt called to listen to all 3 readings. i've been going through such a rough time lately. i'm leaving my job next week with no back up plan and my boyfriend and i are on a break for a month so we can focus on ourselves for a bit. both of these situations i felt i had to follow through with intuitively, but i don't fully know why. it's caused a lot of uncertainty and distrust with my intuition and anxiety surrounding what the next step is. but these readings have all really resonated with me and have given me hope that i will be led in the right direction. thank you ediya ♥️
I can't tell you how much this helped me. It brought me to tears ❤ thank you so much ❤❤
Group 2 here: I always had difficulties in create healty boundaries and enforce them when necessary. This reading is the proof once again I am on the right path but yes, stagnancy in a workplace that is not satisfying and where I am not respected is consuming, stagnancy because I feel I have no energy to be creative 😢hurts. I think the creative time is the thing I miss the most and the thing I fantasize about,the most. Painful but true. Life without creativity is just ... dull and consuming to me 💔.
Can’t tell you how on the nose this reading was for me (group 3). Had to get out pen and paper and filled up several pages in my journal scribbling these major insights. Thank you so much for sharing your energy and wisdom. I feel so much more in-tune with what’s going on in my life right now 🙏🏼
Wow , I have NO words. The group two is what happening around me and three reading is my emotional state of being. This is exactly what I’m experiencing currently. I needed this. Thank you ❤️
This has been the most beautiful and magical reading I've ever experienced, it made me feel sentimental and very sensitive (I cried). Thank you so much for the intimate moment I just had with my inner self 🤍✨
I got group three on last month's video as well, and this really feels like an evolution and a great next step from where I was at that point. Thank you as always for your videos I really don't know what I'd do without them. Wishing you love, light, and healing, Ediya!
Chose group 3 immediately, and WHOA. Literally put my current mental/ emotional state into better words than I could have myself.. I love your videos to sleep to, and recently saw these tarot readings, my second one so far and I'm so thankful for it. This gave me some hope and clarity in my situation. Thank you 🥹🩵
i had a dream a few days ago that i went thrifting and thrifted a tarot deck with the same design as group 1’s “awakened deck”. when I started reading the cards in my dream, they turned into Disney Scene It cards with trivia on the back hahaha i feel like that reading was a perfect representation of how I want my nervous system to feel… filled with more fun, youthfulness, and carefree energy. i just quit a job that was sucking the life out of me, so im excited for what’s to come.
I chose Group 2 and this reading has given me the reassurance I need to not only know that I am walking on the right path but more importantly, to know that I can trust myself and to honor the decisions I make. Your reading has struck a chord that reminds me that there is something out there that is truly greater than myself. Thank you Ediya~ ❤
it's been a while since i cried listening to one of your readings. back in 2021 i was struggling to decide a career change and you gave me peace in my choice. for all this time i lived my best life thanks to that new job your reading told me to go for. now, that same job is not exciting anymore and i feel exhausted, stagnant, anxious to live a reality that fits to my personality and my passions... just like your "current energy reading" from group 1 showed up. I'm now, again, encouraged to move forward to a new beginning. thank you so much Ediya. one more time, you bring me peace through difficult choices. you have no idea how much your words warm my heart and how much happiness I get to live after reaching to my spirituality through you. 🤍
somehow this reading came right on time again, your sense of mythic time as you've called it is very in tune and it's so impactful on my life that you are so in tune. I'll probably watch all readings because every single one contains something insightful but i only react to one so as not to write something too long. group 3: nine of swords perfectly captured how dissociated I've felt recently, i walked into a door, i've spent 15 minutes pacing without realising it, i've found myself talking to myself. for me the four of cups symbolises that my situation is actually very positive but i cannot feel that way about it because i have as you said so many emotions that the justice card wants me to process. a lot of it is 5 of pentacles, really feeling like i need to suffer or deserve to suffer, feeling like i do not deserve positive relationships, others of it is like you said ancestral patterns, repressing pain, being hypercritical, insistence on 'morality'. in other words i do feel very numb and often very ashamed at the state of my relationships. i keep desperately searching within myself for softness and tenderness and trying to reason myself out of these negative emotions because i know better. however i know with duality i have to wait for the wheel of fortune to turn and let me feel more soft again in time. until then i know i have to CBT myself by behaving and taking action (page of wands) in the way i know is who i am until my emotions and thoughts change. for some reason i did cry again in this reading as i always do. i hadn't felt these negative emotions in a long time and they were easy to cope with when i had never had a heart activation because they were the status quo. now that i can feel more deeply and have deeper empathy reserves than i used to i have to relearn how to coexist with emotions that really make me feel ashamed. thank you for these readings, i was waiting in anticipation and they always nudge me in a happier direction.
Group 2. I watch you all the time!! For about 2 1/2 years now. Never even entered my mind to let you know. Ironically I fell asleep during my reading, which turned out to be great (still got some stuff sub-consciously) so glad I watched it again. I had a very emotional reaction to one of your meditations. And I adore the self affirmations!! Thank you, so glad I was led to you! ❤❤❤😊. I will let you know more often. That makes me feel good.
I picked group 2 and I just have to say thank you. I spoke with someone today who had no interest in learning about my path and why I have the goals I do. Rather they shut down my excitement and were very negative because I don’t fit the “typical mold.” I have never done things the typical way, and I have come across incredible opportunities this way. I will trust myself and keep on my path. Focus on action instead of trying to be the idea of “perfect.”
I came back with my energy from today, as Group 1 (last month, I was Group 3), and I am astonished as how accurate and comforting this is!!! Thank you, I needed to let go of all the pressure of "needing to work harder to make it" and "I don't have enough resources to get where I wanna go". This reading gave me direction, once again 🫶
I always resonate with your readings... I think you're so talented !!
Thank you so much :D
And yeah, hope you feel better soon... it's normal to not feel always our best
you are still really kind and you help people, we really appreciate your work !
I want to thank you for delivering these messages from the all.
Called out within 5 minutes of the group 3 reading....this was validating.
Ediya, I want to thank you for these readings. I look forward to them every month and they are always so on point and connected to my life. Last month I chose group 3 and this month I chose group 2. Both were so meaningful and encouraging and I am so grateful to you for sharing your gifts with us. ❤️
I love that my season has finally arrived, I hope this season is full of many blessings. ✨❤
Ediya, I needed this message from reading number 2 so much I was thrilled listening to you. It's absolutely reassuring and I can't thank you enough. ❤
I chose group one immediately when you uploaded the video and everything resonated and it was really helpful which I appreciate. Came back today to listen to the other groups and literally the three groups are me! Thank you so much. Love you.
Please continue making these videos. I love them very much, and they help me understand myself better.
One of the best readings I’ve seen from you, Ediya!! Truly powerful energies involved, I can’t explain how much I’ve resonated to it and how much it enlightened many things that were going on in my mind lately!! Thank you for it 🙏🏾
Group 2! Once again I feel like you’re talking about me and what I’m going through in life at this exact time. Thank you for this reading!
Hi Ediya, I wanted to thank you for your beautiful words🌸
I chose group #1 and it resonated very strongly with what I am going through. I recently had an accident and needed emergency surgery and now I am doing physical therapy, so I have been feeling very financially distressed and very lonely. These days I have been criticizing myself for allowing this to happen, as it may prevent me from achieving a goal I have been working towards all year.
Your words were a boost of optimism and hope. From the bottom of my heart I wish that the light of goodness you give will be returned to you multiplied in abundance and love.✨
I have just recently gotten more into tarot readings etc and this blew me away. I am really interested to learn as well. I’m extremely happy with the readings I have been receiving online lately and it has put me at ease with a lot of stress I have been going through. I will continue to follow the tarot path and hopefully learn more about myself. Thank you 🙏🏻🥰
I picked group 2 and your reading resonated with me so strongly! you described my situation so accurately...I've been procrastinating and avoiding my own plans and dreams for too long, and your reading was the kick I needed to take action. Thank you so much Ediya!
amazing reading thank you, literally just what I needed to hear!!
Group 1: I'm starting college and a new job this week. I'm healing from a really hard year of loss and have found a new love for life. This reading totally resonated with me and I'm excited to see what's going to happen!
This is the first time I felt strongly called by two readings and I don’t know what to make of it… but I do plan on journaling about both readings! (1&3) Thank you!
thank you ediya. group 2 gave me some things to think about and a gentle direction to go towards
thank you for this reading 🫂 there's several things going on my life, some things I needed to hear both for comfort and a bit more to sorta slap me out of a trance i guess? ^^; thank you again 🌷
Your tarot readings have been hitting recently!! I chose group one, and I am going to work through this block. I’m finally going to let myself make music, no matter what.
I chose group 2 and it resonated so strongly that I found myself nodding through the entire reading. Thank you, Ediya.
you are truly the best. the most life changing channel 🥰 i love you!
Group 2 - always spot on and scary accurate. Thank you so, so much for your gift!
seeing 1:11 as a confirmation to the spirit book's sayings was divine 🌛
sending love to anyone reading this and grace for your existense 🩷
Holy moly! Another great reading, thank you for doing what you do. Group 2...I really needed to hear that.
i don't always buy into tarot but your readings are ALWAYS scary accurate. i look forward to them every month :)
Group 1 was literally so accurate for me! Thank u ediyasmr😊❤
Thank you so much for your time and words. I was torn between 2 and 3 but both resonated, comforted and inspired me to believe in myself and recognise what is meant to be and that so much is happening for me not to me. Your voice is a gift in itself, so smooth and calming that sometimes I have to rewind as you have put me into a trance of relaxation :)Take good care of yourself too and thank you again.
Why do I cry every single month 😅
Your Aunt make you
Because of ur period 😅
Wow, group 3 was spot on for me. I've been un/under-employed for a year and a half now and really struggling financially. This has also impacted my feelings of self-worth. I have a master's degree in international relations and used to live overseas. I'm now living back in my hometown, am not working, and don't have enough money. I have felt really bored, stuck, and in despair for awhile now 😢. Thinking, "maybe there's something wrong with me that I can't find a job... I'm never going to find one and I'll be stuck like this forever..." . Thank you for the messages 🙏🏻
I can’t thank you enough for this. This was absolutely completely true and what I needed. Spot on it’s like it was for me specifically. ❤❤❤
Group 2 was 💯 on point for me. I’ve been trying to reinvent myself post-divorce and have made a lot of plans but not a lot of progress. There’s a specific project I’ve been reluctant to start despite knowing I want to do it, because it is very much outside my comfort zone. This reading has convinced me that it’s time to prioritize action, and that it’s okay to draw boundaries to give myself more space and time to take that action. I appreciate every reading you do! Thank you!
Wow. Group 1 was damn-near exact to where I am right now and I definitely teared up listening but also got such a deep sense of relief and validation! Thank you so much for these videos, truly. ✨
I had group 2, and it was perfect. It made such sense to me! I have been dealing with issues at work since the beginning of May, maybe even the end of April, and this reading really drove a lot of points home for me. Thank you so much!!