male fantasy - billie eilish (slowed n reverb)
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- Опубліковано 28 лип 2021
- ☾ and it's all i think about whеn im behind the wheel
i worry this is how im always gonna feel
but nothing lasts, i know the deal ☽
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This is literally one of her best songs.
ONE of her best but TBH I love all of them✨
One of the best of the album❤️
Agree with u
agree
this whole album is
This is my favorite from the album. It’s hard to choose, but by far this takes #1
Same, it's beautiful
It’s the best cuz it is the one that you wouldn’t have enough to listen to ^^
Male Fantasy and Everything I wanted are my comfort songs, I just wanna hug and cry in their arms :')
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Same
Home alone
Trying not to eat
Distract myself with pornography
I hate the way she looks at me
I can't stand the dialogue
She would never be
That satisfied, it's a male fantasy
I'm going back to therapy
'Cause I loved you then and I love you now and I don't know how
Guess it's hard to know
When nobody else comes around
If I'm getting over you
Or just pretending to
Be alright, convince myself I hate you
I got a call from a girl I used to know
We were inseparable years ago
Thought we'd get along but it wasn't so
And it's all I think about
When I'm behind the wheel
I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel
But nothing lasts, I know the deal
But I loved you then and I love you now and I don't know how
Guess it's hard to know
When nobody else comes around
If I'm getting over you
Or just pretending to
Be alright, convince myself I hate you
Can't get over you
No matter what I do
I know I should but I could never hate you
Ty✨
this and happier than ever is my top favorite songs of her. god i repeat them everyday
Mine too
this song is so deep and can relate so much to it..
This timing is immaculate 0-0 like it came out a couple seconds ago!
This song really helped me through my last breakup 🥺
"Can’t get over you, no matter what I do.....I know I should but I could never hate you" This lyric though, so powerful
damn y’all b fast omg
i would love to see this make part of a movie's soundtrack.
Especially a ROMANCE MOVIE!!!ahhh
this is my fav
this song so underatted
3:16 this part be hitting different.
She sings this song in this tone mostly. So beautiful
This is the best “my cat died and I want to cry sing” to ever exist thank you so much Billie ellish
Bro the album just came out 🤣
I can't stop putting this on repeat
I love Billie Eilish, Bilie is my inspiration. I love Male Fantasy, it's my favorite song, there's no better song than this
I’ve listened to this everyday for the last year lol
this song is incredible
this has a beautiful melody
MMIXX: i don't want to. but i love you
MMXXI: i know i should, but i could never hate you
Que vibe incrível
' home alone trying not to eat ' :
'Cause I loved you then and I love you now
And I don't know how
Love this
im crying
это единственная песня в которой повествуется о моей боли
i worry this is how im always gonna feel but nothing lasts, i know the deal,
i relate to this lyric so much and if anyone else can relate im sorry :')
Nice 😊
Tw: mentions of suicide, mental abuse
I will never stop believing this song was made for me.
February last year my 6 month relationship with my ex ended due to a huge argument between us which resulted in me breaking up with them in the heat of the moment, the day after obviously regretting it because I was still in love with them, I decided to ask them 2 days after we ended things if we could try again, because I very much wasn’t over them and wasn’t ready for things to be over, turns out they’d already gotten over me and didn’t want a relationship anymore (as in had completely lost feelings for me in 2 days)
After all this happened we decided to stay friends because we had been friends for a few years before we both caught feelings, the entire time I was hoping to be able to make their feelings come back and soon we’d be back together, obviously this wasn’t the case as you can’t force someone to like you and the ways I tried to earn their love back wasn’t very smart, because of this they took advantage of the fact I was still head over heels for them and would mess around with me and flirt with me just to mess with my head, me being way to in love at the time didn’t realise what they were doing and thought they weren’t doing anything wrong.
Fast foward 4 months after we broke up and we are still friends but my feelings for them were still extremely strong and weren’t going anytime soon, so while they gave no care for me in the slightest I was there willing to die for them (I’d given up trying to win them back at this point) It almost felt like it was impossible to get over them, and I remember I genuinely thought I’d never get over them and I’d be stuck in the moment we broke up forever and never get over them, which of course scared the shit out of me. So after months of manipulation, arguments and more but still remaining friends with them on July 26th 2021 I tried to take my own life, I couldn’t bring myself to actually do it as when I was about to one of my family members came into the room, about an hour after this I messaged them telling them what had just happened and asking for me to distance myself from them a bit because I genuinely couldn’t handle feeling like this anymore they didn’t care and preceded to ignore what I said and change the subject.
Fast forward a month later and we are still friends, and on august 16th they told me they had just gotten a girlfriend, and of course because it had been 5 months and I still wasn’t over them I remember crying myself to sleep that night. After this I had to sit there and constantly here them talking about their girlfriend (they knew I wasn’t over them) and I now realise they were very obviously trying to make me jealous, I just wasn’t able to realise it then, which obviously just made my mental state even worse.
October 13th I met someone online who I quickly became friends with as we hit it off and he was the person who finally broke me out of my fucked up mental state and helped me get over my ex as about a month after we started dating, he now helps me try to heal from all that happened last year and is very careful and gentle with me as he knows how much my last relationship damaged me, and I’ve realised I love him 1000 times more than I did my ex even when we were together and I honestly couldn’t be happier.
Although once getting over them I finally realised how shitty they actually treated me, the way they treated me while even when were were dating I later found out is a form of mental abuse, I won’t go into what they did to me as this comment is already way to long and I wouldn’t be able to summerise everything in one paragraph.
I am now no longer friends with them and karma has clearly finally hit them and their now paying the price for how they treated me and are getting made fun of at school and getting treated exactly how they treated me, and no I don’t feel bad, I’m honestly happy about it.
Sorry this comment is so long i honestly didn’t mean for it to me but my point is this song came out a few days after I attempted so whenever I listen to it I constantly feel like it was *made for me*, and every single lyric summerises all the emotions I wasn’t able to put into words
-Evie
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LYRICS
male fantasy~~~~~~~~
Home alone, tryin' not to eat
Distract myself with pornography
I hate the way she looks at me
I can't stand the dialogue, she would never be
That satisfied, it's a male fantasy
I'm going back to therapy
'Cause I loved you then and I love you now
And I don't know how
Guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around
If I'm getting over you
Or just pretending to
Be alright, convince myself I hate you
I got a call from a girl I used to know
We were inseparable years ago
Thought we'd get along but it wasn't so
And it's all I think about when I'm behind the wheel
I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel
But nothing lasts, I know the deal
But I loved you then and I love you now
And I don't know how
Guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around
If I'm getting over you
Or just pretending to
Be alright, convince myself I hate you
Can't get over you
No matter what I do
I know I should but I could never hate you
Cool
Listen w headphones 😩
2:51
3:00
😭😭😭
What is the animation's name? I want this picture to be my home screen?:)
if i ever lost my battle with depression please know that i fought.
Please don't do anything stupid. There are people that care, truly. You might think people don't care, but they do. Random people like me, I care, I might not know you, but I know you deserve happiness and to feel better. Please keep on fighting, and LIVE . Try to have a great day ok, for yourself and for me ❤️❤️
@@crazybabuskaman3923 yes I will. thank you! much appreciated
Anyone know what is the meaning/talking about this song ?
I'm not good in english by the way..
it’s about depression and everyone can kinda apply their own meaning and story to it.
I think Billie said that it has to deal with/ pornography addiction and being intimidated and aroused by porn, idk I found it in an article so yea