Seriously I had no idea my pills were worth money I did a weeks worth in 2 days and never bothered to get the 2nd week's worth of pill because it scared the shit out of me. I just spent 2 days watching the clock waiting for my next pill. If I realized I could have sold them.
Some people do opiates and they get a downer high. Some people (ME!!) do opiates and you get a warm rush of energetic confidence that lasts longer than cocaine. Had it been the other way (being nodded out like the shooters do) I would have never fucked with them. I was always socially awkward. But once after oral surgery I took my prescribed Percocet and it felt so amazing I took more. Went out to the bar alone but talked to everyone, smoked like 5 packs of cigarettes, had an amazing night. Next morning woke up with a mouth full of blood and dry sockets and in my head told myself: “This is what I do now” cut to 2 years later im snorting 2 caps of dope every morning just to feel good enough to start getting high for the day. 8 years later. Im clean and sober since June 29, 2014
Don't ever fool yourself into thinking you can get away with doing it once. After 10 years clean, I told myself I could do it once, and go back to normal the next day.... especially because I knew how bad it used to be, and how much my life had improved by being clean....lo and behold I did it that day, and everyday since... now it's two going on 3 years of active destructive use which started out with the lie...."I'm in control, I'm just gonna do it today" Don't ever let yourself tell yourself the same lie. I might not ever stop again
Lol y’all must be predisposed to that shit cuz I just got a lil body high and a short temper. Did it like 4 times then never did it gain. Uppers however…
Matt's a really good guy, he's never had the intention of ever hurting anyone, he was just in a weird place like lots of us. great example for lots of us
I use to roof houses, I live in Texas on the coast. It gets so hot and humid during the summer that you are covered in sweat after 5min of sitting in the shade on the porch doing absolutely nothing. One day when I was like 20 and a loser pot head and been roofing for about a year, One day my young stupid mind broke from the heat. I tossed off my gloves and threw them in some tar and yelled out "Man Fuck this shit I'm joining the the Army!" I think I was serious at the time. There was definitely distress in my voice. My Vietnam vet boss just started cracking up out loud, he couldn't catch a breath he was laughing so hard. When he could finally talk he told me still half laughing "Go sit in the truck, turn the AC on,drink some water and dry your tears buttercup. Take a 10min break" I was so embarrassed I did just that. Then got back on the roof and started spreading tar again
lol that's why most places except the good ol US and A (Borat voice) have paid rest breaks when it gets hotter than like 90°F/32°C because heat exhaustion fucks with your brain and enough of it causes heatstroke which will kill you so s/o your boss fr lmao
As a recovering heroin/opiod addict this was spot on. I can can read prescription bottles through someone’s pockets. I can tell the sound of the good stuff. When is was 15 my friends old dad had 6 giant bottles of OxyContin. 300 20mg, 300 40mg pills, and 300 80mg pills. I was 15 years old throwing up from getting so high and I still loved it.
I watched family go through it and sober back up thank god. But when I got pills for my wisdom tooth surgery WORST feeling of my life and I’m so glad to know that
I was just thinking I didn't grow up in Brookhaven but I could have tossed a lacrosse ball from my front yard, over my neighbor's fence, into an apartment complex (or maybe condos) called Hilltop and I'm pretty sure that is where Brookhaven border was.
Imagine going through opiod withdrawals, all the anti pain juice in your brain and body is gone. Just existing is the worst form of torture. Now, image having to vomit and have the most painful diarrhea while you are hypersensitive.
Drugs are different for everyone. I never like cocaine, but opiates were like the drug my brain needed to feel normal and they worked for awhile... until they didn't. Then you end up in a far worse spot than you were when you started. Lost my mom to H, nearly lost my sister and myself. 4 years sober from opiates though.
Coke was the best. Spent 7k in a summer. Coulda paid off my car. When i realized this, i iust stopped. Same for cigarettes. I only stopped because its expensive, not becuase its bad for me and that scares me quite a lot
@@paulcarmi8130 Fetty is what royally screwed me up. Went from the pharma pain pill to fetty pipeline (once pain pills became too hard to source due to clamping down). Towards the end of my run I took the $5k I had saved up in crypto and blew it all in a month on fent. The high only lasts an hour or two tops, especially with a tolerance and that stuff rekts tolerance like no other. I was using 2.5-3g a day of it before I went into rehab. Stuff is the crack of opiates. It's so bad.
I’m weird I’ll not do coke for a long time and just go on an absolute bender when I’m hella depressed for a week then don’t do it for a long time I can’t tell if I have a problem because I can go cold turkey no problem
@@Alex50969yeah but he really said "he can go cold turkey" which means hes not fully addicted to the point where he needs it constantly, which makes it harder to register it being a real problem, sorta the same shit but its just a more tricky situation
Quitting cold turkey means you can quit permanently without weening yourself off. You have only met one of the 2 requirement for quitting cold turkey and therefore have not quit cold turkey.
I can explain why you can’t see in space. You see the light from the sun passes through the cosmic molecules a lot faster in space, due to having no vacuum, so the light therefore shines so bright, that everything reverts to its base colour of black. Once this happen, our consciousness experiences this phenomenon as it perceives it as darkness, but in actually fact, it is just very very bright
It’s actually because the sun shines so bright that when a camera or your eyes adjust to its brightness the other stars in the sky and even planets can appear black because of their distance and relatively low brightness
@@LikeALocofirefly most light is only observable on the vehicular spectrum. Once the light is transferable through the lithosphere to the outer rims of the known Slaytofsiev metric is it foreseeable in the future. Only then may the light become transparent and lit because the sun is fire
8:00 He either subconsciously learned this or he is a genius. Basically if there is intelligent life from star systems with different kinds of stars, they would be blind on earth because different suns emit different frequencies of the light spectrum. So in theory an outer space creature could havw evolved to only see infrared waves
Opiates were so damn accessible in the early 2000’s. Especially the syrup. Glad most everyone I know put that stuff behind them. Could have gone a much darker route.
Anyone ever try robotripping? I did once back in the day. Pure hell. My body felt like a marshmallow filled with quicksand. Biden brain. Couldn't walk. Then the itchiness took over. in between my fingers and toes. Unrelenting. Felt like I was going insane.
Personally, it's my favorite high. Something is wrong with me lol. I've done loads of experimentation and DXM is the highest I've ever been besides DMT. Felt like ket, molly, acid, Xanax, pain pills, etc. all at once. The music enhancement was otherworldly 🤯 I had the feeling I was communicating with higher intelligence, shit was nutty.
It’s funny cause I thought I was rare but I was exactly like Matt. My name is Matt as well. But I used to joke to girls that I would date that they could take me to church Sunday, meet their Mom Monday and be selling drugs on Tuesday. If anyone ever wanted to write a book about my life It would surely be a best seller. I should have died a thousand times.
No body knew indeed. I had no idea pills and heroin were the same til I got clean in 2011. Also love the book of Matt. Also MATT AND SHANE COPYRIGHT CLAIM THIS SHIT lol
@@Bonsoirmonamiepretty sure Adderall is D- amphetamines and Meth is D- methamphetamine so very similar. But yeah. More people should have used Erowid before using drugs. I don't do much of anything anymore besides booze and weed but Erowid was a life saver. Dosages. Length. Time of peak. What to expect. User reports. Great for when designer/pro drugs were on the silk road and you wanted to know what you were getting into.
If I get to the pearly gates and get the chance to watch my life back I'm going to strike a deal to spend an eternity in purgatory if I could just watch the entirety of the Shamans life instead, his life is just pure comedic insanity
Our Father, Who art in heaven, Hallowed be Thy Name. Thy Kingdom come. Thy Will be done, on earth as it is in Heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. Amen. #warmode #addiesnbaddies #absurdnraunchy
Matt saying he should be dead prolly makes a ton of people scoff lol he ain’t been thru much tbh respect to his struggle tho he a solid mf in my eyes 💪🏼
“That 8 hours at the shovel!” Every blue collar mans last word before buying an 8 ball
i’m like what kind of job with a shovel was he working making 25 an hour
@@steviechampagne white with a shovel*
You are Bbg material big time!!
@@turneryoung905 best compliment I could receive lol I was trying to think of what the female version of the dawgz was but bbg is definitely it lol
Omg the only real woman that listens to the cast lol
“You have this radar for anyone who’s getting minor surgery and you just bother them” is so true about pill heads
Seriously I had no idea my pills were worth money I did a weeks worth in 2 days and never bothered to get the 2nd week's worth of pill because it scared the shit out of me. I just spent 2 days watching the clock waiting for my next pill. If I realized I could have sold them.
Yea dude do you realise he's doing a bit you just exposed yourself as somebody who's never even done drugs
@@dixonhill1108this isn't Reddit dude stop lying
@@MelanatedRepublican I love that you say it as it's a bad thing. When did it become a bad thing to never try pills? Lmfao. 🤡
@@MelanatedRepublican no buddy, you did. And it’s not a flex.
Some people do opiates and they get a downer high. Some people (ME!!) do opiates and you get a warm rush of energetic confidence that lasts longer than cocaine. Had it been the other way (being nodded out like the shooters do) I would have never fucked with them. I was always socially awkward. But once after oral surgery I took my prescribed Percocet and it felt so amazing I took more. Went out to the bar alone but talked to everyone, smoked like 5 packs of cigarettes, had an amazing night. Next morning woke up with a mouth full of blood and dry sockets and in my head told myself: “This is what I do now” cut to 2 years later im snorting 2 caps of dope every morning just to feel good enough to start getting high for the day.
8 years later. Im clean and sober since June 29, 2014
Don't ever fool yourself into thinking you can get away with doing it once.
After 10 years clean, I told myself I could do it once, and go back to normal the next day.... especially because I knew how bad it used to be, and how much my life had improved by being clean....lo and behold I did it that day, and everyday since... now it's two going on 3 years of active destructive use which started out with the lie...."I'm in control, I'm just gonna do it today"
Don't ever let yourself tell yourself the same lie.
I might not ever stop again
Salute brother 🫡
good for you man 💪🏾
Stay up King
Nice one brother! You should have a line to celebrate :)
"I used to sip syrup" "....only once"
Sip sippin on some sizzurpppp
“I was laying there just like wacked out on syrup and pills one night…”
@@TommyMurrayJrjust totally gacked out on all this syrup and pills bro
Seerup*
"only once"
then tells multiple stories about doing it
"The nether state" is such an accurate way to describe nodding off lol
That is exactly how I've described it before. Also, that 20 seconds of body melt after you finish an orgasm. Just expand that over several hours.
1:09 "c'mon dude!" Kills me 😆
such a great description of the opiate high, floating,not asleep but rested until that runs out and you're entire being aches,exhausted,down as fuck
Nah the best description is how it feels like you put down a really heavy suitcase you never knew you were carrying your entire life.
Lol y’all must be predisposed to that shit cuz I just got a lil body high and a short temper. Did it like 4 times then never did it gain. Uppers however…
you probably did a vicodin 5mg and pretended to be kurt kobain@@fuckgoogle6091
@@fuckgoogle6091 doesnt do anything to me idk >_
High trait openness wins again
What?
Undefeated
@@JohnDoe-z2rMatt’s Big Five (Incher)
@@JohnDoe-z2r look up big 5 personality traits
this'll be my fav comment for a while
Matt Muccusker where is my bag u was gonna come with ive been waiting years
"damn bro im right up the street gimme 15m"
Matt's a really good guy, he's never had the intention of ever hurting anyone, he was just in a weird place like lots of us.
great example for lots of us
I use to roof houses,
I live in Texas on the coast.
It gets so hot and humid during the summer that you are covered in sweat after 5min of sitting in the shade on the porch doing absolutely nothing.
One day when I was like 20 and a loser pot head and been roofing for about a year,
One day my young stupid mind broke from the heat.
I tossed off my gloves and threw them in some tar and yelled out "Man Fuck this shit I'm joining the the Army!"
I think I was serious at the time.
There was definitely distress in my voice.
My Vietnam vet boss just started cracking up out loud, he couldn't catch a breath he was laughing so hard.
When he could finally talk he told me
still half laughing "Go sit in the truck, turn the AC on,drink some water and dry your tears buttercup.
Take a 10min break"
I was so embarrassed I did just that.
Then got back on the roof and started spreading tar again
lol that's why most places except the good ol US and A (Borat voice) have paid rest breaks when it gets hotter than like 90°F/32°C
because heat exhaustion fucks with your brain and enough of it causes heatstroke which will kill you so s/o your boss fr lmao
The Statute of Limitations was that giant copper woman the French sent us right? Idk how long that is 😂
"you're on meth...SPRINTING down the highway" lmao
As a recovering heroin/opiod addict this was spot on. I can can read prescription bottles through someone’s pockets. I can tell the sound of the good stuff. When is was 15 my friends old dad had 6 giant bottles of OxyContin. 300 20mg, 300 40mg pills, and 300 80mg pills. I was 15 years old throwing up from getting so high and I still loved it.
I watched family go through it and sober back up thank god. But when I got pills for my wisdom tooth surgery WORST feeling of my life and I’m so glad to know that
@@chip5207 yeah you got lucky as hell man genes are a mf real shit lol
I could hear the right jingle in someone's purse. That's that evolve devolve. Very sad and very true
Mccuskey and I had an eerily similar early '00s.
drugs are very popular
5:50 Matt saying sizzurp is fucking killin me
Paul Woker
That was legit. Gg lol
432hz
" your fast and furious squad was just dudes on perks " lol
sip seerup
Man I noticed that too
Sip wadder, play Marryo
Do you say sirrup
This description is hilarious
Matts whiteness is so prevalent yet so invisible
The Irish are NOT white
He's definitely wrong bout Texas not getting hit everyone I knew was on opiates back then including myself 😂and that shit is gnarly
opiates hit every single part of the country 4 sho
Yeah dude... They were giving out 180 day scripts like candy in Houston in the early 2000s. "Pain Management Clinics"
houston is where syrup culture started lol
@@buttweinerfacehead8818 forreal lol
Anyone have a link to the Patreon clip where they go into more depth? TIA
It's called the book of Matt. There's a part 1 and 2 😊
@@BboyCorrosiveblessed
It's weird hearing a comedian from your town tell stories and talk about streets you drive down every day
You ain't a Philly dude
@@MelanatedRepublican you're right im in delco
I was just thinking I didn't grow up in Brookhaven but I could have tossed a lacrosse ball from my front yard, over my neighbor's fence, into an apartment complex (or maybe condos) called Hilltop and I'm pretty sure that is where Brookhaven border was.
Imagine going through opiod withdrawals, all the anti pain juice in your brain and body is gone. Just existing is the worst form of torture. Now, image having to vomit and have the most painful diarrhea while you are hypersensitive.
Shutup dude you ain't about that life
@@MelanatedRepublican lol, your life fuckin sucks dude.
Ewww
Matty Mac just goes bro. Most underrated pawdlcaster in the world.
“They didn’t get hit in Texas” bro what are you even talking about lean is out of control down there everybody sips
Drugs are different for everyone. I never like cocaine, but opiates were like the drug my brain needed to feel normal and they worked for awhile... until they didn't. Then you end up in a far worse spot than you were when you started. Lost my mom to H, nearly lost my sister and myself. 4 years sober from opiates though.
Coke was the best. Spent 7k in a summer. Coulda paid off my car. When i realized this, i iust stopped. Same for cigarettes. I only stopped because its expensive, not becuase its bad for me and that scares me quite a lot
@@paulcarmi8130 Fetty is what royally screwed me up. Went from the pharma pain pill to fetty pipeline (once pain pills became too hard to source due to clamping down). Towards the end of my run I took the $5k I had saved up in crypto and blew it all in a month on fent. The high only lasts an hour or two tops, especially with a tolerance and that stuff rekts tolerance like no other. I was using 2.5-3g a day of it before I went into rehab. Stuff is the crack of opiates. It's so bad.
@@paulcarmi8130coke is so damn much but man it makes a grown man calm for a few seconds then heart bursting out of chest 💀
Matt went from sipping syrup once to all of a sudden drinking it at a bar with black dudes 🧢
fr
There’s white dudes that’s really livin like that and tbh he don’t seem like one to me
damn phil jr with the bootcamp buzzcut
Bro houston the drink capital of the country. Opiates were a HUGE problem round here bunch of dr.s went to jail
They should bring the flag back and keep the podiums
I’m weird I’ll not do coke for a long time and just go on an absolute bender when I’m hella depressed for a week then don’t do it for a long time I can’t tell if I have a problem because I can go cold turkey no problem
Dangerous thought process,
You basically said: I do drugs but i can stop whenever i want.
Please get help, maybe just for your problems that causes you to take the drugs
@@Alex50969 thanks dad
@@Alex50969yeah but he really said "he can go cold turkey" which means hes not fully addicted to the point where he needs it constantly, which makes it harder to register it being a real problem, sorta the same shit but its just a more tricky situation
Quitting cold turkey means you can quit permanently without weening yourself off. You have only met one of the 2 requirement for quitting cold turkey and therefore have not quit cold turkey.
dude youre the man
thanks bros
lol
when is next upload?
I can explain why you can’t see in space. You see the light from the sun passes through the cosmic molecules a lot faster in space, due to having no vacuum, so the light therefore shines so bright, that everything reverts to its base colour of black. Once this happen, our consciousness experiences this phenomenon as it perceives it as darkness, but in actually fact, it is just very very bright
It’s actually because the sun shines so bright that when a camera or your eyes adjust to its brightness the other stars in the sky and even planets can appear black because of their distance and relatively low brightness
@@LikeALocofirefly most light is only observable on the vehicular spectrum. Once the light is transferable through the lithosphere to the outer rims of the known Slaytofsiev metric is it foreseeable in the future. Only then may the light become transparent and lit because the sun is fire
8 hours with a shovel? man I've been getting ripped off. I remember getting paid like 80 to 100 bucks for shit like that. 200 bucks???
This was 10 years ago dude
old drug stories are the best lmao
He used to be Paul Wanker
It’s dark in space cause there’s no matter for light to reflect on.
Matt always getting robbed makes so much sense now
8:00 He either subconsciously learned this or he is a genius. Basically if there is intelligent life from star systems with different kinds of stars, they would be blind on earth because different suns emit different frequencies of the light spectrum. So in theory an outer space creature could havw evolved to only see infrared waves
Unfortunately the shaman does not understand how light works
YN McCusker is nuts.
Dude Matt was a bad bad boy
The book of Matt Patreon episode is top 10 easily
the friend was Chris wood
Matt feels like a bad ass I know he does. He feels like Walter White “ oh, I feel so bad now” sure
R u gay
Opiates were so damn accessible in the early 2000’s. Especially the syrup. Glad most everyone I know put that stuff behind them. Could have gone a much darker route.
It has in Massachusetts
@@keepmeaknocka3726 Likewise here in New Hampshire. Shit's gay.
They know once they get a white guy he's never gonna get pulled over running product haha
sizyrup arc
“Sip searup” matt couldn’t sound more white
3:30 me too. Mine was addicted to poppy seed tea. What an idiot.
Anyone ever try robotripping? I did once back in the day. Pure hell. My body felt like a marshmallow filled with quicksand. Biden brain. Couldn't walk. Then the itchiness took over. in between my fingers and toes. Unrelenting. Felt like I was going insane.
Yea dude we all heard this ya liar
Personally, it's my favorite high. Something is wrong with me lol. I've done loads of experimentation and DXM is the highest I've ever been besides DMT. Felt like ket, molly, acid, Xanax, pain pills, etc. all at once. The music enhancement was otherworldly 🤯 I had the feeling I was communicating with higher intelligence, shit was nutty.
@@MelanatedRepublicanyou didn’t go to harvard
@@NoodlePastieI love it too, but the body odor and the shrinkage of balls not worth it sometimes
@@MelanatedRepublican i had a pathetic friend in hs, he pretended to goto harvard too.
nice pfp
PAUL WOKER
If u call it "sear-up" were u really sippin'..?
I was lookin' back, to see if she was looking back, to see if I was lookin' back at her.
They say they on molly?😭
It’s funny cause I thought I was rare but I was exactly like Matt. My name is Matt as well.
But I used to joke to girls that I would date that they could take me to church Sunday, meet their Mom Monday and be selling drugs on Tuesday.
If anyone ever wanted to write a book about my life It would surely be a best seller.
I should have died a thousand times.
matt life
No body knew indeed. I had no idea pills and heroin were the same til I got clean in 2011. Also love the book of Matt. Also MATT AND SHANE COPYRIGHT CLAIM THIS SHIT lol
They aren’t the same at all. They’re just both opiates. Thars like saying adderall is meth.
@@Bonsoirmonamie but adderall is meth.
@@Bonsoirmonamiepretty sure Adderall is D- amphetamines and Meth is D- methamphetamine so very similar.
But yeah. More people should have used Erowid before using drugs. I don't do much of anything anymore besides booze and weed but Erowid was a life saver. Dosages. Length. Time of peak. What to expect. User reports. Great for when designer/pro drugs were on the silk road and you wanted to know what you were getting into.
Why would they claim this. They would piss off most of their fans and this guy gives them more views
Some pills are literally synthetic heroin @@Bonsoirmonamie
If I get to the pearly gates and get the chance to watch my life back I'm going to strike a deal to spend an eternity in purgatory if I could just watch the entirety of the Shamans life instead, his life is just pure comedic insanity
Still waiting for the episode where Shane grows balls & admits he’s not a Dem
It’s pretty obvious to those who listen
My guy getting that money in tho 💯
@@SyntaxErr19287 absolutely, he’s earnin it too
What’s a ‘Dem’?
Cause Democrats buy sneakers too
Our Father, Who art in heaven,
Hallowed be Thy Name.
Thy Kingdom come.
Thy Will be done,
on earth as it is in Heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses,
as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil. Amen. #warmode #addiesnbaddies #absurdnraunchy
How u gonna drop a our father then hashtag Addies and baddies 😂😂😂😂😂😂
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How are you
@@Gin-115 don’t talk to me if you diss welsh people 💯 🔥
@@SyntaxErr19287Welsh people is an oxymoron, words are not supposed to be twelve consecutive consonants
@@rihardsrozans6920 leave me alone
I used to sup seerup
Sizzurripp and pills
Love me some Matt!
Smh
Matt saying he should be dead prolly makes a ton of people scoff lol he ain’t been thru much tbh respect to his struggle tho he a solid mf in my eyes 💪🏼
shieeeee
That man has taken hundreds of tiny mice lives with his own hands. He’s seen some shit
ppl die daily for less 🤷♀️
My almost being dead is so much bigger than yours bro.
This is also likely a highly sanitized version of these events for the sake of a podcast.
Coke gets you all sweaty and sitting still but man it makes you calm as a cucumber
He's a traitor.