i love you by billie eilish but its 1:30 am and its raining

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  • Опубліковано 26 вер 2024
  • alt title: i love you by billie eilish but its 1:30 am and you just had a really bad fight with your best friend and your window is open when you realize its raining

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  • @kamarivfx_
    @kamarivfx_  2 роки тому +452

    one million views :)

  • @isabellagrisham598
    @isabellagrisham598 2 роки тому +4176

    4 years ago I listened to this song crying at the loss of another person 4 years later I am mourning the loss of myself.

    • @orsolyacsintalan631
      @orsolyacsintalan631 2 роки тому +103

      I wish you all the best, take care

    • @chimeragroupmt
      @chimeragroupmt 2 роки тому +54

      Sorry to hear. If you need someone to talk to i am here to listen. Hope all is well.

    • @SofiKutlesh
      @SofiKutlesh 2 роки тому +55

      it'll be ok hon, trust me. no pain lasts forever, it gets buried down into the deepest parts of us and gets easier to bear with. i promise that a little later in life you'll be happier, knowing who you are and all those years will be some kind of a past life. it'll be ok, you will be ok

    • @ananyarahman2001
      @ananyarahman2001 2 роки тому +9

      Couldn’t relate more

    • @orsolyacsintalan631
      @orsolyacsintalan631 2 роки тому +9

      @@ananyarahman2001 stay safe, i hope the best for you

  • @strawberrys1.
    @strawberrys1. 2 роки тому +732

    There's nothing worse than realizing how little you mean to those who mean the most to you.

  • @christinapearl1466
    @christinapearl1466 Рік тому +1564

    "One day after my suicide"
    The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, embracing my clothes with my pictures scattered around her, I saw so much love beyond the tears in her eyes.
    The day after my suicide, I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard, in the midst of this great sadness, he spoke to me with tears in his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me.
    The day after my suicide. I saw that teddy (my furry best friend) was more incredible than I could have ever imagined. Every time someone came home, he would run to the door excited to see me, seeing that I wasn't me, he would lie in front of the door and keep waiting for me.
    The day after my suicide. I felt my sister's love when I saw her sitting in her room with tears in her eyes. I remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. processing moments.
    The day after my suicide. I felt how important my best friend was. They were looking at all of our pictures together... remembering the laughs we shared.
    The day after my suicide. I felt sad for my teachers. They blamed themselves for noticing it.
    At night I went to the morgue to find myself. I was sad. I looked at myself and said: “So many dreams we had,” “So many loved ones,” “So many people we’re going to meet,” “You had so many people who loved you, but you threw them all away?” You must have a lot of courage to end your life.
    Why didn't you use that courage to win? ""
    Thank God it was just a vision.
    to remember. You are still here and you can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. The most beautiful, the smartest and the strongest.
    Make this yours. Save it in notes and read it later.
    - A person on UA-cam

    • @bleunovel
      @bleunovel Рік тому +87

      Thank you. Just thank you a million times. These are very wise lines and they deserve to be saved and reread from time to time.

    • @rajistired
      @rajistired Рік тому +8

      @@wintercriessilverrainyatum9762 i agree

    • @Bazs121
      @Bazs121 Рік тому +23

      I didn't think I would cry again today. Thank you for this

    • @mariekom81
      @mariekom81 Рік тому +15

      Beautiful words. If you’re a writer you should think about publishing. No matter how short, it’s still worth it, especially a piece like this. Many very sad and lost souls need to read it. Thank you✊🏽💜

    • @jennydiaz.z
      @jennydiaz.z Рік тому +8

      i love you?

  • @miacapris5314
    @miacapris5314 2 роки тому +659

    billie hits harder then that moment you realize they don't love you the way you love them :')

    • @dru6916
      @dru6916 2 роки тому +2

      Couldn’t agree more

    • @janlukasweiershausen5019
      @janlukasweiershausen5019 Рік тому +1

      Feeling this like rn :/

    • @miacapris5314
      @miacapris5314 Рік тому +1

      @@janlukasweiershausen5019 im sorry thats what ur going through... yk I wrote this comment a while Ago and now I feel better and I found someone who is different... just know im here for u and pls vent abt anything if u need to

    • @palomaplouf9138
      @palomaplouf9138 Рік тому

      frfr

    • @TheOutlierToday
      @TheOutlierToday Рік тому

      @@miacapris5314 that was quick

  • @igitha..._
    @igitha..._ 2 роки тому +407

    My friend died the other day in a car accident. He loved Billie Eilish. No one will ever be like him. I wish I was closer. I wish my other friend would call me back...I just need a hug. I feel so alone. I want to live... want to share warm happy times with beautiful hearts... everything feels so cruel... I've lost so many people..I'm so tired...
    Thank you for sharing this slowed version it's fitting for grieving..

    • @RynoJ5
      @RynoJ5 2 роки тому +12

      I’m so sorry, I hope you can find more people that love and care about you. If you need to just talk I’m here to listen

    • @eivislost
      @eivislost 2 роки тому +4

      Are you okay ?

    • @blossoms7815
      @blossoms7815 2 роки тому +10

      Just know they're actually not dead. They're there with you. Now and forever. Just because you don't feel their presence doesn't mean they don't exist anymore. They rather exist within you. So don't you feel sad. Everybody is here with you. You have nothing to lose.

    • @lily131
      @lily131 2 роки тому +9

      if i was there with you right now i would hold onto you and never let go. maybe your friend rest in heaven

    • @-Persephone_Wannabe-
      @-Persephone_Wannabe- 2 роки тому +4

      @@blossoms7815 I know you have the best intentions, but that can be very hard for some people to hear. It could help for some, could make it a lot worse for others. You did nothing wrong, this is just for future reference, to check your wording of the first sentence.

  • @xoxo.ezra_
    @xoxo.ezra_ 2 роки тому +482

    Not depressed… but not happy either. I don’t know how to explain to anyone what is going on inside my head because no one will understand. I don’t even understand. So I suffer in silence.

    • @blasian._.barbie
      @blasian._.barbie 2 роки тому +32

      me personally i like the feeling of being sad
      its like a drug
      i dont feel anything else so it feels good to feel something

    • @Oct.do123
      @Oct.do123 2 роки тому +14

      Even if u tried to explain it they would get it wrong..... I think we all suffer in silence and try to ignore it

    • @blossoms7815
      @blossoms7815 2 роки тому +12

      Look, bud. I have the same problem as you. The only solution is you don't fight it off. You let it come and do it's thing. Maybe this will go on and on but one day boom, it'll stop. You'll feel okay again. Yourself again. You don't have to worry at all, luv. You'll be okay. There's always this little light at the end of the tunnel waiting to guide your way into happiness whenever you get lost. ;)

    • @lily131
      @lily131 2 роки тому +9

      numb

    • @W99bie
      @W99bie Рік тому +6

      It will be okay i promise

  • @AnthonyGonzalez-ym4ll
    @AnthonyGonzalez-ym4ll 2 роки тому +310

    im not as sad anymore but i still feel comfort in the sadness of this song

    • @mariekom81
      @mariekom81 Рік тому +3

      ...To feel comfort in Sadness...What a thought...

    • @jericokirkland7325
      @jericokirkland7325 Рік тому +1

      Your not sad just numb… I think that’s worse

    • @salehgilani9902
      @salehgilani9902 8 місяців тому

      😖😖😖

    • @dankcraft7386
      @dankcraft7386 7 місяців тому

      I know what the empty numbness feels like.. family illness and hiding a broken heart can do that to you.. trust me i know

  • @444niamh
    @444niamh Рік тому +162

    i remember listening to this song for the first time in 2019 crying so hard. now its 2023 and i still feel the same way lol

  • @musasalar2273
    @musasalar2273 2 роки тому +202

    I am so lost and confused at the moment and I’ve never felt this lost and confused in my life I’ve always been able to take control of the situation but for some reason I am lost and numb and I was scrolling through UA-cam and here comes this song at 1:30 am, the rest is just……unexplainable. It’s insane what music is capable of doing!!

    • @katlover7
      @katlover7 Рік тому +2

      I am going through the same thing right now and I don't know how to make it better:(

  • @zwolf2453
    @zwolf2453 Рік тому +71

    it feels weak to show emotion, but it hurts to hold it all inside. it's hard to trust anyone after you have been hurt by someone close to you. i wish i had someone to share everything with. i miss that

    • @luisz6017
      @luisz6017 Рік тому +1

      Hope you are doing better bud, open to yourself to yourself it will set you free i promise❤️

    • @dankcraft7386
      @dankcraft7386 7 місяців тому +1

      I know your pain bro.
      I was ostracized from a very young age because they didn’t understand me. Now years later i’ve grown bitter and angry and push people away. I hate society

  • @youknowyoulovehim5237
    @youknowyoulovehim5237 2 роки тому +59

    i miss him so much. it hurts so so much yet i feel so so numb.

    • @ramyeon143
      @ramyeon143 2 роки тому +9

      I know what you are feeling right now but stay strong ok?

    • @dankcraft7386
      @dankcraft7386 7 місяців тому +3

      like they said.. Stay strong, don’t give up! We’ll be here 🖤

  • @elson8758
    @elson8758 2 роки тому +66

    my ex used to listen a lot to billie,i didnt listen at all to her when i was still with her.
    one day she tells me to listen to the this song.I listed to the song but didnt notice the lyrics.
    it's been almost 3 years and I now know what she really felt.

  • @sineadkelly4167
    @sineadkelly4167 2 роки тому +33

    i feel so numb and invisible to everyone around me. why can’t i just leave this life already.

    • @RynoJ5
      @RynoJ5 2 роки тому +1

      please stay, you’re worth so much and I hope that u get through this

    • @NightOwlSG
      @NightOwlSG 2 роки тому +2

      I wanna leave this world as well. I can't bare another night of crying myself to sleep. but i cant go because I think of the friends I'll leave behind, even if they are slowly slipping away. I just want to see everything before I go, I want to watch what this world will be.. even if our story's are different and we may not know each other let's get thru this together ❤

  • @clarissacrispin3042
    @clarissacrispin3042 2 роки тому +46

    i lost myself a couple months back. i thought i would be able to bounce back to normal, but i never did. i let myself and so many others down and i have never felt so hurt, but this song reminds me that everything will be okay. hopefully soon.

  • @gothlogic4782
    @gothlogic4782 8 місяців тому +19

    I miss you a lot, B. Our daughter Mimi is growing up so fast, and being a single dad is tough. I really wish you were here to share these moments with us. I hope whatever made you leave was worth it. We're always here, waiting for you. 🥀

  • @i_qwctty
    @i_qwctty 2 роки тому +49

    1:39 am rn, it’s raining and i just finished a cry session. I’m so stressed with tests that I relapsed. My grades are plummeting and I just want to make my mom proud. Either that or I get neglected. It’s 1:40 now, I’m tearing up again. But, even so, I hope you kind souls have a great night, day or afternoon

    • @same3262
      @same3262 Рік тому +7

      You posted this 3 months ago, though i'd like to ask how you're doing right now

  • @ravenzafia312
    @ravenzafia312 2 роки тому +31

    this is literally me when i’m tossing and turning thinking of him… he was my everything and left .. i miss his hugs and smiles and jokes. i never fully got over his passing and i don’t think i will. this song comforts me knowing that there are other people feeling the same i am. i find comfort in music and this edit always helps me calm my mind when i think of him.

  • @evanschilling8587
    @evanschilling8587 Рік тому +17

    this version unlocks a sad emotion i've never felt before

  • @unknown.ma7
    @unknown.ma7 2 роки тому +72

    my best friend showed me this song back when we werent really that close. right now shes going through a lot and so am i. we havent fallen out or anything im just really worried for her and even though she tells me shes ok i know shes not. its kinda what i also do. i hope we both make it out of this dreadful depression misery.

  • @derverworfeneengel9494
    @derverworfeneengel9494 Рік тому +19

    God please help us

  • @v.ibrance
    @v.ibrance 5 років тому +44

    maybe i'm crying

  • @allieblue4219
    @allieblue4219 2 роки тому +38

    it's 6:36 and i'm waiting for the bus but it still gives the same feeling

  • @-Persephone_Wannabe-
    @-Persephone_Wannabe- 2 роки тому +38

    Putting this on loop because for some reason, this makes me feel warm and fuzzy. Because I interpret this as two people who loved each other, but no longer can, due to things outside their control, except they actually get a happy ending. This makes me feel like I'll get a happy ending. Atleast, as happy as an ending can get. I can now sleep in peace, and smile.

  • @lime9836
    @lime9836 2 роки тому +25

    Its uh, its 19th of May 2022. 4 weeks from now is summer and im sitting here drinking cold water after a shower wondering where ill be in 2 years, 21:40 and i havent done my homework. I wish to listen to this a couple more times than, than ill get back to this comment and cry 7 months into the future. Dont delete this post, its freaking perfect and it brings such comfort. Please, thank you.
    - me, myself May 22..

    • @zeeeeeeeee5554
      @zeeeeeeeee5554 2 місяці тому +2

      its been 2 years how you doing ?

    • @desvraeturco
      @desvraeturco 7 днів тому

      following

    • @lime9836
      @lime9836 7 днів тому +1

      @@zeeeeeeeee5554 i just noticed this comment and im very glad it brought me back in time. Ive been thru alot of things, but at the end of the day it helped me be the person i am today and im so grateful for it. If youre ever going thru any bad period in life just know itll pass, believe in yourself and fight the battles even if youre alone. I hope youre doing good.

    • @zeeeeeeeee5554
      @zeeeeeeeee5554 5 днів тому +1

      @@lime9836 thank you I’m doing fine right now things have been hard but it really does help to build character 💪

    • @lime9836
      @lime9836 4 дні тому

      @@zeeeeeeeee5554 im glad, i believe in you !! Stay strong friend

  • @thesamegirl4289
    @thesamegirl4289 2 роки тому +157

    I'm so tired, i hate him but i miss him. I always was a good friend..... And he just broke me... I'm sooo tired.

    • @comeeatsomechicken
      @comeeatsomechicken 2 роки тому +5

      U deserve soo much better than this pain he is causing you. U gotta move on.i am so sorry and I hope you will feel better.

    • @annchan3666
      @annchan3666 2 роки тому +2

      I could relate. I thought I was making the right decision for both of us by leaving him but I miss him so much it hurts.💔

    • @lily131
      @lily131 2 роки тому +1

      i get you babe. you can do everything right but still get what you didn’t deserve. my best friend broke my heart but at the end of the day we’re stronger than we cut ourselves out to be. we grow each and every day from each experience we encounter. you are worth so much

  • @mannyanayar6778
    @mannyanayar6778 2 роки тому +59

    i was looking for this vibe, thank you!

  • @jessievansanten8423
    @jessievansanten8423 2 роки тому +7

    All my life ive been trying to live up to what i thought where other peoples expectations. I punished myself and my body by starving myself and whenever i allowed myself to eat i would not be able to stop. I lost many friends because i was scared they would judge me or because i thought they would leave me if they knew who i really was. I looked in the mirror without seeing a single beautiful thing about me and i couldnt help but compare myself to others.
    All because of bad experiences and mean comments others made about my body.
    It took me so long to get over it and im still fighting everyday to find the way to myself and to find a way to be myself without letting mean comments get to me and without letting myself go or trying to escape into a nother reality.
    What im trying to say is that everybody deserves to be loved, not only by others but also by themselves. Everybody deserves to be happy and to live and laugh and to have a beautiful life
    Whe should all just stop comparing ourselfes to others and should try to find our own way, no matter how hard it might seem at first.
    Everybody is beautiful and everybody is precious.
    I love you

  • @staria1591
    @staria1591 2 роки тому +13

    i used to cry to this song back in 2019, which was my worst heartbreak
    i never loved anyone like him again, and i was never heartbroken like that again
    nor do i ever ,, ever want to be.

  • @nilessquires2088
    @nilessquires2088 2 роки тому +22

    "I wish I was there that night, to save her. But I failed. Now I have to live with that burden for the rest of my life. I'm so sorry, i love you"

  • @nerozeid
    @nerozeid 4 місяці тому +3

    she changed it all.
    i grew up with autism, a chronic illness, and severe depression. i was stuck-up, lonely, and lost. i wouldn't speak to other children in preschool and kindergarten because i thought i was "too mature" for them. i was bad at expressing love, and my parents convinced me to start believing that i was incapable of love/being loved because i didn't express it. i hated people. everyone. i thought people were like an terminal illness. you live and die with them without a choice. i hated myself. when i was six i devised a plan to end it all.
    then i moved cross-country. and i met her.
    she was perfect. kind, outgoing, and so, incomprehensibly happy and innocent. i couldn't figure it out. i was infatuated. she was my first friend. my first crush. my first love. i had never loved, platonically or not, in my life. not once, until her. and she loved me too.
    when i was 13 we started dating in secret. in a toe-curling, cry-to-each-other, dance-in-the-rain-while-thinking-of-each-other kind of romance. we were (and are) so in love.
    we were found out a day before our one-year anniversary.
    my parents have always hated her. they hate her because she's everything i always needed in a person. they hate her because i'd do anything for her. they hate her because i wasn't supposed to ever love or be loved. both my parents are aro/ace so they really don't understand.
    it's been nearly three years since we started dating. through it all, we triumph. hand in hand, over and over again. we've never had a fight. there's no jealousy. she is my sanctuary and i am her home. we've grown up together and are permanently intertwined. wherever we go and whatever happens, part of our hearts will always belong to the other.
    this song reminds me of all the unavoidable pain of love. but the storm is outside of us. we are pure in a world of chaos.
    perhaps you need a reminder that the storm is outside of you, too.

    • @Tk.choco22
      @Tk.choco22 4 місяці тому

      I was touched by your story bruh🥺

  • @mahyahb2324
    @mahyahb2324 2 роки тому +83

    I just need a hug,i want to cry,im tired to pretend everything is fine

    • @RynoJ5
      @RynoJ5 2 роки тому

      I’m sorry :( it’s okay to show your emotions, it could actually be good for you to talk about it

    • @pdeannn800
      @pdeannn800 2 роки тому

      felt.

    • @mahyahb2324
      @mahyahb2324 2 роки тому +1

      @@RynoJ5 thanks:)

    • @bibi2248
      @bibi2248 2 роки тому

      🫂

  • @frankcastle2797
    @frankcastle2797 Рік тому +5

    Its funny, i dont cry anymore i just sit there feeling my heart shatter into millions of pieces and no one even knows.

  • @polina.2040
    @polina.2040 2 роки тому +21

    i just dont want to lose him

  • @charlotteshirkey
    @charlotteshirkey Рік тому +20

    This song can be interpreted all different ways. That’s what’s amazing and beautiful about it. Music can be a cope for people of just a vent, and this song can be for so many people for so many different reasons. And even though we all have different reasons in this comment section, we can all relate from the pain of one thing love. Which is one of the most powerful things in the whole world. And it’s supposed to bring people joy, and yet it brings more people sadness.

  • @SofiKutlesh
    @SofiKutlesh 2 роки тому +79

    it's 1:33 am, my fbi agent should stop stalking me and making me cry, I have school tomorrow morningg

  • @zboss5817
    @zboss5817 Місяць тому +2

    Dear, Daniyrus
    You were always there. You were by my side during my first day of middle school, you were there during my rehabilitation, you were there when i was getting my diagnostic test done, and you were there when i was told to get out of sight. Even if you aren't real, you were still there, and i appreciate that.
    Truly your's, Constance.

  • @charliehallam5542
    @charliehallam5542 2 роки тому +23

    i used to listen to this song all the time, but it’s been a while since i played it. i saw this video and decided to click it… looked at the time… it was 1 : 29 and i watched it turn 1:30 am.

  • @aika8851
    @aika8851 2 роки тому +12

    I'm not really well because... listening to this perfection of depression.. it really hurt... it hurt so much for me to be ready to sleep with this song.... this woman deserves the whole world

  • @dru6916
    @dru6916 2 роки тому +25

    2 years ago I stumbled upon this song, the day before she told me “I miss talking to other people, I miss being single” the next day she told me. “ I didn’t mean what I said, I love you and want to be with you” I was already broken

    • @elianethcruz
      @elianethcruz Рік тому +1

      i’m so sorry u deserve better hon.

  • @honeybunnies9543
    @honeybunnies9543 2 роки тому +11

    This song got me through so much stuff and hearing this version just broke me instantly. Good work, keep it up.

  • @csnxqn
    @csnxqn 2 роки тому +8

    when i was at my lowest this song was making me so emotional and it was just with me. now im starting to feel this bad again and this song appeared on my yt page, it's not a coincidence

  • @estherregunamada5504
    @estherregunamada5504 2 роки тому +4

    just a typical night listening to this and crying on my bed for no reason, felt really broken, tired, lonely and sad:(

  • @soarts9823
    @soarts9823 Рік тому +10

    I'm speechless, this is the best version of any song that I've heard thank you ❤

  • @M3khia222
    @M3khia222 2 роки тому +12

    Billie is the best person ever. I love her ahhh she's the besttt

  • @sethhhgarcia1763
    @sethhhgarcia1763 11 місяців тому +4

    The way I used to listen to this song in a perfectly happy way and now I listen to it because I've lost myself and everything I've stayed for

  • @0000_o0q
    @0000_o0q 2 роки тому +7

    I’m literally sobbing over this rn

  • @athena_the_avocado
    @athena_the_avocado 2 роки тому +7

    Hits different when it’s actually 1:30am

  • @ii_.lwm_
    @ii_.lwm_ 2 роки тому +5

    It’s so painful relating to these songs which are with deep meaning….🥺

  • @XkIrx_kxzumx
    @XkIrx_kxzumx 2 роки тому +11

    "Wish i sang to her one more time i wish i told her i loved her but she fell asleep knowing she will never wake up again ." I love you mom

  • @MissAndieKittie
    @MissAndieKittie 2 роки тому +7

    Have you ever deny yourself so much you love someone because your gut, your heart and mind is warning you that this is gonna hurt... But the more you deny the more you wanna yell out loud 'I Love You'!

  • @alycollotzi1888
    @alycollotzi1888 2 роки тому +4

    Reminds me of myself after I just got out of a toxic relationship, I found it difficult to trust that he wasn't going to hurt me, but now we are closer than I've ever been to anyone

  • @stratosphere99999
    @stratosphere99999 Рік тому +72

    to whomever may be reading this, i'm truly so proud of you for making it this far. you're so strong and i appreciate the fact that you continue to be here. life may throw heavy things at us, but its always worth it to fight back. everything is going to be okay, alright? :)
    dont forget to drink some water and eat something delicious! i love you

  • @aupricx
    @aupricx 2 роки тому +25

    this song always makes me cry

  • @aanya1247
    @aanya1247 2 роки тому +9

    i remember hearing this song for the first time and it hit me so hard but i was too hurt to cry

  • @kamarivfx_
    @kamarivfx_  2 роки тому +667

    why are my videos blowing up all of the sudden i posted this well over 2 years ago

    • @peaceiskey3272
      @peaceiskey3272 2 роки тому +27

      Idk but it’s 1:30

    • @me.9
      @me.9 2 роки тому +16

      Lol idk but maybe ur luck wake up just now..🥹

    • @jannat.titly22
      @jannat.titly22 2 роки тому +3

      Same it's raining here today and this song hits different

    • @prarthanadevu5791
      @prarthanadevu5791 2 роки тому +23

      Idk maybe we all just depressed now✋

    • @me.9
      @me.9 2 роки тому +1

      @@prarthanadevu5791 yeaah

  • @ayabouayadi2700
    @ayabouayadi2700 2 роки тому +23

    am i crying ??

  • @Whowas100
    @Whowas100 2 роки тому +2

    this is the best thing ive ever heard

  • @tomv2063
    @tomv2063 2 роки тому +4

    Underrated Billie song imo

  • @playlistvibes6824
    @playlistvibes6824 2 роки тому +6

    it’s currently 1:31am, I love this ❤

  • @rosangelamariapessoa5852
    @rosangelamariapessoa5852 Рік тому +4

    This feels better to listen to now, a lot has happened in the last years, sometimes I wish I told people I cared about more about it instead of thinking it would just be a burden to then for me to even talk. I feel much better wow, being sad was bad but getting numb of all emotion was way worse, it's good to feel again.

  • @luismendes2378
    @luismendes2378 Рік тому +4

    I discovered this song today by this version and I'm completly broken listening to it non-stop. It gives me the Hireath and the dying in peace vibe

  • @Blossom777
    @Blossom777 Рік тому +4

    Seven months ago i lost my best friend. Not from death, or moving, but by time. I lost her by getting older, and growing up. We were best friends for 9 years. More than half my life and i will always have love for her. If you read this mar, i miss you and i hope one day we can talk again. I miss you with every part of me.
    Lots of love

  • @Sondert
    @Sondert 2 роки тому +29

    Never been in a relationship but this song makes me feel like I've had 50 ex's and 10 divorces

  • @fml297
    @fml297 6 місяців тому +5

    this isnt life for me

  • @ishrakbenaly8502
    @ishrakbenaly8502 2 роки тому +3

    this song is one of the reminders of him which used to make me cry all night until i lose my breath

  • @camilahn_
    @camilahn_ 2 роки тому +3

    it's 01:45
    It was 01:31 when i started listening to "those eyes" and then "glimpse of us"

  • @Slimo1717
    @Slimo1717 2 роки тому +4

    I’m vaping now. I’m 19 in the marine core, just picked up Lance Corporal, and here I am, 12am, vaping, along in my living room. Life hasn’t been that good to me lately, like a building block I keep building that keeps getting broke and destroyed, knocked over time and time again, and I’m doing what I hated most. Beautiful song man, the rain really helps man, I swear it does. Like shooting stars and holding someone’s hand, that magical feeling in your chest when you feel your heart beat, it’s all the same. I yearn for that

    • @uee24
      @uee24 Рік тому

      God bless you

  • @forsythiarose3793
    @forsythiarose3793 2 роки тому +6

    Each time we say goodbye it gets harder not to say I love you

  • @oreion6057
    @oreion6057 2 роки тому +37

    Feeling depressed is the new drug and it becomes an addiction

  • @miguelluna8582
    @miguelluna8582 2 роки тому +4

    High as the sky and it’s amazing 🍃🍃

  • @canny1485
    @canny1485 Рік тому +4

    There's nothing worse than not having love you gave

  • @x_some.random.dude_x
    @x_some.random.dude_x Рік тому +5

    Not me listening to this song for hours every night whilst singing along with all the emotions I have left over from the day-

  • @_RM99
    @_RM99 2 роки тому +6

    3:42 AM and my heart still refuses to forget her 🙃

  • @Xoxo4495.r
    @Xoxo4495.r 5 місяців тому +1

    This voice reminds me of myself. I have burned up all my energy and love due to the loss of my family and my loneliness. I do not know how I will build a family in the future, how to give love and attention to my husband and children. I do not know who would accept to live with a person without feelings like me. I don't think there is anyone who will give me love like my mother did. I'm still searching for a father and I can't find him. There's still a burning in my heart until my end.

  • @sandyzamudio7574
    @sandyzamudio7574 Рік тому +2

    I lost someone so important to me a few months ago and i thought that with time i would get better but the hole in my heart is still there. I don't know how to make it stop hurting. It hurt at first so much but when I realized that once they were truly undoubtedly gone I knew half of me was too. There would be times through the day where I would expect to see them like the time they usually came home and I would have to remind myself that they are gone.

  • @layalkhytaz1620
    @layalkhytaz1620 2 роки тому +3

    It was just a small crush. I don't remember when did all these feelings turned from crushing to loving. I've never been more addicted he just changed idk how. Ig he really didn't mean to say he loved me. Idk when amd how did we lost our spark. I say i moved on but when it's night and im all by myself ig i didn't yet. I still have this kind of hope. I still want to give it a try a "chance". Sometimes i tell myself : "just tell him everything, tell him what do you feel. Even if he rejected you.. You'd never have to overthink if he likes you. You'll just move on. Or maybe he does actually, maybe he likes you!". Having hope is not always good. As billie once said : "i can't escape the way i love you, i don't want to, but i love you." so accurate. That's what im feeling. In my opinion *he is the nicest guy I've ever met*.

    • @layalkhytaz1620
      @layalkhytaz1620 2 роки тому

      Wow. It's been a month. Well i moved on. Im with someone better now. I read this comment and still remember the way my eyes were puffy my face was red and i couldn't type everything was blurry cz of my tears. Yeah well i knew he didn't deserve me. I was enough. More than he even wanted. There is nothing wrong with me. It's all bcz of him. Idc abt him anymore. And yes im falling in love with someone else. Finally someone who is not toxic as he was. When i was typing that comment i never believed that i would get over him. Or that time would heal me. But it did. I got over him. Over everything. I deleted all our pics. I didn't delete our chat. Idk why. I still don't care abt him. I moved on. Finally.

  • @leocooke269
    @leocooke269 2 роки тому +1

    smile if u wanna end it all 🤩😄😄

  • @matildefonseca9227
    @matildefonseca9227 2 роки тому +3

    this song was in my head a lot a few years ago. only now i can actually relate to it. now i cry whenever i hear "i didnt mean to say i love you" the whole song reflects something that happened a few months ago with someone im currently in love with. idk if it will ever work between us. i hope so. i dont wanna loose her. i dont wanna end up like i did last time i fell in love... this song makes me think about it, but ironically it stops me from crying.

  • @ReusXGaming
    @ReusXGaming 2 роки тому +23

    The love at first sight exist guys... So this is my history. She was the prettiest girl that I've ever seen. I was in Disney, Magical Kingdom (5/5/2022). I will never forget that date. It was 9:45 pm, I was running at an attraction (Space Mountain, its like a roller coaster) and a girl was running too with her little sister. I said "go ahead" and I stopped of run. She said "are you sure? if you want you can go ahead." I said "its okay". Then her mother was behind me and I said "are you with them?" and she said "yes". So I let her pass. And then we were in the line. I was with my aunt and two cousins, one of them has 6 and the other one has 11. I remember when she was talking with her mom I was trying to see her face disguising. And then I remember I was talking with my aunt and the girl moved her face trying to see my face (because I had a bucket hat). And we were looking at each other disguising. I don't know if I was crazy but it was reciprocal. Men always are saying "I felt something different with you", etc. But guys, I promise in my 15 years living at this planet I just can't explain how did I feel. When I was trying to see her my heart was shaking a lot, and I was so nervous, I was literally looking down at her shoes (I remember those were grey). I also remember she was dancing with her sister and her mom was watching at them. When the line was over and she were leaving thru the attraction I said "good luck" and she said the cutest "thank you" that I've ever heard. Then when I went thru the attraction, she was there with her mother and her little sister looking at the photo (you know the photo that the camera take it when you are in the roller coaster lol). They were leaving thru the tunnel, and my aunt and cousins went to see the photo and I told them "lets go to the other attraction" just because I wanted to see her face once more. I remember that I was holding my cousin's left (the one that has 6 years) hand when we were walking thru the tunnel. So I saw her and she was holding her sister's left hand. I was talking to my cousin and she looked down to see me. What a sensation. The final destination of the tunnel was a shop, and they stayed in the shop and we left. We were looking for my uncle, because he didn't want to go to Space Mountain again because we already had been in space mountain like at 12pm and it was our second time. I don't know why, my instinct tell me to check in a specific place, and meanwhile I was looking for him I was thinking "why didn't I tell her something" And when my aunt found him I turned back to go to them and I saw that girl again with her little sister and her mom. My heart literally stopped for a moment. The worse thing was that I just keep walking... 30 seconds later, I regretted to don't tell her, and I was looking for her. I told to my uncle that I was looking for a known person (lie). I couldn't find her... 1 day before this, I read in a YT comment of always take risks. And I didn't. I've been so sad since that day. I feel so weak, and think that this was the worse mistake of my life. Fuck, I just want to go thru the past and tell her how cute she was and ask for her number or Instagram, just to talk with her... I wish some day find you and talk to you. Just in case y'all want to help me, she was white, and had the typical 2 braids. She was like blond but not too much, I don't remember well tho. Her eyes were green or blue, I couldn't see her eyes color well because was at night and in the place that is the attraction was so dark with blue leds. I appreciate if the creator of the video want to pin this, I want to find her please :(. I made a tiktok tho, and I posted a video, if yall want to help me the account is called "iwishseeyouagain", thanks.

  • @potato9619
    @potato9619 2 роки тому +308

    It's not true
    Tell me I've been lied to
    Cryin' isn't like you
    Ooh
    What the hell did I do?
    Never been the type to
    Let someone see right through
    Ooh
    Maybe won't you take it back?
    Say you were tryna make me laugh
    And nothin' has to change today
    You didn't mean to say, "I love you"
    I love you and I don't want to
    Ooh
    Up all night on another red eye
    I wish we never learned to fly
    I
    Maybe we should just try
    To tell ourselves a good lie
    I didn't mean to make you cry
    I
    Maybe won't you take it back?
    Say you were tryna make me laugh
    And nothin' has to change today
    You didn't mean to say, "I love you"
    I love you and I don't want to
    Ooh
    The smile that you gave me
    Even when you felt like dyin'
    We fall apart as it gets dark
    I'm in your arms in Central Park
    There's nothin' you could do or say
    I can't escape the way I love you
    I don't want to, but I love you
    Ooh
    Ooh
    Ooh
    Ooh
    Ooh

    • @Oct.do123
      @Oct.do123 2 роки тому +8

      Pin this

    • @loyalty6207
      @loyalty6207 2 роки тому +4

      The lyrics are lovely and have a touch of sadness to them I just love old Billie her songs are relatable lol

    • @ramen_ndm
      @ramen_ndm Рік тому +1

      Was looking all over for this

  • @jackdavis455
    @jackdavis455 2 роки тому +5

    It’s 1:43 and not raining where I am…but it fits perfectly

  • @luser2367
    @luser2367 2 роки тому +3

    no matter how many times I'm listening to this song , it's always got me tearing up

  • @apreslavague1557
    @apreslavague1557 2 роки тому +4

    It's 3:47am, it's not raining but still amazing. I love you

  • @catherineb6889
    @catherineb6889 2 роки тому +2

    Everything in life is temporary, so make the best out the ups in your life, and remember that the downs won't be there forever

  • @cathartic1102
    @cathartic1102 6 місяців тому +2

    what did i do? what i do wrong? i knew i wasnt pretty enough for you. why did you lie about all of the i love yous? why did you tell me we have time ? why did you not tell me that you didnt feel the same anymore? why did you let me destroy myself for you? why did you pretend? why did you move on so quickly like i meant nothing? how did you forget the 2 years ? why make me feel stupid for all of that now? why because it was me? it wasnt someone you loved but someone who loved you right.

  • @deryagusdin3897
    @deryagusdin3897 2 роки тому +6

    I was broken heart now,in my room listening this post,and its raining,at 01:29 am

    • @krashberu589
      @krashberu589 2 роки тому

      oh..heyy everything is will be fine!😊

    • @bibi2248
      @bibi2248 2 роки тому

      🫂

  • @marisanascimento4554
    @marisanascimento4554 Рік тому +11

    Essa música tem um sentimento tão intenso...

  • @camillabernard4633
    @camillabernard4633 7 місяців тому +6

    I can't explain how much I hate myself

    • @lana_lorde
      @lana_lorde 6 місяців тому +1

      You're not alone. We all hate ourselves for different reasons. That's how it was supposed to be, and we're helpless......
      Move on, and on....and on......

  • @maxou-
    @maxou- 3 місяці тому

    It is literally 1:30 am and raining outside... I've found the perfect place to be on yt

  • @alexrewood4312
    @alexrewood4312 2 роки тому +12

    Vent post-
    I’m so tired of my mom and my brother, they always blame everything on me and I’m the failure of a daughter who is failing her classes and smells cause I can’t even get up to shower. I love my dad so much but I don’t get to see him a lot and he has health problems, I just want my dad.

    • @aesthpxx9425
      @aesthpxx9425 2 роки тому +1

      i’m so sorry💜

    • @alexrewood4312
      @alexrewood4312 2 роки тому

      @@aesthpxx9425 thank you, it means a lot

    • @RynoJ5
      @RynoJ5 2 роки тому +1

      take care of yourself and just know you’re worth more than how they treat you

    • @alexrewood4312
      @alexrewood4312 2 роки тому +1

      @@RynoJ5 thank you so much, it really means a lot :) have a great day

    • @RynoJ5
      @RynoJ5 2 роки тому +1

      @@alexrewood4312 You’re welcome, have a good day

  • @xDevx.
    @xDevx. 2 роки тому +1

    I'm here cause I was actually just roaming around on UA-cam. I've been struggling in my relationship the past months, I feel very unloved, but my problem is, that I can't let go. I love this person so much, but I don't want to. This song is really helping me get the tears out and calming down again. Thank you

  • @gxthbxnni
    @gxthbxnni 2 роки тому +3

    This music is touching my heart so deeply…I have such a great life with a husband..but a horrible mental state..which makes me feel miserable..I wish I could make my brain happier so I could be truly happy..I have everything..a hospital job..a home..a husband…but a unhappy mind..

  • @sethpalm3542
    @sethpalm3542 2 роки тому +61

    Why are there tears rolling down my face I thought I was stronger then this but there’s always one thing stronger then me sad nostalgia that chills me to the core..

  • @Xrrv.x69
    @Xrrv.x69 2 роки тому +2

    Never been the type to let someone see right through 🚶🏻‍♀️🌧

  • @jasonglashower4466
    @jasonglashower4466 2 роки тому +3

    I like this quiet storm version of my current fav song.

  • @DavidDeanda-l3w
    @DavidDeanda-l3w 5 місяців тому +24

    Who's here listening in 2024 ?!!?

  • @itsallgood986
    @itsallgood986 2 роки тому +5

    It’s actually 2:19am and it’s not raining, oh- my eyes are tho...

  • @ranjitroy731
    @ranjitroy731 2 роки тому +35

    Is it good to stay up all night and miss her like 24/7 but she be enjoying with a new guy

  • @Noble22nd
    @Noble22nd Рік тому +3

    We gone make it y’all.