I miss my father so much Ronald Larsen born OCT. 19, 1950 died AUG. 13, 2021, Beloved husband wonderful father, 20 year of service to his Country 18 years being a hero in the Coast Guard. My dad saved so many lives and he never once talked about it. He did it all for his family he wanted something better than the way he had to grow up. I wish I could be half the man my father was. I failed him in so many ways now Im 44 with nothing he believed in me and I let him down. I feel like I wasted my whole life not having any dreams or goals, I'm a hard worker but I don't try hard enough. Yes I can put in a days work but I not willing to do what is needed to chase my dreams. I feel like all these jobs I keep interviewing for is not what God wants from me. I did have one goal to find someone who would love me no matter what. I found her and no matter what happens she always around. I spend my life doing things to make a living, I never did what I truly want to do. I'm 44 I could say I'm too old or I can do what other people my age have said go for it.
I miss my father so much Ronald Larsen born OCT. 19, 1950 died AUG. 13, 2021, Beloved husband wonderful father, 20 year of service to his Country 18 years being a hero in the Coast Guard. My dad saved so many lives and he never once talked about it. He did it all for his family he wanted something better than the way he had to grow up. I wish I could be half the man my father was. I failed him in so many ways now Im 44 with nothing he believed in me and I let him down. I feel like I wasted my whole life not having any dreams or goals, I'm a hard worker but I don't try hard enough. Yes I can put in a days work but I not willing to do what is needed to chase my dreams. I feel like all these jobs I keep interviewing for is not what God wants from me. I did have one goal to find someone who would love me no matter what. I found her and no matter what happens she always around. I spend my life doing things to make a living, I never did what I truly want to do. I'm 44 I could say I'm too old or I can do what other people my age have said go for it.
Amazing!
I miss my dad as well. Never give up on getting all of my money now that I've got $20,000 for a civil attorney to file lawsuits against all 15 of them