sad/calm audios to listen to + timestamps 🤍 (desc)
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- Опубліковано 4 жов 2024
- remember your loved 🫶
timestamps
0:00 I was only temporary
0:25 school rooftop + bird sounds
0:55 poison tree
1:48 snowfall
2:15 memory loop
2:49 call me
3:24 drowning
3:46 green to blue
4:09 retire
4:25 limerence
4:59 poison tree x liza v postele
5:43 not allowed
6:07 dark beach
6:36 you not the same
6:54 let go
7:31 comfort chain
7:58 I was all over her
8:28 the beach instrumental
8:49 liquid smooth
9:16 vanished
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Life is the most difficult exam. Many people fail because they try to copy others not realizing that everyone has different papers.
Omg...
This literally hits so hard...
wow, that was very meaningful
Wtf 🫢
My paper is literally gibberish... what does it even want..
I try my best I am the best but I feel the worst.
Is this even what I want.
block me‚ignore me‚ hate me‚ hurt me‚ use me‚talk shit about me behind my back‚but just remember who was there for you
nah
To so many I have been the one that was there for everyone but my life has been falling apart since childhood and they hurt me more for it
@@kanonsbow thanks i will kms
@@ItsCryptoMM2 do it then?
that hits hard-
Poison tree, song that saved my life so many times..
Me too
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(JUST INCASE IF YOU DONT CHECK THE DESCRIPTIONS!)
(Made by the creator btw)
timestamps
0:00 I was only temporary
0:25 school rooftop + bird sounds
0:55 poison tree
1:48 snowfall
2:15 memory loop
2:49 call me
3:24 drowning
3:46 green to blue
4:09 retire
4:25 limerence
4:59 poison tree x liza v postele
5:43 not allowed
6:07 dark beach
6:36 you not the same
6:54 let go
7:31 comfort chain
7:58 I was all over her
8:28 the beach instrumental
8:49 liquid smooth
9:16 vanished
ty!!!!.
👍
i was looking for this comment 😊
*maybe i really am the problem.*
u never were, are or will be the problem hun ❤️👑
I guess we‘re both the problem:,)
Yes
If you truly believe you are, the first step to changing is acknowledging it ❤
@@louloulouloulouloulouloul that’s just mean and doesn’t make you cool. Be careful of what you say on the internet and take care of yourself
It's sad knowing that so many people are thinking so many negative things about themselves, self harming, or even trying to end their own life just to try to escape pain. I understand the pain since im also going theough this but I'm getting better. If anyone needs to vent, I'm all eyes and ears
Would you actually listen if I wanted to talk
@@judah_rc Of course! Go ahead and vent if you need too ❤
I keep hurting the one I love and it’s not intentional I feel horrible I say things I don’t want to say or I say things that I don’t realize hurts☹️
@@ash_ontherun347I’m sorry, I don’t know English, so I will write through a translator. We can't always control what we feel or say, it's very difficult. It is most difficult to notice problems in ourselves, because most often we can understand this, but not fully realize it. And it's good that you figured that out, dude. I think you need to talk to the person you love first and apologize. You need to try to restrain yourself and maybe just think for 15 seconds before you say what you really want, and not what happens in a flash of anger or something else. Take more time, if it takes, to recover. Ask your loved one to give you a second chance and promise that you will really try to make both him and you happy. Just don't undermine his trust and you can even ask for his help with anger control, so that he hugs you sharply or just eats something that helps you calm down during your outbursts of anger. Everything will be fine, we are all human beings and I am sure that if your significant other loves you, she will understand and you will try to cope with this problem together, not alone. I hope that you will see this and try to follow my advice. I wish you good luck with your feelings and love
@@M.I.R.A.G.I thank you ☺️
I js want to eat normally. I dont want to stare at my food and feel guilty after eating, i dont want to stare at the calories no more.
Each time, I thought I would end up healing my relationship with food, but ik it wont happen anytime soon.
A wish I want to come true is for me to be able to eat normal again and be happy.
I’m on a similar journey and you’re right that it’s not easy but you aren’t alone and I believe in you even as a complete stranger
@@Tulip_Bee tysm and I believe in u as well💝🫶
If you want to lose weight, eat food. If you do not take it, it may cause you a problem in your health condition. Your health condition is what is important to you, and if you want to lose weight, I have exercises for you that can benefit you and make you lose weight. You are beautiful as you are and you will remain beautiful, and the one who loves you loves you for your style and not your appearance, my beautiful, I I love you and I feel your feelings
@@o511-ev6bg tysm🩷
When it starts of with "i was only temporary for you" yk its gonna be good
i’m not even a teen yet, and i have depression, ocd, anxiety.
future kids, be careful, once you reach 10-15. this generation can absolutely ruin your entire childhood, especially when you start puberty
Thanks, I'm turing 12 next week, and ever since I started 6th grade, it just felt like hell. Now I see a therapist, and apparently, I'm bi polar schizophrenic or something like that, and that all is from school.
I have the exact same just add anger issues and I’m preteen
So like there’s this girl and like we both had a huge crush on each other for awhile and we went on this date at a carnival a few months ago. We had so many memories there together and that day was really special to me because I felt loved and wanted from her. We held hands the whole time and I was holding onto her and she was also holding onto me the whole time. I also kissed her head while we went on a ride together. We texted each other everyday (Yes, Everyday.) and I would send her messages like “ILYSMM” “HRUU?!? I MISS UU SM PRINCESS” or “GOODNIGHT/GOODMORNING ML” Then she would send me stuff like “ILYY MOREE” “URR CUTERR” “YOUR SO FRICKIN CUTE I WOULD DEEP FRY YOU” that’s how we use to text but idk atp when we started talking at the beginning she told me she couldn’t date girls bc she’s muslim and i knew and understood that but I still like tried to get with her anyways bc I didn’t want to give up on us since i loved her very much yk? And we were talking for the whole summer then one day I told her that i loved her when she sent me this tiktok and she goes “In what way?” And i was confused cause she already knew she i was like “isn’t it obvious?” then um we had to talk abt it and she told me she can’t allow herself to love me back and i understood that but she told me she’d be happy to still be friends but idk if i could stay just “friends” with her but we’re currently not talking bc she told me to just forget abt her for a bit and that she would wait years for me to come back if she had to I have not gotten any better honestly I still cry myself to sleep missing her and every time i see a cute couple or whatever i feel like im gonna break down or something Im slowly forgetting her voice and i hate it sm it’s been 2 months and I still can’t get over her I have to lose feelings bc ik this isn’t good for me but why is it so hard? I feel like i’m the one waiting for her to come back idk why im so fucking stupid I still have this hope that we could actually be together still and it’s actually driving me insane bc ik damn well we can’t be together is this a “right person wrong time” thing? Idk atp but it’s actually killing me i still haven’t give up on us yet though ill wait for her if she changes her mind im still gonna be here waiting i feel rlly pathetic for saying this I just rlly want her back i love her sm maybe if i was a boy we’d have a better chance together? Why is it a sin to love me.
;(
This is for everyone:
Hi, im just a random stanger, but im here to tell you that you don't need to be perfect for other, you are already perfect,no matter what, fat or skinny,you are perfect no matter what, you deserve to be alive, you are the strongest person ever, its okay to cry, its okay to let out of your emotions,just let it out, cry as much as you want, it will make you feel better, no your not worthless, you are special not worthless,we're human so its okay to cry, you want to vent? Just comment,dont overthink to much it will make you feel tired and Sad,you dont have to overthink at someone who doesn't deserve you,you deserve someone better,you deserve to be loved, you deserve to get treat with kindness,its okay, i know our world is messed up,but i will be there for you when ever you need,you want to be my friend?, ask me, i will be your friend, need someone to talk with?, i will be the one talking to you,if you think theres nobody love you, i will always be the one loving you,even though i dont know you, but you deserve to be loved and cared.
(If you wanna be my friend please tell me your discord or tiktok user or we could just use WhatsApp if you have one :) you can vent at me to,let it out, need someone to play roblox with?, I will be playing with you then :) but if I didn't reply to you I probably sleeping,eating or at school)
This is so sweet. Caring for those that struggle is so precious. Thank you. And if you ever need someone to talk to you can add my disc x
if you need help you can talk to me
Hiii, can we be friends? :))💗
@@guupiiii I don’t know if you were talking to me or not. But either way ifyw we can be x
@@e.mellor26 awee tyy
I love this thank you very much
your welcome :)
💙 Hey, if you're having a hard time right now, remember you're not facing it alone. If you want to talk, I'm here. 💙 Stay Strong. 💙
Ty I miss him so much it hurts this makes me feel a lot better
you deserve better
My dog is probably gonna die today.
So I need this playlist..
i am so sorry for u
this was exactly what I was looking for thank you
mom, dad, I'm tired.
i don't know if this is just me, but i'm an art kid and have always been. my drawings often gets praised by teachers, classmates etc. but never by my dad. i feel so overlooked. today i showed him a drawing i spent hours on, and he just ignored me.
Ahhh no I'm proud of you cause I'm an art kid to and my dad dosent care about me at all but I just want you to know that keep going with the art and that I'm proud of you✨️💗
@@ZahraYousefi-w2d thanx
Yes me too😢 I know how that feels it's awful but don't worry consider me to be there for you even from afar ❤
I hope it okay if I vent but here we go
I'm 11 turning 12 in September, and I've already tried to kms and I have a bad self harm problem, I have anxiety ptsd and ofc depression, I'm not saying this too be dramatic but literally no one cares about me, watch I'll stop texting first and it's like I'm bedrotting and wondering why I exist all over again, and I don't wanna hear "oh! Even though I don't know you... I'll be here for you!❤" Or some shit like that bc ik people don't actually mean it, I just want somebody to understand how I feel, somebody to care about me, to want me for me, not for my body. What sucks even more is I can barely speak to anyone and I'm moving to the states this month, leaving all my good friends behind. It actually makes me wanna cry but I don't want to sound or look weak, I hate it as well because I know I can try harder, but for some reason I don't . Honestly I just want true friends. please let me know if you feel the same, (we should really make a gc of depressed kids\teens just to hang out and be friends with eachother)
same bro ngl i have of what you are experiencing rn, but you should remember God is with you! he will always be you. you cant see him or hear him but he's with you, you should remember that life is short so be happy in good ways on life. take care of yourself.. we care for you even we don't know you, so always know you are not alone.
i understand how you feel and its totally valid, you are strong for dealing with all of this and no matter what you have to keep going. there is so much waiting for you out there, life challenges us in ways that we think is impossible to get through, but after its over youre gonna feel so proud of yourself. i hope the moving will go well, its a hard process, but you never know what life may throw at you. maybe it will be another challenge to face, or its the beginning to a better time of your life. ive been through some stuff, and though you cannot change the past, or dont have much control over the present, but you can choose how to view it and how to make your way through it. i believe you will find a healthy way to deal with your problems, for now focus on being your best self and dont give up. stay strong and goodluck with everything:)
i understand u when i was ur age i tired 5 times cause of family friends school ik stuff can get hard but its all okay at the end of the day u still have god that loves and care about u i did sh its not worth it cause soon u wont wear stuff u like cause of ur scars u have so much to look upp to u dont realize cuz at that age we can focus on other things and not life when u get older u can drink party with friends sleepover it will so worth it but when u die its not u dont know how much people are gonna be in pain even ur mother thats gonna be here worst nightmare thinking that its her fault and im sorry u have to go through this at a young age i hope u get better focus of urself and dont mind other peoples word or what they do not even if their ur friends dont always call someone ur friend ik im a random person and im not gonna say im here for u but god is always here for u looking down at u wondering where did he go wrong for u to feel this way stay safe and better urself
I feel you so much❤️ I’ve attempted SH five times, none successfully, but I’m getting better, and I hope you get better⭐️ I’m 11 too:)
I REALLY HOPE WE CAN BE FRIENDS😭😭 (there should be a gc of depressed kids bro😭😭)
0:00 I always listen to this song at night while staring at the ceiling thinking about how bad everything got
Song name?
@@MELISSA-rw4tnI was only tempoary
@@alicasl0ved thank you luv
things may always get mad but there is still hope that soon youll have the life that u dream of people will get in the way but thats why u always keep ur head u no matter how bad people treat u not saying hide ur true feelings show them js dont mind what people do or say
My friends don’t invite me to nothing now..
My friends A and E went bowling without me and they go places without inviting me and they invited me on Monday but then I saw they went out today..
And in my clubs no one wants to be my friend, I sit at a table with people and they move away like wtf
And my other friend M she left me at the park on a hot sunny day and I was so warm and I waited for her to get back with her other mates but nah she didn’t and She didn’t say sorry or nothing when I was texting her and she just didn’t answer (she saw the text but went back offline)
I’m staying up every night overthinking and crying bc I feel like I don’t have no one to care
Even random people I go by..they just hit me with their bag and don’t bother to move (they move for my friends and family but not me)
I look in the mirror thinking I’m ugly, I really am, my online friends before..they showed it, they edited my pictures and called me ugly and other stuff
I fking hate life
I'm so sorry you went through all that no one should ever go through something like that don't worry ml everything will eventually get better just be strong and think about the positives in life and find things or do things that make you happy 🤍🤍
@@AnooshAkbar-m4h aw thank u ❤️
U to
@@_carlosandRadazzle_Morningstar your welcome ml 💕
@@AnooshAkbar-m4h ❤️❤️❤️
6:54 "you have died choice the new world you will live in"
Crying ever night stress because of school because of exams everything they think that we don’t have feelings that we need to rest that u need to be okay😢
Summer is crazzyyyy 😂😂😁🙁 guys i might kms!!!!! Dattebayo gang 🙏🙏🔥🔥
@@いあろ GNG DONT DO THAT YOURE TOO PRETTY 🙏🙏 (seriously don’t)
Are you OK hun?
@@ms.chocolate8714 no 🙁😣smh…
@@いあろ do you wanna talk about it
@@ms.chocolate8714 its ok skibidi rizzler!!!! Once i die im going to cat heaven 🙏🙏🔥🔥🔥 (im sorry for the skibidi rizzler part)
I don't share my feelings to anyone because if I do I feel like an attention seeker I have never cried in school for That reason..I just feel like I am being dramatic
I used to be that way. I understand how you feel and I just want to say that you can always share your feelings to me. I know you don’t know me but I genuinely want you to feel better because that’s how my brain works. That’s partly the reason I want to be a therapist. If you don’t want to share that’s completely fine (: but your not overreacting, your not seeking attention, your just hurt and that’s ok ❤
no llores… . tu eres lind4 sonriendo💗
stop it you're going to make me cry😭😭😭🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
i play this all the time :)
lol literally the transition from the first song feels like the stress caused by near end of school, like exams, wether or not you will pass, then its summer and you can relax lol
This gives me comfort for some reason
0:22 ... Oh..
27 August
12:57 pm
تعبانه حيل وسنتي الاولى في الثانوي البنات الي معي قبل سنتين رجعو صارو معي ونظراتهم وتهجماتهم علي تخليني افقد شغفي بالحياه اتمنى ما اداوم ماعندي صحبات يمر يومي كله لحالي الصداع الصداع فجر راسي ادوخ وامر باشياء اكبر مني عمري لكني صابره يمكن ادخل الجنه لاكن كلي ذنوب كيف بدخل الجنه؟ غير هذا تفكير الانتحار يفجر راسي اتمنى ما انتحر عشان يمكن فيه امل اعيش حياه سعيده
Hey, im arab i read what u wrote , ure worth it, ure enough, people may be disgusting sometimes but, there is hood eventually somewhere, and if u think u did unforgivabble things, god forgives god loves and god cares, repent and dont do it again, it will be hard and tempting but dont give up, repent again cry again but dont five up, its okay to start all over again
@@imenel5710 كل مره احاول اتوب ارجع لدوامة الذنوب شي صعب اوقف عن الذنوب الي اسويها..
if your reading this I just want you to know that you will be okay
Man... This playlist help me calm down❤
I don’t wanna be here anymore but don’t want to leave my friends
i listen to this every night thinking if i'm alive or just existing
I love this person, who made this playlist ♡
@@User_starboy02220 🤍🤍🤍
You are loved
Hurt me,talk bad abt me, but jst remember how much pain they go through..
you’re enough.
and u are more then enough
@@Basicdawg so are you
@@luhvr_jina I came to know im never enough, everyone has the least expectations and I can't even meet that.
Ohh yeah I really want go school 😀🎀💗💗💗
Oh the school.... 💔
I don’t know why, but it feels like every time I try to make a friend, right as it gets good, it falls apart. Sometimes I think it’s me, and sometimes I’m not sure. Sometimes it just feels like they don’t like me for being me, you know? I only have 1 friend that I barely talk to right now, and I’m afraid of losing him too. There’s no pattern to it, so who am I to say what to and not to do?
And this just got worse when my family lost our hedgehog, August 29, about 10:30 pm. She was nice, albeit reserved. I remember this one time when she somehow escaped her pool(we had an inflatable pool for her to run around in), and went to my sister’s room (that’s where her cage was). But my sister was asleep, and her door was closed. That was when she came to me. And I put her in her bed. After my sister, who was basically her mother, I was her second favorite. She went to me. She loved me. And now she’s gone. Probably the only living thing to ever make me feel like I’m living for something else than just straight A’s or someone else. And it didn’t help too much that one of my favorite music artists released a song called “cold death” minutes later.
And I can’t get out of the habit of eating pencil lead. I know it’s graphite, but it’s like my mind still believes it’s toxic, and that it’ll do something. I wouldn’t say I’m _suicidal,_ I still want to keep living, sorta, but I don’t even know why anymore. I’m afraid to talk to people. I push everyone who does want to talk to me away. I don’t even believe in my dreams much anymore. There are people I want to meet, people I want to know, but deep down I’m afraid to talk to them because they might end up hating me. I barely even feel like engaging in my hobbies much anymore.
Sorry for writing three paragraphs of random inconveniences. Thanks if you actually read them.
Mandei uma msg arriscada e agr to aq
listening in the gym🗣️🗣️
she never looked at me the same again.
I love you.
The last words she said to me…
I don’t want to feel bad because my dad’s fight, I don’t wanna feel guilty… i don’t wanna feel like this… mi head is hurting and my feelings doesn’t feel good in this moments… I can’t relapse again 💔
Yo. First guy here. Wanna talk? I'm fine if no. I'm Griffin.
estas canciones me dan nostalgia
Ik this is has nothing to do with the songs, but i have a safety pin on my necklase and ppl who know what it means keep calling me cringe and bully me..ppl never realise wath some people go trough..
Everyone out there dont give up
my gf broke up with me :33
Im sorry to hear that, bud..
Thanks for this edit playlist 🎶
Tw⚠️: Ed, SH
I feel like no matter what I do is never enough. No matter how hard i try nothing ever works out. I know I'm a disappointment to my whole family. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I've lost myself trying to be someone I'm really not. I feel like all my life I've tried to prove i was good enough but i keep getting the same result. I'm mentally & physically drained. School is starting soon and everything is getting so serious. I feel like i ruin everybody's lives and that it would be better if i never existed. I feel like just my presence bothers people. I hate my body, everything about me. I'm so tired of feeling dizzy and faint and having constant thoughts about food. I hate myself. I feel so uncomfortable in my own skin. I cut myself sometimes to the point that i draw blood. I hate that i do this to my body but i can't stop. I'm now eating and no longer cutting myself. But sometimes i have thoughts about going back to it that never stop.
2:21 ?
Memory loop
In the hollow void of *_its_* heart, *_it_* felt nothing, for *_it_* had no soul.
I wish he didn't just see my body to use, I wish he loved me just the way I love him.
To one who can't change the fate of themselves, should only try to change the state of mind
I love drawing to this
if yall wanna know why i listen to this playlist is because :i quitt discord so i unfriend all my best friends and i think of all the moment i was with them so that hurt me so bad because i was knowing them for a while... and also because i im a bad friend and i cant cry my brain just say stop idk why man that just suck im gonna like my own comment because i dont derserve having a like by you and i cant make joke anymore because all the time im sad in reality all the time im so sad but i just hide it ty if you read my comment i wanted someone to care about my comment because i just needed to say it to someone sory i wasted youre time prob
It’s like my mom doesn’t care she ripped my art…
It feels like an endless whole eating inside me, i don’t know him, but i love him like i have. Its been 4 years and i have never talked to him soon its going to be too late. I am tok shy and i dont know how to do anything! I have never been in a relationship but i really want to be. I am struggling to find hope because i am trying to get every chance i can with him in class at lunch. But i switched a class and now i am so frustrated and sad that i cant just have a chance to see him for that and i just lost another opportunity.
I don't have much problems compared to all these other people in this comment section, but I'm proud I'm trying to improve, even if I don't have as many problems.
Why does my heart have to be this way. Why must if anyone shows it a ounce of kindness it falls like the last rain drop after a storm. Why must i love thoose who will never love me. Oh heart of mine Why do you still beat.
A girl’s serenity
she realized,
her enemy was never herself
it was too late
her knife on the shelf
a puddle in crimson red
as it slowly spread
flowing from her wrists
a desired death kiss
a tear down her eye
while her soul uttered bye
she smiled
as a feeble child
soon her heartbeats would cease
she was finally at peace
:)) - poem by me
I wanna feel loved but I don't. I really wanna be gone.
remember that u always have yourself. maybe this will sound stupid, but try to love yourself, take care of you, and, i promise, u’ll feel better. in any case, remember, i love you. sending a virtual hug, stay strong 💞
i used to be The "happy friend" but this summer so much people treated me like a shit they make me Feel if i was nothing,i only want be me again i want be happy again
Oh, I'm the problem💔🥺
Real
I dont get why people change.. i never will.
ur playlists always calms me down!!(〃´ω`〃)♡
I’m jumping, now. The only reason I say this in here is because I listened to this so many times when struggling and now it’s ending all out it. The pain, the suffering in silence, the pretending, it’s all over. Goodbye. 8-5-2024 Monday, 2:31am.
please don’t.. please tell me ur alive.
Ml we need you in life.
...
ok
DO ROACH BARKS OR MEOWS! LET'S GOOOOOOOO
Life waits for no one
Maybe if I wasn't here everything would be better.
the past :(
theyre perfect but why theyre so short 😭
UNDERRATED?”
Oh.. 😁5:20
My mother: "Your too young to be depressed"
Me: "Whose fault is it? Yours. You made me depressed.. Now your saying I'm too young? It's your fault. You made me depressed."
It hurts to know that he will forget me
I find this as comfort today was the worst
Im thinking about leaving :)
Me to
Things take time hun and thats okay. Its better for you to take your time and learn even more things than you already know. People can hurt other people terribly and its sucks. I want you to know that your not the problem. You just need time. Time is the way. Just don’t take to long or you will run out of time. But dont rush time. Be patient and the right things will come to you. Pray. Do anything positive. Im sorry ml that you have to go through any negative thoughts or negative people. We all love you and care for you. Get some rest. ❤
dont give up. You deserve to live no matter what the issue is. Things do take time. Change takes time. Life sucks and is an amazing thing. Its a love and hate relationship but just remember people do care for you and always will and have. We all love you and care for you. Get some rest. Dont leave. ❤
I could see why she was a fake friend to me nobody really sticks around with me but she was different but I was wrong 😓 I really miss her or I miss when she was my “bestie”😭
When you realize all your friends are fake and you’ve been following them around like a loyal dog. When I stopped following them they said I was ignoring them or being rude, I was testing them. They never came to me… I was the one going to them. They truly didn’t care for me
Can’t keep hurting her like this I’m not a bad person but I keep unintentionally hurting her I hate myself for it what should I do she is the reason I live😔
I wanna vent if that’s okay?
Today (Jul 8 2024) my mom got a call from the police because (from my understanding) my councillor she told them about my having urges (I think) of like SH and suicide (which I didn’t say I only said “I might start having those soon” which is different) and my mom got mad at me and I’m not sure I can trust anyone anymore. I’m already scared of my dad but my mom? I’m starting to become scared of her too. Oh! By the way I’m 12. Yeah. Not very good to but on a 12 year olds shoulders. I’m just..I’m not well. If someone can help me in the replies please I beg for your help.
Ur not the only one depressed i wish i could make my dad proud for once
I never said I was the only one depressed but I hope you feel better soon :)
@@cloudytigers_dragons dreams
@@Yipe_bug I’ll be here even if I don’t know you ❤️‼️
for now you have to keep going and deal with the present even tho its hard. there are healthy ways of dealing with stress, things that bother you etc. and its really hard to get into a routine, but its possible and it can change your view on life. i recommend meditation and positive affirmations throughout the day. i dont know if you are dealing with any insecurities, but complimenting those when you look in the mirror instead of being mean to yourself is already a big step. about your parents, you cannot really change them, they grew up a certain way that shaped them as a person, and they probably didnt take much action to heal from it, so its a part of them and thats why they act in the way that they do (this doesnt justify it tho, no matter what they might have gone through, its just an explanation). im proud of you stranger and if you need any help you can ask. i promise to reply and give advice, or i can give you recommendations on how to deal with your feelings so they dont turn into something worse, but if you only need a listening and supportive ear, im also willing to be that. keep going and doing your best
im commiting
When love is not exist
im tired of feeling the same things every single day.
i'm sick, i probably have anemia...
my hands shake, my head's heavy all the time, i feel like i died.
i lost the will to do anything.
it's so tiring to have to deal with me everydays, why am i this way, why cant i at least try? why cant i be different? it's so simple.
but im stupid, im an idiot, i cant even shower daily, i cant even eat, i cant even do homework, i cant even speak, i lost all my abilities i had.
i lost.
what if depression wins against me?
i cant leave those i love.
im not even afraid of death, im just afraid of leaving them...
24th, august, 2024
I can't hate my mom.
0:25 school rooftop + bird sounds is actually a morming dove sounds. This is correct or not^^? -
What's the name of the song? I want to listen it on Spotify you can put many songs if you can or want
i love song so😆
Im really trying to do good in school and i work my ass off im sorry for having an attitude I'm just tired..
I feel like he likes me but he doesn’t like me at the same time
I get angry easily and I hate it cuz my friends feel sad…cuz I scream at them
…and I feel bad… cuz….they are my friends and I care about them…I don’t mean to scream at them, ignore them,roll eyes at them, say “cool..”, say “whatever”, or just… don’t talk to them for 1 day…. I just get mad easily… I don’t mean to say that to them….
They are my friends they are my fam….
I didn’t mean to…
…..
“I hope we are still friends y’all ..I hope you don’t mind!” 5:44 ….
And……hate me, block me,hurt me, bully me,talk behind my back, take my friends away from me,take “c” away from me but remember that I’m the one who care about you and not your other friends….but just don’t take “s” and “J” away from me…(To my fake friend “L”)
Okay so..There's ny bestfriend, I know her since kindergarten, and basically she self-harmed, (i did too but nvm) and evryday ar school from now she said she want to suicide, she says to me "Im just curious", but it doesn't make it any better, and im really trying to convince her not to, i'll probably burst into tears if she would say that again.
What did i do?.. to deserve this..
I just want to be young again.I cant do it anymore.I just want to not be angry again i dont want to hurt ppl.I cant stop.I cant stop.I cant stop.I cant stop.Its too hard.I know i will get hate but im just 11.Its already too hard.I just cant anymore.I only find peace in music.Everyone just leaves.But im used to it.Its alright.
My friend on me...
its fcking messed up on how people are being so damn disrespectful in the comments. like man..thats fcked up.