crying in your room at 3am - a playlist

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  • Опубліковано 27 вер 2024
  • hey! to anyone who’s watching this I hope you’re doing okay. You can always comment and I’ll talk to you(: make sure you’re eating and drinking water! take care of yourself love, you’re worth it ily. Enjoy the audio!
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  • @jadee_lv
    @jadee_lv 3 роки тому +14413

    Its depressing how 3am used to be a scary hour, now its just when all the kids cry and let all their emotions out trying to be as quiet as they can while staring at the ceiling

    • @user-cx7wv4wf5w
      @user-cx7wv4wf5w 3 роки тому +673

      This is so true i remember forcing myself to sleep at 3am when i was a kid because i was sceard of the paranormal now im just lying in bed enjoying that i can let out everything

    • @scaryboykarl193
      @scaryboykarl193 3 роки тому +194

      Man that one hit hard

    • @Liliana-f2022
      @Liliana-f2022 3 роки тому +82

      It’s very true.

    • @Liliana-f2022
      @Liliana-f2022 3 роки тому +33

      @Isabel Corona Very very true

    • @jasminemoreno7355
      @jasminemoreno7355 3 роки тому +37

      Exactly what I’m doing rn

  • @jnksfile
    @jnksfile 3 роки тому +5110

    My pillow is the only thing that knows how much I cry.

    • @alalakalsjfk9089
      @alalakalsjfk9089 3 роки тому +10

      X2 :(((

    • @pangeranadji9226
      @pangeranadji9226 2 роки тому +43

      itss okayy i give you virtual hug 3>

    • @kkarlsjr
      @kkarlsjr 2 роки тому +9

      and it sucks cause feeling this way let’s u know that placing ur head onto the pillow won’t feel the same anymore.

    • @julia-bw1bv
      @julia-bw1bv 2 роки тому +3

      @@kkarlsjr awww this is so sad

    • @nakamuramizu..584
      @nakamuramizu..584 2 роки тому +12

      *HUGS AGGRESSIVELY*

  • @ceysshii7478
    @ceysshii7478 3 роки тому +3569

    family pressure, future anxiety, suicidal desire, this boy, listening to music for hours without talking to anyone in the room, being asocial, not having any friends, being upset all the time, etc. and i'm only 14 years old. i'm so tired. really.

  • @tiitraa1
    @tiitraa1 Рік тому +875

    (~˘▾˘)~ (timestamps) space song(Beach house)
    5:17 - 7:38 -> Freak (Surf Curse)
    7:41-10:51 -> the night we met(Lord huron)
    10:52-14:34 -> this is home(Cavetown)
    14:36-18:10 -> as the world caves in(Matt Maltese)
    18:23-20:47 the song repeats

    • @eata_rock_respectfully
      @eata_rock_respectfully 11 місяців тому +89

      5:17 is actually Freak by Surf Curse

    • @skibiddy_bop
      @skibiddy_bop 4 місяці тому +31

      I hope both sides of your pillow are cold ✨✨

    • @ichigo-san7713
      @ichigo-san7713 2 місяці тому +8

      ​​@@I_love_the_sunsetI think they meant it in a good way 'cause when someone's pillows are cold, they tend to sleep more comfortably

    • @jujuoof174
      @jujuoof174 2 місяці тому +1

      Thanks

    • @Beckah89
      @Beckah89 25 днів тому

      TYSM!!

  • @kripykriss
    @kripykriss 2 роки тому +4633

    It sucks when your crying for no reason because you can’t figure out why your so upset in the first place.
    Edit: To all the people that replied, I hope you feel better soon. :)

    • @mxi8h
      @mxi8h 2 роки тому +115

      Exactly I’m literally crying right now for no reason idk why but the worst thing about it is it hurts u don’t know why it’s painful but u just cry endlessly without any reason and it hurts

    • @jocelynnburger
      @jocelynnburger 2 роки тому +66

      I cry for no reason and have no idea what's wrong with me, which makes me thinks there's something wrong with me, making me cry more.

    • @Lxilxx
      @Lxilxx 2 роки тому +48

      like im crying right now and it makes me feel like im alone and it hurts.
      alot.

    • @emillapi9855
      @emillapi9855 2 роки тому +17

      Exactly!!!!I feel really sad and i cant understand why.i just feel like i have nobody to talk to.

    • @wilburthemagicalcow
      @wilburthemagicalcow 2 роки тому +5

      ikr

  • @moon2966
    @moon2966 3 роки тому +4346

    Don't you ever just wanna fly away and leave everything behind?.

  • @justarandomguypassingby6760
    @justarandomguypassingby6760 3 роки тому +6992

    It's really suprising when we we're kids we would always smile, and always be excited meeting a new person. But then, you realize that it was all in the past, you're here listening to this playlist crying because you noticed you're life is slowly crumbling apart.

    • @achintyaagupta916
      @achintyaagupta916 3 роки тому +40

      @✧ Shroomi ✧ It happens. You're a little down. For some things that you can control and some things that you can. I don't like to feel because I know I'm not supposed to. I'm everything that everyone else wants me to be, 7 different people at once, and it's hard. You not sad, just a bit down.

    • @blo0dwitch
      @blo0dwitch 3 роки тому +44

      You've only noticed you've grown up when things start to change.

    • @KYGrayson
      @KYGrayson 3 роки тому +15

      Life is good for. I’m snapping the girl I like, i’m about to go to sleep, but still with everything good going on in my life something is missing. That puzzle piece which completes the puzzle. That dream to chase, which I keep delaying. I’m done delaying it, i’m chasing my dream, chasing the life I will get.

    • @beatboxing_skeleton5479
      @beatboxing_skeleton5479 3 роки тому +2

      funny enough ive been like this since i was a kid. it's just now i understand why B]

    • @mccormick2085
      @mccormick2085 3 роки тому +6

      I’m 11, it stopped when I was 7 those years were like heaven
      - I made this up

  • @maeliegrimard739
    @maeliegrimard739 5 місяців тому +138

    Our parents always told us to never talk to strangers because its dangerous or wtv but here we are listening to strangers and talking to them, feeling more safe with strangers than our own family.

    • @AThousandBoyKisses
      @AThousandBoyKisses 3 місяці тому +3

      Exactly… exactly…

    • @AThousandBoyKisses
      @AThousandBoyKisses 3 місяці тому +3

      This is so damn true

    • @alexschellens
      @alexschellens 3 місяці тому +4

      True, my parents don't care about me

    • @moonheathers
      @moonheathers Місяць тому +3

      This is sad yet relatable at the same time.. I told my dad I needed some time alone and he shouted at me about how 'ungrateful' I was

    • @rainbow_scenexstarz
      @rainbow_scenexstarz Місяць тому

      Relatable, because Most of the time all my parents do is Yell at each other and how sick they are of me.

  • @nanabanan9497
    @nanabanan9497 3 роки тому +3941

    it's sad, we're just a teenagers. It's sad that we suffer so much, we all deserve better, I'm very sorry. I love you, I hope that everything will work out

    • @hughcuthbert6327
      @hughcuthbert6327 3 роки тому +23

      Go outside and stop feeling sorry for yourself

    • @Dylan-cs5my
      @Dylan-cs5my 2 роки тому +6

      thank you :)

    • @zwichan6058
      @zwichan6058 2 роки тому +5

      ily

    • @brigder
      @brigder 2 роки тому +39

      "we're just teenagers" feels so real when it's coming from someone who understands

    • @juliannapabey2519
      @juliannapabey2519 2 роки тому +3

      ily.

  • @yvettikittikitti
    @yvettikittikitti 2 роки тому +2330

    It’s sad that I can find more comfort from complete strangers than I can with those around me

    • @unknown-xy4ky
      @unknown-xy4ky 2 роки тому +21

      This is so relatable-

    • @angelizi
      @angelizi 2 роки тому +15

      maybe its because complete strangers are saner than the ones around you... idk anymore.

    • @deadinsidebutstillsmiling905
      @deadinsidebutstillsmiling905 2 роки тому +17

      I am just a teenager why do I have to go trough this? They call me ungratful but I never wanted to be born in the first place. I just want to be happy, loved for who I am not for what they want me to be.

    • @deadinsidebutstillsmiling905
      @deadinsidebutstillsmiling905 2 роки тому +5

      @V I V I D ty but I don't know how long I can take it.

    • @kyleebuckman3155
      @kyleebuckman3155 2 роки тому +1

      I know right

  • @Miahearty
    @Miahearty 3 роки тому +5568

    We’re kids and we’re feeling like this, imagine how it’ll be when we actually grow up with actual responsibilities. I’d rather just die.
    Edit: (december 24)
    It’s been like 5 months since i commented this. So far only 1 failed suicide attempt that i’m glad it was failed. I’m now much better, i’m doing sports, i got back on track with my studies, and i feel like a healthy person overall. I hope its not another rollercoaster where i’m at the top again, it would be good while it lasted at least

    • @thefiretailedweasel6206
      @thefiretailedweasel6206 3 роки тому +274

      I'm turning 18 in like 3 months and I'd literally rather just turn to dust

    • @nuggets__
      @nuggets__ 3 роки тому +99

      @@thefiretailedweasel6206 friend, meet Thanos-

    • @kotomi4921
      @kotomi4921 3 роки тому +140

      I felt like this when I was a teen too. Now I'm 20. Not much has changed about that feeling, except for knowing that no matter what I can't sink back into myself again, and that I won't waste the time I have on earth and with those around me. That mindset seems to have helped a little. Wishing you well

    • @happyrawrdcore
      @happyrawrdcore 3 роки тому +19

      same

    • @average__
      @average__ 3 роки тому +64

      I feel like people like you and me, unlike other kids understand that being an adult is going to be SO much harder.. all I can do is kinda just laugh at the thought of someone wanting to grow up so fast

  • @Rea-wx8fh
    @Rea-wx8fh 3 місяці тому +175

    The thing that hurts the most that I have to cry in the BATHROOM because I have no room to lock myself in

    • @lovethh_mia7336
      @lovethh_mia7336 2 місяці тому +5

      It's okay hun ur not alone, I hope ur doing alright, love😊

    • @Urnotemo
      @Urnotemo Місяць тому +2

      Real

    • @moonheathers
      @moonheathers Місяць тому +2

      This is so relatable for me to the point it's just sad 😭

    • @Your_regular_slipper
      @Your_regular_slipper Місяць тому +6

      fr and im literally an only child, broke family, bad homes, cant afford a vacation, watch other kids happy, go to school and thats it, cant buy normal shoes.

    • @Onlyu823
      @Onlyu823 Місяць тому +2

      ⁠@@Your_regular_slipperThis. im not an only child but only being able to eat instant ramen, not being able to have new clothes, ect. not just a broke family, but a broken family

  • @kai2878
    @kai2878 2 роки тому +2205

    "Because there's nothing worse than disappointing someone who thinks your special"

  • @jameela6211
    @jameela6211 2 роки тому +1656

    I feel so safe here I feel like I can cry without being judged or scolded for it

    • @_Byeol._.606
      @_Byeol._.606 2 роки тому +34

      me too in my class when I cry (anxiety attack) some kids says to me ´´crybaby´´ so thats why I hit myself when I want to cry

    • @ballerinablush5436
      @ballerinablush5436 2 роки тому +14

      @@_Byeol._.606 Hey I cried even in high school at school a couple times. Now i’m in my late 20’s. I wouldn’t call you a crybaby. 😃

    • @angelizi
      @angelizi 2 роки тому +13

      its funny how strangers on the internet give you so much comfort...

    • @angelizi
      @angelizi 2 роки тому +8

      @@_Byeol._.606 dont hit yourself please... just go someplace else when you want to cry... somewhere quiet... dont listen to those shit heads when they call you a cry baby. You're not.

    • @rosebrown6276
      @rosebrown6276 2 роки тому +6

      Same It feels safe in here safer than with my fam :,)

  • @tati6498
    @tati6498 3 роки тому +4163

    this playlist sums up how i feel most of the time when I just say "I'm tired", but in music ver.

    • @iheartu8454
      @iheartu8454  3 роки тому +123

      i hope you’re doing okay, love!

    • @tati6498
      @tati6498 3 роки тому +59

      @@iheartu8454thank you, how are you?

    • @iheartu8454
      @iheartu8454  3 роки тому +63

      @@tati6498 I’m okay(:

    • @kyleigh1095
      @kyleigh1095 3 роки тому +9

      bailey if u see thai i literally just did this hah L

    • @sophi_kjjkj6270
      @sophi_kjjkj6270 3 роки тому +6

      slk cade brasil

  • @ZukiLovesYou
    @ZukiLovesYou 9 місяців тому +162

    dw little ones, yk the 9-12 yro who feel burnt out and were forced to grow up, listen buddy i know theres not much i can do but i love you, alright kiddo, it doesnt get better and thats the harsh reality but you find peace somewhere in the middle and it becomes bearable. you are my world and im proud of you for just breathing! i love you, sleep well my dear

    • @AThousandBoyKisses
      @AThousandBoyKisses 3 місяці тому +4

      Oh my gosh, thank you for this, I love you so much ❤

    • @AThousandBoyKisses
      @AThousandBoyKisses 3 місяці тому +6

      I’m almost a teenager already and I know that things will only get worse but hopefully it’ll all be ok, I really hope so…

    • @TsukishimaItsuki
      @TsukishimaItsuki 3 місяці тому +5

      Your Literally Better Then My Parents

    • @Azurite-Fox
      @Azurite-Fox 3 місяці тому +3

      thanks you deserve more okay thanks you times 1million :)

    • @odetto_1232
      @odetto_1232 3 місяці тому +4

      I love you so much for that you don’t know how much I needed it your the best person ever and I hole you succeed so well in life that meant so much to me

  • @thebarbiechannel08
    @thebarbiechannel08 3 роки тому +1127

    I've cried so many times I've gotten to the point where I can't even shed one tear its like all my emotions and feelings are just stuck and I can't them out

    • @lima0998
      @lima0998 3 роки тому +50

      Yeah, just the same thing. Now i just cry when I'm really at my limit, just like that, I break down in tears and let all my pain out, even for a little while.

    • @nyx7322
      @nyx7322 3 роки тому +19

      i cant cry. seriously- if someone were to hit me i wouldnt cry, i even went to go get surgery and didnt cry getting 3 numbing shots (the doctors said even adul males cry when getting the numbing)

    • @typically-tasha
      @typically-tasha 3 роки тому +9

      I bottle up everything and today my bottle that contained all this emotions broke and I really don't want to cry ☺︎︎

    • @gabrielmazza5456
      @gabrielmazza5456 3 роки тому +6

      Its been like that for me for years now I haven’t been able to cry and i have so much built up 🙂

    • @koenwitte2309
      @koenwitte2309 3 роки тому +1

      @@gabrielmazza5456 Have the same thing. I just want to cry to feel human again or something like that.

  • @dwanyethecrocjohnson
    @dwanyethecrocjohnson 2 роки тому +2160

    sometimes i don't wipe my tears bc it just feels good to cry

  • @baguette3025
    @baguette3025 3 роки тому +857

    Not me sobbing over piled up stress and trauma at midnight, then going back to be an emotionally closed off person at morning

    • @caimar3672
      @caimar3672 3 роки тому +10

      this. i hope you're doing okay, though. it'll get better i swear. im really proud of you, keep fighting. you're doing fucking amazing. don't forget to eat and drink lots of water.

    • @idk-ps3um
      @idk-ps3um 3 роки тому +1

      bestie i'm here or you if you someone to vent to about problems anonymously @cupid_paimon on insta

    • @mikotheraskum2014
      @mikotheraskum2014 3 роки тому

      Same

  • @songbirds1361
    @songbirds1361 Рік тому +169

    i’m sure this will get buried, but i want you guys to know, a few years ago i was doing really badly. i didn’t even realize it as much until now, looking back. i’m doing so much better now, and i’m at the point where i’m here because i just needed a good cry. i can come here and cry without feeling like everything is shit. i promise you, just stick it out a little longer. it’ll all be ok. i love you, i’m proud of you, and i believe in all of you ❤

  • @evaniamanchuris2140
    @evaniamanchuris2140 2 роки тому +2799

    thank you, strangers. you just are like the family I never had.

    • @bonjour2737
      @bonjour2737 2 роки тому +30

      We love u

    • @lealacata
      @lealacata 2 роки тому +11

      love u ❤️

    • @thegoddessherx
      @thegoddessherx 2 роки тому +10

      we love u

    • @malikamoufid2987
      @malikamoufid2987 2 роки тому

      @@bonjour2737 i m not safe withe u i will never be not because of u but of me i m ugly ull hate me srry its not u i swear

    • @applesause1233
      @applesause1233 2 роки тому +7

      :) same here

  • @dirtykittychannel6815
    @dirtykittychannel6815 3 роки тому +38479

    I feel like we're all just a sad teenager who thinks our sadness is fake and we just want to be trendy, but really if you felt sad there's nothing fake about it, I hope you're all okay and thankful I love you

    • @rand4405
      @rand4405 3 роки тому +1667

      I LITERALLY GASPED WHEN I SAW THIS, I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO FEELS THAT WAY?!

    • @woosansimp7155
      @woosansimp7155 3 роки тому +418

      @@rand4405 IKRR, I FEEL THAT TOO

    • @Lyricssophiaphila
      @Lyricssophiaphila 3 роки тому +492

      Could you guys be my friends?

    • @Lara-cic
      @Lara-cic 3 роки тому +307

      You're the best person I knew.
      I love you fck

    • @abrahamgutierrez1235
      @abrahamgutierrez1235 3 роки тому +132

      @@Lyricssophiaphila sure bro!

  • @NOXINITY
    @NOXINITY Рік тому +418

    Hey there
    What are you doing here so late?
    Can't sleep?
    Ah. Coming to cry in the middle of the night.
    I get that.
    It feels nice to do that, so I understand.
    Take all the time you need.
    You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break.
    Wanna sit down for a while?
    Tell me about what's bothering you?
    Oh, don't worry about me. I don't find you annoying.
    I wanna be here for you.
    I'll try to help as best as I can.
    I won't judge you. Everyone has their own story.
    Ah, that sucks.
    I can't begin to imagine how you must feel.
    You're so tough for getting through all of that.
    I'm so proud of you for not giving up.
    Of course I understand.
    One broken soul to another.
    I just want to remind you.
    No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong.
    Take care of yourself.
    You can't go into a battle already wounded.
    You can't wave the white flag without trying your hardest.
    This will all be over soon.
    And hey.
    If you ever need to take another break, I'm always here.
    Helping people is my specialty.
    They always find their way, one way or another.
    You can come sit down with me any time.
    I'll try to lend some advice, or just an ear to listen.
    And if this is your last time visiting me, I'm proud of you.
    My job is done.
    Go take on life with all your energy, and remember that you have one soul always cheering you on.
    You'll always have my support.
    I can't wait to see the great things you'll achieve.
    Before you go...
    I love you.

    • @Im_Ally.
      @Im_Ally. Рік тому +10

      Thank you this made me feel better all my thanks💗

    • @shawncollinson4914
      @shawncollinson4914 Рік тому +17

      dont make me cry any harder >:(

    • @siyuziidiary
      @siyuziidiary Рік тому +10

      I don’t care if this was 4 months ago, my head hurts so bad, you made me stop crying. I thank you for that.

    • @NOXINITY
      @NOXINITY Рік тому +5

      @@siyuziidiary it’s alright ml

    • @barbaazulperez1052
      @barbaazulperez1052 Рік тому +5

      ​@@NOXINITY Can i get like ur snap or anything just incase i need you if not its okayy😭

  • @thatinsanehenry_3447
    @thatinsanehenry_3447 3 роки тому +3788

    Beach House - Space song 0:00
    Surf Curse - Freaks 5:16
    Lord Huron - The night we met 7:39
    Cavetown - This is home 10:50
    Matt Maltese - As the world caves in 14:35
    didnt see anyone else post times so thought i would

  • @annyluna8958
    @annyluna8958 3 роки тому +288

    I just wanna go back to my old self, i used to be so shining and now i don't even wanna wake up anymore

    • @C0AST3R_GH0ST
      @C0AST3R_GH0ST 3 роки тому +4

      We all did. I miss the 6 year old me. In January, before the thoughts, the trauma.

    • @liammeerza6858
      @liammeerza6858 3 роки тому +1

      I get that I don’t even have anything to wake up for anymore I just do I’m not suicidal anymore I’m just living if you know what I mean

    • @hanaaprrr4401
      @hanaaprrr4401 3 роки тому +1

      Same i miss my old self, i was so happy and everything seemed fine now im 18 filled with a lot of bad memories that torture me all the time and my mind is broken i have anxiety all the time and depression and have had lots of panic attacks only at my 12 age and although im better but they're still there and also i dont have money which makes me really feel useless im so tired of everything , myself , this painful life that never ends... I just want some peace and happiness but i never get them. The only thing that im happy abt right now is Autumn that has arrived and i feel really weird and good in this season like im living all my good memories... I wish this suffering and sadness ends one day and all of us teenagers be happy and feel safe

    • @BagelMan69
      @BagelMan69 3 роки тому

      I'm sure that who you are now is still a good person and if nobody has said this today you are cared for and loved for

  • @majalipska4003
    @majalipska4003 3 роки тому +1545

    Imgaine being normal. I mean, not feeling this sadness, anger, anxiety or anything what you fell now. Imgaine, if all the bad things didin't happen. Just wake up happy for no reason

    • @fluffybunny8004
      @fluffybunny8004 3 роки тому +24

      I feel the same way. But what I like to think is that being normal is the worst thing along with being perfect. Because there is no such thing as being normal or being perfect. Everyone has feelings and everyone has their own flaws. But that is what makes us unique. I am so sorry you feel so sad. Please keep pushing forward for the people who care about you. You don't even have to do do it for other people. If you want you can just keep going for yourself. I hope this made you feel better. I am sorry if I offended you in any way. I hope you have a great day or night. 💟

    • @vrinda6223
      @vrinda6223 3 роки тому +18

      I remember when I used to be like that. I would give so much to be like that again.

    • @majalipska4003
      @majalipska4003 3 роки тому +5

      @@fluffybunny8004 You're right. You can't be perfect or normall. The only option is to be youreself and go forward. Step by step.

    • @naslyhermoxaok
      @naslyhermoxaok 3 роки тому +2

      I wish

    • @asdfghjkl_-wo8uz
      @asdfghjkl_-wo8uz 3 роки тому +2

      Our problems are what make up human and normal tho

  • @hxcf002
    @hxcf002 10 місяців тому +19

    I was just screaming happy songs like 10 minutes ago and this popped up in my recommendations then out of nowhere, I started crying uncontrollably and hasn't stopped until now. it just feels so good for no reason (i just know headaches would come after lmao)

  • @hilol133
    @hilol133 2 роки тому +242

    i miss when i wouldn’t cry daily, now it’s literally uncontrollable. i have put myself in a deep hole that i cant get out of. it’s all my fault.

    • @Клевер-х2л
      @Клевер-х2л 2 роки тому +7

      are you okay? Stay! I'm with you! I feel really bad too, but if you need to, we can talk. honestly.

    • @angelinadudko6719
      @angelinadudko6719 2 роки тому +3

      Hey,hope u are doing better! It’s not your fault at all,sometimes we can’t get out ourselves and it’s totally okay,don’t even think of blaming yourself anymore!

    • @Browhat241
      @Browhat241 2 роки тому +1

      No it’s not your fault
      It the worlds fault

    • @yourlocalfatrat_
      @yourlocalfatrat_ 2 роки тому +2

      Even if it's your fault. You need to find a way out. You can't let such problems hold you back from enjoying your life. Please take care of yourself and others around you. I love you and I care for you. I hope your life is only filled with happiness and joy

    • @kyleebuckman3155
      @kyleebuckman3155 2 роки тому +1

      it's not your fault my dear, some times sadness comes at the worst times

  • @aubreymagalona4079
    @aubreymagalona4079 3 роки тому +2176

    Im litterly the disappointment in the family.. ty for this playlist it takes out the pain :)

    • @iheartu8454
      @iheartu8454  3 роки тому +180

      don’t say that, I’m proud of you. I bet your family is too but they just don’t say it. I hope ur doing okay

    • @aubreymagalona4079
      @aubreymagalona4079 3 роки тому +32

      @@iheartu8454 oh thank u! Im doing just fine!

    • @Masked.Darling.
      @Masked.Darling. 3 роки тому +27

      Nooo don't say that if you're first family doesn't love you then we will love you no matter what wether your gay straight or a potato we all love you so don't say that your not a disappointment your just too unique for them! We will always be here for you no matter the cost! ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍♈♉♊♋♌♍♎♏♐♑♒♓⛎

    • @Isabebelle
      @Isabebelle 3 роки тому +5

      hey, wanna talk about this? i’m here if you need something

    • @madisonkline3327
      @madisonkline3327 3 роки тому +6

      Ur not a disappointment :,(

  • @n0t._.e1ijah90
    @n0t._.e1ijah90 Рік тому +3715

    A dear person whoever reads this,
    Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worthy enough. I hope you know that you only need yourself to be happy, I know society built up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy life. But in fact, that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way. I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, and I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such a beautiful heart as yours, so why to let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this then please never forget to breathe and smile.
    Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
    Life for those who couldn’t smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hugs like it's your last one.
    I love you and send you hugs.
    You’re so strong and still here, and I am proud of you.
    YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
    You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
    You’re beautiful inside and out.
    I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I WISH I COULD HUG YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
    It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
    I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
    I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you through my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
    I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
    If it’s a night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
    If it’s a day for you, don’t start it with such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning, and so on. You will start building little healthy habits.
    If it’s an evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
    And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
    All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
    Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
    I need you here with me :).
    Remember crying is not a weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
    Did anyone ask you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
    And anyone who gets to be with you doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they are :).
    Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
    - The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
    I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
    I hope you will remember my words- Stormii
    Until tomorrow, my friend :)

    • @poltergeistxo
      @poltergeistxo Рік тому +265

      best fking comment I've seen.

    • @yvonne639
      @yvonne639 Рік тому +147

      i love you

    • @the_odd_alex4634
      @the_odd_alex4634 Рік тому +221

      I only read half of it before I couldn't read it anymore. Currently crying and can bearly see idk how I'm write this

    • @chloerine9011
      @chloerine9011 Рік тому +92

      that's so big i'm sobbing

    • @donnienguyen7475
      @donnienguyen7475 Рік тому +57

      Thanks for the commemt.
      I really appreciate that.
      I really thank you for it 😊

  • @spencer_pumilia420
    @spencer_pumilia420 Рік тому +21

    I always saw crying as a sign of weakness. Like if you cried you just weren't processing your emotions properly. Now I realize that I was the one who wasn't processing my emotions. I wouldn't let myself be sad. Now I'm here bawling my eyes out. Thanks ❤

  • @TheIntruderrrrrrr
    @TheIntruderrrrrrr 2 роки тому +444

    When I talk to someone, i always feel like they doesn't care. They are just here, half listening to me until i finish or sometimes they doesn't even wait until i finish. That's sad.

    • @user-im5zp9pw2x
      @user-im5zp9pw2x 2 роки тому +3

      I don't even have anyone to talk to, let alone anyone who actually wants to listen ^^ Loner forever I guess...

    • @y2kgabi
      @y2kgabi 2 роки тому

      @@user-im5zp9pw2x hey do you have any social medias or anything like that ? i wanna be friends if that's okay with you, you seem so nice and im always here to listen if you ever need help :)

    • @user-im5zp9pw2x
      @user-im5zp9pw2x 2 роки тому

      @@y2kgabi YES OF COURSE, Definitely! :) Discord?

    • @gutzz.69
      @gutzz.69 2 роки тому +1

      Yk what my classmates do? They just nod roll they're eyes and talk to the other one

    • @TheIntruderrrrrrr
      @TheIntruderrrrrrr 2 роки тому

      @@gutzz.69 Ow. That's sad. I'd cry if my classmates do this to me...

  • @jiaquu
    @jiaquu 2 роки тому +151

    this is more than just a yt video. it is a beautiful, sacred place where lonely depressed teenagers meet and rant and talk and spread happiness. it is a place where there are finally people who understand. I am forever grateful to everyone here.

  • @doroti0912
    @doroti0912 2 роки тому +338

    I love how everyone says "i hope you're all okay" its just makes my heart warm up :,)
    Love u guys so much

    • @Fart423
      @Fart423 2 роки тому +4

      I hope you are fine and happy...may god give you strength to fight with your problems...and trust me you are doing amazing😊i am proud of you

    • @angelizi
      @angelizi 2 роки тому +3

      @@Fart423 that Im proud of you just made me cry

    • @kakijelek2044
      @kakijelek2044 6 місяців тому

      I farted

  • @lonorhatalucman5109
    @lonorhatalucman5109 Рік тому +26

    Lets all cry together

  • @Tenzin_cchoenyi
    @Tenzin_cchoenyi 3 роки тому +404

    "I feel like I don't exist mentally. Everybody is busy dealing and living their lives and I'm stuck here and I don't have anybody to talk to what I emotionally go through and I keep it all inside. Feelings sure do hit hard at night when u are listening to deep sad musics and u start breaking down."

    • @EdgarValdenIDV
      @EdgarValdenIDV 3 роки тому +4

      *hug* i'll be your friend.

    • @firulais3065
      @firulais3065 3 роки тому +2

      Maybe i will sound generic but, for me its true, and its sad and really painful to have al the things you experience inside even if its good or bad they just accumulate more and more and more till the slightest thing could make you cry inside or cause horrible toughts, try your hardest to dont let that "small" snowball consume you because when you less expect it and look "behind" its now gigantic and it just rips you apart mentally always express your feelings (srry if my english is bad :p) really hope that everything goes well to everyone
      And dont convince yourself these types of things are normal or even "not that bad"

    • @justsimar
      @justsimar 3 роки тому

      @@musicdiva5860 im good when it comes to helping people dealing with that stuff so if you ever need help be my company

  • @s0satierolle616
    @s0satierolle616 3 роки тому +891

    "What happened to my happy little girl?"
    -You killed her...

    • @danicflores3650
      @danicflores3650 3 роки тому +11

      copied, but you're right. parents don't understand what we're going through, even if they say that they're older than us. trust me, i get that excuse from my parents a lot when we have long chats abt things like this. but dw. whoever you are, stranger, i love you so so so so much and i hope things get better. good luck, people

    • @macarrons7288
      @macarrons7288 3 роки тому +3

      My mom and me be like:

    • @Kyechai
      @Kyechai 3 роки тому +6

      Yea, if my parents only cared about they’re ‘happy little girl’

    • @888djungleskog
      @888djungleskog 3 роки тому +6

      why do parents always say this? i want to know where she is too mom. i don’t want to be like this. your happy little girl was killed when you took her away from everything she knew and loved and landed her in a random place where she got thrown around and moved so much that i feel like everyone i ever meet will leave at one point or another wether it be tonight or in a month.

    • @leslieguzman9264
      @leslieguzman9264 3 роки тому

      sorra

  • @Florpian
    @Florpian 3 роки тому +743

    This is sad, we are all just kids having break downs to this, I wish things were better. We deserved better, half of us deserve and apology from our family. I'm sorry for everyone here.

    • @C0AST3R_GH0ST
      @C0AST3R_GH0ST 3 роки тому +8

      Thanks, I needed to hear this

    • @Im_michulove
      @Im_michulove 3 роки тому +1

      Thank you, I needed that

    • @oliviasmith6229
      @oliviasmith6229 3 роки тому +2

      I think everyone needs an apology even if nothing happened

    • @TA-ef1wc
      @TA-ef1wc 3 роки тому +2

      Im sorry for you too

    • @sweetvanillagf
      @sweetvanillagf 3 роки тому +3

      It’s sad how we’ll never get those apologies :(

  • @dxrk_rxign
    @dxrk_rxign 2 роки тому +1010

    Today I lost my baby sister. My mother miscarried her - even after about 30 weeks into the pregnancy. Everything was going so well. We thought this was really gonna be it, after so many miscarriages. I was so excited to be a big brother. I told myself I’d teach her about astronomy, art stuff, etc. Things I knew. And I would teach her too, to follow her heart. I’m trans, and my parents don’t like it, and they won’t like learning that I’m gay as well. But I’ve learned to follow my heart. I would have taught her that too, and that if she was something other than straight, cis, etc., that she was accepted, at least, by me. That I would always be there, even if she ended up hating me. That I would always be her big brother. I was so excited to finally have a sibling, even if we were 16 years apart in age, even if when she’s my age I’ll be 32 years old. I’d always be there. I planned on teaching her so much and simply being there. It was devastating when I heard that we’d lost her. I got pulled from school and went home, and cried on call with my boyfriend, as he tried to comfort me, and as I tore myself apart over it, because I had so much hope and excitement, and so many plans. And then it all got taken away in just a few moments. Now, as I write this at 3:34 in the morning, while painting a memorial piece for my sister, I’m feeling like crying again. But now it’s giving me hope. No matter how much my parents doubt me, say I can’t do something, I’m going to. Not for them, not for me. But for her. I can still be the big brother she would have been proud of when she reached my age. I can still succeed. I won’t give up. I will fight through my mental issues and my parents, and the doubters. She will always be remembered and close to my heart. I never got to meet her, I never got to see her grow up, and she never got a chance at life. But she will always be remembered.
    Fly high, Freya. 💕 Your big brother is gonna do some pretty cool things for you. I promise.
    Edit: I can’t reply to every comment because there’s so many but thank you all so much for the support!! You’re all amazing and so kind. Keep being that way! :)
    Edit 2: You guys are simply amazing. The amount of people giving me support and love is astounding, you’re all such great human beings 💕 I want to say that some aspects of my life have gotten worse, most of it being my home life. I talk to Freya sometimes (don’t come for me), and tell her about it. Her ashes sit in an urn atop our fireplace. I’m thinking about doing something else to remember her. Thank you all, I hope you all stay the way you are, we need more people like you in this world 💕 Thank you so much, and if you’ve commented here about a loss, I am so sorry for that. I hope it gets better for you all. Thank you.
    Edit 3: It has been one full year. I still miss her. Well I mean of course I do. It’s been hard. Very hard. But I know she’s watching over me. My parents may be coming around, and I’m still with my boyfriend. My mental health is declining slowly but I keep going every day. I keep telling myself that I can do this. Because I can. She’s got my back, I can tell she won’t let me fail.
    I miss you Freya. I hope you’re okay. I’m doing cool stuff for you, like I drive now. I have a license, and Mom’s let me borrow her car. You’d love this car, I bet…I hope you know I love you and miss you very much. 💕

    • @kylahroberson4209
      @kylahroberson4209 2 роки тому +53

      You are amazing!! Reading this made me cry so hard, like I’m talking ugly cry, I lost two brothers to miscarriage and it sucks it does they would of been older than me but I would of loved them so much. I’m so proud of you for being brave enough to come out even if the reaction wasn’t what you would prefer. You are so strong

    • @dxrk_rxign
      @dxrk_rxign 2 роки тому +18

      @@kylahroberson4209 Aw, thank you so much! And I’m sorry for your losses, my condolences. I’m sure you would have been an amazing sibling :) Honestly though, this comment made me smile. It’s been a few months since this happened but it still makes me really sad thinking about it. But I look forward to the future, whatever it holds. I hope that my parents will come to accept me as their son with a boyfriend, but even if it doesn’t happen I’ll still believe in the other people who love me. Anyway though, thank you! And I hope things will get better for you

    • @io7844
      @io7844 2 роки тому +5

      I hope your doing ok ❤️‍🩹

    • @pls_lemme_sleep
      @pls_lemme_sleep 2 роки тому +7

      I’m very sorry for your loss. I also felt like how you feel when I lost my grandmother. She was the only person who ever supported me and she accepted that I was lesbian and non-binary, but let me tell you that things do get better

    • @dxrk_rxign
      @dxrk_rxign 2 роки тому +5

      @@pls_lemme_sleep The only person in my life that supports me being trans/gay is my boyfriend who is the same way. My entire family is super right wing and Christian, so yeah. I’m sorry for your loss, too. It’s worse when it’s someone who supported you, especially if they might have been the only one

  • @alpacarevolution2114
    @alpacarevolution2114 3 роки тому +334

    I've been dealing with depression since I was 12. I turn 21 in 2 months. It's so exhausting. I feel like I haven't had someone in my corner for most of that time. I know I've survived all of the days where all I wanted was to disappear, so I still hold on. I cry it all out at night when no one can hear me, and I go back to being emotionally repressed in the morning.

    • @caka-cakez
      @caka-cakez 3 роки тому +9

      i'm so sorry i don't know what you are going through but i hope you will get through it and it will be okay i'm here if you wanna talk drink some water eat something because ur special to me🙁❤️

    • @martinafabiano6943
      @martinafabiano6943 3 роки тому +5

      i am so sorry you're gonna find happiness, don't worrry. Better things are always coming

    • @baker4604
      @baker4604 3 роки тому +5

      Felt this one I’m about to turn 24 and it’s been too long like this

    • @gigs3762
      @gigs3762 3 роки тому +4

      although im so much younger than u, i just wanted to say, i luv u keep fighting on, u will get there one day

    • @nikagrbesic9682
      @nikagrbesic9682 2 роки тому +5

      im so sorry for you! u r a survivor and we are proud of u! ❤️

  • @_Emma_Does_Stuff077
    @_Emma_Does_Stuff077 3 роки тому +637

    I’m the silly, loud, goofy, and funny girl in the group when I’m with my friends (and that is partly who I am) but when I’m by myself I feel so alone, and I think about stuff really deeply. And nobody sees the real me who sometimes struggles with anxiety, depression, and invasive thoughts. I’ve been able to ask people I trust for help and it’s been working but still it’s hard because when I’m crying at 2AM I feel so…..alone.

    • @sassygirl5575
      @sassygirl5575 3 роки тому +12

      I know how you feel and I’m in the same position. I remember being with my friends and they told me that they were friends with me because I was just funny... nothing more. That hurt me so much and that’s when I started to express myself more. Someone that’s not always a funny person but can be one. I‘m sure there will be a day when you know longer feel that pain of being alone. It will come haunt you time to time, but remember you are loved! I’m sure you can power through and remember that everyday, you are loved!
      I hope this helps in a way, I’m not too good at helping people with this but since I relate to this a lot, I thought I share my experience and thoughts.
      I hope you feel better

    • @_Emma_Does_Stuff077
      @_Emma_Does_Stuff077 3 роки тому +4

      @@sassygirl5575 aww thanks, for me it’s similar in that sometimes I don’t feel like I can share my struggles. Like they are good friends but it feels like we have to be goofy and have a good time and it would be weird if we started getting more personal in the moment. Like I’m the girl that’s always telling people to let me know if they need to talk to someone about any problems, but none really does so I feel like I can’t. But your experience did help me feel better so thanks!

    • @mitsurikanroji3275
      @mitsurikanroji3275 3 роки тому +2

      No ur not alone ur never alone ik you feel like you are but u got us on your back we all have bad days, depressing days but remember we can do it theres always something good heading our ways! But it is ok to be sad sometimes we rlly have to cry it dont hold your tears^^

    • @elianelevi8706
      @elianelevi8706 3 роки тому +3

      I sometimes feel the same way and its very painful because I keep this feeling all to myself until I arrive home and brake down in the bathroom or in my room.

    • @user-bc3lf6qp8s
      @user-bc3lf6qp8s 3 роки тому +1

      I feel the same I'm a sagittarius btw people are always saying I'm such a social at heart and am always tough when it comes to tough things in life but no one has ever really asked to open up about things and when I'm by myself I usually am crying out my eyes or sumthin

  • @dahybuns
    @dahybuns 2 роки тому +113

    When I feel like crying (almost everyday) I love coming to these video and reading the comments. It makes me cry more but it also makes me feel loved

  • @screaming3222
    @screaming3222 Рік тому +5

    currently sobbing at 12:33 am to this. i’m so done with the absurdity of life, it’s so tiring. it feels so good to cry after maintaining such a joyous attitude throughout the day. i’m so young and this feels absolutely corny and i know people are dealing with so much more then i am, but i’m just so so tired. once you face the realities of life, you realize its just a curse

  • @Eung_jeong
    @Eung_jeong 2 роки тому +1248

    if no one has said it to you, im very very proud of you, you are doing great

  • @Sam-ku9tr
    @Sam-ku9tr Рік тому +957

    POV: ur crying and then an ad comes

  • @aimee-wk7pi
    @aimee-wk7pi 3 роки тому +1675

    "your such a bad person" "why do you talk like that its so cringe." "that's not even funny, stop laughing" "selfish" "that's rude."
    I literally almost died for you.

    • @yudyyirbystut3536
      @yudyyirbystut3536 3 роки тому +27

      My friends tell me that a lot 🙂 I just get used to it

    • @valerianieves9084
      @valerianieves9084 3 роки тому +13

      ugh i feel you but just remember who was they're for who and know that there are more people who will aprecciate you for who you are. Change can be scary but you will feel so much better.

    • @caka-cakez
      @caka-cakez 3 роки тому +12

      @@yudyyirbystut3536 they tell me that and i am dramatic so i learned to hide everything

    • @batmanlng
      @batmanlng 3 роки тому +6

      @@yudyyirbystut3536 ikr im 'dramatic'

    • @elianelevi8706
      @elianelevi8706 3 роки тому +4

      that hit hard-

  • @Fennec-e5g
    @Fennec-e5g 8 місяців тому +8

    I don't know what's wrong with me. I wanted to cry for a long time, and this playlist was enough to make me cry. I still feel like a prisoner of my problems and emotions, but in a way I have released some of the emotional burden.

  • @addie38
    @addie38 3 роки тому +2724

    Me crying to to this playlist:
    The ad: HONEY IS A FREE BROWSER EXTENSION-

    • @iheartu8454
      @iheartu8454  3 роки тому +179

      I have ads?

    • @Kawaiikittyfart
      @Kawaiikittyfart 3 роки тому +61

      @@iheartu8454 yea u do

    • @enimrozinska9787
      @enimrozinska9787 3 роки тому +58

      IT HAPPEND TO ME BUT WITH THE OPERA GX IS A FREE EXTENSION OR SOME SHIT-

    • @iamnothappy58
      @iamnothappy58 3 роки тому +139

      WRITING'S NOT EASY. THAT'S WHY GRAMMARLY CAN HELP. THIS SENTENCE IS GRAMMATICALLY CORRECT, BUT IT'S WORDY, AND HARD TO READ-

    • @lilcacathatcantcomeout6583
      @lilcacathatcantcomeout6583 3 роки тому +3

      @@iamnothappy58 Ok

  • @potatocoos6084
    @potatocoos6084 3 роки тому +125

    it's funny how I used to just vibe with this kind of playlist, Now here I am questioning my whole existence and crying

  • @sophiabarron7168
    @sophiabarron7168 3 роки тому +392

    i’m crying and i haven’t been able to stop but i don’t know why. there’s not one specific reason why i have water pouring out of my eyes it’s just. it’s just pain

    • @sod3a
      @sod3a 3 роки тому +18

      Same and I sent my bf a pic of me crying but what am I supposed to say now? Why did I even do it? Why? Is he going to think that I'm just being dramatic because I have no reason to cry at all? Tears are just running down my face and they can't stop

    • @Gh0styKai
      @Gh0styKai 3 роки тому +4

      @@sod3a I'm sorry for you

    • @mikotheraskum2014
      @mikotheraskum2014 3 роки тому +1

      Yes

    • @azulalavezmendoza509
      @azulalavezmendoza509 3 роки тому +4

      I used to feel like this

    • @amouriist
      @amouriist 3 роки тому

      right

  • @rarafarara
    @rarafarara 2 роки тому +61

    Im just so tired man, sometimes having someone loving you feels like a burden in which u feel guilty to even feel such emotions in the first place. Wish no one wants me around so i can just leave. Living for years and years sounds like a chore, I guess i have to though for my parents and family, but it's just the most tiring thing I've ever experienced.
    Thank u for the playlist

  • @This_is_not_here
    @This_is_not_here 2 місяці тому +5

    Whoever is reading this, keep crying. It's ok to let it all out. It might seem that you are not loved, important, or appreciated, just remember that even complete strangers like the ones that are in the comments, are praying for whatever bad that is in your life goes away and that you ARE loved, important, and appreciated. Here's another "I love you."

  • @cloudz5736
    @cloudz5736 3 роки тому +207

    Is there anyone else here that is constantly comforting everyone else (even people that don’t need it) but really needs comforted themselves?
    Like I’m kinda sick of being strong and acting like I’m fine. I know I’m not. It’s really hard…

    • @sophiafantozzi
      @sophiafantozzi 3 роки тому +4

      Hey, yeah it sucks. It really sucks. But you're doing great. I know it's hard, but seriously you're doing so amazingly well! It's all going to be ok.. I promise. Hang in there, you're doing so so well. Things will get better. Try to take a little time for yourself, do things you enjoy and that make you happy. Try journaling/writing a diary. Literally just buy a notebook, and just write absolutely everything out. It really helps, especially when you don't feel as if there's anyone you can truly talk to. YOU'RE SUCH AN AMAZING PERSON IM SO PROUD OF YOU INTERNET STRANGER

    • @shashaling2123
      @shashaling2123 3 роки тому +2

      I love you

    • @lx_9696
      @lx_9696 3 роки тому

      You got me on point

    • @Vicky-hx1ki
      @Vicky-hx1ki 2 роки тому

      If you want to talk we can talk. I won't lie and say I understand fully abt what's going on with you, because I don't know. But I will listen and offer advice if you want it....
      *virtual hugs*

    • @samanthadiomeda6236
      @samanthadiomeda6236 2 роки тому

      Ye I do it and I help my friends but sometimes I tell them to help me because I told my friend that I might kms but he encouraged me to keep going so that I can accomplish my goals and to follow my dreams

  • @niq.ki72
    @niq.ki72 3 роки тому +754

    Like when you assume that you are the disappointment of the family,this playlist is perfect.

    • @jopyy.26
      @jopyy.26 3 роки тому +12

      (っ^_^)っ you're not alone man :(

    • @sad_anime_simp1650
      @sad_anime_simp1650 3 роки тому +7

      The only thing is I don’t assume, I know I am ;-;

    • @evelindenisee
      @evelindenisee 3 роки тому +3

      @@sad_anime_simp1650 hey i have no clue what your relationship with your family is but im sure that they're not disappointed in you

    • @sad_anime_simp1650
      @sad_anime_simp1650 3 роки тому

      @@evelindenisee Sure! Let’s believe that! But thank you!😊❤️

    • @daniellaaaaaaaa
      @daniellaaaaaaaa 3 роки тому

      I know I am. My brothers have said it. My mom has said I'm lazy and do nothing. I don't have anyone to talk to because my friends are never serious about it.

  • @baddiegorl6044
    @baddiegorl6044 2 роки тому +896

    Leaving this comment here to get reminded of this playlist, I hope you all can feel better soon 💞

    • @yourlocalfatrat_
      @yourlocalfatrat_ 2 роки тому +2

      Reminding u for this playlist hope you're feeling better cutie

    • @Nikki.q
      @Nikki.q 2 роки тому +1

      Hey cute~
      I love you ❤

    • @Seraphx488
      @Seraphx488 2 роки тому

      A mongolian.. sup man:)

    • @rennina
      @rennina 2 роки тому +2

      I hope it too, maybe one day I will feel happy too

    • @kaitlynf5661
      @kaitlynf5661 2 роки тому +2

      I hope ur feeling better

  • @wanna_be_pretty9162
    @wanna_be_pretty9162 3 місяці тому +3

    Yea im here crying over the same boy again. Same boy thats almost 18 im 15. The same boy who love bombed me not once but twice. The sad part is i have daddy issues and he knows it he plays into them and me yet i still miss it, i miss him even if he was using my body. But he was the first person i loved and now im sitting here crying wishing he would come back to me that he would love me again but he wants my body while i want his love and i cant break this attachment.

    • @MKHarmonia
      @MKHarmonia Місяць тому

      Please be careful! I have similar issues. I dont really know what I should say to you but please dont fall in his hands again! Talk with anyone you know and trust about it. I wish you the best of luck!

  • @lilybetch8974
    @lilybetch8974 3 роки тому +512

    i really can’t do this anymore. i feel like i’m a disappointment to everybody i know. i feel like my family, especially my parents only “love” me because they have to. i feel like i’m the problem for everything.

    • @Ezzii3480
      @Ezzii3480 3 роки тому +11

      You dont know me, but i dont think your a disappointment!! And the people around you need to treat you better!! Cause no one should have to feel like this way because of their family and stuff!! But hey, i may not know you but im here for you!! And just know no matter what those ppl around you say, that you are amazing, and are worth so much!!! And you deserve happiness, just like anyone else!! And you Can and i bet will do amazing things!! I truly believe in you!! And i hope you have a goodnight or day!!

    • @amayafisher2554
      @amayafisher2554 3 роки тому +1

      I'm the same way but it's family and friends

    • @di6na_
      @di6na_ 3 роки тому +2

      same :/

    • @josiee9737
      @josiee9737 3 роки тому +2

      Same here :( I feel like everything I do is going to end up deciding how my families views me and its exhausting…but I hope you can get through this and that you feel better soon too 💗

    • @sofiadumani2882
      @sofiadumani2882 3 роки тому

      i’m sorry for you but i’m glad i’m not alone in this

  • @simplydel4027
    @simplydel4027 3 роки тому +96

    my heart hurts and aches for everyone going through deep shit praying for yall

  • @iwx4021
    @iwx4021 3 роки тому +743

    I'm not angry, I'm not even a disappointment, I'm just really sad all of the time and I don't feel like I deserve to be

    • @supremecoconut5253
      @supremecoconut5253 3 роки тому +10

      I feel this on a spiritual level

    • @luzhernandez1861
      @luzhernandez1861 3 роки тому +6

      I really felt this and I just have to go with the flow but it’s not fair why do I feel like this 😔

    • @catrqs
      @catrqs 3 роки тому +5

      like i’ve lived through sm but not enough for people to believe me so i just feel like an imposter

    • @hannahtarek7974
      @hannahtarek7974 3 роки тому +3

      Same.. except my inner self keeps telling me I deserve it although I know I really don't

    • @charlylittle2198
      @charlylittle2198 3 роки тому +5

      I don't even have a reason to be sad and yet I'm depressed all the time. I know how it feels.

  • @Ambar_Gorillaz-Blink
    @Ambar_Gorillaz-Blink 3 місяці тому +11

    why I'm here..? my parents "love me". They want to see me "happy." They support me in "everything." I can have many "friends". but... why am I sad...?

  • @quackitybears8779
    @quackitybears8779 3 роки тому +693

    Im crying so hard that i can't even breathe properly.

    • @okok-rv9tg
      @okok-rv9tg 3 роки тому +39

      im holding my tears so hard that my throat hurts.

    • @blues6499
      @blues6499 3 роки тому +13

      are you okay? remember that i love u and people care for u and u are wanted

    • @zerodayyyy
      @zerodayyyy 3 роки тому +3

      Why does it hurt so bad?

    • @maya2399
      @maya2399 3 роки тому +1

      same but its a mood 365/24/7

    • @marrr8141
      @marrr8141 3 роки тому +1

      I'm doing that rn

  • @berry8275
    @berry8275 3 роки тому +191

    "Home? I... don't belong anywhere. The only thing I have is a house, where everyone inside seems... unfamiliar."

    • @RandomGuyFelix
      @RandomGuyFelix 3 роки тому +2

      Couldn't have said it better myself! That's EXACTLY how I feel!
      I don't know anyone here or even what I'm doing here.......

    • @mikotheraskum2014
      @mikotheraskum2014 3 роки тому

      Yup

    • @dj._.does-dance
      @dj._.does-dance 4 місяці тому

      Couldn't have said it better, no one could

  • @Milo-hx4qv
    @Milo-hx4qv 3 роки тому +228

    i hate how tired i always am but at night is the only time i can let out all my emotions

    • @fudgalicious
      @fudgalicious 2 роки тому +5

      Me too, I always tell my mom I'm doing my homework but I can't help but just do random things for hours and barely getting sleep, i wish i could get that sleep T_T

    • @rafaellepaquet4731
      @rafaellepaquet4731 2 роки тому +5

      Im tired of living....i dont wanna die....im just tired

  • @Stella_Aisha
    @Stella_Aisha 3 роки тому +200

    It's so sad seeing so many of you are suffering and going through something, but it's also comforting I'm not alone

    • @lunar_lover4557
      @lunar_lover4557 3 роки тому

      Your definitely not alone I'm always here

    • @shanixeditzx1173
      @shanixeditzx1173 3 роки тому

      fr :///

    • @nerrahh
      @nerrahh 3 роки тому

      just remember it’s not just you
      also amazing pfp

  • @ilovepincones3024
    @ilovepincones3024 2 роки тому +382

    i randomly cry for no reason at all. I hate it i dont want to make it seem like im trying to get attention but im just so tired sometimes, tired of life even so many things happen that i cant cope with properly this playlist has helped me so much thank you

    • @why_not__me
      @why_not__me 2 роки тому +6

      Do you wanna talk about it? I love you please stay safe and please talk to me if nobody’s there to turn to. I know you don’t know me but I’m here.

    • @thebigone4700
      @thebigone4700 Рік тому +2

      Tbh same, but for me I’m also in a bad mood all the time, idk why. I feel sad most the time. Everyone just ignores me at this point. I bet that nobody will reply to me. And I’m not seeking attention.

    • @why_not__me
      @why_not__me Рік тому +1

      @@thebigone4700 hey wanna tak abt it

    • @nourchbiki6762
      @nourchbiki6762 Рік тому +1

      It's okay, you don't need an actual reason to cry. We're humans not machines and emotions ARE irrational

    • @julkas1322
      @julkas1322 Рік тому

      I feel exactly the same

  • @smelluy
    @smelluy 2 роки тому +862

    time stamps so you dont need to

    • @Aby7HD
      @Aby7HD Рік тому +2

      thanks, good heart u hve there🙂

    • @smelluy
      @smelluy Рік тому +1

      @@Aby7HD yw!

    • @Urmom-be3rr
      @Urmom-be3rr Рік тому +6

      I wish people I know would say this to me, while hearing the playlist and reading your words I cried so hard, I am a bad person and lazy too, bad grades but I am to weak and dumb to change anything.. I want a future so bad yk and I want achieve all my goals!
      PS : cried while writing this too.. please wish me luck to succeed my goals.

    • @Lunablues23
      @Lunablues23 Рік тому

      Maammas5h6gvnx vg fvredguyuuxockhehiffrshgoterjuovfnhihcuwevfrwgyasdfjhewrfjavbdsjcydcjybdcbiudqfwreg

    • @cheesindeeznuts9931
      @cheesindeeznuts9931 Рік тому +3

      When I die I want to listen to this playlist before I die.
      When I die my last words are "Thanks"

  • @urfavmar101
    @urfavmar101 Рік тому +10

    I send a lot of hugs and support for all the people who is having a hard time, I really hope you get better 💙

  • @yokoneedsmoney
    @yokoneedsmoney 3 роки тому +1561

    so tired of life, i really wish to escape from school.

    • @iheartu8454
      @iheartu8454  3 роки тому +64

      is it not summer for you? It will eventually end, you can get through this, love!

    • @rox5614
      @rox5614 3 роки тому +33

      I wish i was at school i hate summer i never go anywhere and i only have 2 friends im never able to see😞

    • @yokoneedsmoney
      @yokoneedsmoney 3 роки тому +5

      @@iheartu8454 oh! not rlly, exams lol

    • @Craigmeowmeow
      @Craigmeowmeow 3 роки тому +6

      You’ve got this, stay strong!

    • @h311ishot8
      @h311ishot8 3 роки тому +7

      Doesn't everyone feel that at some point? We're all tired hun but staying strong is all we can rely on 🙂

  • @klutz905
    @klutz905 3 роки тому +880

    If you ever feel broken,
    Just know that the McDonald’s ice cream machine is always broken but everyone still loves it regardless.. =]
    My best friend once told me this, it makes me happy thinking about it

    • @cloudy1672
      @cloudy1672 3 роки тому +23

      THAT IS JUST SO SWEETTTT 😭😭😭😭😭✋✨✨

    • @barb4045
      @barb4045 3 роки тому +22

      Hey have you heard that McDonald’s won a lawsuit so now they’ll be able to fix all their ice cream machines, we may be broken but at least that can get fixed 👍

    • @nayra3704
      @nayra3704 3 роки тому +6

      This just made me smile thank you :)

    • @user-bl8pw6cn2d
      @user-bl8pw6cn2d 3 роки тому +1

      :)

    • @yukning8511
      @yukning8511 3 роки тому +4

      Ive been crying for a while but this made me smile, thanks angel

  • @Oliveryouronly
    @Oliveryouronly Рік тому +133

    All these texts make me want to cry in happy tears and it makes me feel better that strangers are more supportive then my own mom

    • @xephyra13
      @xephyra13 6 місяців тому +1

      i can say from personnal experience that moms are often not the best to support their children...

    • @midnight_moon123
      @midnight_moon123 5 місяців тому +2

      Same bro I'm actually sobbing

    • @Abigail_Milda
      @Abigail_Milda 3 місяці тому

      I agree with you
      Parents always yell and tell us that we are being disappointed for them, their words hurts than actions...

    • @hedgehog-in-the-shadows
      @hedgehog-in-the-shadows Місяць тому

      fr. and i have 0 friends too :(
      speaking of which, do any of u want to be friends?
      im sorry for overstepping but i am really lonely, i need support and i will support you
      i could state my character if u want ig
      good things: smart, kind, funny (sometimes, when im not too happy)
      bad things: hopes for impossible things and clings onto them, sometimes spitting out random facts i know, a little clingy
      (all of these only apply when i get comfortable around u)
      ok now i sound stupid, listing myself on here
      but really, can someone be friends with me
      i can vent a little if you want
      ok i sound stupid imma leave the message here
      nobody would wan be friends w me anyway
      wait i sound like im fishing for compliments so imma js say
      say 111 if you read alldis

  • @DeathNote-o2g
    @DeathNote-o2g 3 роки тому +823

    “Suicide doesn’t stop the pain it gives it to somebody else” well do you want me to apologise for feeling like this? Stop trying to make me feel guilty

    • @Vicky-hx1ki
      @Vicky-hx1ki 2 роки тому +14

      I'll talk to you if you want to talk.

    • @ymyh299
      @ymyh299 2 роки тому +43

      people say this out of fear of losing the person they love, they think that guilt will make the person stay, but it won't

    • @freddyd5504
      @freddyd5504 2 роки тому +2

      well did u end up doing it

    • @notato5052
      @notato5052 2 роки тому +10

      It's not a guilt trip, it's making you aware of what'll happen. I'm not going to say something as cliche as i care about you, instead i'll give you something to think about, Does suicide solve the problem? Will it make everyone's day better? take this however you feel like i don't mind being seen as a rude person you can't be helped if you aren't accepting it.

    • @emilyplays1054
      @emilyplays1054 2 роки тому

      like I am meant for failure so what's the point of trying...

  • @silverrrr2992
    @silverrrr2992 2 роки тому +308

    its 5am, ive beeing listening to music and crying for hours, and it feels amazing, almost euphoric.

  • @grekkas
    @grekkas Рік тому +3

    Balling my eyes out rn. Life’s too hard, I can’t manage to get happier. I’m losing friends, everyone. Time flies too fast. I might even end up having depression. If anyone can, can you guys try cheering me up. I’m going through a real tough time. If you read this, I hope your doing better than me.

  • @_cupidiot_
    @_cupidiot_ 2 роки тому +197

    I don't want to get better. The sadness is comforting. Its given me more comfort than anyone else has. Its the only thing that has stayed around loyally

    • @Aventurine_120
      @Aventurine_120 Рік тому +5

      Facts

    • @Chaoticsad
      @Chaoticsad Рік тому +2

      Thank you so much

    • @anime_world6684
      @anime_world6684 11 місяців тому +2

      I was really self absorbed, I thought people only have regular or dark types of depression and I was of the ones who accepted that yet is still suffering but there you are relating

    • @loving_erita
      @loving_erita 10 місяців тому +2

      I feel u

  • @UpAllNight234
    @UpAllNight234 2 роки тому +2448

    Moment of silence for the people listening to this that just want to die but are always holding back- hopefully this sad phase in your life will end soon and you’ll enjoy your life love you 🤕

    • @billciphertookovertheyoutu8042
      @billciphertookovertheyoutu8042 2 роки тому +11

      .

    • @filipzivojinovic9784
      @filipzivojinovic9784 2 роки тому +37

      I have a really big problem I already tried to kms and I survived it and I have problems with anger, social anxiety, depression and I lie about that stuff bc I think people do not need to care about me and to be worried bc I'm just a freak and If I kms everyone is going to forget about me so fuck it

    • @viickieq
      @viickieq 2 роки тому +7

      I love you

    • @UpAllNight234
      @UpAllNight234 2 роки тому +1

      @@viickieq thx 🫶🏻

    • @emm71x
      @emm71x 2 роки тому

      @@filipzivojinovic9784 not everyone ml people here in this comment sections struggle too! We know how you must feel and we love you and know you can make it , ppl you know although it may seem like they don’t care they truly do inside, killing yourself may seem like the end of the suffering but it wouldn’t end the suffering. It brings more pain and suffer to those who have truly cared for you , we care and love for you and I know , and I’m sure others know that you are strong enough to push through it, whatever your dealing with, you’ll be able to manage cause i know ur brave, I love you stranger - from another stranger

  • @IAMSUNLOL
    @IAMSUNLOL 3 роки тому +553

    Pov: you lost all your friends and you still try to cling onto your only remaining friend. You know you're drifting away, but you don't want to be alone again, not realizing you already are alone.
    Sorry for venting.
    Edit: we don't talk anymore🙂

    • @cloudberry5452
      @cloudberry5452 3 роки тому +6

      I understand

    • @r0belley6374
      @r0belley6374 2 роки тому +10

      this hits close to home :"

    • @momoyoung619
      @momoyoung619 2 роки тому +8

      dont apologize everyone needs a little vent every once in awhile

    • @Jar1x1ys
      @Jar1x1ys 2 роки тому

      ^^^^^

    • @BlueBell2468
      @BlueBell2468 2 роки тому +1

      It's ok, many times I still cry by myself to sleep because I've had so many Fake Friends that left me because times got tough, but the friends I have currently, have been sticking with throughout the my tough times

  • @ASTERIA-y1q
    @ASTERIA-y1q 2 місяці тому +4

    I’m just listening to this because my parents gave out the best dog in the whole wide world. He always made me smile, and the dog was the reason why I was more happier and smiled a lot more. But now that he’s gone, I feel way worse, and less happy. It well never be the same without him. The dog’s name is buddy.

    • @ASTERIA-y1q
      @ASTERIA-y1q 2 місяці тому

      Every time I woke up, and go to the balcony, (I live on the bottom floor of an apartment) he’s there and It made me smile. I let him in, I feed him, play with him, I even showered him too. I can never forget him, he will always be on my mind and heart. He is irreplaceable. I wish this one random guy wasn’t interested in wanting him. I really miss him a lot.

    • @Anna-rl9oj
      @Anna-rl9oj 2 місяці тому

      @@ASTERIA-y1qbuddy will find you, I promise

  • @miitoe9352
    @miitoe9352 2 роки тому +54

    My friends recently got together and I was so happy for them! I wanted them to have the best time together! But now it feels like I'm no longer cared for or needed by them, and honestly its making me feel so damn shitty cause I'm starting to wish I never even let them meet eachother and it makes me feel so guilty. I've always been the one everyone rants to but I've never really even ever ranted, not even once. I wanted something to listen to and went here, and my god it just made me cry so much. I'll definitely be coming back here when I feel sad again.

    • @bizcyutzz
      @bizcyutzz 2 роки тому +1

      I think I can understand the feeling of being happy for your friend, but in the bottom wishing that he/she takes more care of you and having some envy and feeling guilty for that... I've been in this situation for some months and I don't know how to carry with that weight on my shoulders

  • @seraphine-713
    @seraphine-713 2 роки тому +280

    the reason im crying is because my mom was constantly yelling at me and telling me I was useless, I feel like im worthless to my family now, I mean no one can hurt you more than the ones you love most right? this hurts alot because I still care about my mom, I dont think she cares about me, Thank you creator for making this playlist

    • @anonymouspigeon1
      @anonymouspigeon1 2 роки тому +7

      I'm so sorry! i have a similar relationship with my dad, i know how it feels. it gets better, don't work yourself up about what she says :)

    • @seraphine-713
      @seraphine-713 2 роки тому

      @@anonymouspigeon1 Okay! :)

    • @komihanasaki3296
      @komihanasaki3296 2 роки тому +4

      You are more special than you could ever imagine and you deserve all the love in the world :( i hope you can find hope and support from the people you care about very soon :")

    • @madswiftieeilish
      @madswiftieeilish 2 роки тому +3

      I know I’m very late, but, I’m sorry you feel that way. For me, even if I don’t know you, you’re beautiful, worthy, important, loved and deserve the best in life. I hope things get better:)
      im here for u

    • @freebiscuits4567
      @freebiscuits4567 2 роки тому

      Read the letter on my only video, it will help

  • @nicolelozano
    @nicolelozano 3 роки тому +203

    It just hits different when you're crying at 3pm, in bed and with the curtains drawn.

  • @iL0vetu
    @iL0vetu 2 місяці тому +2

    I loved how we were happier as kids but I can’t feel that happiness when I was a kid anymore

  • @sketchersss
    @sketchersss 2 роки тому +173

    Quick vent.
    I find it so funny. People say “oh you never had depression” or “just because you have anxiety dosent mean your special.” I can’t control my feelings or pain. I went through my friend doing or trying to do sh, my friends fighting for 4-5 months, being made fun of for my looks, having anxiety and crying for ever little thing, being sensitive and weak, having to get all A’s or I’m a disappointment,being compared ever two seconds. The worst part is I’m young.very young and my depression started at the age of 8. I had social anxiety for most of my life. Being used and being talked behind my back. Being called a stick all the time and people taking about my weight. I had separation anxiety till I was 9. Crying every night and waking up like I was amazing. Oh yeah and some kids make fun of my anxiety and say my life is perfectly fine and I have no reason to cry at school. All of this put into 12 yrs.When will people understand…. this is why I hate myself and my life. Lord knows what’s gonna happen ti me when I’m a teenager. And I wish someone could just look in my eyes and give me a hug..I wish I wasn’t always trying so hard and I’m slowly giving up. YOU KNOW WHAT I WISH I WASNT BORN. idc if people like me or hate me but I hate that I fake my whole life. there’s a whole lot to my story and even more that I can’t talk about.. nothing is worse then crying at school. you hold back every tear because kids my class hardly let us show emotion. all boys do is make fun of people who cry even though they rage over a fucking football game. I usually try not to get the attention of confusion and help for my friends so instead of asking for help I just cover my face and wipe the tears off my face even though they keep coming back like a nightmare. my friends always asked why were you crying? I say no reason, I’d rather cry in silences then when my friends have to waste there time on someone like me. I fucking love my teacher so much I can’t even imagine having a better teacher. whenever I cry she takes me outside and ask me what’s wrong? I say I can’t do the test, she starts comforting me and hugs me, I hate hugs but hers just hit different.
    anyways I wanna say that there’s literally nothing wrong with crying even if people judge you. those people are stupid and will never understand, it’s a pain yes but tell yourself to keep going and tell yourself you can do it. the only person you will ever have to never stop comforting you is yourself. I believe in that you can do anything, your so beautiful, amazing, kind,and smart, how can I person cry so much when being so amazing.
    people in this world are brutal and terrible, we can’t change that, which is why we have to be strong then them. keep your head up and say I can do it even if it’s so hard. I have so much faith in you and I know you can do it your just scared to fail. failure is something to never be scared of. failure is naturally a thing, so is crying which is why it’s ok to be human. we’re not all Steve Jobs and just made an IPhone. people in life can hurt you, but you can take the revenge and show them your so much better. I love you and please, never ever give up.

    • @lyn-hw1ur
      @lyn-hw1ur 2 роки тому +3

      i love you bae :'D

    • @sketchersss
      @sketchersss 2 роки тому +2

      @@lyn-hw1ur ly to :,)

    • @lyn-hw1ur
      @lyn-hw1ur 2 роки тому

      @@sketchersss do you want to be my friend ;> ?

    • @sketchersss
      @sketchersss 2 роки тому

      @@lyn-hw1ur sure :D

    • @joonhisokap1085
      @joonhisokap1085 2 роки тому +4

      You are the most beautiful persons. seriously you deserve the world i read every letter in this and i feel so much great and all the thanks goes to you, fr thank you so much you are so sweet and i hope you're having a beautiful life bec you deserve it

  • @ALIENrbx
    @ALIENrbx Рік тому +3

    thanks guys i needed this i jus feel stuck like i dont know what to do anymore and im trying my hardest to make it better but i cant. thanks so much for this.

  • @chrystalchavez5781
    @chrystalchavez5781 3 роки тому +763

    currently 3:04 am , I’m crying my eyes out , covering my mouth , trying to be as silent as I can. lol story if my life

    • @iheartu8454
      @iheartu8454  3 роки тому +41

      im sorry love

    • @theweekndgf
      @theweekndgf 3 роки тому +6

      Same lol

    • @zafirapaulson2058
      @zafirapaulson2058 3 роки тому +5

      Same :(

    • @user.notgab0013
      @user.notgab0013 3 роки тому +9

      I feel you and it sucks because when your covering your mouth you probably bite yourself. Same.
      Drink[clap]some[clap]water.
      ily

    • @chrystalchavez5781
      @chrystalchavez5781 3 роки тому +5

      @@zafirapaulson2058 Yeah I do and sometimes I bite my hand when I’m crying because the pain makes it a little more better and it calms me down

  • @lucifers_husbanddd
    @lucifers_husbanddd 2 роки тому +1073

    I listen to these sorta playlists in the bathroom crying all the pressure and stress out, these playlists comfort me. I wish I could trust my family more then people online, but that’s quite difficult. I wish you all amazing mental and physical health! And for the people who can’t manage that remember, I’m or people on the internet are always here for you. We will always support you, no matter what you are. Hope you’re all ok! 👍🥺

    • @honeybunn.03
      @honeybunn.03 2 роки тому +8

      Tysm this means a lot to me I hope you're doing well :)

    • @Mimikyu007
      @Mimikyu007 2 роки тому +7

      That is so relatable...I Hope you are doing well, thank you

    • @ricekrissietreat
      @ricekrissietreat 2 роки тому +5

      Relate to this hard, thank you, you too🤍

    • @togaandtaigasimp8327
      @togaandtaigasimp8327 2 роки тому +4

      I love this... It makes me happy to know theirs somone there... my mental state i dont think is at all that good

    • @sageegreenthebest
      @sageegreenthebest 2 роки тому +2

      Ngl I almost wanted to die… but not anymore

  • @katiehapin1391
    @katiehapin1391 2 роки тому +64

    I promise that things will get better. I was recently in a car crash that I almost died in and I didn’t realize how lucky I was until then. Struggling to breath, bruises all over my body was when I realized I didn’t want to go. Things will get better. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. Of course we all need a good cry but don’t forget that I love you. And if you feel down talk to people that you love while you still can. ❤️

  • @itsaddi7268
    @itsaddi7268 2 роки тому +344

    Can't cry anymore, but these songs are comforting.

    • @Ortet-Kun
      @Ortet-Kun 2 роки тому +20

      same, i feel so empty and i just want to cry sometimes. im always doing my best and helping others, and i never get a "thank you" or anything.

    • @fairyondnd
      @fairyondnd 2 роки тому +1

      @@Ortet-Kun thank you 💕

    • @Hi-lh7yc
      @Hi-lh7yc 2 роки тому +1

      same

    • @nicosanxoan
      @nicosanxoan 2 роки тому

      Same

    • @user-hn3ue2ik5g
      @user-hn3ue2ik5g 2 роки тому

      @@fairyondnd you are really kind

  • @emms_2.
    @emms_2. 3 місяці тому +5

    The feeling of wanting to cry but you cant because youre too physically drained is horrible

  • @Cup.Onoodles
    @Cup.Onoodles 2 роки тому +193

    Dear you,
    I’m tired of crying, I’m tired of everything most these days, but I’m not tired of seeing your beautiful smile, how your eyes light up the whole room, how everyone’s just happier to know you exist, I know things are hard, they are for me too, but know that your not alone, you never are, you might not have enough love, but I love you, I always will,
    Your amazing! NEVER forget that.

  • @toriwhitney2830
    @toriwhitney2830 2 роки тому +113

    I wish I had a way to express the sadness built inside me weighing on my chest like a ton of bricks when I cry to my favorite songs. If my sadness could he channeled into something I could have something amazing.

  • @Timrat.
    @Timrat. 2 місяці тому +1

    Were teenagers and feeling like this. Me personally ive had depression for months. Its just a constant fight against your mind. I hope everyonr there best of luck in life and dont forget we all support and love you❤
    Cried making this

  • @clowngonerogue
    @clowngonerogue 2 роки тому +1955

    《Timestamps》
    Space Song - Beach House 0:01
    Freaks - Surf Curse 5:16
    The Night We Met - Lord Huron 7:40
    This is Home - Cavetown 10:50
    As the Word Caves in- Matt Maltese 14:35
    Freaks- Surf Curse (again) 18:25
    I didn't see any other timestamps so I made this :))) Hope it helpssss
    Whoever's reading this I hope you have a wonderful day/night!

  • @chloes_behindthescenes
    @chloes_behindthescenes 2 роки тому +272

    Hello friend!
    I see ur feeling down. Don't worry its ok to feel this way, it's ok to cry. I know there may be someone telling you that you shouldn't cry, but you should. Let it all out. You are not alone, I am here for you if you want to chat. You're strong and you will get through this, whatever it is. Thank you for being here, reading this. I hope you have a better day/night. Good job. :)

    • @chuarx2677
      @chuarx2677 2 роки тому +5

      Hope you are having a great day

    • @user-vw2jc
      @user-vw2jc 2 роки тому +3

      tysm :)

    • @vurllala
      @vurllala 2 роки тому +2

      I hope you have the greatest day ever everyday

    • @rennina
      @rennina 2 роки тому +6

      I've been fighting with my mom, dad, sister and myself for doing everything wrong, and for not being enough. I feel sad all the time, I don't feel any type of emotion, and when I cry I just feel empty inside because I realise how much I am alone now. I just need someone to be with me.
      Thank you for reading ❤

    • @chloes_behindthescenes
      @chloes_behindthescenes 2 роки тому +3

      @@rennina I’m sorry but even though it may not feel like it, there are people who love you. You are an amazing person even you may not feel like it. I love you because you are you! Have a good day or night and don’t let the others pull you down. If they aren’t there for you then they aren’t worth the fight. ❤️❤️

  • @1eppinger357
    @1eppinger357 2 роки тому +71

    i swear, the comments on these types of videos are the ones that really make me smile and even cry cause of how sweet and just so amazing they are

  • @merbeeduck9256
    @merbeeduck9256 3 місяці тому +3

    My mom had a talk with me and told me, “Sometimes I wish you were scared of us still, but now we’re scared of you.” I’ve tried so hard to fix my life, to the point where I had to sometimes scream it- but didn’t realize I became the monster I was so scared to be. I’m numb. I have no one to turn to, but I don’t want to die because I’ve worked so hard to get this far and I don’t want my family (mostly my dog) to be sad. I’m not happy at all. I’m really not. I barely have people I consider friends even though I’m surrounded by them, and I’m so high maintenance. I have ADHD, major anxiety, and just in general a tempered attitude. She didn’t even shout at me…she was disappointed. And I, am also disappointed in myself. My final exams are tmmrw, I didn’t study, I didn’t do anything this year. I feel so much like a burden, and just imagine having a friend group I can hang out with, wear the same outfits with, take pictures with, go karaoke with, just any friends stuff friends do.

    • @MKHarmonia
      @MKHarmonia Місяць тому +1

      How are you? Hope you are doing a little bit better now.

  • @Cecilia_b.08
    @Cecilia_b.08 3 роки тому +758

    "The monsters come out at 3am, go to sleep."
    "Im a monster. Thats why Im out right now"

    • @mikotheraskum2014
      @mikotheraskum2014 3 роки тому +2

      Yup

    •  3 роки тому +3

      Deep

    • @aivil3820
      @aivil3820 3 роки тому +7

      wait that would explain why i naturally always wake up at about 3am every night

    • @Cecilia_b.08
      @Cecilia_b.08 3 роки тому +2

      @@aivil3820 yes. We have figured our our sleep cycles. lol

    • @aivil3820
      @aivil3820 3 роки тому +3

      @@Cecilia_b.08 nice, now it might be easier to fix my messed up sleep schedule lmao

  • @JM-es2ec
    @JM-es2ec 3 роки тому +431

    i dont wanna live anymore, it hurts so much. My heart aches for her, why did she have to leave me... i miss her....

    • @iheartu8454
      @iheartu8454  3 роки тому +57

      its okay love please dont say that. idk if youre going thru a loss or breakup but whatever it is youll get thru it, and youll be okay, i promise

    • @mitskisson
      @mitskisson 3 роки тому +12

      Yes, she will never come back, I wasn’t enough, I will never be, I should’ve loved her back sooner, I failed her, it’s my fault, I’m sorry…

    • @faithybear420
      @faithybear420 3 роки тому +4

      Why did I hurt her? Maybe if I didn't do it she would be sleeping in my bed and having sleepovers instead of blocking the thought of me out of her mind.

    • @danpungsugar8712
      @danpungsugar8712 3 роки тому +4

      She found someone better then me, I was Just her toy. She fucked up my life, I have no desire to live now. I hate her but lover her so much at the same time. My life is crumbling apart and Im Just watching. I want to die

    • @faithybear420
      @faithybear420 3 роки тому +1

      @@danpungsugar8712 I'm going through the same thing. It was my bestfriend, she has more in common and knew this girl longer than me and left me for her. It was my fault though. I accidentally hurt her. I shouldn't of done that. Now I'm a terrible person.

  • @jellocloud_
    @jellocloud_ 2 роки тому +79

    I used to listen to this playlist last summer when everything started falling appart. I thought it got better, yet im here again.

  • @kody6113
    @kody6113 3 роки тому +28

    it felt like such a long time ago when i would stay up with my friends past 3 am to see if anything scary would happen. god i hate growing up.

    • @rosiesartsy
      @rosiesartsy 2 роки тому

      Same, things changed too fast. They are all always making sex jokes and talking about stuff like that but I still feel like a kid. Like they all moved on to the next stage of their life but I'm here wanting my childhood back.

  • @dollydeath5990
    @dollydeath5990 Рік тому +306

    Honestly, they always talk about the bad sides of the internet but you guys here have the kindest and nicest words I‘ve probably ever heard. People like you restore my faith in humanity. Thank you guys. Take good care of yourselves! I don’t know you people out there at all yet I want to tell you I love you