i cried my whole way through the group 2 reading. i'm going to be stepping down from my position at my job in july and trying to find something new and it's been making me so scared and giving me so much grief but i truly feel validated and so much better having heard the group 2 messages.
i chose group 2 and i’m going through the same thing! i’m especially scared because i’m stepping down from a job that made me feel secure but unhappy. i have a salary and get to work from home but i just don’t feel like this career is the right fit for me so i’m taking a massive leap of faith and going in a completely different direction. but i have faith in myself and the universe that it is the right direction for me. so i understand what you’re going through and am here for you in solidarity
Same here! My last day of my teaching job is June 16th and I have nothing lined up. I am just trusting the universe and myself. You will do great! Once you let go something will open up for you.
It’s really beautiful seeing this comment thread of all of us group 2 ladies who are currently switching careers or job seeking. I’m going through a similar experience and it’s so terrifying. I pulled some cards myself of what will happen for different paths and it helped give some clarity. I’m proud of us for trusting the universe to be abundant and giving once we respect our own authenticity and move on from what makes us unhappy. Thank you Ediya for guiding the way as well!
Group 3 here 👋🏽 your message really applied to the relationship I have with myself. At the beginning of this year I thought I was healed and on a new journey, but I ended up slipping back into old ways and lost that opportunity. It left a lot of doubt within myself and if I was worthy of following my dreams because I kept messing up. I’ve recently been trying to put that feeling behind me and get back up again. This was the perfect message. I’m letting go of my fear, doing my shadow work and praying for the rebirth at the end. As always, thank you for doing this work 🫶🏽
I hope I could make you feel even half of the truth of my words when I say you are not alone on this. I get courage from my feeling lost thinking that from where I stand there are only paths leading to my feeling "found", rediscovered and authentic. We can do this and we will. Proof is we meet here, listening to this, and to each other.
The group 2 reading… wow. Just wow. May and June were the roughest months of my life as I let go of expectations from others and began looking inward to find my purpose in life, as well as making a solid commitment to healing from past trauma. I graduate in August and am moving in a couple weeks. Still working on removing the blockage, but I can finally say that I can see the light at the end of the darkness. Nothing has ever resonated with me so perfectly
This reading was the most accurate and most needed to date. I was glad to find out that going inside was encouraged. I've been feeling that in and then up to the stars was my path.
The group 1 reading was very helpful for me, as I’m in the process of moving and have sold my current house but have not yet found another. My anxiety is high, but the reading reminded me to trust that things will work out in their own time, as they did for the rest of the process so far. I really appreciate the care you put into these readings. Thank you so much!
I was Group 2 and I cannot even begin to tell you how accurate this was for me and how much I needed to hear this…the night seems to be getting darker and darker for me (I’ve been going through a dark night of the soul for a year now) and I think I needed a bit of encouragement. Thank you 🙏❤️
omg what divine timing😫😫 thank you sm ediya ive watched ur channel for a long time now and i watch u every night and any time i feel overwhelmed you have helped me sm illyy🖤🖤 PLS THE WAY THIS IS MEANT FOR ME
I can’t believe that after a year of this video being up, I found it in time of need, and it matches perfectly to my situation at the moment. Thank you for doing these tarot readings ediya!
I always love watching these videos each month, but I have never resonated with one the way I did today with the first reading! I actually listened to the third reading first, then something told me to listen to the first one. I was blown away! Thank you for sharing your gifts with us.
Your UA-cam readings are always so helpful! It’s amazing how well your advice always matches what I’m going through even though you’re reading for so many others.
This is a reading from 7 months ago and I came across this reading, I realized that I've watched citrine and I picked it again. It is so good to see how the energies work. In your video from a month ago, you talked about healing a mother's wound within. I've been working with and healing my sacral Chakra for a while now and my shadow came to the surface once again which I am grateful for. At this moment while I was watching this video again, I was in my emotions. Feeling all writing and coming back to the reading and writing it all out. Crying as well. I am so, so grateful for you Ediy. Thank You for these videos. I appreciate it. I feel so much lighter now and it is so good. When I first watched this reading it didn't have the effect on me as it does now and I am grateful for your readings. I know we should not depend on these readings and stuff but when you believe that your guide are working on your behalf you shall see signs and get help from everywhere and everyone and I am so grateful. 😇🌬
Group 3 here - wow. Your readings somehow always manage to be eerily accurate. Almost supernatural in a way. Thank you for your calm words and gentle heart - we appreciate it!!!
Wow. Group 3. What a lovely intricate reading. I’m gung ho on getting myself to work more towards waking the hell up and realizing who I am and what I can do! And anything I discover will benefit others around me. You’re the best.
I really enjoy your pick a card videos, and they're always so spot on. Group 3 made me feel called out, but in the best possible way if that makes any sense. I feel seen and encouraged after listening to this reading.
I was group 2 and the reading fully resonated with me it was so incredible!!! Thank you for doing this reading and I'm grateful it came to me at this time! 🙏
I had surgery a little over a month ago and I’ve been frustrated with the healing process, group 1 was definitely close to home. I’m grateful for these readings as it helps me explore my own tarot practice and understanding of tarot, I love seeing all the different decks.
This really is timeless. Something about the amethyst immediately called me when I saw, went to the group timestamp without hesitation. It was accurate 😳 and spoke to me so deeply, I needed this. This truly came at the right intended time.
You explain the cards and meanings so well. I chose group 1 and group 2. Haven't listened to 2 yet...will have to do that tomorrow or the next day. Group 1 was precisely where I am right now. The cards are like a trusted, caring friend. Thank you, Ediya. 💚 Edited to add that I came back later to listen to group 2, after relistening to group 1. They kind of go hand in hand in my situation and I have known what I had to do, but these readings reminded me that I still have to do the work. There is no easy way until the work is done. Again, many thanks to you, Ediya. Your videos are so valuable to me that I have become a Patreon.
I felt I was meant to choose amethyst and the reading felt so close to my heart! Almost cried a little, but what you took from the cards really meant alot to me thank you ⭐️
Chose group 1 and this is very very on point. Really appreciated the reminder that we don't always know, and that's ok. Thanks so much for the reading.
Group 3 here. And it resonated. I actually have done shadow work before. Rationally I can understand myself. But somehow I manage to go back to being that conditioned self, it's hard to shake off completely. Right now, I'm truly trying to work more on my shadow as I try to fully accept it as part of myself. Also, trying to embody that rebel energy after years of being a people pleaser and being conditioned to look out for everyone except myself. So I'm finding my value, my needs, and goals that really align with myself. I also recently came out as non-binary and people took it badly, made me feel invisible which brought up a new thing to accept. I don't need people's validation, I know who I am, and if I go against what society says is "normal and real" then fine. There's all kinds of experiences, I'm not letting society and people make me feel like mine is not valid or real. Only I know myself.
You have such a lovely voice and I really enjoyed the messages you shared. I feel like I really needed to hear that “you’re not supposed to know the path”. Thank you ☺️
I’m a Gemini and it’s been one hellacious season. Lots of learning through my experiences and lots of eye opening life lessons that I’ve gone through this last past month. It’s been one super crazy season I’ve lost and gained at the same time. I’m so glad that you did this video. Your voice is pure heaven! Please make more of these kinds of videos!! ❤️
group 1 resonated so much with me! I am personally dealing with some disappointments and feel like I’m at a crossroads…this reassured me to look within
hi ediya, ive been following you for months now. this read, the amethyst pile, hit the hardest. (well, the piles i pick from you always do, but this one was just the final nail on the c0ffin). i had done readings for myself too, and the very same message always rings clear and true: i must get back in touch with my authentic self and also embrace and uplift my shadow self... because i have just been crashing for the past months. i hurt my closest friends a month ago and now we're not talking. i let my academics go, let the demotivation really kick the bucket, so now im sleep deprived everyday, chasing deadlines that have long passed. even with my part time internship... i feel like im also slipping. i just feel like im slipping everyday. i did not recognize and process my codependence issue until last week so when you mentioned that, my jaw dropped. i truly am codependent... ive built myself over the acceptance of other people that now im alone and have to deal with myself, i just feel so small and ashamed that i even cry about feeling small. i have never shrank this way before. it truly is a death card moment. i hope it turns out well for me and i'll hold your reading close to my heart as guidance. hope anyone who reads this has a nice day too. huge hugs for people who resonated with pile 3.
This was beyond what I needed. So much of my emotional experiences these past few weeks have been so confusing. Causing me so much of doubt in myself and my journey. This reading gave me clarity. You help me so much, all the time. Thank you!
I absolutely LOVE your tarot readings and this is exactly what I needed right now. You explain everything so beautifully and this reading feels so accurate for me right now. Thank you so much. ❤️
i chose pile 1 and it resonated so much 😭❤️ the high priestess is one of my birth cards so this reading was really a strong wake up call to start meditating and introspecting again. thank you ediya
Group 2 here. Thank you for the insight. For myself, a lot of this is resonating. I could see what the outcome felt like and I think it's incredibly powerful for vision casting intentions. I also really enjoy shadow work. So much opportunity.
Group 1 was exactly what I needed to hear! I've just quit my job to go travelling but was struggling with deciding where to go. I'm going to try and accept the uncertainty and connect to my intuition. Thank you Ediya!
i chose pile 3 and it was so much clarity all in one go. exactly how i’ve been feeling and searching for a way to approach those feelings. thank you for doing this
Thank You very much for this video. It really encourages me to follow who I truly want to be. I’ve been holding back my desires for awhile now due to life and outside factors. I chose group 3 and I always felt like this other person you talked about having a relationship with was myself. I feel like a burden has been lifted and now I’ll be able to work on myself a lot easier. Having a meaning behind some thing is one thing, but sometimes hearing it in words seems to help wonders.
Thank you so much for the video! I’ve been genuinely checking your channel everyday waiting for it!! Once again the accuracy of the reading is uncanny, I chose group 1 and this stagnancy and anxiety regarding my future is precisely what I’m experiencing right now.. Thank you and love you!!♥️
group two here! my reading had me in tears. I’ve been focusing more intensively on shadow work and when you pulled that ten of swords, I started to cry because I felt so relieved knowing I would be embodying that beautiful energy. all the hard work will be worth it. thank you as always Ediya
Wow. Your readings are always so spot-on for me! The fact that they’re done so with your wonderfully-soothing voice and positive presence (you radiate such loving, peaceful and glowing energy!!) is such a huge bonus! Complete/Insightful Energy/Tarot videos AND soothing ASMR??! Yes yes yes. Thank you🙏🏻
I've been going through such a hard time, I woke up to you reading about "breakdown/breakthrough" after leaving UA-cam on autoplay. I just watched the whole reading and wow, it resonates so much and gives me hope.
wow, I didn't expect to get so much out of this. I got a message out of each one but group 3 really spoke to me. and no joke it's a broken record in our comments but the timing of this is really something. Thank you so much
I just had such a deeply touching and emotional reading. The first I've ever experienced a reading before as it felt so relevant to my life right now. I'm going through a rough patch that's been 2 years now and has me feeling defeated and repressed. Your interpretations and guidance were exactly what I needed to hear. I'm going to go forward being present in these dark moments. To be observant and let it pass so that in the future I can understand that this was the time I transitioned to something incredible. Thanks so much 🌠 Group 2
Ok, this has to be the "spookiest" tarot reading I've gotten in this channel by far. I chose Citrine/Group 2 and I'm literally MOVING COUNTRIES in about a month. On top of that, like a week or 2 before that I might FINALLY get my ADHD diagnosis. On top TOP of that, I'm also still in the process of finding my career/what I want to do in life. Just wtf.
Pile 1- Wow! The card I picked from your reading on World Tarot Day was the High Priestess and she's showing up again in this reading as well. I can't thank you enough, this message resonates in so many aspects of my life. Thank you and blessed be💚🌻
Oh group 2.. my mom passed away a few weeks ago and all of this reigned true for me, I’ll be traveling to Colorado for her celebration of life soon so that was comforting. The Strength, Justice, and Death cards were so powerful, same with Breakthrough and Guidance. Healing is a huge part of my journey, I’m glad I was called here :,)
Group 2, spot on. I’ve been overthinking so much lately. This gave me the guidance I’ve been needing. Let go and allow. When the light is on, there’s no need for thought. 💖
The second reading is very me!, I’ve gained a lot of knowledge threw these past few months and also I’ve been through a lot of trauma. And now that I am seeing this it’s a huge relief. I’ve been letting a lot of old things that’s been holding me back to, it’s been absolutely refreshing and a life changing experience. I’m glad things are getting better. We gain and we lose, it’s how we view our trials and tribulations. That’s what makes us stronger what we do with that knowledge and wisdom. The second reading called me tf out lol.
pile 3. i've watched this before but it didnt resonate, now i'm watching it again a month later and i really felt it. i started crying at one point and honestly it was such a nice opportunity to release the pent up emotions. thank you
This reading and the one from a couple months ago have been very specific to what I've been going through since the end of March. I'm glad that this one has shown me that I just need to keep chipping away and the answers will reveal themselves to me when the time is right.
So I was drawn to both 1 and 3 and I figured out it that 1 was from my main guide (I’ve been feeling spiritually stagnant and the response of “you won’t know just yet” is very typical) and 3 was from Freya (who’s been guiding my through shadow work via gaining dating experience.) Great job!
I chose group 2 and everything you said really helped me! I am currently having a career dilemma and I'm trying to figure out what to do next. This reading gave me hope!
Group 2! I really felt stuck and depressed until I fall and yesterday I cried for help and guidance because I couldn't make it and sometimes my ego stays in rhe middle and magically your tarot reading appeared, thank you, I felt that God already listened to me 🧡
I had a breakdown yesterday where I was truly just laying without any strength within me, I sweat so much and got cold so much but I feel much better today. 😌 Got another pain within my womb, but then I did the EFT Tapping in my head and did it a few rounds and I feel better.
I was immediately pulled to Group 1. This reading is 1000% spot on for me. Thank you, Ediya. I so enjoy your videos and the messages they convey. I watch them all over and over when I feel the need to be uplifted😘
Thank you so much for this reading. I was group two, citrine, and it was absolutely spot on for me. I am currently going through a divorce that was not my choice. But every day that passes, I realize what a blessing it is. I have learned so much about myself and shadow self over the last few months. I know I still have a way to go, but I can now really see the beginning light of dawn in the distance. Thank you for these words of comfort, encouragement, and guidance. ❤
group 2 here! beautiful reading ediya. i actually just graduated from high school a couple of days ago and i feel like a whole weight has been lifted off of me, so that part was definitely accurate. aside from work i've finally found the time to actually nourish myself mentally, physically, and spiritually. i'm unsure of your stance on it, but i've also been involved in reality shifting for almost a year now and this reading seems like a final confirmation that i'm nearing the end of that journey and 'beginning again' (finally shifting to my desired reality).
Thank you. So much. I felt connected to the citrine and that connection persisted throughout the whole reading. Already in such a time of shadow work, letting past (mostly mental) habits die. The love felt in videos like these, from empathy and healers like has helped me trust in myself and the ever present world around me. Again, thank you.
I’ve really resonated with the reading for group 2. Thank you so much. Been trying to do things that I enjoyed as an adolescent and realizing that I can do what I enjoyed doing. Thank you for the confirmation to keep going.
Also this past year I’ve started suspecting I may be an undiagnosed autistic person. The signs are there. I’m in disbelief my parents didn’t see the signs but here I am, too. 28 years into my life learning I may be on the spectrum. It’s jarring but also feels like a weight lifted off my shoulders that I don’t have to keep up this charade anymore. Just be me. Unapologetically me. I’d love to one day get a professional diagnosis as well. But just being suspicious of it is enough for me to start being patient with myself.
@@youraverageapologetic I'm also group 2, and have been having the same experience, but with ADHD. The more I learn about it, the more revelatory it feels about my life. And having these revelations is really changing how I think about and treat myself. I feel like it's healing wounds I didn't even realize I had.
Again, really spot on. I actually cried when you brought up the relationship between the card of Strengh with the shadow side being represented by the Lion, and the Kind of Wands having the same Lion symbol as what comes with the energy of the card. That what I fear, what is my pain, is actually the fuel for my creativity and speaking my truth. Very good video, once again. I was actually quite wary before watching, for some reason, somehow scared of hearing it. I'm glad I went through the fear and listened. Thank you so much for this work you do. Sending lots of love and encouragement. Ellie
Wow wow wow .. umm .. have you been reading my journal because I've been pulling pile 2 for months now. THANK YOU for translating these cards in a way I couldn't. 💜 I really appreciate you
I've been seeing a lot of messages relating to my marriage since this past week, and my choice in this reading (group 3) reflects a lot of the different signs that I have been seeing. I am a newlywed with a husband that is going to be shipping out for military bootcamp a week from today. I will be a military wife with no connections and/or people to support me when we move cross country for my husband's training. I am scared beyond belief. I want him so badly to stay here with me, but I see now that my independence will become my superpower in this hard time. Thank you for the incredible reading, Ediya.
Amethyst.. I cried hearing part 3.. I feel lonely even though I'm not. I'm scared and anxious daily by many things, for example I'm afraid of trusting others because of lies and trauma. I'm in a huge life change at the moment. Life is boring, nothing like I've ever experienced before. I'm 27. For the first time in 15 years I have been sober and haven't done any selfharm in 5-6 months. I should be proud over so many things but it's so hard because my high expectations kick in and tell me I'm not good enough. I'm scared that it won't be possible for me to change. I go to therapy once a week and take daily medications like antidepressants, anti anxiety meds, and a few more. I recently started PTSD treatment. So I'm dealing with going through feelings that I have suppressed for years. I haven't been able to work for 3-4 years because of chronic fatigue, depression disorder, anxiety disorder, panic attacks, and PTSD. I realize that I have to keep working on my insecurities even though talking about trauma makes my mood, and sleeping issues worse. But no matter how hard it is I want to strengthen my own selflove and confidence and stop listening to everybody elses opinions and stop judging myself because of others. I need to let the past go and decide who I want to be. I want to let go of this darkness that has been haunting me during my whole life. I get scared as fast as I recognize that I feel better because "i know" it won't last and it always gets worse. Living with anxiety and depression for as long as I can remember I don't know how to live without it so it's scary let things go and to work this hard on myself because I doubt that it will ever get better but I'm motivated by all the support and love I receive from my family,friends and others who believe in me and I have hope , not a lot but enough to keep fighting to get better one day and be able to help others which I used to do and find a new path in my life. The last card hit me hard, I feel like I have so much shame and guilt inside of me that I have distanced my self from for so many years with selfharm. But even though I can't change the past and take away all the traumatic events or change how I was raised, I can make the decision to move on.. It is my responsibility to choose who I want to be today and make the right decisions to get there by getting help, stop suppressing my emotions and accept and be with my feelings even though it hurts.❤️
Wow, what a wonderful long Tarot reading Ediya. Thank you for taking time to give us almost 2 hours of wisdom. I chose group 3, but I resonate with the 10 of Swords teaching of letting go of thoughts and surrendering ❤️
Pile 3 I came in with uncertainties about love. I literally came from another reading with that. I came to the previous reading with that. It's been a tough cycle of cycles in that regard. And at this point it had left me lost. In a sense I'm still lost, but recovering. This reoccurring death card haunting me accross all readings for a while. A scorpio person in question being part of the haunting chase. Making up my mind has turned out to be difficult. As making up my mind has lead me into a mine field of challanges. Making up my mind to let go, had done that even more so. Like being shown a cup when thirsty and neither handed it nor it being removed from your sight. And stretching out for it earns a threat of the cup getting spilled if timing is not right. No way out. And the way in, leads through the pain of not having been enough to receive grace. The price of the rebel, is to find value in anything, for nothing is handed other than challanges. No way is wrong, for they're all quite a pain. And any of them holds the grace of finding the quiet within - circumstances be damned. A strength praised high (in theory), yet really uneanted (in reality). Noone wants to grow into a hero by the grace of the circumstances requiring one. Might aswell go either way. Might aswell go blessed and un-blessed on a self-chosen way. Then at least agency and ownership of lights and shadows are all mine. If no rest is to be found, then it's met. If no love is to be found, then it's fallen into and stumbled upon. If no safety is to be found, then it's demanded and claimed until given. At the end of the day, all can go any direction anyway. So why not make it.... "mine"
And the day I tapped on your worthiness affirmations, another cycle began, but I am grateful for it. I listen to your affirmations and somehow it works in the physical and I have to do some things and go through some things, yes, I can say, I've been within the 10 of swords energy, but it is becoming better and I am grateful for it all. I am currently learning deeper about the Power of Now and experiencing it. It is not easy in the world where I live and I can see how the strength card plays its role. I've been flowing and allowing because I am on the passenger's seat. ❤ thank you Ediya. 😊
Group 2- It makes a lot of sense. I’ve been feeling curious about shadow work recently and this feels like an answer to my questions about it, and also a reassurance about starting on that path. Thank you for the wonderful video!!
I’m sun and rising leo so the fact that I got group two was so special and really resonates what’s being on my mind for quite a while now, I have a feeling that everything is going to be ok
decided to watch this video more-so for the ASMR and i didn't really have any expectations for the tarot reading. i was drawn to the citrine and watched your reading for group two... wow. i was so taken aback, it was completely spot on. thank you so much for sharing ♥
I’ve been following your channel for a long time now and I love these readings. This was the most powerful reading I’ve had so far, literal goosebumps. I felt it was everything I needed to hear and answered a lot of questions (I had group 2). Thank you so much for doing these, it can make all the difference in peoples situations!
Group one: accurate but frustrating. I'm normally are very intuitive about what's going on and what will be but right now I am very lost with a small glimmer of hope that may or may not be there. Basically I'm being told that there are no shortcuts and the best thing for me to do is just wait and see. I absolutely hate playing the waiting game LOL
Thank you, Ediya! This is really helping right now (currently laid up with a sprained ankle, so soothing energy is very very welcome) Wishing the best for you, and for everyone watching. Let's take care of each other, shall we?
group 2 was so interesting because i think I'm listening to it from the "outcomes" position. strength, judgment, and death are the themes I've been dealing with for months. the imagery of black birds and throat/neck appeared in my dreams and afterwards led to the most mental clarity I have had in a while. but I have given up on "thinking" through my problems. (for a long time I have suspected bpd+bipolar, but I tried to explain my behavior to myself in 18000 other ways for years. it took a while, but I'm not afraid of the shame that I feel when I finally acknowledge that many of my problems are self inflicted. my thinking isn't always the clearest, and I've learned to just accept that as a feature of bpd/bipolar instead of fearing it or denying it.) I feel like the ten of swords and five of swords now. just surrendered to whatever the next steps are after u decide to get help. thank u ediya
i cried my whole way through the group 2 reading. i'm going to be stepping down from my position at my job in july and trying to find something new and it's been making me so scared and giving me so much grief but i truly feel validated and so much better having heard the group 2 messages.
Trust yourself! You can do it
I chose Group 2 and am also job searching, I feel reassured that this is the right time for new things.
i chose group 2 and i’m going through the same thing! i’m especially scared because i’m stepping down from a job that made me feel secure but unhappy. i have a salary and get to work from home but i just don’t feel like this career is the right fit for me so i’m taking a massive leap of faith and going in a completely different direction. but i have faith in myself and the universe that it is the right direction for me. so i understand what you’re going through and am here for you in solidarity
Same here! My last day of my teaching job is June 16th and I have nothing lined up. I am just trusting the universe and myself.
You will do great! Once you let go something will open up for you.
It’s really beautiful seeing this comment thread of all of us group 2 ladies who are currently switching careers or job seeking. I’m going through a similar experience and it’s so terrifying. I pulled some cards myself of what will happen for different paths and it helped give some clarity. I’m proud of us for trusting the universe to be abundant and giving once we respect our own authenticity and move on from what makes us unhappy. Thank you Ediya for guiding the way as well!
I just found you via the UA-cam tarot reading link and your voice is sooo relaxing :D
I've been listening to her for ASMR reasons for a while now! So soothing 😴
Welcome friend!!! It’s lovely here 🙏❤️
Your readings are eerily accurate. Seriously, every time I think maybe one won’t apply to me, you never disappoint.
Group 3 here 👋🏽 your message really applied to the relationship I have with myself. At the beginning of this year I thought I was healed and on a new journey, but I ended up slipping back into old ways and lost that opportunity. It left a lot of doubt within myself and if I was worthy of following my dreams because I kept messing up. I’ve recently been trying to put that feeling behind me and get back up again. This was the perfect message. I’m letting go of my fear, doing my shadow work and praying for the rebirth at the end. As always, thank you for doing this work 🫶🏽
I’m group 3 and have the same situation as you!
@@ProblematiqueQueen We're in this together then! The light is coming I can feel it
I chose group 3 and have been struggling with the exact same thing! Reassuring to hear others in same boat ✨💖
Omg we r at the same situation and the GR 3 was the perfect message for me.
I hope I could make you feel even half of the truth of my words when I say you are not alone on this. I get courage from my feeling lost thinking that from where I stand there are only paths leading to my feeling "found", rediscovered and authentic. We can do this and we will. Proof is we meet here, listening to this, and to each other.
The group 2 reading… wow. Just wow. May and June were the roughest months of my life as I let go of expectations from others and began looking inward to find my purpose in life, as well as making a solid commitment to healing from past trauma. I graduate in August and am moving in a couple weeks. Still working on removing the blockage, but I can finally say that I can see the light at the end of the darkness. Nothing has ever resonated with me so perfectly
This reading was the most accurate and most needed to date. I was glad to find out that going inside was encouraged. I've been feeling that in and then up to the stars was my path.
The group 1 reading was very helpful for me, as I’m in the process of moving and have sold my current house but have not yet found another. My anxiety is high, but the reading reminded me to trust that things will work out in their own time, as they did for the rest of the process so far. I really appreciate the care you put into these readings. Thank you so much!
I was Group 2 and I cannot even begin to tell you how accurate this was for me and how much I needed to hear this…the night seems to be getting darker and darker for me (I’ve been going through a dark night of the soul for a year now) and I think I needed a bit of encouragement. Thank you 🙏❤️
omg what divine timing😫😫 thank you sm ediya ive watched ur channel for a long time now and i watch u every night and any time i feel overwhelmed you have helped me sm illyy🖤🖤 PLS THE WAY THIS IS MEANT FOR ME
WOW! I was in the pineapple group. This reading resonated so deeply. Extremely powerful transmission. Thank you!! You are such a magical Sorceress.
The commentary for group 2 resonates with what i'm going through right now. The last quote about darkness and dawn is now one of my favorite sayings.
Group 2, I've been struggling with this issue for weeks. This timeless reading was powerful and clerifing,Thank you, thank you so so much❤!
Group 1 - spot on how I was feeling and the message came through divine timing. Thank you Ediya 💛
I can’t believe that after a year of this video being up, I found it in time of need, and it matches perfectly to my situation at the moment. Thank you for doing these tarot readings ediya!
I always love watching these videos each month, but I have never resonated with one the way I did today with the first reading! I actually listened to the third reading first, then something told me to listen to the first one. I was blown away! Thank you for sharing your gifts with us.
Your UA-cam readings are always so helpful! It’s amazing how well your advice always matches what I’m going through even though you’re reading for so many others.
This is a reading from 7 months ago and I came across this reading, I realized that I've watched citrine and I picked it again. It is so good to see how the energies work. In your video from a month ago, you talked about healing a mother's wound within. I've been working with and healing my sacral Chakra for a while now and my shadow came to the surface once again which I am grateful for. At this moment while I was watching this video again, I was in my emotions. Feeling all writing and coming back to the reading and writing it all out. Crying as well. I am so, so grateful for you Ediy. Thank You for these videos. I appreciate it. I feel so much lighter now and it is so good. When I first watched this reading it didn't have the effect on me as it does now and I am grateful for your readings. I know we should not depend on these readings and stuff but when you believe that your guide are working on your behalf you shall see signs and get help from everywhere and everyone and I am so grateful. 😇🌬
Group 3 here - wow. Your readings somehow always manage to be eerily accurate. Almost supernatural in a way. Thank you for your calm words and gentle heart - we appreciate it!!!
Wow. Group 3. What a lovely intricate reading. I’m gung ho on getting myself to work more towards waking the hell up and realizing who I am and what I can do! And anything I discover will benefit others around me. You’re the best.
I was group 3 and this was so accurate, some of the advices were exactly what I needed to hear rn. Thank u so much for doing this, Ediya!
I really enjoy your pick a card videos, and they're always so spot on. Group 3 made me feel called out, but in the best possible way if that makes any sense. I feel seen and encouraged after listening to this reading.
I was group 2 and the reading fully resonated with me it was so incredible!!! Thank you for doing this reading and I'm grateful it came to me at this time! 🙏
I had surgery a little over a month ago and I’ve been frustrated with the healing process, group 1 was definitely close to home. I’m grateful for these readings as it helps me explore my own tarot practice and understanding of tarot, I love seeing all the different decks.
This really is timeless. Something about the amethyst immediately called me when I saw, went to the group timestamp without hesitation. It was accurate 😳 and spoke to me so deeply, I needed this. This truly came at the right intended time.
You explain the cards and meanings so well. I chose group 1 and group 2. Haven't listened to 2 yet...will have to do that tomorrow or the next day. Group 1 was precisely where I am right now. The cards are like a trusted, caring friend. Thank you, Ediya. 💚
Edited to add that I came back later to listen to group 2, after relistening to group 1. They kind of go hand in hand in my situation and I have known what I had to do, but these readings reminded me that I still have to do the work. There is no easy way until the work is done. Again, many thanks to you, Ediya. Your videos are so valuable to me that I have become a Patreon.
I felt I was meant to choose amethyst and the reading felt so close to my heart! Almost cried a little, but what you took from the cards really meant alot to me thank you ⭐️
I burst into tears when you read “participate in the night leaving.” This reading was so healing. Thank you.
Chose group 1 and this is very very on point. Really appreciated the reminder that we don't always know, and that's ok. Thanks so much for the reading.
Group 3 - spot on. I saw a life reader yesterday and it mirrored this reading exactly. Glad this stumbled across my recommendations ❤
Group 3 here. And it resonated. I actually have done shadow work before. Rationally I can understand myself. But somehow I manage to go back to being that conditioned self, it's hard to shake off completely. Right now, I'm truly trying to work more on my shadow as I try to fully accept it as part of myself. Also, trying to embody that rebel energy after years of being a people pleaser and being conditioned to look out for everyone except myself. So I'm finding my value, my needs, and goals that really align with myself.
I also recently came out as non-binary and people took it badly, made me feel invisible which brought up a new thing to accept. I don't need people's validation, I know who I am, and if I go against what society says is "normal and real" then fine. There's all kinds of experiences, I'm not letting society and people make me feel like mine is not valid or real. Only I know myself.
You have such a lovely voice and I really enjoyed the messages you shared. I feel like I really needed to hear that “you’re not supposed to know the path”. Thank you ☺️
I’m a Gemini and it’s been one hellacious season. Lots of learning through my experiences and lots of eye opening life lessons that I’ve gone through this last past month. It’s been one super crazy season I’ve lost and gained at the same time. I’m so glad that you did this video.
Your voice is pure heaven! Please make more of these kinds of videos!! ❤️
group 1 resonated so much with me! I am personally dealing with some disappointments and feel like I’m at a crossroads…this reassured me to look within
hi ediya, ive been following you for months now. this read, the amethyst pile, hit the hardest. (well, the piles i pick from you always do, but this one was just the final nail on the c0ffin). i had done readings for myself too, and the very same message always rings clear and true: i must get back in touch with my authentic self and also embrace and uplift my shadow self... because i have just been crashing for the past months. i hurt my closest friends a month ago and now we're not talking. i let my academics go, let the demotivation really kick the bucket, so now im sleep deprived everyday, chasing deadlines that have long passed. even with my part time internship... i feel like im also slipping. i just feel like im slipping everyday. i did not recognize and process my codependence issue until last week so when you mentioned that, my jaw dropped. i truly am codependent... ive built myself over the acceptance of other people that now im alone and have to deal with myself, i just feel so small and ashamed that i even cry about feeling small. i have never shrank this way before. it truly is a death card moment. i hope it turns out well for me and i'll hold your reading close to my heart as guidance. hope anyone who reads this has a nice day too. huge hugs for people who resonated with pile 3.
This was beyond what I needed. So much of my emotional experiences these past few weeks have been so confusing. Causing me so much of doubt in myself and my journey. This reading gave me clarity. You help me so much, all the time. Thank you!
I absolutely LOVE your tarot readings and this is exactly what I needed right now. You explain everything so beautifully and this reading feels so accurate for me right now. Thank you so much. ❤️
i chose pile 1 and it resonated so much 😭❤️ the high priestess is one of my birth cards so this reading was really a strong wake up call to start meditating and introspecting again. thank you ediya
Group 2 here. Thank you for the insight. For myself, a lot of this is resonating. I could see what the outcome felt like and I think it's incredibly powerful for vision casting intentions. I also really enjoy shadow work. So much opportunity.
Group 1 was exactly what I needed to hear! I've just quit my job to go travelling but was struggling with deciding where to go. I'm going to try and accept the uncertainty and connect to my intuition. Thank you Ediya!
How’s it going a year later??
i chose pile 3 and it was so much clarity all in one go. exactly how i’ve been feeling and searching for a way to approach those feelings. thank you for doing this
I was thinking about youu! Thank you for your gifts and time! 🤍
Thank you for telling me what I need to hear not what I want to hear .Your energy is so pure !!
Thank You very much for this video. It really encourages me to follow who I truly want to be. I’ve been holding back my desires for awhile now due to life and outside factors. I chose group 3 and I always felt like this other person you talked about having a relationship with was myself. I feel like a burden has been lifted and now I’ll be able to work on myself a lot easier. Having a meaning behind some thing is one thing, but sometimes hearing it in words seems to help wonders.
I'm so great full for this reading . I choose pile 2. It was so enlightening and personalized . Can't beleive how ur timing is so right ❤️🙏🏼
I was originally gonna choose group 2, but when you did the close-up for group 3, I felt a pull in my chest. Definitely needed that message.
I’m not done watching yet but pile 1 is spot onnnnnn for me. Thank you for your beautiful gentle guidance💕
Thank you so much for the video! I’ve been genuinely checking your channel everyday waiting for it!! Once again the accuracy of the reading is uncanny, I chose group 1 and this stagnancy and anxiety regarding my future is precisely what I’m experiencing right now.. Thank you and love you!!♥️
group two here! my reading had me in tears. I’ve been focusing more intensively on shadow work and when you pulled that ten of swords, I started to cry because I felt so relieved knowing I would be embodying that beautiful energy. all the hard work will be worth it. thank you as always Ediya
Wow. Your readings are always so spot-on for me! The fact that they’re done so with your wonderfully-soothing voice and positive presence (you radiate such loving, peaceful and glowing energy!!) is such a huge bonus! Complete/Insightful Energy/Tarot videos AND soothing ASMR??! Yes yes yes. Thank you🙏🏻
I've been going through such a hard time, I woke up to you reading about "breakdown/breakthrough" after leaving UA-cam on autoplay. I just watched the whole reading and wow, it resonates so much and gives me hope.
I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE YOUR DEMEANOUR!! IT'S SO CALMING AND PEACEFUL!!
wow, I didn't expect to get so much out of this. I got a message out of each one but group 3 really spoke to me. and no joke it's a broken record in our comments but the timing of this is really something. Thank you so much
I just had such a deeply touching and emotional reading. The first I've ever experienced a reading before as it felt so relevant to my life right now. I'm going through a rough patch that's been 2 years now and has me feeling defeated and repressed. Your interpretations and guidance were exactly what I needed to hear. I'm going to go forward being present in these dark moments. To be observant and let it pass so that in the future I can understand that this was the time I transitioned to something incredible.
Thanks so much 🌠 Group 2
Ok, this has to be the "spookiest" tarot reading I've gotten in this channel by far.
I chose Citrine/Group 2 and I'm literally MOVING COUNTRIES in about a month. On top of that, like a week or 2 before that I might FINALLY get my ADHD diagnosis. On top TOP of that, I'm also still in the process of finding my career/what I want to do in life.
Just wtf.
Pile 1- Wow! The card I picked from your reading on World Tarot Day was the High Priestess and she's showing up again in this reading as well. I can't thank you enough, this message resonates in so many aspects of my life. Thank you and blessed be💚🌻
Oh group 2.. my mom passed away a few weeks ago and all of this reigned true for me, I’ll be traveling to Colorado for her celebration of life soon so that was comforting. The Strength, Justice, and Death cards were so powerful, same with Breakthrough and Guidance. Healing is a huge part of my journey, I’m glad I was called here :,)
Group 2, spot on. I’ve been overthinking so much lately. This gave me the guidance I’ve been needing. Let go and allow. When the light is on, there’s no need for thought. 💖
I look forward to these each month 🥰 they’re always a breath of fresh air; so insightful and always accurate for me
So glad!
The second reading is very me!, I’ve gained a lot of knowledge threw these past few months and also I’ve been through a lot of trauma. And now that I am seeing this it’s a huge relief. I’ve been letting a lot of old things that’s been holding me back to, it’s been absolutely refreshing and a life changing experience. I’m glad things are getting better. We gain and we lose, it’s how we view our trials and tribulations. That’s what makes us stronger what we do with that knowledge and wisdom.
The second reading called me tf out lol.
pile 3. i've watched this before but it didnt resonate, now i'm watching it again a month later and i really felt it. i started crying at one point and honestly it was such a nice opportunity to release the pent up emotions. thank you
This reading and the one from a couple months ago have been very specific to what I've been going through since the end of March. I'm glad that this one has shown me that I just need to keep chipping away and the answers will reveal themselves to me when the time is right.
Thank you. I knew Death was coming and I could not help but smile. Thank you for ringing/hearing the bell with me/us.
So I was drawn to both 1 and 3 and I figured out it that 1 was from my main guide (I’ve been feeling spiritually stagnant and the response of “you won’t know just yet” is very typical) and 3 was from Freya (who’s been guiding my through shadow work via gaining dating experience.)
Great job!
I chose group 2 and everything you said really helped me! I am currently having a career dilemma and I'm trying to figure out what to do next. This reading gave me hope!
Group 2! I really felt stuck and depressed until I fall and yesterday I cried for help and guidance because I couldn't make it and sometimes my ego stays in rhe middle and magically your tarot reading appeared, thank you, I felt that God already listened to me 🧡
I had a breakdown yesterday where I was truly just laying without any strength within me, I sweat so much and got cold so much but I feel much better today. 😌 Got another pain within my womb, but then I did the EFT Tapping in my head and did it a few rounds and I feel better.
I was immediately pulled to Group 1.
This reading is 1000% spot on for me. Thank you, Ediya. I so enjoy your videos and the messages they convey. I watch them all over and over when I feel the need to be uplifted😘
Thank you so much for this reading. I was group two, citrine, and it was absolutely spot on for me. I am currently going through a divorce that was not my choice. But every day that passes, I realize what a blessing it is. I have learned so much about myself and shadow self over the last few months. I know I still have a way to go, but I can now really see the beginning light of dawn in the distance. Thank you for these words of comfort, encouragement, and guidance. ❤
I love these always. I got group 1. I am absolutely worn down, and the High Priestess is my lucky card. Thank you for all your readings.
group 2 here! beautiful reading ediya. i actually just graduated from high school a couple of days ago and i feel like a whole weight has been lifted off of me, so that part was definitely accurate. aside from work i've finally found the time to actually nourish myself mentally, physically, and spiritually. i'm unsure of your stance on it, but i've also been involved in reality shifting for almost a year now and this reading seems like a final confirmation that i'm nearing the end of that journey and 'beginning again' (finally shifting to my desired reality).
Coming to your channel after watching Tarot with youtube, your voice sounds splendidly sweet, soft and love your energy so much
Thank you. So much. I felt connected to the citrine and that connection persisted throughout the whole reading.
Already in such a time of shadow work, letting past (mostly mental) habits die.
The love felt in videos like these, from empathy and healers like has helped me trust in myself and the ever present world around me. Again, thank you.
I’ve really resonated with the reading for group 2. Thank you so much. Been trying to do things that I enjoyed as an adolescent and realizing that I can do what I enjoyed doing. Thank you for the confirmation to keep going.
Also this past year I’ve started suspecting I may be an undiagnosed autistic person. The signs are there. I’m in disbelief my parents didn’t see the signs but here I am, too. 28 years into my life learning I may be on the spectrum. It’s jarring but also feels like a weight lifted off my shoulders that I don’t have to keep up this charade anymore. Just be me. Unapologetically me. I’d love to one day get a professional diagnosis as well. But just being suspicious of it is enough for me to start being patient with myself.
@@youraverageapologetic I'm also group 2, and have been having the same experience, but with ADHD. The more I learn about it, the more revelatory it feels about my life. And having these revelations is really changing how I think about and treat myself. I feel like it's healing wounds I didn't even realize I had.
Again, really spot on.
I actually cried when you brought up the relationship between the card of Strengh with the shadow side being represented by the Lion, and the Kind of Wands having the same Lion symbol as what comes with the energy of the card. That what I fear, what is my pain, is actually the fuel for my creativity and speaking my truth.
Very good video, once again. I was actually quite wary before watching, for some reason, somehow scared of hearing it.
I'm glad I went through the fear and listened.
Thank you so much for this work you do.
Sending lots of love and encouragement.
Ellie
Wow wow wow .. umm .. have you been reading my journal because I've been pulling pile 2 for months now. THANK YOU for translating these cards in a way I couldn't. 💜 I really appreciate you
And you used my favorite tarot deck
I've been seeing a lot of messages relating to my marriage since this past week, and my choice in this reading (group 3) reflects a lot of the different signs that I have been seeing.
I am a newlywed with a husband that is going to be shipping out for military bootcamp a week from today. I will be a military wife with no connections and/or people to support me when we move cross country for my husband's training. I am scared beyond belief. I want him so badly to stay here with me, but I see now that my independence will become my superpower in this hard time. Thank you for the incredible reading, Ediya.
I couldn’t pick one, so I listened to the whole thing, and everything you said resonated, so it seems like I needed to hear it all.
Amethyst..
I cried hearing part 3..
I feel lonely even though I'm not. I'm scared and anxious daily by many things, for example I'm afraid of trusting others because of lies and trauma.
I'm in a huge life change at the moment.
Life is boring, nothing like I've ever experienced before.
I'm 27. For the first time in 15 years I have been sober and haven't done any selfharm in 5-6 months.
I should be proud over so many things but it's so hard because my high expectations kick in and tell me I'm not good enough.
I'm scared that it won't be possible for me to change.
I go to therapy once a week and take daily medications like antidepressants, anti anxiety meds, and a few more.
I recently started PTSD treatment.
So I'm dealing with going through feelings that I have suppressed for years.
I haven't been able to work for 3-4 years because of chronic fatigue, depression disorder, anxiety disorder, panic attacks, and PTSD.
I realize that I have to keep working on my insecurities even though talking about trauma makes my mood, and sleeping issues worse.
But no matter how hard it is I want to strengthen my own selflove and confidence and stop listening to everybody elses opinions and stop judging myself because of others. I need to let the past go and decide who I want to be.
I want to let go of this darkness that has been haunting me during my whole life.
I get scared as fast as I recognize that I feel better because "i know" it won't last and it always gets worse.
Living with anxiety and depression for as long as I can remember I don't know how to live without it so it's scary let things go and to work this hard on myself because I doubt that it will ever get better but I'm motivated by all the support and love I receive from my family,friends and others who believe in me and I have hope , not a lot but enough to keep fighting to get better one day and be able to help others which I used to do and find a new path in my life.
The last card hit me hard, I feel like I have so much shame and guilt inside of me that I have distanced my self from for so many years with selfharm.
But even though I can't change the past and take away all the traumatic events or change how I was raised, I can make the decision to move on.. It is my responsibility to choose who I want to be today and make the right decisions to get there by getting help, stop suppressing my emotions and accept and be with my feelings even though it hurts.❤️
Wow, what a wonderful long Tarot reading Ediya. Thank you for taking time to give us almost 2 hours of wisdom. I chose group 3, but I resonate with the 10 of Swords teaching of letting go of thoughts and surrendering ❤️
I randomly clicked on one of your videos, watched it for around 5 minutes then decided I must subscribe, whatever this channel is about
I got group 2, and i didnt even realize how dark it was until i feel the light, so thank you.
Group 2- Amazingly insightful and on point for what I’m going through, and moving towards❤️🔥
Seriously, I cannot thank you enough for posting this. Every single thing resonated. Pile 2
Pile 3
I came in with uncertainties about love. I literally came from another reading with that. I came to the previous reading with that. It's been a tough cycle of cycles in that regard. And at this point it had left me lost.
In a sense I'm still lost, but recovering. This reoccurring death card haunting me accross all readings for a while. A scorpio person in question being part of the haunting chase.
Making up my mind has turned out to be difficult. As making up my mind has lead me into a mine field of challanges. Making up my mind to let go, had done that even more so.
Like being shown a cup when thirsty and neither handed it nor it being removed from your sight. And stretching out for it earns a threat of the cup getting spilled if timing is not right.
No way out. And the way in, leads through the pain of not having been enough to receive grace. The price of the rebel, is to find value in anything, for nothing is handed other than challanges. No way is wrong, for they're all quite a pain. And any of them holds the grace of finding the quiet within - circumstances be damned.
A strength praised high (in theory), yet really uneanted (in reality).
Noone wants to grow into a hero by the grace of the circumstances requiring one.
Might aswell go either way. Might aswell go blessed and un-blessed on a self-chosen way. Then at least agency and ownership of lights and shadows are all mine.
If no rest is to be found, then it's met.
If no love is to be found, then it's fallen into and stumbled upon.
If no safety is to be found, then it's demanded and claimed until given.
At the end of the day, all can go any direction anyway. So why not make it.... "mine"
Group 1 reading was speaking right at me. Wonderful!!!! Loved it. Thank you so much needed to hear this today 🙏
And the day I tapped on your worthiness affirmations, another cycle began, but I am grateful for it. I listen to your affirmations and somehow it works in the physical and I have to do some things and go through some things, yes, I can say, I've been within the 10 of swords energy, but it is becoming better and I am grateful for it all. I am currently learning deeper about the Power of Now and experiencing it. It is not easy in the world where I live and I can see how the strength card plays its role. I've been flowing and allowing because I am on the passenger's seat. ❤ thank you Ediya. 😊
Group 2- It makes a lot of sense. I’ve been feeling curious about shadow work recently and this feels like an answer to my questions about it, and also a reassurance about starting on that path. Thank you for the wonderful video!!
I’m sun and rising leo so the fact that I got group two was so special and really resonates what’s being on my mind for quite a while now, I have a feeling that everything is going to be ok
decided to watch this video more-so for the ASMR and i didn't really have any expectations for the tarot reading. i was drawn to the citrine and watched your reading for group two... wow. i was so taken aback, it was completely spot on. thank you so much for sharing ♥
I’ve been struggling really badly with my mental health the last couple of years and lately i’ve started feeling a bit more like myself again
I cant believe how spot on group 3 was for me, im shook!
This video is truly timeless
I'm group 3 and this is so true
the circular nature of reading 1 was so apropos... thank you 🙏
I was group 3 and it is exactly what I am going through! Thank you for the reading
This is insane how good these readings fit.. :D Thank you again and I just love these illustrations of these cards
I’ve been following your channel for a long time now and I love these readings. This was the most powerful reading I’ve had so far, literal goosebumps. I felt it was everything I needed to hear and answered a lot of questions (I had group 2). Thank you so much for doing these, it can make all the difference in peoples situations!
Group one: accurate but frustrating. I'm normally are very intuitive about what's going on and what will be but right now I am very lost with a small glimmer of hope that may or may not be there. Basically I'm being told that there are no shortcuts and the best thing for me to do is just wait and see.
I absolutely hate playing the waiting game LOL
Thank you, Ediya! This is really helping right now (currently laid up with a sprained ankle, so soothing energy is very very welcome) Wishing the best for you, and for everyone watching. Let's take care of each other, shall we?
Agreed, time to give a step back and recharge.Wishing a full recovery for you Jason! 👍
thank you for being blunt & direct , I like that.
group 2 was so interesting because i think I'm listening to it from the "outcomes" position. strength, judgment, and death are the themes I've been dealing with for months. the imagery of black birds and throat/neck appeared in my dreams and afterwards led to the most mental clarity I have had in a while. but I have given up on "thinking" through my problems. (for a long time I have suspected bpd+bipolar, but I tried to explain my behavior to myself in 18000 other ways for years. it took a while, but I'm not afraid of the shame that I feel when I finally acknowledge that many of my problems are self inflicted. my thinking isn't always the clearest, and I've learned to just accept that as a feature of bpd/bipolar instead of fearing it or denying it.) I feel like the ten of swords and five of swords now. just surrendered to whatever the next steps are after u decide to get help. thank u ediya